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  What Might Have Been 
 by Katie  

 She sits in her office alone thinking about him, about things that will
never be again. When she took this job as hospital administrator she knew
their relationship would change, but she hadn't anticipated it would
affect her this much, this way. His obvious looks of disdain every time he
sees her, how he avoids any contact with her. She acts like it doesn't
bother her but deep down it does. They used to be friends. Used to be
lovers. But all of that changed. After his misdiagnoses. His mistake. His
leg. Then he cut her off. Cut everyone off. Except for Wilson. And she
never forgave him for that. Never will forgive him for that. She had no
problem with it. Still doesn't. But being the stubborn ass that he is, he
pushed her away, cut her off, and now he acts like nothing ever happened,
and that hurts more than anything. She thought they had something. 

They were together for 2 years. Met when she started at the hospital. He
wasn't as gruff then, and she was easily charmed by him. For their first
date then went out to dinner at a little Italian restaurant then walked
around the city a little. He took her home and left her with a little kiss
on the cheek. They didn't spend the night together until after they were
dating a little over a month. She wasn't easy after all. They started
spending more and more time together. She spent almost every waking moment
thinking about him. What he was doing, when she would see him again. They
started spending their weekends at one or the others apartments, most of
the time not even going out. The weekends turned into weeks until they
eventually ended up moving in together. 

She bought out the end of the lease on her apartment and moved in as soon
as possible. Things went well for a long while. Then he started
experiencing leg pain. It got worse everyday. She tried to get him to go
see a doctor but why do that when you are a doctor? He thought it was
sciatica or something of that sort and ignored it. And that was just the
wrong thing to do. By the time he finally did go see someone it was too
far gone. The muscle death had already began. He didn't tell her for 2
weeks. Was short, angry, not his usual self back then. She didn't know
what was wrong and he wouldn't tell her, didn't know what she could do.
After about 2 1/2 weeks he finally told her. She was furious. Why hadn't
he told her? Did he not think she could handle it? She loved him dammit!
And they would get through it together. But he would hear none of it. He
broke it off with her that night. Broke off their relationship. Broke her
spirit. Broke her heart.

So now most nights consist of this. Her sitting alone in her office
thinking of the way things used to be. How things could have maybe been
different if he would have just listened and let her stay. But those are
all what ifs. There is no going back and changing things. He changed after
that. But she would still go back to him if he said the word. After these
years and all that's happened she still loved him. She guesses she always
will.

She gets up and collects her things, putting on her coat, turning off the
light. All of that is ancient history now. She'll go home now to her empty
apartment, the one she rented once they had broken up, once he had broken
up with her, take a hot shower and crawl into bed alone. Try to go sleep
and try not to remember what it felt like to fall asleep in his arms. Its
time to move on. He has.  
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