"I want to get married,"
Methos said over a beer with Duncan at Le Blues. Apropos of nothing, on
an otherwise completely ordinary Saturday night.
Duncan set his beer down on
the table and blinked at him, swallowing carefully. "What?" Methos
didn't look like he was
joking, but with Methos it was often hard to tell. Around them the
crowd swelled and surged; Le Blues experiencing an unexpected upturn in
business of late. Maybe the noise was making him hear Methos wrong.
"Married. You know, finding
someone to live with, share a life with, argue over the newspaper, that
sort of thing."
"I know what marriage is – I
just don't know what brought this on."
Methos sighed and shrugged and
sucked down the last of his beer. "It's time."
"Any candidates?" Methos was a
strange, strange man, Duncan decided.
"I'll keep you posted," he
said.
Duncan was still trying to
come to grips with Methos' ass-backwards way of doing things that he
almost missed the gorgeous creature sashaying past their table. Methos
didn't though. Duncan didn't even rate so much as a goodbye before
Methos launched himself into the Saturday night crush and headed after
her. He found himself alone at the table, staring at the space where
Methos had been, off-balance and vaguely disconcerted.
And so it began.
***
It had been an accident,
Duncan would have sworn to it before his mother and a panel of judges.
He hadn't meant to do it; he'd planned on being Methos' supportive
friend – even looked forward to helping make him happy. He liked his
friends to be happy, after all. But right now, Methos was distinctly
Not Happy. Really really Not Happy.
Methos was in fact madder than
a wet hen.
And that was an unfortunate
mental image for that very moment, because the thought of Methos with
wet, ruffled feathers and a pointy beak made the corners of Duncan's
mouth twitch. Which of course Methos noticed.
"What are you smirking about,
MacLeod?" Methos hissed, leaning across the table at him. "You think
this is funny?"
Duncan made his mouth behave.
This was serious after all. "Of course not. It's not like I meant for
it to happen."
Methos snorted. "No.… You just
happen to wander in here when I'm here with Celine – on our first date,
no less – and then you—then you..." Methos trailed off into a tirade of
venomous and incomprehensible spluttering.
"You asked me to join you,"
Duncan reminded him mildly when Methos paused to draw breath.
"I was being polite!" Methos
yelled waving his hands around in a way that made Duncan glad he wasn't
sitting any closer. "You weren't supposed to take me up on it!"
"And how was I supposed to
know that? You really should come with subtitles, Methos. For a lot of
people, 'Why don't you join us, Mac?' means exactly that."
The look that earned him made
him thankful Methos had too much self-preservation to pull a blade in
the middle of Joe's. Because no matter how Methos was dressed (and
right now he was looking particularly fine in a silky-looking
long-sleeved shirt and dress pants), Duncan was sure he had a variety
of deadly weapons secreted about his person. The look was quite deadly
enough. Duncan eased back in his chair.
He did feel bad about ruining
Methos' evening. It wasn't like he usually dated a lot as far as Duncan
could see and the woman was more than averagely good-looking.
Beautiful, in fact. But…
"Look, Methos," Duncan began,
all the teasing gone from his voice, "I am sorry for what happened. But
she wasn't the one for you, not if she was flirting with me five
minutes after we met." Actually it had been more like one minute and
the flirting had consisted chiefly of the lovely Celine following him
to the men's room and offering to hold it for him.
Methos cocked his head and
narrowed his eyes.
Duncan felt the oddest
compulsion to reach across the table and take Methos' hand to comfort
him. He managed to quash the impulse. Instead, he folded his arms and
rested them on the table, leaning forward and meeting Methos' eyes
evenly. "There are—"
Methos cut him off. "If you
say 'plenty more fish in the sea' I shall be forced to fillet you,
MacLeod."
That was exactly what Duncan
had been about to say. He changed it to, "A lot of beautiful women in
Paris," and sent Methos a look of his own.
Methos sprawled deeper into
his chair. Sulking. "Maybe for you."
"Don't be ridiculous," Duncan
answered before he could think. "You're a…a very good-looking man." And
that came out a lot lamer than he intended it to, mostly because a
bunch of other descriptions flew into his head at the same time. Mostly
things that would have sounded very different from how they were
intended.
Because Methos wanted to get
married, and Duncan wanted to be a supportive friend. Which meant not
distracting Methos by flirting with him. No matter how much he'd have
liked to.
***
A week went by and Duncan
didn't hear from Methos at all. But that was okay, they weren't joined
at the hip and Methos was a big boy fully capable of looking after
himself. Duncan was busy with one thing and another, so he hardly
noticed the passing of the days until he found himself with a few hours
spare on Saturday afternoon and wandered over to Le Blues for a drink.
Joe was rehearsing with the
band up on stage when he arrived and aside from a nod in a two measure
rest he didn't pay much attention as Duncan appropriated a bar stool
and ordered a drink from the new bartender. She was small and English,
wearing a tight white t-shirt emblazoned with the phrase, "Buy $exual."
Interesting. Duncan thought the girl was pretty cute in the kind of
offbeat kind of way that might come with piercings and tattoos in
unexpected places. He wondered if Methos had asked her out yet. He
wondered how the search for wife number sixty-nine was going.
He wondered when Methos'
personal life had become so important to him and where his own had gone.
Immortal presence shivered
down his spine and he slanted a look towards the door, hoping it was
friend and not foe. Methos' rangy frame filled the doorway, not
answering his question at all. But Duncan waved him over anyway and
smiled at him when he sat down. Methos appeared to have recovered from
last weekend's fit of pique and was back to his usual self. He smiled
and nodded a greeting, waiting until Methos had ordered his beer before
he said anything.
"How's it going?" he asked
when Methos was safely immersed in his beer.
"The spouse search, or in
general?"
"Both. Either," Duncan replied
as if it didn't matter either way. Which of course it didn't.
"Why? Planning on stealing
another potential?" Methos asked with no small amount of
conversationally toned venom.
"I didn't steal her," Duncan
reminded him. Talk about revisionist history.
"You didn't help either,
sitting there being all...." Methos waved in his general direction.
"You have to admit, Methos,
she was a very...uh...friendly girl."
Methos turned a long, slow
look on him. "Maybe I like them 'friendly', MacLeod."
Duncan caught the new barmaid
grinning at them, but Methos had his eyes fixed on another female form
entirely.
Here we go again…
***
No matter what Methos said,
the next one wasn't like Celine at all. In fact Susan was…nice. She
reminded him of Alexa in an odd kind of way. Not physically, but there
was something in her all the same. Sweet, but with backbone in spades.
Duncan liked her. There was very little possibility that she was going
to proposition him outside the men's room.
But while Methos was dating
her, Duncan couldn't see all that much evidence that he really wanted
her.
Which was odd, but then it was
not exactly a revelation that Methos was an odd guy. So, maybe this was
just another facet to Methos' ever-changing personality. Maybe sex
wasn't all that important to him.
However unlikely that seemed.
Or maybe it was just what it
looked like: Methos going through the motions for reasons of his own.
Weird, whichever way you looked at it.
Methos might as well have been
having dinner with a maiden aunt for all the sexual tension Duncan
could see as he watched them from across the bar. Susan was chattering
brightly and Methos was feigning enthrallment. Duncan wondered how it
was she couldn't see it herself. She hadn't struck him as particularly
obtuse. In fact, up to now he'd thought she was pretty smart.
Anyone who really knew him
could see that Methos was bored witless. Bored, but battling on gamely
nonetheless. From where he was sitting at the bar, Duncan could see
Methos' eyes glazing over in that telltale way he recognized all too
well.
Duncan felt his staring become
conspicuous and turned away, but not before Methos flicked a glance at
him and the glazed look gave way to that odd way of smiling that Methos
had sometimes - just a twitch of his eyes really – hardly involving his
mouth at all. But Duncan felt he knew most of Methos' looks by now.
