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  Palimpsest 
 by Flywoman  

 Disclaimer: You don't see my name when the House M.D. credits roll, do
you? Didn't think so.

Author's Note: Inspired by Catherynne M. Valente's lush, evocative novel
of the same name.

You once scoffed at him for being so young, and, sprawled in sleep on the
mattress beside you, he looks like a little boy, wheat gold hair tousled,
the bruises your mouth made on his throat and shoulder just starting to
fade. It takes him two days to grow a five-o'-clock shadow, and the
darkening skin only serves to emphasize the tender rose of his lips. The
same way that his sex sways, smooth and pink and almost virginal, from the
sparse copper curls between his legs.

You knew that he would go along with your presumptuous proposal because
that's what he does. You've seen it time and again at work, when the
sneering rise of your boss's voice appears to act like a supersonic
whistle, resulting in prompt obedience instead of a snarl. Now the leash
is in your hand, and he's at your beck and call, trust and the threat of
devotion in his glass green eyes.

You tell yourself, and him, that you never wanted this. You'd thought that
this could be so simple, almost anonymous, a purely physical coupling that
would transport you both momentarily into a state resembling redemption.
All you wanted was to use his beautiful body as an intricate map to guide
you, if only for a short while, into another place, where every object and
gesture was rich and heavy with meaning. 

He can't understand that you seek, not connection, but escape. Showering
with him was a mistake; he's incorporating you into the myriad little
rituals that circumscribe his day, his adult self striving to duplicate
the delusion of domestic bliss that the child never knew. He persists in
dragging you back into this world, where wives try to murder their
husbands with metallic symbols of matrimony, and too-beautiful teenagers
deliberately seduce their own fathers, and, every so often, truly terrible
things just happen for No Good Reason. 

His hints at the desire for more are beginning to become insistent. When
you stand at the apex of your little love triangle, he's the one reacting
with jealousy, when that wasn't the plan at all. He tries little tricks to
keep you here overnight, plies you with wine, serenades you with silly
songs, transparently hoping that you'll wind up staying because it's too
late, you're too drunk, he's too cute to abandon just yet. 

And now, when he stirs and smiles sleepily and reaches for you, your
traitorous body responds. Soon you are rocking together, hurtling on a
high-speed train into the distance, slipping into another dimension in
which your solitary self dissolves like a lump of opium in a steaming cup
of tea. You slide against him, then clutch and cry out, lost in the rush
of release for a few precious seconds before you tumble off onto the rusty
tracks.

But you know that this can't last, when every journey you take together
brings you closer to your terrifying destination.

And you know that Cuddy was wrong when she said that Chase wasn't the one
who was going to get hurt.  
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Princeton-Plainsboro Teaching Hospital. Like the television show House
(and quite possibly Dr. Wilson's pocket protector), they are the property
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