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Part One
"Really, Alexei, have you not had enough of this foul little town? It
smells and it is dirty, and... and..."
The other man ignored the complaints as he continued to look around.
"I really must insist that we leave now. I am beginning to feel quite
ill..."
Emerald green eyes flicked away from the street and focused on the red-headed
man. "Then leave. I would not want to be the cause of your discomfort."
"You would not come with me?"
"No." The taller man stopped and turned to his companion. The brilliant
sunlight fell across his face, illuminating his eyes, dancing off the glossy,
sable strands of his hair, and catching the attention of many a passing
female. "I wish to stay a while longer."
"But, your father. He will not be pleased..."
"For my father to be angry, Daniel, he must first know of what it is
he is to be angry about. Surely you would not tell him?"
The question was more of a statement. A threat, even. The smaller man
looked up into the cool green eyes of his friend. "No. No, of course not.
But you know he does not need me to tell him anything. Your father knows
much."
Alexei heaved an exasperated sigh. "I am an adult, Daniel. If I wish
to remain here, I will. My father cannot tell me where and where not to
go."
"Fine." The other man threw up his hands. "But when he finds out and
you must explain why you have disobeyed his rules yet again, I would thank
you to leave my name out of the conversation. And furthermore... Alexei... Alexei,
are you listening to me?" Daniel broke off his rant and attempted to follow
his companion's stare. "What are you looking at?"
A man made his way along the edge of the street, carrying a small package.
Tall. Easily as tall as the Green Eyed man. Golden-brown hair, kissed with
the evening-red rays of the sun, and beautifully full lips, turned into
a delicious pout. The clothing he wore spoke not of wealth, but not of
abject poverty, either. Working class, most likely. The man wore an air
of intelligence, that was a certainty. He was some sort of professional,
perhaps. And there was something else. Some intangible something that held
the man who watched him, entranced.
Alexei began to move, gravitating toward the object of his attention.
His unwitting friend followed, asking over and over again where he was
going. He crossed the street quickly and stopped in a doorway a couple
of yards in front of the other man's path. As Daniel stood quietly now,
confused at his actions, Alexei watched, his heart pounding out the man's
every footstep. As he came nearer, his true beauty struck Alexei like an
anvil. His features became more clearly defined, and things that were not
visible from across the street, now came into focus. Eyes, surely painted
by an artist's brush, sparkled a brilliant combination of green, blue and
gold. His beautiful face, adorned with a single black mole, parallel to
the right corner of his mouth. The marvelously imperfect nose that made
him into the thing that fascinated Alexei so much... human. Alexei watched
as he passed too quickly. He wanted... he needed to see his face again.
Before the man got too far away to see clearly, Alexei pursed his lips,
forming with them a small 'o'.
The hazel-eyed man stopped, feeling a cool breeze cut through the still
air, ruffling his hair. He turned around, searching the throng. Where could
that have come from? It felt very much like a sea breeze, but the ocean
was far from here, and besides, there was no wind at all today...
Just as he started to turn back, his eyes caught the gaze of another.
A tall, magnificent man with long, dark hair and eyes to rival the greenest
gem. He stared for longer than would have been deemed appropriate in polite
society and forced himself to move on. Even as he walked away, he could
feel the heat of the other's stare on him. He shook off the sensations
it aroused in him and continued on his way.
"Now," Daniel chirped up when the man was no longer in view, "would
you mind telling me what that was all about?"
Alexei continued to stare in the direction the man had gone. "Was that
not the most beautiful creature you have ever seen?"
"There is trouble brewing in those eyes, Alexei, I can see it. You cannot
have a human pet, no matter how beautiful he is. Your father forbids it.
Please, let us go home. Once you are there, you will find something else
to amuse you, and this human will leave your mind. Come, now."
Alexei's eyes fell on his friend, and he gave him an indulgent smile.
"Very well, Daniel. You are right. Let us go home and not speak of this
again."
"Now you are making good sense," the other man nodded, and with those
last words between them, the two set out for home.
"Where have you been, son, I have not seen you all day."
Alexei looked from Daniel to his father. "No place in particular. Daniel
and I were just out enjoying the day."
A gray stare was fixed on the other man, and he shrank away from its
coolness. "Daniel? You seem so anxious, boy. Is something wrong?"
Now caught between an icy-gray stare and a fiery-green one, Daniel began
to stutter. "N-nothing at all, sire. I... I... am just a bit weary, I think."
"Well, by all means then, you should go home and rest."
"Yes... yes, sire. I shall go immediately."
Daniel departed quickly, afraid to look again at his friend, and even
more afraid to look at his father. When he was gone, the older man turned
to his son.
"Daniel, unlike you, is quite uncomfortable with lying to me. Where
were you today?"
Alexei spun away, looking out at the golden stream beneath the main
balcony. "We were out exploring, if you must know. Is that a bad thing?"
"Tell me what you were exploring, and I will answer your question."
"We went down below."
"Alexei..."
"Yes, father, to the village. I see no crime in it. No one knows..."
The air shook for miles around as the old man's voice boomed. "It is
not for you to question! You will obey me!"
Alexei whirled around, shouting back. "I am not one of your underlings!
You are my father, not my master!"
"And you are my son! And as such, the others look to you to set the
example! What do you think it looks like if the rules I set cannot be heeded
by the one who should be helping me to enforce them?"
"They are stupid rules! Humans can do us no harm! Why am I to stay
away from them... avoid them as though I were afraid?"
"You should have fear of them, Alexei."
"But why?"
The old man hesitated, then with a wide sweep of his arm, disappeared
from sight. Only his voice echoed behind. "Because I am your father and
I say you should."
Alexei's hands clenched in his hair, and the balcony shook with his
anger. He mimicked his father's voice. "Because I say you should. What
kind of foolish reason is that?"
I will not stay away; I will not.
Especially now that he had reason to return.
He went to his room and dropped down onto the pillows that lined his
bed. He closed his eyes and thought of the beautiful man with the painted
eyes and sighed.
So, so beautiful.
He needed to see him again.
No. He needed more than to see him. He needed to touch. To taste...
He licked his lips absently, imagining what it would be like to possess
such sweetness... to woo and to win the heart of one so lovely. Oh, he had
his pick of anyone he wanted. As the son of Malik, ruler of the djinn,
he had all the lovers he could want at his disposal, but none thrilled
him or captured his imagination as did this human.
"I will find you again, beautiful one," he whispered, "and you will
be mine."
Hazel eyes searched the growing darkness. For what, the man could not
exactly say. He felt a keen longing tonight, and it made him restless.
His dinner, long ignored, was finally taken away.
The young servant girl who had picked up his plate, stood at a distance,
watching. As he continued to stare out over the land, she stepped forward
timidly.
"Are you not well? Should I inform the master?"
The man turned and bestowed a warm smile on the girl. "No, Jamira, I'm
fine."
"But, sir. You ate nothing. Not a morsel..."
"I'm not hungry tonight, that's all."
The girl bowed. "Very well. Do you require anything more?"
His eyes took on an odd look, then cleared. "No. Nothing. Thank you,
you may go back to the house."
Another bow and the girl was gone, leaving him to his thoughts. He wandered
the rooms of his small house, unable to free his mind of the image of the
man he'd seen this afternoon. Perfect lips, silky dark hair and matching
eyelashes, framing hypnotic green eyes. Flawless olive skin lent the perfect
background, making his eyes all the more outstanding. They stared unblinking
into his, arousing a heat in his body such as he had never known. He thought
about these odd feelings as he walked home from the market square and even
after he arrived here at his house, and still they perplexed him. He wanted
to understand, but the feeling was strong that he never would figure it
out. Not on his own. He wondered if Dana would have any better clue than
he.
Dana, his best friend, had come here from the west for the express purpose
of teaching the master's children western history and behavior. She arrived
four years ago, just five months after he had come to live here with his
mother. His father and the master of the house had been close friends and
associates, and before he died, his father had asked that his wife and
son be taken care of. And so a fortnight after his death, they were moved
into a small house on the master's property where they lived quietly until
his mother's death two years ago.
The master came to him one day not long after she had passed, and said
to him, "Boy, your father was my good friend. And I had a certain... fondness
for your mother, but now they are both gone. I feel no responsibility to
you, but I come to offer you a deal. You may keep this house... live here
as long as you like, for a price."
The man studied him warily. "What price is that?"
"Your mother taught eastern civilization and philosophy in the west
before she married your father, and she schooled you well. Miss Scully
is a fine tutor but knows little of our culture. If you agree to teach
my children, you may stay."
He thought on the offer for a short time. He had no more family, and
since he did not wish to be alone in he world, he agreed. And so he lived
here, in this modest little house, alone. The only other people who ever
set foot inside were the servants who came to clean and bring him food,
and Dana, who came to visit a few times a week.
The petite woman with fiery-red hair and a spirit to match, kept him
intellectually stimulated and was a loyal friend, but that was all. There
was no romance between them, no spark of that kind, and that was fine with
him. He saw Dana more as a sister than a lover. In fact, though he often
had physical yearnings, he had given romance very little thought. He had
never been in love before and had no experience to speak of when it came
to such matters. And now, the older he grew, the more frightened he became
of the prospect.
But there was the matter of this man, this Green Eyed mystery who, with
one look, awakened a longing in him so intense it made his body ache and
his thoughts jumble.
Yes, he must speak to Dana. Perhaps she could help him sort this out.
An hour later, a knock startled him out of his thoughts. He turned away
from the windows and walked to the door. Bright blue eyes smiled up at
him as he swung the door open.
"I saw Jamira passing through the house a while ago. She told me you
hadn't eaten. Are you all right?"
"I'm fine. I told her that I just wasn't hungry."
The woman brushed past him and entered the house. "That isn't like you.
Are you sure you're feeling all right?"
"Yes." His answer came out with a bit more insistence than he intended.
"Fox..."
The man turned away from the door, sighing in response to hearing his
name. "Dana, may I... I... I need to talk to you."
"So there is something."
"Yes... no... I don't know. I'm not even sure if you can help me."
"You know I'll try my best." Dana sat and beckoned to him to do the
same. "Now what is it that has managed to rid you of your appetite?"
Fox took a deep breath and started with his trip to the market. "I went
into the village today to get some school supplies. I was on my way back
when I felt this... this breeze. A fresh, sea breeze. Gentle, but not so
much that it didn't disturb the hair at the back of my neck. My first response
was to turn around, and as I searched the crowd, these eyes, these... beautiful
green eyes were staring at me. It was very disturbing."
Dana smiled. "I should think I would be disturbed too, if a pair of
disembodied eyes were staring at me."
Fox shook his head. "Very amusing. The eyes were set in the most handsome
face I've ever seen."
"Handsome? These eyes belonged to a man?"
"Yes. Yes, they did. He stared at me, Dana. He didn't move, he didn't
blink. He simply stared. And that stare... it...... it did something to
me."
"What did it do?"
"That's what I was hoping you could help me with. My entire body reacted
to that one look. It's still reacting."
"Reacting how?"
"It trembles, it... quivers when I think of the way he looked at me.
I feel... I feel..."
One red eyebrow quirked. "Desire?"
Fox looked up at her, more than a bit startled to hear her say it. "Is
that what it is?"
"Is it exhilarating?"
"Yes..."
"A bit frightening?"
"Definitely."
"Have you entertained the thought of what it might be like to touch
this man?"
Fox blinked in surprise. "Dana..."
"I'm sorry my friend, but the night is growing short, and I have no
time for delicacy if we are going to solve this dilemma of yours."
"I have... I have been thinking about what it might be like to... kiss
him."
Dana smiled. "Sounds like lust to me."
Fox shook his head. "I hope you don't speak this way to anyone else.
You would find yourself in great trouble if you did..."
"Don't worry, I wouldn't dream of being this candid with anyone other
than you. Now... getting back to your problem... not that there's a problem
that I can see... well, except for the one slight matter of him being a
man..."
"Are you saying that it's wrong?"
"Fox, how is it that you've lived to adulthood and still remained so
innocent about certain things?"
A shrug was her only answer.
"Yes, Fox, in lots of societies it is wrong for two men to be together
sexually."
He thought on this for a while, then responded, "But... why?"
"Religion dictates that men are to lie with women and produce children.
It is a sin for a man to lie with another man."
"I've read your bible, Dana. My mother kept one, and now it is mine.
I know what it says, but I don't understand why it should be that way.
If there is love... shouldn't that be all that matters?"
"I believe so, but I never was one for social correctness. Fox, if you
felt an attraction to this man and you think he was attracted to you, I
really don't see where the problem is. Except of course, that you only
met in passing, and you have no idea who he is, and there is the chance
that you may never see him again..."
"That thought makes me very unhappy."
Dana laughed softly. "Yes, my dear friend, I do believe you've had your
first crush."
"I don't understand. How can this be? I've seen nothing more of him
than one fleeting glance allowed. How can it affect me this way?"
Another amused chuckle. "Happens all the time, Fox." She rose from her
chair, and preceded Fox to the door. Once there, she turned and gave him
an affectionate hug. "I do hope you see him again."
Fox watched his friend disappear in the direction of her own little
house, and then he shut the door. He stripped, crawled into bed, and fell
into a fitful sleep, waking again and again to thoughts of a man who very
possibly had entered his life for the first and last time.
Morning.
And Alexei had slept not a wink, for thinking of the man he'd seen yesterday.
He rose from his bed, the morning sun playing over his magnificently
bronzed body as he executed a long, sensuous stretch. He walked naked to
his balcony and looked out over the lush fields and sparkling streams of
his domain. Three females passed below, hoping to catch a glimpse of the
most beautiful of King Malik's sons, and giggled uncontrollably as they
found him in all his natural splendor, looking back down at them. He grinned
at the small group, turning and moving in his own good time to the doors,
giving them the added pleasure of viewing his backside before he disappeared
into his bedroom. He paused just on the other side of the curtains, chuckled
at their squeals of delight, then set about the business of his quest.
Fox walked the streets slowly today, searching the crowd for the eyes
he'd seen only briefly, but knew he would never forget or mistake for another.
He'd performed his teaching duties for the day, managing for the most
part to stave off thoughts of the man he was now looking for. Only twice
did his attention wander, and of course both times, it was picked up on
by the eldest of his students.
Jeffrey, named for his maternal grandfather by his Western born mother,
was the unpleasant disruption in Fox's otherwise quiet life. Easily in
his twenties, the young man had the intelligence of a nine- year-old. His
younger brothers far surpassed him in academics, but what he lacked in
intellect, he more than made up for in the ability to irritate Fox. Jeffrey's
dislike for his tutor was only amplified by his father's constant derision.
He would blow the smoke from his opium pipe in the young man's face while
he criticized and compared his intelligence to things such as stones and
the rear end a horse. Then in the same wheezing breath, he would give high
praise to the mind of the man who taught his children and asked why it
was Jeffrey could not allow some small portion of Fox's acumen and disposition
to rub off on him.
This morning after a disastrous early riding lesson, the father had
cursed the young man for a coward when he refused to re-mount after his
horse threw him, and Fox bore the brunt of his frustration. Jeffrey sat
sullen and non-responsive throughout his classes, and when Fox had had
enough and decided to speak to him about his behavior, he came to life,
screaming with rage, making horrible comments about Fox's mother, and throwing
everything that wasn't secured to the floor around the room. Fox dismissed
the rest of the boys and left Jeffrey alone to have his tantrum. Later
in the afternoon, the master learned of his eldest son's outburst, and
the desert wind carried his furious response across the property to Fox's
door. When he'd heard enough, he retreated, walking into the village allegedly
to replace the supplies that were ruined in Jeffrey's tirade, but in truth
it was only an excuse. The reason for his journey to town could be found
in the haunting gaze of a beautiful, emerald-eyed stranger.
Fox wandered the square for over an hour, finally coming to the disappointed
conclusion that the man was not there and that the one glimpse he'd gotten
of him would probably have to last him for the rest of his life. He sighed
heavily and convinced himself to head for home.
Alexei lingered unseen in the same doorway from which he had watched
the man yesterday. He'd been here for hours, looking and hoping, and finally
his patience was rewarded. He spotted the man across the road, walking
slowly, and...
It almost seemed as though he might be looking for something... or someone.
Alexei chewed on his lower lip as the man moved closer.
"Oh, my beautiful one," he spoke aloud but unheard. "You are looking
for me, are you not? I am here." He made himself visible to any eye that
might turn in his direction. "See me," he now whispered, also able to be
heard.
An odd feeling washed over Fox as he approached the spot where he'd
encountered the man yesterday. Assuming it was just wishful thinking, he
avoided looking into the doorway at first, but the feeling became stronger,
and he glanced up. His heart began to race as he saw the face... those eyes.
He stopped in his tracks, consumed by the heat in the stranger's gaze.
His feet began to move again of their own volition, slowly carrying him
closer.
Alexei stood stone-still, silently beckoning the man forward. But before
he moved close enough to be touched, he stopped.
Come to me.
His lips had not moved, but Fox heard the words clearly. He stopped
walking and studied the man.
Come.
He flinched, not understanding how this was possible. Was he mad? How
could he hear words that had not been uttered? Suddenly frightened but
determined not to let the man see, he straightened his posture, gave the
other a haughty glance, and moved off in the opposite direction.
Alexei smiled at the display, comprehending the man's trepidation. He
allowed him to leave without incident, but followed stealthily as his quarry
made for home. Finally the man reached his destination, and Alexei followed
him inside the little house, standing in the middle of the main room, looking
around. His attention was drawn back to the other man as he tossed his
packages down onto the table, then entered the bedroom and fell onto his
back on the mattress. He crossed the room and came to stand over the bed,
looking down into troubled, hazel eyes.
"Why so sad, lovely one?" he asked, heard by no one but himself. "You
need not fear me. I would not harm a single hair of your head. I must make
you understand that somehow. And I will." He leaned over, straddling the
prone man's chest with his hands. "I must leave you now, but I will return."
He stared down into the eyes that had begun scanning the room curiously.
"Until tomorrow, my treasure."
Fox gasped as the sudden feel of the sea breeze turned into a soft caress
across his lips. As quickly as the sensation came upon him it was gone,
and he was left to wonder if he truly was going mad.
Alexei tossed restlessly amongst the pillows, unable to sleep for this,
the second night. The sweet taste of those magnificent lips lingered on
his own, making sleep impossible. Morning was too far away. Too far. He
needed to see him again, and he could wait no longer.
Moonlight streamed in through the windows, casting a pale light across
the face of the sleeping man. His night visitor prowled into the bed chamber
and sat quietly at the edge of the bed. He studied the sleep-softened features
and spoke softly.
"You become more beautiful every time I look upon you." He traced the
outline of the man's lips with the tip of one finger. "Whatever this life
is that you live... it does not suit you. You, my jewel, should be a king,
revered by all. You have not once spoken to me, and already you rule my
heart. Yesterday I said that I would make you mine, but the truth is now
known to me. I am yours, lord, heart and soul, and I pray you will come
to know me and accept my devotion." He tenderly stroked the golden-brown
silk atop the sleeping man's head. "I shall come to you gently... in your
dreams perhaps, at first, until you begin to find yourself longing for
your dream lover in the waking hours. Then I shall reveal and offer myself
to you, and you will take me to be yours." Alexei closed his eyes and drew
a deep breath. "All in good time." The sable lashes lifted halfway, and
dark eyes glittered down at the peacefully slumbering man. "Sleep well
this night, lord. Tomorrow is soon enough for us to taste love." He brushed
the other man's mouth once more with his own, then left him to sleep away
the remainder of the night.
"Fox!"
"Hmm? Yes?"
The red-head could not help but demonstrate her exasperation. "What
is wrong with you today? You've been so distracted."
"I know. I'm sorry, Dana."
"Would you like to talk about it?"
Fox sighed softly, watching the horses prance around their enclosure.
"I... looked for him yesterday..."
"Oh. No luck, I take it."
"Yes and no."
"How can it be both?"
"I saw him in the same place."
"Did you speak?"
"No."
"Did he?"
"No..."
Dana cocked her head. "That wasn't an emphatic no."
"I... I didn't see his lips move, but I heard a voice. Low... soft... like
the finest velvet. Exactly the tone I would have imagined him to have."
His companion eyed him doubtfully. "What did this... voice say?"
"He was calling me to him."
"And did you go?"
"No, I... I started to, then I backed away."
"Why?"
"I was frightened. I thought I may have taken leave of my senses. How
could he have spoken to me? He never opened his mouth. I just wished so
much for him to speak that my mind heard it."
"But he did look at you."
"Yes. Of that I am sure. And I thought my eyes saw what my mind heard."
He closed his eyes and turned away. "I don't know..."
A soft hand caressed Fox's shoulder. "And so you just left?"
"Yes. And later... in my own house, I..."
"Yes?"
"I felt that breeze again. And then..." His fingers absently brushed
his own lips. "...a kiss, softer than lamb's wool. Dana, what's wrong with
me?"
"Nothing is wrong. You're simply entranced by a handsome man..."
Fox turned to his companion. "He is exquisite. Just the thought of him... and
now I don't know if I will ever see him again. I had a second chance and
I let it slip away."
"Don't be so sure, Fox. Did it occur to you that you saw him in the
same place because he was looking for you? Why do you think he stares
at you?"
Fox shrugged uncertainly.
Dana smiled reassuringly. "You will see him again. I'm sure of it. Now,
come. I'd like you to review tomorrow's lessons with me."
Alexei lay on his back by the stream, staring up into the cerulean sky.
He inhaled deeply, taking in the sweet scent of wildflowers and sun-warmed
grass. He lived in utter beauty, yet now it seemed ordinary in comparison
to the magnificence of the man he'd fallen so deeply in love with.
"Tonight, love," he whispered. "Tonight, I will again look on your beauty."
"Well, the young girls think that I am rather appealing, but I had no
idea how you felt about me."
Alexei's head snapped to the right, and he looked up into Daniel's amused
face. He grunted good naturedly and again turned his face up to the sky.
"You should not speak such things aloud," the other man warned, dropping
into the grass beside him. "It might have been your father standing here
instead of me."
No answer.
"Alexei, what are you doing?"
"What does it look like I am doing?"
"You have not given up on that human, have you?"
"No."
"My friend, you must. He can bring you nothing but grief."
Alexei refused to listen. "If you have come to scold me, Daniel, you
may go back the way you came." He waved the other man off.
"Is a moment's pleasure worth incurring your father's wrath for ages
to come?"
Alexei rolled onto his side and looked at his friend, eyes sparkling.
"Who said anything about a moment?"
Daniel's mouth dropped open.
Alexei continued. "Even if that is all it turned out to be, I believe
I would have to say yes. Yes, a moment of pleasure with him would be worth
all the torment my father could throw at me."
The other man shook his head. "You truly mean that."
"Yes," the dark-haired man answered softly. Then softer still, he asked,
"May I tell you a secret?"
Daniel looked around. "Yes... yes, of course."
"You must swear to tell no one."
"I swear."
"I saw him again. Yesterday. I followed him, and I now know where he
lives." Alexei moved closer. "I visited him last evening."
"You what?"
The other man nodded. "He did not know I was there. I just needed to
see him. Touch him. I watched him sleep for a short time. He is beautiful,
Daniel. I wanted so very much to lie down beside him and lay my head upon
his chest..." Sable lashes swept downward, giving his eyes a sleepy appearance.
"...just to feel his heart beating beneath my cheek."
One red eyebrow arched. "Are you sure that is all you wanted to feel?"
The lashes lifted and deep green eyes stared over at the other man.
"You do not understand, Daniel. I did not expect that you would."
"I think I have been insulted."
"Daniel, I..." Alexei stopped in mid-sentence.
"You what?"
"You would not understand."
"Well, help me understand."
"You will not tell a soul?"
"I said I would not."
"Even if my father threatened you with punishment?"
Daniel opened and closed his mouth, not knowing what to say.
Alexei turned his head. "Forget it. You cannot be trusted."
"No! I mean, yes! I promise. Nothing will make me ever breathe a word
to anyone. Now tell me!"
"All right. But if I discover that you have gone back on your word,
my father will not be the one you need to fear."
Daniel nodded, knowing full well that Alexei would and could make good
on his threat.
The glacial green stare warmed and softened, and a tiny smile
curved the perfect lips. "I am in love."
"Love? But... but how can you be? You do not know this man! And might
I remind you that he is..."
"Human... I know, I know! Why is that such an issue with you and my
father?"
"It is an issue with me because it is an issue with your father. I
do not want trouble for you, my friend, but it would appear to me that
you are bent on embracing chaos."
"I am not looking for trouble, Daniel, but I will not stay away from
him simply because my father cannot abide humans. It is not his life to
live; it is mine."
Daniel studied his friend in silence for a moment. "You are a stubborn
mule, Alexei. I hope this human of yours can appreciate that trait."
Alexei gave Daniel a brilliant smile. "I am going to see him tonight."
"Are you going to make yourself visible?"
"No. Not just yet."
"Then how do you expect him to fall madly in love with you?"
Green eyes shone as brightly as the sun. "I have a plan."
Daniel fell onto his back, emitting a hearty laugh. "Allah help this
poor man."
"He does not need Allah. All he needs is me."
Daniel shook his head, chuckling. "I hope for the sake of your ego,
he agrees."
Fox wandered the perimeter of his rooms, disappointment weighing heavily
on his heart. After class today, he had gone again into the village, hoping
to find the Green Eyed stranger waiting for him in the crowd, but he had
been nowhere in sight. Fox concluded that either he'd given up, or he'd
read far too much into those intent stares, and the man had no interest
in him at all. Either way, he was depressed.
Night had long since fallen, and his body began to hint at its fatigue.
When he could fight it no more, he obeyed the command to sleep, and he
undressed and slipped between the sheets. Now suddenly wide awake, he tossed
restlessly for a long while, then drifted off slowly, pillowed on dreams
of ocean breezes and love with a mysterious emerald-eyed man.
The diaphanous curtains barely moved this evening. The still, dry air
hung in the room, emphasizing the silence. The new presence in the slumbering
man's room made not a sound as it drifted across the floor and settled
at the edge of the bed.
"I have returned, my love," Alexei murmured to the unconscious Fox.
"I saw you in the village today... searching for me. Did you miss me? I
truly hope so, for I have missed you terribly. But now I am here." His
fingers whispered over the surface of Fox's hair. "Do you dream tonight,
lord? No matter. Let it fade." Alexei continued to stroke the golden-brown
strands. "You see nothing but darkness now. Your mind is clear, and now
you are ready." He lowered his head until his cheek brushed the other man's,
then whispered into his ear. "Dream of me..."
The immobile man began to stir ever so slightly and his eyelashes fluttered.
Shapes began to invade his peaceful world. Nothing discernible as yet,
but anticipation began to build. The shapes became recognizable, but none
were familiar. A room... large... airy... almost completely empty... free floating
curtains in gossamer silk hung from huge windows, and in the middle of
the floor, a bed. Large, overstuffed... carved wooden posts... scattered
with pillows in various shapes and sizes, all covered in the finest ivory
silk. Its cool comfort beckoned to him, and he answered, moving forward
and lying down. He stretched lazily, sinking into the pillows and idly
wondering where he was and how he got there.
Movement caught his eye, and he slowly sat up, looking toward the windows.
From the folds of the billowing silk, a man emerged. Draped in flowing
robes and turban, he was a vision in ivory. The moonlight caught in the
golden earrings that framed his beautiful face, and his eyes sparkled like
gems. He approached silently, stopping at the end of the bed. Fox looked
up at him, entranced.
Will... will you speak to me?
The man smiled, his olive skin the perfect backdrop for strong, white
teeth. What would you have me say?
Tell me who you are... and where I am, and... what you want with me...
You are in a place better suited to you than that modest little house
in which you live. I am the one who adores you, and as for what I want...
Fox felt his pulse quicken.
The man shook his head. I am here to give you what you want. After
all, this is your dream.
Dream?
Yes... you look disappointed.
I... I thought... I hoped that you'd be...
Real? I am. You did not dream, nor did you imagine our two meetings
in the village.
You... you said you... adore me?
Does that make you uncomfortable?
It... I... I don't know. I'm not sure how it makes me feel.
But you feel something?
Yes. It's very... confusing...
He smiled sweetly. Tell me your name.
You don't know it?
No. Do you wish not to tell me?
The other man hesitated, then managed to stutter, F-Fox.
One dark eyebrow arched. Fox?
Yes.
Another smile. It is an odd name, but... he studied the man on the
bed, ... very fitting, I think. He sat carefully at the edge of the mattress.
You are so very beautiful...
Fox turned away, discomposed by the statement and the closeness of the
man.
Do you fear me?
No response.
There is no reason to. This is your dream. I cannot harm you. His
fingers whispered across Fox's cheek. I would not.
Fox shivered under the stranger's touch, and all at once he was made
very aware of the fact that he was naked. He pulled a large pillow into
his lap and again avoided the green gaze.
I am quite aware of your arousal, love, the man said softly. It
pleases me very much.
Fox chewed on the inside corner of his lip, but said nothing. The hand
at his cheek drifted downward, skimming the side of his neck, the curve
of his shoulder, then stroked a path down his arm, finally coming to rest
over his hand. The voice sounded again.
What do you wish of me tonight?
Hazel eyes blinked up into his face. Lush lips parted and the first
sounds that left them were soft gasps of confusion. Then Fox spoke.
I don't... I... His voice faded, then went silent
What is it, love? I can give you anything you desire. Just tell me.
Fox shook his head. I don't know, I've never... Again he fell into
frustrated silence, and an understanding smile graced his visitor's lips.
He sucked in a breath as the man slid closer and, pulling the pillow away,
slipped an arm around him. His heart thrashed in his chest at the sensation
of a warm, soft mouth brushing his. When he did not shy away, the arm around
his waist pulled him closer, and the kiss deepened. Tentatively his hands
slid up to the other's back. The sensuous feel of soft linen beneath his
fingers added to the overwhelming pleasure he was already experiencing,
but... how could this be so real? He'd had many, many dreams, but none like
this. Every touch, every taste... every small sound, vibrated through his
body with a very real intensity.
Gently, the man lowered him to the pillows, maintaining contact with
his lips. In one fluid, barely noticeable moment, they were lying together,
and the stranger's hands were wandering slowly over his body, eliciting
soft moans from his throat. The moans turned into a surprised gasp as he
felt a tongue, gentle but insistent, parting his lips. His surprise deepened
as he felt himself so easily submit, opening his mouth and allowing the
man to explore at his leisure.
Timidly, Fox's tongue inched out, touching the one invading his mouth.
It withdrew quickly then returned, coaxed back into play by its mate.
He tasted of fruit and rich wine, this dream lover of his, and it was
intoxicating. Fox ventured deeper into his mouth, gaining confidence, and
soon their tongues were tangled together in sensual bliss. His hands wandered
up the other's back, stroking over the finely chiseled muscles, marveling
at the feel of another man's body beneath his fingers. He wondered idly
if the man in the village would feel anything like this apparition his
mind had conjured up.
A hand traveling down his chest, coaxed his attention back to the present
situation. Fingers lightly combed through the scattering of hair then drifted
to the side, circling one nipple and teasing it to hardness. Fox broke
from the mouth covering his, arching his back and gasping at the intimate
touch. His hands fell away from the man's back and into the sheets, gathering
fistfuls of the silk between his fingers. Silently, the man smiled down
at him and moved to the other nipple, treating it to the same loving attention.
When the second nipple was as hard as the first, he continued on, slowly
working his way down Fox's torso and sliding his fingers through the dark
patch of curls surrounding the length of solid muscle.