This was 'I know you' look.
Inexplicably warmed, Duncan
went back to his drink. Not long after, he felt Methos pass by him and
leave the bar. He held Susan's hand as they walked, and Duncan watched
them disappear out the door into the cool Paris evening. Duncan stayed
where he was.
Half an hour, a set from the
band, and another scotch later, Methos was back. It was so unexpected
that Duncan had his hand on the hilt of his sword the second he felt
the strong thrum of presence. But it was Methos, sans girlfriend,
welcome and unexpected in equal parts.
"Thought you were on a date,"
Duncan said as Methos sat down beside him at the bar.
"It's over," Methos sighed,
waving at Joe for a beer.
"The date?"
Another sigh, deeper this
time. "The whole thing."
Probably for the best, Duncan
thought to himself. To Methos, he merely raised an eyebrow
encouragingly, waiting for the rest of the story.
"Probably for the best,"
Methos said, startling him.
"She seemed like a nice
woman," Duncan offered with a growing sense of his own inadequacy when
it came to offering romantic advice to 5000 year old men.
"She was nice," Methos replied
after a swallow of beer. "Very nice. Pretty too. And a good person. It
was just..."
"Missing something?"
"Yeah."
"It's not something you can
force. Either that...desire is there or it isn't. You know that."
Sigh number three, more weary
than before. "I know that."
***
Methos didn't have to chase
number three down; she came to him. One minute Duncan was sharing a
rare quiet drink with him, the next Methos was being waylaid on his way
back from the men's room by the new barmaid. Just when he was about to
suggest they take the bottle of Laphroig back to the barge and continue
the conversation there, too, damn it.
Duncan leaned an elbow on the
bar and watched, vaguely dissatisfied at having their nice, quiet
evening together disturbed. Methos slouched one shoulder against the
nearest wall, bringing himself down closer to the height of the
really-quite-short young woman. From where he was sitting, Duncan
couldn't see Methos' face, but he could see the woman's.
She was grinning, a wide,
cheeky grin brimming with arch self-confidence, as she chatted brightly
up at Methos. Today's t-shirt had the word 'Dissolute' stretched across
her generous breasts. Duncan didn't think anyone would be sueing her
for false advertising any time soon. Methos didn't seem to mind. Duncan
heard him laugh out loud.
She played with one of the
many piercings in her right ear as she talked on. Whatever she was
saying had obviously caught Methos' interest, because he sure wasn't
making any effort to escape the conversation. Duncan was practically at
the foot-tapping stage by the time Methos made it back to him.
"Interesting detour?"
"Very."
Methos seemed disinclined to
offer more, so Duncan prodded a little harder. "Pretty girl."
"Indeed."
"I don't think I caught her
name."
"Emily."
"Nice name."
"Yes."
"Where's she from?"
"Hampshire."
"Pretty place. Haven't been
there for about fifty years."
"Mmm..."
Duncan could feel his blood
pressure rising. "Did she ask you out?" he asked finally, fearing a
life trapped in an endless round of questions and one word answers.
"Uh-huh," Methos answered with
a smug grin.
Duncan leant forward and,
gently, beat his head against the bar. Methos could drive the sanest
man completely around the bend.
***
Emily wasn't at all the sort
of woman Duncan had ever thought of as 'Methos' type', but then he was
beginning to think Methos was type-free. Because, despite his personal
predictions to the contrary, Methos and Emily seemed to be having a
hell of a good time together.
So good that Duncan hardly
ever saw him. Which bothered him more than he wanted to admit. He'd got
used to having Methos around; he was damned good company, even at his
most infuriating. There was an ease between them now, like they'd
finally worn off all the sharp edges they once had; well, the sharpest
ones anyway. Friction and spark, with a little less chance of
thermo-nuclear conflagration. It was good and he was enjoying it. At
least, he had been.
Still…there was no certainty
that this one was going to last any longer than any of her predecessors.
On that happy note, he pushed
away from his table and strolled over to the bar where Joe was deep in
conversation with a statuesque blonde. A little brassy for his taste,
but nicely put together all the same.
"Hey, Joe."
"Mac!" Joe's smile was wide
and genuine. "Like you to meet a friend of mine. Delilah, meet Duncan
MacLeod. Delilah's visiting from back home."
Duncan shook her outstretched
hand and almost winced at the strength of her grip. "Nice to meet you."
"Delilah…" Joe growled, "play
nice."
Delilah winked at him and
released his hand. "Joe knows me too well." The smile she gave left no
doubt as to just how well she and Joe knew each other. Good for him,
Duncan thought as he rubbed his crushed knuckles. It was about time he
found someone.
Duncan hooked a hip onto a bar
stool and looked over the bar at Joe. "Seen Adam around lately?"
"Not for a while, but
Emily's--" there was a crash of glassware and some reasonably inventive
swearing from somewhere out the back-- "here."
Apparently.
"Something wrong?" Duncan
asked even though it was obvous.
"I think Methos broke up with
her."
The flush of pleasure Duncan
felt was nothing more than the joy of being proved right. Of course.
Maybe tinged a little with the thought of having Methos to himself
again, too. "What happened?"
"I dunno, man, but I'm gonna
be adding the cost of those glasses onto his bar tab."
***
Duncan thought his chances of
seeing Methos at the bar anytime soon were pretty poor, so he went
looking for him. He scored a hit at the bookstore, after striking out
at Methos' apartment and the university.
Methos was on his knees and
elbow-deep in unpacking boxes of musty secondhand books when Duncan
found him at the back of the store. He must have caught him by surprise
because Methos jumped to his feet and knocked a precarious stack of
books, making it cascade to the floor in his panicked lunge for his
sword.
"Jesus Christ, MacLeod!" he
yelled as he tripped over the books and crashed, flailing, to the
floor.
Duncan stifled a laugh and
stepped over the books to reach him. He extended a hand and Methos
closed his around it, levering himself up from the floor. Methos didn't
let him go when he was upright and Duncan found himself strangely
disinclined to do so either.
For a long moment he stood
there, Methos' hard, warm hand in his, breathing deep and watching the
oddest array of emotions flit across Methos' face. A sharp little
frisson of something hit him
square in the gut.
"Mac?" Methos said, his voice
painfully careful. "Plan on giving that back anytime soon?"
Duncan dropped Methos' hand
and stepped back so quickly he stood on one of the scattered books. It
slid on the hardwood floor and the next thing he knew he was flat on
his back and staring up dazedly at a sniggering Methos.
Who wasn't offering to help
him up, he noticed. Not that he needed it, of course. Duncan rolled to
his feet and glared at Methos. "You didn't have to enjoy that quite so
much," he said as he dusted off his ass.
One eyebrow lifted. "Didn't
I?" His mouth twitched at one corner. "Oh."
"I came to see how you are,"
Duncan said. "Joe told me you broke up with Emily." It sounded lame now
that he said out loud.
"Does Dear Abby know she has
competition?" Methos sniped, thrusting his hands deep into his pockets.
Duncan chuckled despite
himself. "It just happened to come up."
"Oh yes?" Methos looked down
his nose at him. "In relation to what?"
"In relation to the property
damage being inflicted on the bar by a woman whose heart was recently
broken."
Methos snorted. "I'm sure he
has insurance."
"I'm sure he'll appreciate
your sympathy."
"If you've got insurance you
don't need sympathy."
"Read that in a fortune
cookie, did you?"
"Analects XII, one of
Confucius' lesser known sayings."
"I stand corrected." Duncan
smiled. The familiar banter set the world back on its proper axis. "You
finishing up here soon?"
