"Stomp, stomp, stomp." Benton grinned at the footsteps he was leaving
in the fresh snow. The new wellies that Grandmother had bought for him
left pristine footprints along the now white covered dirt track.
Grandmother had left him on the doorsteps of the pre-fabricated school
building in the morning saying that Grandfather Matthew would pick him
up at the end of the day. After lessons had finished, Benton had waited
patiently on the school house stoop in the rapidly falling twilight.
Then when even the big kids had left, he had decided, practically, to
retrace his footsteps back to his grandparent's house.
Casa Fraser
was behind the bend in the road, miles away to short little legs.
Benton caught a giant snowflake on his mitten and tasted it delightedly.
He liked the snow. A bigger, fatter snowflake joined the melting snowflake.
The clouds above his head were pregnant. Another snowflake fell. The
slate grey horizon was joining with the grey sky. It looked as if a cloud
was rolling across the land towards him. Innocently, Benton watched the
phenomenon as the snow fell. Happily, he trudged forwards. He had played
in the back yard and by the stream but he hadn't really explored his
new world in the few short months since he had met his grandparents.
He realised that his toes were getting cold and then he stubbed his toe
on a rock. Truculently, Benton scowled at the snow swirling around him.
He couldn't see; that was why he'd hurt his foot. The snow was so opaque
he thought he could almost cut it with a knife (if his Grandmother would
have let him play with Great-grandfather's).
Benton sucked on his
damp mitten - he couldn't see the track any more or the house. He had
had enough of the snow, he wanted to go home.
"Ganggan!" Benton
hollered for his Great-grandfather - he would make it all right. It was
cold and the snow was getting in his eyes.
"Ganggan!" More of a wail.
Benton pulled up his hood and kicked at the stone. He considered his
options, just as he knew a mountie would. Unfortunately, he didn't know
what his Daddy would do.
What would Ganggan do? The mud track
had been churned up by the tractors and trucks during the autumn rains.
The first frost of winter had frozen the track as hard as iron. The ruts
of the tyre tracks were forced a good foot into the track. Doggedly,
Benton slogged along the tyre trail. He didn't want to cry; his Daddy
told him never to cry.
"Ganggan?" He couldn't stop one tear rolling
down his cheek.
"You shouldn't be out here."
Benton sniffed loudly as he smacked into the enormous furry monster standing
in front of him. He squeaked once and dove into the snow drift. Benton
floundered desperately away, before the monster could catch him and gobble
him up in a big hungry belly. A clawed hand caught him by the back of
the neck and hauled him out of the snow. Rigid with terror, Benton screamed
into the face surrounded by fur.
Brown eyes in a brown face blinked
back him, surprised.
"Hello," the monster said evenly.
Benton could only whimper, badly remembered lessons told him not to talk
to strangers. This monster was, most definitely, a stranger.
"I'm
not going to eat you." The monster was laughing at him.
Suddenly he was suspended by one paw. The monster was impossibly strong.
Then the monster pulled open his furry chest showing a mundane woolly
jumper beneath the fur parka. Before Benton could protest furry arms
deposited him inside the parka and pulled him close. The monster man
trudged easily through the white nothingness. All Benton could see were
the patterns knitted into the jumper. It was nice and warm - he didn't
realise how cold he had become slogging through the snow.
Muffled
footsteps became hollow, clanking footsteps. Something creaked then there
was a wooden rap and another creak.
"David!" It was his grandmother's
voice. "Did you find him?"
"Is he hurt?" Another voice asked querulously.
The parka opened and he tumbled into his Grandmother's arms. Before it
could become a hug he had been planted on the couch and his grandmother
was stripping him out of his wet clothes. Diligently his fingers and
toes were checked.
"No, frostbite." David reported.
"Thank God." Great-grandfather said.
"When Matthew came in from the study and asked where Benton was, my heart
jumped into my mouth." Grandmother said. "He was writing his sermon
and he forgot and I don't know how - but he forgot."
"Get on that telephone thing - Matthew headed to the church in case
Benton went looking for him there." Great- grandfather said sensibly.
"Someone in town will know where Matt is."
Grandmother nodded and
went into the kitchen. Her feet clattered angrily against the wooden
floor. Benton sighed loudly, he wasn't too sure what he had done wrong
but he felt as if he was in trouble. The old couch sagged as Great-grandfather
sat next to him. Tiredly, Benton crawled onto the familiar lap and snuggled
in searching for warmth and comfort. A rough blanket was draped over
him. And Great-grandfather enveloped him in a big hug.
"He's been
out there for hours."
Great-grandfather was nice and warm.
"He was almost home - he was following the tracks - he's a bright little
boy."
Around a massive yawn, Benton looked up at the man, he was
taking off the scary coat and hanging it up. He didn't know the monster
man but grandmother seemed to know him. Benton stroked his Great-grandfather's
stubbly cheek and the old man smiled down at him.
"Clever boy. You
were almost home?" he whispered.
"Uh huh." Benton let another yawn escape.
"Next time Matthew forgets to pick you up - tell the teacher. Okay?"
Benton nodded obediently.
~*~
Benton Fraser Snr willed his painfully erratic heartbeat to return to
normal. He had his beloved great-grandson nestled in his arms, his heart
could now slow down to something like a steady rhythm. Benton was a chilled
little ball and was leaching the heat from his arthritic bones but the
old man held him tight. Tired lashes were falling over sleepy blue eyes.
Dropping a kiss on his grandson's curling damp hair, Ben Snr realised
that David was standing over him. Grace had re-entered with a tea set.
The Inuit native was proffering a steaming cup of tea. The old man accepted
the cup with a grateful nod - speaking at many levels.
"Best put
some whiskey in there." Grace, the boy's grandmother, interjected.
"No," David's response was immediate. "It does no good and may do bad."
Grace's hackles rose and David's expression was implacable. Ben Snr left
them to it. Holding the cup of tea to Benton's lips drew the boy from
his near doze. He sipped at the cup and then grimaced.
"Yuck."
"Drink it down." Grace ordered, her near argument with her grandson's
rescuer forgotten.
"You need to drink something warm." The old man
explained.
"Hot chocolate?" Benton asked hopefully.
"If you drink the tea." Great-grandfather bargained.
His face twisted against the tartness the child sipped at the hot black
tea. He was trying very hard.
"It's not nice." Benton whinged. The
tea was in imminent danger of being spat back up judging from his expression.
"Ssssh," the old man soothed, "we'll get you some Hot Chocolate."
Benton smiled happily.
"I think he should drink the tea." Grace said flatly
"Indulge him - just this once, dear?" The old man inveigled.
Grace
considered his words and then nodded tersely. Warming the child was more
important than rules at this point in time. A slight smile crossed David's
face as he watched the exchange. Covering his eavesdropping he turned
to stoke the fire into a roaring mass of coal and peat.
"With a
marshmallow?" Benton wheedled.
Grace's back stiffened but she continued into the kitchen. Through the
open doorway, the Great-grandfather could see her reaching up to the
top shelf and the cookie tin. The old man held back a chuckle, the little
boy didn't miss a trick.
"Cold." Benton said miserably and burrowed
further into the old man's lap.
David came up and smiled his inscrutable
smile. His friend had pulled an ancient lumpy armchair close to the roaring
fire. David stood over them his arms outstretched. Ben Snr relinquished
his burden. He was incapable of carrying his grandson. His bones quite
simply wouldn't take the strain. David said nothing, no excuses, no explanations,
no reasoning, he simply picked up the child. Benton realised instantly
who held him and froze like a faerie stock. The burly Inuit held him
easily. Tottering over to the rocking chair, the old man wondered at
the child's reaction. David was wrapping Benton in the blanket, with
deft movements, like a baby in a papoose. When Benton was deposited back
onto his lap the child turned his face into his Great-grandfather's
chest and whimpered.
