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Children's Games
by Candace
“Heeeeerrrrcccc....”
Iolaus' voice was the last thing Hercules heard as he bounced
down the sharply sloped tunnel, its sandstone bricks shaving away
layer after layer of stinging flesh, until finally he bled freely
enough to slip down the trap’s chute with a bit less friction.
Hercules’ back slapped the stone floor and a choking cloud
puffed out from beneath him. He fought to keep himself from breathing,
at least until the dust settled, but he was racked by a fit of
great, heaving coughs.
Eventually, once the coughing died down, Hercules’ tearing
eyes cleared enough for him to begin taking stock of the chamber
around him. A domed ceiling twice his height rose overhead, and
a massive drape of linen, brown with age, covered the far wall
from top to bottom. A dozen or more clay pots huddled against
another wall. Jeweled and enameled surfaces winked at him in the
diffuse, warm light.
Speaking of which, Hercules had presumed he was far underground.
He sat up, blinking tears from his burning eyes, and scanned the
room for the light source.
A glowing sphere bobbed above a black-gloved, outstretched finger.
The sphere itself hid the other person’s face, but Hercules
had seen the black straps and metal rings enough times in his
life to put a name to their owner.
“Strife.”
“Hercules.” The sphere floated sideways, revealing
one of Strife’s eyes. “Have a nice trip?”
“Shouldn’t you be in Greece?”
Strife sent the sphere on its way with a shooing gesture, and
the tiny light spiraled up toward the ceiling and hung still.
He oozed from the chest he’d been seated upon and flitted
over to a stand of bronze spears. “And miss the Fall colors
in Giza? What sort of uncultured clod do you take me for?”
Strife pressed his forefinger into his cheek. “Wait a minute,
don’t answer that.”
Hercules crossed his arms over his chest, wincing at the feel
of blood, sweat and dust congealing on his bare arms. “So
what are you waiting for? Aren’t you gonna blast me?”
“Tch, tch.” Strife’s gaze wandered back to the
weapons. Though they were heavily decorated with coils of wire
and gemstones, they could probably still do a fair bit of damage.
Strife idly stroked a spear shaft, looking up at the weapon’s
tip, and then froze and swung his attention back to Hercules.
“If only I could.”
“Zeus’ orders?”
Strife snorted, and a cloud of dust rose from a bust of an Aegyptian
man in a full wig with an asp for a crown. “Sorry--daddy’s
name is mud here. But he’s got this deal with Osiris, and...well,
have you ever known me to catch an easy break?”
“What a pity.”
“Oh, save your crocodile tears.” Strife twirled around
the statue, coming to rest against a hulking chair, engraved and
tooled. He didn’t sit in the chair--that would’ve
been too obvious, Hercules supposed. He draped himself against
it and set his chin atop the carved cat that made up its side.
“I’m keeping you from finding the Crown of Hesiod,
and that’ll be reward enough for me.”
“Iolaus will find the Crown himself.”
Strife’s eyes went ridiculously wide. “Really? You
think so? My money's on him staying right here and prying out
stones until he finds you.”
Hercules was about to insist that Iolaus would do no such thing,
but then realized Strife was probably right. And the magical Crown
would fall into the hands of the Sumerian rebels and war would
rage again upon the southern coast of the Mediterranean. All because
Iolaus would never abandon him.
Hercules’ arms blazed, his elbows and knees throbbed from
striking the walls of the stone tunnel, and his lungs ached from
coughing out the stale, dry air. He longed to sit down and put
his feet up to ease the aches in his knees--and maybe even to
try out one of those “stillness” lessons Iolaus was
always harping about. But of course not. Strife was there. Not
his greatest foe, but probably the most annoying.
And though he had no desire to chat with Strife, Hercules couldn’t
help but wonder where he’d ended up. “So what is this
place?”
“What do you mean--this room? This land? This universe?”
“This.” Hercules approached a wall and placed his
palm on it, surreptitiously pressing. On any normal building,
he would be able to feel a slight give in the wall, even if it
were made of brick or stone. But the pyramid felt disturbingly
solid. “This structure. I had no idea there were rooms inside.”
Strife rolled his eyes. “You think the ancient Aegyptians
made big, solid stone triangles out in the middle of nowhere just
to enhance the scenery? Get with it. They’re tombs, Jerkules.
Tombs.”