Methos bent and scooped a
handful of books back into a box. "Finished now." He straightened and
sent Duncan a crooked smile. "Anything in mind?"
Duncan found he had many
things in mind, only one of which he was willing to share. "Drink?"
"As long as it's not at Joe's,
sure."
"Yeah, you might want to avoid
Joe's for a while."
Methos winced and started for
the door. "How bad is it?"
Duncan followed him out of the
store. "Pretty bad." He waited while Methos locked up, shrugging deeper
into his coat against the wind that was whipping off the Seine. "You
still haven't told me what happened."
"Maybe after that drink."
Duncan knew better than to
believe Methos' maybes. But he went along with it anyway.
Methos pocketed the keys and
they set off down the street, Methos tucking himself into his usual
spot behind the windbreak of Duncan's left shoulder. And that was
familiar, and good, too.
***
They found a dim, smoky little
place not far from the bookshop. Duncan didn't think he'd been there
before, but Methos seemed to know it well. Not well enough to drag
himself to the bar to get the drinks (Duncan was stuck wth that one) but well enough to find
them a table at the back with an excellent view of the bar and the
front door where they could both sit with their backs to the wall.
The music was a little
harder-edged than he usually liked, but the volume was bearable and he
could still hear Methos' voice when they began to talk.
"So," Duncan began, "what
happened?"
Methos took a long swallow of
his drink. "With?"
Duncan breathed deep, once in
and out. "Emily."
"Why do you care?" Methos was
watching him over the lip of his glass, Duncan noticed.
"Because you're my friend,
Methos," Duncan told him, swiveling in his chair to face him and
abandoning any pretence of watching the rest of the room. "I care about
you. Surely you know that by now?"
Methos sent him a smile that
looked entirely without guards or guile. It made up for a lot, Duncan
realized, when Methos smiled at him like that.
"Philosophical differences,
MacLeod," he said out of the blue.
Duncan shook his head to clear
the conversational whiplash. "What?"
"Emily and I. Philosophical
differences."
The last thing he'd imagined
them doing was discussing philosophy and he said so.
It was Methos' turn to roll
his eyes. "Not like that. Just...different ways of looking at the
world."
There was more to the story,
Duncan would have put money on it. He raised an eyebrow and waited.
Methos drank.
Duncan waited some more.
Finally, Methos sighed
theatrically and set his glass down on the table. "I'm not good at
sharing, all right?" He looked over at the bar.
Okay, now he was really
confused. "Sharing?"
"As in a non-monogamous
relationship. Christ, MacLeod, must you know every sordid detail?"
Methos shot a quick look at him, but then he was back to gazing at the
bar. "Look, I've done the group thing, the polygamy thing, the commune
thing -- every bloody thing
-- and it turns out I like monogamy, okay?" he spat as if Duncan had
disagreed with him.
Which he hadn't. Wouldn't, in
fact. Not that he got a chance to say so though, because Methos was
still talking. Ranting. In full spate, so to speak. Complete with
flailing hands.
"...I've been there, tried
that and decided it wasn't for me, okay? I like them one at a time,
happily and boringly singular. Okay?"
"Okay," Duncan said while he
could. "Me too."
"Oh." Methos colored faintly
as he looked into his empty glass. "Want another one?"
For a second, Duncan thought
he was offering something entirely different. The odd thing was, his
answer would have been the same.
"Yes."
Methos fled to the bar and
Duncan was left sitting, contemplating what the hell he was supposed to
do now.
He watched Methos dithering
over which brand of beer he wanted, fighting off the panic that was
threatening to overtake him. He breathed deeply, telling himself just
because he wanted this,
didn't mean that Methos felt the same way. And really, it would be
safer if he didn't.
Safer for both of them. But
dull, deadly dull. And he was getting tired of dull, the past year had
been full of it and he could feel himself yearning for something sharp
and real and yeah, even terrifyingly new. To connect with the world
again.
But it all would be moot if
Methos didn't feel the same way.
The man in question turned
away from the bar and headed back towards him, drinks in hand. He had
to shoulder past the two guys slow dancing at the edge of the
dancefloor to get to their table, but he made it without spilling a
drop that Duncan could see.
Hang on, he thought, back up a
minute. Two guys slow dancing?
Duncan looked around him, properly this time. Aside from a couple of
lesbians necking in one dark corner, the clientele was entirely and
distinctly male. Yes, it was true; Methos had brought him to a gay bar
and it had taken him half an hour to notice. This thing with Methos,
whatever it was, was really starting to mess with his head.
He was sure the surprise was
still written all over his face when Methos set the drinks on the table
and sat down.
"Mac?" Methos said warily as
he slid the beer across to him. "Everything okay?"
"Come here often?" he asked,
feeling his face start to heat.
"Every now and then." Methos
smiled, but it had a definite sardonic edge to it. "Like it?"
Great, now Methos was laughing
at him. Probably thought he was being provincial.
"Good music, nice ambience,"
Duncan replied easily. He took a sip of his drink. "Decent beer on tap."
"So you don't mind that it's a
little more...queer than your usual haunts?" Definitely baiting him now.
Duncan grinned at him. Widely.
With teeth. "Not at all. In fact I was wondering when you were going to
ask me to dance."
That got him. Methos flushed and
took a long pull of his beer. "I've never liked this song," he said
with the ghost of a scowl crossing his face.
"I'm sure they do requests,"
Duncan told him, not bothering to hide the pleasure that one-upping
Methos gave him. "Why don't I go see?"
Methos blinked at him,
disbelief clear. "Why don't you just go do that."
Duncan swallowed the rest of
his beer and set the glass back down on the table. "Sure." He stood up
and made himself not tug nervously at his pants. "Any preferences?"
Methos narrowed his eyes. "I'm
sure you've got something in mind."
Duncan did, but he wasn't
letting Methos in on the fact. Not yet anyway.
The DJ was remarkably
accommodating (though that may have had something to do with the wad of
francs Duncan pressed into his sweaty palm) and as the current song
finished, the song he'd requested came on, just as he arrived back at
their table.
He held out his hand as the
strains of 'Stand by Your Man' filled the air. "May I have this dance?"
Methos gaped at him,
wide-eyed, once or twice, then he threw his head back and laughed out
loud. But in the end, he put his hand in Duncan's and let himself be
led out onto the dancefloor, still chuckling.
The merriment in his eyes made
Duncan laugh too as he turned Methos to face him. His eyes were bright
and color flushed across his cheekbones. The whatever-it-was in his gut
slid a lot lower. He settled his hands at Methos' waist, carefully.
Duncan's laughter faded out slowly as Methos mirrored the move.
They swayed, chests just
brushing. It wasn't the kind of song you could really dance to, not the
way he was used to dancing, but he could get used to the feel of
Methos' rough cheek, the hardness of his chest, against his own as they
moved in place to the music. He smiled to himself.
Methos leaned back a little,
just enough so that they were looking into each other's eyes. And then
it wasn't a joke anymore -- if it ever had been. Methos' eyes were wide
and dark and Duncan couldn't have looked away even if he'd wanted to.
Then Methos' mouth flickered and he closed his eyes over the look,
pressing himself closer into Duncan's arms.
Nice. This was really, Jesus, beyond nice. He stroked his
fingers down the long, hard muscles either side of Methos' spine. He
wanted this, he realized, wanted Methos in his arms somewhere far less
public, wanted to touch him and talk to him and work out what this
strange new thing was between them. But they stayed where they were,
dancing in heated silence, touching in the almost-darkness until the
song finished.
Methos stepped back first. His
eyes were wide and his color high. "It's late," he blurted.
Duncan looked at his watch,
then at Methos. It was only 9:15.
"I have to go," Methos added
quickly, clearly flustered. "See you later, Mac."
