A big, gigantic hug to my beta-reader Angie, who’s suggestions were wonderful and very
helpful. Hard to beta-read a grammar challenged person. I chalk it up to great minds
don’t have time to check for commas!! Any mistakes from here on are all mine.

Synopsis: Blair’s plans for a hot night, conjure up some painful memories from Jim’s
past.

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Jim Ellison knew he was in for it tonight. His lover had been dropping little hints all week
about what he “had in store” for him come this weekend. This long, long weekend.
Neither man had to work Saturday and Sunday and since the weather channel had
predicted a snow storm, the pair decided on making their own heat indoors. Jim was in
the middle of finishing up his last report when the phone on his desk rang.

“Ellison.”

“Hey Lover, almost done?” came the sexy voice of his lover and partner, Blair Sandburg.

“Almost. You?”

“Me? I’m home already. Have been for an hour. Just sitting here naked, stroking my
dick, thinking of you and what I am going to do to that hot body of yours.”

Jim felt his cheeks turn bright red and was relieved that the bullpen was more than half
empty.

“I see. Always know the right thing to say, Chief. You know, you really missed your
calling. You should be writing greeting cards. So, any particular plans for tonight?”

“Oh, I got  plans and they include fucking the shit out of you, lover.”

Detective Brown walked over to Jim’s desk to hand him a file.

“Really? I copy that and look forward to hearing more.” Jim smiled at Brown.

“Jim is somebody standing there at your desk?’

Jim nodded and wondered why Brown was still staring at him. “Yes, that would be the
case.”

Blair laughed. “So Jim can you visualize me? Lying here, naked, needy, stroking my dick
until it’s shiny from the ooze seeping out.”

Jim let out a cough. “Yes, yes that can be arranged.”

Brown slapped Jim on the back with the file. “Tell Hairboy I said hi.”

Jim wiped his sweaty forehead. The kid was going to be the death of him yet.

“Still with me, Babe?”

“Yeah, I’m still here.”

“So Jim, tonight’s my night, right? I mean, we agreed that I can do anything I want to
you, no questions asked?”
 
Jim swallowed hard. “Yes, Chief.”

“You mean that? Oh, man, this is going to be great!! I can’t tell you how much I have
been looking forward to this. I’ve been thinking about it, dreaming about it all week.
Coming home soon, I hope?”

Jim signed the last file. “Just putting my John Hancock on the last file.”

“Uum, Hand cock, eh?”

“Get your mind out of the gutter, Darwin. So how are we fixed with supplies? The
weather is going to get nasty this weekend. We might get snowed in. Hope the heat
doesn’t go out.”

Blair chuckled. “Don’t worry Jim, after I’m through with you, you might want to put the air
conditioner on.”

Jim smiled. “Sounds like a plan. Should I pick anything up on my way home?”

“Dammit, Jim, just get your ass home, will ya? I’m ready to bust here.”

“On my way, Babe.”

“Drive careful.”

“I will. Love you, Chief.”

“Love you too, Jim.”

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It took Jim almost a full hour more to get home because of the snow. The storm had
kicked up a notch and was making traffic a nightmare. He was glad that they had gone
shopping earlier in the week to stock up on food, batteries and candles. He let out a sigh
of relief when he maneuvered his truck into a parking spot in front of the loft. As he
waited for the elevator, he wondered what Blair had in mind for him tonight. He knew
Blair was gaga over the idea of being in control tonight. Though their relationship was
equal, Blair had this need to feel as if he was in control sometimes. I guess its because
I’m older and larger, the detective thought to himself. Yes, that had to be it. Besides he
didn’t mind the idea. Actually, it had started to grow on him as time went by. Maybe Blair
would talk dirty to him. He liked that. Funny, he hadn’t before with any of his other lovers.
Blair was different, and Jim was different because of Blair. Jim was so deep in thought
he almost missed the elevator. Jim jumped back to reality just as the doors were ready
to close. Yeah, this was going to be some night.