Fox fought for every breath as he felt the stranger's hand brush the
base of his erection, then close gently around it. Their mouths met again,
and his hand began to move, tenderly stroking the impossibly rigid shaft.
There was sound in Fox's head... a distant rumble that soon became a
roar resembling the storms that sometimes blew violently through the desert.
He whimpered softly into the mouth still feeding on his, feeling the tension
build in his body to the point where he was sure he would snap in two if
it was not relieved.
The man above him understood his torment and sought to put an end to
it. He pulled away from Fox's mouth and kissed a path to his ear. It
is time, beautiful Fox. He increased the speed of his strokes, prompting
desperate cries from the beneficiary of his attention. Take your pleasure.
Fox's hips jerked upward once, twice, and then his body was spasming
uncontrollably, releasing a long, thick stream of fluid over the hand that
quickly but gently milked him. His cries of fulfillment echoed around him,
and as they faded, he felt the other's lips, soft and sweet on his own.
His eyes fluttered open when the gentle pressure was removed, and he blinked
up into sparkling, forest- green eyes.
Remember well this dream, my treasure. I will return to you again
soon.
Please, Fox breathed softly, don't leave.
But I must. The visage began to fade. You must awake soon and
begin your day.
I don't want to. I like it here. Don't go...
Alexei watched the restless shifting of the sleeping man's body. He
raised a hand to his cheek and whispered to him, "Rest easy now, love.
No more dreams tonight." He stroked Fox's face and hair. "Rest..."
All movement soon ceased, and Fox's respiration became slow and steady.
Alexei leaned in for one lingering kiss, then rose from the bed. He smiled
softly down at the other man, then faded back into the night.
"There you are." Daniel approached his friend, lounging lazily by his
favorite stream. "I should have known to look here first."
"Hello, Daniel."
He sat beside Alexei and waited. When the other man did not speak again,
he nudged his arm. "Well?" he asked impatiently. "How did it go?"
"How did what go?"
"Last night, Alexei... with your human." He whispered the last word.
"Was it so forgettable?"
A smile curved the other man's mouth, and his eyes fell shut. "My Fox
is anything but forgettable."
"Fox?"
"That is his name. Beautiful... as he is."
The other man rolled his eyes. "So, have you enchanted him, then? Made
him your love slave for life?"
"I do not wish to enslave him, Daniel. I want his love, but I want him
to give it freely."
"And you think this is possible once you reveal your true self to him?"
"I do not know. I can only pray that it is."
The other man shook his head. "You have the advantage, Alexei. If you
want him so badly, why not use it?"
"Because it would not be real. Do you not understand that? I want to
look into those magnificent, painted eyes and see true love. Not a product
of some spell."
Daniel stared intently for long moments, then asked, "Who are you and
what have you done with my friend?"
His response came in the form of a brief grunt.
"Seriously, Alexei, this is not like you. If you want something, you
take it. What is so different about this?"
Alexei began to speak, paused, then began again. "It... it is difficult
to explain, Daniel."
"Try."
"You will not understand until you are truly in love, but... I
could not bear it if he were changed in any way. I want to experience true
love... to see the glow in his eyes when I come to him and know that what
he feels for me is all his own emotion and nothing that I have manipulated
him into feeling."
"But have you not already done that? You have insinuated yourself into
his dreams..."
"I was there. I instigated the dream. That is all. The rest was left
to him."
"But why?" Red eyebrows arched in curiosity. "Why not just speak to
him in the village?"
"I saw him in the village again. For a time, it looked as though he
would come and speak with me, but he became frightened and turned away."
"What frightened him?"
"I was not sure at the time. Now, I suspect that my jewel is even
more precious than I thought."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that my sweet Fox is an innocent."
The other man cocked his head curiously.
"I believe he has had no lovers," Alexei explained.
Daniel burst into laughter. "Are you serious? Alexei, do you truly believe
that one as delicious as he has not had even one lover?"
"I know it does not seem possible, but after last night... it is what
I believe."
"What happened last night?"
Alexei smiled and shook his head.
"But you tell me about all of your liaisons! Come now, do not tease
me so."
"Sorry, my friend. Fox has stolen my heart and my soul, and I will not
speak of him as if he were just another meaningless conquest."
Daniel folded his arms across his chest and pouted. "You used to be
fun, Alexei. I do not think I like what this human is doing to you."
"Really?" White teeth flashed in the morning sun. "I like it very much."
Alexei rose to his feet and grinned down at his friend. "I will see you
later."
Daniel blinked up into his face. "Where are you going?"
"To see my love."
"It is morning, Alexei. You cannot infiltrate his dreams, so what are
you going to do? Linger about unseen, just mooning over him?"
A soft laugh was his reply.
"All right, fine. Keep it to yourself. Go on to your Fox, and leave
me to find my own amusement."
"You do not have to look far," Alexei answered. "This morning, I heard
Suni and Jameelah talking about you."
"Are you sure they simply were not plotting to do away with the prince's
red-headed friend so they could get closer to his magnificence?"
Alexei broke into a hearty laugh. "No. They were speaking very well
of you... and giggling."
"Really. Hmm. This could be interesting."
"Indeed it could," Alexei encouraged. "Go find them. I will see you
later." He watched his friend shuffle off in search of the females they
spoke of, and smiled. "And, my precious Fox, I will see you, now."
Fox picked at his breakfast, his mind reviewing again and again the
events of his dream and the condition he'd found himself in this morning.
Sheets, stuck to his lower regions and smelling of his own semen. His body
pleasantly drained, and his memory full of the mysterious, emerald-eyed
man who had come into his dreams and done to him what no other ever had.
His body tingled at the thought, and he found himself hardening.
No. Think of something else. You must leave soon. The children will
be waiting...
Distraction came in the form of a large, black cat that had wandered
in through the open doors and was now rubbing insistently against his leg.
Fox smiled down at the animal. "Where did you come from?" He asked softly,
reaching down to scratch behind the feline's ear. The loud purrs encouraged
him to continue. "You are very handsome. Do you belong to the master?"
The cat jumped into his lap and looked up at him with emerald-green
eyes. Fox looked into them for a moment, stunned. He regained his composure
and chuckled softly. "Why does it seem that suddenly I am to be constantly
seduced by beautiful green eyes?" He stroked the cat's back, enjoying the
ripple of muscle beneath his fingers. "Have you had breakfast? I'll share
mine with you, then I must get to class. I cannot keep the children waiting."
He finished his breakfast, feeding a good portion of it to his new friend,
then set off for class, leaving the cat stretched lazily across his bed.
Fox made it to class only a few minutes late and had little trouble
getting the boys under control before settling down to the day's business.
From his seat at the back of the room, Jeffrey brooded silently as usual,
lending an air of gloom to the otherwise cheerful morning. Halfway into
the second lesson, Jeffrey made his presence known, shouting and attempting
to shoo away the cat that had hopped up into the window. The cat crouched
on the sill, ears flattened, eyes dilated to near-blackness, snarling at
the young man.
Fox calmly walked to the back of the room and stood beside the window.
"Stop shouting, Jeffrey, you're frightening him."
"Frightening him? That animal is vicious! See how he hisses and growls
at me!"
Fox emitted a patient sigh. "He is not vicious." To prove his point,
he reached out to the cat, murmuring softly to the animal as he stroked
the top of its head. "You were just frightened, weren't you? It's all right,
no one is going to hurt you."
In answer, the cat arched its back, purring loudly.
"No?" Jeffrey fumed. "I would not be so certain about that. If I see
it alone, I will snap its neck!"
The other children gasped in horror at their brother's proclamation.
Fox leveled a stony gaze on the younger man, and picked the cat up.
It settled comfortably into his arms, still purring contentedly.
"Don't touch this animal, Jeffrey. It has done you no harm."
"It would have attacked me!"
"Your wild exaggerations are going to get you into very serious trouble
one day. Now, calm yourself."
"My father will hear of this! And he will..."
Tired of the young man's ranting, Fox cut him off. "By all means, Jeffrey,
if you feel this very serious matter must be brought immediately to your
father's attention, go on and tell him. But do not disrupt my class any
further."
Jeffrey fell silent, staring daggers at him.
"Make your choice, Jeffrey. Go, or stay and be quiet."
The younger man retreated back into an angry silence for the rest of
the morning, refusing to participate in class. He became even angrier when,
at lunch time, Fox allowed the boys to come up and pet the cat who had
been lounging in the window closest to him.
The animal lay quietly, tolerating the children's gentle attention,
and when class was over, he climbed onto Fox's shoulder and allowed the
man to convey him back to the little house. From a wine colored pillow
that he had claimed as his own, he watched Fox bathe and change, and soon
afterward a petite woman appeared at the door.
"Am I early?" Dana asked as she passed into the main room and took a
seat.
"No," Fox answered. "Jamira should be here soon with dinner." He took
a seat across from her, and Dana's eyes lit up as he was immediately joined
by a lovely black cat. The animal seemed to appear from nowhere, jumping
up and settling at Fox's side, rubbing its head against the man's leg.
"Oh, how beautiful!" Dana squealed in delight. "Where did he come from?"
"I don't know," Fox replied, reaching down to gently pass his hand over
the cat's body. "He appeared this morning and refuses to leave me. He even
followed me to class." He began to chuckle. "He and Jeffrey did not exactly
hit it off."
Dana grunted. "Is there anyone or anything that Jeffrey does hit it
off with?"
"Good point."
"So, are you going to keep him?"
Fox shrugged. "He may certainly stay if he wants to. I'm enjoying the
company." Fox looked down at the animal, who had now rolled onto its back,
legs splayed, purring happily as its throat and belly were scratched. "He's
got the most incredible green eyes. They remind me of..." He cut himself
off, refusing to allow himself the indulgence. But Dana caught the soft
words and prodded her friend.
"What do they remind you of?"
Fox shook his head and continued to pet his new companion.
"Still thinking about him?"
The golden-brown head jerked up, then slowly lowered again. "Yes. I... I
dreamt of him last night."
Dana saw the slight blush tinge his cheeks, and she decided against
asking for details.
"Your subconscious mind is speaking to you, Fox. It's doing what you
want to do in consciousness but can't."
Fox sighed and shrugged. "Dreams are probably all I will have of him
now, anyway."
"You never know, Fox. He may turn up again when you least expect him
to. And if he does, what are you going to do?"
Fox closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "I will speak to him... I
hope."
"Don't hope. Do it or the regret will be deeper than it is right now."
Before Fox could answer, dinner arrived, and they sat down to eat, Dana
digging in hungrily and Fox again only picking and sharing part of his
meal with his new friend.
An hour after dinner was over, Dana went back to her own house, leaving
Fox alone to contemplate her words. He lay across his bed, the cat curled
up against his chest, thinking. "Dana is right," he told his sleeping companion.
"If I am fortunate enough to see him again, I must not let fear stop me
from speaking to him." He lay quietly for a moment, then flung an arm across
his face. "Who am I fooling? I can't just walk up to him and strike up
a conversation. What would I say? What if I'm completely wrong about his
intentions?" He groaned heavily. "Am I insane? What makes me think that
someone as beautiful as he would want me?"
The cat opened its eyes and uncurled its body, stretching and yawning.
With a soft thud, it jumped to the floor and disappeared through the open
door.
Fox watched forlornly as his beautiful companion left him alone with
his woe. "Well," he whispered to himself, "that's more like it. Alone and
lonely." He stared up at the ceiling until sleep came for him nearly an
hour later.
The soft whisper of a silken caress opened Fox's eyes. He looked up
into now familiar emerald eyes, and smiled.
You came back to me.
Of course I have returned. You summoned me.
I did?
Yes, love.
I don't understand...
Did you not wish for me to come to you?
No... I mean... yes, but... I don't remember summoning you.
The subconscious mind is not always an easy thing for us to understand.
Sometimes it is best not to try.
A gentle kiss brushed across the tip of Fox's nose, then one landed
on each fluttering eyelid, and finally settled on his full mouth.
With only a bit of coaxing, Fox parted his lips and allowed the other
man to sweep inside. He teased the soft interior for a moment, then pulled
away. What would please you tonight, my jewel? he asked softly, tracing
the curve of Fox's lower lip with his index finger.
Fox blinked, then looked away.
Do not be afraid. Anything you wish for, love. Anything at all... I
will not reject you.
I... I can't, I don't...
Shh. All right. I understand. Fox's visitor stroked his face. You
trusted me last night. Will you trust me again?
Y-yes.
Fox sighed into the mouth that came down on his, again opening himself
to the teasing tongue. He squirmed under the other man's touch, wanting
to feel his hands everywhere at once, and shocked himself by arching against
him, attempting to obtain the contact he sought. The soft chuckle tickled
his lips.
Not so timid once your desire is aroused, are you, sweet Fox? I like
that. He nuzzled Fox's throat. Please touch me.
Tentatively, Fox lifted a hand to the other man's throat, tracing a
line downward as far as his clothing would allow. He then stopped, gently
rubbing the spot on the other's upper chest.
It is easily removed, the soft, silky voice coaxed, if you wish...
He did wish. But it was fear... that crippling, damnable fear that made
him hesitate. His visitor smiled indulgently and loosened the fastenings
of his robes, allowing them to hang open. He gently grasped Fox's hand
and placed it upon his bared chest.
You see? There is nothing to be afraid of.
Fox stared up into the other man's eyes, motionless for a moment, then
his hand began to move, cautiously traveling the hard planes of the chest
under his fingers. Dark lashes fluttered and closed as the man sighed softly,
encouraging him to continue. He watched his hand moving of its own accord
over the bronzed skin, stroking and petting, listening to the deep, rumbling
sounds of pleasure. Slowly, his fingers slid over to the left, brushing
over one nipple.
Oh, yes, love. Oh, yes...
Unsure of what to do next, but positive that he did not want this moment
to end, Fox's hand traveled over to the other nipple, teasing that one
as well. A shy but satisfied smile curved his lips as the other moaned
aloud.
You have a magical touch, my love, the man panted softly.
He shifted until he was on his back, and looked up at Fox, waiting. Please,
Fox. Will you continue?
Fox gazed down into the passion-glazed eyes and fell on the other man
with a soft moan. His mouth found its mate, and he attempted to imitate
what had been done to his own mouth. A deluge of impassioned moans and
fingers clenching in his hair told him that he must have been doing it
right. As his confidence and his passion built, he moved away from the
other man's lips, kissing down his throat to his chest. His mouth followed
the path that his hands had earlier taken, licking and nipping, finding
one nipple and flicking across it.
The man beneath him arched and whimpered, begging incoherently for more,
sending the blood pounding through Fox's veins. His hands stroked the heated
skin of the man's torso as he sucked the pebbled flesh into his mouth.
Above his head, a breath hissed sharply, and a cry caught in the constricted
throat.
Working on sheer animal instinct, Fox moved lower, his hands grazing
the other's slim hips, and began to work at loosening his pants. His task
accomplished, he began to pull the material down, when suddenly, something
did not feel right. There was sound. Distant, but unable to be ignored.
Unwillingly, he turned an ear to it.
Fox... love... please...
His voice was fading. Drowning behind the alien sound. The feel of his
skin... his smell... that too was fading.
No... no... I won't... I won't... want to stay...
Fox blinked in the darkness, wincing at the painfully swollen erection
he sported. He attempted to focus on the accursed sound that woke him from
his beautiful dream, and found that the noise was coming from outside.
Two voices rang out. One he recognized as Jeffrey's, and the other as his
father's.
"You will obey me, you cur. You are the oldest of my sons, and Allah
forgive me, but you will be educated even if it kills you!"
"I will not go back to class, I will not!"
"You will! I will not be humiliated, do you understand? You will learn,
or I will send you so far away, you will never find your way back!"
There was quiet after that, but the shouting had gone on long enough
for Fox to have awakened completely. His fingers clenched in his hair,
and he groaned into the blackness. "Come back to me, my lover," he whimpered
softly. "Please..."
He lay awake until dawn, tossing and turning, unable to sleep a wink.
As the sun rose, he did also, bathing in cold water in an attempt to wake
himself up and cool his still smoldering desires. He sat down to breakfast,
looking up at every sound, hoping that his feline friend had returned,
but when he left for class, he'd seen not a hair. He worked through the
lessons, ignoring the pouting young man at the back of the room, and when
lunch time arrived, he stumbled back to his house for a rest before the
afternoon classes. He dropped across his bed and closed his eyes, fully
aware that it may not be the best idea. He'd slept so little last night,
he might just drop off and miss the afternoon classes all together. Unable
to gather enough energy to care, he closed his eyes.
Alexei brushed his fingers across the cool water, conjuring up the image
of his love. He gazed down into the stream, watching Fox nod off to sleep.
"You are so very tired," he whispered to the swirling image. "I am truly
sorry for last night. It should not have ended that way..."
He closed his eyes and thought of the night before. He had come to Fox
again, but did not instigate the dream. He merely lay beside him and watched
it progress, taking great pleasure in watching his flower unfold. When
that blasted Jeffrey and his slack-jowled, opium puffing father woke him
with their screeching, it had all come to an end. Instead of helping
Fox to go back to sleep, he allowed him to toss about for the remainder
of the night, thinking about the dream and becoming more agitated with
each passing hour. Now, he was exhausted and sad, and Alexei had to do
something to relieve his unrest. "Sleep, lord." he whispered, "I shall
wake you when it is time."
A soft rumble roused Fox out of his slumber. He executed a long stretch,
then slowly opened his eyes. As his arms slid from above his head, down
to his sides, one hand came in contact with a soft, silky object. He opened
one eye and glanced down at the cat snuggled to his side, staring at him.
A trace of a smile crossed his lips, and he sat up. "I didn't think you
would return," he said, stroking the glistening fur, "but I'm glad that
you did." He glanced around, shaking his head. "And thank you for waking
me. I may actually be on time for afternoon classes."
Green eyes watched as Fox gathered up his supplies and rushed to the
door. The soft meow stopped him before he could exit the house. He turned
to find his friend at his feet, looking up at him.
"What is it? Would you like to come with me?" He held out his arms,
not really expecting that the animal would leap into them, but that was
exactly what it did. The cat draped itself over his shoulder, nuzzling
Fox's cheek, and the two headed back to the classroom.
Jeffrey scowled from his seat at the back of the classroom, growing
angrier with every admiring remark from his brothers about the tutor's
cat. Finally, when he'd had all he could stand, he lashed out.
"What is so wonderful about some flea-bitten, mangy cat?" he bellowed,
startling the younger boys.
"He is not mangy," Amir, the youngest of the group, chirped up. "You
are just jealous because he likes us and not you."
"Jealous?" The young man laughed bitterly. "I am jealous of nothing
and no one!" He glared at Fox. "No one, do you hear?"
"I hear you, Jeffrey," Fox said softly.
The younger man continued to rail at him. "You lie. You think I am jealous
of you! What is there to be envious of, tell me! Your brain? Your looks?"
He laughed again. "That will be the day when I am jealous of you, tall
and gangly as you are, with your... your droopy hair and lips that look
like someone hit you, and... and... freakish eyes that cannot seem to decide
what color they want to be!"
Fox stared sadly at Jeffrey, saying not a word. Such a pathetic young
man. Not an ounce of self esteem did he have. His father had failed so
miserably with him...
Jeffrey recognized the expression and shook with rage. The next thing
Fox knew, the younger man was hurling himself at him, but before Jeffrey
could reach him, the cat pounced, sinking its claws into his face.
A loud, pained shriek rose from Jeffrey's throat as he clutched at the
animal, trying to pull it away. Fox leapt forward, grasping the cat and
gently prying its claws from Jeffrey's skin while at the same time trying
to hold the young man still. When he'd finally succeeded in separating
the two, he held on to the growling cat while instructing the other boys.
"Take him to the house, and find Fatima. She will see to his wounds.
I will go see your father."
The boys led their wailing brother away, and Fox gathered up his supplies,
carrying them and the cat back to his house. Once inside, the cat jumped
down from his shoulder and joined him in the chair he dropped into. He
looked down at the animal, then sighed, scratching its head. "I know why
you attacked him, but... you shouldn't have. No matter how obnoxious he
is, he is still the master's son, and I fear you may well have gotten us
both into quite a bit of trouble."
Wide green eyes stared up at him as if the animal were actually listening
to every word. It sounded a tiny meow, then climbed into Fox's lap, rubbing
its head against his chest.
Fox sighed and smiled down at the animal. "I don't know what I did to
inspire such devotion, but I do appreciate it." He lifted the cat, dropped
a kiss on the top of its head, then set it back down in the chair he'd
just vacated. "Well... I'd better get this over with. You and I, my friend,
may be living in a tent soon. I hope you don't mind." With one last smile
and a deep breath, he opened the door and walked out to meet his doom.
Smoke swirled through the room, the acrid smell hitting Fox's nose as
he came through the door.
"I heard about the excitement in class a while ago," the soft,
raspy voice sounded from the other end of the room.
Fox stepped forward. "Yes. I am sorry, I should not have allowed the
cat into the classroom, but the children enjoyed him so..."
"The children." The master pivoted, now facing his employee. "Yes, the
children. They are very fond of you, Fox. They have preceded you here."
"They... they have?"
"Yes. To explain that this unpleasant incident happened through no fault
of yours. They have informed me that Jeffrey is entirely to blame, and
I am inclined to believe that. Will you kindly confirm or dispute their
report?"
Fox lowered his eyes for a moment, then leveled an earnest gaze on the
older man. "I cannot dispute it sir, but... Jeffrey is a troubled young
man. He desperately wants your approval, and when he can't get it, he reacts
badly."
The old man cocked his head. "You defend him after he tried to
attack you?"
"I... I am simply trying to give you a reason for his behavior."
"So you are telling me that I am to blame for the way he behaves?"
Silence answered his question.
"I should have you whipped for such an implication."
Still, no response.
"You would not plead for leniency?"
"No, sir."
The master studied him for long seconds, then, "If Jeffrey had
a fraction of your grace and bravery, I would not be so hard on him... you
may go, Fox. I must go see to my... son."
Fox executed a shallow bow and exited the room and the house.
Alexei impatiently paced around the room, awaiting Fox's return. Arms
folded across his chest, he muttered to himself.
"I swear... if that pathetic little weasel has caused you any trouble,
my love, I will shred him from head to foot."
He dropped into the chair that Fox had been sitting in before he left,
still talking to himself.
"Perhaps I should find you... just to insure that nothing is wrong."
Just as he made the decision to go out in search of Fox, his ears detected
the faint click of the door...
Fox entered, finding the cat in the same spot he'd left it. He smiled
as he approached the animal, then squatted down in front of it. The cat
rose, butting its head against his chin, purring softly.
"Well, my friend, we've been pardoned. But from now on, you must behave
yourself. No more attacks on Jeffrey, is that clear?"
His answer came in the form of a barrage of laps of the small pink tongue
at his lips. He giggled softly, pulling away. "Hey, that tickles," he said
as he rubbed at his mouth with the tips of his fingers. Lifting the cat
and hugging it to him, he rose to his feet. "I was thinking of going into
the village for a while. When I return, we'll have dinner, all right?"
He placed the cat down on the chair, and walked to the door. Just before
he walked out, he turned to once more look at his companion, who had twisted
into an impossible position and was drifting into sleep. An uncontrollable
smile lit his face, and he closed the door behind him.
There was no smile as Fox returned from his trip into the village. For
over an hour he milled about, stopping at this shop and that, looking for
the mysterious Green Eyed man, but to no avail. Finally, he gave up and
headed for home.
A soft meow greeted him as he pushed the door open. He looked
down at his new housemate, breathing a soft sigh of relief. "Thank you
for still being here." He dropped into the chair, patting his lap. His
companion joined him without haste, sprawling comfortably across his thighs.
"He wasn't there," Fox said softly, scratching the animal's head. "I may
as well give up."
The cat watched him intently for a moment, its tail lazily curling and
uncurling. It then pulled itself into a sitting position and lifted a paw
to Fox's chest. Fox gave it a trace of a smile.
"What is it?"
The animal sounded a low but insistent meow, and removed its paw.
"I suppose that in time I will learn to recognize all your different
sounds and gestures, but for now, I will just have to guess. Are you hungry?"
He repeatedly ran his hand down the sleek back. "Jamira will be here soon
with dinner."
Seemingly satisfied, the cat turned around once, then curled itself
into a ball and closed its eyes. Fox decided to follow his companion's
example and let his head drop back against the cushion of the chair. He
closed his eyes and in no time was hovering between sleep and consciousness.
The knock on the door shortly after brought him back to full awareness.
He picked the cat up and, carrying it with him, went to open the door.
Dana smiled up at her friend, then at the bundle of shining black fur
in his arms.
"Hello, Fox." She reached out to scratch behind the cat's ear. "Hello,
beautiful. How are you today?" She passed them by, allowing Jamira to enter
with the evening meal. "Hope you don't mind, I thought we could dine together
tonight."
"No... no, of course not." Fox followed the women into the dining area
and thanked Jamira as she silently placed the tray down and slipped back
out the door.
Dana went to him and took the cat from his arms, nuzzling her
face into its neck. "I'm happy to see that you decided to stay. Fox is
such a loner, you know. If it weren't for me, sometimes I think he would
have no social life at all..." She broke off her sentence, and looked to
her friend. "Have you named him?"
"No..."
"Well, what are waiting for?"
"I... I don't know what to name him. I've never had a pet."
"Hmm. Well, let's see." She sat and placed the cat on her lap. "What
do you look like?" She smiled up at Fox. "His eyes are a beautiful shade
of green. Like jade."
"I actually thought they looked like emeralds," he said, a distant tinge
to his voice.
"I suppose, but Jade is a better name. Short... easier when you're calling
him..."
Fox shrugged. "It's fine with me if it's fine with him."
Dana giggled. "Really, Fox, I don't think he'll have any objections.
He's just a cat..."
"A smart cat."
A knowing smile crossed the woman's face. "I saw Jeffrey." She snickered
softly and kissed the top of the black head. "Good boy."
"Dana..."
"What? Oh, he's a pain in the... well, you know where, and he deserved
what he got for trying to attack you."
"He's very troubled..."
Dana rolled her eyes, rising from her seat to uncover their meal.
"You are a very generous man, Fox. More generous than young master Jeffrey
deserves."
Fox ignored the comment, and the two sat down to eat.
"So," Dana began a few bites later, "I assume you haven't seen him."
Fox fed a morsel to the cat who sat beside him. "No," he said barely
above a whisper.
Dana looked on her friend with sympathy. "You'll see him again, Fox,
I know you will."
Fox shook his head slowly. "I don't think so."
"Don't be so negative. Of course you'll see him. He's seen you, remember?"
"What does that mean?"
Dana grinned. "How could he look at that excruciatingly handsome face
and not want to see you again?"
Fox lowered his eyes and said nothing.
"Goodness, Fox, don't look so dour. You should be enjoying your dinner... and
your company."
Fox looked down at the cat, and a tiny trace of a grin curved his mouth.
"Well, he is good company."
"I meant me!"
He looked up into irritated cerulean eyes and burst into laughter.
"Oh, yes, you're also good company."
"Isn't this lovely? I'm second choice to a cat," Dana complained good-naturedly.
"Tell me, Fox, when your mystery man shows himself again, which of them
will hold the bigger place in your heart?"
"Dana, if this man was interested in me..."
"He is..."
"You're assuming that his interest would be for more than just a moment's
pleasure."
Dana shook her head. She'd never known a man as beautiful as this one
to be so humble. "Fox," she sighed, "no person who had a romantic interest
in you would be stupid enough to settle for one night of physical pleasure.
You've got so much more to offer, and if you two talked even for just a
short time, he would know that."
Fox fell silent, pushing his food around with one finger. He picked
up a sliver of meat and held it above the cat's head. The animal sat up
on its haunches and daintily picked the offering from his fingers.
Dana said nothing more, allowing Fox to digest the things she'd said
to him. When dinner was finished, they sat quietly discussing classes and
their problem student for a while. When they'd exhausted all conversation,
Dana stretched and announced that it was time for her to go. Fox walked
her to the door, gave her a chaste peck on the cheek, and bid her goodnight.
Once she'd gone, he walked back into the main room and dropped down on
the floor, lying on his back. His companion was there in an instant, crawling
up onto his chest and staring down at him. He stroked the cat's fur, enjoying
the rumble of its purr against him.
"So... Jade... is Jade all right with you?"
Soft, raspy meow.
"I'll assume that meant yes... what do you think? Could Dana be right?
Is there any chance that I'll see him again?"
Somehow, Jade's answering purr lulled and reassured him the way Dana's
words could not. Before he could have another coherent thought, he found
his eyes growing heavy and sleep quickly overtaking him.
Fox wandered the perimeter of the same room he'd been in twice before.
Waiting.
Finally, he called out.
Where are you?
No reply.
Please... you must be here. Please come to me.
Still nothing.
I didn't want to go last time. I tried to stay, but the voices. They
were so loud. Please. I'm sorry...
There is no need to be sorry.
Fox spun around, his heart leaping into his throat as his mysterious
lover came into view. He stood silently as the man slowly circled him.
Why do you look frightened?
I... I'm not, I'm just... you startled me.
But you were looking for me... you were calling to me...
I didn't expect you to come.
I cannot keep myself from you.
I thought...
Yes?
I thought I'd done something wrong.
Wrong? No, love, you made me feel so wonderful. The only thing that
was wrong was that it ended far too soon. He studied Fox through a slitted
gaze. I still see apprehension in your eyes.
I'm sorry.
The other shook his head as he approached. Please do not apologize.
Just finish what you started last evening... Their bodies were now touching.
Then their lips. Teasing brushes of flesh across flesh. I could feel
the passion in you last night. It flowed through every pore in your body
into mine...
Fox shuddered at his words.
You set me aflame, love, and left me smoldering. Please... finish.
If you do not, I will surely go mad.
The stranger's words... and his lips continuously teasing Fox's, shook
him to the point where word and thought were impossible. His arms clamped
around the man before him, and their mouths fused, drawing a long, hungry
moan from both.
Suddenly finding that they were standing beside the bed, Fox sank down
upon its softness, dragging his lover along to lie sprawled on top of him.
His tongue thrust into the man's hot, sweet mouth even as his hips rose
to press into those resting against him. He found the other as hard and
ready as he was, and a thread of anxiety rippled through him. The stranger
knew in an instant and set about putting him at ease.
You cannot displease me, my lover. It is impossible.
But... I know nothing of this.
I did not lie to you last evening when I said that your touch was
magic. Trust yourself as I trust you, and together we will discover a whole
new world.
Fox stared up into his eyes, captivated by their depth. The other man
lowered his head and kissed a line along his jaw and up to his ear. His
soft whisper resonated through Fox's entire body.
Love me.
With a low growl, Fox rolled over, pinning the man beneath him, and
tore at this clothing. When the last bit of material drifted to the floor,
he removed his own garments, pushing aside his surprise at being dressed
this time, and dropped to the silks beside the other. His hands and mouth
began a restless exploration of his lover's body, tasting and touching
everywhere he could reach. The desperate cries he evoked from the other
man excited him beyond reason and encouraged him to continue from where
he left off the previous night.
Slowly, Fox slid down the lean body, his tongue leaving a moist trail.
He groaned softly as gentle fingers threaded through his hair, restlessly
combing the strands. His head moved lower, and his palms stroked the long,
well-muscled thighs as he finally reached the thick shaft that stood out
from their juncture. He paused for a moment, listening to the pleading
whimpers of his lover, then opened his mouth and took him in.