"What's the matter, son?" The old man whispered.
"Monster man." Benton said indistinctly.
"I gave him quite a fright when I found him in the snow." David said,
unoffended, his ears as sharp as a fox's.
"He's just a man like
every one else." Ben Snr gently turned his grandson's head to look at
his rescuer.
The Inuit native held out his arms and spun slowly in
a circle displaying his beautifully knitted jumper and padded leggings.
"See: two arms; two legs," Great-grandfather said gently.
Benton didn't appear to be convinced. He eyed the dripping parka hanging
on the back of the door as if it was going to jump up and attack him.
David followed his gaze. "Bear," he said with an evil smile, "trapped
it myself."
Benton gave a little scared meep but then his eyes gleamed as his grandmother
returned with a steaming mug of cocoa with, amazingly, a melting gooey
marshmallow on top. The prospect that they were sharing the living room
with a monster was forgotten in the face of the hot chocolate. The old
man once again held a warm drink to pouting lips. With a great deal of
relish, Benton slurped at the treat. Half way down the mug, after an
almighty yawn, he simply sagged. Awake one moment; fast asleep the next.
The milky drink had had the required effect. Ben Snr took a mouthful
of the chocolate - it was lightly laced with brandy - and tasted damn
good. He decided not to say anything to the Inuit Shaman.
"He was
very lucky." David said into the silence as they all watched Benton sleeping.
"It's been a long time since I've seen a storm come down like that. If
he'd panicked and ran off the track we'd be finding him during spring
thaw."
The old man clutched the sleeping child closer. He was more
precious than gold. Visions assailed him, once again causing his heart
to race.
"Father, I'll put Benton to bed now."
Reluctantly, the old man allowed Grace to pick up his Great-grandson.
Gently she cradled the child in her arms. Benton almost woke. He snuffled
into her shoulder and sighed contentedly. For a moment Grace's expression
softened. Both men watched her leave the room to ascend the stairs in
silence.
"How's Benton settling in?" David asked once Grace had
moved out of earshot.
Ben smiled at his friend. They were separated
by a generation but they had known each other a thousand years and had
passed the boundaries of polite speaking. They shared common ground and
familiar experiences. Trapped along the game lines by the midnight sun.
Fished for Polar Cod on the freezing ice floes. They had discussed their
respective spouses' deaths, children's trials and tribulations, different
religious affiliations and, quite frankly, gossiped over many a late
night.
"Benton," the old man echoed, "I don't know if anyone will
touch that child's soul. He's so independent. How many babies would walk
home from nursery in a raging snow storm."
"It wasn't snowing five
hours ago." David countered. He had opened the whiskey bottle and decanted
a whiskey for Ben. For himself he poured another cup of tea.
"You
know fine well that isn't point."
"Isn't it?" David was obviously in his preferred mode as an antagonist.
"He's...," Ben Snr searched for the words, "a loner."
"He'll make a good trapper then."
The old man pursed his lips and continued. "Matthew wasn't like that
as a child.. I mean Mary handled all that stuff with Matthew," the old
man said wistfully remembering his wife, oblivious to the obvious interpretation
of his words. "I was away at sea. I wasn't around much, especially during
the Great War. He was a man by the time I returned. Now Robert - there
was a child who thought hugs and kissing were sissy."
David crouched
by the fire watching the small smoky flames dancing their lives away.
Suddenly he looked up, then he spoke slowly and clearly.
"Bobby
missed his Daddy when Matthew went to England during World War II. Grace
has never been into 'hugging and kisses'. She was real distant when Matthew
went galavantin' round Europe with the Red Cross." David exhaled abruptly
and set down his tea. "We can discuss this until the Arctic terns come
back but we won't get anywhere. Every Fraser I've ever met thinks too
much.. You all study a problem from every angle until you don't know
if you're coming or going. Why do you think Matthew 'came a reverend?
Now there's a job for a loner who likes people but only if they don't
get too close and is into stupid conversations."
Ben Snr bristled
but David didn't let him interrupt.
"Okay so your little Benny is a loner - so what? As long as he knows
he's got you, I don't see any problem. He thinks you're the bee's knees..."
David stood up and retrieved his parka from the door.
"Right, I'm gonna brave this storm - and I'll come and see you tomorrow
- or maybe the next day."
Ben Snr snorted at the vague insults his
best friend had fired at him. Maybe he was overreacting. The little boy
was still grieving for his mum, that probably accounted for his distance.
And Grace was handling him with discipline to show him where the gateposts
were.
David opened the inner door - through the outside mesh door
snow swirled, gleaming in the light from the house. The darkness beyond
the light was impenetrable.
"Stay the night, David."
"Nah, I'll be all right." David pulled up his hood. "See you around,
Old Wolf."
"Take care, Old Bear."
~*~
Snugly, toastie, warm, were Benton's first thoughts of the day.
He vaguely remembered his Mum saying those words and cuddling him when
she woke him on cold winter mornings. The day had started and it was
time to get up and find breakfast. Benton hadn't realised how unusual
it was that his Grandmother hadn't pulled him out of bed at the crack
of dawn. He tumbled out from under the mountainous quilt and padded across
the rug covered floor in bare feet. Hoisting himself up on the window
sill, he peered through the uneven glass. Benton was greeted by an unblemished
snow scene and a blindingly blue sky.
The stream out the back would be frozen and he'd be able to slide. Eagerly,
he bounced downstairs. Grandma was in the kitchen cooking up a storm.
Benton eyed the porridge with distaste but hid the expression.
"Good
mornig, Grandmother," he said politely. He had realised very quickly
that she preferred him when he was polite.
"Good morning, Benton."
Grandmother responded equally politely.
"Good Morning." Benton said
correctly.
There was incredibly a smile on her face.
"Sit," she ordered, gesturing at the wooden chair next to the table.
Dutifully, Benton sat. She knelt at his feet and examined his toes
intently. Slightly perplexed but willing to go along with his grandmother's
foibles, Benton kept still. He winced when she hit a tender spot.
"Hurt?"
"Yes, ma'am. I stubbed it on a big rock."
"There is a little bruise." Grandmother acknowledged.
She released his foot and returned to the stove. Benton twisted on seat
and pulled his foot close up and studied the big toe. The smallest of
bruises had formed at the edge of his toenail. Grandmother raised an
eyebrow at the pseudo yoga - it wasn't suitable behaviour for the breakfast
table. Benton dropped his foot and sat properly.
"I think you should
go upstairs and put some clothes on."
"May I have breakfast, ples?"
"After you've put some warm clothes on." Grandmother added some salt
to the porridge oats.
"Then canIgooutandplay?" Benton asked breathlessly.
"No, today is a school day."
Confused, Benton looked at the kitchen clock. The big hand was on twelve
and the small hand was on ten - it couldn't be a school day because he
wasn't at school. When the big hand was on twelve and the small hand
on eight it was school time. He knew that Grandmother had told him about
time last week.
"Benton, tell me what happened yesterday."
"Miss Lambert told us the two times table and then I played in the sand
pit..."
"No, after school."
The hot grey porridge was spooned into a large bowl and placed before
him. Cream and honey were liberally drizzled over the steaming porridge.