And with that, Methos fled,
leaving Duncan bewildered, bothered and bewitched in the middle of an
empty dance floor.
***
Two days later and Duncan was
still confused. Perhaps perplexed was closer to the truth. Truthfully,
his head was spinning too fast for him to nail down what he was feeling. Whatever the
hell it was, he didn't know which end was up. He'd spent the entire
night watching Methos chasing a man. A reasonably handsome,
interesting-looking man, but a man nonetheless. A man who wasn't him.
That was disappointing. And
confusing. Trying to understand the signals coming off Methos was like
reading semaphore from a one-armed drunken sailor.
It was almost closing time
before Duncan found a chance to corral Methos. The guy Methos had been
flirting with all night was in the men's room and Methos was leaning on
the bar looking very smug, even for him. Duncan slid out of his chair
and went over to him.
"All right," Duncan began,
planting himself squarely in front of Methos. "Give. What are you
playing at now?"
Methos frowned and glanced
over at the men's room door. "What?"
Duncan thought it was
reasonably obvious. "The guy?"
Methos' lips curved up.
"Andre."
"Andre," Duncan repeated
flatly. Methos was really annoying when he was being deliberately
obtuse, he decided, not for the first time.
"I've never been married to a
man before," Methos went on. He looked away and smiled to himself.
"Well, not legally anyway. Thought it might be fun for a change."
Methos lifted his chin and slanted a look at him. "They're doing it in
the Netherlands now. Not far to go."
"He's very...." Duncan ran out
of words.
Methos grinned, narrow-eyed
and catlike. "Isn't he?" He leaned in close. "Hung like a horse, too."
Duncan really hadn't needed to
know that.
"And here he comes." Methos
melted against the bar as if his spine was made of hot wax.
Duncan didn't want to look. He
really didn't. But he did anyway. Yeah, that was him, all right. All
six foot four of him, with a lot of bare black skin gleaming from under
a sleeveless black leather vest. And because Duncan was only human
after all, he dropped his eyes to below the guy's waist, and by the
looks of the bulge in his tight jeans Methos' boast was probably true.
Duncan hated him on sight.
Methos' new friend stopped in
front of them, wrapping one of his long dreadlocks around the mass of
his hair to make a ponytail. The pose made his biceps bulge. Had to be
implants. And the hair was probably a weave. Duncan still found himself
wanting to stand up and flex. Like an idiot.
"Ready to go, Adam?" the guy
rumbled in a rich bass voice, which had to be faked. He probably
sounded like Peewee Herman when he was at home.
Methos appeared not to notice
– or maybe he didn't care. "Sure," he purred. He unfolded himself from
the bar and swayed towards his date.
Duncan looked determinedly
towards the band. But he could still hear Methos saying in a hot, sly
voice, "My place, definitely."
Methos wafted past in cloud of
testosterone and lust, and Duncan almost bit through his tongue with
the effort of resisting saying something.
Though he had no idea what.
***
Duncan didn't see Methos again
for two weeks. When he did finally show up at Joe's, he was pale and
hollow-eyed, wincing a little as he sprawled over a barstool. The
boyfriend was nowhere in sight.
"You look like hell, my
friend," Joe told him as he handed over a beer without waiting to be
asked.
"So nice of you to notice."
Methos' smile could have been nastier. Maybe. "Joe's right," Duncan put in,
ignoring the look. "Where've you been?"
Methos stretched with a
sinuous roll of his neck and shoulders. The smile slid from sarcastic
to seductive. "Busy," he murmured, stroking the sweaty sides of the
beer glass.
"Looks like it." Joe went back
to wiping down the bar, doing a bad job of hiding his amusement.
"So it's serious with you and
what'shisname, then?" Duncan asked, finding the labels on the top-shelf
booze suddenly fascinating.
"Nope."
Duncan's double-take nearly
gave him whiplash.
Methos grinned at him, smug
and utterly infuriating. Duncan clutched his scotch glass harder.
Methos just raised his glass to his lips and drank.
Duncan took a deep breath, in
and out. He found himself doing that a lot when Methos was around. He
waited. Methos drank. Joe chuckled under his breath from the other end
of the bar.
Duncan rolled his eyes. He did
that a lot when Methos was around too. "So the marriage-quest is off
then?"
"Nope."
Another eye-roll, somewhat
louder sniggering from Joe.
"Then what've the last two
weeks been about?" Duncan regretted the words the moment he said them.
It was Methos' turn to roll
his eyes. "Well, you see, MacLeod, when a man and a man find each other
really attractive—"
Duncan thwapped him up the
back of his head. Daft bastard. As if he didn't know about that.
"So it was just about the sex?"
"Nope."
"Methos!"
Methos slipped off the stool
and leaned in close enough to whisper in Duncan's ear, "It was about a
lot of really hot sex."
The whisper sent a tingle of
heat running down his spine. But that was purely a physiological
reaction to the gust of hot breath in his ear. Absolutely nothing else.
Nothing like searing lust. Nothing like seeing images of himself in
Andre's place.
What a fool he was.
And to prove it, he made
himself swivel in his seat and look Methos in the eye. "So why are you
here, if you've got all that waiting at home for you?" he asked, though
he did need to clear his throat first.
Methos avoided his eyes,
turning towards the bar and leaning his elbows on it. "Man cannot live
by bread alone," he muttered.
That made him feel so much better.
"Trouble in paradise?" He could feel his equilibrium returning.
"Finding Mr. Wonderful a bit...lacking?"
Methos shot him a look full of
daggers.
Duncan grinned. "Personal
hygiene?"
Methos rolled his eyes and
drank the last of his beer.
"More philosophical
differences?"
Methos' soft snort somehow
contrived to sound utterly exasperated.
"Conversation?"
Someone else might have missed
the sudden stillness that meant he'd scored a hit. Not Duncan.
"Still...you can't have
everything," he said, rubbing it in with something close to unholy joy.
"He was very good-looking." He managed to make it sound like a
character flaw while simultaneously relegating poor unfortunate Andre
to the past tense. "After all...what are the chances of finding someone
you like, who you can talk to, who's attractive, intelligent and
passionate all at the same time?"
Methos looked at him wide-eyed
for a long, long moment, and blinked as if something had startled him,
opened his mouth, closed it and opened it again. Then he was up and
gone before Duncan could say another word.
All in all, he thought, that
had gone rather well. Duncan turned back to the bar and bought himself
another drink. Methos would forget about this marriage nonsense soon
enough, and then he would be where he belonged: in Duncan's arms and in
his bed.
***
Duncan didn't see him for
almost another two weeks after that night. He had no idea what Methos
was up to and neither, apparently, had Joe. Methos had done one of his
famous disappearing acts. Duncan tried not to dwell on it, but he
missed the old bugger anyway. He'd got in under his skin somehow, like
one of those Brazilian parasites that crept into your ass while you
were sitting on the beach. Irritating and virtually impossible to get
rid of.
And yet, still under your skin.
And then he was back, large as
life and twice as annoying, sprawled all over a bar stool and half the
bar, watching the band rehearse through the bottom of a beer glass. No
explanations (at least none Duncan believed) and no apologies. Just
Methos. Back. Being himself.
Duncan wasn't planning on
telling him how pleased that made him.
"Find any likely candidates on
your travels?" Duncan said as he sat down beside Methos at the bar.
"Travels?" Methos said,
blinking at him.
"Wherever you've been for the
last two weeks."
"Oh. Haven't been anywhere."
Methos waved at Joe for another drink.
"We hadn't seen you around. I
thought you must have been away."
"Nope."
Duncan cut to the chase. "You
aren't going to tell me anything, are you?"
Methos grinned at him,
entirely too smug for his own good. "Nope."
Duncan suppressed the urge to
smack him.
"Seein' anyone new, Methos?"