The other's body bucked and shook as he sucked hungrily on the rock-hard
shaft. His fingers dug into the clenching muscle of the other man's buttocks,
squeezing the flesh and encouraging him to thrust into his mouth, which
he did, feverishly. The whimpers turned to harsh cries, and Fox instinctively
began to swallow the fluid that was now being pumped down his throat. His
own excitement, which had been building, then bubbled up and spilled over,
and he achieved his own mind-numbing orgasm. When both their cries had
been reduced to soft moans, Fox released him and slid up over his chest.
Gently, he kissed the trembling lips and tucked his head under his lover's
chin. A pair of arms wrapped tenderly around him, and a soft, tired voice
sounded, declaring undying love.
Fox blinked in the early sunlight, finding himself in bed with no recollection
of how he got there. Last he remembered, he was lying on the floor with
Jade curled up on his chest. And he remembered the dream. The third in
as many nights. Explicit in nature, so very strange and sweet, and it left
him this morning with a craving for this man so intense he could taste
it.
He covered his face with his hands and moaned aloud.
"This can't happen, it can't." He dropped his hands and found Jade
perched beside him, staring. He scratched the cat's head and spoke to him.
"I cannot go through life haunted by dreams of a man I will never have.
I mustn't think about him." He blinked up at the ceiling. "I can stop.
I have only to put my mind to it."
Jade's tail twitched as Fox continued to speak to him.
"Everything will be fine. I just have to forget I ever saw him." He
closed his eyes, chanting to himself, "I can do it... I can forget..."
A short time later, he rose and got himself ready to go to class. He
said goodbye to Jade, gathered up his things, and left the little house.
From amongst the pillows on the bed, Alexei stared in the direction
that Fox had gone. "You will not forget me," he murmured. "I am in your
blood like a fever, as you are in mine. A little more time, lord. And you
will know as I do that we must be together."
Almost three weeks passed, and Fox's endeavors to cease his obsession
with the emerald-eyed mystery man became more and more maddening. The harder
he tried, the more explicit his dreams became. And the more explicit his
dreams became, the more he obsessed. He was traveling in a never ending
circle with no visible exit.
"Well, look what the wind blew in."
Alexei grinned at his friend. "You behave as though you never see me."
"No, not never, but very seldom," Daniel complained. "It has been four
days since we've spoken. And your father is getting suspicious. Are you
spending all this time with your human pet?"
"He is not my pet..." A secretive smile crossed Alexei's lips. "I
am his."
"Sorry? Alexei, what are you talking about?"
"Nothing... have you told my father anything?"
"No, I promised you I would not. But it is getting difficult, my friend.
He sees me without you far too often. He has inquired a few times as to
your whereabouts, and I have managed to remain vague, but I see the way
he looks at me. He knows something is amiss, Alexei, and I do not know
how much longer I can hold him at bay. You must do something. This cannot
continue."
Alexei gathered his friend's hands into his own. "Thank you, Daniel,
for continuing to help me. I need your assistance for only a little bit
longer. It is time now for me to reveal myself to him, but I will still
need some time to help him adjust."
"You speak as though this is a sure thing. How do you know that
once he knows who and what you are, he will want to adjust? He may bolt,
friend, and you must be prepared for that very real possibility."
Alexei shook his head. "I will not lose him, Daniel... I cannot."
"He may think differently."
"No... you do not know... you do not see..."
"No... it is true, I do not see. But Alexei..."
"No buts, Daniel. You shall see. Soon I will introduce you to
my love, and you will see for yourself why I adore him so."
The other man sighed and nodded. "I hope so. For your sake."
Alexei displayed a dazzling grin. "Do not worry. I must go now. I will
see you soon."
Daniel watched his best friend leave, then looked into the sky,
speaking up at it. "But I do worry, my friend. Oh, do I worry..."
Fox walked through the village with purpose today, stopping only to
take care of the business he'd come for. He'd given up on looking for his
beautiful stranger, though the dreams and fantasies persisted, usually
in vivid detail.
He balanced an armful of books while picking his way through the
swelling crowd. Not an easy task, as this particular section of the road
was fraught with potholes and rocks.
As he made it to the end of the road, Fox congratulated himself for
managing to hold on to all his purchases. A few seconds too soon as it
turned out. A herd of children thundered past him, one tripping over his
foot, and in his effort to prevent the child from falling face-down into
the dirt, his books tumbled from his arms. The child was sent on his way,
then Fox bent and began picking up his items. As he reached for the last
book, a hand came out of nowhere, grasping and lifting it from the ground.
He rose to thank the person for their help and was stunned by a pair of
deep green eyes.
The world dropped out from under Fox at that moment, and everything
in it ceased to exist. Everything but those eyes and the man they belonged
to. He stood in utter silence, staring. He could not move, and at this
particular moment, speech eluded him.
Alexei stared back, searching Fox's eyes for any sign that the man might
bolt as he did the last time they met. Deciding that he would rather not
take any chances, he smiled gently and spoke up.
"Good afternoon."
Fox regarded him warily and said nothing.
Alexei raised his hand, offering the book. "I thought that perhaps it
was time that we introduce ourselves. I am Alexei."
As if in a trance, Fox reached out, relieving the other man of his burden.
Alexei cocked his head slightly. "You do not wish to tell me your name?"
Fox opened his mouth to speak, but no sound would come forth. His teeth
worried his lower lip, and he stood there in silence. The other man moved
closer, speaking just above a whisper.
"It is all right, Fox. You know I mean you no harm."
Fox blinked and drew back as if scalded. The words left his lips in
a rush of breath. "H-how did you know my name?"
"May we go someplace else? Someplace quiet, and I will explain."
Fox looked away, unsure of what he should do.
"Please?"
His eyes flicked back to the man's face and found such a sweet, earnest
expression in those deep pools of green that he found the words 'all right'
leaving his lips.
A beautiful, warm smile graced the other man's lips, and he led Fox
away from the busy area to a secluded spot, shaded by a small grouping
of trees. Once they were alone, Fox turned to him and reiterated his question.
"How do you know my name?"
"You told me."
Fox frowned at the man. "How could... we've never spoken before."
Alexei seated himself on a large, flat rock and looked up at Fox. "But
we have."
The standing man shook his head, preparing to again refute the other's
claim, but all at once he was not so sure. He inhaled deeply, telling himself
that it could not be. His gaze fell to the ground, and he asked softly,
"When have we spoken?"
"The look on your face tells me that you already know the answer to
that question."
"But..." Fox's head began to spin. "No. It's impossible."
Alexei smiled up at him. "Nothing is impossible. Let me prove that to
you."
"Dreams are only the workings of one's imagination." A look of distress
crossed his face. "This is only... it's another dream. That's all it is."
Alexei rose, shaking his head. "No. I can assure you, you are quite
awake."
"No, I'm not. You're not real... you always... I think you are,
and then I wake up."
"I am real. Touch me and you will see."
Fox backed up a step. "It wouldn't mean anything. My dreams are all
very vivid. Everything looks real. Everything feels real." His last statement
garnered a look from the other man that made him blush.
"But it is not. And if you will touch me, you will see the difference."
Alexei stood immobile, watching and waiting for Fox to act. The only movement
from him was the slow, steady rise and fall of his chest and the occasional
sweep of his thick, sable eyelashes.
After long minutes of silent debate, Fox inched forward, reaching out
when he was near enough to touch the other man's shoulder. The material
felt real enough, but Fox's doubts were far from relieved.
Alexei remained still, allowing the other man to continue his cautious
exploration. His lids dropped over his eyes as gentle fingers found his
cheek, and he couldn't fight the urge to turn his face into the touch,
softly nuzzling Fox's palm.
Fox's breath caught in his throat at the sensations aroused by such
a simple touch. All at once, the need for more was overwhelming, and he
moved closer, irresistibly drawn to the body he'd come to know so well
in his dreams. Both men trembled at the contact, and Fox leaned in, tenderly
brushing the other's mouth with his own. The faint moan snapped him out
of the sensual haze he'd become immersed in, and he backed away, staring
wide-eyed into oceans of shimmering green.
"Do you believe now that I am real?" Alexei breathed softly.
"Yes," Fox croaked. "But... how do you know my dreams? I don't... don't
understand..."
Alexei looked up at the sky. "The hour grows late. You do not want to
miss dinner with your friend."
"How... how do you know that I am having dinner with someone?"
"If I may, I will come to you tonight and explain everything. You have
no class tomorrow, and we will be able to talk all night if it is your
wish."
Fox blinked, shocked by the man's seemingly extensive knowledge
of him. The intellectual part of his brain told him that it wasn't so sure
he should be doing this and that he should be very cautious, but the emotional
part screamed loudly that he would regret it for the rest of his life if
he pushed this man away.
"Y-yes," he stuttered softly. "I think that may be a good idea."
Alexei smiled and bowed from the waist. "Until tonight, then."
Fox nodded but continued to stare, unable to take his eyes away, still
harboring the fear that this vision before him would evaporate into a cloud
of nothing.
"I will come to you," Alexei reassured him. "When you are ready, summon
me."
Fox frowned in confusion. "How do I do that?"
"Simply call my name. Do you remember it?"
As if he would ever forget.
"Alexei."
Alexei shuddered as the sound of his name on his beloved's lips
rippled over his nerves. "Yes, lord," he whispered. "Call to me and I will
be at your side instantly." He began to back away. "Now... Dana awaits you."
Fox nodded and reluctantly turned away. He walked a few yards and turned
back for another look, but the other man was gone. His heart began to thud
painfully in his chest, but he spoke softly and calmly to himself, and
his pulse slowed.
"It is not a dream. His eyes... the taste of his lips... it was real.
He is real. Mysterious and strange, but very real."
He rushed home, anxious to tell Dana of his eventful afternoon, and
the first thing he noticed when he arrived was that Jade did not meet him
at the door as he had every day for the last few weeks.
"Jade?" Fox dropped his books down and wandered the house, calling the
cat's name. As he came back into the main room, he noticed Dana standing
in the doorway.
"Looking for your cat?"
"Yes. Have you seen him?"
"No, I haven't."
"He meets me at the door every day, but I can't find him anywhere."
"Don't be so concerned, Fox. He's a cat. Cats like to prowl. He'll be
back soon."
"I know, but I sometimes think about Jeffrey. He threatened Jade once..."
"Fox, that cat is a dozen times smarter than Jeffrey. He's fine.
He's probably just found something that's caught his interest."
Fox nodded, smiling. "You're right, of course.
" "Well, that was easy." Dana's eyes narrowed. "And I can't remember
the last time I saw you smiling. What have you been up to?"
"Nothing, I just... Dana, I saw him today."
Dana entered the house and sat down. "Him... oh! Him! Fox... tell me
you spoke to him."
"I spoke to him."
She tossed her head back and shouted, "Thank you! And?"
Fox cast his gaze toward the floor. "We're going to meet and talk tonight."
Dana's eyes lit up. "Where?"
"Here."
"Well, why didn't you say so sooner?" She jumped to her feet and began
to move to the door.
"Where are you going?"
"I don't want to be here when he arrives... much as I'd love to get a
look at him."
"No, no. He'll come after we're through with dinner."
"But how will he know..."
Fox shook his head. "I'd tell you if I knew."
"All right... well, let's eat. I know how anxious you must be to
uh... talk with him."
Fox bowed his head to hide the furious blush he felt creep into his
cheeks. "Dana..."
"I know, I know. But I never claimed to be a lady. Now come,
let's eat."
Dana hurried Fox through dinner in record time, then with a joyful hug
and a wish for a wonderful night, she made her exit, leaving him alone.
He bathed and changed, and finally as night fell, he gathered up the
courage to call to the one who had passed from his dreams to reality.
"Alexei," he called only once, feeling terribly foolish. But he'd been
so sincere that given time enough, Fox would have believed anything he
said. Now he stood here in the middle of the floor, eyes closed, waiting.
For what? Do you really believe...
"I am here."
The soft voice startled him, and he spun on his heel to find Alexei,
looking exactly as he did in his first dream. Fox's lips parted as if to
speak, but no sound would come from them.
"I know there is much you do not understand, but I am here to answer
your questions to the best of my ability."
Fox found his voice, and his words came out in a rush. "How did you... where..."
"How is not very simple to explain. I am not quite like you. I possess
abilities that you do not. I can... appear and disappear at will. Move from
place to place in an instant..."
"You are telling me that you're a wizard?"
"Of sorts."
Fox shook his head in utter confusion.
"This is very difficult, only in that it sounds so fantastic.
But I swear to you, every word I speak is truth. I... I come from a race
not unlike your own. We are alike in many more ways than we are different.
Only these special abilities separate us."
Fox studied him for long seconds, unable to detect any deception. He
didn't know if he was more relieved or frightened. "What are you?"
"Genie."
And all at once his apprehension turned to amusement. "And you live
in a bottle..."
"Those are old wives tales, passed down through the generations. The
only true part of those stories is that as punishment for serious transgressions,
some genies are condemned to serve a human master for as long as our king
deems necessary for proper penance."
"Your king... you live under a monarchy?"
There was hesitation in Alexei's voice as he answered. "Yes. We do."
Fox watched his expression closely as he spoke. "You... you really are
not lying, are you?"
"No. I am not."
"But... what... what do you want with me? I'm no one..."
Alexei's eyes raised to his. "There you are wrong. You are my
king. Absolute ruler of my heart and soul."
"How can you say that? I've done nothing to warrant such devotion."
Another smile flitted across the other man's face. "And there you have
but one of hundreds of reasons why I adore you. Your humility is astounding.
You are kind, intelligent, generous, patient... would you like me to continue?"
Fox shook his head and lowered his eyes.
"There is one more thing that I must add." Alexei approached, stopping
when their bodies were just barely touching. "The first day I saw you,
your beauty awed me. Today, I say that you are infinitely more beautiful
than you were one month ago. And if you will allow it, I will spend every
day from now until eternity as your obedient servant."
"Servant?"
"Yes, lord."
Fox shook his head. "No... no, I don't want a servant." He rattled
on before he could realize what he was saying. "I want... I want a companion.
Someone to talk to, someone who will listen... a friend. I want..." he cut
himself off in mid-ramble, and looked away.
Alexei touched his arm, sending tingles up and down its length. "What
is it that you want, lord?"
Fox chewed on his lower lip for what seemed like an eternity,
then looked up into the other's eyes. "A lover."
A look of pure joy washed over Alexei's face. "This is what you wish
of me?"
"Yes," Fox rasped, unable to believe that he had said it but unwilling
to take it back. "More than I wish to breathe."
They came together slowly, embracing, kissing and tasting... sharing
breath. They kissed endlessly, neither man wanting to relinquish the sweetness
he'd found. But when Fox became vaguely aware of a change in his surroundings,
he pulled away from Alexei's mouth, staring in mute shock at the very room
he'd often dreamed about.
"Is it just the way you dreamed?" the other man asked hopefully.
"Yes, but... how did you..."
Alexei gave him an indulgent smile. "Anything you desire, my treasure.
Anything you have ever dreamed of... I can give it to you."
Fox looked around taking in the elegance, then his eyes fell back to
the man before him. "There is only one thing I truly desire."
"Name it."
He searched the other's eyes for a moment, then answered.
"You."
Alexei's heart swelled. "I am yours, lord. Body and soul."
Fox lifted a hand to his face, tracing the line of his jaw with the
tips of his fingers. They wandered over his mouth, making it tremble at
the feather touch. "You really aren't a dream."
Alexei shook his head, momentarily incapable of speech.
Not breaking eye contact until the last possible second, Fox leaned
forward, bestowing a single, soft kiss on the other man's lips. He hesitated
for a moment, then deposited another kiss as tender as the first. He drew
back and brought his hands to Alexei's chest, skimming his palms over the
silken material of his robes. Slowly, he worked at the fastenings until
the material hung loosely, baring Alexei's chest to his gentle touch. He
listened to the labored breaths and frowned.
"Are you all right?"
Alexei laughed softly through his sensual agony. "I am fine. It
is only that you arouse me so."
"I've barely touched you."
"Yes, but... your touch... it is like fire. It consumes me."
As he spoke, Fox busied himself, stroking and kissing his chest. Alexei's
eyes closed and a long sigh escaped past his lips as the other man pushed
the material away from his shoulders and down his arms, letting the garment
drop to the floor. He stood trembling, attempting to control his breathing,
and tried to give Fox all the time he wanted to explore.
Fox kissed one bronzed shoulder and moved slowly to Alexei's side, then
behind, his fingers and mouth traveling the contours of his back, learning
its length and breadth, committing to memory the scent and texture of his
skin. As he continued to kiss and nibble at his lover's back and shoulders,
Fox's hands wandered over his sides to his chest, caressing the warm flesh.
Alexei tilted his head back and to the side, offering Fox his mouth,
which the other man took without hesitation. His hands lightly covered
those on his chest, and they moved together, flowing down over his ribs
then back up, teasing his hardened nipples for a moment. Then slowly, he
guided his lover's hands back down, pressing them against the solid bulge
in his pants. His mouth fell open as Fox took things from there, teasing
him to greater hardness.
Fox took advantage of his lover's parted lips and swooped in, probing
the smooth interior of his mouth. One hand came up to Alexei's head and
pulled the turban away, allowing his hair to tumble free. His fingers combed
through the long silk, then finally wrapped themselves in the strands,
holding the other man's head still as he continued to feed on his mouth.
Alexei's increasingly excited moans vibrated in his own mouth, and he unconsciously
ground his hips against the other man's rear.
Alexei broke from the kiss, panting as though he'd been running
for miles. "Oh, my love... please... I beg you..." he continued to gasp as
Fox trapped his body between his hands and hips, "...take me..."
Fox froze, suddenly reminded of his inexperience. Alexei turned in his
arms, writhing against him.
"Please, do not tease me. I need you so."
Fox opened his mouth to speak, swallowed down the lump that had begun
to form, then tried again. "I don't... Alexei, I've never..."
"It is all right." Alexei lay his head on Fox's shoulder and stroked
his back soothingly. "Follow your instincts. They have done very well by
you so far."
"Are you sure?"
The other man lifted his head and stared into Fox's eyes. "Look at me,"
he whispered in a strained tone, then rubbed against him. "Feel me. You
have done this to me. I am very sure."
Fox stared for a moment, lost in the turbulent sea of green, then his
hands journeyed down to his lover's pants, undoing and pushing them down.
When Alexei stood before him completely naked and gloriously erect, he
began to shed his own clothing, letting the articles fall to the floor
beside the others.
Alexei reached out, tentatively caressing the golden-brown hairs scattered
across his chest. "Truly, my jewel, you are more beautiful than anything
in heaven or on earth."
Fox shook his head and lowered his eyes.
Alexei moved forward and slid his fingers through Fox's shoulder-length
hair. "So regal," he murmured between steadying breaths, "yet so humble.
How I do adore you."
Fox raised his eyes and again met Alexei's gaze. He grasped the other
man's hands and brought them up to his lips, pressing a tender kiss into
each palm. He released them and laid a soft kiss on his lover's mouth,
then his chin. Very slowly, he sank down to his knees, kissing and licking
every inch of the way. Alexei sucked in a harsh breath as he cautiously
nuzzled the rigid shaft that bobbed so invitingly in front of his face.
He hesitated, gathering his courage, then opened his mouth and took the
head in. Alexei's head fell back, and he moaned his pleasure, fueling Fox's
confidence. He grasped the shaft at the base, taking a little more into
his mouth. His tongue slid along the underside, then circled the flared
head, prompting a choking sob from the object of his attention.
"Please," Alexei begged, "oh, please..."
Fox pulled away, licking the lingering taste of his lover from his lips.
He rose to his feet and kissed the other man, backing him to the bed.
Needing no prompting, Alexei let himself fall back onto the mattress,
assuming a wanton sprawl. His eyes glittered up at his lover through half-mast
lids. Shallow breaths moved past his parted lips, and he moistened them
with a pink flash of tongue.
Fox watched the other man writhe amongst the pillows, silently inviting
him to take what he was offering. He drew two deep breaths, then lowered
himself to his lover's body, feeling how perfectly they fit together. Alexei's
arms came around him and one long leg draped itself over his hip. As they
thrust and squirmed against each other, trying to get closer, Fox felt
a coiling begin in the pit of his stomach, one that all inexperience aside,
he knew was the onset of orgasm. He pulled away quickly, panting through
clenched teeth.
Alexei stroked his temple, murmuring soothing words. "I understand,
love." He gently pulled Fox back down to him. "Easy. Do not move. Just
lie still, and we will let it subside." His other hand rubbed the length
of Fox's back as the other's breathing steadied. "Very good. That is much
better. We will just lie here until you tell me you are ready..."
Fox lay passively in his lover's arms for a while, soaking in the warmth
of his tender caresses, then he began to move slowly, beginning with tiny
kisses scattered over Alexei's neck and shoulders. The other man smiled,
combing his fingers through the thick length of golden-brown hair. A tiny
shiver passed through him as Fox's soft voice trembled in his ear.
"Alexei... I want so much to please you. Please... show me."
Alexei's fingers closed around the silken strands, and he pulled Fox's
head up so that their eyes could meet. "With the greatest pleasure, my
lord."
One hand fluttered to the side, then came back and worked its way between
their bodies. It encircled Fox's straining erection and began to stroke
its length.
Fox's eyes dropped shut at the feel of the slick coolness that
enveloped him, then snapped open when all too soon, it was gone. He watched
Alexei shift beneath him, then again grasp his glistening shaft. He bit
down on his lower lip as the other man worked the head between the muscular
cheeks of his bottom, and positioned it at the tight entrance. Alexei rocked
slowly, giving encouragement.
"Gently, love... push." He pulled Fox down to him, noting his hesitation.
He stroked his back and planted loving kisses in his hair, providing needed
comfort. "You will not harm me. Only earth shattering pleasure awaits us,
lord. I promise you."
Slowly Fox entered him, whimpering almost inaudibly with every
tiny push.
"Yes, beautiful Fox. Oh, yes..." Alexei thrust against him, giving gentle
assistance. "We are almost there, love. Just a bit more..."
Fox clenched his teeth until his jaw ached, trying to hold himself together.
Thankfully, with only one more push, he was finally, fully embedded in
his lover. He rested his head on Alexei's shoulder, gasping heavily.
"You feel... so good, my Fox... as I knew you would. Rest, love. We are
in no hurry."
Fox clung to his lover, overwhelmed by the riot of sensations
ricocheting through his body. He shook violently, and Alexei raised a hand
to his back, quietly soothing him until the trembling abated.
"There, now," he cooed, gently contracting his muscles, trapping Fox
inside of him. "Is that good?"
"Ohhh, yes... so good. So..." Unaware of what he was doing, Fox began
to move slowly, fraction by fraction, pushing and pulling.
Alexei arched his back, whimpering with joy as Fox became aware of his
movements and began to thrust with more confidence, lengthening his strokes.
Fox found his lover's mouth and fed hungrily, letting the moment sweep
him away. Nothing in his life could ever compare to this heaven he'd found... the
earth-shaking pleasure that one exquisitely beautiful, Green Eyed man gave
to him. He increased the strength of his thrusts, reveling in the impassioned
cries of his lover, and again felt the tightening of his own body. Just
as he was about to slow down, Alexei's hand grasped one of his own, lowering
it between them. Both hands wrapped around the throbbing length of muscle
pressed between their bodies and began to milk it gently.
"Take... take us to the heavens... my love," Alexei pleaded breathlessly
and removed his hand, sliding it up and around Fox's back to join the other.
Never taking his eyes from his lover's, Fox increased the pace of his
hand and hips, awkwardly at first, then with more finesse as he found his
rhythm.
Alexei matched him breath for breath as he thrust forcefully now,
feeling his release building to the point of no return. As the explosion
came, his head pressed back into the pillows, and he released a thunderous
roar, shaking everything within the immediate vicinity.
The sounds of his lover's pleasure and the feel of his muscles clenching
around him sent Fox over the edge. Only a few more hard thrusts and his
cries of satisfaction joined Alexei's. Exhausted and completely drained,
he fell limply into the other man's arms, gasping for breath.
Long moments went by as the two lay clinging wordlessly to each other,
then Alexei shifted, allowing Fox to pull his hand from between them. As
Fox did so, he simultaneously disengaged himself, breaking their connection.
Both men moaned at the loss, and Alexei encouraged him to settle back on
top of his chest. "Magic," he whispered, stroking the damp, golden-brown
head.
Fox lay silently, too weak to move or speak, lulled by the strong, steady
heartbeat beneath his cheek. Before he could gather enough strength to
speak, he was asleep.
Part Two
The insistent knocking at the door roused Fox from sleep. He buried
his face into the pillows and moaned, not wanting to leave his beautiful
world. But the blasted knocking would not stop, and his eyes opened.
The first thing he noticed was that he was back in his own bed, in his
own house. The second thing he noticed was that he was alone in that bed.
He sat up quickly, glancing around.
Had it really been all a dream after all?
He thought back to the night before.
The scent of his lover. The satiny feel of his skin... the sound of his
passionate moans...
It couldn't have been a dream, it couldn't have been.
But where was he?
Fox slipped out of bed and hastily dressed himself, then made
his way toward the door.
Dana looked up into her friend's face, noting the heavy eyelids and
tousled hair.
"Where you still in bed?"
"Y-yes..."
"Do you know what time it is?"
"No."
"It's after one. Fox, are you all right? Are you ill?"
"No..." Fox turned and walked back toward the center of the house, looking
around.
"Then what?" Dana followed his searching gaze. "What are you looking
for?"
"Jade. I haven't seen him."
"Since yesterday?"
Fox nodded.
"Well, if you're just waking up, you don't know that he hasn't been
here this morning..."
"That's true."
"Now... let's get back to why you're still in bed at this hour. You say
you're not sick."
"I'm not."
A faint smile crossed her lips. "Late night?"
Fox spun to stare at her. "What do you mean?"
"You said he was coming here last night. Did he?"
"I told you that?"
"Yes. You don't remember?"
"Yes, I remember, but..."
"But what? Fox, you're acting very strangely."
"I'm sorry... it's just that... I wasn't altogether sure that I wasn't
dreaming."
"You told me... now did he show up here, or not?"
Fox moistened his lips with the tip of his tongue. "Yes... he did. I
don't..." he looked around the room. "..I don't know where he is..."
One red eyebrow arched. "He stayed the night?"
A slight blush colored his cheeks. "I thought he had."
"You... thought."
"Yes, I... I don't know why he would leave without even waking me."
"Maybe there's someplace he needed to be. He'll come back."
Fox looked around once more, then nodded.
"So..." her eyes sparkled. "Was it wonderful?"
Fox closed his eyes and inhaled deeply, but said nothing.
"I'll just assume that meant yes."
More silence.
"I've been curious. How did he know when to come?"
"I don't think you'd believe me if I told you."
"Try it and see."
"I... I shouldn't. Maybe after we talk some more."
"Can you at least tell me his name?"
"Alexei."
Dana smiled. "Nice. Well, Fox, Alexei will return. Now... it's a lovely
day. How about a walk?"
"You had him."
Alexei cocked his head. "Excuse me?"
Daniel nodded. "You did. You had him. You have this look on your
face..."
"Would it surprise you, dear Daniel, if I told you that you were
wrong?"
"Yes, it really would."
"Well, you are wrong... for the most part."
"Meaning?"
Alexei closed his eyes and tipped his face up into the sun. "He
had me. And he was magnificent."
"You are telling me that a human satisfied you? A human that you
insisted was an innocent at that? What did he do to you?"
"Love, Daniel, makes all the difference, and that is all I will say."
Daniel spun around, turning his back. "So secretive. You never used
to be this way, you know."
Before Alexei could respond, another voice sounded.
"Well, look who is here. My errant son."
Alexei turned to face his father. "Good morning, father."
"Where have you been, my son? I have seen so little of you lately."
Alexei shook his head. "I have been around..."
"Around where? Have you found yourself a companion? You look very... content."
Alexei lowered his eyes and said nothing.
The older man gazed upon his son through squinted eyes. "All right.
I can see you are not willing to discuss it. But... when you have decided
if she is worthy enough to bring before me, I will be happy to greet her."
He nodded to Daniel, then left them alone.
Daniel blew out a long breath. "Alexei... you must tell him..."
"I will. Soon."
"Not soon enough. He already believes that you are involved with a female.
And that comment on your companion being worthy enough to bring before
him... a thinly veiled threat."
"I know that, Daniel."
"Then why do you not seem to be afraid? I am terrified!"
"He is your king, Daniel, but he is my father. He will be angry, yes,
but for the sake of my happiness, he will get over it."
"Oh, my friend, I do pray that you are right."
Alexei grinned at Daniel. "Do not worry so much. Now, I must go."
"So soon? For goodness sake, why did you bother coming at all?"
"I had to leave him for a while. His friend was knocking at his door,
and I do not know how he would like to explain me to her... if at all."
"Her?"
"Yes. She is his best friend and confidante. As you are mine."
"Ha! You mean as I used to be! You do not confide in me anymore..."
"I promise, Daniel, soon there will be no more secrets."
"Yes... soon there will be only the mountains rumbling with Malik's rage..."
Alexei shook off the comment. "I must get back to my love. I shall
see you soon."
And with that, he disappeared, leaving Daniel alone. The remaining man
turned in circles, shouting into the air. "You did not even ask me about
Suni and Jameelah!" He grunted at the answering silence and went off in
search of the afore mentioned females.
Fox returned from his walk with Dana, opening his door and finding
a deafening silence. He sighed softly, closing the door behind him.
No Alexei. No Jade.
He used to enjoy his solitude. Looked forward to it at the end of the
day, but since Jade had come into his life and he found how nice constant
companionship could be, he didn't enjoy the absolute quiet as much.
And now there was Alexei. His dream lover come to bone rattling reality.
He had wanted so much to wake up wrapped in his arms this morning, but...
He entered the bedroom, and his heart began to pound.
Sprawled across his bed, perfect lips turned up into a soft smile, was
the one he craved.
"I have missed you."
The quietly uttered statement rang in his ears and set his stomach to
fluttering. He moved forward slowly until he was standing by the bed.
"Did you?"
Alexei rolled onto his back, arching his back and reaching out to caress
Fox's leg. "Desperately."
"But... why did you leave this morning?"
The remaining hand stroked his other leg. "I did not know if you
would have wanted your friend to find me in your bed."
"You left when she came?"
"Yes." Alexei twisted, flipping onto his stomach, then pulled
himself up to his knees, wrapping his arms around Fox's waist, and rubbed
his cheek against the other man's chest.
Fox threaded a hand through his hair, petting and stroking the glossy
sable strands. "I thought you may have left after I fell asleep."
"No, love. Why would I do that? If Dana had not come to the door, I
would have still been here with you."
Suddenly, Fox clamped both arms around his lover, hugging him tightly
to his chest. "Thank you."
"Why are you thanking me?"
"For being here... for returning to me... for... wanting me."
Alexei's eyes sparkled in the sunlight that streamed through the windows.
"I love you, my jewel. My place is here at your side."
A sharp breath rushed past Fox's lips, and his mouth covered the other
man's in a fierce kiss. They sank to the bed, stripping each other of their
clothing, and made love with an almost frightening urgency. When at last
they collapsed together onto the pillows in satisfied exhaustion, Alexei
curled into Fox's side, delicately licking at the beads of sweat that rolled
down the side of his neck. Fox smiled, moaning at the feel of his lover's
tongue against his sensitized skin.
"I didn't think that anything could be better than last night," he whispered
to the other.
Alexei kissed the curve of his shoulder. "Last night will always have
a special place in our hearts because it was our first time together, but
today and every day after will only get better. You were so much more confident
today, and that confidence will only build as time goes on." He raised
his head to meet Fox's eyes. "There are so many new pleasures awaiting
us, my lord."