Although they were stuck down with muck and filth, the tiny hairs
on Hercules’ arms tried to stand up. He’d been to
the Other Side on numerous occasions and he knew that dead bodies
were nothing more than discarded husks, but he still couldn’t
shake that feeling that they were somehow...creepy.
“And the pyramids aren’t really solid,” Strife
went on. “They’re warrens of passageways and rooms
full of all kinds of good nick-knacks.” He pinched the cheek
of the carved cat to demonstrate.
The word warren sounded promising. If Hercules could find his
way out, then maybe the Crown of Hesiod wasn’t lost after
all. But before he could get out, he’d need to find a way
around Strife.
_____
Hercules gazed down upon the cool, golden features of the deceased.
He felt vaguely guilty that all Aegyptian statuary looked like
the same person to him. Iolaus probably could have discerned something
about the dead man’s rank and station from the position
of a carved lotus leaf hidden in the stylized decoration. But
to Hercules, the man on the sarcophagus looked just like every
other big-eyed Aegyptian statue.
“There’s a mummy in there,” Strife breathed
in Hercules’ ear. Hercules suppressed a flinch--barely.
“Bone dry and withered, smiling a big, toothy, eternal smile.”
Hercules glanced over his shoulder and saw Strife wetting his
lips. He wished he hadn’t looked.
Strife meandered away, pausing to caress every jar and urn in
his path. “Know what these are?” he asked, all too
eager to tell. “Lungs, kidneys, stomach...” he froze
at one of the earthenware vessels, cradling it to his chest. He
rocked it briefly as if he would suckle it. “Liver,”
he declared, heaving it at Hercules’ face.
Hercules lunged to the side and grabbed the missile from the air.
“Thought you had an agreement with Anubis.”
“Osiris. And I’ve seen you stop arrows. How hard can
it be to catch a potted sponge?” Strife turned away from
Hercules, picking up golden spoons, tongs, a comb. He turned them
over in his palm and then put them back where they were, hardly
looking at them. “All these nifty toys for a rotten mummy.
These people honor their dead more than certain Greeks honor their
gods.”
“Honor isn’t anyone’s birthright, mortal or
divine. It’s got to be earn--“
A flash of movement and something cold and sharp pressed into
the hollow of Hercules’ throat. “I’ve been wanting
to do this for so long,” Strife said, grinning too wide
for Hercules’ taste. “A knife of gold--can you imagine?
Such a soft metal, as metals go. The edge will dull after the
first cut.”
Hercules swallowed, feeling his Adam’s apple brush the blade.
What if the story about Osiris had really been a clever ruse after
all, a story to make him let down his guard? His foot came down
on Strife’s instep as quickly as he thought it, the massive
stone refusing to give even under such a crushing assault. Grit
and dust rained from the tight chinks in the ceiling while the
sound of the great stomp echoed within the chamber.
A mortal’s foot would have been pulped, but Strife only
grunted and twitched. Hercules used the distraction to knock the
knife away from his throat. Strife turned even as Hercules batted
him away, his arm seeming to roll along Hercules’ punch
while his body twisted and tried to find some strategic position
with which to attack again.
Hercules fought differently than he would have with a mortal,
swiping at eyes and groin. Anything was fair play--numerous tussles
at the Academy with Strife had shown him that much.
Hercules gasped as Strife tore out a hank of his hair. Strife
backed up and pulled a face, chafing his palms; the handful of
hair floated to the ground. Hercules dropped back and cast his
eyes around in search of a weapon. The spears were too far away,
and he couldn’t bring himself to use the nearby urns, even
in self-defense.
Still wiggling his fingers, Strife lunged again, this time in
an attempt to tackle. Hercules resisted him, staggering back as
he struggled to keep upright. If he could only find his balance,
he could slam Strife into the wall. The really solid wall.
But Strife walloped Hercules with a headbutt that echoed louder
than the stomp had. The dim room tunneled around Hercules and
he began to fall back under Strife’s grappling weight, one
arm pushing Strife away, the other groping behind him for anything
solid enough to hit Strife with, relic or not.
His hand closed around a fall of brittle fabric, and he clutched
it in an attempt to keep himself standing. The cloth held for
just a moment, and then exploded in a spectacular rain of dried
hemp. Hercules fell beneath Strife, trying yet again to refrain
from breathing as the air around him settled. And then Strife
was off of him, spitting and spluttering. Hercules couldn’t
help but crack an eye open to see Strife covered in rotten linen.