"I waited for Grandfather Matthew, forever," there was a slight tone
of censorship, "and then I walked home."
"Continue."
Benton snarfed down the cream and honey - oblivious to his Grandmother's
expression. If he had looked up he wouldn't have been able to interpret
the expression.
"Then monster man grabbed me and put me in his belly
and brought me home." Benton finished, becoming excited. "Then I had
hot chocolate and it was nice."
"That was David, your Great-grandfather's
friend. He is not a monster man. And I will thank you not you refer to
him as a monster."
Benton followed the tone more than the words
but he had to, in his heart of hearts, explain to his Grandmother. "He
was scary - he was a big bear."
"Benton." Grandmother said warningly.
Chewing at the inside of his cheek, Benton subsided.
Grandmother was looking at him intently. Her face pinched and demanding.
The heat of the oven had warmed her cheeks to a rosy red. Benton tried
a tiny smile. He had no knowledge of simile and metaphor but around his
Grandmother he always felt as if he was walking through an impenetrable
snow storm.
"When you finish your breakfast you will go upstairs
and get washed and dressed then you will read your 'Peter and Jane by
the Seaside' book."
Grandmother turned from the table. Benton watched
her normal routine. She scraped out the porridge pan placing the leftovers
in a flat dish. Great-grandfather would eat it cold with his coffee in
the afternoon. Shirt sleeves pushed up she began to scour out the black
cast iron pan.
"Grandmother, why am I not a' school?"
"I don't want you getting too cold today. Your teacher understands -
we will discuss the 'Peter and Jane' book in lieu of your classes."
Benton returned to his porridge - he thought that school sounded much
more fun - there was a sand pit in the covered playground. While Grandmother
was occupied at the sink he dumped the porridge into the garbage. After
placing the empty bowl on the draining board he slouched out of the kitchen.
"Don't slump; walk tall." Grandmother admonished.
~*~
Woolly socks, dungarees and thick shirt sat on the tall dresser - his
day's clothes. The fasteners on the dungaree took him a few moments.
The detested 'Peter and Jane' book was sitting on the bare wooden table.
Outside the sun was shining and the sky was still an inviting perfect
blue.
Benton hoisted himself up on the window sill again. Enticingly
there was a track of footsteps interspersed by small, sharp holes in
the snow leading up to Great-grandfather's shed. The two walking sticks
that Great-grandfather needed to get around the house left distinctive
tracks. Decision made, Benton snuck out of the bedroom. In stocking feet
he crept back down the stairs. The wellies were neatly placed by the
door with his duffel coat. A heartbeat later, Benton was down the path
and outside the shed. He knocked politely on the door of great-grandfather's
sanctum and waited until called in before entering.
The old man sat hunched over a wooden table. He was deep in concentration.
"Hiya, Ganggan."
"Ha! You're awake." The old man set his chisel aside and casually draped
an old duster cloth over whatever he was working on so diligently. Great-grandfather
turned on his chair and smiled a wide open smile. He patted the tall
stool set beside him.
Benton scooted across the floor. He loved
to sit on the stool like a statue on a pedestal. Benton clambered up
it, as adept as a monkey and grinned at his favourite relative.
The table was cluttered with all of great-grandfather's tools. There
was a new toy in the centre of the table pushed well away from small
hands. Benton looked at it intrigued. Silver liquid swirled in a ceramic
bowl. Benton leaned forwards over the table and reached towards the new
toy.
"Hot!"
Great-grandfather slapped his outstretched hand. Benton pulled back onto
his chair and tucked his hands under his arms. The slap hadn't hurt but
Great-grandfather hadn't smacked him before - ever
"Oh, shush." Inexplicably,
Great-grandfather looked like someone had smacked him. The old man picked
up a shred of paper and held it over the silver water. Like magic the
paper erupted in a sheet of flame.
"Hot. It's molten silver." The
old man waved in the direction of the squat furnace in the corner.
"What are you doin', Ganggan?"
"I'm making something."
"What?"
"A present."
"Who for?"
"Well, I thought that it would be a surprise but you found me out."
"For me?" Benton piped, his eyes gleaming.
"Yes, you cheeky monkey, for you."
With a dramatic flourish, the old man whipped away the cloth to reveal
the incisor tooth from the sperm whale they had found on the shore a
month or so earlier. His brow furrowed, Benton fixed a confused, open
gaze on his grandparent.
"Toof?"
~*~
The old man laughed showing yellow teeth and a multitude of fillings.
Inwardly chortling, he brushed the tooth off and passed it to the child.
His great-grandson's expression was a picture. He wasn't disappointed
when Benton finally figured out what he held in his chubby hands.
"There's a drawing!" Benton said incredulously. His nimble fingers were
tracing the carving of Old Woman Crow and Dog facing the Whale. "You
made it deep."
Ben Snr rubbed his aching knuckles and gave himself
a moment to translate that comment. He guessed that his grandson meant
that he had carved the image in two dimensions.
"How?" Benton demanded.
Such an inquisitive child, the old man smiled. Benton was practically
jumping up and down on his precarious perch.
"It's called Scrimshaw.
I use fine chisels and blades to carve and scrape out the picture. The
secret is to keep it smooth."
He rummaged through the different types
of sandpaper he kept on his bench and showed his grandson the smoothest
paper compared to the most coarse sandpaper.
Benton's eyes were
round with awe. The adulation in his eyes was flattering.
"Pwetty,"
he breathed.
"I carved the root of the tooth into a Celtic knot - it seemed appropriate."
Ben Snr continued to explain, in his element. "Now that was difficult
- I had to buy some taffy from the store and make a model before I could
carve it properly."
That brought back a memory, he rooted through
his draw and found a grimy bag of salt water taffy. Benton's eyes gleamed
brighter. He accepted his piece with a politely whispered 'thankyoukindly'.
"There's a hole." Benton said around a mouthful of taffy as he poked
his little finger into the base of the tooth.
"Ah, that's where
the nerve was. I'm going to cap the end with silver."
He gave the
cooling silver in the mould a little shake.
"For me?" Benton cuddled the tooth against his chest. "All for me?"
The old man ruffled his grandson's hair. He was such a joy.
"Yes," he said unequivocally, "I need to cap the end, though."
Blue
eyes regarded him with petulant expression. He held out his hand. Extremely
reluctantly, Benton relinquished the scrimshaw. Containing a smile at
the serious little soul before him, Ben Snr accepted the tooth with a
grateful nod.
They were interrupted by a precise staccato knock on
the door of the workshed. Intrigued, as only Benton visited him in his
sanctum sanctorum, the old man bade his visitor enter.
Grace, her
short, straight hair in disarray, stormed over the threshold.
"There
you are!"
Benton gulped down his taffy and turned meekly on his stool. The anger
emanating from the intense woman was almost palatable.
"I told you
specifically, that I wanted you to keep warm today." Grace began, "I
also recall telling you to read your 'Peter and Jane' book. I definitely
did not tell you to go gallivanting off with your Great-grandfather in
this iceberg of a shed."
Benton was hunched down, curling up under
the onslaught. The bright effervescent child disappeared and a quieter,
repressed child looked out of blue eyes.
"Grace, you're scaring him.
He just came out to see me." Ben Snr explained calmly. "He's wrapped
up warmly."
"I'll thank you not to get involved, Father." Grace snapped. "Come here,
Benton Fraser Junior."
Dutifully, Benton slipped off the stool slunk
over to his Grandmother's side. The child didn't protest when she bent
down and picked him up. The old man watched with misgivings as Grace
left, banging the door behind her.