Fox gazed up at him, bringing a hand to his cheek. Slowly, he
traced a line down to Alexei's jaw, then over to his lips. "I want us to
experience them all."
A dazzling smile curled Alexei's mouth as he moved in for a kiss. "We
will, love. Oh, we will."
Fox broke the kiss and guided the sable head back down to his chest.
"Alexei?"
"Yes?"
"Dana... my friend... is very curious to meet you..."
"Is she?"
"Yes. She is so very much like my sister... I don't want to keep
you a secret from her... is that all right?"
Alexei tightened his arms around Fox's waist. "If you wish me
to meet her, I would be most happy to."
"Good. I... I didn't know how you would react to having someone else
know about you."
"You trust her, Fox. And so I trust her."
Fox kissed the top of his head.
"Now... since we are on the subject, I also have a best friend who is
more like a brother, and he is very anxious to meet you."
"Really?"
"Yes. Daniel cannot wait to get a closer look at the man who has
taken up all my attention."
"You make it sound as though he's jealous."
"In a way. But he really does wish for me to be happy."
"And are you?"
Alexei scattered small kisses over his beloved's chest. "Deliriously."
Fox fell into a contented silence for a time, then spoke again. "I think
you and Jade would get along well... if I can ever find him..."
Alexei chewed on his lower lip. "Jade..."
"My cat. Well, I say he's my cat. He may not feel that way, but he certainly
did seem to like me quite a lot."
"...He adores you."
"How do you know?"
Alexei hesitated, then pulled himself up to nuzzle Fox's ear. When he
began to purr softly, Fox's head turned. He searched the emerald eyes,
then gasped.
"Nooo..."
Alexei again began to worry his lower lip. "Are you angry with me?"
"No, but... why?"
"Because I wanted to be close to you, and I knew you were frightened.
I could see it in your eyes the second time we met... are you sure you are
not angry?"
Fox pulled Alexei close. "How could I be? It's flattering to think that
you wanted that much to be near me." He smiled and laughed softly. "It
also clears up a few things."
"Such as?"
"Jeffrey... it really wasn't nice of you to claw him like that..."
"Jeffrey deserved so much more than what I gave him. Honestly, Fox,
I do not know how you can be so generous."
"Thought that was one of the things you loved about me?"
Alexei frowned. "It is. But he tried to attack you. He should have received
much worse."
"You sound like Dana. You two are going to just love each other."
Alexei rubbed his head against Fox's shoulder. "I like her very much
already."
"Oh, yes," Fox chuckled. "In a way, you've already met... did you
mind that I let her name the cat?"
"No. In fact, I think she has very good taste."
"So do I." Fox went quiet for a moment, then spoke again. "I'll miss
him."
"Jade?"
"Yes."
"He will still be with you in instances when it is not appropriate
for me to be." He draped a leg over Fox's hips and snuggled against his
chest. "And... if you would like, I can still wrap myself around you..."
he strung a trail of kisses up his lover's throat. "...eat bits of food
from your fingers..."
Fox grinned and shook with silent laughter.
"...purr whenever you touch me..."
"Mmmm..."
He reached Fox's ear and tickled the sensitive interior with the tip
of his tongue. "I will answer to either name..."
Fox pulled away reluctantly and looked at him. "I like that."
"What?"
"I like the idea of calling you by a name that no one else does."
Alexei tucked his head under Fox's chin, a deep rumble sounding in his
throat. "I have never been so happy."
Fox wrapped his arms tightly around the other man. "I love you. I think
I've known that from the first day I saw you, though I didn't know if I'd
ever be able to admit it."
"You do not know how happy it makes me to hear that," Alexei sighed.
"If you please, lord... tell me again."
Fox stroked Alexei's back. "I love you."
The other man shuddered with joy, writhing against his lover.
"So very happy."
"I can't believe how easy it is to say. I have never been in love
before. It was a frightening notion."
"It can be a frightening and confusing thing. Especially for
one who has been faced with the prospect of a forbidden relationship. I
think you are coping extraordinarily well." Alexei raised his head and
deposited a soft kiss on his lover's lips. "But then, my lord is an extraordinary
man."
Fox stretched up for another kiss, then let his head drop back to the
pillows. "Why do you call me that?"
"Because it suits you so well. Because... you have so completely captured
my heart." His voice dropped an octave. "Because I am yours and yours alone."
Fox's eyelids dropped with Alexei's tone. "Ohhh, love. The things you
do to me with only words..."
Alexei smiled, happy to have the information. He kissed the sensitive
area behind Fox's ear, then whispered into it, "You are my lord and master,
and I will devote my life to pleasing you..." One hand crept slowly over
the other man's chest, teasing first one nipple, then the other. "Command
me, master, and I will obey."
Fox moistened his lips while attempting to control his breathing.
He grasped a handful of sable hair and pulled Alexei down to his waiting
mouth, probing the warm interior, and when he finally released him, he
issued a hoarse command.
"Take us to our room."
And they were there, sprawled across their soft bed, Alexei stretched
lazily over his body, stroking and teasing... gently rubbing their erections
together until Fox began to whimper.
"What is your wish, lord?"
Eyes of glittering green and gold stared up at him, and luscious
lips parted to allow sound to pass.
"Take me, Alexei... my beautiful Jade. I want to feel you inside
me."
"Now?"
Fox considered the question... not an easy task as jumbled as his thoughts
were at the moment, then said, "No. Not... not just yet." He pulled his
lover down to him, engaging in a slow, seductive kiss that left them both
shaking.
Alexei pulled away for a second then returned, recapturing Fox's
mouth, feasting on its softness. Gently, he coaxed the full lips open and
ventured inside, sliding over the smooth and ridged surfaces, teasing Fox's
tongue into a playful duel.
Fox moaned into his lover's mouth, tangling his fingers in the sable
hair. Then, in a move that surprised the other man, he closed his mouth
and sucked hungrily at the tongue he'd trapped.
Alexei's hips bucked involuntarily, forcing their erections together
and a clipped groan from Fox.
"My love..." Fox murmured between frantic kisses, "..I can't... can't
seem to get enough of you..."
Alexei left his mouth, kissing and nibbling down his throat. He
paused at the curve where neck met shoulder and sucked the flesh into his
mouth, drawing a loud cry from Fox. He continued to suckle on the tender
flesh, stopping a few seconds later. He smiled at the mark he left, then,
gently soothed the small wound with his tongue. Sinking lower, he continued
to nip and kiss the pale flesh. He worked his way over to one aroused nipple,
flicking at it with the tip of his tongue, pleased at the sounds it elicited
from above. After treating the other nipple to the same torment, he moved
downward, his tongue leaving a moist trail.
Fox's head rolled from side to side on the pillows, gasping for breath,
but the request for Alexei to stop was not issued, and so he continued
on.
Lush lips parted and a sobbing groan escaped as Fox felt Alexei's
mouth brush the tip of his erection. When he suddenly found himself fully
engulfed in wet heat, he arched his back, nearly folding himself in two,
and an anguished scream filled the room.
"No, please!"
Alexei pulled away and slid back up along his chest. "What is it, love?"
"Too close," Fox panted, "too... I can't... can't... take me now, please..."
"All right," Alexei whispered softly. "Shh..."
Fox felt movement, then Alexei's hands under his knees, gently lifting,
encouraging him to wrap his legs around his waist. As he did so, he felt
the cool, slick sensation of his lover's fingers working themselves between
the tight muscles of his buttocks. He attempted to control his respiration
and listen to the words Alexei was speaking.
"Relax, Fox. Relax your muscles... easy... that is better..."
Fox sucked in a harsh breath as he felt one finger begin to stretch
him. He forced himself to relax, and when he did, the pleasure washed over
him in waves. His eyes fluttered and closed, and a long moan vibrated in
the still air. The second finger turned the moan to a frantic whimper,
and then he was clinging to Alexei, begging to be taken.
"This is your first, my love. I do not wish to hurt you."
"But... I need you," he sobbed, clutching at his lover's shoulders.
Alexei slowly removed his fingers, twisting and turning them as he did,
then grasped his erection with one hand and, steadying Fox with the other,
guided it in fraction by tiny fraction. The man beneath him bucked and
moaned, not satisfied until Alexei was buried completely inside him.
Fox lay panting heavily, overwhelmed by the presence within his body.
"Oh... my... my Jade... so... wonderful..."
"Yes, love... you are." Alexei began to move cautiously at first,
then with increased vigor as Fox's impatient cries for fulfillment increased.
He thrust again and again, using long, deep strokes, and Fox shimmered
in his arms, totally wrapped in his spell.
"Oh... I... I'm... Alexei, please..."
"Yes, lord. I know... I am ready too..." Alexei wrapped Fox's erection
in his hand and began to stroke it in perfect rhythm with his thrusts.
As Fox's head snapped back and a furious snarl erupted from his throat,
Alexei exploded as well. His movement grew erratic as he lost control,
then he collapsed onto his lover's chest, his loud cries reduced to soft
whimpers.
They lay motionless for a very long time, then Alexei stirred, rubbing
his perspiration-slick cheek against Fox's, purring softly. Fox twisted
to capture his lips in a tender kiss, then displayed a weary smile. "I
wonder if anyone has ever died from too much pleasure."
Alexei licked the curve of his ear. "I do not believe so... do you plan
to be the first?"
"Why die?" Fox laughed. "I'm already in heaven."
All was quiet for a while, then Fox heaved a long, stuttering sigh.
Alexei's head rose, and he looked curiously into his lover's face. Fox
smiled and shook his head.
"It's just difficult to believe that my life has changed so drastically
in such a short period of time."
Green eyes sparkled at him. "It is a good change, yes?"
Fox tightened his hold on the man in his arms. "Yes. It's just so... unexpected."
He stared into the gathering darkness, then back down at Alexei. "Where
do you live?"
"Not very far from here." The other man's voice softened to an almost
inaudible pitch. "Very high in the mountains..."
"Mountains?"
"Yes."
"I didn't realize that there were any habitable mountainous regions
around here."
"My people have made it so. It is a beautiful place, Fox. Lush and green... trees
and streams... I thought it was paradise."
"You thought it was?"
"Yes. While it is still a wonderful place, my paradise is here in your
arms."
Fox closed his eyes and buried his face in Alexei's hair. "If I'm dreaming,
please let me never wake." He gasped in surprise as the other man rolled
them both, landing Fox on top of him.
"You are not dreaming," he growled, grinning up at his lover, writhing
against him. "Must I prove it to you again?"
"Well..." Fox nuzzled the other man's throat. "..now that you mention
it, I don't believe that I'm quite convinced."
They made love again, Alexei giving up complete control to Fox,
and when at last they lay exhausted in each other's arms kissing and snuggling,
the moonlight had faded and shadows of the coming dawn fell across their
bodies, painting them in a dull reddish hue. Fox tucked his head under
Alexei's chin, luxuriating in the feel of his lover's warm body beneath
him, and without a word, the two finally passed into sleep.
"Fox... Fox!"
One sleepy hazel eye opened and stared up at the small, worried
face moving back and forth above him.
"Hmm? What?"
Dana stopped shaking him. "I was beginning to wonder if you were dead!"
"What?"
"Do you know how long I've been knocking at your door? Do you know what
time it is?"
Fox stretched, then both eyes snapped open, and his eyes flicked
around. "I'm... uh... I'm sorry, no. What time is it?"
"It's mid afternoon. Are you all right?"
"Fine."
"Fine? You don't look fine. You look exhausted, and..." An understanding
smile curved her lips. "Was he here again last night?"
Before he could answer, a small thump, then weight settling itself low
on his belly, drew his attention.
"He's back!" Dana squealed with delight.
Fox's eyes shifted down to the cat who had just settled down on top
of him, purring loudly.
"Uh... yes," he said, trying to keep the grin from his face. "he is."
"Hello Jade," Dana cooed. "Where have you been? We've missed you."
The cat looked from her to Fox, meowing softly.
"Do you think he may be hungry?"
Jade continued to stare at Fox, his tail now swishing lazily over
the tops of his sheet-covered thighs and crotch.
Fox gritted his teeth, trying desperately to remain in control of his
body. "I'm sure he is."
"Well, why don't you get up and feed him?"
"No need to get up..."
"What do you mean?"
"Hmm? Nothing. Uh... I will."
The cat rose to his feet, picking his way over Fox's chest, and dropping
down between his head and shoulder, rubbed his head along the man's jaw.
Fox bent the leg closest to Dana so that she wouldn't see his burgeoning
erection under the light sheet.
"You know, Fox, I've had cats... I've known friend's cats, but I have
never seen one so affectionate. He really adores you."
Fox rolled his head to the side, coming face to face with his feline
companion. "Are you having fun?"
Jade stretched forward, licking Fox's mouth. Fox groaned softly and
closed his eyes. "I thought so." He turned his face back to Dana. "I'm
going to get up now..."
His friend cocked her head, curious about the exchange. She chose to
let it go for the time being and backed toward the door. "It's about time.
Would you like to have lunch with me?"
"I think that's a good idea. We need to discuss a few things."
"You bet we do. You've ignored my question about your Alexei, but I
haven't forgotten."
"I know you haven't."
Dana clapped her hands and disappeared from the room, calling out, "Hurry
along! I'm very hungry, and so is your cat."
Fox heard the door close, and he turned to face the man grinning down
at him.
"Did you enjoy that?"
"Very much... so did you. Now..." He threw the sheet off, and fell
on Fox's erection, sucking it into his mouth without haste.
Fox arched his back, emitting a harsh cry. "You're trying to kill
me..."
The vibration of Alexei's moan sent a surge of electricity straight
through him, and suddenly, there was no way he could hold back. He arched
into his lover's mouth half a dozen times and exploded, sending a stream
of warm fluid down his throat. Alexei swallowed greedily, lapping at the
softening shaft when he'd finally sucked it dry.
Fox sighed wearily, momentarily unable to move. The weight of his lover's
body settling over his, opened his eyes. He blinked up at Alexei, moistening
his lips before he attempted to speak.
"You are magnificent."
Alexei slid his tongue along the line of Fox's lower lip. "My lord is
pleased, then?"
"Pleased is much too mild a word... Will you join us for lunch? It really
is time Dana met you."
"Of course. If you like, I shall bring Daniel along so we might get
this all over with at once."
"Good idea."
Alexei covered his mouth in a long, sweet kiss, then rose from
the bed. "When you are ready, call to me and I shall return."
Fox nodded, smiling softly up at the other.
Alexei vanished and he shook his head, still amazed. He lay in bed for
a few minutes more, then vaulted to his feet and set about preparing for
lunch.
Alexei sat back watching his friend pace. When he could take the silence
no more, he spoke up.
"Are you coming or not?"
"I am thinking..."
"You have been thinking. How much is there to think about? You
said you wanted to meet him, so what is the problem?"
"If your father finds out..."
Alexei sighed impatiently. "My father again... look, Daniel, if you are
so afraid, do not come."
Daniel stopped pacing. "You would not even try to convince me?"
"Why should I? It is not that important that you meet him."
"But I am your best friend! How can you say it is not important?"
"Easily. I would like you to meet him, but it is more important for
you to do what you feel comfortable doing. If your fear of my father is
stronger than your feelings of friendship for me, then by all means, do
not come with me. The progression of my relationship with Fox is not dependent
on whether or not you meet him."
"Well no, of course not, but..."
"I will not keep him waiting, Daniel," Alexei interrupted. "So
I suggest that you make up your mind and do it quickly."
Daniel paced for only a few seconds more, then made his decision.
"All right, all right. I will go and meet your Fox. I only pray that if
Malik finds out, he will be merciful and not relegate me to a lifetime
of service to some ignorant, stinking human with aspirations no higher
than those of a circus monkey."
Alexei rolled his eyes.
"Do not mock, Alexei. I still shudder when I think of poor Walter."
"Walter?"
"Yes. Strong, squarely built... balding..."
"Oh, yes." Alexei hesitated, then raised his eyebrows. "Ohhhhhhh, yes."
"Exactly. I do not want his fate to be mine."
Alexei laughed softly. "You really do worry too much."
"And you do not worry enough."
Alexei merely closed his eyes and smiled.
Daniel covered his face with his hands and mumbled into them. "So when
do I finally meet him?"
"Soon. He is so very beautiful, Daniel," he moaned seductively.
"And he wants me. I cannot believe my good fortune."
"Surely you are not surprised. Everyone you turn that smoky look on,
wants you.
"This is different. I have never loved any of the others."
Daniel sat in front of his friend. "Above everything else, Alexei, this
is what I find most difficult to believe. Do not take offense my friend,
but... you truly love him? Are you sure it is not the fact that he is
forbidden fruit that draws you so strongly to him?"
"And when I am through amusing myself I will throw him aside?"
Daniel raised his eyebrows and shrugged.
"You simply do not get it." He patted his friend's knee. "But you will."
Daniel studied his friend, dismayed by the look of complete sincerity.
"This should prove to be a most interesting afternoon. Very interesting
indeed."
Fox opened the door and stepped back, allowing the petite redhead to
enter.
"My," Dana looked him up and down as she walked past. "Don't we
look nice. I think black is your color."
Fox cast his eyes downward, a bit embarrassed that his friend
had noticed and commented.
Dana observed the slight blush, and decided to tease him a bit. "You
never take the time to look so handsome for me... is there something I should
know?"
"Yes." Fox paused, then began again. "I... I have asked Alexei to join
us."
Dana beamed. "Wonderful! I'm so anxious to meet him."
Fox smiled nervously. "Dana... we must talk before lunch."
"All right..."
Fox guided her to a chair and waited until she was comfortably
seated before beginning.
Bright blue eyes watched the man pace slowly, then Dana cleared her
throat. "I'm waiting."
Fox continued to walk back and forth. "Dana... Alexei is... different."
The red head cocked to one side.
"He's special..."
"Obviously."
"I don't mean it that way... well, I do, but... he's... he's..."
"You're stammering, Fox."
Fox dropped his head and exhaled deeply. "I know. I... don't know any
other way to say this other than to just be direct."
Dana nodded in agreement.
"Do you believe in legends? In things you have never seen and cannot
explain?"
"This is direct?"
"Dana, do you believe in the existence of magical beings... like genies?"
Dana frowned. "The djinn? I've heard stories, of course, but... what
has this..."
"I can say it to you, Dana, and you'll only laugh at me, so..." Fox
turned and walked to the center of the room and drew a long breath. "Alexei,"
he called softly, "will you join us, please?"
Dana frowned, glancing around the room. "Fox, where is..." Her attention
returned to her friend, and a small yelp of surprise escaped past her lips.
There behind Fox, one arm wrapped around his chest and the other draped
across his shoulders, was a stunning, dark-haired man. The man nuzzled
the side of Fox's neck, prompting a soft sigh from him, then turned a smoldering
green gaze on the speechless woman.
"Dana... this is Alexei." He grasped the arm around his chest and reached
behind him, threading his fingers through the other man's hair. He turned
his face, and Alexei immediately met his mouth in a tender kiss. When Fox
finally broke the kiss, both men again turned their attention to Dana.
Alexei unwound himself from around his lover and stepped forward, bowing
deeply.
"I am honored to meet you. Fox speaks very well of you."
Dana stared up at the man, still unable to respond.
"Dana?" Fox moved past Alexei and squatted in front of her. "Dana, say
something."
The breath left Dana's lungs in a rush, giving her back the ability
to speak. "What... how..."
"That's what I was trying to tell you," Fox explained warily. "When
I said that Alexei was different..."
"You're telling me that he's... he's..." She looked beyond the two men
to the one who was standing by the windows, staring wide-eyed at her. "And
who... is he another one?"
Fox followed his friend's stare to the other man, then looked back to
Alexei.
"I am sorry, I almost forgot." He held out a hand, beckoning his
silent companion to come forward. "This is Daniel. He is to me as you are
to Fox."
Dana blinked up at the man who had taken three shaky steps forward,
but said nothing.
Alexei glanced from Dana to Daniel, and a small grin twitched at the
corners of his mouth. "Daniel, would you like to say hello to the lovely
lady so that she knows you are indeed capable of speech?"
"H-hello," Daniel croaked, barely able to get the single word past his
lips.
"And this," he said softly, moving to the man who had now risen
to his feet, "is Fox." He gazed adoringly at the man beside him and reached
up to stroke the silky, golden-brown mane.
Fox tore himself away from the magnetic stare and smiled at Daniel.
"Very good to meet you."
Daniel nodded, his eyes flicking from Dana to Fox, then back again.
"Yes... yes, good to meet you also. Alexei has not stopped talking about
you since the first day he laid eyes on you."
"Well," Alexei murmured in Fox's ear. "It would seem that Daniel is
quite enamored of your friend."
Fox nodded. "But Dana is still in a bit of a shock."
"I know. Do you think she will be all right?"
"I hope so." Fox again came to squat in front of her. "Dana? Are you
all right? May we talk about this over lunch?"
"Oh... um... yes. Yes, I'm sorry. I... I'm all right. I..." she looked
at the two newcomers. "You really are..."
Alexei gave her an indulgent smile. "I will answer any questions
you have over the mid-day meal." He stooped and offered his arm. "Will
you allow me to take us someplace nice for a relaxing afternoon?"
Dana glanced apprehensively from the man now at her side to Fox. Noting
the encouraging smile, she daintily wound her hand through the crook of
his arm and rose to her feet. The next thing she knew, they were in a great,
cavernous room done in marble and gold, with billowing white curtains suspended
from ceiling-high windows. Enormous plants filled the room, and in one
platformed area, dozens of large, overstuffed pillows surrounded a low
table upon which sat golden platters, overflowing with food of all types.
Not even in the old master's house had Dana seen a feast such as this.
Alexei stepped up, gently pulling Dana with him, and seated her
comfortably amongst the pillows. He nudged Daniel, prompting him to be
seated beside her, then he and Fox made themselves comfortable across from
them.
Dana's eyes quickly flitted from one thing to another, trying
to drink it all in at once. "This place... the food... the elegance of it
all is befitting of a king."
Alexei smiled in her direction, then turned to Fox. "And does
my lord approve?"
Fox lowered his eyes for a moment, then looked back up into his
lover's eyes. "Yes," he whispered, rubbing two fingers across the other's
lips.
Alexei's eyelids drooped, and he parted his lips slightly, allowing
his tongue to inch out and touch Fox's fingertips as they passed. He then
sat back against a mound of pillows and coaxed Fox to turn and lie back,
settling his head in his lap. As he idly stroked his lover's hair, he smiled
up at Dana and Daniel. "Come, let us eat."
As they dined, Dana watched, fascinated, as Alexei plucked morsels of
food from his plate and fed them to Fox. Finally she gathered up the nerve
to actually speak.
"I... I'm still having some difficulty understanding all of this. Forgive
me..."
"I understand," Alexei said softly. "It must be quite shocking to say
the least. But I hope you will come to understand that I adore this man."
He glanced down into Fox's eyes, then back over at Dana. "He holds my heart
now and forever."
"I can see that you are certainly smitten with him, but..." Unable
to find the right words to express herself, she fell silent.
Fox sat up, kissing his lover, then looked to his friend. "What do you
want to say, Dana?"
"I'm just concerned, Fox. A man with his... abilities... someone
who can do things like this..." She swept her hand through the air, then
focused an intent blue gaze on Alexei. "Don't misunderstand, Fox, but what
does he want with an ordinary man?"
Alexei smiled brightly and answered before Fox could. "You are
very direct, Dana. I like you." He drew a slow, steady breath and released
it. "Fox is anything but ordinary..."
"But he's not like you."
Another voice sounded, capturing the attention of the others.
"My concerns were the same as yours." Daniel finally got far enough
past his fixation on Dana to speak. "But Alexei's intentions are pure."
He looked to the other man and smiled, shaking his head. "He is so madly
in love with your friend here, he cannot see straight. He would never harm
him in any way."
Alexei locked eyes with his friend, a tiny smile curling his lips. "Thank
you, Daniel."
Fox looked from one man to the other, then leaned into Alexei, rubbing
his head against the other man's jaw. Alexei wrapped an arm around him,
and Fox smiled over at Dana. "I'm happier, Dana, than I have ever been.
There's no need for you to worry."
"Well." A bit of a smile played at Dana's lips. "It would seem that
I am outnumbered. All right. I will trust that you are not simply toying
with Fox."
Alexei bowed his head. "I give you my word that I am not."
"Fine. I'll accept your word..." she responded slyly, "..because Fox
does, not because I'm a pushover for a handsome face."
Fox chuckled softly, gaining a gentle squeeze from the man behind him.
"You find that amusing?"
"No. I just found it taking her rather long to notice."
"It didn't take me long at all," Dana answered. "Your taste, Fox, is
impeccable."
Fox grinned, then returned his attention to Alexei. He wound his
arm around the other man's neck, stringing warm kisses along his jaw. "My
beautiful Jade..." Their lips met and the two men lost themselves in each
other, completely unaware of the confusion and then shock that registered
in Dana's face.
"Who?"
Fox broke the kiss, hearing his friend's screech. "Oh... uh..."
Alexei buried his face in his lover's hair and began to laugh. Daniel
looked at the three in utter confusion.
"What am I missing?"
Dana narrowed her eyes on the two wrapped around each other. "That's
what I'd like to know."
Fox looked up to his lover. "She really likes him, you know."
Alexei smirked. "Yes, I know."
"She's going to be upset..."
"Upset about what?"
Alexei grinned at her. "Thank you for a very nice name. I quite
like it, and as you can see, Fox has taken to it as well."
Dana's mouth hung open, and she gaped at her friend and his lover.
Fox raised his hands in an act of defense. "I didn't find out myself
until yesterday."
"This is..." Dana raised a hand to her forehead. "..unbelievable comes
to mind, but I hardly think it's really a strong enough term."
"I'm still getting accustomed to it, Dana. It takes a while..."
Dana turned her attention on the fourth in the group. "What about you?
Do you have the same abilities?"
Daniel stared, momentarily disconcerted at the woman's attention to
him. "Um... well... yes... more or less."
"More or less?"
"With one exception, Alexei wields more power than any of us."
Two pairs of eyes shifted to Alexei. Dana was first to speak.
"Only one exception? Sounds as though you hold some position..."
Alexei glared at his friend. "It is nothing. Some of us are simply a
little more accomplished than others."
Fox accepted the explanation without question. Dana, on the other hand,
was more curious. She turned back to Daniel.
"So in time and with some practice, you will obtain the same amount
of power?"
"I was not born with the same... capacity... that Alexei was. I
will never be his equal in that respect."
Dana nodded, casting a mildly suspicious eye from one man to the
other. She said nothing more, and they finished their meal.
Half an hour later, they all sat quietly, Dana and Daniel exchanging
brief glances, and Alexei and Fox curled together, watching in amusement.
"Daniel," Alexei called softly. "Perhaps Dana would like to take
a walk. There is a lovely view outside. She may enjoy it."
Dana looked hopefully at the man beside her. "Yes, I would very
much like to take a walk." She looked back to Alexei. "I thought that this
was all there was."
"No. It is a whole house, and the grounds are quite beautiful."
He turned his face into Fox's neck, kissing the tender skin there. The
other man closed his eyes, glorying in his lover's touch. One more kiss,
and Alexei turned away, again focusing on Daniel. "Take good care of the
lady, Daniel."
"Oh... of course." Daniel rose nervously to his feet, extending
a shaking hand. Smiling, Dana took it and allowed herself to be pulled
to her feet. Before they turned to leave, she smiled down at the remaining
two.
"Behave yourselves, now."
"Oh," Alexei gave her his best serious face. "we will."
She turned away, talking to Daniel. "Now why don't I believe that?"
"They make a nice couple, do they not?" Alexei asked Fox, watching the
two redheads walk away. "Daniel is quite taken with her."
Fox laughed softly. "So I've noticed." He laced the fingers of one hand
through Alexei's. "And if I didn't know any better, I'd think you actually
sent them for a walk to be alone with me."
Alexei emitted a small gasp and gave him a mock look of surprise. "Me?
I would never do such a thing. That would be deceitful..."
"Oh..." Fox pushed the other man back, falling on him the moment his
back hit the pillows. "...of course. What was I thinking?"
Alexei shook his head. "Truly, I do not know, but this much is clear.
You have a most impure mind."
"Strange thing is, I never had thoughts like this before until
I met you." Fox pushed his lover's clothing away, baring his chest to
an onslaught of ravenous kisses.
"So I am to blame for this?"
Fox's head rose, and he focused a sparkling amber gaze on the man beneath
him. "Actually, I was giving you credit."
A brilliant smile flashed up at him. "I see. Well, let us see
how much more you have to credit me for."
Quickly Fox rid Alexei of his clothing, then shed his own garments.
As skin slid over skin, soft sighs echoed through the room, and the two
men writhed together
"We may not have much time," Fox moaned into his lover's mouth
as he ground their hips together.
"If Daniel brings her back here any time soon, I will turn him
into a goat, I swear."
Fox laughed at the threat. "Is that any way to speak of your best friend?"
"When he may possibly lay waste to a very intimate moment with my beloved?
Yes."
"Well, in fairness to Daniel, this is not exactly the most private of
locations..."
"I suppose you are right." He slipped a hand between them, stroking
Fox to a greater level of hardness while lubricating him. "Then by all
means, lord... take me quickly."
Fox sucked in a fast breath, comprehending the other man's meaning.
Alexei positioned himself for his lover and trained a glittering green
gaze on him.
Fox sounded a soft growl and grasped Alexei's hips, pushing himself
into the other man.
"Yes, my love," Alexei groaned. "Quickly... before they return..."
Only halfway inside his lover, Fox gritted his teeth and slammed home,
pulling a loud cry from both men. He recovered and resumed his assault,
driving into Alexei with short, brutal strokes. His desperate cries told
Alexei that control had quickly hurtled well beyond his reach, and the
other man took immediate advantage of the situation.
"Harder, love. You... you will not harm me... please..."
Fox bucked wildly into him, a scream making its way through his chest
and up into his throat...
Dana and Daniel walked slowly through a maze of trees, silently enjoying
each other's company. Finally, Dana spoke up.
"How long have you and Alexei been friends?"
"A very long time."
"I'm surprised. You two don't seem like you have a lot in common.
He seems to be very much the aggressor, and I don't see that in you."
"Alexei is very self assured."
Dana grinned. "Alexei is very self aware."
Daniel emitted an amused laugh. "And why should he not be? He
is powerful... intelligent... handsome... but you know, since he has met your
friend Fox, I have seen an amazing transformation in his attitude. He has
always been the compassionate sort but aggressive in many ways. He has
softened considerably. I have heard that love can work miracles, and I
am witness to that. He truly adores Fox."
"You're really convinced of that?"
"Absolutely. Alexei has risked much for this man..."
Dana quirked an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"
Daniel bit his lip, silently cursing himself for this, his second
slip of the tongue. "Well... what I mean is... um... he..."
Mercifully, Dana's attention was drawn away by the echoes of a
scream carried to them on the light breeze. The sound was soon joined by
another, almost identical in urgency. She whirled in the direction of the
place from which they had just come and started toward the sound.
"Dana!" Daniel ran after her. "I do not believe you want to go back
there just yet..."
"Didn't you hear that? What if something is wrong?"
"I do not believe anything is wrong," Daniel offered, trying to be diplomatic
in his response.
"Listen, I know what their plans were when we left them, but that was
screaming for God's sake."
Daniel blushed furiously. "Yes... I know. Please, trust me. Everything
is fine."
The small woman blinked up at him, then looked in the direction of the
house. "Are... are you sure?"
"Yes."