Joe asked as he pulled the beer. He made as if to pass the beer across
the bar, but he hung onto the glass until Methos answered.
It never did to underestimate
Joe Dawson.
"Not currently." Methos
scowled and snatched the beer.
"Ever think you might do
better if you were meeting them somewhere else?" Duncan said. "You're
never going to meet Miss Right--"
Methos cut him off with a
pointed look.
"Or Mr. Right -- in a bar." There was a
cough from across the bar. "No offence, Joe."
"Hey, buddy, none taken. I
could do without Mr. Romance here driving off customers. You see any of
his exes around here these days?"
Methos shot Joe a narrow-eyed
glare. "I'm sure the place will survive little old me," he said acidly.
"Not if you keep dating at
this rate. You keep it up and you'll have fucked every person in Paris
between 18 and 45 by the end of the decade. That's a hell of a lot of
business to drive away."
"But a noble endeavor
nonetheless." Methos sounded typically unrepentant.
"Sure," Duncan put in, "if
you're trying to piss off a whole city."
"Been there, done that,
brought down the temple."
The eye roll was irresistible.
"Blah, blah, blah...."
Methos drew himself up from
his sprawl and into his full height, lifting his chin and narrowing his
eyes. "I don't need to stay here and be abused like this."
Joe laughed. "No, you can go
anywhere and get abused. Of course, the story I hear is you like it
that way."
Duncan roared with laughter
and Methos flipped them both off with a generally inclusive obscene
gesture, spun on his heel and stalked out of the bar. Still laughing,
Duncan watched him go, waiting until he was out the door before asking
Joe for the full story.
He got the edited highlights
instead, which were more than enough to have him chuckling as he left
the bar and walked out into the night. Immortal presence hit him the
moment he stepped out onto the street.
He had his hand on his katana
before he realized it was Methos. Waiting for him, lounging against the
SUV's hood as if he hadn't just flounced off in high dudgeon five
minutes earlier. Amusement and pleasure bubbled out of Duncan's throat
in a low chuckle.
Methos' eyes narrowed with
casual menace. "Are you laughing at me?"
Duncan's mouth twitched.
"Maybe."
"What goes around comes
around, MacLeod. Some of us would do well to remember that," Methos
said, straightening out of his vertical sprawl.
Duncan took a step closer. "Do
you need a ride somewhere?"
"Why?"
"Because you're out here
waiting at my car."
"Who says I was waiting for
you?"
"Well, you could be waiting
for Godot, but I don't think so."
"Well done. Literary and
something approaching humor." Maybe it was the vodka shots
he'd been doing with Joe, maybe it was the memory of those heated
minutes on the dance floor, maybe it was the moonlight slanting across
the hard, high planes of Methos' face, or maybe it was just time, but
whatever it was, something made him step in that final bit closer.
And kiss him.
He started out slow, curving
his hand around the nape of Methos' neck, sinking his fingers through
cool, soft hair onto warm, soft skin. Methos made a surprised sound. So
his lips were already open when Duncan's settled over them. Firm lips,
with a tiny rough patch right in the center of the top one. He licked
at it, over it and into Methos' mouth.
And then with a growl that
Duncan tasted on his tongue, Methos was kissing him back. Kissing him
back with his big hands sliding into Duncan's hair. Kissing him back
with a quick, quiet hunger that made him ache, made him forget they
were standing in the street -- everything except the heat burning a
path from balls to gut.
Another step forward had
Methos pressed up against the truck and, God, that was so much better.
He slid one leg between Methos' thighs and his hands around Methos'
waist and kissed him harder. A sandpaper chin grazed his cheek. And
Methos seemed disinclined to release his grip on Duncan's hair,
tangling his fingers into it with a kind of desperation that made him
wonder where Methos thought he would go.
He had nowhere else to be.
Unless it was somewhere they could get naked and horizontal. The
thought of naked made him groan and he left Methos' mouth just to let
it out. Irresistible temptation to bite at the strong line of his jaw,
making Methos lift it higher. Insanity, he thought as he slipped his
hands from Methos' waist up his chest, up his neck where he used his
thumbs to tilt Methos' head back and expose his beautiful throat.
Duncan bent his head to it,
biting and sucking. Christ, he tasted good. Methos shuddered in his
arms and Duncan bit him harder. Methos' hips thrust against his leg.
"Ahhh..." Methos breathed,
writhing like he had in each and every one of Duncan's long-denied
late-night fantasies. "Ohh...." His hands tightened in Duncan's hair.
"Joe!"
Okay, that hadn't been in any
of his fantasies. What the...?
Joe? Methos was pushing him
away, Duncan realized, about the same time he heard an embarrassed
throat-clearing noise from behind him. Dear god. Duncan spun to face
it. Joe. Duncan tugged the waist of his pants up, then ran a nervous
hand over his hair.
"You two jokers know this is a
bad idea, right?" Joe asked, not smiling at all.
The 'no' from Duncan and the
'yes' from Methos came at exactly the same time. Duncan forgot all
about Joe and turned to face Methos.
"What do you mean, 'yes'?"
"What d'you mean, what do I
mean?" Methos jammed his hands in his coat pockets and leaned back
against the car. "You know what I mean."
The forced casualness wasn't
fooling Duncan. "No, I don't."
"Yes, you do."
"No, I don't."
"Yes, you do."
"No, I don't know what you
mean. That's why I was asking." Duncan could barely spit the words out;
his teeth were gritted so tightly.
"No, you're asking because you
want me to declare myself. You're fishing."
"I am not fishing," Duncan shot back.
Joe cleared his throat again,
a sort of attention-seeking ahem
that made Duncan remember that he was still there. But he had far more
annoying and pressing business standing right in front of him.
"And I could ask you the same
thing, Mac," Methos said,
ignoring Joe entirely. "Why do you think this isn't a bad idea?"
"Now who's fishing?"
"That wasn't fishing, that was
quid pro quo." Methos straightened and took a step towards him. "Now
answer the question."
Duncan squared his shoulders
and lifted his chin. "You first."
"No. You."
"Age before beauty."
"Cheap, MacLeod. Very cheap."
"Err...guys," came Joe's voice
from somewhere behind him, "I'm gonna take off. Delilah's waiting.
Don't call me when you get arrested for indecent behavior -- I'm gonna
be...busy."
Duncan thought of answering
him, but he made the mistake of looking into Methos' eyes and whatever
he was going to say fled his mind. Methos was looking at him like he
was lunch. Duncan sent it right back at him. He stepped in closer until
he could feel the heat of Methos' body radiating into his own. But he
wasn't making any move to touch him just yet.
He waited until he could feel
the ripple of tension run through Methos' body. Then he leant in
closer, as if to kiss him. Methos tilted his head in expectation, but
Duncan slid on by, stopping with his mouth close to Methos' ear.
Breathing out slowly, he traced the pale curves with the tip of his
tongue. Methos went absolutely still.
Duncan sucked the small lobe
into his mouth, nibbled at it, soothed it with his tongue. He felt
Methos' breath quicken. Bending a fraction more gave him access to the
side of Methos' lovely and very much under-explored throat again. He
kissed and bit a trail under the curve of Methos' jaw and back again.
Methos made a small, desperate
noise.
"Still think this is a bad
idea?" Duncan whispered into his ear.
"Think?" Methos leant up
against him, resting his hands on Duncan's waist and his head on his
shoulder. His body was hot, tense, needy. "Not sure I remember how."
"Will you hold it against me
if I take advantage of that?" His voice sounded rough to him, but
really he couldn't think of that as a bad thing.
"Only if you don't stop
talking and take me home right now," Methos said.
Duncan reached past him and
unlocked the passenger side door. Methos climbed in without a word. A
day indeed for small miracles.