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Jim slid his key into the lock, opened the door, and was greeted by the sight of a roaring
fire going in the fireplace and candles placed throughout the loft. He closed the door
behind him, double locking it. “Take off your coat” Blair said as he strolled out from the
kitchen.

Jim took off his coat and hung it up on the rack next to the door. “Now your gun. Take off
your gun.”

Jim unhooked the strap from around his shoulder and hung it up next to his jacket. Blair
turned from the window to face his lover. Jim felt his cock twitch when he caught the
sight of Blair in tight black leather pants and nothing else. Jim wished he could freeze
this moment in time -  the excitement he felt, the way Blair looked at him, the serenity of
the candle lit loft.

Blair slowly, and seductively strolled toward the larger man. Placing his hand to his
lover’s firm chest, he pushed the man back against the front door. He grabbed Jim’s
head and pulled him into a rough kiss. “Missed you. What took so long?”

Jim tried to catch his breath. “Snow made the traffic a nightmare.”

Blair slid his hands to the front of Jim’s shirt and with one fluid motion, ripped it open,
causing the buttons to fly all over the room. “No excuse, Ellison.”

Jim felt his heart beating in his chest. No one had ever made him so aroused, so alive.
Blair started to nibble his way down Jim’s chest. “Ummm, you taste good, Lover. I’ve
been wanting to do this all day.”

Blair slid the shirt off Jim and let it slide to the floor.

He settled onto Jim's left nipple, sucking it, while his right hand roughly pinched the
other, causing Jim to moan.  "Oh, yeah! Tonight, you're mine, Ellison!  Understand
that?"

 Breathless, Jim fumbled for words. “Yes, Lover, yours. All yours.”

Blair let his right hand travel down to Jim’s growing erection. “So you little whore, you are
all ready turned on, I see.”

“Yes, Blair, please.”

Blair grabbed Jim’s chin and held it firmly. “Not so fast, loverboy, I have plans for you. If
you’re lucky, maybe later I will suck on that precious dick of yours. You’d like that
wouldn’t you?”

“Oh, baby, yeah.”

“First I want to see you.” Blair took a step backwards and gazed over his partners
motionless form pressed against the door. Blair was having a hard time controlling
himself, seeing Jim standing there, eyes closed, erection growing and that chest, that
marvelous chest exposed. Blair slowly opened the button of his leather pants.

 “Suck me Jim. I want you on your knees now.”

Jim sank to his knees, and Blair pushed him roughly against the door as he lowered the
zipper. He grabbed the back of Jim’s head and tilted it slightly up so Jim could stare into
his eyes. “Know what I’m going to do Lover? I’m going to fuck that pretty mouth of yours.
Going to stick my dick in that mouth and fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before.”

Blair pulled his straining cock from his pants. Placing both hands on the door for support,
he lowered his hips. “Take it!  Take my dick in your mouth, Jim.  And no hands, just your
mouth!”

Jim opened and in one movement, Blair shoved his dick in. Jim accommodated the
younger man’s member in his mouth. Blair thrust his hips as Jim kept his head firmly
against the door. The younger man closed his eyes, losing himself in the moment. God
Jim was so fucking good at this. Lots of girls in the past had given Blair blow jobs, but no
one, no one compared to him. His thrusts came harder and deeper and Jim had to keep
both hands on the ground to keep from falling over. “So fucking good, Jim. God, so
good. You like this, don’t you?”

The younger man arched his back as he felt his climax coming. “Oh Yeah…that’s
it….yes….God..Jim…..suck….ahhhhhh……”

Blair thrusts a few more times, before shooting his load into Jim’s mouth. He held his
position a few moments, trying to clear his head. He slowly slithered down to face Jim,
who was still kneeling on the floor. “Yeah, babe, the best. You are the best cock sucker I
know. Know what we’re going to do now? Gonna get you ready. Going to get ready to
fuck that tight ass of yours. You’d like that wouldn’t you pet?”

