The third installment in the Getting
It Together series. Talking
Things Through By
Sharron Ibbitson None of these characters belong to me,
they are the property of Alliance.
Frannie and Ray remained in each other's arms for some time before
Ray gently pulled away. For a moment Frannie thought that he was going
to get mad again, but the look in his eyes showed her that she needn't
worry. Ray limped across the room and flopped down on the sofa. Frannie
followed slowly and gently sat next to him, minding his leg. "I'm
so sorry Ray," she began, but his hand silenced her.
"Frannie it's okay. I've been here doing nothing, just thinking. What
you did was really really dumb, and you put yourself as well as us in
danger. I was so mad at you, not because I got shot but because you endangered
your life. You told Welsh what was going on, which endangers your brother
and me, and you interfered in my work. "At first I thought that I
could never forgive you, but I've been thinking, and I know that I love
you. You know that I love you. I think that we could be together." Frannie
was about to speak, but he cut her off. "Let me finish. If this is going
to work, you have to let me do my job. You know I'm a cop, and you know
that my job gets dangerous. So please, I'm begging you, just chill.
"If something's gonna happen it's gonna happen whether you're there
or not, and to be quite honest if something is gonna happen I'd rather
you didn't see. I have Fraser to back me up. That's what partners do
for each other. I love you so much, but you have to let me be me. I've
been doing this job ever since you knew me, and I'll probably do it for
many years to come, so just relax and let me do it okay?" He was aware
that he had been rambling, but hoped that he got his point across. His
question was answered when Frannie leant forward and kissed him tenderly.
"I love you too," she told him. "What are we going to do?" He looked
at her blankly. "I mean about the wedding." He nodded. "Well, do
you still wanna marry me?" He asked with a hopeful
tone in his voice.
"Of course I do," she replied enthusiastically.
"Well then we should get married, but not yet," he explained. She
looked hurt for a moment, so he explained why. "I'm gonna be on these
for the next couple of months." He indicated the crutches and she gasped.
She hadn't realised that his injury had been so bad. "How is it?"
She asked softly, with tears forming in her eyes. "Not so bad now.
I have to have an operation. They're gonna put little metal pins in it,
to hold the bones together." He explained calmly, but she looked shocked.
"Hey it's not that bad! I'll only be off my feet for a little while.
The doctor is pretty certain that I'll have full mobility back within
six months." Hee tried to make her feel better but only succeeding in
making her feel worse. "Oh Ray I'm so sorry. It's all my fault!"
The tears began to flow and he gently wiped them away. "Hey come on,
it's all right. I'll be fine. Look, come on, I'll buy you dinner." He
struggled to climb to his feet. "No, I've got a better idea. Let's
go to the precinct!" Ray looked at her, confused. "Well I'll bet you
haven't seen anyone from work for a few days," she told him. He shook
his head. "No. I haven't seen anyone since I was released from hospital.
I told them I needed my time." He spoke without making eye contact.
"Well, I think you've had your time, don't you?" She said it with
determination evident in her voice. Ray nodded and grabbed his coat.
He walked slowly and painfully with the aid of the crutches. He had
great difficulty traveling down the steps and each step caused him to
elicit a groan and wince. Frannie just looked on in concern. Ray limped
into the back seat of the car, spreading his leg across the seat, while
Frannie climbed behind the wheel. She drove carefully, bearing in mind
Ray's injury. She pulled up outside the precinct, and helped Ray out
of the car. He leaned against the car, getting his bearings. He took
a deep breath before he walked into the squad room. Most detectives
looked up when they saw Ray hobbling into Welsh's office. "Detective,
I'm surprised to see you here," Welsh said when he saw Ray standing in
front of him. He was even more surprised when he saw Frannie standing
beside Ray. "What can I do for you, Ray?" Frannie answered for him. "We're
getting married, sir," Frannie told Welsh, both men in the room looked
at her in shock. "Frannie, what are you doing?" Ray was surprised.
Welsh just stared at the two of them. "Ray, they have to know."
"Yeah, but we won't even be doing anything for months," Ray said.
"I wanted people to know before you had surgery," Frannie told him,
and Ray just looked at her. This was all new to Welsh. "You're having
surgery?" He asked with elevating concern.
"Yeah, he's having pins put in to hold his leg together," Frannie
replied on Ray's behalf, never taking her eyes off of Ray, who examined
the floor. "Why didn't you tell me about this, Detective?"
"Well I was gonna, but never really got the chance," Ray replied feebly.
"And when is this surgery?"
"Day after tomorrow," Ray replied without looking at either of them.