Duncan breathed in Methos as
he climbed in behind the wheel and closed the door. Warm, musky, aroused. God. It took him three
tries to get the key in the ignition. He only hoped that wasn't
prophetic. Finally he got the damned thing started and out on the road.
And then Methos said, "So tell
me why--?"
Duncan cut him off before he
could finish. "Not one word." It seemed Methos had remembered how to
think. Pity.
"But--"
"No."
"I just--"
"Not. Now."
"But, Mac--"
Duncan groaned and banged his
head on the steering wheel. Then he had to brake hard to avoid running
up the backside of a silver Porsche that chose that very moment to pull
out in front of him, but he managed it.
Methos shut up.
They made it to the quay in
front of the barge without Methos saying another word. But Duncan could
feel it coming, so he did the sensible thing and kissed him again.
No subtlety this time, just
red-hot lust. With one hand behind Methos' neck and the other on his
thigh, Duncan dragged him close and covered his mouth with his own.
Methos yielded, sweetly, but his tongue was in Duncan's mouth in a
heartbeat.
And then Methos was all over
him. Kissing him back with a ferocity he could have only guessed at,
devouring him with his hot mouth and fast, busy hands. It was cramped
in the front seat and bloody awkward, but there was no way in hell he
was letting Methos go for a second.
Methos somehow shifted onto
his knees, shrugging off his coat and crouching sideways, still kissing
like he'd never stop. Then suddenly he did, wriggling through the gap
between the seats and tumbling into the back seat with a low chuckle.
Methos, grinning, crooked a
finger, come hither, but
Duncan hardly needed the invitation; he was already struggling into the
back seat after him, leaving his coat behind him. A tiny part of his
mind couldn't quite believe they were going to fuck in his truck when
there was a wide, comfortable bed just a few meters away, but the
biggest part of him (or perhaps it just felt like it) knew that moments
like this had to be grabbed with both hands. Carpe diem and all that.
Even so, he was too slow for
Methos, who grabbed a handful of Duncan's shirt front and hauled him
the rest of the way into the back. And on top of him, crashing together
with kisses like drowning.
Methos was far too long to fit
entirely lengthwise, but he wrapped himself around Duncan, his legs
wound around Duncan's hips. Which suited him fine, he found. Especially
with Methos moaning and rubbing himself up against him, telling him in
hot, quiet whispers how good he felt, how much better he would feel, if
he would just get a little more naked. Duncan couldn't disagree.
He worked one hand down
between them and unzipped his own pants. "Tell me what you want," he
whispered against Methos' ear.
Methos grabbed his face with
his big hands either side of Duncan's face and looked him square in the
eyes. "I want you to fuck me," he whispered back.
Duncan leaned in and licked
Methos' mouth open, kissing him quick and hard. "Yes." He tipped
Methos' head back and bit his neck, the way he had before. "Yes."
He felt a shiver run the
length of Methos' body. A gasp blew warm against his face when he slid
his hand up Methos' flat belly, pushing his shirt up out of the way and
then shifting himself down. Methos' nipples were small and hard and the
noise he made when Duncan bit them was worth every second of the back
seat awkwardness.
Methos' hands tore at Duncan's
shirt, dragging it over his head and tossing it away. Half a second
later and Duncan had Methos' pants undone and was hauling them down his
hips. The pants ended up somewhere behind the back seat. He sat back
and watched Methos spread his legs wide, draping one over the back and
bracing the other against the back of the driver's seat. Incredible.
Breath caught in Duncan's
throat. "Jesus, Methos you're--"
Methos reached for him,
dragging him down into more spine-melting kisses. Beautiful. "Don't talk," he
breathed against Duncan's lips. His hand curled around Duncan's cock
and rubbed it against his hole. "Just fuck me."
Duncan pushed in, letting
Methos guide the way. He felt Methos opening for him, the taut stretch
of muscles giving way to his cock, the smooth, tight flesh surrounding
him. Methos was breathing fast; little hitching breaths that made his
toes curl to hear them. He watched Methos' face closely as he inched
inside him, watching for the slightest sign of pain, but all he could
see was dark heat and lust.
And then he was inside, barely
able to hold himself back from taking Methos hard, thrusting as slowly
as he could manage. Methos' hips were rising to meet him, while his
hands slid restlessly up and down Duncan's back. He made an impatient
noise and slid his hands to Duncan's ass.
"Come on, Duncan," Methos urged roughly.
"Immortal, remember?" His fingers curled into Duncan's buttocks. "Harder."
It was more than he could
resist. Duncan sat back on his knees, scooped Methos' ass up in both
hands, and took him hard. Methos made a sound like he was dying and
braced his hands against the door. Duncan held on tight and fucked him
long and hard and fast.
And suddenly his orgasm was right there; a desperate imperative
that had him by the balls. He managed to hold off until Methos was
coming beneath him, crying out, bucking and arching and going taut as a
drawn bow. Methos might not have wanted to hear it, but, damn, he was
beautiful.
Then Duncan let go, coming for
what felt like a week, fireworks behind his eyes and babbling nonsense
he was sure he'd live to regret but couldn't right now, not while he
was burying himself deeper than ever in Methos' body.
And then it was over, leaving
him drained and gasping and still a little disbelieving that it all
hadn't been some sort of incredible wish-fulfillment dream. But the
sting of Methos' nails in his skin as he pulled out was real enough,
just like the feel of Methos' chest when Duncan laid his head on it and
arranged himself in some sort of comfort along the seat.
In the sweaty, come-stinky
after-silence, he stroked the taut ridges of Methos' belly with his
fingertips, wondering how soon they could get on board the barge and
make love again. Love? Well, yeah, he thought. Probably he'd been in
love with him for years; he was just too busy being annoyed, baffled
and bemused by him to notice. He thought it over for a while...yeah,
that was it.
He smiled, first to himself
and then, lifting his head, at Methos. Methos was smiling too, sleepy
and lazy and damned sexy. If he hadn't already been in love with him,
that look would have sealed it for sure.
Duncan shifted up so he could
kiss him again, not starting anything -- yet -- just appreciating the
moment. Methos kissed him back: mouth, eyelids and forehead, and guided
him down to lay his head on his shoulder
He couldn't let this go
without telling Methos how he felt, not now. With one fingertip, Duncan
traced a meandering trail through the hairs in the center of Methos'
chest. "I--" he began.
"I--" Methos said at the same
time.
Duncan lifted his head and
smiled at him, not bothering to hide anything. "You first."
"I have to go," Methos said.
His eyes skittered away.
Duncan didn't miss it.
Suddenly the whole thing felt foolish and juvenile. Probably it was.
"Sure." He sat up and looked for his shirt; it was on the floor. "I'll
drive you."
"Thanks. I've got an early
meeting. Lots of preparation to do, you know how it is. Not that this
wasn't...very nice -- it was and we really should do it again sometime
-- I just...have to go."
Every babbled word out of
Methos' mouth only made him feel worse. What a fool he was. Methos
wanted to get married, and Methos didn't marry Immortals. How could he
have forgotten that? He concentrated on buttoning his shirt so Methos
couldn't see his eyes.
"Methos," Duncan said,
retrieving his pants from where they hung on the radio knob. "You
should have said something if you didn't want this."
"I didn't say that."
He took a deep breath. "Yes,
you did. You said it was a bad idea."
"That was before."
Duncan sighed.
"What? Am I not allowed to
change my mind?"
"I think you already have,"
Duncan said. "And I'd better take you home." This was a long way from
over, but for tonight he was retreating from the battle. Given time
enough (and he had that) he was sure he could distract Methos from his
ridiculous marriage obsession and get him to settle for an extended
period of unwedded bliss. With him. ***
After a long day of pacing
back and forth, plotting one line of attack then another, Duncan
rejoined the battle at 8pm the following night. He arrived on Methos'
doorstep with his heart in his mouth and a bottle of excellent scotch
in his hand. He knew Methos was home; he could feel the buzz. He knew
it was Methos because his cock twitched in his pants. He rapped three
times on the doorknocker.