“Yes, Blair, I’d like that.”

Blair ran his tongue along Jim’s lips, tasting his own semen. “Yes, I knew you would.
Because you are such a fucking little tease, Ellison. Running around the loft in nothing
but those tight shorts, trying to drive me wild. Well tonight is my turn to totally drive you
wild, lover.”

Blair stood and extended his hand to Jim. The older man took it and followed Blair
around to the dining room table. Blair circled around to the other side and stopped. The
younger man leaned over the table toward Jim. “Come here, lover.”

Jim leaned over the table and kissed Blair’s lips. “Give me your arms. I want to feel you.”

Jim extended his arms to Blair, closing his eyes as he guided his tongue into his lover’s
mouth. Blair hungrily kissed Jim, trying to keep the older man unaware of what he was
about to do. Jim eagerly bounced his tongue around his lover’s mouth until he heard it.

Snap.

Jim sprang up and realized that Blair had just tightly handcuffed his left wrist to the left
leg of the dining room table. Before he could protest, he heard another “snap” and
realized his right wrist was in the same predicament. Jim felt his heart begin to race.

 “Blair.”

“It’s okay lover. I have it all under control. Just say the safe word, “panther” and I’ll stop.
Okay, Babe?”

Jim shook his head as his lover strolled around the table, surveying what he had just
done. Jim was stretched taunt across the table. Nice and tight, Just like Blair had
wanted. He gently stroked his lovers hair, lowering his mouth to Jim’s ear. “Good
enough to eat. Just like I wanted you. Naked and helpless. So far you’re helpless, let’s
work on the naked.”

Blair started to undo Jim’s belt.

A thin film of sweat began to form on Jim’s brow. The larger man took in several breaths,
trying to adjust himself to the predicament he was in.

“Blair!”

“Shhh, it’s all right. I’m going to make you feel real good, Jim. Wanted this for a long
time, wanted you like this. Mine for the taking. Been dreaming about it.”

As Blair went to work on getting Jim’s jeans off, Jim’s mind raced with flashes of a
hospital and him screaming and pain. God the pain! He tugged at the handcuffs harder,
causing them to dig into his skin. He tried to block the images from his mind, not wanting
to ruin Blair’s fantasy, but couldn’t get his breathing under control. Jim couldn’t erase the
images of that horrible ordeal.

“Blair, I can’t!”

Blair succeeded in getting Jim’s pants down around his ankles. He reached around and
grabbed Jim’s throbbing dick. “Oh, yeah I see what you mean. Can’t hold it in anymore,
can you?”

“No…No….not that…I… can’t…”

Jim swung his head from side to side, pulling again on the cuffs, causing pain to flood
his body. He wanted this to stop, but couldn’t bring himself to scream out the safe word.
Jim desperately tried to control his emotions. You can do this he thought to himself.
Control your breathing, Ellison. Jim fought the cruel memories in his mind, trying to fight
them back into his subconscious. It was no use.

Blair stroked his dick behind Jim. “Hush, now lover, don’t make me gag you.”

Blair licked his way down Jim’s sweaty back, feeling tremors running through the older
man. Oh man, he is so digging this Blair thought. He stopped when he was on his knees
in front of Jim’s ass. “Going to get you ready lover, okay. Going to make you scream for
me to fuck you.”

Blair drove his tongue in between Jim’s ass cheeks, causing a moan from his lover. He
darted his tongue in and out of the tight hole, driving his partner crazy with desire.

Jim closed his eyes, trying to focus on what Blair was doing and not on the mental
images he had of him strapped in that hospital bed. “Breath, Jim, breath,” he whispered
to himself. Blair was too caught up in the fantasy to see that his partner was in real
distress. Jim was unaware of how hard he was  pulling on the cuffs that encircled his
wrist, but  knew he couldn’t stand the feeling of being tied down any longer.