Strife shook his head, raising another cloud of decayed fibers,
but then he saw Hercules watching him and drew his fist back for
a good, old-fashioned punch in the nose.
And so did another figure directly beside them.
Hercules and Strife both turned, startled by the mirror images
the disintegrated linen had revealed. “Good thing there’s
only one of you,” Hercules muttered, but Strife ignored
the jibe, focusing instead on his own honey-colored reflection.
“Would you look at this?” Strife whined, brushing
fibers from his leathers. “It’ll take me forever to
get this stuff out of my hair.”
“You’re a god,” Hercules said, and now it was
his turn to roll his eyes.
“Oh, right.” Strife gave an exaggerated blink and
the linen dust flew from his hair and clothes, swirling around
Hercules in a miniature tornado. “Much better.
_____
After several hours of sharing close quarters with Strife, Hercules
eventually gave in to the need to sit down. No more sudden attacks
seemed to be forthcoming, other than the occasional lobbed relic.
Unfortunately, without something to fight about, time crept very,
very slowly.
He tried to imagine Iolaus going on without him, hoping that his
imaginings might give Iolaus a little push in the direction of
the Crown of Hesiod. Not that Hercules thought he possessed the
ability to mentally compel Iolaus; it just wishful thinking.
Strife sprawled on a chest enameled with stylized flowers and
birds. “So,” he ventured, one leg hanging over the
side and swinging back and forth. “Kill any good monsters
lately?”
Not about to be looped into another conversation, Hercules kept
his mouth shut except for a tiny, exasperated sigh.
“Look, pal. This is no picnic for me, either,” Strife
complained. “If you would’ve just fallen into the
Sphinx, Deimos would be playing babysitter and I’d be off
wreaking my usual havoc.”
“Sorry to be such a burden.”
“You have no idea.” Strife swung off the enameled
chest and approached the massive bronze mirror. It stretched to
the high ceiling, a perfect, highly polished sheet of amber metal.
Strife stared hard at his reflection, tweaked his hair and drew
his eyebrows down in a ludicrous scowl.
Hercules’ eyes went from Strife’s reflection to his
own. He was a bloody, filthy mess, and his hair hung in limp strands.
Iolaus would probably come up with a comment to make them both
laugh, or at least smile a little. But Iolaus was likely somewhere
outside the pyramid trying to find a way in, and Hercules was
stuck with Strife, instead.
Hercules’ gaze swung back again to Strife’s reflection,
only to find him trying another ridiculous pose. Strife was making
a muscle, plumping the back of his scrawny arm up with his opposite
hand to make it look like he actually had some sort of biceps.
His hips were thrust forward and his face was the picture of rapt
concentration
Hercules couldn’t help but remark on Strife’s posturing,
but when he turned to face Strife, the air in the chamber seemed
to shift. Strife wasn’t even facing the mirror. He had a
hand resting on his hip and was studying his nails.
Hercules decided against commenting on the last pose. Maybe he
was delirious and he’d just imagined it.
Strife’s attention flickered from his nails to Hercules’
eyes. “What?”
“Nothing.”
“I was just thinking, you probably need, like, water or
something. Running around the desert all day and such.”
Hercules eyed Strife. Maybe dehydration was making him
a little woozy. “All right, what’s the catch?”
Strife flicked his fingers and a small bucket of water appeared.
“Honestly, must everything be a challenge for you?”
He slunk over to the cat-armed chair and fell into it, petting
the armrest between its pointed ears. “If you turn to dust,
my ass is toast, ‘kay? So drink up.”
Hercules wasn’t entirely sure he believed that Strife needed
to keep him alive. If so, what was that knife incident about earlier?
Not that Hercules had suffered any real damage, other than a headache.
And the scuffle did pass the time.
The water smelled fine, but Hercules was tempted to leave it just
where it was. After all, why should he make himself beholden to
Strife? However, dehydration was a real enough danger, he supposed--and
considering the thickness of the walls, he wasn’t getting
out of the pyramid anytime soon.
Hercules dipped a handful of water from the bucket and tasted
it. Clean. Sweet. His thirst sprang to life. Doing his best not
to appear gluttonous in front of Strife, Hercules tipped the bucket
back carefully and drank his fill.
Although he longed to rinse some of the filth from his arms, Hercules
didn’t dare. A single bucket of water was an unexpected
and totally unprecedented kindness, coming from Strife. Hercules
needed to save whatever was left for later. He couldn’t
count on a second bucket.