Methos looked a little
flustered when he finally opened the door but he covered it well.
"Funny," he said with a raised eyebrow, "I don't recall calling
Dial-a-Scout."
Duncan sent him a wolfish grin
and stepped inside, elbowing the door closed. Methos took a step back
and let him. "No boyscouts here today. I'm just taking you up on your
offer."
Methos blinked at him and took
another step back. "Offer?"
Duncan closed the distance in
one stride. "To do it again sometime."
"Oh." He watched Methos
visibly pulling himself together, squaring his shoulders, lifting his
chin and narrowing his eyes. "Didn't get enough last night?"
He ignored the Methos
equivalent of a porcupine fluffing its spikes and wrapped his hand
around Methos' nape. "No," Duncan whispered when their mouths were
inches apart. "I didn't." He kissed him once, lingering and slow. "And
neither did you." More kisses, deeper, wetter, hotter. Heat flooded
through him, centering in his groin. He felt Methos go pliant against
him, kissing him back with considerable enthusiasm.
"Can we make love in a bed
this time?" Duncan murmured while Methos was sucking at his throat.
Methos let him go and backed
off, looking at his watch. "I can't. I'm late. I have to go."
Duncan set the scotch bottle
down on a nearby table and took hold of Methos with both hands.
"Another date?" he asked softly against Methos' ear, punctuating the
question with a long, slow lick.
Methos shuddered. "Actually,
yes."
"Cancel it." Duncan slid his
hand down Methos' back to his ass and pressed their hard cocks against
each other. "You're going to be busy." He walked him back against the
nearest wall and trapped him there with a slow, rolling thrust of his
hips. "Very busy."
Methos made a sound like
surrender and slid both hands into Duncan's hair and kissed him until
he was breathless.
"I love you, you know," Duncan
told him when Methos finally let him up for air.
"Don't get carried away by
your hormones," Methos breathed as he pushed Duncan's coat from his
shoulders.
Duncan straightened and looked
Methos square in the eyes. "I'm not." He brushed Methos' cheek with
back of his fingers. "I love you, Methos."
Methos went rigid and shoved
him away. "I'm sorry," he muttered, snatching Duncan's coat from the
floor and thrusting it at him. "This was a mistake." He propelled
Duncan towards the door. "I have to go -- you have to go."
And then Duncan was outside in
the hallway with his coat in an untidy heap in his arms and his head
still spinning. What the hell was the matter with Methos?
Whatever it was, he was going
to find out tonight. There was no way in hell he was going anywhere
except back inside Methos' apartment. He draped his coat over his arm
and pounded on the door with his fist. He'd pounded ten times before
there was a reaction from the other side of the door.
"I'm not opening it," Methos
called. "Go home, Mac. You'll thank me in the morning."
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Mac..." Methos sighed.
"Just let me in so we can
talk."
"I don't think so."
Duncan banged on the door a
few more times. If nothing else, Methos needed to open up if he wanted
to come after him with a sword.
"I'm phoning the police now."
Duncan stopped knocking. "No,
you're not." He wouldn't. Duncan hoped. Though there were several
precedents....
"Okay, I'm not, but my
neighbors probably are, with the racket you're making."
He had a point. Duncan took a
step back from the door and aimed his shoulder at it. If Methos
wouldn't open the door, Duncan would open it for him. There was more
than one way to skin an Immortal after all. He ran two steps and threw
his weight against the door.
And bounced off, landing in a
heap next to the opposite wall
"Christ, Methos," he shouted
when the little birds had stopped circling his head, "what the hell did
you do to your door?"
"Steel reinforcement, triple
locking: basic home security. You should try it some time." Methos
sounded excessively pleased with himself.
"I think I have a concussion,"
Duncan told him in a bid for the sympathy vote.
"Did it knock any sense into
you?"
"No. I still love you, you
bastard." He was becoming less and less pleased about that particular
fact with every passing minute.
The door opened and Methos
looked down on him. "I wish you'd stop saying that."
Duncan stood a little
unsteadily. "Why? It's true."
Methos held the door open.
"You'd better come in," he grumbled. "But you're not going to like it."
Since his head was clearing
nicely, Duncan could send him a wicked grin as he passed by. "Don't be
so sure about that."
"Oh, I'm sure."
There was something in Methos'
tone that boded no good. "What's going on, Methos?" he asked as the
door closed behind him.
"Fancy a drink?" Methos picked
up the bottle of scotch Duncan had brought and twisted the top off.
Eye roll one hundred and
infinity. "Yes, all right I'll have a drink," Duncan growled. "And then
you're going to tell me what crawled up your ass and died."
"I've always appreciated
manners in a man," Methos sniped as he poured two brimming glasses and
handed one to Duncan.
Duncan took his to the sofa
and sat down, watching Methos pace back and forth, taking occasional
gulps of his drink. Whatever was going on his labyrinthine brain had to
be a doozey. He sipped his scotch in silence and waited.
"This would have been much
easier if you'd just gone away when you were asked," Methos snapped.
"Maybe for you."
"It wasn't supposed to work
out this way," Methos said, almost to himself.
"Methos, will you stop pacing
and muttering and just sit down and tell me what's wrong?"
Methos stopped and looked at
him. "I'm married."
"No, seriously."
Methos drained his glass.
"Seriously."
"To who?"
"Whom."
Duncan tightened his grip on
his glass -- and his temper. "Whom did you marry?"
"Andre."
Duncan sighed. "You did not."
"Yes, I did."
"Where's the ring?"
"Don't believe in them."
"Where's the marriage
certificate?"
"Andre has it."
"And Andre is...where?"
"At his--our--place. In
M-M-Montparnasse."
Duncan finished his scotch in
a single gulp and put the glass on the coffee table. He stood and went
over to Methos, catching his hands in his own. "I don't believe you,"
he said quietly.
Methos' eyes were wide and
alarmed. "Why not?"
"Because you slept with me
last night--"
Methos butted in. "I don't
remember any sleeping."
Duncan ignored that. "And you
like your lovers one at a time. You told me yourself."
Methos held his gaze gamely.
"I lied."
"I don't think so." Duncan
stroked his thumbs over the backs of Methos' hands. "You wanna try
again -- the truth this time?"
"Okay," Methos sighed. "We're
not married yet. But he's asked me and I said yes. I'm meeting him
tonight to go to Amsterdam."
Duncan looked around the room.
"You must be traveling light. I don't see any luggage."
Methos squinted at him and
snatched his hands back. "It's in the bedroom."
"Can I see?"
"My bedroom?" Methos snorted.
"I think that would be an extraordinarily bad idea."
"Just the luggage, for a
start."
"MacLeod, it might have
escaped your notice but I don't actually have to show you anything.
Now, if you don't mind, I'm in a hurry."
"Places to go, people to do?"
Duncan sniped.
Methos folded his arms across
his chest and glared. "Something like that."
"I don't think so."
Methos glared some more and
Duncan watched the thoughts running through his mind. He was thinking
about going for his sword. Couldn't have that.
Duncan took a step closer and
said, much more quietly, "Why him, Methos?" Why not me?
"Because he asked me," Methos
answered in the same tone.
"How old is he?" Duncan asked.
"Why?"
"So I'll know how long I'll
have to wait for you." Duncan reached out and stroked a finger down the
side of Methos' face. "I would wait for you." If that didn't shake something loose
there was really no hope.