Blair stood and was getting ready to grab the lube from the kitchen counter when he
heard Jim’s muffled plea. “Panther.”

 Blair looked closely and saw Jim’s fingers turning blue.

“God, Jim! Oh God!” Blair grabbed the key to the cuffs and released them, sending his
lover sprawling backwards onto the floor, shaking violently. Blair grabbed the man and
cradled him in his arms. “Shh, it’s okay, Jim. I got you. It’s okay. I didn’t realize they were
too tight. I am such a *fucking* idiot. I’m sorry, Babe, I’m sorry.”

Jim was still shaking violently, but was aware of Blair’s tears and increased heart rate.
“It’s okay…Chief…Not your…fault. I’m okay.”

Blair held Jim tightly against his chest, rocking his lover until the shaking past.

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After retrieving a new flannel shirt and jeans, Jim stretched his body out on the couch,
staring at the roaring fire he had going in the fireplace, letting his eyes glance
occasionally to the window to see the snow gently streaming down in the darkness. The
cold seeped into the loft, chilling Jim to the bone. This night was supposed to be so
different, but he had ruined it. He disappointed the most important person in his life.

Blair fiddled around the dimly lit loft. After cleaning up, he turned off all the lights and
replaced it with candles. When the teapot sounded, he poured water into two mugs and
slowly made his way to the couch. He knelt down, extending one cup to Jim and the
larger man took it with two shaky hands. Blair winced when he saw the purplish bruises
that had formed on Jim’s wrist. “Thanks” Jim said wearily.

Blair settled his mug onto the coffee table and gently ran his fingers through his lover’s
hair. “I am so sorry Jim. I never meant to hurt you,” he whispered as he took both injured
wrists in his hands.

“I’m okay, babe. There just a little bruised. Actually, they look worse than they are. I’m
fine really, besides, It’s not your fault. It’s me.”
 
“Why didn’t you use the safe word, Jim? I would have stopped sooner.”

Jim sighed. “I thought I could get through it. I didn’t want to disappoint you. I knew you
waited all week for this. I just…I just….”

Jim let his sentence drift off as he saw the anguish in Blair’s face. He settled the cup of
tea on the coffee table and gently wrapped his arms around Blair’s waist, pulling him
toward the couch. Blair accepted the invitation and climbed on, positioning himself to
face Jim. The older man knew he had to tell Blair the truth. Had to let his lover know
about the torment he had endured, otherwise Blair would always blame himself for
hurting Jim.

Jim sighed. “Right before I joined Major Crimes, one of my last vice case’s….it…I…”

Jim fumbled for the right words to say. Blair, sensing the distress in Jim’s voice, tried to
ease the obvious pain by gently stroking Jim’s forehead. “It’s okay Jim. You can tell me.
You can tell me anything Babe, you know that.”

Jim swallowed. “I went undercover. We were trying to bring down this hot shot that
moved into town. Selling dope to kids on the street. I….I…they ID’ed me. You, know,
as a cop.”

Jim closed his eyes tightly, trying to erase the memory of the beating he had taken at the
hands of the thugs. Blair felt a knot starting to form in the pit of his stomach, but
nevertheless, continued to stroke Jim’s hair.

Jim continued. “They….wanted….wanted…..to teach…me a lesson, for infiltrating the
gang.”

Blair felt tears welling up deep within him. He had no idea what had happened to Jim,
but he knew it had to be something terrible. Something so terrible that Jim buried it deep
within the Ellison monument.

“I was tied to a chair for….a….a….little Q and A.” Jim swallowed. “ But I guess beating
the shit out of me wasn’t enough for them, you know?”

Jim looked to Blair who was watching the older man intensely, not sure of where this line
of conversation was going. Blair was certain of one thing, where ever it went, It wasn’t
going to be pretty.

