NC-17
for bad language and graphic m/m, just in case you are still confused
that means this is SLASH, geddit? Ok good.
As
always theses characters and the whole Due South phenomena do not belong
to me.
Spoilers
for Odds.
Tututangoo
"Ooh Ooh,
I've hurt you I can see,
Ooh Ooh,
Do you think that it's not hurting me?"
Robbie Williams If it's Hurting You.
"You
didn't have to kiss her," Ray insisted for the thousandth time.
"Ray,
you're overreacting," Fraser tried to placate his furious lover,
"Goddamnit
Fraser, I am NOT overreacting!" he turned from his pacing to yell back.
"Ray,
please it was just a kiss, it meant nothing... well to me anyway I cannot
claim to know what it meant to Ms Scarpa,"
"You
are NOT making this any better," Ray warned, scowling at him from the
other end of the apartment. Fraser was at a loss; Ray had seemed Ok with
the idea whilst they were still at the station, reassuring Fraser that
he had made the right decision in telling Ray the truth. No good to have
a relationship built on lies. Ray, more than anyone, should appreciate
the importance of that. But after they had gotten back to the sweet seclusion
of the apartment Ray's mood had gone decidedly sour.
"Ray,
I though you were OK with this,"
"OK,
with this? How fucked up is that Fraser? How could I be ok with this
and still be human?"
"Well
Ray you don't have to be unreasonable to be human," Fraser knew it was
a particularly low remark, but he had tried everything else he could
think of to calm Ray's storm in the two hours they had been arguing constantly.
"Oh
so now I'm petty, jealous, overreacting AND unreasonable? Well gee thanks
Benton buddy, I love you too." Ray spat back at him sarcastically, although
Fraser could still see the truth in the last statement, he was grateful
that he hadn't lost Ray's love, he craved that, it was like one of the
most addictive drugs possible and he wasn't sure whether he could cope
with a long, enforced, detox of Ray, it would quite possibly kill him.
And he was a Mountie. Fraser was overjoyed to see the love still shining
back at him from the angry blue eyes, which at the same time appeared
to look upon him with scorn.
"Ray,
please," Fraser had meant it to sound reassuring of his true feelings
for his lovable partner, but it came out sounding pompous and a bit condescending
in his exasperation.
"Yeah,
that's right Mr Bloody perfect, tell the dumb American cop, what the
correct etiquette for dealing with one's significant other when said
significant other has been having it off with a card shark?"
"Well
Ray it would be polite to at least listen to my version of events instead
of jumping to your own conclusions,"
"Okeydokey,
you got off with Lady Shoes," Ray paused considering him carefully, "
stop me if I get anything wrong, or anything that I could have possibly,
I dunno 'made up' ya know how crazy I get," Fraser found himself nodding
in agreement, despite the fact the it seemed to annoy Ray further.
"So
after ya got off with her, it took you, oh, at least a few hours to tell
me, let alone tell me that you had already solved the case seven paces
ahead of dumb old me, mustav slipped ya mind right? The only excuse you
can come up with is that it meant nothing to you, and that it was part
of yer 'duty', have I missed anything?" Fraser tried desperately to find
a single fact that he could add in his defence, but came up empty.
"How
much does duty mean to you Frase?" Fraser was startled by the question,
and the fact that Ray had voiced it without sounding on the verge of
a nuclear explosion.
"A
lot Ray," he answered as truthfully as he could, duty did mean a lot
to him, Ray must be blind, well blinder, not to have already noticed
that.
"You
think duty'll keep you warm in bed on a cold night? You think duty will
tell you everything will be all right and comfort you? You think duty
will let you fuck it till it can't see straight?"
"No
Ray, but duty offers other important aspects, also essential for life,"
"Like?"
Ray demanded impatiently.
"It..."
"Well?"
"I..."
"Uh,
huh,"
"Ray,
will you stop interrupting, it is most distracting."
"Fraser,
I'm gonna ask ya a question, an I want ya to answer as honestly as you
can OK?
"Of
course Ray,"
"How
would you feel if it was me?"
"I'm
afraid I don't understand,"
"How
would you feel if it was me, kissing the hell out of one foxy lady, just
for duty? I mean it's only sharing spit, right, not that much different
to sharing air, or a cup of coffee." Fraser certainly didn't need the
cinemascope that flashed through his mind at that suggestion. Ray and
Lady Shoes. Ms Scarpa and Ray. Ray naked and sweating as a dangerous
shark loomed over him, riding him, stealing kisses that were his. Stealing
what *belonged* to HIM. He knew he couldn't own Ray any more than he
could own Diefanbaker, they were with him of their own free will, although
that didn't stop Fraser's heart insisting that Ray was his property,
his, not Scarpa's, not anyone else's. His.
Before
he knew it, Fraser was across the room in record speed, crushing Ray
painfully against the wall in a harshly demanding kiss. Remarking his
territory that had never even been breached. Fraser knew he was now the
one being, not only over possessive but also hypocritical.
Not
that Ray seemed to mind in the slightest.
"Mine,
Ray, mine," He growled protectively in his ear when he finally let his
panting partner up for air.
"Yuh,
huh," Ray agreed enthusiastically rubbing his own erection against Fraser's.
The last thread of Fraser's self-restraint quickly left the building
at Ray's easy submission. He dragged Ray into the bedroom and practically
*threw* him onto their bed, deep inside Fraser's mind he was crying out
in disgust at his actions, his body didn't seem to be getting the message,
as he watched Ray bounce enticingly on impact with the mattress. Sprawling
out wantonly and invitingly. It was all Fraser could do not to ounce.
"Crazy
Mountie," Ray moaned as Fraser quickly assigned himself to getting them
both naked as possible in as little time possible.
"Slutty
Cop,"
"Benton
Fraser!" Ray exclaimed in shock, poor Ray, he was still under the delusion
that who he was under the uniform was nothing like the demon he became
out of it.
Eventually,
task completed, Fraser covered the smaller man completely with his bulk,
thrusting against him, creating the most delicious friction. Nice as
it was, it wasn't what he wanted. Pulling Ray's knees suddenly over his
shoulders, shocking Ray into splaying his legs wider than he usually
would have, not that Fraser was complaining as he shoved two fingers
deep into Ray's mouth, watching Ray concentrating on not gagging as he
slowly fucked his mouth with his fingers. After adding a third to the
party, ensuring he had collected enough saliva, he quickly slipped his
fingers deep into Ray's ass. Finger fucking with much more vigour now.
It wasn't very long before the fingers had to leave to make room for
one very large Canadian cock.
He
thrust almost cruelly in and out of the younger writhing man beneath
me. Not the Ray made any protest to the treatment. If anything he encouraged
it, wriggling around alluringly. He thrust more frantically as he felt
his impending orgasm overtake his conscious needs. Pumping Ray using
the same wild tempo. Whilst Ray concentrated on keeping them on the bed,
clasping the metal headboard desperately with both hands, his head thrown
back in abandon.
Fraser
came first, filling Ray with his scorching hot spunk. Ray came shortly
after coming over both of their stomachs and chests, how was it that
Ray always managed to make such a mess, whatever it was he was doing?
A post coital Fraser pondered absurdly. Neither of the moved, Fraser's
rapidly softening cock still buried deeply inside his lover.
"Didn't
have to kiss her," Ray sleepily insisted. Fraser sighed; it was going
to be a long night.
The
End.