“There, was that so hard?” said Strife. Hercules lowered
the bucket and found him sprawled on his back on the cat-armed
chair, tossing a small, bronze phoenix statuette into the air
and then catching it, over and over.
Hercules turned back toward the more mundane chair where he’d
taken up station, his gaze skimming across the surface of the
huge mirror as he did so. It stopped at Strife’s reflection.
There was something wrong; Strife’s limbs hadn’t been
draped over the chair arm at that awkward angle, and his reflection
took up much less of the seat. To see him in the mirror, you’d
think the chair was almost swallowing him up.
Being careful not to seem too obvious about it, Hercules looked
back over his shoulder to compare the real Strife to the reflection.
The air shifted again--and this time Hercules was ready for it.
Strife’s body once more dominated the chair. Strife snatched
the phoenix from the air and then cocked his head. “Paint
a picture,” he said. “It’ll last longer.”
_____
It would make sense for the Aegyptians to have some sort of mystical
magic at their disposal, Hercules figured. And it would make sense
for them to store it somewhere sacred and nearly impregnable,
too. But Hercules had no idea what the reflection was supposed
to mean.
Hercules pretended to be studying all the carvings and glyphs
that adorned every object and surface: bugs, birds, flowers and
strange, sideways people. But every now and then, at no particular
interval, he peeked at Strife, and then checked Strife’s
reflection.
The mirror reflected Strife, and the room. And Hercules, looking
battered. Everything normal.
Strife had long ago tossed the bronze phoenix at Hercules’
head and begun rifling through more of the dead man’s possessions.
“So what’s this,” he called out, waving a carved,
painted rectangle over his head, “a game?”
“How should I know?”
“It is a game,” Strife went on, oblivious to Hercules’
brush-off. “Here are the pieces.” A round, ebony table
sailed across the floor, stopping in front of the cat-armed chair.
Hercules’ chair followed suit, scuttling across the floor
with him in it.
“You want to play a game?” said Hercules, wondering
how Strife would manage to turn it against him.
Strife gave Hercules a long-suffering look as the board and all
its pieces floated through the air and assembled on the table.
“You got anything better to do?”
“We don’t know the rules.”
“I’m a god. I can get the rules.” Strife held
his hand over the painted wood board and the mound of semi-precious
stones. “There--I have ‘em. So simple even you could
play.”
Accepting the water was bad enough; Hercules might have to co-exist
with his enemy, but nothing said they had to fraternize. “I
don’t play children’s games.”
Game pieces clattered on the floor as the table fell on its side.
Strife had Hercules by the throat and was lifting him out of the
chair, pulling his face horribly close. “I’m the god
here and I said we’re playing the game,” he forced
out between clenched teeth. Strife gave Hercules’ chamois
vest a twist that constricted his blood flow. “It would
amuse me to play a game, half-breed, so pick up the pieces and
play.”
Hercules was about to knee Strife between the legs when he caught
a glimpse of their reflection. In the mirror, Hercules simply
stood before Strife, towering over him, while Strife bawled up
at Hercules with his face twisted into a red mask of frustration.
Strife looked no older than his boy Klonus had the last time Hercules
had seen him on the Other Side. Perpetually ten summer old.
Hercules looked back at Strife’s face and the air shifted
so hard it lurched. Strife’s lip was curled and his eyes
shone with cold fury. Hercules attempted to swallow, though the
constriction of his vest around his throat made a lump stick there
just at the base. “I suppose a game or two wouldn’t
hurt,” Hercules allowed, and the anger in Strife’s
eyes flagged a little. Hercules looked back at the mirror but
Strife’s reflection was its proper size again as it dropped
Hercules in disgust and crossed its arms over its chest. Hercules
looked at the real Strife and found him standing in the same position.
“Well, what are you waiting for?” Strife muttered.
“Pick up the pieces.”
_____
Hercules’ mind kept gnawing at the meaning of the distorted
reflections, and yet he always stopped himself before he carried
his hypotheses too far. It felt much more practical to strategize
his escape, anyway. He maneuvered his colored stones around Strife’s,
but ideas were few and hardly useful. He could try to climb back
up to the chute in the ceiling, but Strife would strike him down
before he got anywhere near it. And even if Strife were distracted
enough to allow Hercules to get to the ceiling, the climb up the
long chute would probably take hours, if not days.