“They….ah…..injected me with a little….mixture. I’m still not sure what, coke, heroine.”

Blair let out a slight gasp as he felt his stomach churn.

“They found me wandering the streets. I had no ID on me, so they just figured I was
another strung out junkie. They took me to the hospital. When I woke up…I…..I…..”

Blair fought to get his composure back, remembering that this was about Jim and not
him. Jim was confiding in him, a rarity for the strong, controlling James Ellison. Blair
stroked Jim’s cheek, gently wiping away the single tear that had fallen there. “It’s okay
babe, I’m here. No one is going to hurt you anymore.”

“When I woke up, I was strapped down to the bed. Apparently I became violent when I
was brought it and they had to restrain me. The doctors felt the only way for me to “kick
my habit” as they said, was for me to go cold turkey.”

Jim closed his eyes again trying to suppress the tears that so desperately wanted to flow
freely, as he remembered the pain and horror of being strapped to that bed, unable to
convince anyone that he wasn’t a junkie. Blair struggled to keep his composure, but
failed. He sobbed, only imagining the horror that Jim must have gone through.

“I kept trying….to convince them that I…..that I….wasn’t a junkie, but no one would
listen. By the time my Captain found me, it was too late.”

Blair pulled Jim into his arms and hugged him tightly. He wanted to comfort Jim, to make
the memory of that hideous incident go away.  The older man wiped his eyes and leaned
his head against the back of the couch. “I’m sorry about tonight. I know I fucked
everything up and…”

Blair pulled Jim back into his arms. “Don’t, Jim, don’t. This is not your fault. I never
should have forced you to do something that you didn’t want to do. I should have
listened to you.”

“It’s not your fault. You had no idea. I thought….I thought  I could handle it, but when I
couldn’t get my hands free…I….I panicked. That night in the hospital just starting playing
out in my mind and I couldn’t shake it. I’m sorry. I know how important this was to you. I
screwed everything up I am so…...”

“Stop that! Stop that talk right now, Jim Ellison, do you hear me?”

Jim sat up, breaking the contact with Blair. “You are such a great person Blair. You
deserve so much better, so much better then this” Jim stated quietly as he lowered his
head into his hands.  Blair grabbed for Jim.

“Look at me! Dammit, Jim, look at me. I love you, do you understand?”

Blair grabbed Jim’s chin and tilted his head to look into his blood shot eyes. “ I have
loved you from the first time I saw you. When I walked into that hospital room and we
met it was like BAM! lift off! I knew from that first moment that you were the one that I
was meant to be with the rest of my life. You are, Jim Ellison, probably the finest
individual I have ever known. You are honest, sincere, giving and selfless. I am in awe of
the way you protect the people you consider friends and especially the way you help
people you don’t even know. That is a gift, Jim. To go out on a limb for strangers. All
these things helped me fall in love with you. Do you understand what I am saying here?”

After moments of silence, Jim looked at Blair. “Yes, I understand.”

Blair smiled at his lover and slowly pulled Jim’s head into his lap. “I fell in love with you
for all those reasons, and for, of course” Blair chuckled, “having the most fuckable body I
ever saw.”

Jim smiled. “I can always count on you, Chief to have the most colorful phrases.”

Blair was happy he was able to get a smile out of his partner. “You think I am such a
great person, do you babe? I don’t know of many people who can live with a long haired,
overly-hyped, compulsively sex driven anthropologist.”

Jim laughed again, this time, really laughed as Blair continued to stroke his lover’s short
hair.  The pair stayed like that, staring out the window watching the snow blanket the
balcony, and relishing in the warmth that the fire provided, for a period of time. Blair
looked at his lover. He wanted to ask so many questions, needed to know so many
things.

“What is it, Chief?” Jim asked.

“What’s what, Jim?”

Jim sat up, back against the couch. “I know you, Blair. You want to say something. It’s
okay. I’m okay now, so ask away.”