~*~
Benton Fraser Senior inhaled luxuriously on the end of his cigarette
and then stubbed it out firmly in the ashtray. The wireless was droning
in the background. The old man tuned out the presenter's mutterings about
the uncharacteristic weather at this time of year. The old man snorted
- they should remember the winter of 1932, now that was a winter. Not
this piddling excuse for a storm - this was nothing. Then he remembered
the image of a small boy trudging through the storm, crying for his help
and knowing that there was nothing he could do. He had no illusions;
if David had not found his grandson - Benton would be dead. The child
didn't understand the seriousness of his Grandfather Matthew's mistake.
Nor did he understand the basis of his Grandmother's angry mood. Grace
had been like a bear with a sore head all day. After another minor infraction,
involving a jar of molasses and bag of flour, the child's attempt at
a peace offering, Benton had been sent to bed without any supper.
Ben Snr pocketed the cookies, his after supper treat, and announced to
his son and daughter-in-law that he was having an early night. Grace
rolled her eyes heavenward but didn't offer any objections.
The
stairs seemed even more difficult than normal, maybe it was the weight
of the cheese sandwich tucked in his cardigan. He fumbled at the stiff
door handle and managed to open Benton's bedroom door. A flash of flannel
pyjamas raced across the floor and dove into bed. The old man chuckled
quietly. Benton peeked out from under the patchwork quilt. An impish
grin on his face, the child wriggled out from under the covers and settled
himself against the headboard. The old man closed the door behind him
and joined Benton on the bed, plumping the pillow behind his shoulder
blades. Benton wriggled onto his lap and then raided his pockets for
treats. The cookies and sandwiches disappeared as if by magic.
"Is
Grandma still angry?" Benton whispered.
"No more so than usual."
"I thought it would be nice like a cake." Benton explained. The gloopy
mixture of black sugar cane molasses and white flour Benton had deposited
in the cake tin as a surprise hadn't gone down very well with its recipient.
Under his Grandmother's weighing eyes Benton had consumed a fair amount
of the horrible concoction.
"Well, next time use a recipe." Ben
Snr advised.
"Did you finish the 'scripshae'?" Benton asked changing the subject.
"Almost," a smile escaped, "I just need to engrave the silver and
then it's all yours."
Benton hugged himself in glee; he was captivated
by the scrimshaw.
"You have to keep it somewhere special. It is
very delicate."
"Delicate?" Benton asked.
"The figure of the old woman, Crow, is especially fragile. It can break.
You'll have to wrap it in some soft material."
The small boy shifted
away from his shoulder and rooted under his blankets. Holding a secret
he held out an old pillowcase. Ben Snr recognised the pillowcase - he'd
know the holes in it anywhere. A couple of months ago it had been wrapped
around his large pillow.
"Why have you got my pillowcase, son?"
"Rabbit." Benton said inexplicably.
"What about Rabbit?" Ben Snr asked. The cuddly toy was dear to the child.
Grace had taken the toy to repair it and sterilise the 'grubby, horrible,
smelly excuse for a comfort toy'. The old man cast his mind back, he'd
asked his daughter-in-law about the toy a couple of times and Grace had
been in the process of sewing the furry ear back on.
"Has a poorly
ear." Benton explained.
"Still?" Ben Snr asked exasperated.
Benton cuddled the old cotton pillowcase against his chest, rubbing the
soft cotton against his cheek. No cuddly toy; so use your great-grandfather's
old pillowcase. The old man hugged the child tightly. Benton submitted
for a moment and then squirmed uncomfortably.
"Stowy." Benton demanded.
The Great-grandfather inhaled introspectively and rested his head against
the wall. There were many stories roaming around in his fertile imagination
- legends, myths, eddas, fairy tales.... The story choice was obvious.
"Would you like to hear the story of Old Woman Crow and Dog catching
the Whale?"
"Yes, yes, yes!" Benton jumped up and down on his lap
~*~
The sister of the Chief of the Chinooks, one of the oldest of the
her Tribe, was visiting her Niece when she was asked by her brother's
daughter...
"What's a Chinook?"
"Sssssh, ask David when he comes 'round tomorrow."
to take her Dog and leave the Sea of Mists. The Mists were the realm
of the Supernatural People...
"Who are the Supernatural people?"
"I'm not too sure - some folk think that they are gods, others elves,
or the Tuatha de Dana or maybe they are the Supernatural People."
The niece told her Aunt Crow go to the shore of the Sea of Mists...
~*~
Ben Snr wound the story down to its end. "And they all lived happily
ever after."
"Another one?" Benton asked quietly. His eyes were huge
and filled with stories.
Given the slightest opening the old man
knew that he would be manipulated into supplying tales and legends to
Benton's voracious appetite all night. The old man absently kissed his
Grandson's forehead and then shifted the child off his lap. Slowly,
Benton curled up under the eiderdown quilt, pulling it around his neck.
There was a hopeful, wheedling look in his innocent sea blue eyes. Benton
Fraser Snr remained stern and resolute - his grandson had had a long
day - he needed his sleep. With a slightly pouting lip, Benton mutely
accepted that there would be no more stories that night.
"Tomorrow,
I'll tell you about 'Glooskapp and the Baby'."
Ben Snr knelt painfully by the bed and kissed his Grandson's forehead
again.
"I love you, Ganggan."
"I love you too, Benton."
~*~
Cautiously, Benton twisted the handle on his bedroom door. Standing on
his tiptoes atop the empty toy box he had towed across the bedroom floor
- he could just reach the stiff handle. The door clicked noisily open.
Benton was proud of himself - he had worked out how to use the box himself
- without any help. Padding in his bed socks he slipped into his great-grandfather's
bedroom. The old man sat at the window in his wooden rocking chair wrapped
in a quilt.
"Ganggan?" Benton crept across the floor to his beloved
relative's side. The leathery old man's eyes were closed.
"Ganggan?"
Benton tugged at the quilt - he wanted a cuddle. He had vague recollections
of a bad dream.
The old man was deathly still. Benton tried a quick
shake. Slowly, like a tumbling rack of dominoes, Benton Fraser Senior
slipped out of his grandson's grasp. Benton tried to stop his Great-grandfather
falling but he wasn't strong enough. He grasped futilely at the wiry
arm but the old man ended up in a tumbled heap on the floor.
"Ganggan?"
Benton tried again, he patted his Great-grandfather's hollow cheek, trying
to wake him up. "Please, Ganggan."
Becoming angry he gave the old
man a harder shake.
~*~
A high pitched child's scream woke the whole household.
~*~
Grace tried in vain to comfort the howling child but Benton was inconsolable.
He was sobbing so hard he was going to make himself sick. Matthew had
laid out his father and placed the coins on his eyelids. Benton after
his scream had stood silently as his Grandfather had prepared his Great-grandfather's
body. After the white sheet had been draped over his relative's face
he had erupted into sobs that had rapidly reached a heartrending crescendo.
"Shush." Rocking had no effect - rather it made him cry louder. Pacing
made her back hurt and didn't seem to help. After half an hour of unremitting
crying, Grace had sent her husband into town for the doctor.
Grace
sat at the kitchen table. Benton writhed in her arms lashing out, alternately
crying and sobbing and screaming. Her thighs were becoming quite bruised
by his flailing heels.
The kitchen door slammed open and David
stood in the threshold. Benton stopped crying mid-sob and hiccuped lightly.
The tableau was frozen. Then snow swirled in and gusted through the warm
kitchen. The crying started anew but lower and more inward. David caught
the door and gently closed it against the stormy night.