Hercules scanned the chamber as best he could for hidden doors
or panels, but in the low light the walls all looked the same.
He wouldn’t be able to test them without pressing on them--a
move that would undoubtedly make any captor suspicious, even one
as flighty as Strife.
“You play worse than a retarded five-year-old girl,”
Strife complained, conquering a handful of Hercules’ gemstones.
“Are you even trying?”
“I’m trying,” said Hercules, stifling a yawn
as he reminded himself to stop mulling over the same two useless
plans of escape. His stomach chose that moment to punctuate his
assertion with a long, loud rumble.
“Oh, I get it,” said Strife, “low blood sugar,
right? No prob’.” He waved a hand and a tray covered
with bread, cheese and fruit appeared. “I can get the local
variety if you want, but...” he wrinkled his nose. “I
figured ‘1001 Ways to Cook Millet’ wasn’t any
Greek’s idea of comfort food.”
Hercules’ mouth watered at the sight of the meal, but he
couldn’t help but wonder if there was poison, or at least
ground glass, in it. “Since when does my comfort interest
you?”
“Ooh--touchy, touchy. The fare’s clean, man. Bon appetit.”
Strife leapt up from his chair, upsetting the game, and danced
away between the gemstones he’d left rolling on the floor.
He made a show of inspecting the sarcophagus, and then sighed.
“Look, I’m stuck with you for a while, and I can’t
dismember you. So how else am I gonna keep from dying of boredom?”
Hercules glimpsed the mirror and wished he hadn’t. Strife’s
reflection was now Aeson’s age--miniature leathers and all--and
the small face with its oversized eyes was staring at Hercules’
reflection beseechingly.
Hercules took a grape from the tray and popped it into his mouth.
He chewed. It tasted like...a grape. His mouth watered at its
tartness, and he wondered how long it had been since he’d
last eaten. He took a few mouthfuls of bread and cheese. “It’s...good,”
he said, unaccustomed to feeling the desire to act civilly toward
Strife.
Strife shook his head, smirking, and then pointed a finger at
the air beside Hercules’ head. A bedroll appeared there,
falling to the floor with a dusty thump. “I picked out a
scratchy one for you, just to make sure you don’t get too
suspicious of my friendly overtures. As for a chamber pot...”
he gestured at the far side of the room, “go ahead and use
the dead guy’s. I’m sure he won’t mind.”
Hercules wished Strife hadn’t made that last remark about
using the chamber pot, because suddenly he had to. Badly. Of all
the things to happen. Hercules wondered how he could possibly
ask Strife for a bit of privacy, when it occurred to him that
maybe it would at least give him a chance to check a few walls.
“Speaking of the chamber pot,” he said carefully,
wiping crumbs from his hands. “Would you mind?”
“What?”
“You know--could you let me use it? Alone?”
A grin spread across Strife’s face. “Why, you got
something down there I haven’t seen before?”
Hercules forced himself to play along and trade jibes, even though
he was worried that Strife might not actually leave him alone,
even for a few minutes. “Is that what gods do? Watch people
urinate?”
Strife gave an easy shrug. “Hey. It beats watching paint
dry. But I’ll turn my back if it’ll make you feel
better, okay?”
That might be preferable to Strife actually disappearing, Hercules
realized, since he’d probably just pretend to leave and
then watch Hercules invisibly. “But you’ll hear it,”
Hercules went on, not wanting to seem to give in too easily.
“So sing.”
“Sing.”
“Yeah, you know. Move your lips and sounds come out? Sing
a song and I won’t hear you pissing. Not as much, anyway.”
“Oh, never mind.” Hercules made toward the far end
of the room, wondering if he’d be able to discern a chamber
pot from a reliquary, He hoped that the dust in the bottom of
the most likely vessel was only that--dust.
Hercules glanced one more time over his shoulder to make sure
Strife’s back was really turned. Strife hugged himself,
his pale fingers tapping a complicated rhythm on his sides while
he whistled. He was indeed facing the opposite direction. His
reflection, however, was about half Strife’s real height--sneaking
a peek over its shoulder.
Unnerved by the reflection--and unsure whether Strife saw what
it saw--Hercules tested only a few sections of the wall,
surreptitiously leaning on them while he did his business. Unfortunately,
the walls were quite solid.