“I am sorry that happened to you, Jim. It must have been pure hell.”

Jim nodded. “It was. I’ve been through some tough times before, but that, that was
different. I had no control over anything, not even myself. I couldn’t convince anyone of
anything. No one would listen. It was the most frightening thing I have ever
encountered.”

Blair sighed. “I should have stopped tonight. I should have known something was wrong,
but I was so into it, you know. When you tensed up, I thought, well, I thought, you were
just really turned on. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. Actually I was the foolish one. I should have used the safe word, but  I knew
how much you were enjoying it, you know, the fantasy. I am lucky to have a partner who
has an insatiable appetite!” Jim smiled. “Of course, you may wind up killing me
someday.”

Blair gently smacked the back of Jim’s head. “That’s *so* not funny, Ellison!”

Jim straightened himself up. Taking Blair in his arms, he slowly began to let his fingers
run up and down the younger man’s chest. “I love you, Blair. More than life itself. I want
to make you happy. I  Want to share everything with you.”

Blair planted a kiss on Jim’s neck. “I know you do. And I want to share everything with
you. I love you so much, Jim.”

Jim let his fingers run along his lover’s spine, gently planting little kisses along his neck.
“I’m sorry, babe, let me make it up to you” he whispered before kissing Blair. Slowly, he
parted the younger man’s lips with his tongue, exploring the open mouth.

Jim broke the long kiss. “You know, besides the being tied up, I kind of liked the other
part, you controlling me.”

Blair leaned in, gently placing his mouth on Jim’s left earlobe, tracing the outline of it with
his tongue. Blair knew this drove his lover wild. “You did, did you?”

Jim licked his way down Blair’s neck, gently opening Blair’s shirt in the process. He
settled his lips on one of Blair’s nipples, causing the younger man to squirm underneath.

“Yes, I did. You telling me what you were going to do to me in that very authoritative
voice. It was exciting. I was really starting to get into it.” Jim licked his way back up to
Blair’s lips. “We could, maybe, try again?”

Jim waited for Blair’s reaction. Blair bit his lower lip. “I don’t know, Jim, I mean, I know
you’re not really into this, you’re just doing this for me.”

Jim caught Blair’s chin in his hands. “Yes, yes I am doing this for you. I love you, Blair. I
want to share everything with you. I need YOU to know I can give you ultimate control.”

Blair looked at Jim, unsure as Jim kissed the palm of Blair’s hand. “I need to do this,
Blair. I love you.”

Blair tenderly kissed his partner, eagerly inserting his tongue into the awaiting mouth,
swirling it around. “I love you, James Ellison.”

Blair ran his hands down Jim’s back. “Take off your shirt, I want to see your chest” he
whispered.

Jim stood, took a few steps backward and started to unbutton his shirt as Blair slide onto
the couch, propping himself up on one elbow. “Slowly, Jim. I want you to do it slowly.”

The older man pulled the shirt from inside his jeans and slowly started undoing the
buttons. When he was halfway down, Blair put his hand up. “Stop. Come here, I want to
finish.”

Jim took a step closer, as Blair grabbed the shirttails and roughly pulled the older man
closer to him. Blair got onto his knees on the couch as he slowly finished the job.
Spreading the shirt open, Blair licked his way across Jim’s chest, sending a wave of
passion through Jim’s body. “you like this, babe? You like when I lick your chest, don’t
you? Umm, I could do this all night. Love this chest.”

Jim reached out to grab Blair around the waist, but the younger man gently slapped his
hands. “Did I say you could touch me? This is for my pleasure, not yours. Arms down by
your sides, understand?”

Jim settled his arms against his sides as Blair continued his exploration of Jim’s chest.
The younger man squeezed the right nipple. A low moan escaped from Jim. “You are so
turned on, aren’t you, Jim? You love when I squeeze your nipples. I know, this is such a
turn on for me too. I love to play with your body. I love every inch of it. I dreamed of this
all day. I dreamed of you naked before me.” He pushed Jim’s shirt off his shoulders and
watched as it hit the ground.