"I... I've never..." she sighed loudly. "I suppose I still have
a lot to learn. All right. I'll take your word for it. We'll give them
a bit more time before we go back."
Daniel released a relieved breath. "Thank you."
"What for?"
The man gave her a sheepish smile. "Now I may live."
Fox lay panting on top of his lover, only vaguely aware of the hand
that traveled lovingly over his back. He willed his eyes to open, but they
refused to cooperate. Only the voice, soft and sweet, whispering in his
ear kept him from slipping into unconsciousness.
"Fox... my love... they may return at any time..."
Fox groaned into Alexei's neck but did not move.
"You know... if they found us like this, I would not be the least bit
embarrassed. But then, I am shameless." Alexei smiled into his lover's
hair. "You, on the other hand, may be a bit more modest?"
Fox forced himself to lift his head and meet Alexei's gaze. "I don't
know if I've got enough strength to get dressed."
Green eyes twinkled up at him. "Did you enjoy that?"
Fox growled in response, and the other man laughed softly.
"I would love to take the time to bathe and dress you myself, but... in
the interest of time..." Alexei waved his hand and they were both once
more clothed, all traces of their previous activity gone. "There," Alexei
brushed a few stray hair away from Fox's face. "Beautiful again." He leaned
in, rumbling into the other man's ear, "Although you are equally appealing
when you are naked and disheveled... and the perspiration is trickling down
your magnificent body..."
Fox squirmed in his lover's embrace. "How is it that you can satisfy
me to the point of exhaustion, then fill me again with such strong desire
only a short time later?"
"I would like to take full credit for that sweet Fox, but I do think
that it may in part have something to do with the fact that you are incredibly
insatiable."
"If I am indeed as you say I am, my love, I must again give all the
honors to you. It is you I can't get enough of."
Alexei fell back against the pillows, pulling Fox with him. "I pray
you will always feel that way."
Fox nestled against his lover's chest, pressing warm kisses between
the opening of his robes. "Always." He lay quietly, stroking Alexei's thigh,
Dana's words suddenly haunting his thoughts.
Alexei felt the slight stiffening of Fox's body, and he slipped a hand
under the other man's jaw, tilting his head up. "Fox? Is something wrong?"
"No..."
"Come, love. Tell me."
Fox's gaze fell away from his lover's, and he began to speak, stopped,
and began again. "I... I know what you said to Dana. I know what Daniel
said, but..."
A frown creased Alexei's brow. "But?"
"How can you be sure that you won't tire of me? I am, after all, just
an ordinary man."
"Fox..."
"May I ask you a question?"
"Of course, love."
"You've had many other lovers?"
"...Yes..."
"Of your own kind?"
"Yes."
"Am I the first human you've ever been with?"
"Yes..."
"How do you know then, that I'm not just a novelty? How do you know
that in time you won't begin comparing me to others of your own kind and
find out that I am sorely lacking?"
Alexei tightened his hold on the man in his arms. "Never. Fox, listen
to me. I have been with many others of my kind, and none of them... do
you hear me? None of them could ever compare to you. You are far more
superior to any of them. There is so much to you." The tips of his fingers
slid over Fox's cheek. "More than they could ever dream of. I know that
this has happened quickly, but I swear on my life, my love for you is true.
Please believe me."
Fox looked up, seeing a combination of love and anxiety swirling in
the deep green depths of his lover's eyes, and his heart leapt. He wound
his arms around Alexei's neck and hugged him tightly. "I believe you."
They lay wrapped in each other's arms, kissing and caressing until Dana
and Daniel returned. At the sound of the others' deliberately loud conversation,
they rose into a sitting position and watched as their companions entered
the room.
"Did you have a pleasant walk?"
"Yes, Alexei," Daniel smirked.
Dana studied them intently. "Did you two enjoy your time together?"
"Very much," Alexei answered softly, stroking the back of Fox's head.
Fox merely smiled and lowered his eyes.
"Well, as illuminating as this afternoon has been, I think it was time
I returned home." Dana turned her focus on Fox. "Are you coming?"
"Oh... uh..." Fox looked from Dana into the pleading eyes of his lover.
"No, I don't..I don't think so. I will be in class on time tomorrow."
Dana nodded. "All right, well..."
Daniel stepped forward quickly. "I will see you home." He breathed a
sigh of relief at Dana's accepting smile.
Both men rose to their feet, and Alexei took her hand. "Thank you for
your company, beautiful lady. And thank you for your trust." He kissed
the back of her hand, then released it.
Dana eyed him warily. "Thank you for lunch. Fox, I will see you tomorrow."
She turned away, then stopped. She pivoted, stared long and hard at Alexei,
and shook her head. "I'm sorry, but... honestly, you are Jade?"
A soft chuckle was all the response she received before Alexei vanished
and the familiar black cat stood at Fox's feet, rubbing itself against
his leg.
A tiny, surprised cry escaped Dana's throat, and Fox smiled, holding
his arms out to the cat, who immediately leapt into them.
"Fantastic," Dana uttered breathlessly as she watched the cat settle
into the crook of Fox's arm, purring loudly.
Fox lovingly stroked the glistening fur and directed his attention to
his friend. "Do you believe now?"
Dana closed her eyes and reopened them as if doing so would change what
she'd seen. But still, the vision remained. "What choice do I have?" she
finally answered. "The evidence is right here in front of my eyes." She
shook her head briskly and smiled. "I really must be going. Have a good
night, Fox." She looked down at the cat in his arms. "And goodnight to
you, Jade... Alexei... whoever you are." She took Daniel's arm, and they
were gone.
The cat jumped from Fox's arms and Alexei returned.
"Do you think she will come to truly accept me?''
Fox turned to press his body against the other man's. "Yes. She's a
bit overwhelmed." He smiled "I'm still a bit overwhelmed... she likes
you. I can tell."
Alexei grinned. "She certainly likes Daniel. And one would have to be
blind not to see that Daniel likes her. I thought he was going to stumble
over his own tongue at least a dozen times."
"Well," Fox said, changing the subject, "you wanted me to stay, and
here I am. Have you got something special planned for the rest of the day?"
Green eyes glittered with a mixture of humor and lust. "Yes, I do."
"And what would that be?"
"Would you care to take a walk with me? The grounds really are lovely."
Fox regarded him with narrowed eyes. "All right..."
Linking hands, they left the house and walked out into the gentle light
of the waning day. Fox looked around, taking in the view before it would
become shrouded in darkness. Trees and flowers surrounded them. Such pristine,
sparkling color. He'd been for the most part deprived of such lushness,
but such was the life of a desert dweller, and he'd known little else.
The faint gurgling of water captured his attention, and he gravitated
toward it, Alexei following behind.
Alexei watched, tremendously pleased as Fox dropped to his knees by
the stream, drawing a hand through the cool water. He knelt beside his
lover and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"This is very much like my home... it could be our home..."
Fox looked to him, momentarily speechless. Then, "I... Jade, I could
not leave my children. There is no one else to teach them."
"I understand. I would not ask you to give that up. But when you are
not in the classroom, you could be here. We could be."
"You would leave your home to live here with me?"
"No place is home if you are not there."
Fox searched his eyes, slowly and methodically chewing on his lower
lip.
The longer Fox stared, the more unsure Alexei was that he would agree,
but when the other man moved forward, gently pushing him to the ground,
his doubts began to ease.
Fox lowered himself to his lover, draping himself over Alexei's body.
He wrapped his arms around the other's torso and tucked his head under
his chin. "I would love to live here with you," he finally answered softly.
"But I must somehow maintain a presence there, or my employer will become
suspicious."
"That is not a problem," Alexei assured him. "You can be there in an
instant if it is necessary."
Fox thought on the offer for a minute more, then looked around. He scanned
all his eyes could see, then they came to rest on the man beneath him.
"Our home?" he asked softly.
"Yes, my lord," came the equally soft answer.
A wide grin spread across Fox's face. "Yes," he whispered. "Yes, I'll
live here with you."
Dark lashes swept down, for a moment hiding the deep green pools behind
them. Then they rose to reveal a moist glaze. There was the slightest tremor
in his voice as he spoke.
"I have not the words to tell you how happy you have made me."
Fox laid his hand to his lover's cheek and brushed his thumb across
the full lower lip. "Words are not necessary." He lowered his head and
let his tongue follow the path that his thumb had just taken. "Just show
me." A soft rush of breath was all he heard before Alex's lips found his
and he was rolled onto his back.
As he feasted upon Fox's lips, Alexei's hands wandered over his body,
expertly disrobing him. His fingers followed the length of bone and muscle,
stroking and kneading, pulling more than a few impatient whimpers from
the one beneath him. He broke the kiss, dragging his mouth over Fox's chin
and down his throat, pausing at the base to nibble the sensitive skin there.
The feel of Fox's hands clenching in his hair drove him to bolder action.
Alexei moved to the curve of his shoulder and bit down gently, loving the
taste and feel of the muscled flesh in his mouth.
Fox groaned, rubbing his cheek into his lover's hair. He felt Alexei's
lips close over the area he'd been biting, then the addition of a moderate
pressure that made him wince. He tightened his hold on the other man, his
body involuntarily writhing and arching, making the extent of his desire
well known.
A tiny sucking sound could be heard as Alexei released his prize, then
lapped tenderly at the reddened patch of skin. He continued on his downward
path, tasting and teasing, taking note of any newly discovered ticklish
spots and gauging the intensity of Fox's moans of pleasure. He paused briefly
at his lover's navel, the tip of his tongue flitting in and out of the
small hollow, then moved on toward the flushed length of rigid muscle standing
proudly from the thatch of dark curls.
Fox bucked, hissing at the first sizzling touch of his lover's tongue
on his erection. He fought to remain still as Alexei... his beautiful Jade,
worked his magic.
Softer than the flutter of a butterfly's wings, Alexei's practiced tongue
moved over the velvety shaft, sending tiny ripples of pleasure through
his lover's body.
"Please..."
Alexei nuzzled the swollen head, then looked up into passion-darkened
eyes. "You said something, love?"
Fox took a long, stuttering breath, then restated his request. "Please.
I feel like I'll go mad if you don't relieve this ache soon."
Alexei flashed him a wicked grin. "A little madness never hurt anyone."
Fox released an agonized groan and let his head roll to one side.
"Patience, my jewel. I promise you, you will not regret it." Alexei
rose to his feet, holding Fox's passion-glazed eyes as he slowly stripped
away his own clothing. As the last piece of material sank to the ground,
so he did, kneeling beside his lover's hip, drinking in the sight of Fox
stretched out before him like some sort of erotic offering. The urge to
touch him made Alexei's hands tremble, but he held his desire in check,
instead focusing on driving Fox to the brink of insanity with nothing more
than his words.
"You are so very beautiful, my love. The very sight of you sets my blood
afire." His fingers drifted above Fox's mouth, just millimeters from the
swollen flesh. "One taste of your sweet lips and I want to devour you..."
Fox twitched and moaned, responding as if to some passionate caress.
"Alexei, please... I need you so..."
"No more than I need you." His hand moved downward slowly, always hovering
just above Fox's heated skin but careful never to make contact. "Every
time I take you, it is like being caught between heaven and hell, and you
are both my angel and the demon who torments me." He leaned in and murmured
into Fox's ear, creating a teasing vibration that resonated all through
his body. "I love you as I have never loved any other, and your innocence
brings forth in me a gentleness I had not known I possessed. But then you
turn your smoky gaze on me, and I come undone..."
Fox squirmed beneath his lover, attempting to make the tiniest bit of
contact, but Alexei stayed just out of his reach.
"...The way the colors in your eyes swirl and change with your mood.
So much turbulence... so much passion. They challenge me to take what I
want and dare me to give you all that you need, and to hell with gentleness..."
Fox's breaths now came in ragged gasps, and Alexei watched his hands
clench in the grass he lay upon, tearing out great clumps of green.
"I see it," he taunted softly. "The wildness. It is there in your eyes... your
touch..." His head moved, his nose and mouth almost brushing Fox's jaw.
"I smell it on your skin..."
Fox whimpered frantically, half mad with desire for this man who insisted
on torturing him so mercilessly. He reached up, attempting to wind his
arms around Alexei's neck, but the other eluded him easily.
"When we are apart," Alexei went on, letting his breath flow over Fox's
mouth, "I often immerse myself in fantasy to pass the time. Would you care
to hear about some of them?" He swung to his hands and knees, straddling
his lover's body. "Or would you prefer to act them out?"
"Yes," Fox choked, "please..."
"I have a favorite," Alexei moaned, rocking back and forth, simulating
the sex act. "Unfortunately, we are already disrobed. No matter. We can
take it from the point where after we rip each other's clothing to shreds,
we mate as a pair of tigers would... brutally... biting and scratching... growling..."
Fox's eyes dilated to near-blackness, triggering an answering spark
of triumph in Alexei's. He reached up again, this time successfully catching
his lover's head in his hands. His fingers tightened in the sable hair,
and he dragged his prisoner down, flipping him onto his back. Before Alexei
could take a breath, Fox was over him... on him, fiercely possessing his
mouth as one hand held his head anchored to the ground. The other hand
moved restlessly, stroking and squeezing every inch of flesh it could reach,
and when the hands at his own back began to answer in kind, any control
which he'd possessed withered and died, and he broke from his lover's mouth,
sliding downward, biting and sucking, leaving small marks of possession
everywhere he touched. As he moved over Alexei's chest and latched onto
one constricted nipple, a tortured growl rose into the air. The growl turned
to a shriek as he felt teeth close around the hard peak and pull.
His lover's harsh cries sent a surge through Fox's body, and instead
of letting go, he increased the tension and shook his head from side to
side. The fingers digging painfully into his shoulders did little to dissuade
him from his course. He pulled back, letting his teeth drag along the throbbing
nipple, then assaulted the other in the same manner, but before he could
get a firm hold, Alexei suddenly bucked, knocking him off balance. Together
they rolled, each struggling for control.
As Alexei landed on top of Fox, he went on the attack, sinking his teeth
into the side of his lover's neck. As Fox fought against his possession,
he snarled, refusing to relinquish control and daring the other man to
take it from him.
More than up to the challenge, Fox lifted his head and closed his teeth
over the muscles of Alexei's shoulder, applying brutal pressure there,
his ferocious growls vibrating against his lover's skin. The action distracted
the other man's attention just long enough for Fox to regain control, shoving
Alexei off of him and pinning him face-down to the ground. He plunged the
fingers of one hand into the perspiration-dampened hair, holding Alexei's
head down while he hooked his free arm under the other man's hips and jerked
him to his knees.
Alexei trembled in anticipation as Fox grasped his own erection and
worked it past the tense muscles of his buttocks and to the tight ring
hidden between them. He pushed forward slowly, the tip of his engorged
shaft stretching his lover, then all at once he surged forward, wrenching
a loud cry from them both. The surprise of a slick, relatively easy entrance
registered only fleetingly as Fox plunged in to the base, then immediately
withdrew and thrust forward again.
Soft mewling growls gurgled up from Alexei's throat as his lover pushed
into him with increasingly brutal lunges. Each completed thrust was accompanied
by a harsh cry, and Alexei's body throbbed in matching rhythm. He managed
to wrench his head from Fox's grasp and pulled himself up on his hands,
giving himself more leverage. Quickly, he rocked against his lover, pushing
them closer to the edge.
Fox clamped one hand on Alexei's shoulder and the other at his hip,
seeking to control his movements. Using short, hard strokes, he rammed
into him, his barely maintained rhythm quickly turning to chaos as completion
neared. He leaned over Alexei's back, one hand wrapping around his chest
and the other closing around the swollen shaft that hung heavily beneath
him. Any remaining shreds of control lost, they began to thrash against
each other as Fox jerked the throbbing length of muscle in his hand. His
body shook violently, and as the scream bubbled up in his throat, he turned
his face into the curve between Alexei's neck and shoulder, biting into
the flesh there. As a sudden warm, wet, but completely alien taste invaded
his mouth and Alexei's roars shook the earth around them, he exploded and
the scream escaped, the sound rising into the air to meet his lover's.
He shot hot and hard into Alexei's quivering body, then both men slumped
to the ground. Fox lay on Alexei's back, intermittent shivers running through
him, and that taste still strong in his mouth. He gathered the strength
to open his eyes, and realized with horror, that his love was bleeding.
He gasped and slid off of the other man, staring in shock at his shoulder.
"What have I done? Alexei... I'm..."
Alexei blinked slowly, turning his head to see the look of panic on
his lover's face. He rose, wincing at the discomfort in his shoulder, then
looked down and saw the cause of Fox's distress. He turned to face Fox
completely, intent on comforting him, but before he could say a word, another
gasp tumbled from Fox's lips. He followed his lover's wide-eyed stare to
his chest to find three scratches running horizontally, one of which was
also trickling blood. He looked up and reached out to his stricken Fox.
"Do not be distressed, love. It is all right."
"How can you tell me that?" Fox choked. "Look what I did to you." He
raised the back of his hand to his mouth, preparing to swipe at the lingering
traces of blood, but Alexei quickly stopped him.
"Give yourself up to it, my love. Let go of the thought that you have
done something wrong, and admit to yourself that it is an exhilarating
feeling. You unleashed the animal within yourself, and it felt good."
He moved closer and lapped at one corner of Fox's mouth, then pulled back
slightly, licking his own lips. "Look at me. Look at what you've done to
me and tell me that you do not gain at least some tiny shred of satisfaction."
Fox shook his head uncertainly. "I... I've wounded you... it may even
leave permanent scars..."
Alexei nodded and moved in again. "If I wish it to... and I do."
"Why?"
He hovered near Fox's lips but did not touch them. "Because they are
your marks," he purred. "They will be an eternal reminder that I am yours."
Fox stared into his lover's eyes, mesmerized by his words and the tone
in which he spoke them. He allowed Alexei to gently push his head forward
and down, guiding his mouth to the wounds at his chest. Unable to refuse
his lover's silent request, he hesitantly touched his tongue to the thin
line of blood and quickly withdrew it. Alexei held his head in place, tenderly
stroking his hair as his tongue ventured out again, lingering a little
longer before again withdrawing. A third time, longer still, and then he
was licking hungrily, removing all traces of blood from Alexei's chest.
When he was done, Alexei pulled his head back up, and they kissed, sharing
the coppery taste. He drew back a short time later and smiled. "You see?"
he asked triumphantly.
Fox growled softly, rising to his knees and moving behind Alexei. His
mouth came down on his lover's shoulder, and he sucked at the already closed
wounds, cleaning away the drying patches of red.
Alexei rubbed his head against Fox's as the other man completed his
task, rumbling contentedly. Fox moved in for another kiss when he'd finished,
and Alexei leaned back, pulling his lover with him to lie in the grass.
They lay kissing and nuzzling each other for a while, then Fox rested his
head atop Alexei's chest and closed his eyes.
"My precious jewel," Alexei whispered into his hair. "How I do adore
you."
In response, Fox wound his arms around his lover and hugged him tightly.
Alexei stroked his back as the two lay quietly, listening to the gentle
ripple of the stream. Soon after, both drifted into sleep.
Fox opened his eyes to darkness, briefly disoriented, but the comforting
thump of his lover's heart put him at ease.
"I would say good morning, but we are a few hours away from that still."
The soft voice made him raise his head. The faint sparkle of Alexei's
eyes could be seen, and he smiled down in their general direction. "Have
I been asleep that long?"
"A while."
"Why didn't you wake me?"
"You were sleeping so peacefully. I could not bear to wake you."
Fox leaned down, laying a kiss on what turned out to be Alexei's collarbone.
"Why didn't you just..." he laughed softly, snapping his fingers, "...take
us there?"
He felt his lover shrug. "I like it out here. I like the sound of the
water."
"Oh. Do you want to stay?"
"If you wish to. If not, we can go to our bed."
Fox went silent for a moment, then spoke up. "As much as I like it out
here, I think I'd like to wake up with you for the first time in our
own bed."
Almost the instant he finished speaking, they were lying in the softness
of their bed. Fox shook his head, blinking quickly. "I don't know if I'll
ever get used to that."
Alexei moved over his lover, settling himself on his chest. He tucked
his head under Fox's chin, sighing contentedly as the other man wrapped
him in his arms. "Of course you will. Soon you will not even think about
it."
Fox laughed. "My lover appears and disappears at will. He transports
us from one place to another in the blink of an eye. He turns himself into
a cat, and then tells me that I'll get used to it. Now why don't I think
so?"
Alexei lifted his head, his eyes twinkling in the dim light of the few
candles scattered throughout the room. "You will. I promise you. And now
my lord must rest. You must teach your class tomorrow, must you not?"
"Yes."
"Then sleep." He resettled his head under Fox's chin. "I will wake you
in the morning."
Fox lay staring up at the ceiling for a time, then called softly to
his lover. "Jade?"
Alexei's mouth curved into a half smile, and he rubbed his face against
Fox's chest. "Hmm?"
"Does it hurt much?"
"What? Oh... no, love. I have a bit of discomfort, but that is all. And
before you begin to fret about that, I am enjoying every tiny throb." He
chuckled softly. "A gift of love from my sweet Fox."
Fox shook his head, hugging Alexei tighter to him. He kissed the top
of his lover's head and closed his eyes.
Alexei paced slowly, reviewing the staff. Satisfied with his choices,
he began to dole out instructions.
"You have been chosen from amongst my servants for your unwavering loyalty
to me and the outstanding performance of your duties. You will now perform
those duties in this house. Any questions or problems will be addressed
to me. The master is not to be disturbed with trivial matters..."
A couple of the servants looked from one to the other, then one spoke
up hesitantly. "But... my prince... are you not the master?"
"You are to serve me as well, and I will oversee all household matters,
but no, I am not the master. He will be home later, and you will all meet
him. Any other questions?"
The same young woman spoke up again, confused at Alexei's revelation
but unwilling to question him further on the matter. "Will... will you choose
which of us is be his personal servant?"
Alexei fixed a steady gaze on her. "That is my privilege."
This time, the girl could not keep her surprise to herself. "You... it
is not seemly for our prince to perform such duties. It is the responsibility
of the servants to draw the master's bath and serve his meals..."
"I understand your concern, Ali, but service to my lord is my responsibility... and
my deepest pleasure. That is, of course, not to say that you will not obey
his slightest command should he issue one to any of you. And one more thing.
None of you are to refer to me as my prince, sire, or any of the terms
you usually use."
The staff regarded him in confusion, but no more questions were asked.
They were dismissed, and Alexei retreated to their spot by the stream to
wait for Fox's return.
Class drew to a close, and before the boys left, they stopped to ask
Fox if he might please bring his cat back one day. Fox smiled, looking
from the small group of boys to their older brother who stood glaring in
the doorway.
"We shall see," he answered softly. "The last time he was here, things
did not exactly go smoothly."
"But it was not his fault!" the youngest wailed. "It was Jeffrey's fault.
He made Jade attack him."
"Whatever the cause, Jeffrey was injured, and we can't have that. If
Jade promises to behave, maybe I'll bring him back to see you soon."
"How can a cat promise you anything?" Jeffrey glowered from just outside
the room. "He is nothing more than a stupid animal! And if I see him again,
I will gut him and hang his hide on my wall!"
The small boy lunged at his brother, but Fox quickly wrapped an arm
around him and lifted him off of the floor.
"You will not harm him," he waved his little fists, threatening his
eldest brother. "You will not!"
Fox held onto the child, softly shushing him. "Don't worry, Amir. There
is no way that Jeffrey can hurt Jade."
"You think not?" Jeffrey huffed. "Let him cross my path, and we shall
see." With that, he stormed off, leaving Fox to deal only with the agitated
little one.
"He will do as he said," Amir cried as Fox set him down. "If he gets
his evil hands on Jade..."
"He will not," Fox assured him. "Jade is too smart to be caught by Jeffrey.
No harm will ever come to him."
The boy settled down a bit, then began to smile. "It is true that Jade
is a very smart cat. Smarter than that horse's ass."
"Amir..."
"Well," the boy pouted, "that is what Father calls him."
"That doesn't mean that you should. Your brother is a very troubled
young man. You should try to be kinder to him."
"But... but he's so mean to all of us! Why should we be kind?"
"Because..." Fox sighed. "The meaner a person is, the more insecure
they are. Maybe if someone was kind to him, he wouldn't feel the need to
lash out at everyone. Do you understand?"
"Yes, but it is so difficult to be kind to someone when they are pushing
your face down into the sand..."
Fox laughed and ruffled the boy's hair. "Go on now, and join your brothers.
It's almost dinner time.
Amir ran past Dana, shouting a greeting as he disappeared from the classroom.
"Well, good afternoon."
Fox smiled at his friend. "How was your day?"
"Fine. I wanted to string Jeffrey up from the highest tree, but that's
hardly news. How was your evening?"
Fox blushed furiously as he recalled the events of the night past. He
lowered his eyes, giving Dana a tiny, secretive smile. "It was very nice."
"Very nice," she repeated. "That look on your face tells me it was a
lot more than very nice."
Fox gave no response.
"All right, fine. Don't tell me. I suppose I'll just have to come to
my own conclusions."
Fox took the opportunity to change the subject. "What do you think of
Daniel?"
Dana gave him an impatient glare, then answered his question. "I like
him. He is very nice, if just a bit awkward."
"Alexei and I discussed that this morning. He says that Daniel was quite
taken with your beauty, and it made him a bit nervous. He will be more
self assured as he comes to know you better... assuming you want him to
know you better."
Dana grinned. "I suppose I wouldn't mind that. Well... would you like
to have dinner with me? Or have you got plans with your handsome genie?"
Fox pulled out a chair and motioned for Dana to sit. "Dana... something
happened last night..."
Dana gave him a concerned look. "What?"
"Alexei asked me to live with him in the house we visited yesterday."
Blue eyes opened wide. "And what was your answer?"
Fox broke into a grin. "I said yes."
Dana stared in shock for a moment. "What... what does this mean? Are
you.."
"I will continue to tutor the children. I will be here whenever I need
to be. No one but you will know that I am actually living elsewhere."
"What about your house here on the property?"
"Everyone will still be under the impression that I live there."
"How will you manage that?"
"Alexei will take care of it."
Dana nodded, then lowered her eyes. "I'm happy for you, of course, but
I have to admit that I will miss you."
"You will still see me. Often. I promise. Dana?"
The woman lifted her head to meet his eyes.
"Please understand. Being with Alexei has become as necessary to me
as breathing. And now we're together in a home that's ours. I'm happy,
Dana. Happier than I ever dreamed I could be."
Dana studied her friend, then a slow smile spread across her lips. "I
know you are. I'd have to be blind not to see that. I'll just miss you,
that's all."
Fox pulled her to her feet and wrapped his arms around her. "You won't
have a chance to miss me. We'll still spend lots of time together. And
now that you and Daniel are friendly with each other, it'll be even better."
"All right, all right, you don't have to sell me any more on the idea."
Dana stretched up for a light kiss on Fox's cheek, then moved away. "He
must be waiting for you, and I know you're anxious to go to him. Have a
good night, and I'll see you tomorrow."
"Thank you, Dana. Come, I'll walk with you. I'm going to the house and
leaving from there."
After leaving Dana, Fox picked up his pace, hurrying to his little house.
He closed the door behind him, immediately calling to his lover. Before
he could call a second time, he was home, smiling down at Alexei, who lay
naked in the grass by the stream where they'd made love the previous night.
The other man executed a long, sensuous stretch and blinked sleepily up
at him.
"Hello, my love. How was your day?"
Fox looked down at him, slowly removing his clothing. "The same as every
other day. Only now, I've got something to look forward to at the end of
the day."
As the last piece of clothing was removed, Alexei held his arms out
to Fox, welcoming him into the warm circle of his embrace. As the other
man sank to the ground and melted into his arms, he sighed happily into
his hair. "I have missed you. But now you are back in my arms, and all
is right with the world."
Fox laughed softly and kissed his lover's chest. "You make me feel so
wanted."
"You are, my love. Will you allow me to show you just how much?"
Fox matched his smoky tone. "Must you ask?"
They made love again there by the stream, but this time there was no
violence in their coupling. There was only a sweet urgency that took them
soaring to the heavens, then gently deposited them back on the soft green
grass.
As they lay recovering, Alexei tenderly massaged his lover's back and
scattered a number of kisses in his hair. "Fox?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you awake?"
"Mmm hmm."
"Come, love. Let us go up to the house. I have a surprise for you."
They dressed and Alexei led his curious lover to the house where the
staff was waiting to greet their new master.
Fox cast a confused gaze at the small group that had assembled in the
great room, then looked to Alexei. The other man moved from his side and
came to stand in front of him, bowing deeply. "My lord... these are your
servants. They are here to care for the house and provide anything you
may require in my absence."
The group behind Alexei bowed to the perplexed man, then stood silently
as he composed himself enough to question his lover.
"My servants?"
"Well... our servants, but you are master in this house. You are their
first priority."
Fox shook his head. "No... Alexei... you created all of this. You
are master... not me..."
Alexei dismissed the staff, then turned to Fox, taking his hands in
his own. "No, love. The land, this house, and everything in it belong to
you." He stepped forward, wrapping himself around his lover. "I belong
to you."
Fox petted the sable head against his shoulder. "Only as much as I belong
to you."
Alexei raised his head and turned sparkling eyes on the other man. "What
do you say to a long bath before dinner?"
Fox studied him intently, easily recognizing the smoky look in his eyes.
"A bath sounds wonderful."
Alexei led him to a spacious room in the center of which sat a large,
sunken tub. Two servants stood by, ready to assist, but Alexei took the
towels from them and waved them off to a corner of the room. They stood
in amazed silence as their prince slowly undressed the man he referred
to as his lord, then removed his own clothing, and the two sank up to their
necks in the scented water. Gently, Alexei bathed Fox, teasing him with
subtle little touches and tender kisses, and when he was through, Fox reciprocated,
stroking the sponge over his satiny skin and following the path he created
with his mouth. He paused on the rapidly healing wounds, paying them loving
attention, then backed Alexei against the wall of the tub.
Alexei closed his eyes and rested the back of his head against the tiles
as he wrapped his legs around Fox's hips. He moaned softly, feeling his
lover's mouth at the his throat, kissing and gently sucking the fragile
skin. As Fox moved up along his jaw and then to his ear, teasing the sensitive
interior, he turned his head into the caress, and his hands began to restlessly
wander over his lover's back and shoulders.
One final dip into Alexei's ear, and Fox pulled away, opening his eyes.
In his peripheral vision he saw the two figures standing at a distance,
trying for all the world to look as though they were not watching. Naturally,
Fox knew they were, and he was a bit disturbed by it, but Alexei pulled
him back down to his waiting lips, completely obliterating everything but
the desperate need to be inside him. He tucked his hands under his lover's
knees, lifting him higher, then positioned himself and thrust home.
Alexei's head fell back, and a soft gasp escaped his lips as Fox made
love to him with all the considerable tenderness he possessed. Soft kisses
rained down on his face and neck as Fox thrust slowly into him, establishing
a lazy, sensual rhythm. He lifted his head, and his love immediately met
his lips, kissing him deeply as they moved in unison.
Fox stroked the underside of his lover's thigh with one hand, sliding
from the back of his knee to the firm, rounded muscles of his rear and
back again, eventually moving between them to gingerly grasp the swollen
shaft awaiting his touch. Alexei sighed into his mouth, reveling in the
sensations Fox evoked in him, and the other man firmed his grip ever so
slightly, stroking with more purpose. The water swished about the two bodies
in the tub, splashing up onto the floor tiles as Fox increased the strength
of his thrusts. Alexei moved with the water, being lifted and lowered as
his excitement rose, higher and higher until there was no place else to
go but down.