Duncan caught a flash of
yearning in Methos' eyes before it was hidden away. "You really
do have to go, Mac," Methos said.
Either Duncan was getting
better at reading him, or Methos really was lying very poorly. There
was something else going on here, and he wasn't leaving until he found
out what it was. And if it was what he thought, maybe he wouldn't be
leaving at all.
"What about being bored?"
Methos' eyes flew open.
"Bored?" he repeated sharply. "Who said I was bored?"
"You did. You and Andre don't
have much to talk about, remember?" He was definitely onto something
here; he just wasn't sure what it was.
"Oh. That." Methos shrugged.
"There are other compensations."
"Like what?"
"Good sex makes up for a lot."
"We had good sex." Duncan
grinned and took a step closer. "Didn't we?"
"Maybe." The corners of
Methos' mouth flickered.
Another step, forward and to
the left this time. "Do you need reminding?" he whispered close to
Methos' ear. He didn't miss the faint flushing of Methos' skin.
"I remember just fine."
One more step and Duncan was
behind him. "I don't recall you being bored, do you?"
Methos stiffened, but he said
nothing.
Oh, he was definitely onto
something here. "Is that what this was all about?" he said, circling
around again.
"Is that what what was all about?" Methos backed
up a couple of steps.
Duncan went with him. "This
marriage nonsense. It's all a scam to drive me nuts, isn't it? And now
it's backfired on you." It was the only thing that made any sense.
"Whatever you've been
drinking, Mac, it's not doing you any good," Methos said, still backing
up. He was going to run out of room shortly.
Duncan followed him until
Methos had his back to the wall. He watched with relish as Methos
realized his predicament. "Come on, Methos.... Tell the truth and shame
the devil." He leant in close, breathing on Methos' neck, reminding him
in case he'd forgotten how it could be between them. "You know you want
to."
"I might have exaggerated my
desire for wedlock just a little," Methos whispered, his eyes on a spot
somewhere over Duncan's shoulder.
"Why would you do that?"
Duncan asked carefully.
Methos shrugged, his eyes
still very much elsewhere.
"Methos...." The truth was in
there, and he was going to get it one way or another.
"You weren't supposed to fall
in love with me!" Methos tried to sidestep away, but Duncan pinned him
by his shoulders. "You don't even like me most of the time!"
"Methos." Duncan leant against
him, holding him still with the weight of his body. He caught Methos'
face in his hands and made him look at him. "I like you." He tilted his
head to one side. "I like you a lot -- I always have."
"I can fix that," Methos said,
his mouth grim. "It was all a game, MacLeod. I was bored and I thought
it would be amusing to see how far I could push you before you pushed
back. Just a game."
"And why did you do that?"
Duncan asked softly, not letting Methos go.
"I told you, I was bored."
"No." Duncan stroked Methos'
cheek with his thumb. "Why me? Why this?"
Methos raised his chin
defiantly. "Why do you think?"
"I want to hear it from you,"
Duncan insisted.
Methos sighed. "I think you're
conceited enough."
Duncan slid one hand to the
small of Methos' back. "But you're going to tell me anyway."
Methos' eyes met his and held.
"Because I watched you offer your head to O'Rourke and thought I was
going to lose you without ever knowing what it was like to do this...."
Methos leaned in and kissed him until he was achingly hard. "And I'd
always wanted to."
"You love me," Duncan said. "Yes." Methos kissed him
again. "Are you going to forgive me?"
"Probably. Eventually."
Methos tilted his head like he
was going to kiss him one more time. "Probably?"
"If you're good."
Methos grinned, hot and
predatory. "Oh, I'll be good. I can guarantee it."
Of that Duncan had no doubts.
Methos had started walking him backwards, he noticed with a start, back
towards the sofa. It wasn't the bed, but it was a step up from the
backseat of his truck, so he went with it.
He felt the sofa behind his
legs a heartbeat before Methos tumbled him onto it. Then Methos was
kissing him again, hard and open-mouthed. Duncan kissed him back and
busied his hands with Methos' clothes. Desire throbbed through him.
Methos kissed like it was an art form.
"God, Methos," Duncan gasped
as Methos slid down and bit at his chest just below the collarbone.
Methos replied by tearing
Duncan's shirt open. Heat spiked through him as Methos licked over his
nipples. He wanted to get Methos' pants off, but this was...so fucking
good. As if he'd read his mind, Methos kneeled up and undid his jeans,
one button at a time, with his eyes fixed on Duncan's.
He wasn't wearing underwear.
Duncan licked his lips as
Methos' cock sprang out of his fly. Beautiful. Long and thick and
gorgeous.
"Bring that up here," Duncan
said.
Methos stood up instead,
shimmying the jeans to the floor and stepping out of them while Duncan
watched, his impatience growing by the second. Methos had barely
straddled his chest before Duncan had hold of his cock and was guiding
it between his lips. Methos gasped softly at the first touch and then
louder as Duncan took him all the way down.
He loved this part, the hot,
musky scent strong in his nose, the hard flesh in his mouth and most of
all the tremors he could feel as he settled his hands on the taut
curves of Methos' ass. He stroked it as he sucked, teasing at the
cleft. Methos moaned out loud and thrust into Duncan's mouth. Oh yes.
He pushed Methos to thrust
again, harder and deeper, fucking his mouth wildly. He couldn't
breathe, but he was having a hard time caring. Methos was getting
close, and he wasn't going to be far behind.
"Duncan!" Methos gasped.
Then Methos was coming, crying
out in a low, hoarse voice as he filled Duncan's mouth with his come.
Duncan swallowed reflexively, drinking him down, his hands gripped
tight to Methos' ass.
He let Methos slip from his
mouth while the tremors were still running under his hands. Methos
leaned back and traced a fingertip around Duncan's lips, holding up to
show him the drop of come he'd just captured. Duncan licked it away.
Licked his own palm and wiped it over his cock. Methos whimpered.
Then with his hands cupping
Methos' hips, he pressed him back and down, down to where his cock
stood up, hard and wanting in his lap. Methos reached back and guided
it into himself.
God, the friction would surely
kill him, he thought as his cock pushed slowly into the tight heat of
Methos' body. Either that or he was just going to spontaneously
combust.
Methos let out a long, slow
breath when his ass hit Duncan's groin. "Jesus, Duncan..." he gasped,
"so good."
Understatement of the year.
Duncan lifted him a little and thrust upwards. Methos wailed and his
cock filled almost instantly. So, of course Duncan had to do it again.
And again.
He fucked him until he was
sweat-soaked and sobbing with the joy of it, until Methos was crying
out constantly with every stroke of Duncan's cock inside him, until the
tension in his balls couldn't be denied a moment longer. And then he
was coming, orgasm roaring out of him as he pulled Methos down one last
time, holding him there, curling up into the exquisite release,
shooting long and hard into Methos' ass, while Methos came again,
splattering his chest.
Quite possibly, the earth
moved.
Methos lifted himself off and
collapsed along Duncan's side, panting roughly. "After that, I
may have to marry you," he said with a chuckle in his voice.
Duncan pressed a kiss to the
top of Methos' head. "What about your rule?"
Methos leaned up on one elbow,
looking at him with a crooked grin. "What rule would that be?"
"You don't marry Immortals."
"Since when?"
"That's what you told me.
Sixty-eight marriages, no Immortals. You made it sound like it was
right up there with When In Doubt Do Nothing."
"Yes, well.... With the right
incentive I could be persuaded to revise that rule."
Duncan stroked the length of
Methos' back, finishing on the curve of his butt. "And would this
constitute the right incentive?"
The corner of Methos' mouth
twitched. "It's a good beginning."
"And the rule?"
Methos laughed and kissed him
as he whispered, "Oh, Duncan.... Don't you know by now? You make me
want to break all the rules. You always have."