Blair bent down and took the nipple between his lips and gently sucked on it as he let his
right hand travel down, settling on Jim’s throbbing cock. Jim swayed as another moan
escaped from within him. “God, Jim,  I am so fucking hot for you. You make me *so* hot.
I want you so bad. Upstairs. Now.”

Blair grabbed Jim’s hand and guided the man up to their bedroom. Blair sat on the bed,
grabbed Jim’s belt and guided the man until he was positioned between his legs. Blair
settled himself onto the bed, resting on his elbows. “Take out your dick, Jim. I want to
see your dick.”

Jim unfastened his belt, undid the top button of his jeans and slowly lowered the zipper,
never taking his eye’s off Blair. With shaky hands, he reached inside and pulled out his
hard member.

“Ummmm, yes, I love to see that dick of yours. So big. So hard. So beautiful. I want to
see you stroke it. Stroke your dick for me, Jim, and remember, slowly. Don’t come. I
don’t want you to come.”

Jim closed his eyes and placed his fingers around his hard penis and slowly stroked it
back and forth. A small amount of liquid oozed from its tip. Blair laid on the bed and
moaned, his own erection straining to be freed from its entrapment. Jim started stroking
faster, his breathing becoming more strained. “Stop!” Blair yelled. Jim’s eyes shot open.

Blair crawled across the bed like a cat, extended his hand and pulled Jim over until the
larger man’s groin was inches from his face. “Know what I am going to do now, lover?
I’m going to suck you dick. Suck it with a vengeance. I want to see you come. Want to
hear you come. I Want to hear you scream my name.”

Blair lowered his mouth onto Jim’s member and sucked hard. Jim took in a breath from
the sheer force of the action. Blair relaxed his jaw so he could take the entire erection
into his mouth. He knew that Jim got off quickly when he was deep throated, a
maneuver that took time and practice.

Jim thrust his hips as Blair hungrily sucked Jim’s dick. Jim moaned and shook as he
neared climax, and with a shout of Blair’s name, Jim shot his semen deep into his lovers
throat.

The younger man licked his lips, slowly got to his knees on the bed, and lowered his
mouth to Jim’s ear. “Take off your jeans, get on the bed. I want to fuck you.”

Jim did as he was told. Blair positioned the larger man until he was flat on his stomach,
stretched out in the middle of the bed, hands latched onto the railing at the top.  Blair
took off his clothes and started to rub his naked body along Jim’s, taking time to plant
kissses and love bits across the broad back. How Blair loved to do this to his mate. He
slide up until his head came to rest along side Jim’s. Jim turned his face to Blair. “My
spare set of handcuffs are in the top drawer.”

Blair wiped his face as a concerned look appeared.  “Jim, I…….”

“Please” the older man asked.

After a moment of thought, Blair slid off the side of the bed and slowly retrieved the cuffs
from the night stand. Taking Jim’s wrist, he placed the hands against the railing and
slapped the cuffs in place. “They’re not too tight at all Jim. You can easily slip your hands
out of them anytime you want, okay, lover? Just say the safe word, panther,  and we
stop.”

Jim nodded and leaned into Blair for a kiss.

“Please?”

“Please what, Jim?”

Jim arched his head up and kissed Blair again.

“Please fuck me, babe.”

Blair licked his lips and smiled. “Oh yeah, I’m going to fuck you, Jim. I’m going to fuck
you long and fuck you hard. I’m going to make you scream.”

Blair ran his tongue along Jim’s body until it came to rest onto his ass. He gently
squeezed the two cheeks. “Mine, all mine lover.”

The younger man reached over and grabbed the lube from the night stand, dispensing a
portion of the cream onto his fingers. He slithered up Jim’s body again until his mouth
was mere inches from Jim’s ear. “Know what I am going to do now, Lover? I’m going to
stick my finger in your ass. Going to stretch you a little. You like that don’t you, lover?”