Strife’s back was still turned when Hercules finished. His
reflection was normal again, as it seemed to be each time Hercules
checked it on purpose. “I he-eard you,” Strife chirped.
“Great.”
Strife whirled around, still hugging his ribs. “Are you
always so self-conscious? I’ll bet you tinkle in front of
Iolaus.”
“Iolaus is my oldest friend.”
“So that’s what they’re calling it these days.”
Too weary to rise to the bait, Hercules unrolled the bedroll and
spread it on the floor. It was indeed rather scratchy, but it
would be much better to lie down on than the floor of an ancient
tomb. Hercules shuddered as he rolled himself in the thick woolen
pad. The glowing sphere overhead dimmed a bit, and the furniture,
statues and urns receded in the dimness until Hercules could imagine
that they were anything but burial items.
_____
Hercules came to wakefulness slowly. Through his eyelids, he could
tell it was still near-dark, and the fingertips that played over
his bare shoulder left a delicious, tingly lassitude in their
wake. He sighed, smiling as the delicate touch trailed lower,
down the bend of his arm, his forearm, the back of his hand.
“Huh. You never look at me like that when you’re awake.”
Hercules’ eyes snapped open. “Strife! What are you
doing?”
Sprawled beside Hercules with his chin cupped in his palm, Strife
gave no indication that he cared that Hercules had woken. Hercules
snatched his hand away and Strife reached for his biceps instead,
trailing another tingling caress over Hercules’ bare skin.
“How’d you get so scraped up?”
The abrasions--Strife had healed most of them. “I, uh...I
fell.”
“Tch. You were moaning in your sleep over it, y’know.
Very distracting.”
“They’re fine now. Thanks.” Strife dragged his
fingers higher, tracing a spiral on the curve of Hercules’
shoulder. “Uh, you can stop.”
Strife inched closer and slipped his fingers into the sleeve of
Hercules’ vest. “As a matter of fact, you’re
pretty distracting in general.”
So. The conversation really was going where Hercules thought it
was going. How bizarre. “You don’t want to do this.”
Strife rolled his eyes grandly. “When you’re pounding
me and I’m not allowed to fight back, no. But when you’re
looking at me with that sleepy, stupid grin....”
It was mostly shock that kept Hercules from resisting. That, and
a final look into Strife’s wide eyes, where all Hercules
could see was that wrenching, innocent need from Strife’s
young reflection.
People can change--wasn’t that what Hercules always insisted?
Typhon and Echidna, Hera’s Enforcer, Xena. They all had
dark sides, and yet Hercules now called them friends--or even
more, in Xena’s case. Xena had been the bloodiest warlord
of her age, and if she could find the good within herself, why
not Strife?
“It was my idea to visit you at the Academy,” Strife
bragged, “not Ares’. And I was the one who found the
basilisk egg to give your buddy, the prince.”
“Why are you telling me all this now?”
“Don’t you see a pattern?” Strife’s finger
trailed a lazy loop over Hercules’ arm. “You. Me.
A lot of history between us.”
More than Hercules would have liked.
“Damn, but you make me so crazy,” Strife went on,
his voice growing steadily more breathy. “Just begging to
be put in your place.” The last word sighed out as Strife
moved horribly close.
Even though it couldn’t have gone any other way with Strife
creeping steadily forward, the kiss was still a shock when it
landed on Hercules’ mouth. Strife’s lips caressed
Hercules as delicately as his fingers had, his tongue darting
out to tease just a bit and then retreat. Hercules didn’t
kiss back--well, not exactly. But he didn’t stop Strife,
either.
By the time Strife pulled back, his breathing had quickened, and
Hercules heard his own pulse pounding in his ears. Strife’s
fingers dropped to the lacings on Hercules’ vest. “I
can make it totally dark in here. If you want.”
Hercules made the mistake of looking Strife right in the eye.
The need there staggered him. “No,” Hercules murmured,
looking somewhere over Strife’s shoulder, relieved that
he couldn’t see the mirror from where they lay. “The
light is fine.”
And then the vest fell open, and Strife’s fingers started
to explore Hercules’ chest. They traced the hills and valleys,
stroked through the chest hair, wandered down Hercules’
sides and back up again. Strife’s touch grew feathery, almost
timid, as he made his way to Hercules’ nipple. They both
gasped as Strife’s fingers grazed it.