"David,"
Grace began, "Father..."
"I know." He interrupted.
"Oh yes, you must have met the Matthew on the road."
David didn't answer. His eyes were solely on the child sobbing quietly
and endlessly in his Grandmother's arms. The Inuit Shaman crouched down
on his haunches. The child was lost in his misery, crying pathetic, soul
destroying sobs. Grace looked over her grandson's messy hair, her expression
worried.
"Benton, stop crying."
The little boy didn't respond to his Grandmother's words. His red weeping
eyes were stark against his too pallid skin.
"Benton." David said
sharply and caught Benton's face between his two large hands. He was
hot and feverish.
The little face screwed up and fresh tears tracked
down his cheeks.
"Benton, look at me," David ordered.
He refused to look at him - his eyes tracked away.
"Your Ganggan wouldn't want you to make yourself ill."
Benton's crying was brought up sharp. The child finally focused on the
Shaman. The pain in his eyes made David bow his head. No child should
feel such pain and heartbreak. Instantly he looked back at Benton -
he didn't want to lose the connection. He could feel Grace's gaze on
him, but he only had eyes for the child. The moment was delicate - grieving
was a necessary, cathartic process - twisted inward the pain would damage
beyond repair.
Benton rocked back and forth in his Grandmother's
arms.
"Your Great-grandfather will..."
The door swung open as Doctor de Lint, a grizzled, paunchy old man let
himself into the house. The doctor carried the obligatory black bag.
"Matthew is at the church - he needed to pray." De Lint said, without
preamble.
Grace's relief at the arrival of the doctor was obvious.
She shifted Benton on her lap breaking the child's concentration. David
tried vainly to re-engage the child's gaze. Fresh, new tears tracked
down his pale cheeks. De Lint barrelled in, brushing aside the Inuit,
and crouched at Grace's feet. David watched as the doctor dealt with
the child as he dealt with all his patients. De Lint was a doctor - he
had been to medical school therefore he knew best. David hid his distaste
as a glass syringe's clear contents were injected into a silently crying
child. Benton lifted his head from his Grandmother's breast and looked
with disinterest at the needle in his arm. Sedated, Benton sagged in
his Grandmother's arms and simply watched - abstracted and removed from
the immediacy of his grief.
"He's young," Dr de Lint announced, "he's
had a shock; he'll forgot."
Diagnosis pronounced - no argument.
~*~
The flat snow covered tundra was a harsh and desolate place to those
unfamiliar with its simplicity. No tree broke the landscape, only the
occasional rock jutting from the snow. David bypassed a polar bear spoor,
noting that it was several days old. He shifted his rifle at his shoulder
and continued his smooth progress to the Fraser household. The house
drapes were at half mast in honour of the deceased Benton Fraser Senior.
The funeral was to be carried out at midday. A dwarfed figure stood by
the small beck that ran through the Fraser's back yard. Back yard was
something of a misnomer, the two storey house had no white picket fence
or conifer hedge but the flat tundra at the back of the house was simply
called the back yard. Benton stood looking at the slow flowing water.
Eyes cast firmly downwards.
"Hello, Benton."
The child continued looking at the water.
"Hello, Benton." David repeated.
Ingrained politeness won.
"Hello, Mr......?"
Red rimmed eyes looked up at warm, calm, understanding eyes.
"Orpingalik, but I'd like you to call me David."
"Yes, sir." Benton returned to his study of the stream.
"I've got something for you."
David crouched at the boy's side carefully placing a duffel bag at their
feet. A small flicker of interest flared in the child's eyes. Emboldened,
David released the ties and slowly and dramatically opened the bag. Benton's
head canted to one side as he watched the Inuit. The gesture was so similar
to Ben Senior's mannerisms that David struggled to hide his own pain.
The Inuit pulled out a child sized fur parka, leggings and mukluks. Benton's
eyes reflected the intricate needle work and beading but the sea grey
eyes were as cold and as impenetrable as the Arctic ocean and showed
no emotion.
"They're for you. I thought that if you were going to
keep wandering around and standing by this stream you need some proper
clothes."
Silence.
David withheld a sigh; he owed it to his friend to help his grandson.
"You can wear them at the Potlatch...." He said leadingly.
The child's natural curiosity won.
"What's a Potlatch?"
"It's a party where we'll celebrate your Ganggan's life. We tell stories
to him, remember him, honour him and talk about your Great-grandfather.
You're invited."
"But I've got to go to the 'funnneral'." Benton
objected.
"That's okay, the Potlatch is this evening."
Benton's brow furrowed. "Grandmother." He pointed out.
"Ah, yes." David hid a smile. "I'll speak to your Grandmother."
As
if his words summoned her, Grace Fraser called out from the kitchen door.
Benton responded immediately to her voice, toddling on his stocky legs
to the door. David stuffed the clothes back in the duffel bag and followed
the child. Grace was dressed in black from head to toe.
"Good morning,
David."
David nodded in response. "I came to 'pay my respects'. And bring Benton
some warm clothes for his adventures."
"That's very kind of you."
Grace said in her stilted manner. "Say thank you, Benton."
"Thank
you," he said obediently, then, "I don't want to go."
David watched the small black cloud forming over Grace's head.
"We've
had this discussion, Benton, you are going to the funeral." Grace re-entered
the kitchen, fully expecting her Grandson to tag along at her heels.
Benton cast a glance over his shoulder back at the stream.
"Now!"
Benton's expression was pinched and white. David, The Peacemaker, couldn't
help but intervene
"I know that the funeral is frightening...." David
winced.
Ben said that he was intelligent.
"...funerals are special - it's so you can say goodbye to your Ganggan.
If it is too frightening why don't you take your...teddy bear...with
you?"
"Okay," Benton said simply but instead of entering the house
he turned and ran to the garden shed.
Further inside the house Grace
was calling for her inattentive grandson. David hovered uncertainly on
the threshold.
~*~
The door creaked open ominously. Benton padded across the sawdust covered
floor and squirmed up his stool. Great-grandfather's presence filled
the room. The scrimshaw lay on the centre of the table. Benton sat quietly
for a moment then he crawled onto the table top. He turned the tooth
over in his hands. Great-grandfather hadn't finished the engraving; he
hadn't had time. Old woman Crow seemed to move under his fingers. A tap
on the door heralded David's entrance. Benton looked at the man, who
to his young eyes was filled with old stories and strange memories and
protectively clutched the scrimshaw to his chest.
"Your Grandmother is calling." Monster man said. "Come on."
Conditioned to obey, Benton slipped off the table and clambered down
the stool. He gave the Inuit a wide berth as he slipped through the door.
"Is Bobby - your Daddy coming?"
"No - Daddy's a Mountie. Daddy can't come. He's busy."
Benton ran ahead, knowing that the monster man was coming behind him.
The monster man was Ganggan's friend but he was still a bit scary. He
barely made it into the house before Grandmother came looking for him
again.
"There you are."
Grandmother stood at the top of the stairs. She had her coat on; it was
time to go.
"What have you got?"
Grandmother coasted down the stairs her long skirt trailing on the treads.
"It's called scrim..scrimshaw...Great-grandfather made it for me."
"Let me see."
Reluctantly, Benton gave the tooth to his guardian. Worried, he watched
his Grandmother idly finger the intricate ivory; Ganggan had said that
the carvings were delicate. He knew what was going to happen next.
"Your Great-grandfather never mentioned this to me."
"Ganggan made it for me." Benton sucked at his bottom lip.