Fox supported Alexei's head and continued to feed on his mouth, refusing
to let go as he brought his lover to the brink of shattering release. As
he felt Alexei's body jerk and a loud sobbing groan rose up into his throat,
Fox finally broke the kiss to allow it to escape. He held his lover's passion-glazed
eyes with his own, taking great joy as Alexei's mouth fell open and the
groan tumbled out and grew louder. The sound, in combination with the sensation
of gliding in and out of his lover's violently spasming body, took Fox
over the edge. Two more thrusts and he joined Alexei in ecstasy, crying
out his lover's pet name, then collapsing against his chest. They floated
together for long minutes, moaning softly as the water gently lapped at
their skin. Fox was the first to move, picking his head up off of Alexei's
shoulder and kissing his lover's parted lips.
"I love you, my beautiful Jade."
The mouth he'd just been kissing curled up into a weary smile. "And
I love you, my Fox."
Fox again rested his head on Alexei's shoulder. There was humor in his
voice even as he felt the warmth creep into his cheeks, "Do you think that
the servants enjoyed that as much as we did?"
"Maybe not quite as much, but I am sure they got some thrill out of
it. Do not worry love. Their discretion is exemplary. Now..." Gently, he
pushed Fox away, rising to help the other man out of the tub. "Tell me
about your day."
"I did, remember?"
Alexei wrapped a towel around his lover, patting the beads of moisture
from his skin. "Yes, but 'same as the day before' does not say much. How
is my friend Jeffrey? Is he just as miserable as he was the day I visited
the class?"
"Oh, yes. I see that young man headed for great difficulty if he does
not alter the course he's on."
Alexei shrugged, completing his task and securing a dry towel around
his lover's waist. As he began to dry himself, Fox stopped him and took
the towel. As he rubbed away the droplets, he continued to speak. "The
other boys, however, keep asking me to bring Jade back to visit them. I
promised them I would ask him if he would like to return."
Alexei smiled. "You told them you would ask a cat if he would like to
visit them?"
Fox laughed, wrapping the towel around Alexei's waist as the other man
had done for him. "Yes, I did. So... what does he say? The children really
love him."
"Especially Jeffrey, yes?"
"Ignore him, please? The last thing I need is another audience with
his father."
Alexei's eyes flashed with mild irritation. "You need not answer to
him or anyone, Fox. You should not. You are far superior to that man
and his demon spawn..."
Fox rolled his eyes and began to walk slowly for the door, linking fingers
with his lover and leading him away. "Will you visit the boys and behave
yourself?"
"Of course, lord. The question is, will Jeffrey behave himself?"
Expecting Jeffrey to behave was the equivalent of expecting a snowstorm
in the desert.
The younger man sat casting evil stares in the direction of the teacher
and his pet stretched lazily across his desk. And although Jade looked
as though he were almost asleep, he was not. His slitted gaze rested on
the young man at the back of the room, the tip of his tail slowly curling
and uncurling.
Fox ended class a few minutes early, allowing the children to visit
a while with Jade. The cat sat patiently, being stroked and petted as the
children marveled at the shimmering softness of his coat and deep color
of his eyes.
Furious with the situation, Jeffrey rose from his desk, throwing his
chair aside. The cat's ears automatically flattened, and blackness swallowed
the green of his eyes as the young man approached, but Fox's comforting
hand on his back held him in place.
Remembering his last encounter with the vicious beast, Jeffrey stopped
at what he considered to be a safe distance and glared at the group. "Enjoy
yourselves," he muttered. "As soon as I get my hands on him, he's done
for." The young man made a twisting motion with both hands, then turned
his attention on Fox. "And you," he spat, "your day is coming as well."
A sound that started out as a high pitch mewling and then dropped to
a low growl rose from Jade's throat, and Fox picked the cat up from the
desk, hugging him to his chest.
"Leave my classroom, Jeffrey. And do not come back until you learn to
behave in a civilized manner."
The young man's eyes blazed with hatred. "My father shall hear of this."
Fox shook his head sadly. "Yes, Jeffrey. He shall indeed. Now please
leave."
Jade hissed softly from the cradle of Fox's arms as Jeffrey stormed
past.
"He will not go to our father," Amir offered once his eldest brother
was gone. "He will only land himself in trouble if he does."
Fox looked into empty doorway, stroking the cat's back. "I know. Now
why don't the rest of you children go on. Don't be late for dinner."
The remaining children said goodbye to their teacher and the animal
they'd grown so fond of and tumbled out into the afternoon sun, waving
to Dana as she passed them. As she entered the classroom, a smile crossed
her lips, and she rolled her eyes.
"Can you two not stay away from each other for more than a couple of
hours?"
Fox kissed the top of the cat's head and set him down on his desk. "The
boys asked to see Jade, and he was good enough to oblige them."
Dana shook her head, laughing softly as she dropped into the chair behind
the desk. As soon as she was settled, Jade stepped down off of the desk
and into her lap, rubbing his head against her chin. She stroked the cat's
back, listening to the contented purr. "Have you no shame? Soliciting my
attention this way with your lover not more than four feet from us."
Fox smiled as he watched the two, pleased that they were getting along
so well. "Have you plans for dinner, Dana?" he asked, hoping that Alexei
wouldn't mind the last minute invitation.
"Yes, actually," she answered. "Daniel is coming to call, and we're
dining together."
One golden-brown eyebrow arched upward. "Really."
The petite redhead gave him a mischievous grin. "Yes, really."
"So, you like him..."
"Yes, he's very nice." She looked down, scratching behind the cat's
ear. "I'm very glad we met." She glanced back up to her friend. "I should
be going. I need to prepare."
Fox nodded, grinning broadly, then pointed to Jade, speaking in a mock-stern
voice. "You. Stop accosting my friend, and let's go home."
The cat meowed softly at him, then hopped back to the desk and up into
his arms. Dana rose from the chair, and they walked out together, each
looking forward to starting their respective evenings.
The two men lounged together in the comfort of their bed, basking in
the afterglow of their lovemaking.
"Sometimes I still can't believe that this is real," Fox murmured into
his lover's chest. "I'd never have dreamed that I could have something
this beautiful."
"You deserve the best the world has to offer," Alexei whispered to him.
"Grand houses, servants, jewels..."
Fox raised his head, gazing down into his lover's eyes. "I meant you."
Alexei's next words faded from his mind as he stared up into Fox's loving
gaze. He brought a hand up to the other man's face, gently cupping his
cheek. His thumb stroked across Fox's lower lip, and suddenly he wanted
nothing more than to taste that lip. As often as he'd done so in the past
days... the past hour... he wanted more. His hand slid around to the back
of Fox's head, and he pulled him down for a long kiss, licking and nibbling
the succulent flesh. A sudden tremor ran through him, and he pulled Fox
closer, deepening the kiss to an almost desperate extent.
With a bit of effort, Fox pulled away and smiled down at Alexei. "And
you call me insatiable." The unfamiliar glint in his lover's eyes filled
him with curiosity and something else he couldn't name. "Alexei? Are you
all right?"
Alexei swallowed hard, his eyes burning into Fox's. "Yes," he responded
just above a whisper. "I just... I..." He shook his head and pulled Fox
down to him, again initiating a desperate kiss. He rolled them until Fox
was flat on his back, still feeding hungrily on his mouth. Finally, he
pulled away, sitting up and rocking against his lover's growing erection.
Stroking the scattering of hair that covered Fox's chest, he looked down
into approving hazel eyes, then reached behind, making Fox ready. That
done, he held his lover's now rigid erection at the base and lowered himself
onto it.
Fox gasped as Alexei sank down, taking him in as far as he could go.
They'd made love not more than an hour ago, yet Fox was as ready to go
again right now as he would be a day later. One hand linked fingers with
Alexei while the other wrapped around his erection, stroking its length
as he pushed up again and again, carrying them quickly toward release.
Alexei rocked frantically, feeling his climax move in like a violent
storm and knowing that his Fox was right behind him, he took no action
to slow it down. The hand around him pumped harder, and the world exploded
into a million shards of light as he came long and hard over his lover's
hand.
Fox jerked up into Alexei only a few more times before he found his
own satisfaction, emitting choking gasps as he climaxed. Alexei crumpled
onto his chest, and Fox wrapped him in his arms, kissing the side of his
head and murmuring soft words of love. A short time later, sleep came to
claim them both, leaving any thoughts and questions for the morning.
Fox entered the great room, approaching Alexei from behind and wrapping
his arms around the other man's shoulders.
"Good morning, love."
Alexei grasped his lover's wrists and turned into a soft kiss.
"Good morning."
Fox hugged Alexei tightly then released him and moved to sit across
from him. "Sleep well?" he asked softly, hoping for more than a simple
yes or no.
"Yes. You?"
Fox nodded, picking at the breakfast that had been set before him. He
looked up from his plate and dove in. "Alexei... last night... there was
a look on your face... an inexplicable change in your behavior. I don't
know if it meant anything; maybe you'll tell me it didn't, but for a while,
it seemed as though something was very wrong."
Alexei shrugged and reached across the table to take Fox's hand. "I
do not know that I have a reasonable answer for you. It was just so..."
he stopped, trying to find a way to articulate what he'd felt. "...I had
such a strong feeling of... the word dread comes to mind, but I do not
know if that is exactly the right term."
"Concerning what?"
Alexei shook his head. "I only know that... I felt the overwhelming urge
to hold tightly to you and never let go."
Fox gave him a teasing grin. "Afraid I'd disappear?"
Alexei's gaze dropped from Fox's face as he considered that very likely
possibility.
Fox squeezed the hand that still rested in his. "Jade?"
Alexei lifted his eyes and looked into his lover's concerned face. He
gave Fox a reassuring smile. "No," he answered softly. "No, of course not.
Come, let us finish our breakfast so you may get on to your pupils."
Fox shook his head. "No. I'll speak to Dana. Ask her to tell the master
that I'm not well today. She's quite capable of giving today's lesson."
Green eyes stared over at him. "Why would you do this?"
"Because something is troubling you and I don't want to leave you until
you're feeling better."
"No... Fox... I am very touched that you would stay home for me, but I
am fine now. Truly. I do not know what it was that came over me, but the
feeling is gone now."
Fox eyed him doubtfully. "Then why do I still see an odd look on your
face?"
"I... I am simply troubled by the fact that I do not know what had come
over me. I will get over it."
Fox still wasn't sure, but he didn't want to push the issue. "All right.
I'll go to class." He smiled. "If I don't, Jeffrey might fall under the
impression that he has frightened me away."
The mention of Jeffrey's name brought a scowl to Alexei's face. "I do
not trust him, Fox. He is stupid as a stone, but he is certainly capable
of doing you harm."
"He is an angry young man, that's for certain, but I can take care of
myself. Now, if I'm going to be on time, I really must go."
Both men rose, Alexei planted a tender kiss on his lover's mouth, then
he sent him off. As soon as Fox was gone, he left as well, in search of
Daniel.
Part Three
"Well, well, well. Look who has decided to grace us with his magnificent
presence?"
"All right, Daniel. Your sarcasm is not called for."
"Forgive me, my prince, but I do not know how else to react when your
father harps on me every day, asking where his son is!"
Alexei softened his tone. "I am sorry, Daniel. I just wanted to insure
that Fox was settling comfortably into our home."
"Your home. We must discuss that, Alexei."
"What do you wish to discuss about it?"
"Do you really think you should have gone and taken such a huge leap
with him before you spoke to your father? And let me stress again how much
you need to do that..."
"I know, Daniel. And what is it with you? Are you not smitten with
Fox's lovely friend?"
"Yes, but I have not conjured up a house for us to live in together.
I have not given her any false impressions."
"Are you saying that I've lied to Fox?"
"By omission, yes. He has no idea who you are, really. Why, Alexei?
Why have you not told him?"
"Because," Alexei began to pace, "it was so much to comprehend. I did
not want to overwhelm him..."
"Seems to me that he took the news of your true nature very well. I
do not think it would have been too much for his delicate senses to hear
that you are crown prince of the djinn."
Alexei continued to pace.
"Alexei..."
The other stopped and whirled to face his friend. "I was afraid that
he would not take me seriously, Daniel."
"He believes that you are a genie, but you felt he would not believe
that you are our ruler?"
"I am not your ruler. My father is. And no, it is not that I think he
would not believe me about that but rather I feared he would think that
I was merely toying with him. I wanted him to be sure of my love before
I told him."
"And so now you are prepared to do that?"
"Yes. But first, I will tell my father about him."
"Well, unless you want to go chasing halfway around the world, it will
have to wait. Malik is not here. He told me, that if I saw you, to tell
you that he would return in a couple of days." Daniel raised one red eyebrow.
"So you still have time to decide exactly how you want to tell him."
"How I want to tell him..."
"Yes, Alexei. You cannot just blurt it out. He must be adequately prepared,
though I do not know that any amount of preparation is going to soften
the blow."
"For the love of Allah, Daniel, you speak as though it is some great
tragedy."
"Not in my mind, Alexei, and certainly not in yours, but for your father?
Knowing how he feels about humans? I shiver to think about how he is going
to react to your news."
"Well, however he reacts, he will have to just learn to deal with it.
I love Fox and nothing will change that. Malik must accept that."
"He is our king, Alexei; he does not have to do anything he does not
want to do."
"No, you are right. But if he wants me to assume the throne, he will
have to accept Fox as my mate."
"Alexei, do you respond well to ultimatums?"
The other man's eyebrows took on a sarcastic arch.
"Exactly. And neither does your father. But I do not have to tell you
any of this. You know it."
Alexei ignored his friend's last statement and strolled over to his
favorite stream. He skimmed his hand across the water and smiled down at
the image of Fox speaking with his class. "I do not wish to shun my responsibilities,
Daniel, but this man is my every breath. He is first in my heart, and if
I must give up my crown for him, I will."
"And what makes you think that he will allow you to do that? He does
not strike me as the selfish kind."
"And that is why I will not tell him until I speak to Malik. If he forces
me to choose, I will choose Fox, and there will be no need for him to ever
know what I did." Alexei turned his attention back to the stream, and a
look of anger flash across his face. "I will hang that little weasel by
his own entrails..."
"What? Who?"
Alexei sprang to his feet, hands clenched at his sides. "Jeffrey.
The eldest of Fox's pupils. He has been threatening Fox for some time now,
and he just tossed a fit and threw a book at him. I must go."
"What are you going to do?"
"Master Jeffrey has used up his last chance. I will see you soon."
And with that, Alexei was gone, leaving his friend in mid-conversation.
Now used to his friend's sudden departures, Daniel merely walked away,
muttering to no one. "Very well then. Perhaps you and Fox and Dana and
I might get together soon. Oh, yes, Daniel. What a splendid idea. Well,
enjoy your day..."
Fox stood in the doorway of the bed chamber, watching Alexei's eyes
open. The other man stretched in a purely feline fashion and smiled up
at his lover.
"Good afternoon, my love. How was your day?"
"Interesting." Fox sauntered across the room and sat on the bed, sliding
to lean back against the pillows.
"Oh?"
"Yes. I had another unpleasant encounter with Jeffrey this morning."
Alexei looked up at him, doing his level best to look innocent. "Did
you?"
"Yes. Directly afterward, he went out for his afternoon riding lesson,
and what do you suppose happened?"
Alexei arched his eyebrows and shrugged.
"He lost control of his horse. It took off at a full gallop, with Jeffrey
screaming all the way."
"No."
Fox nodded. "Yes. When the stableman finally caught up to them, they
were almost a mile from home. He found Jeffrey in a heap on the ground
and the horse nearby."
"Goodness, how awful."
"He's got two broken legs."
"Did they have to shoot him?"
Fox narrowed his gaze on his lover. "Not the horse, Jeffrey."
Alexei averted his eyes and toyed with one earring, giving no response.
"And you know what's very odd about it?"
"No. What?"
"The stableman swears he saw a small black animal darting between the
horse's legs just before it bolted. But when he looked around for it, it
was gone.
Alexei knitted his brows. "Yes, that is odd."
Fox folded his arms across his chest and cocked his head. "Alexei..."
"Yes, love?"
"What did you do?"
"Do?"
"Why did you frighten Jeffrey's horse? He could have been killed."
The pretense melted away. "I take it as a personal failure that he was
not."
Fox's eyes grew wide with shock.
"I will not sit idly by while young master Jeffrey assaults you."
"I can handle him."
"I know you can, but he needs more than handling. He needs a good
lesson."
"What do you really think he's going to learn from that?"
Alexei heaved a hard sigh, then looked up at Fox, pouting. "All right,
so it was nothing more than retribution. But it was not uncalled for. He
had it coming."
"That isn't the point. He's a human being."
"If you insist..."
Fox covered his face with one hand. "Alexei... please... don't do anything
else to him. Just let him be."
"Make no mistake, Fox. If he sees his opportunity, he will take it.
And I will never allow that."
Fox bowed his head, at a loss as to how it was that he was going to
make the other man understand. "I appreciate your concern, Alexei, but
you must not harm him again."
"Even if he is preparing to kill you?"
"You're impossible!" Fox leaned his head back and closed his eyes in
frustration. The gentle depression of the mattress a few minutes later
drew his attention. He opened his eyes to find Alexei crawling toward him.
The other man crept slowly between his legs and brushed his head against
his chest.
"Are you angry with me?"
Fox looked down at the emerald eyes partially hidden by downswept lashes
and glanced quickly away. Alexei nuzzled his chest again, demanding his
attention.
"You are angry. Perhaps..." he fell silent, doing a fine job of trying
to look repentant.
"Perhaps, what?"
Oceans of green sparkled up at him through a thick curtain of lashes.
"Perhaps I should be punished."
Fox fought to keep the smile from his lips. "Yes... perhaps you should."
He pushed Alexei away and rose from the bed. Alexei's voice, tinged with
curiosity, reached him as he moved to the door.
"Where are you going?"
"Thought I'd take a walk before dinner."
"But... aren't you going to punish me?"
"Yes," Fox gave him an evil grin. "I am."
Dismayed, Alexei watched as his lover glided out of the room, leaving
him alone. He waited a few seconds, sure that Fox would come back, but
he remained alone. "Fox?" he called softly. Only silence greeted his ears.
A tiny, incredulous smiled curled his mouth. "It would seem," he told himself,
"that my sweet Fox has a bit of a sadistic streak in him. "Oh my love,"
he groaned, "I adore you more every day."
Dinner began quietly.
Fox joined Alexei a short time after he'd entered the great room. The
other man waited for him to speak, but he merely seated himself and began
to pick at his dinner. Drumming his fingers softly, Alexei watched and
waited.
Nothing.
Finally, he sidled over to Fox and plucked a morsel from his plate.
Tentatively, he held his fingers to his lover's mouth, chewing on the corner
of his mouth as he waited.
Fox raised his eyes to Alexei's as he considered the offering. Finally,
he opened his mouth and allowed the other man to feed him. When his entire
dinner was eaten that way, he sat back against a mass of pillows, staring
sedately at his lover.
Alexei shifted his body and lay before Fox. He wrapped his arms around
his lover's legs and resting his head on his knees, looked up at him. "Is
my lord still angry with me?"
"No, I'm not angry."
"Am I still being punished?"
Fox considered his question, then nodded. "Yes, you are."
Alexei gave him a beautiful pout. "Then... you will allow me to give
you no pleasure tonight?"
"I haven't decided."
Alexei moved upward, burying his face in Fox's chest. "Please, lord.
A night without your love would be a torturous thing."
Fox petted the sable head for a moment, then closed his fingers around
the satiny strands, lifting Alexei's head until their eyes met. "Even I
do allow you to pleasure me, there will be none for you."
Green eyes stared up at him, pleading. "You... you would torture me this
way?"
"It's not torture," Fox corrected him gently. "It's punishment.
A punishment you asked for."
"I would rather be whipped by my lord's own hand than endure this type
of punishment. I beg you to reconsider."
The corner of Fox's mouth twitched. "I suppose it's possible that you
could somehow convince me."
Alexei stared up at him for a moment, then rose to his feet and slowly
began to remove his clothing. When the last bit of material slipped from
his body, he lowered himself to the floor, kneeling beside Fox's outstretched
legs. He bent at the waist, laying his torso and arms out in front of him.
From the comfort of his pillows, Fox cocked his head, admiring the body
stretched out before him. His eyes followed the strong, clean lines of
the muscles, imagining feeling them tighten and relax under his touch.
He mentally caressed the smooth, tanned skin and heard the faint sigh that
drifted up from the floor. Realizing that Alexei must have been tuned in
to his thoughts, he attempted to shut them off and leaned forward, placing
his hand on the other's back, stroking up and down its length. Enjoying
the twitch of muscle beneath his fingers, Fox continued for a bit longer,
then slid his hand down under Alexei's jaw and lifted, coaxing the other
man upright.
Alexei remained on his knees, staring into Fox's eyes as his lover caressed
his jaw. As the hand drifted closer to his mouth, he gently grasped Fox's
wrist and placed a soft kiss in his palm. His tongue followed, slithering
up toward Fox's fingers where he then drew one into his mouth, delicately
sucking at the tip.
Mesmerized, Fox pushed his finger forward, watching as it disappeared
into Alexei's mouth, then pulled it out, adding a second finger. Alexei
accepted the addition, licking and sucking with increased enthusiasm. He
moaned in protest when the fingers were suddenly removed, and Fox sat back,
staring quietly at him, waiting.
Alexei pitched forward, supporting the weight of his upper body on his
hands, and crawled torward Fox. When he was almost parallel to Fox's chest,
he reached out and parted his lover's robes, baring his chest. Gentle fingers
danced across the warm skin before Alexei leaned in and began scattering
soft kisses over the same area. When Fox's head fell back and his eyes
closed, Alexei's tongue inched out to take his pleasure a step higher.
A servant came in to clear the remains of dinner and gasped softly at
the sight of her prince, naked and sprawled over the master, thoroughly
bathing his upper body with his tongue.
Not entirely oblivious to the girl, Alexei continued his task, lingering
over one puckered nipple, drawing breathy moans from the man beneath him.
Completely oblivious, Fox lay amongst the pillows, accepting the intense
pleasure of his lover's caress. The warmth moved lower, flowing over his
taut belly, teasing and tickling every inch of skin. He removed Fox's pants,
and finally, what seemed like ages later, his mouth gently brushed the
glistening head of his rigid erection.
Sounding a tiny, shocked yelp, the girl gathered up the last of the
dinnerware and vacated the room, leaving Alexei smiling as he lapped at
the pearl of bitter fluid at the tip of his lover's swollen shaft.
Fox twitched and released a small grunt at the most intimate touch.
He breathed deeply, willing himself to relax and enjoy every caress, but
when he found himself engulfed in wet heat, all good intentions evaporated
like so many drops of rain on the desert floor. His hips bucked as he sought
to push himself deeper into that wonderful heat.
Alexei relaxed his throat muscles and took all that Fox had to give
him. His tongue fluttered over the long shaft each time it slid into his
mouth, and his deep groans of pleasure vibrated along the thrusting muscle.
As Fox's movements became more erratic, Alexei regained control, grasping
his hips to hold him still, and slowly began to back off.
Fox issued a sharp hiss as Alexei pulled away, but the protest died
a quick death as his lover's tongue moved to the fragile skin of the sac
that hung heavily between his legs. He squirmed within Alexei's firm grip,
his soft whimpers conveying his need.
Gently rolling the sac on his tongue, Alexei slipped a hand underneath
his lover, his fingers burrowing between the rounded muscle, and then ever
so gently, first one then two digits teased their way into the tight opening.
Fox cried out and began to rock his hips, but Alexei's free hand once again
steadied him. Knowing that Fox was now teetering very close to the edge,
he licked his way back up the length of his erection. Once at the tip,
he teased the tiny slit for a brief moment, then abruptly swallowed his
lover to the root.
Fox's mouth fell open, and a tormented sob tumbled out. Somewhere between
heaven and madness he floated, aware of nothing more than the exquisite
torture that his lover was inflicting on him and the desperate need to
bring it to a shattering end. His fingers clenched in the pillows around
him as Alexei increased the pressure, and each labored breath left his
lips in a loud hiss. The fingers sliding in and out of him slipped deeper,
stimulating a spot that made his back arch high off the floor and a long,
broken cry rip from his throat.
Alexei's head rose and fell faster as he felt Fox's body hit its peak.
In an instant, the man beneath him began to lurch and scream incoherently
as hot fluid hit the back of his throat. A thin line ran down one corner
of his mouth as he swallowed his lover's seed. When Fox collapsed in utter
exhaustion, Alexei lifted his head. Slitted hazel eyes watched as he lifted
his hand to his mouth, wiping the moisture away, then licked it from his
fingers. That done, he again lowered his head and began to gently clean
his lover's spent organ. Golden-brown eyelashes swept down, and the other
man sighed softly.
When he'd completed his task, Alexei rested his head low on Fox's belly
and one hand on his hip, drawing lazy circles on the skin there, with his
thumb. His eyes drifted shut, but he did not sleep, could not until the
screaming of his own body was silenced.
Fox opened his eyes long minutes later and looked down at the top of
the sable head resting on him. He raised a weakened hand and combed his
fingers through Alexei's hair. The other man lifted his head and looked
up at him expectantly. A weary smile trembled at his lips, and he tugged
at the hair beneath his fingers, prompting Alexei to slide up until they
were face to face. He pulled the other man down for a soft, lazy kiss then
murmured against them, "Let's go to bed."
Alexei gazed down at him, a soft smile playing at his lips. "As you
wish, my lord." He rose to his feet, helping Fox up, and the two walked
together to their bed chamber.
Fox dropped to the mattress first, then Alexei, right along beside him.
He reached over and lovingly caressed the other's cheek, provoking the
gentle nuzzling of his palm. His eyes sparkled as he attracted and held
his lover's gaze.
"Goodnight, love."
Alexei's mouth fell open as he watched Fox settle onto his back and
close his eyes.
No. He... he would not... he...
Fox heard what sounded like a soft gasp and opened his eyes halfway.
"Did you say something?"
"N-no, but..."
"But, what?"
"You truly mean to sleep?"
"Yes..."
Alexei shook his head slowly. "You could be so cruel?"
"My love... I would never be cruel to you. But if you recall, I told
you from the beginning..."
"But you said I could convince you. Did I not please my lord?"
"Of course you did. Very much. But I believe my exact words were it
was possible that you could convince me." Fox brushed his fingertips
across the other man's lips. "You have not. Your punishment will continue."
He moved his hand from Alexei's mouth to his own, kissing his fingers,
then bringing them back to press against his lover's. "Now go to sleep.
We will re-evaluate the situation in the morning."
Alexei watched, disbelieving, as Fox removed his hand, draping it across
his chest and closed his eyes. For over an hour he watched in silence,
waiting for Fox to open his eyes and tell him that he was only joking,
throw him onto his back and make passionate love to him.
Nothing.
Coming up on an hour and a half, he gave up and curled up on his side,
facing away from Fox. His body begged for relief, but he denied it, refusing
to interfere with his lord's punishment. Despondently, he closed his eyes
and tried to sleep. Just as he had begun to finally drift off, he felt
a hard warmth press up against the length of his body. He shook off the
darkness that was just about to claim him and came to full consciousness.
He shuddered uncontrollably as a soft mouth kissed the back of his neck.
The warmth ebbed, and Fox turned him onto his back. The other man smiled
down at him in the near-darkness of the room.
"Did you really think I would sleep tonight without hearing you
scream my name?"
Alexei shuddered at the soft words. "I... not at first, but..." He fell
silent and turned his best wounded look on Fox.
"Ohhh," Fox cooed, petting Alexei's hair, "is my love suffering?"
Alexei looked away and nodded.
"Well. Let's see what we can do to remedy that, shall we?"
Dark eyes rose warily. "You are not going to tease me then tell me to
go to sleep, are you?"
Fox lowered his head, brushing his lips against Alexei's. "No."
Alexei wound an arm around his lover's neck and writhed against him.
"My love... my body aches for you. Please..."
Before he could utter another word, Fox's mouth came down on his, muffling
his pleas. His lover's weight settled over him, pressing him deeper into
the mattress and pulling a strained whimper from his constricted chest.
Fox slithered against him, feeling the full extent of his arousal and leaving
no doubts in Alexei's mind about his own renewed passion.
"My beautiful Jade," Fox murmured against the other's mouth, "you must
know that I would never let you suffer the entire night..." He slipped
a hand between them, stroking the column of velvet-sheathed stone. "So
hard," he moaned, lightly fingering the shaft.
Alexei stared up at him through glazed eyes. "For you, my lord."
Fox squeezed him gently. "It is a lovely gift. Might I ask for another?"
"Your slightest wish is my command."
The words brought a smile to Fox's lips. "Open yourself to me."
Without question, Alexei spread his legs and wrapped them high around
his lover's waist. He waited, trembling as Fox positioned himself at his
entrance, then stopped. He turned pleading eyes up to Fox's face but remained
silent.
Fox looked down into his lover's eyes, glowing with love... and deep,
uninhibited lust, and he could hold off no longer.
Alexei's head pressed back into the pillows, and a loud, sobbing wail
escaped past his lips as Fox drove into him.
Every bit as overcome, Fox shuddered, gritting his teeth in a valiant
effort to stave off the violent rush of sensation that rumbled through
his body. He froze, struggling for composure, but Alexei would not be quieted.
The other man bucked impatiently beneath him, sobbing his name, and he
lost the struggle. Taking his lover's stony erection in one hand and anchoring
the other in his hair, Fox pulled out almost to the tip, then surged forward
again.
Alexei's fingers dug into the muscled padding of Fox's shoulders as
his lover remained deeply embedded inside him and rocked forward then released
the pressure, allowing his body to lurch back to where it had been. He
repeated the process several times, never leaving the heat that surrounded
him, and each thrust brushed over that magical, mysterious spot, leaving
Alexei quivering beneath him, delirious with pleasure.
"Fox..." Alexei panted, "... my... my love... please... I..." He stiffened,
groaning through clenched teeth as Fox increased the tempo of his thrusts
and matched it with the movement of his hand.
"Are you..." Fox swallowed hard, trying to hold on for just a second
more, "... are you ready, love?"
Alexei whimpered and nodded as he clung desperately to his lover.
"Then show me," Fox hissed as he began to slam into the other man. "Let
me feel it... let me... hear..."
And at that moment, the damn burst, the flood of sensation carrying
both men screaming over the edge.
Fox's name rang in his own ears, cried out again and again by the man
who shuddered and thrashed endlessly beneath him, and he was never more
sure of Alexei's love than at that precise moment. When the storm had finally
passed and Fox's weakened arms could hold him up no longer, he lowered
his trembling body to rest on top of the one he loved so dearly and wrapped
Alexei in his arms.
The shrieks and wails coming from their masters' bedroom died
down and brought knowing smiles to some of the servants and looks of profound
embarrassment to others, but all went about their duties quickly and professionally
and never spoke a word of it to each other... while working. In the privacy
of their quarters, they often discussed their prince and his chosen mate... the
one he referred to in their presence as the master. Privately, they'd heard
him call the other 'Fox' and assumed that this was his name. In some of
the more intimate moments that they often bore witness to, he was heard
to call Fox 'my lord', and they thought that even if this man was indeed
a nobleman, he was still human, and therefore not anyone that their esteemed
prince would or should bow to. Still, in light of all they did and did
not know, one thing was crystal clear. Prince Alexei loved this man with
his whole heart and soul, and the feeling was more than mutual. That knowledge
brought happiness to the attendants, and they vowed to serve both men well
and maintain the blissful atmosphere that reigned on their home.