Frannie looked shocked. "That soon? You didn't tell me it was that
soon!" Her eyes showed her fear and concern. "Well, I wanted to get
it out of the way so I could get back to work as soon as possible." "How
long are you off for?" Welsh asked worriedly, knowing that it was important
to come back as soon as possible. It was like falling off a horse and
getting back up to continue the ride. "I don't know. Maybe a couple
of weeks till I can come back for light duties, but it'll be a while
before I'll be running anywhere," Ray informed his boss, surprised by
the concern evident in Welsh's voice. "What hospital are you going
to? I'd like to keep an eye on you," Welsh told Ray, taking the younger
man by surprise. "Central, but you don't have to worry. Fraser's
driving me in, and driving me home when I'm allowed to go, so none of
you really need to worry. It'll be fine," Ray stuttered. Welsh wasn't
convinced. "I would still like to see you are okay. So I'll go with
you and Fraser to the hospital the day after tomorrow, and I'll wait
to make sure you come out of surgery all right." Welsh spoke emphatically.
Ray simply nodded before hobbling out of the office. Frannie turned
to follow, but Welsh's hand on her arm stopped her. "Keep an eye on
him, Ms. Vecchio. No matter how much he pretends he's okay, getting
shot is very traumatic and very hard to get over." Welsh dispensed his
advice and she smiled weakly at him, then nodded to show that she understood.
She then turned and followed after Ray. She easily caught up with
him. He stood with a cup of coffee in his hand, talking to Fraser, who
in Frannie's opinion seemed to be the only person Ray did talk to lately.
Frannie walked straight up to Ray and possessively wrapped her arms around
his waist. "Ray, are you ready to go?" She asked gently, Welsh's
words had elevated her concern. He nodded. "See ya, Fraser."
"Bye Ray. I'll be by at 10 am, if that is acceptable?" Ray simply
nodded and grinned at his friend, showing his thanks. He thought that
Fraser was probably more traumatised by the shooting than he himself.
Ray and Frannie went straight home to Ray's apartment. Frannie asked
the question she'd wanted to ask all those days that they had been apart.
"Can I stay tonight?" Fearing rejection, she asked without making eye
contact. "Frannie, I'm in no condition to, well you know, do anything,"
he told her, and he too avoided eye contact. "Well that's okay, we
don't have to do anything, just be together." This time she actually
met his eyes. He nodded and smiled, giving her his assent. They went
to an expensive restaurant in town. When they emerged it was quite late,
so they headed back to Ray's apartment. Ray was exhausted by the day's
events and went straight to bed. Frannie felt good being in Ray's embrace
once more, and drifted off almost immediately. She was brought out of
her slumber by agitated movements besides her. She carefully pried her
eyes open, being careful not to wake Ray. She rolled over and found him
frantically moving in the bed. He was glazed in sweat and was deathly
pale. She gently shook him awake, and was terrified when he shot bolt
upright in the bed with a shocked look on his face. She gently pulled
him round to face her. Her heart leapt into her mouth when he began
to release great, heaving, heart-wrenching sobs. She suddenly realised
that Welsh had been right; the gunshot was more traumatic than Ray had
been letting on. After awhile Ray quieted down and drifted off back to
sleep. Frannie just held him and vowed to talk to him about the incident
in the morning. Frannie slept in quite late the next morning and was
alarmed to find Ray had gone. She hurried out of bed and into the main
room of his apartment. She found a note laying on the table. "Hi
Frannie, I've just gone for a walk. I needed time to think and clear
my head. I hope you're not mad, but things haven't been too good lately.
It's nothing to do with us, just me. Don't worry, I'll be back soon. Frannie sighed and went to get showered and changed. She was worried
about Ray, but there was nothing she could do until he returned home.
She went the only place she could think to go. The precinct. She walked
in and was amazed to discover Ray sitting at his desk. His injured leg
was propped up on a spare chair and Fraser sat beside him. Frannie walked
straight over and cleared her throat. Fraser took the hint and made his
excuses. Frannie sat down in the vacant seat and just stared at Ray.
Eventually he could take no more. "Look, I'm sorry, okay?"
"What are you sorry for, Ray?"
"Well, for last night," he stammered.
"You don't have to apologise for that. I just wish that you would
talk to me." She spoke to him gently. "I know, and I'm sorry. I have
um, difficulty, in talking about how I feel," he told her quietly. She
brought him into a hug. "It's okay, Ray. Let's get out of here and
do something we don't usually do." "What's that?"
"Talk things through," Frannie replied with a grin. He nodded. "Besides
we have wedding plans to make." He smiled as she had hoped he would.
The End- Continued in Making Plans
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Love
Ray
Xxxxxx