“Lie back,” Strife whispered, and Hercules forced
himself to look up at the ceiling rather than meet Strife’s
eyes again. Strife peeled Hercules’ vest fully open while
he straddled Hercules’ hips. “Don’t worry,”
he said, his voice still so low Hercules could barely hear it.
“I won’t tell anyone.”
Hercules closed his eyes, the words stinging him more than the
raw look in Strife’s eyes. But then a warm, slick mouth
was on his nipple, and Hercules’ back arched up off the
scratchy bedroll, his hips taking Strife with them as they rose
and then settled back down
Somehow, Strife managed to work his fingers between them, tugging
at the lacings to Hercules’ trousers. I should stop him,
Hercules thought, before it goes too far. And Strife’s hand
slid lower, cupping Hercules’ cock while his teeth pressed
gently around Hercules’ taut nipple.
Hercules wove his fingers through Strife’s hair, thinking
how he’d dragged Strife across Kora’s bar a time or
two by that hair. And how he’d never, ever have imagined
it this way: with Strife’s hand down his pants, Strife’s
thumb rubbing that spot between his balls, sucking and tonguing
his nipple, the other hand reaching up to explore Hercules’
lips with feather-light touches.
“Strife.”
Strife bit at Hercules’ nipple in response, and Hercules’
hips bucked even higher off the bedroll. Maybe it was for the
best. Hercules had no idea what he’d meant to say.
Strife’s lower hand eased back up to stroke Hercules’
cock some more. “Mmn, yeah,” he mumbled into Hercules’
chest. “I make you hard.”
Hercules felt his cheeks burn. “Maybe we shouldn’t....”
“Oh come on.” Strife dragged his wicked, wet tongue
across Hercules’ chest and set to nibbling his other nipple,
pinching the first with the hand that had been caressing his lips
a moment before. “Live a little.” Strife’s grip
on Hercules’ cock grew sure, and he started pumping it,
slow and even.
“But it’s not just about...arousal.”
The hand on his cock clenched harder and a shiver pounded up Hercules’
spine. Strife left off the nipple to crawl up Hercules’
chest and press his mouth into Hercules’ ear. “Who
said that it was?” he asked. His tongue followed, sending
another course of shivers back down.
“What are you saying?”
Strife laughed, a tiny breath that gave Hercules goosebumps. “Try
obsession.”
Hercules petted Strife’s hair awkwardly. “That’s
not the best reason, either.”
“So...what?” Strife raised his head, his voice still
soft but growing just a bit louder. And his eyes hovered right
where Hercules couldn’t avoid them. “I’m not
good enough for you?”
“It’s not that,” Hercules assured him, all the
while thinking that it might actually be the reason--and feeling
horrible shame for it.
Strife’s leathers disappeared. “Whatever it is--I
don’t care.” He pulled on Hercules’ cock some
more, his rhythm quickening. “Can’t you...can’t
you leave it out there--just for a little while?”
Even in the dim light, Strife’s eyes burned with hunger.
Hercules squeezed his eyelids shut against it. But once he couldn’t
see, the hands on his body and the mouth now playing at his throat
seemed twice as intense. Hercules breeches were opened wide. Bare
knees squeezed at Hercules’ hips and the hand on his cock
grew slick with oil. His mind floundered for a good enough reason
to stop what was going to happen while his body quivered with
anticipation.
And then--the moment. The fleshy resistance that was the difference
between having been in someone, and not. One of Strife’s
hands clutched at Hercules’ chest while the other held his
cock up. And not knowing suddenly became worse than knowing, and
Hercules opened his eyes just as that final barrier gave way.
_____
If it had been awkward trying to talk to Strife while they made
love, it seemed ten times worse afterward. He’d never thought
of Strife as being vulnerable, and the very idea was enough to
send Hercules’ mind wandering down paths of the past. What
had he said to Strife over the course of so many years, and what
had Strife made of it? It seemed better not to thicken the plot
with any further words.
Strife had come with a long, breathy gasp, his semen anointing
Hercules’ chest. Hercules soon followed, his hands clutching
Strife’s narrow shoulders. They held that position for a
long moment, staring, breathing. Until finally the silence itself
grew too much, and Strife swung off Hercules’ hips, his
leathers reappearing.
And so they sat, Strife against the wall, gazing off into the
distance, and Hercules half-facing Strife, gnawing the inside
of his cheek while he stared up at the ceiling. “You know,”
Hercules said, his voice awkward and stale in the silence of the
tomb. “If I’ve ever said anything to you, or done
something that....” Hercules sighed. He glanced at Strife,
who was now staring at him. “It’s just...I’m
sorry. If I’ve ever...hurt you.”