The two men lay clinging to each other, Fox's head nestled against
Alexei's shoulder, and all was quiet except for the soft purr that rumbled
in his ear. He smiled wearily and lifted his head to gaze down upon his
beloved. Luminescent green eyes stared back and perfect lips attempted
to form a word. Unable to resist temptation, Fox moved in for a long, tender
kiss. When he'd drunk his fill of his lover's sweetness, he slid down a
bit and laid his head on Alexei's chest. The other man raised a hand to
his head and lazily stroked the damp, golden-brown silk. After a long silence,
Fox's voice drifted up to the other's ears, soft and weary.
"Jade?"
"Yes?"
"Do you feel better?"
"So much better. I cannot believe my astounding luck to have the
world's greatest lover fall in love with me..."
Fox shook with silent laughter. "There's sarcasm in there somewhere,
I think."
"Oh no, lord. I say this to you in all sincerity."
Fox laughed again, this time audibly. "That isn't what I meant, anyway."
"No?"
"No. I'm actually referring to last night."
"Oh. Truly, Fox, I do not know what happened to me, but I feel fine
now."
"No more anxiety? No unexplainable fears?"
"None."
"You aren't just saying that so I won't worry?"
"No, I promise you, everything is fine. Now it is time that you slept
or you will be falling over your desk tomorrow." Alexei wrapped his arms
around Fox and dropped a number of soft kisses in his hair. "Goodnight,
my treasure."
Fox mumbled a sleepy goodnight and in no time was soundly asleep.
Alexei stayed awake a bit longer, enjoying the peaceful sounds of his love's
slumber and the comforting warmth of his naked body resting on his own.
The world will never know a more perfect love.
He fell asleep finally, smiling at the thought.
The next morning, Alexei sent Fox off to class with a lingering
kiss and a promise to behave himself, then drew a deep breath and went
to see if his father had returned.
Indeed he had and was anxious for his son's visit.
Alexei entered the grand salon, followed by Daniel, and found the elder
reading.
"Father."
"Well," Malik closed his book and smiled on his eldest son. "I
was beginning to think you had run away from home."
The young man strolled past his father, stopping at the edge of the
doorway that led out to the balcony. "I realize that I have been spending
quite a lot of time away."
"Yes, you have. I have given you your privacy, my son. I have not questioned
you or Daniel, but now I must ask. What is it that keeps you away for such
long periods of time?"
Alexei inhaled deeply, then released the breath slowly. "You remember
you told me that if I had found myself a companion, you hoped that I would
bring said companion before you?"
"Yes, son. I remember well. I am an old man but still perfectly
capable of recalling something that I said only a matter of weeks ago."
Alexei gave him a brief smile. "Well... it is time I did that."
Malik broke into a wide grin. "Wonderful! Bring her to me this evening.
We shall dine together..."
"Father."
"Yes?"
Alexei shook his head. "There are two things you must know."
The smile faded from Malik's face. "Your solemn expression tells me
I may not be pleased with whatever these things are you must tell me."
He sat down and looked up at his son. "Say what you must say."
Alexei nodded. "You said 'she', Father. My companion is not female."
"Oh?" Malik paused thoughtfully, then spoke again. "Oh. Well, my son,
you know that from birth we are taught that in matters of love, gender
is not an issue. Your grandmothers were very happy together all their lives
and raised me in love. Now, I admit that I am a bit surprised, considering
all the females I have seen you with in the past, but if this man means
enough to you that you would have him stand before me, then I accept your
choice."
Alexei executed a shallow bow. "Thank you, Father."
Malik nodded to his son. "You said there were two things."
"Yes."
Daniel tucked himself into the nearest corner and watched warily.
"Father, I know your feelings regarding humans, but..."
The older man stopped him cold. "Humans?"
"Yes..."
"Alexei," Malik's voice took on a warning tone. "Surely you are
not going to tell me that this companion of yours is a..." His hand tightened
on the book he still held. "... human."
Daniel watched his friend's chin take on a defiant tilt and the green
of his eyes all but disappear, and he wished he could do the same, but
he had given his word that when Alexei told Malik his news, he would be
there for moral support.
Were you insane?
"Yes, Father. He is."
Malik closed his eyes, and the room began to quake. Or maybe it was
just Daniel. At this point, he really couldn't be sure.
"Why," the older man asked softly, "do you insist on defying me at every
turn? Why do you find my rules so difficult to follow? No one else seems
to have a problem with them."
"Everyone else fears you and the punishment you will bring down upon
them if they do not adhere to your stupid rules."
"And you do not."
"Father, I cannot obey a law that is so blatantly unreasonable.
Contrary to what you may believe, I do not do this to spite you."
"No? Then tell me why!"
"I love him, Father. Deeply and completely."
Malik's eyes widened and turned blacker than coal. His response
came out in a barely audible hiss. "Nooo."
"Yes, father."
"Alexei... son... please... tell me that you are not mated to this... this... human."
"I will thank you not to refer to him as though he were some contemptible
monster. His name is Fox, and yes, we are lovers."
There was a loud crack as a large vase behind Malik cracked and exploded
into hundreds of pieces. Daniel trembled in his corner, too afraid to move
or speak, but Alexei stood unblinking before his father, completely unwilling
to back down.
"Did grandmother not give you that vase as a wedding gift?" Alexei
scolded softly. "She would not be pleased."
"Your impudence is not helping your situation, boy," Malik warned.
"Now you listen to me. You are not to see your human pet again, is that
clear? If you walk away now and make absolutely no contact with him again,
I will forget this whole sordid incident."
Alexei shook his head. "I will do no such thing. My place is with Fox.
And if you cannot accept that, Father I am sorry, but I will not give him
up."
"That was not a request, Alexei."
"No, of course it was not. All you know how to do is issue commands
and proclamations. You are not listening to me, Father. I love Fox. Does
my happiness mean nothing to you?"
"Yes! Which is why I insist that you put an immediate stop to this!"
Alexei's voice raised to match the volume of his father's, shaking the
entire house. "What is it about humans that makes you so unreasonable?"
"I do not need to explain myself to you, Alexei. I say that you will
not see him again, and you will not."
"I will." Alexei raised a hand to his head, then lowered his tone.
"Father... this is getting us nowhere. Please. For me... let me show him
to you. Watch him for a bit. Listen to him..."
Malik closed his eyes and turned away.
"He is a teacher, you know. A very intelligent man. He is handsome and
he is kind... he makes me so very happy, father. Please just see him."
Malik's failure to answer was interpreted as consent, and Alexei moved
to the large mirror in the far corner of the room and waved his hand across
it. An image of Fox appeared, and an immediate smile came to Alexei's lips.
He watched quietly as Fox taught his class, moving slowly, up and down
the aisles between the desks. He turned to Malik and called softly.
"Father, please. Come and see the man I adore, and you will understand."
Slowly, Malik moved before the mirror and raised his eyes to the image.
Daniel unfolded himself from the corner, now standing to stare, amazed
at what his friend was able to accomplish. Malik watched in silence, then
turned to see the look of pure devotion in his son's eyes. Daniel's tentative
smile vanished as he saw Malik's face harden and twist into a mask of frightening
emotion.
"Fine. I have seen him. Now get rid of this image and erase him from
your mind, or so help me, Alexei, you will never assume the throne. I will
strip you of your birthright and pass the crown on to your brother Amed."
Alexei stood his ground. "You are forcing me to choose."
"Yes."
"Then there is only one choice I can make..."
Malik nodded, finally happy that he had gotten through to his wayward
son.
"I choose Fox."
A look of sheer fury washed over the king's features, and objects
all over the room began to shudder and break. "Very well, Alexei. I give
you a new choice." He waved his hand at the mirror, and Alexei watched
in horror as Fox suddenly fell to the floor, hands clenched in his hair,
writhing in agony.
"Father! What are you doing? Stop!"
"I will stop," Malik hissed. "But you must agree never to see him again."
"No!"
"Then you choose for him to die."
Alexei flattened his hands on the mirror, watching helplessly as his
Fox screamed out in pain. "No," he sobbed, knowing that there was no
way for him to undo what his father had done. "Father, please! Stop!"
"Do you agree?"
Tears sprung to Alexei's eyes, and he shook violently. "You are killing
me as well!"
"You will get over it, Alexei. Now, what is your decision?" He raised
a hand. "Do I finish him?"
"NO!"
"Then you agree?"
"Yes," he dropped to his knees, leaning against the mirror. "Yes,
I will stay away from him. Please... do not hurt him anymore..."
The tears steamed down Alexei's face as he watched Fox stop writhing
and lie panting on the floor while the children surrounded him. Seconds
later, Dana raced in, followed by the youngest of the boys. She hovered
over Fox for moment, then helped him to his feet. They spoke a few words,
then she helped Fox from the room.
"Say goodbye, Alexei."
Alexei gripped the mirror and pressed his face to it. "How can
you be so cruel? You are not my father. You could not be."
Malik spoke softly to his son. "You hate me at this moment. But soon
you will come to realize that it is best."
More tears rolled down Alexei's face. "Never," he said in a choked
whisper. "You have taken my only love. I will never forgive you."
Malik blinked and pressed his lips together in a grim line. "You are
my successor. The future king. You must learn to behave as such."
Alexei turned red-rimmed eyes to the man standing over him. "I do not
want your crown." He shook with rage. "I do not want your house or your
lands. I do not want your subjects, and I do not want your power. The only
thing I ever wanted, you took from me." He rose unsteadily to his feet,
and Daniel came to his side. "From this day on, you have one less son."
"Do not say things you do not mean."
Alexei took one shaky step forward, his eyes blazing with hatred.
"I mean it," he whispered through gritted teeth. "You have seen me for
the last time."
Without another word, Alexei disappeared, leaving a stunned Daniel
alone with Malik. The old man looked up at the other man, reading a look
of profound sadness in his eyes. He drew himself up straight and tall and
gave the younger man a hard stare. "I will be watching him every minute.
You would do well to tell him that."
Daniel merely lowered his eyes.
"He will get over this."
"No, sire." Daniel hesitated a second, then doing something he'd
never done, looked up and gazed steadily into the king's eyes. "He will
not." And he was gone as well.
Malik paced the room, shattered bits of glass and china crunching beneath
his feet. "I am right," he told himself, "I will do what is best for
him whether he likes it or not..."
Having again worked himself into a high state of self-righteousness,
Malik whirled around and was gone.
A group of servants watched as Alexei stumbled blindly past them
on his way to his bedroom. One began to follow to ask if there was anything
he required, but a voice from behind stopped her.
"Leave him."
The girl turned to face Daniel. "But, sir... he does not look at
all well!"
"I know. But there is nothing at all that any of you can do for him."
"The master then? Can he help?"
Daniel looked from the girl to the direction in which Alexei had gone.
"Would that he could," he whispered softly.
Alexei entered the room, closing the door softly behind him. He wandered
the room slowly, his shaky legs doing a less than adequate job of holding
him up. Pain seared his chest as he looked around.
Such joy in this room. Such love.
He moved to the bed and sank down amongst the pillows, burying
his face in them. He inhaled deeply, taking in Fox's lingering scent... memorizing
it so that when it faded from the material, it would still be vivid in
his mind.
He turned over, clutching a pillow to his chest and stared up
at the ceiling. Tears again welled up in his eyes and spilled over as he
recalled helplessly watching his beloved suffer the agony inflicted on
him by Malik. He was sure that Dana was caring for him sufficiently, but
that was his place. Fox should be here. Home. In bed resting while Alexei
attended to him... held him and kissed him and promised that no harm would
ever come to him again...
He sat up suddenly, trembling as his name sounded in his head. A number
of seconds passed, and he heard it again.
Fox was calling to him. Wanting to come home.
Violent shudders coursed through him as for the third time the voice
sounded, this time laced with a tinge of anxiety. His fingers clenched
in his hair, and he rocked back and forth. Tiny whimpers began to push
their way past his compressed lips, and the fourth and last time that Fox
called to him, the fear in his voice coming through loud and clear, it
finished him.
Daniel and the small group of servants looked up, more than a
bit startled as the floor beneath them shook with Alexei's roars of anguish.
Daniel instructed the servants to keep their distance, and he rushed to
his friend's room, throwing the door open to find Alexei lying across his
bed, heaving great sobs. He approached cautiously and seated himself at
the edge of the bed.
"Alexei," he called softly. "I... I am so sorry. So very, very sorry.
I wish with all my heart that this had not happened.."
Although his loud wails had begun to abate, Alexei issued no response.
He lay face down in the pillows, intermittent tremors wracking his body.
"I must tell you..." Daniel lay a gentle hand on his shoulder. "... in
case you are entertaining any notions of trying to contact... him. Malik
is watching and will be every minute. To insure Fox's safety, you must
not have any contact with him... none."
Still, nothing.
Daniel squeezed his friend's shoulder. "I can only imagine the
pain you have to be suffering, Alexei. I feared something bad would come
of this, but I never imagined... I never dreamed..." He took a deep breath
and went on. "If there was something I could do to ease the pain of this,
I would. Please know that."
Alexei remained still and relatively quiet, giving no indication
that he'd even heard Daniel's words. The other man rose and drifted silently
from the room, leaving his friend alone with his grief.
"Fox, are you sure that you are not in any more pain?"
"Yes."
Dana sat quietly for a moment, stroking his brow with the cold
cloth. Then, "He's probably just someplace where he can't hear you."
"He can hear me anywhere. He said that to me once."
Dana shook her head, starting to speak half a dozen times, then rethinking
her words. "I don't... I don't know what to tell you. He's all right, I'm
sure he is. If something was wrong, you would have heard from Daniel."
Fox nodded.
Dana patted his hand reassuringly. "You'll be home soon. And you'll
see that there's a reasonable explanation for this."
No answer.
"Now tell me again what happened."
"How many times must you hear it?"
"Until I can make some sense of it."
"How can you if I can't?" Seeing Dana's insistent expression, he sighed
and went through it again. "All right. I was in class. Everything was as
normal as usual... except that Jeffrey was not there disrupting the lessons.
I felt fine. Then all of a sudden this pain came out of nowhere. It was
so bad that it knocked me to the floor. I'd never felt anything like it.
I could barely see, and I couldn't hear at all, and then it got worse.
Excruciating doesn't even begin to describe it. I thought I was dying.
And then it stopped. As quickly as it began, it just... stopped. You came
in a while after, how long I have no idea. I was very disoriented, and
it took a while for my vision to clear and my hearing to return, but now,
aside from complete exhaustion, I'm perfectly fine. Now what do you get
out of that?"
Dana shook her head. "Nothing."
"Right. Now why don't you go on? You've been here for hours."
"I'd really rather not. Not until you're back with Alexei and he can
look after you."
Fox lowered his eyes at the mention of his lover. "But we don't... we
don't know when that will be," he said barely above a whisper. "Please,
Dana. Go. I'll be fine. I really think I'd like to be alone anyway."
"To do what? Brood?"
"No..."
Dana rose and leaned over him, hands gripping his shoulders. "I
don't know what's going on in that mind of yours, but I do know that it
isn't good. Fox, you will be home before the night is out, and tomorrow
you'll tell me how foolish you were for worrying."
Fox released a stuttering breath and nodded. "You're right. Now, go.
I'll see you tomorrow."
Reluctantly, Dana walked to the door, looking back once more to see
Fox give her an unconvincing smile and a wave. Once she was gone, he rose
from the bed and sat in his favorite chair. Taking a few calming breaths,
he closed his eyes and concentrated.
"Alexei... Jade. Can you hear me?" He waited for long moments but received
no response. His heart began to thud painfully in his chest, and he blinked
back the tears he felt stinging his eyes. "I don't... I don't understand.
Why won't you bring me home? What... have I done something... something to
upset you?"
Still no answer.
The tears won the battle and began their lazy trek down his face. "Please,"
he issued a broken whisper. "I'm so tired. I want... want to come home..."
More silence greeted him.
He bowed his head and wept softly.
"What is this place?"
Daniel spun away from the window he'd been staring blindly out
of and took a step back. "S-sire..."
"I followed you," Malik answered the startled man's unspoken question.
"But where is here? And where is Alexei?"
Daniel clasped his hands behind his back and remained silent.
"Like my son, you are developing quite a stubborn streak," Malik observed.
"There is only one difference. "You are not my son."
The implied threat visibly shook Daniel, but he stood his ground.
Malik ran a hand through his silver hair and sighed deeply. "Your loyalty
to your prince is commendable. Foolhardy, but commendable. I give you fair
warning, Daniel. If he is with that human..."
"He is not, sire. He will do as you command. Not out of fear or loyalty
or sense of duty, but out of deepest love for the one you have forbidden
him to see."
Malik stared at the young man for long seconds, then, "You have
not answered either of my questions. What is this place?"
"Alexei created it. For his love. It is... was... their home..."
"Their home," Malik spat the word from his lips. He has but one home."
Daniel lowered his head. It was quite obvious that Malik could not and
would not be reasoned with. Still, for the sake of his friend, he had to
try. The old man's venomous tone snapped him out of his thoughts.
"Where is he?"
Daniel straightened up and again risked looking his king in the eye.
"You wish to see him, sire? Follow me."
Malik walked with Daniel through the grand house and stopped at a room
at the far end.
Daniel placed his hand on the doorknob and spoke. "He has been in here
since he left the palace." He opened the door and stepped aside, allowing
Malik to enter.
The older man took two steps in and stopped. At the other end of the
room on the oversized bed, lay the crumpled form of his son. He studied
the motionless heap for a time, then stepped closer, calling Alexei's name.
When he received no response, he moved in a few more steps.
"Alexei. Get up and stop behaving like a child. I am not asking you,
I am ordering you."
Still, the figure did not move.
"Sire," Daniel called softly. "You can order him all you like. It will
do no good. He has stopped speaking. I have tried three times since we
have been here. He will not even so much as look at me. He just lies there."
"Well, I will not put up with this. He will come home with me now."
Daniel shook his head. "He will not, sire."
"He will when this place is in ruins..." Daniel's shocked voice cut
him off.
"His heart is shattered. He is completely and utterly destroyed." The
fear of what Malik would do to him had somehow become less important than
what he had done to his own son, and Daniel continued to speak his mind.
"You have seen to it that this is all he has left. How much more would
you hurt your own son?"
Malik stared at the other man, amazed at his bravery. Giving no
immediate response, he looked once more to the tormented shell that was
his son. His jaw clenched and unclenched, and he turned toward the door.
"Inform me when he tires of this little drama."
Once Malik was gone, Daniel nearly sank to the floor with relief. He
moved to the bed on wobbly legs, and sat at the edge. "Alexei," he called
softly to his silent friend. "Congratulate me, friend. I have won a reprieve.
For how long I do not know, but for now at least, I have prevented him
from laying waste to this house."
Alexei lay motionless, eyes closed, his face pressed to the pillow he
hugged to his chest. It almost looked as though he might be asleep, but
Daniel knew better. He was awake, and he had heard all that had gone on.
He was merely refusing to respond.
Daniel sighed softly and stroked the side of Alexei's head. "I will
be here in the house if you should need me." He rose and vacated the room
quietly, leaving Alexei to the deafening silence that surrounded him.
"Fox! My God, you're here!" Dana squatted in front of the man slumped
in his chair. "And from the looks of you, you haven't left here. What
happened?"
Fox's head remained at downward tilt, and his voice was barely audible,
but Dana strained to hear his words.
"Did you think he loved me, Dana? I know... you haven't kn... known him
for more than a few days, but... would you have thought him capable of doing
this?"
"What, Fox? What do you think he's done?"
"Do you think he loved me? I thought he loved me..."
"Oh, my God." Dana gently rubbed the spot on his leg just above his
knee. "Yes, Fox. I only knew him for a very short time, but I was positive
that he loved you."
"You haven't seen Daniel either, have you?"
"No."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be, Fox. I liked him. I thought that maybe we could have
a nice relationship, but I wasn't in love with him. I'm not hurt, I'm angry.
You, on the other hand..."
"He was just... just toying with me... is that possible? Could the things
he did and the things he said to make me fall so deeply in love with him
be nothing more to him than careless lies? Could this all have been just
an elaborate plan to get what he wanted from me, and when he tired of the
game, he just..." Fox leaned forward, pressing his face into his hands.
"No... noooo. Dana..." he raised his head and tangled his fingers in the
folds of her dress. "... please... wake me up. This is a dream. I'm dreaming
and I can't wake up. Please..."
Dana gathered her friend into her arms and hugged him tightly. "I wish
that were true. I would give anything in the world to fix this for you.
Or at least to explain it. I can do neither. I'm sorry, Fox. I am so
deeply sorry..."
Fox released her and nodded. "I'll be all right." He gave her
a tremulous smile. "Good lesson, yes? Don't believe a handsome stranger
when he swears undying love and devotion. And whatever you do, don't let
yourself fall in love with him."
"Fox..."
"You're going to be late for class, Dana."
"I can't leave you this way."
Fox rose from the chair and took a few shaky steps over to a window.
"I'm fine. Go to class."
Dana cursed softly under her breath, wishing that there was some way
to cancel class, but the master would not be at all pleased. "I'll... see
you later, all right?"
"I'll be here," he said softly, making her heart ache.
The click of the door signaled Dana's departure and set off a series
of violent tremors in Fox. He took several large gulps of air and fought
to steady himself. When the shaking diminished, he turned toward the bedroom
and lowered himself to the mattress. He pulled his knees up to his chest
and, hugging a pillow to himself, lay staring at the wall.
Morning light filtered into the room, casting its cheerful glow on the
one who lay oblivious to its presence.
Slumped in a large chair beside the bed, Daniel blinked and stretched.
His eyes fell on Alexei, who lay on his side, hugging a pillow to his chest.
He got up and moved cautiously to the bed, peering over the lump of green
satin, surprised to find matching eyes open and staring.
"Alexei? How long have you been awake?"
The other man continued to stare down at a spot low on the wall and
said nothing.
"Alexei? Please... you are frightening me now. Stop this. I know
how much you love Fox. I know it hurts, but what are you going to do?
Lie here and let yourself wither away?"
No answer. Not even a blink.
"Fox would not want you to be doing this..."
The soft croak startled him into the silence.
"What must he be thinking?"
Daniel took a seat at the edge of the bed. "I do not know."
"He must be so confused... so hurt. He... called to me yesterday..as
he did everyday when it was time for him to... come... home. I could hear
the fear in his voice." A single tear rolled from the inside corner of
his eye, tracking a lazy path to his nose. It disappeared over the bridge
and dropped off onto the pillow. "And there was nothing I could do... how
will he ever understand? How can he ever know that I deserted him because
I love him?"
"Do not torment yourself this way, Alexei," Daniel pleaded. "Undoubtedly,
Fox is suffering just as you are. But in time, the pain will fade, and
he will pick up and go on. Just as you must."
"Why must I? What reason do I have?"
"You have an entire kingdom at your feet."
"No."
"Yes. Assume the throne when it is time, Alexei. Change the laws that
you detest so much. See to it that this never happens to anyone else."
Alexei shook his head and closed his eyes. "Amed will make a fine king."
"He will be adequate, yes. But you, my friend, would be a great king.
Amed is a fine man. Earnest, intelligent... but you have so many qualities
that he sorely lacks. For one thing, I do not think he knows the meaning
of the words fun or humor. Remember that story that I told you once about
the three Bedouins and the camel? Remember how we laughed until we cried?
And Amed just stood there looking at us like we each had two heads? And
what of the time when we were young boys... we ignored your father's curfew
and did not come in until almost dawn? Malik never would have known if
not for your brother. I never knew a boy who followed every rule down to
the last letter..."
Alexei lay quietly unresponsive.
"My point is," Daniel rambled on, "he is much too straight an arrow.
He does not know how to bend. He would more than likely adhere to every
law Malik ever laid down and never deviate from them an inch! And you,
my friend, are living proof that this would be a very, very bad thing."
The other man tightened his arms around the pillow he held and said
nothing in reply.
Daniel ran a hand over his face. "All right. I know it is much too soon
to be discussing such things. You need time. It will get better, Alexei."
He touched his friend's shoulder. "I know that seems impossible right now,
but it will happen... Alexei?"
Alexei did not hear Daniel's last words. He had again retreated into
himself, and no amount of coaxing would draw him back out. As was quickly
becoming habit, Daniel quietly slipped out of the room, leaving him alone
with his misery.
Fox sat in the gathering darkness, staring out at nothing in particular.
The day came and went without much notice, and when Dana appeared after
class, he barely spoke to her. Almost three hours passed before she finally
gave up and went home, leaving him sitting in the same chair she'd found
him in.
He sat mentally torturing himself, reviewing every word, every
look... analyzing every minute of the time he and Alexei had spent together,
trying to pinpoint a time when he should have realized that it had all
been a ruse. He could recall not a second when he might have detected a
shred of insincerity. But then, was there not a saying pertaining to one
being blinded to the truth by love?
"No," he whined softly, hands clenching painfully in his hair. "I was
so sure you loved me, Alexei..." He rose from the chair and moved to a
window, staring out into the burgundy sky.
"My..." He tried to swallow past the burning lump in his throat. "... my
beautiful Jade. Did you never feel even the slightest bit of something
for me?"
The thought of Alexei laughing at his stupidity brought a rush of tears
to his eyes.
"No... you wouldn't. I can't believe... we made love... so many times.
I saw your face. I heard your words. How could they be false?" The tears
flowed freely now. "How could I have been so foolish?" He closed his eyes
and bit his lower lip, fighting the sudden urge that had bubbled up inside
him, but he was overwhelmed by it, and he had to. He could not stop himself
from opening his mouth and calling out once more.
Alexei sat bolt upright, startling the man in the chair by the bed.
Even in the dark, Daniel could see that he was shaking.
"Fox..."
Daniel moved quickly over to the bed, and touched Alexei's arm.
"You were dreaming."
The other man shook his head and spoke, his voice quivering with restrained
anguish. "He called to me."
"Alexei. You were asleep. It was just a dream."
"No. He called me." He buried his face in his hands. "I feel him."
He began to rock back and forth. "So much pain."
"That is your own pain that you feel, Alexei."
"And his." Alexei wrapped his arms around his middle, squeezing as
tightly as he could. "It is unbearable... my love," he whispered to his
absent mate, "my precious Fox... I am so sorry. I promised you nothing but
happiness, and look at the misery you are now suffering. If I could take
it away... if I had the power to erase the past weeks from your memory,
I would do it and suffer this eternal misery alone..."
Dana stood at the head of the classroom as the boys filed in. When all
were seated, she smiled and spoke to them.
"Good morning, boys. How is everyone today?"
The boys looked at one another in confusion. Amir popped up from his
seat, questioning her in typical vociferous fashion. "Where is Mr. Fox?
This is his class."
"Yes, Amir, I know. But Mr. Fox is not feeling well. I will..."
"Thank you, Dana, but I'm all right."
All eyes turned to the door.
"Fox," Dana went to him, speaking confidentially. "You look terrible.
You shouldn't be here. I can handle your class for a day or two. Go home
and get some rest."
Fox shook his head and brushed past her. "Can't." He placed his books
down on the desk and turned to the class, trying to give them a smile.
"Good morning, gentlemen."
"You look sick," Amir pointed out, accusation in his tone.
"I have not been well, it's true. But I will feel better if I'm here
with you boys." He looked around. "How is Jeffrey?"
"Miserable!" Amir piped up. "He is driving everyone mad with his whining
and complaining."
Fox nodded. "Sounds like Jeffrey." He glanced over to Dana, standing
in the doorway, staring at him and shaking her head in disbelief. He gave
her a smile that did not reach his tired eyes and turned back to the business
of teaching his class.
That night in his little house, Dana tried to get him to eat, but her
success was extremely limited. Trying to get him to talk was an even more
challenging mission. "I'm all right," was all he would say when she attempted
to confront him.
For many days he went on that way. Little food, less sleep, and there
was nothing Dana could do or say to change it. The mention of Alexei's
name never failed to bring a stone wall down between them, and she quickly
learned to avoid the subject.
At night he lay in his bed, staring up at the ceiling or out at the
window, wrapping himself in the memories of soft whispers and loving touches
and the mesmerizing passion he found in the green depths of the eyes that
burned into his soul. And then the pain. The consuming, agonizing pain
that left him exhausted and more withdrawn with each passing day.
Even his students had begun to worry that their normally good-natured,
exuberant teacher was no longer himself. One day, almost three weeks later,
Amir tried to draw him out as class was ending.
"Mr. Fox?" The young boy approached warily.
Tired amber eyes rose to meet wide brown. "Yes?"
"We wondered... my brothers and me..."
"I."
"I... could you bring Jade to visit us one day soon? With Jeffrey not
here, there would be no trouble..."
Fox stared, frozen in place.
The boy went on, a little less hopeful than before. "Please? We miss
seeing him." He pulled a small object wrapped in a bit of white silk out
from between his books. "I have a present for him."
Fox looked down at the small bundle in the boy's outstretched hand.
Slowly, he reached out and took the offering. He pulled the edges of the
cloth back, and an immediate lump formed in his throat.
"I noticed that he does not have a collar, so I thought I would make
him one. Do you think he will like it?"
Gingerly, Fox picked up the string of green glass beads and draped it
over his fingers. He stared at the collar until hot tears blurred his vision,
and powerful tremors shook his body. Unable to speak, he curled his hand
into a fist and rose from his chair, practically toppling it in his haste
to leave the room. Blindly, he made his way to his house and throwing the
door open, staggered inside. Stopping in the middle of the room, he stood
looking dazedly at his surroundings, then back down at the object still
clenched in his hand. He choked back the beginnings of a sob and sank to
the floor, leaning back against the chair behind him. Another strangled
sound pushed past his lips, and another, and then he couldn't hold it in
any longer. Loud, sorrowful sobs echoed in the silence of the room as the
emotions he'd tried so hard to hold in check exploded to the surface. He
wept uncontrollably for long minutes, and when the sounds slowly faded
into soft, shuddering gasps, he turned sideways, laying his head upon the
cushion of the chair, and placed the beaded collar down in front of his
eyes.
A simple gift.
The innocent, thoughtful gesture of a small child.
How could the boy know the unbearable ache it would cause in his heart?
"Miss Dana!"
Dana turned around just in time to catch the boy as he ran at her, just
barely avoiding a collision.
"Amir! What's wrong?"
"I meant no wrong!" The child sobbed. "I only wanted to make him smile.
I wanted to see him happy again..."
"What are you talking about?"
"Mr. Fox." Tears welled up in the big brown eyes. "He has been so sad.
I only wished to make him feel better."
"Of course you did." Dana hugged the boy to her. "What do you think
you did wrong?"
"I gave him a gift. Well, it was not for him, exactly. It was for Jade."
Dana groaned softly. "Jade?"
"Yes. I made a collar for him out of green beads. I thought Mr. Fox
would like it, but I think I just made him more sad."
"Why, Amir? What happened?"
"He started to shake, and then his eyes filled with water, and he left
the classroom. I do not understand. I thought it would make him happy!"
"Oh, sweetheart." Dana kissed the top of the boy's head. "How could
you know? Amir, Jade is no longer with Mr. Fox."
The boy blinked up at her. "He... is he dead?"
"No, no. He just... he left."
"You mean he ran away?"
"Yes. He ran away."
"No! He would not! Why would he run away from a place where he was so
well loved?"
"I... I don't know. Cats are odd creatures, Amir. They are not always
easy to understand."
The boy shook his head. "I do not believe it. Something must have happened
to him. He may have gotten accidentally locked up somewhere. Or he got
lost on his way home. We should look for him..."
Dana stroked the boy's hair. "He didn't get lost. And he isn't locked
up anywhere. He's just... gone. We have to accept that. And so does Mr.
