Mad for You You are nearly hidden by bushes and trees but I see you nevertheless;
I found you nevertheless.
I always know where you are. You cannot hide from me.
The night is warm and gentle on my skin. I would love to take a bath
in that small lake, too; but at the moment, I prefer to watch you.
Watching you is like a prayer. With devotion, I look at you,—admire
your strong and masculine build, your fair and now wet hair, your
handsome and sometimes so innocent looking face. Do you know how
beautiful you are? I'm so mad for you...
You let the water caress you, wash away all dirt. Your skin shines
bright in the moonlight, it seems wonderfully smooth to me. How will
it feel under my hands? Soon I will know.
The muscles on your body do an elegant dance with every move you
make. You are near now, just a few steps, just a few... and I'm ready
to jump, like a beast waiting for its prey.
You know that I'm here, don't you? You are playing with me. You show
me your body in all its gorgeous details, you seduce me, demand me to
claim you. And I will, we both know it. I will not disappoint you, my
dear.
Lazily you pick up your clothes from the ground; your skin still
slightly wet with glistening waterdrops. Do you sense that I'm near?
Do you feel my gaze on your delicate body, my eyes roaming over it?
Of course you do, of course... and you like it, isn't it so? You want
me as badly as I want you, every move you make shows it clearly to
me, your eyes try to seduce me all the time. It's obvious to
everybody that you desire me. But you are playing the shy one, you
want me to make the first move.
I know that you are dreaming of me. It has to be so, because I dream
of you and your soul is so close to mine. You dream of me making love
to you, am I not right? It doesn't have to be just a dream, love. It
can be true. It will be true.
I enjoy watching you so much, but I get a little impatient now. I
need to feel you, my sweet one.
Nearly noiseless, I leap on you, tug you to the ground. You pretend
to be surprised. I chuckle. You are playing the role of the ravished
maiden well, but you can't deceive me. I know that you want me.
I press my lips on yours and feel your body tense in response. Ahh,
come on, don't be afraid. No one will disturb us here, it's a well
hidden place. You have chosen well for our first night.
At once, I had known what you tried to insinuate by telling me you
would go for a bath. You said it so innocently, as if it were just a
statement. Perhaps you could deceive the others with it, but not me.
Not me, my sweet prince.
Oh, don't hold yourself back so much, my dear. Come, let me feel your
lips, your tongue... let me taste you... Let me...
Ah, you struggle too much, my love, that isn't good. I cannot keep my
position above you when you are fighting me that much. It's hot and
very arousing, I do not deny that, but it's difficult to touch you
when I have to take hold of your hands.
Now I'm getting a little annoyed, dear, you have to stop now or I
will lose my temper.—Oh, you want that, isn't it so? I chuckle. I
see, you like it rough, hm? Yes. I, too...
I slap you hard again and again, and when you struggle further I use
my fist. Oh, was it too hard? I can see blood on your lips... You lick
it...
Why do you stop when you recognize that I'm watching you doing this?
It arouses me only more, you know. But let me lick the blood from
you, it's so wonderfully thick and warm...
You lie calm now. Yes, you are right, enough teasing. I hear your low
whimpering; I know you do it out of need. You want me. Of course you
do.
I bind your wrists and ankles with the rope I was clever enough to
bring with me. You like bonding, do you? Being submissive arouses
you, am I not right? You seem to be the strong proud warrior all the
time, but I know what you really want. You want to be mine, wholly.
The sweetness of your blood intoxicates my senses, it's delicious, I
have to cut you to get more. You do like this, isn't it so? Pain is
such a strong feeling, close to pleasure...
You are gasping every time when I cut, lips trembling... You are asking
me—what? I don't understand you, darling, I'm too lost in your
wonderful eyes. They are so incredible green. I love your eyes.
Cuts are all over your fine body now, it seems like a work of art to
me. You are such a beauty, steward mine.
Are you pleading, my dear? For what? Surely to have your longing
satisfied by me. I will do so my love; I will. Soon, I promise.
Ahh, what a sight! How your bound naked body lies on the lush grass
covered forest ground, trembling, squirming... with lust of course...
Your eyes are so wide and deep. Tenderly, I stroke you all over your
velvety, delicate skin, gently touching the bloody cuts that I have
created on you.
You try to get away from me. I chuckle. Still playing? Come on, I
know you are not a virgin to all this. With how many have you lain
before me, my little slut? Oh yes, I know you love to spread your
legs. But from now onwards, I will be the only one who will have you.
The only one who will touch you in this intimate way. You are mine.
I take my own clothes off for I cannot wait any longer. I must have
you. Now.
You are panting, it sounds almost despairing.—But why should you
despair? There is nothing to be afraid of, there is only my love for
you. I protect you, my sweet one, yes...
Are you screaming for help, dear? I chuckle. No, why should you? You
are teasing me... Amused, I shake my head. I really want to play more,
my jewel, but I'm so hard now that it causes pain, and your body is
pleading to me to be taken. Yes... I will do what you want.
Are you feeling the same fever as I? You are ready, are you? I
consider to prepare you, but no, you don't want me to do so, or? You
need it hard, I know that. Your eyes are telling me the truth,
your 'no' means 'yes', I understand.
So tight, so hot... Shh, shh... I have to stifle your screams, you are
too loud in your ecstasy, love. This is a very secret place, but one
can't know...
I press my sweaty hand to your mouth. Are you trying to bite me? I
chuckle.
Oh yes... I think I never had a release like that; so perfect, so full,
so almost endless. You are calm now, too. Just take a little rest, my
love, we still have all the night for another round. I promise you.
Your face is wet with tears. Oh this is so sweet. I never thought
that you could be so emotional after love-making. Your body shakes,
are you cold? Come, I will warm you with my body next to yours.
Did you say something, love? You are barely to understand. Ah, now I
got it.—'Why'? Do you really have to ask why I did this to you?
Caressing I stroke over your hair and gently I kiss your sweet lips.
I chuckle. Why...
But I will tell you, my dearest.
I did it because I love you. Because I love you so much, my Boromir.
by
Vagabond
can see you.