Blair’s hot breath against his ear almost made him come again. “Yes, yes I like it.”

Blair inserted his finger in Jim’s tight hole. “Oh, yeah, Babe, feels so good. Love that
ass.”

He pulled out and reinserted with two fingers, causing Jim to squirm underneath.

“Please, Blair, please.”

“What is it, Lover? Want me to fuck you, is that it? You little whore. You can’t wait, can
you?”

Jim’s own cock became hard again and the man sank it deep into the bed sheets
underneath him. “Tell me what you want, Jim? Tell me?”

Blair slid a third finger into Jim and the man let out a scream. “God, Blair, please, please,
need you to fuck me. Now, please!”

Blair kissed Jim’s earlobe. “Oh, yeah, I’m going to fuck you real good.”

Blair slid down his lover’s body. “Spread your legs, Jim. Spread them wide. I want you
spread wide for me.”

Jim did as he was told and Blair knelt between his partners legs. Spreading the lube
along his own groin, Blair knew he wouldn’t last long. He was so fucking hot and seeing
Jim like this only made him hotter.

In one fluid motion, Blair entered Jim, causing a scream to escape the bigger man’s
throat. Blair positioned himself so that he hit Jim’s prostate with every thrust. “So fucking
tight. So good, so good” Blair whispered.

“Blair! Oh yeah, Blair, love it! Love you inside me!” Jim screamed as his own cock was
ready to burst.

“Knees up baby. Get on your knees so I can stroke your dick. “ Jim got onto his knees
and Blair grabbed the man’s dick in his hand.

“God, Jim, so fucking good! So fucking hot.”

Blair pounded into his partner over and over, giving his lover the long, hard fuck he
promised. “I’m going to come, Jim, I’m gonna……”

Blair shook as he pounded his partner.

“Fuck me, Blair, oh God, fuck me hard! Come inside me.”

Blair felt Jim tighten up around him and heard him scream in passion. As his lover’s
semen ran over his hand, he gave a few more thrusts and he was over the edge too.

“Oh, yeah, oh yeah….Oh God…..Oh, Jim…..Jim…..God….”

Blair thrust into his partner as he shot  his semen into Jim’s ass. Slowly, he came to rest
onto his lover’s sweaty back.

Blair guided his flaccid cock out of Jim and turned until his head was resting on Jim’s
arm. He reached over, grabbed the key and undid the cuffs.

“You okay, lover?”

Jim smiled. “I don’t think I’ll be able to walk for a week, but otherwise, I’m fine.”

The younger man crinkled his forehead.  “I didn’t hurt you did I? I mean, I kind of lost
control there.”

“No kidding? Really?” Jim stroked Blair’s cheek. “No, babe, I’m fine. I’m more than fine
actually. Man, I was so hot, Blair! You made me so hot.”

Blair looked wide eyed. “You were hot? I thought I would be like one of those human
combustible people!”

Jim grabbed his partner and wrapped him in his arms. “I love you, Blair, more than that, I
trust you, babe. I never trusted anyone like I trust you.”

Blair kissed his lover’s upper arm, relishing in the warmth that the larger body was
producing. “I’m glad because in case you haven’t noticed, you are the most important
person in my life. I love you so much, Jim, and I am here for you always. No matter
what, we can get through anything as long as we are together.”

Jim leaned in and kissed Blair’s forehead. “I know that, babe. I really do.”

The pair lay in each others arms, enjoying the quiet moments that fell. Finally, Jim rolled
over and placed his lover’s body on top of his own.

“So, Chief, we still have tomorrow and Sunday all to ourselves, and from the looks of it, I
think we’ll be snowed in. Any plans?”

Blair smirked. “Well, I had this fantasy about you, a spatula  and the kitchen
counter……..”

FINIS