Strife said nothing, looking back over at the wall with an enigmatic
smile on his lips.
Hercules wondered if that was all there was to say, then. He supposed
it wasn’t in Strife’s nature to apologize in kind.
It seemed like that was just the way gods were. And he guessed
he wouldn’t be likely to extract any kind of promise from
Strife, either. But things just felt so unfinished that Hercules
couldn’t help but fish for a little more of a response.
“How do you feel?”
“Shh...” Strife raised an eyebrow and held a finger
to his grinning lips. His eyes flickered over to the mirror.
Hercules tried to stop himself from looking--who knew what he
might see? But the reflection was only that, a gilded image of
a man and a god sitting on a dusty stone floor. He started to
turn back to Strife, to try again to discern what was going on
in the god’s mind, when the image wavered a bit.
Hercules strained to see what the mirror was distorting now. But
he looked like himself, and Strife looked like Strife. The mirror
wavered again, and again, and Hercules heard the sound of metal
striking stone.
“They’re coming for you,” Strife said.
Hercules winced. He’d spent all his time wanting to escape,
and now when he wanted nothing more than a few more words of truth
from Strife, his time had run out.
The banging and scraping grew steadily louder, until the mirror
started to bow. “Herc?” came Iolaus’ voice,
muffled but still recognizable. “Herc, can you hear me?”
“Well?” Strife said. “Aren’t you gonna
answer him?”
Hercules rose into a crouch, turning to face Strife squarely.
“Tell me something,” he said.
Strife leaned his head back into the wall and continued smirking
at Hercules, eyes hooded.
“When you looked at me in the mirror,” Hercules went
on, “what did you see?”
Strife’s smile faded as the pounding on the other side of
the mirror grew louder. “Nothing.”
“Herrrrc!”
Hercules gripped Strife’s arm. “Can’t you give
me at least that much? What did you see?”
Strife’s fingers folded over Hercules’s fist, gently
prying his hand open. Strife leaned forward and pressed his cheek
to Hercules’. “Don’t,” he said.
“Tell me.”
Strife sighed, his breath tickling Hercules’ neck. “I
saw a man,” he said, his voice so low Hercules strained
to hear it over the pounding and shouting of the rescue party,
“who drags three dead kids with him everywhere he goes.”
Hercules sat back on his heels, stunned.
“Happy now?” Strife eased out from between Hercules
and the wall, stood, and brushed the dust of Pharaohs off his
leathers.
Hercules rose and turned toward Strife, but now it was Strife
who backed away. “Uh-uh,” Strife said. “Not
another word.” He glanced toward the mirror that was now
scored nearly to puncturing by the blows from the other side.
“Whatever you saw in there--I don’t wanna know.”
Hercules stood. He couldn’t seem to figure out what to do
with his hands, so he crossed his arms.
Strife eased himself against Hercules’ side and pressed
his lips into Hercules’ hair. “Your oldest friend’s
almost here,” he whispered. “I’d better take
my goodbye kiss.”
But instead of kissing Hercules properly, Strife slid his wet
tongue once over Hercules’ ear as the chamber went black.
His presence vanished.
With the absence of light, the clamor of tools on bronze throbbed
in Hercules’ ears. The shouts, scrapes and pounding all
built upon each other, louder and louder, until finally the surface
of the mirror broke and a beam of lamplight knifed through the
jagged hole.
“Hercules?”
Hercules hesitated. The chamber where he’d seen deep inside
Strife and found a part he couldn’t hate seemed too private
to share. He even felt a pang of loss as the mirror became nothing
more than a sheet of battered metal.
“Hercules, are you all right?” But that voice held
nothing but concern. No nuance of sarcasm, no ulterior motives.
Just...his oldest friend, coming to take him home.
“Iolaus!” Hercules pressed his face into the hole,
his eyes watering from the glare of the lanterns.
Iolaus stood among a crew of swarthy Aegyptian laborers, all of
them covered in sweat and dust. “It’s good to see
you, buddy,” Iolaus said, dropping a pickaxe so he could
thrust his hand through the opening and clasp forearms with Hercules.
Hercules sighed, cherishing the familiar solidity of Iolaus’
grasp. “It’s good to be seen.”
end
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