"Maybe so - maybe not. You're too young to appreciate this. We'll put
it somewhere safe."
Benton dogged his Grandmother's heels as she
carried the scrimshaw into the sitting room. The sitting room was sacrosanct
and he was never allowed in on his own. The room was almost a museum;
filled with memorabilia from his grandparents' many travels. Chinese
vases and jade filled one ornamental dresser. The scrimshaw was placed
on the top shelf with an I-Ching set. Benton looked sullenly up at the
tip of the tooth peaking over the shelf.
"What's that face for?"
Grandmother caught his hand and hauled him from the room. Benton dug
his heels in.
"It's my toof. I want it."
"I want - never gets." Grandmother declaimed. "You're too young. If you
continue to misbehave, I'll give you a good smack."
"I want..."
The sharp smack on his thigh brought him up short. Tears welled in Benton's
eyes but he didn't let them fall.
"This is inappropriate behaviour
on the day of your Great-grandfather's funeral. If your father was here
he'd be very disappointed in you."
Benton hung his head in shame.
~*~
It was very confusing.
They had walked, him and Grandmother, hand in hand to the church. The
big hall had been filled with lots of people all wearing black. Grandmother
had taken him to the front pew and they had prayed for a long time. Then
Grandfather dressed in his special black suit and white collar had stood
on his pedestal and spoken about Benton Alexander McLachlan Fraser. Next,
the whole congregation had trooped to the garden filled with stones at
the back of the church. Four men had carried a box. Grandmother had held
his hand so hard it had hurt. Then Benton figured out what was happening.
Ganggan's in the box
He had started crying and Grandmother hadn't been very pleased with him.
Now he sat on his school teacher's knee. Miss Lambert had been at
the funeral and she had brought him to his classroom when he had started
crying. He rubbed his snotty nose and sniffed miserably.
"Ganggan's
in a box." He caught the end of Miss Lambert's brown hair and twisted
it in-between his fingers.
"Sssssh." The teacher soothed. "No, no,
not really."
Gently, she disengaged his tangling grasp from her hair and hugged him
closely. Benton sat unmoving in her arms.
"Grandfather said he was."
Miss Lambert held him for the longest time then whispered. "The important
part of your Ganggan is not in the box."
Benton considered her words
he didn't really understand that either - it sounded like something that
Great- grandfather would say, though. He grabbed her long hair again
and held it tightly.
"Why isn't he in heaven? Daddy said Mummy had
gone to Heaven."
Miss Lambert's mouth opened in a startled 'o' and
then she hurried to reassure him.
"Your Ganggan is in Heaven - it's
just..."
"I'll take him home now, Miss Lambert." Grandmother's voice rang through
the room.
Benton turned on his teacher's lap and the strand of her
hair, on which he was now sucking, fell out of his mouth. Grandmother
stood over them holding out her hand. Obediently, Benton joined his guardian.
"I wonder if I... we can talk to Benton, Mrs Fraser?" Miss Lambert
began.
"He's just confused." Grandmother said authoritatively. "Father
kept harping on about Davy Jones' Locker and no doubt the child was expecting
something completely different from a burial."
"Just because he is
a child doesn't mean you can't explain things to him."
"Well, thank
you, Miss Lambert. We'll be going now - thank you for your help." Grandmother
smiled thinly.
As he was towed out the door, Benton looked back
to see Miss Lambert looking at him with the saddest expression on her
face. Benton trailed along at his Grandmother's side back home. Grandmother
was very quiet, so he had time to think. He vaguely remembered Great-grandfather
saying something about old sailors going to Davy Jones' Locker when they
died - so that meant that Ganggan was at the bottom of the ocean.
It was all very confusing.
~*~
Benton curled up on the window sill. He had been sent to his room, once
again, for misbehaving. All of Grandmother and Grandfather's friends
had been in the house when they had returned from the school. Everybody
was sitting around eating little sandwiches talking in quiet voices.
He had tried to ask Grandmother where Ganggan was then he had started
crying again much to his Grandmother's dismay because he had to be a
brave little man. Eventually he had been sent to bed.
Benton pulled
himself up onto his knees and peered out into the night. The night was
clear and cloudless and the moon high in the sky showered the blanket
of snow with stars. A baying howl of a wolf rolled across the tundra
made him feel even more lonely. The lights of the town glittered in
the distance.
*You have disgraced your Great-grandfather carrying
on like that....*
Grandmother's words burned his ears. He knew
that he hadn't behaved very well but he was sad.
Monster man
said that there was another funeral tonight. Resolve crystallised in
the boy. He would go to the Potlatch and as Daddy said 'do the right
thing' and as Grandmother said 'behave properly'. The closed bedroom
door yielded to the toy box trick. Grandmother and Grandfather were in
bed as all the other doors off the landing were closed. He crept downstairs.
The duffel bag of Inuit clothes sat at the bottom of the stairs where
David had left them. Benton shrugged the leggings over his pyjamas and
the heavy, furry mukluks over his bed socks. The parka took some struggling
but eventually he was dressed as an Inuit. He paused at the door and
then reversed his direction. Against all instructions he entered the
sitting room.
The scrimshaw wasn't on the shelf.
Carefully, he crept around the room. He didn't want to break anything.
Grandmother had impressed upon him how important the ornaments in the
room were to Grandfather and herself. The scrimshaw sat on Grandfather's
desk. Benton stretched on his tiptoes and reclaimed what his Great-grandfather
had given him and him alone.
A heartbeat later he was out the house
and running down the track. Behind him the open door swung back and forth.
~*~
His throat burned in the crisp cold air and the blood sang in his veins.
He kept running through the magic night. The sky was a great dome, full
of stars. The sharp snow broke beneath his feet with an audible snick
that echoed across the landscape. The constellation of the Plough showed
him the way to the town when the track dipped beneath the snow piled
high on either side. He could hear his Great-grandfather, in his head,
pointing out the constellations as he had during the nights when Benton
sat on his Great-grandfather's lap after waking from nightmares. Inevitably,
he tripped. For a moment he lay on his stomach and then he rolled onto
his bottom. The iced snow had cut his palms. Then he realised the scrimshaw
wasn't in his hands.
No, no, no, I'm sorry, Ganggan, I dropped
the Scrimshaw. He thought plaintively.
The tooth had skidded
and lay on top of a frozen puddle. Oblivious to his bleeding hands he
picked up the tooth. The carving was intact. Benton hugged it against
his chest and cried his relief. Ganggan wouldn't be very happy with him
if he broke the scrimshaw.
Slower now, he pulled himself to his
knees then his feet and began to slog forwards.
A curious coughing
filled his ears. Benton stopped dead in his tracks. On the road ahead
stood the largest bear he had ever seen. The polar bear was neatly camouflaged
against the white snow. On all fours it stood, casting its head from
side to side, sniffing the air. The bear coughed deep in his throat.
*Benton, keep still*
Benton froze.
Still casting, the bear moved forwards. The temptation to run was almost
irresistible. The bear came closer. The coughing became louder, rhythmic
like drum beats. Another cough joined the song. At the top of the piled
snow another larger white bear stood on its hind legs. As high as the
night sky the second bear bellowed a challenge. The smaller bear raised
itself upright.
Benton made himself as small as possible - curling
up into a tiny little ball.
Challenge after challenge echoed across
the tundra. Then the challenged bear dropped onto all legs and ponderously
clambered off the track.
The large bear let out one last ululating
cry then David pushed back his hood and dropped down to Benton's side.
"Hello." David said easily. "I see that you're wearing sensible
clothes this time. Are you coming to the Potlatch?"
Benton nodded
numbly. Distantly he knew that he wanted to run back to his room but
he watched himself grip David's outstretched hand and walk along at his
side. He could hear David carrying out a conversation but it didn't seem
to be aimed at him. He felt overloaded - too much too soon. Slowly he
was realising that David was his Great- grandfather's best friend as
such he had to trust the strange monster man. The strange monster man
who had just saved him for the second time.
"Are you a bear?"
David left his conversation with the voice that Benton couldn't hear.
"I know what it is like to be a bear."
Benton furrowed his brow; that really didn't make much sense.
~*~
David smiled down at the adventurous little soul. He felt deep down that
Benton Fraser Junior was going to have an interesting life. He shortened
his long stride to accommodate the boy's half skipping walk. The small
hand felt somehow right enfolded in his larger hand. Benton was watching
him with a curious weighing expression as he skipped along at his side.
"Ganggan said that he was going to go to Davy Jones' Locker."
There
was a hollow echo behind those simple words that told David that he would
have to tread very carefully.
"I've heard of Davy Jones' Locker."
He said neutrally, searching for some idea of his next step.
"Ganggan's
not in Heaven - he's at the bottom of the sea." Benton sniffed. "Mummy's
in Heaven."
Oh, dear, David thought. He stopped dead in his
tracks and squatted before the child. There was a rebellious gleam in
little blue eyes; the child was confused and now he was starting to get
angry.
"Do you know what a spirit is?" David shook his head. "Do
you know what a soul is?"
Benton gave the question intense consideration,
then, "no."
Let's see Protestant, Christian ethic, he allowed no sign of
his indecision to show on his face, got to phrase this so he will
understand. Great Spirit, I need your help.
"When you're very
ill or very old your body," he emphasised, "dies - it stops working.
Your body is buried in a box called a coffin or your body is wrapped
in a cloth and put into Davy Jones' Locker."
"Ganggan not in Davy
Jones' Locker, then?"
"No, your Great-grandfather's body was buried. But a special part of
him called his 'soul' went to Heaven to be with your Mummy."
"Ganggan
with Mummy." Benton said hopefully, latching on to the only thing he
really wanted to hear.
"Yes."
The anger left Benton's eyes and David breathed a small sigh of relief.
For a fraction of a second he had the distinct impression of himself
talking to little Benton down the years. A future loomed where he spent
many an hour discussing every topic under the sun with his best friend's
beloved grandson. He looked forwards to the intelligent man Benton would
grow into.
We'll discuss comparative religions and different
interpretations of the afterlife when he's older
"Still sad."
Benton said quietly.
"Well, that's why we're going to the Potlatch."
Smoothly, David stood up and together they restarted their walk to the
town. As they approached the town centre the beat of drums welcomed them.
The town hall was awash with light.
"We're having a Potlatch in
the qargi for your Great-grandfather." David said deliberately.
Benton responded as he expected.
"What's a...," he stumbled over the unfamiliar word, "qargi?"
"Family gathering place." David explained.
Many happy faces greeted the pair as they entered the warm, colourful
celebration of Ben Senior's life. Warmth filled the room from the peat
fire kindling at the far end of the hall. Benton's eyes reflected the
painted motifs on the walls. A symbolic battle with a whale covered the
east wall. Slowly he took in the trestle tables bowed with food, the
moss and snow berries decorating the wooden beams and the people.
A brown faced woman crossed the dance floor.
"Angatquq, I see you found the guest of honour."
Benton smiled hesitatingly up at the woman.
"Oh, dear - you've hurt your hands."
David released his ward's hand allowing his brother's wife to shepherd
the boy to a low bench.
"Can you let me have the tooth?" Sarah asked
as she crouched down to the child's level.
Benton shook his head
as he clutched the scrimshaw.
Sarah smiled easily and under her directions Benton deposited the scrimshaw
in the embroidery covered front pocket of his parka. He didn't protest
as she cleaned the shallow scrapes and then smeared whale blubber over
his palms. Benton sniffed the fat and then screwed up his nose.
She laughed and then ruffled his hair.
Benton watched her with wide, curious blue eyes when she left to speak
with her husband.
"That's the umialik - head of the family.
Sarah is his primary wife so she is nuliaqpak." David explained.
"She called you Anga..."
"Angatquq - it means shaman."
"What's a shaman?"
"I'm the religious leader of the community."
Benton digested the big words. "Like Grandfather." He concluded.
"Yep, like your Grandfather."
Benton seemed content with that explanation. And he appeared equally
content to watch the women of the qargi begin to start dancing in the
centre of the hall. The call of auu yah iah drew the women to
the floor. A single drum beat filled the room then the accompaniment
of tambourine and chanting joined the beat. They didn't move their feet
but rocked rhythmically twisting and waving their hands to the beat of
the men's drumming. The dancing came to an end and the celebration moved
onto a wrestling competition between the younger men as the older ones
gambled on the outcome. Clothes were shrugged off as the room warmed.
During a lull in the competitions a young man stood and declaimed:
Wild Caribou, land louse, long-legs,
With the great ears,
And the rough hairs on you neck,
Flee not from me.
Here I bring skins for soles,
Here I bring moss for wicks,
Just come gladly
Hither to me, hither to me. (1)
The change in pace heralded the end of the wrestling. The tables of food
were opened and drink flowed freely. Benton moved easily through the
crowd tasting all the offerings, some times liking them, some times putting
the tasted piece of meat back on the tray. David watched him with amusement.
Sarah took the boy under her wing and set him at her side. The Shaman
waited until most people had a plate of food and then he stood before
the crowd.
"We all know why we're here. Ben Fraser died the day
before yesterday and we want to give him a good send off. It's what Ben
would have wanted."
Heads nodded in response. David looked at all
his friends and relatives joined together in grief. Miss Lambert lifted
her glass in a silent toast. The skipper of Ben's last boat was sobbing
quietly into his whiskey glass. Akuvaaq, David's second cousin, was trying
to comfort the Scottish skipper.
"On the day Ben died we got a new
member of the family." David gestured to his second wife, Qina.
Qina
stood, with their daughter in her arms. In the pregnant silence, which
descended, she walked along the hall to little Benton.
"This is Mary,
we've named her after your Great-grandmother." Qina said.
Then she
deposited the baby on Benton's lap. Laughter echoed through the hall
at Benton's shocked expression.
"You have to hold her carefully."
She positioned Benton's arms so he supported Mary's head.
Benton
smiled openly. He appeared entranced by the baby. Qina patted his cheek
and with a glance which spoke volumes - directed at her sister-in-law
- left the baby in Benton's care and joined her husband.
"It is the
woman's position to tell the stories." She pulled her story knife from
the depths of her sweater and held out the clothespin sized ivory storyknife
for the crowd. "I have a storyknife but no snow on which to tell my story
so you will have to listen and picture my tale..."
The Origin of Light.
There was only darkness; there was no light. A woman lived by the edge
of the sea. One day she was scraping snow to get some water and she saw
a feather floating towards her. She opened her mouth and swallowed the
feather. Then she was pregnant.
She had a baby. The baby had a raven's
bill for a mouth so she called the baby Tulugaak which means Raven. She
had no toys for the baby but the baby coveted his Grandfather's leather
bladder which was blown up like a balloon.His mother didn't want to give
him his Grandfather's leather bladder as she knew the man would become
angry. But he cried and cried and eventually she gave in to the child's
demands. Tulugaak played with the bladder for a moment but then he broke
the new toy. And the first dawn broke. There was light in the world
and darkness, too.
The woman's father came home that night he was
indeed very angry. And when the light returned Tutugaak had disappeared.
(2)
Benton looked at the baby girl on his lap as the story washed over him.
Mary's eyes opened and she yawned sleepily up at him. Benton thought
she was fascinating - she was so small. The brown irises and pupils meshed
making her eyes impossibly dark. She seemed quite content to lie on his
lap and burble. He didn't understand the story - Ganggan had said that
all stories had meanings - he didn't understand that either. Qina finished
her story and everybody stamped their feet and clapped startling the
baby. Before the fright could become a full fledged wail, the mother
had retrieved her daughter and was soothing her with a feed. Benton watched
intrigued.
"Come on, Benton, it's your turn." David stood over him
and held out his hand.
The hall was silent as Benton moved to the
centre of the hall with David.
"This is Ben's Great-grandson and
his namesake. I think he has something to say."
Wide eyed, Benton
looked at the throng of people. He saw Miss Lambert and waved - she waved
back and everybody laughed. Benton grinned in response. At the back of
the hall the door opened and Grandmother slipped inside. Benton froze.
Above him, David whispered. "It's okay - say what you have to say."
David's hand squeezed his.
"I have a story, too." Benton announced, with his free hand he pulled
out the scrimshaw from his front pouch. "Ganggan told it to me. Crow
is the old woman on the toof and she has a magic dog - he's on the toof,
as well. Crow was a Chinook?"
He looked up at David for confirmation
- who nodded encouragingly. "The Chinook are one of the Native American
tribes."
"Okay," Benton's expression was determined - he wanted to
do this properly. "Crow was wif her niece in the magic land of the suuper...supper..."
"Supernatural people." David supplied.
"Thank you kindly. Crow...
had to leave the land of the Supernatural People - the Sea of Mists.
Crow's niece lived with the supernatural people and they had given her
a magical dog. The niece in turn gave the dog to her Aunt when the time
came for her Aunt to leave the Sea of Mists. Crow had to return because
her people were hungry. Crow prepared her canoe for the crossing of the
Sea of Mists. The Crow wished her niece well and prepared to sail away
in her flimsy, bark canoe. As the canoe bobbed in the water, Crow's niece
told Crow that when she reached Land of Men she had to tell Dog: 'catch
a Whale'.
The magical Dog sat in the stern watching the Mists give way to reveal
the mortal World. As they broached the clouds, waves moved beneath the
canoe and a Whale's tail broke the cold, grey water.
"Catch a Whale."
Crow called out.
With an almighty bite, Dog clenched the Whale's tail in its jaws. The
tail splashed and churned in the water. The flimsy canoe bucked and
the bark tore.
The Crow took fright and told Dog to free the Whale.
As the Whale escaped, a wave caught the bark canoe and pushed it far
and away, carrying the vessel to the shingle shore of the Land of the
Chinooks.
The Dog was no longer in the canoe.
Dog had disappeared. Crow wondered what to do. She journeyed to the forest
and gathered roots from the trees and bushes - gifts to the Supernatural
People. Most especially she gathered the roots she knew that the Immortals
coveted. For her niece she collected a small basket of Potentilla roots.
Old Crow returned across the water to the Land of the Supernatural People.
The tall, beautiful Immortals descended on the roots and herbs - so beloved
of them - for their magical properties. Crow returned to her niece's
lodge and found the large white Dog, with the yellow eyes, curled up
at her niece's feet. The young woman accepted the Potenilla roots and
explained that she should have called to the Dog whilst approaching the
shore not while sailing in mid-ocean. Crow took the Dog back to the canoe
and once again sailed across the churning waters. As the Land of Men
came into sight she called out to the Dog: "Catch a Whale."
Dog
refused to move - she cajoled the magical animal - but Dog refused to
move. She took a handful of water and cast it onto the Dog. He started
up as if burned and leaped into the water. A Whale's tail splashed and
then a giant carcass floated to the surface. The tide carried the Whale
with the Dog to the shore. Crow ran to the village and told her people
of their great, good fortune.
And the People of the Chinook, as
they had food and oil and skin and bone, survived the next long, hard
Winter. (3)
His audience clapped and hooted their pleasure when he finished. Benton
made a little bow and then allowed David to lead him to his Grandmother
who still stood close to the entrance. Around them the party started
anew. Grandmother had crossed her arms over her chest and that usually
meant and that he was in trouble.
"Grace."
"David." Grandmother nodded. "And what do you have to say for yourself,
young man?"
"Ganggan wanted me to come - I had to do it properly."
Benton said seriously.
"Really?" Grandmother's expression was unreadable.
"Uh huh, I didn't do it right at the 'funnneral'."
"Funeral." Grandmother corrected absently. "And here was I thinking that
you were too young for a Potlatch. I, definitely, think you were too
young for a burial."
"Told you." David said irrepressibly.
Grandmother glared at David, then returned her attention to Benton.
"And how did you get here Benton Fraser?"
"Walked," he admitted, head bowed.
"When you didn't come," David butted in, "I guessed that you hadn't
found a baby sitter - so I walked over to your place to see if I could
convince you all to come - I found Benton on the road."
Benton watched
the two adults sparring as if they were competitors in a game of table
tennis. Daddy had impressed on him to do the 'right thing'. He wasn't
entirely sure what the 'right thing' entailed but it seemed to revolve
around being polite and not angering Grandmother and most definitely
not lying. He didn't seem to be very good at not annoying Grandmother.
The 'right thing' and 'behaving properly' had brought him to the Potlatch.
He had told Great-grandfather's story to the audience of many unfamiliar
faces and he felt better.
"And it never occurred to you to bring
him home?" Grandmother said with a slight twist of her lips.
David
smiled showing even white teeth. "No."
Grandmother snorted once and then a smile escaped. Open mouthed, Benton
looked up at his guardian - he didn't quite believe it - but it sounded
like he wasn't going to be smacked. Grandmother reached down to take
his free hand - David still held the other - and she saw the scrimshaw.
David's hand gave his another reassuring squeeze.
"Great-grandfather
told you the story when he gave you the scrimshaw, did he?" Grandmother
asked.
Benton nodded emphatically.
"Well, I suppose you better look after it then."
Benton dropped the ivory carving in his parka pocket and smiled luminously
up at his guardian. Then with one hand firmly clasped in David's warm
brown hand and the other in his Grandmother's they turned to rejoin the
party.
fin
Author Note:
Hi - I wanted to explore Fraser's formative years so I did some research
in preparation for this story. Unfortunately there isn't a great deal
of Inuit ethnography in a Scottish University Library. So while I've
put in as much as possible from the books and web-pages that I found
I also weaved in a little poetic licence to fill in the gaps. So any
errors are completely and utterly my own and not the authors of the references.
I'd like to thank Sher - we've had quite a bit of fun over the last few
months passing ideas back and forth via e-mail mainly about Native American
cultures... I nicked the storyknife idea from her - hilt and all - she
had to explain to me what a clothespin was, though
references:
(1) 'Caribou Magic' sung by Orpingalik, legendary Inuit Shaman -
(2) 'The Origin of Light' an Alaskan Myth from the Inuit, from Laura
Thorpe and her class in Alaska
(3) Spence, L. (1914) North American Indians - Myths and Legends. George
Harrap & Co. Ltd. London.
additional references:
http://spirit.lib.uconn.edu:80/...ralViability/Inupiat/1800s.html
Jenness, D. (1932). The Indians of Canada. University of Toronto Press.
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