Fox."
"No. Jade loves Mr. Fox. He was always on his lap or sitting on his
shoulder... as soon as Mr. Fox spoke to him or touched him, he would begin
to make all those little cat noises. You can tell me that he ran away from
now until forever, and I will never believe it."
"I'm sorry, sweetheart. I know you liked Jade very much. So did I..."
"He will come back," Amir insisted, unwilling to believe what he was
being told. "If it is possible for him to do so, he will come back."
Rather than upset the boy further, Dana broke off the discussion and
changed the subject. "Why don't you come with me back to the house? I'm
sure your dinner is almost ready."
The boy went along with her, walking a few steps, then stopped. "But... what
about Mr. Fox?"
"I'll take you up to the house, and then I'll go and check on him. All
right?"
"All right. Please tell him how sorry I am."
Dana slipped her arm around the boy's shoulder and led him in the direction
of the house. "You had no idea, Amir. Mr. Fox knows that your gift was
from your heart."
As soon as she saw Amir enter the house, Dana went off to see to Fox.
She walked through the open door to find him on the floor, head on the
seat cushion, fingertips gently tracing the circle of green beads.
"Fox."
No response.
She kneeled beside him and slipped a hand under his cheek. "Fox, look
at me."
Bloodshot eyes shifted and gazed up at her.
"I know what happened. Poor little Amir is so upset."
"He didn't know," Fox rasped, his voice hoarse from crying.
"I told him Jade ran away. He refuses to believe it. Maybe if you told
him."
Fox closed his eyes and turned his face back down to the chair.
Dana sighed and hooked a finger in the ring of beads. "I'll... do something
with this if you like... so you don't have to look at it."
Before she could lift it away, Fox's hand came over hers, stopping her.
"I want to keep it," he whispered.
"Fox... you shouldn't. Look what it's done to you."
Fox pulled the collar from her grasp and closed his fingers around it.
"I want it."
She'd tried. For weeks now, she'd been patient and sympathetic and understanding,
and finally, Dana lost her temper. "Why? Why do you want to torture yourself
with a reminder of a man who used you for his own selfish pleasure... who... who
thought of you as nothing more than temporary entertainment? You should
be angry, Fox! You should be furious! I know you loved him, and for a long
time I hoped and prayed that he'd come back and offer a simple explanation
for why he'd disappeared, but I've come to the realization that it just
is not going to happen! He manipulated you, got what he wanted from you,
and now he's gone. Off probably doing the same thing to some other poor
unsuspecting soul..."
Dana rambled on, but those were the last words that stuck in Fox's mind.
'Doing the same thing to someone else'...
In his mind he saw Alexei naked and drenched in perspiration. Writhing
in the bed they'd shared, with some faceless man... doing the very same
things that Alexei had done to him. Crying out a name that was not his...
Fox's hoarse cry interrupted Dana's rant and startled her into silence.
He slid away from the chair and down to the floor, curling into a ball
of abject despair.
"Oh, God." Immediately regretting her tirade, Dana crawled toward her
shuddering companion. "Fox... please. I'm sorry, I just... I've tried everything
to help you. I don't know what else to do." She lightly caressed his head.
"It hurts so much to see you suffering like this. I want to kill him for
what he's done to you, and I guess I just wanted to see a little of that
anger in you too. But it isn't fair to expect that. You loved him. I can't
know how deeply this has affected you. Please, Fox. Tell me what to do.
Tell me."
After a long silence, she strained to hear the two barely audible words.
"Leave me."
She didn't want to. Her mind screamed at her to stay, but she'd asked,
and he'd told her.
Dana kissed the back of Fox's head and quietly left the house, closing
the door behind her.
Daniel walked through the house, checking room after room. When his
search had not turned up his friend, he went to the kitchen where the servants
were preparing the evening meal. "Where is Prince Alexei?" he asked when
the two women and one man looked up.
Concern creased all three brows, and Ali stepped forward. "You have
searched the whole house, sir?"
"Yes. I cannot find him anywhere."
"That is strange. He never leaves the house... only wanders from room
to room like a wraith."
Daniel raked a restless hand through his red hair. "I'm going to check
the grounds. If anyone sees him, call me immediately."
The young woman bowed as Daniel blew past, and went back to the pointless
task of preparing dinner.
Alexei sat by the stream, hypnotized by the lazy push of the water.
He had not been here since he and Fox had been together, and now, over
a month later, he felt an inexplicable pull... an urge to leave the shelter
of his house and come here.
He stared into the sun-dappled water, hearing the sighs of his beloved
Fox carried within the tinkling rush of the current. His eyes drifted closed,
and he saw them together, the day's dying light washing over their bodies
as they moved together in such perfect harmony.
His respiration quickened and his tongue flicked out to moisten suddenly
dry lips as he imagined the velvety slide of skin against skin... the flow
of golden-brown silk through his fingers... the sweet shock of urgent possession...
"Alexei."
Glazed, nearly black eyes snapped open and stared dazedly up at the
man who loomed over him. Alexei struggled to control his breathing and
fought off the sensual lethargy that had turned his bones to fluid.
Daniel sat beside the other man. "I am sorry, I hope I did not startle
you."
Giving no answer, Alexei looked back out over the water.
"This is the first time in many weeks that you have been out of the
house." He placed a hand on the other's shoulder. "This is good. We are
making progress."
Alexei's eyes searched the flowing water. "He liked it here by the water,"
he whispered hoarsely. "We made love here... here is where I asked him to
share a home with me... and he said yes." He closed his eyes and lowered
his head to his bent knees. "We were so happy..."
"Alexei..."
"He does not call to me anymore."
"... What?"
"He does not call me. The last time was one morning a little over two
weeks ago. I have not heard him since."
"He has come to accept what has happened, Alexei," Daniel reasoned.
"As you must."
As usual, Alexei was not listening to him. Moisture spiked his lashes,
and his lips trembled. "If he has accepted it and he is no longer thinking
about me, then I am glad for his sake. I do not want him to suffer, but... I
miss his voice..." His shoulders slumped, and he began to cry.
Daniel sat trying to console his inconsolable friend while something
bubbled up inside him. The emotion could only be described as anger, and
the longer Alexei cried, the angrier he got. When the other man's sobs
finally faded, he coaxed him back to the house, put him to bed and instructed
the servants to leave him undisturbed. Fury securely in place, he left
the house, spoiling for a fight he could not possibly win.
"Sire."
Malik and his second eldest son Amed looked up from the table at which
they sat. Daniel strode purposefully into the room, stopping when he stood
directly in front of the old man.
"Daniel. To what do I owe this unexpected... unannounced visit?"
"I must speak with you."
"Speak."
Daniel looked over at Amed. "Privately, sire."
Malik studied the determined young man for a moment, then waved his
son away. "Now," he said softly, sitting back, folding his hands in his
lap, "What is so urgent? Has Alexei finally come to his senses? If so,
it is not a moment too soon. I was just discussing Amed's training with
him."
"I am here to discuss Alexei, yes, but not to tell you that he has come
around to your way of thinking, because he never will."
"Then we have nothing to discuss."
"Fine, sire. Then I will talk and you may listen." He took a breath
and plunged on. "Your son has become completely unraveled, and it is your
fault."
Malik's face reddened with quiet rage. "You are indeed a brave man,
Daniel."
"Do to me what you feel you must, sire, but I will remain silent no
longer. Is a grossly unreasonable rule and your pride worth losing your
son and heir over? Because that is exactly what is happening. Every day
he slips farther beyond reach. He refuses food, he speaks only a handful
of words to me if I am lucky... if he is not sleeping, he is wandering aimlessly
through the house or sitting and staring at nothing. He was strong and
enthusiastic about life, once. His eyes held a mischievous glimmer. Now
they are dull and vacant, and only one thing can make them shine again..."
"Do not say it."
"The return of his love."
"You said it."
"I had to say what I came to say, or my punishment would be meaningless.
Sire, please. I implore you. You can put an end to this tragedy. Let me
go and get Fox..."
"You will do no such thing!" The house shook so hard, Daniel was nearly
knocked off his feet. "Why can he not understand that this is for his
own good?"
"How is it for his own good, sire? It is killing him!"
Malik stormed the length of the room. "The little bit of pain he is
suffering now is nothing in comparison to the pain he will feel!"
Daniel shook his head in utter confusion. "I do not understand. What
pain?"
Malik stopped pacing and sank heavily into a chair. "The pain I must
endure every day of my life."
"Sire, I must repeat. I do not understand."
"I have never told this story to anyone," Malik rasped. "But if my son
is ever to understand, I suppose now, I must." He took a great, heaving
breath, and began. "I was in love once. With a human..."
Daniel sat quietly, gaping at the man who now seemed so much older than
he ever had.
"She was exquisite. Long, dark hair and the deepest green eyes..."
The younger man raised a disbelieving eyebrow.
"She had... an adventurous spirit and an infectious laugh, and I adored
her. I made her my queen, and we could not have been happier. But after
forty-one years together, her time on this earth grew short. I watched
her decline... grow old. She became frail. Her hair grayed. Skin wrinkled."
He smiled sadly. "But her eyes never changed. They remained as green as
ever. She... slipped away from me one night, and as powerful as I was, there
was nothing I could do." He looked up at Daniel through watery gray eyes.
"You see, nothing can stop the progression of time. And time is something
humans have very little of in comparison to us." He looked away and went
on. "I loved my Katarina with all of my heart and soul. Losing her was
devastating. It hurts as much today as it did those many, many years ago.
You see, Daniel? I am not the heartless, unreasonable monster that you
and my son think me to be. Alexei means the world to me. I do not want
him to suffer the heartache that I did when I lost his mother..."
Daniel heard the words, knew they were coming, but still they shocked
him.
"No, Daniel," Malik answered the question he saw in the young man's
eyes. "Alexei does not know that he is half human. The djinn blood runs
strong, and he has inherited all my power, so I supposed I thought there
would never be any question." Another sad smile curved his lips. "He looks
like her. He is the only one of his brothers and sisters who does. He has
her eyes. Her heart... her fire."
"The fire is fading, sire," Daniel said gently, then paused before resuming.
"Sire?"
"Yes?"
"A question if you please. Now knowing that you would most certainly
outlive Katarina for many, many years and knowing the pain that you would
have to endure when she was gone... would you have preferred never to have
loved her?"
The king drew himself out of the chair and whirled toward the window.
"Never!" He turned back to Daniel, eyes glittering. "If I had only a
year to spend with her, it would have been worth every..." He stopped,
locking eyes with Daniel for a moment, then bowed his head. He stood quietly
for a time, then spoke in a weary voice. "He loves this Fox that much?"
"Yes, sire. As much as you loved his mother."
"You say you know where he is?"
Daniel's eyes lit up. "Yes, sire."
"Go get him. Take him to Alexei."
"Daniel emitted a gasp of relief. "Thank you sire."
Malik nodded. "I do not expect that he will ever forgive me for what
I have done."
Daniel rose from his seat. "I cannot speak to that. Only Alexei knows
what is in his heart."
"I understand that... you are a good friend to him, Daniel. Thank you
for standing by him."
"Thank you, sire, for not turning me into anything with six legs."
The old man gave him a weary smile. "Go."
"Yes, sire." Daniel bowed deeply and was gone, leaving Malik alone
with his regrets.
Fox had just shifted position for the fourteen time. It had been over
two hours since he'd come to bed, and he was no more tired now than he
was then. He flipped onto his back and folded his arms across his chest,
one hand absently playing the with the string of beads he now wore around
his wrist.
After his last breakdown, Dana had forced him to take a week off to
rest, and he did, but all that time off with nothing to do but think only
succeeded in making him crazier. He went back to class this past week and
at least had his mind occupied during the day.
Nights were as bad as ever. He lay awake as he did tonight, thinking
about the beautiful, Green Eyed man who had literally blown into his life,
turning it upside down, and blown back out just as suddenly as he had come.
It made no sense to him. Yes, he was inexperienced, and yes, he was
naive, but how could he be so amazingly stupid? He was completely taken
in... so in love he couldn't see straight, and it was all a lie. He had
been in love with a lie. He knew it, and yet he couldn't stop. The beads
he wore around his wrist attested to it. He loved Alexei still. Even knowing
that he was out there tonight, in someone else's arms, giving them all
the pleasure he thought was reserved only for him, he couldn't help himself.
And the pain of it was unimaginable.
He closed his eyes and again tried to sleep, but the sound of a soft
voice brought him into an immediate sitting position. Heart pounding, he
blinked rapidly, trying to adjust to the darkness.
A figure stepped out into the band of pale light that fell across the
floor in front of the bed, and his heart leapt into his throat.
"Daniel."
"Hello, Fox."
"What are you doing here?"
"I have come to talk to you."
"About what?"
"You... Alexei..."
A hard shudder ran through Fox, and he shook his head. "Go... go away,
Daniel. There is nothing for us to talk about."
The other man took a step forward. "But there is. There are things I
must explain..."
"No, there aren't. I understand perfectly. He used me." A bright gleam
coated Fox's eyes. "I was nothing more than a plaything for him. And given
enough time, Dana would have become the same to you. Get out of my house."
"No, Fox, you do not understand. It is a long, complicated story.
Please allow me the time to tell it to you."
"What happened, Daniel? Was his latest toy smarter than I was?" He fought
to keep the tremor from his voice. "Did they figure it out, and now he
has no one to play with?"
"No. There is no one else. There never could be. There is no one for
Alexei but you."
Fox laughed bitterly as two tears dropped from his eyes. "Really? Is
that why he deserted me without a single word?"
"There is a very good reason for what he did. Fox, your life depended
on it."
"What? You expect me to believe that?"
"I wish you would. It is the truth. You see, for as long as we can recall,
Alexei's father was always dead set against any relationships between our
kind and yours. He laid down the law, and everyone heeded it..."
"His... father?"
"Yes."
"He never talked about family."
"No. He did not. But he was going to."
"What stopped him?"
"He was not sure how you would take it. And then when he was, he wanted
to break the news of your relationship to his father first..."
"Take what?"
Daniel bowed his head. "Wait. This is... let me say this to you so that
hopefully it makes sense..."
"What's wrong, Daniel?" Fox croaked, "The lie not going as smoothly
as you'd hoped?"
Daniel ran a hand through his hair and walked away. When he came back,
he sat on the edge of Fox's bed and looked the other man directly in the
eye.
"Listen to me. This is no lie. The last morning you were together,
you went off to class, and Alexei came to tell his father about you. Malik
was furious. He insisted that Alexei not see you ever again or he would
never assume the throne..."
Fox's eyes narrowed. "The what?"
Daniel closed his eyes. "The throne. Malik is our king. Alexei is his
first born son and crown prince."
Fox's head began to swim.
You're not actually believing this, are you?
"Alexei suspected that his father might make such a threat. He did not
care. He was ready to give up his birthright to be with you, Fox, and he
told that to Malik..."
Don't listen to him. Don't believe it...
"Malik did not expect that Alexei would be willing to renounce his crown.
Alexei tried to make him see reason, but he would not be persuaded." Daniel
paused, making sure that he had Fox's full attention. "You collapsed in
class that day. You were in tremendous pain..."
Fox's lips parted, but he remained silent.
"Malik was livid. He caused your pain. Threatened to kill you if Alexei
did not give you up immediately."
Fox blinked in disbelief.
"Make no mistake, Fox. He would have done it, and there would not be
a thing that Alexei could have done about it. Remember once I told you
that Alexei is much more powerful than the rest of us? But Malik's power
is even greater. Once he does something, there is no undoing it, however
much Alexei might wish to. Can you see what I am saying to you?"
Fox lowered his head and stared at the sheet pooled between his legs,
trying to process all that Daniel was telling him.
"You would have died on the floor of that classroom, Fox, unless Alexei
agreed to leave you and never have any kind of contact with you whatsoever.
He had no choice. As soon as he agreed, Malik broke off the attack, and
you were allowed to recover. Alexei turned away from his father. He told
Malik that he was no longer his son and fled to the house you shared. He
has been there ever since, grieving for his lost love. He will not eat,
he barely speaks... and every day it gets worse. He is dying a slow, painful
death, and he will do nothing to stop it. As far as he is concerned, living
without you is pointless."
Fox felt the tears again begin to sting his eyes. "No... you're lying..."
"I am not," Daniel whispered harshly.
"Then, what are you doing here? Isn't this considered contact?"
"Yes. But I have not finished my story. Today, I had had enough. I could
not go another day seeing the agony Alexei was in. So I took my courage
in hand, and I went to see Malik. Truly, I never expected to walk out of
our meeting in one piece, but I guess I must have said the right things
to him, because he explained his very personal reasons for wanting to keep
Alexei from you, and somehow I made him see the harm he was causing. He
agreed to let me come here and take you to Alexei."
Fox's heart pounded frantically in his chest, and he felt the room begin
to spin.
"Fox? Did you hear me?"
Fox shook his head, and the tears began to flow freely. "Don't... please
don't do this to me..."
"I swear on all that is holy that I am telling you the absolute truth.
Alexei has never for a second stopped loving you, and he never will. He
will go to his grave loving only you. And the way he is declining, Fox,
that should be very soon."
Fox bit back a whimper and rocked himself back and forth.
"Fox, I am begging you to believe me. Come home. He saved your life,
and now you can save his... please."
Fox stared at the blurry figure before him. He clenched his hands together
in front of him and closed his eyes, releasing the residual moisture that
had pooled in the wells of his lids. Afraid to trust his voice, he simply
nodded.
Alexei dozed fitfully, awakened every so often by the haunting images
of him and Fox in happier times. Laughing. Sharing a meal. Kissing by the
stream...
He moaned at the thought.
He'd kissed and been kissed by many, but no one did it the way Fox had.
Hungry... always as though it would the very last time, yet tender. All
his love... all his soul went into every kiss, and Alexei could never seem
to get enough.
He missed those kisses. And his touch. And that soft, low tone
in which he spoke when they were alone.
Alexei whimpered in the darkness, softly crying his name.
"I'm here."
Alexei jerked himself up against the pillows, his eyes immediately
finding the dark figure near the doorway. Any distinguishing features were
obscured by shadow, but he did not need to see the man's face to know that
this was his beloved Fox.
As if in a trance, he rose from the bed, willing shaky legs to
take him closer. As he moved, a few candles flickered to life, lending
just enough illumination to allow to him to see, for the first time in
over a month, the face he'd thought he'd never see again.
Except for the uncontrollable trembling of his body, Fox stood motionless,
waiting for Alexei to reach him. The other man stopped mere inches away,
and they searched each other's eyes, one man looking for understanding,
the other for truth. Both looking for the love that neither was sure existed.
Finding what he sought, but also tremendous hurt and uncertainty, Alexei
reached out to touch his love's face and make the dream real. But just
before his fingertips could brush the stubbled surface of Fox's cheek,
the thought of the terrifying consequences of such an action came crashing
down on him. He recoiled as though he had been burned and began to back
away. "No," he whimpered softly, "I cannot, I... what are you doing here,
Fox? How did you come to be here?"
Before Fox could speak, a voice sounded behind him.
"I brought him."
"Daniel?" Alexei stared in shock at his friend. "Why? You know what
will happen. You know!"
Fox turned away from Daniel and watched Alexei. The fear in his eyes
and in his voice was undeniable and, in Fox's estimation, could not be
faked. In that moment, he decided.
"Alexei..."
Wild, green eyes turned back to him.
Tears again filled Fox's eyes. "It's all right."
"No! You do not understand, Fox. You cannot be here!" He choked on his
next words. "Daniel, take... take him... take him back..."
Daniel stepped forward, holding up a hand. "Alexei. Listen to me..."
"No," Alexei grated. "If anything happens to him because of what you
have done, I swear to you, Daniel, there will be no death slow enough or
painful enough for you!"
"So..."
Alexei broke off his threat, and all three turned in the direction
of the new voice.
Malik stepped into the room, giving Fox a brief glance, then focused
on Alexei. "... this is the one whom my son would give up an entire kingdom
for."
"Father."
In an instant, Alexei was standing between Fox and Malik. "Please... I
did not bring him here. I did not ask to have him brought here. He will
be sent home immediately, and I promise I will never..." He stopped to
take a sobbing breath. "... never see him again. Please... please do not
hurt him."
Malik looked into his son's tear-filled eyes and despised himself for
all that he'd done.
"My son," he began gently, "no harm will come to him. Now, please.
Listen for a moment to a foolish old man who regrets with all his heart
the hurt he has caused. I sent Daniel for Fox... after he forced me to stop
and see the harm I was doing."
Alexei's head snapped around, and he stared at Daniel in amazement.
Malik's voice brought his attention back.
"There are so many things I must tell you, Alexei, if you ever decide
to speak to me again. But for now, just please know that I am sorrier than
you could ever know for what I have done to you." He looked at Fox. "Both
of you. I would certainly understand if you never forgave me. If someone
had done to my love what I did to yours, forgiveness would be the last
thing on my mind."
Alexei simply stared at him.
Malik began to move away, then stopped. He looked again to his son.
"One other thing before I go. Whether or not you decide to forgive me,
I wish with all my heart that you would reconsider assuming the throne.
It is your birthright, child, and you should not allow my mistakes to keep
you from claiming it. I have decided that at the end of this year I will
step down. I have been considering this for some time, and now I am sure
that it is right. Before I am too old to enjoy it, I would like to see
my son become the great king I know he will be. Please, Alexei. Take your
place on the throne." He looked past Alexei to the man who stood behind
him. "With your Fox by your side."
Without another word, Malik vacated the room, followed by Daniel, leaving
Alexei and Fox very much alone.
Alexei stood with his back to the other man, almost afraid to turn around
for fear that this would turn out to be yet another dream. Finally, he
gathered his courage and slowly spun to his right, stopping when Fox came
into view. Hesitantly, Fox raised his head, and their eyes met. Alexei
took two steps forward and raised a shaking hand to his love's face.
The touch of Alexei's fingertips on his skin released a tiny gasp
from Fox's lips, and he attempted to swallow past the large lump that had
formed in his throat. His eyes refused to stay open as gentle fingers traced
the line of his jaw, then wandered over to his mouth.
"Will you ever forgive me?"
Fox willed his eyes to open, and he attempted to blink back the
deluge that threatened to flow. He looked into sorrowful green eyes and
slowly shook his head. "There is nothing to forgive. You did what you had
to do."
Alexei's hand slid from his face to the front of his robes, joining
the other that had anchored itself there, and he leaned forward. Fox did
the same until their foreheads rested together. His own hands slid up to
Alexei's back, and he felt a tiny tremor begin in the other man's body.
The tremor grew into a violent shudder, and Alexei began to cry.
The tears Fox fought to hold back sprang forth then, and he let them
come. He pulled Alexei into his arms, and they clung to each other, crying
themselves into exhaustion.
When their sobs faded, each man lifted his head from the other's
shoulder and gazed into watery, bloodshot eyes.
Fox studied Alexei for a moment, brushing away his silently falling
tears, and suddenly he felt very ashamed.
"Fox?" Alexei saw Fox's expression change, and his heart leapt into
his throat. "What is it, my love?"
"I..." He shook his head, lowering his eyes. "I thought..." He couldn't
finish.
Alexei sniffed and swiped at his own cheek with the back of his
hand. "What did you think?"
"I thought that... you were... toying with me. That you had used
me, tired of me, and moved on to someone else..."
Alexei shook his head as Fox spoke.
"... It killed me to think of you in the... in the bed we shared,
with s-someone..."
"Never." Alexei plunged his fingers into Fox's hair, curling
them around the golden-brown strands. "You are my only love. Always.
"I'm sorry," Fox murmured. "Please forgive me. I should have known.
I should have..."
"You could not have. I left you without a word... without a clue. And
when so much time passed, what else were you to think?"
"I... I don't know..."
Alexei leaned forward, brushing their noses together. "It is all right,
love. We can talk it all out later." His lips hovered near Fox's but never
touched them. "For now, I am just happier than you can know to have you
back."
Fox nodded silently and leaned forward for a kiss, but Alexei
pulled away. He turned his head to the side, looking in the general direction
of the bed.
"Will you come back to our bed, lord? It has been so lonely there without
you."
Fox's fingers clenched, squeezing the muscles of Alexei's back.
"Oh, yes."
Gently but efficiently, Alexei rid Fox of his upper garments and
backed toward the bed, pulling the other man with him. When he reached
his destination, he unfastened Fox's pants and let them drop to the floor.
Fox kicked them aside and stood trembling while Alexei began to reacquaint
himself with his body.
Soft, warm lips grazed his collarbone, followed by the gentle flick
of a moist tongue, and Fox moaned softly, letting his head roll back against
his shoulders. Loving hands stroked and massaged everywhere they could
reach, and his respiration grew shallow. His hands began to tug at Alexei's
light clothing, and when the other man was completely stripped, Fox returned
the touches, licking and nipping hungrily, pulling identical moans from
his lips. He pushed Alexei onto his back and immediately covered him, both
men groaning at the feel of their bodies pressed together.
"Fox," Alexei breathed, barely able to speak coherently as the other
man bathed his chest. "Mmm... Fox..."
Fox raised sparkling eyes to the man who was once again his lover.
"Kiss... kiss me..."
Fox pushed himself up, stopping when the rock-hard length of his erection
pressed up alongside Alexei's. He moved in slowly, exchanging breath with
his lover, then their lips touched, tentatively at first, brushing ever-so-lightly,
then his mouth opened and covered the one beneath him.
Alexei's fingers dug into Fox's shoulders as his lover claimed his mouth
as only he could. He squirmed beneath Fox's weight, rubbing their erections
together and drawing a desperate moan from the man on top of him.
Fox fed hungrily on Alexei's mouth as he ground their hips together,
sucking on his lower lip and tongue, probing the warm interior, and pulling
away momentarily, only to move right back in for more. Alexei whimpered
into his mouth, his hands stroking restlessly over Fox's back and buttocks.
Insatiable.
That's what Alexei called him, and right now, Fox could not argue with
that assessment. He felt like a starving man before whom a banquet had
just been placed. He devoured Alexei's lips, his desperation ringing loud
and clear in every touch... every sound.
Alexei broke from the kiss, breathing raggedly against his lover's mouth.
"It has been far too long, lord. I need you... please... my body cries for
you... take me now."
More than willing to oblige, Fox nodded and kissed his lover once more.
"Prepare me," he requested softly and gasped at the feel of a warm, slick
hand encircling his erection. He forced himself to keep from squirming
as Alexei completed his task, and as his lover raised his legs and wrapped
them high around his back, he pressed forward.
Alexei cried out with joy as he felt himself being stretched and filled.
He clutched at his lover's back, whimpering frantically as Fox lay panting
on top of him.
"Fox," he wailed, "Please... I cannot wait... the ache... the ache... it
is unbearable..."
Fox trembled at his lover's words, feeling them skitter along
every raw nerve in his body. As much as he wanted to draw this out, to
stretch out every second... linger over every touch, every tingle, he knew
that it was impossible. The long weeks of torture they'd endured without
each other built their desire to such a feverish level that holding back
was an impossibility. He drew back just far enough to look down at the
man beneath him, and a deep shudder passed through his body.
So beautiful.
Alexei writhed under the weight of his lover's body, the pale
candlelight reflecting in his heavy-lidded gaze... absorbed by the thick
tangle of sable mane that flowed over the pillows beneath his head. His
mouth... that perfectly bowed, kiss-swollen mouth begging for the relief
only Fox could give him...
Fox plunged one hand into his hair and tucked the other under his hip
and began to move. His mouth again found Alexei's, joining it in a desperate
kiss as he repeatedly pushed his lover's body into the mattress.
Alexei arched against Fox, meeting his steady thrusts and contracting
his muscles every time the other man withdrew. The increasingly harsh groans
that vibrated against his mouth told him that Fox was very close to completion.
He found the hand at his hip and encouraged it to wrap around the shaft
that throbbed between them. Fox's hand began to move, milking him in time
with his thrusts, and Alexei's head snapped back. His eyes, glazed and
unfocused, stared up into the near-darkness, and clipped, incoherent sounds
fell from his lips.
"Yes," Fox choked, "yes my... my Jade... been so... long..." He gritted
his teeth and increased the strength of his thrusts. His hand moved faster
along Alexei's swollen shaft, and seconds later, his lover's strangled
cries rose into the night air. Warm, slick fluid coated his hand as it
continued to slide up and down the still-rigid length. Fox thrust into
Alexei a few more times, and his own climax rumbled through him, rocking
his body with a series of bone-jarring explosions. He sobbed his lover's
name over and over as he emptied every last little bit of himself into
the trembling body beneath him, then collapsed, his hand still wrapped
firmly around the softening muscle.
Little shocks of pleasure still rippled through Alexei's body as Fox
lay limply on top of him. Weak arms rose and wrapped themselves around
the other's back, and when the residual tremors faded, his body began another
kind of trembling.
Gathering up the strength to move, Fox lifted his head and found
tears filling Alexei's eyes.
"My love... what is it? What's wrong?"
Alexei shook his head and pulled Fox against him, holding him as though
he would never let go.
"I n-never thought w-we would be together again."
Fox squeezed his eyes shut, holding back tears of his own. "I know,"
he whispered. "But we are... we are."
"The agony of every... every day was worse than the one before..."
Fox nodded against his lover's chest. "It was unbearable. In such a
short time, you'd become my entire world, and suddenly you were gone. The
pain was like nothing I'd ever known. Even that day in the classroom didn't
compare..."
Alexei rolled, depositing Fox on the mattress beside him. He combed
his lover's hair back away from his face and looked him in the eyes. "I
never felt so powerless in all my life as I did that day. Malik insisted
that I give you up then and there, and there was no way out of it. The
only way to stop him from hurting you was to agree to his terms. My heart
stopped beating that day, Fox. I merely existed from day to day, living
inside my head. It was the only thing he could not take away from me..."
Alexei's eyes took on a cold glint. "I will never forgive him. He has finally
righted his wrongs, but only because Daniel confronted him, and not before
he caused you a tremendous amount of pain."
"What about you?"
"If it was just me, I could accept it and possibly find a way
to get past it, but he hurt you. He almost killed you. I cannot find
it within myself to forgive him."
Fox lowered his eyes. "Would... would you think me crazy if I asked
you to please reconsider?"
Alexei's brow wrinkled, and he stared in astonishment. "Yes," he said
softly, "I think I would. He would have killed you, love. You are saying
to me that you could forgive that?"
"I'm merely saying that he has things to talk to you about. Things to
explain. Why don't you go and hear him out? Then if you still want no part
of him, I won't say another word about it." Fox let the backs of his knuckles
slide down the side of his lover's face. One golden-brown eyebrow arched
upward as he held Alexei's gaze. "You must consider carefully whether or
not you really want to give up the throne... Prince Alexei."
Alexei's eyes dropped quickly from his lover's. "Is my lord upset
with me?"
Fox kissed the downturned head. "No. I just don't understand why you
didn't tell me. And you know, it's now very strange to be called 'my
lord' by a man poised to become a king."
Alexei burrowed into the warmth of his lover's arms. "I could rule the
world, Fox, and you would still be my lord and master."
Fox hugged him tightly. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I did not want to throw so many shocks at you all at once. I
wanted to give you time to adjust to me being djinn. And when the time
came that I thought you were ready, I realized that I had to tell Malik
first. Knowing how he felt about humans, I thought that he might try to
make me choose between you and the crown. If he did that, I would have
chosen you, and then there would have been no need to tell you anything."
"You would have kept such a secret from me?"
"Yes." Alexei pushed back so he could see his lover's eyes. "Fox, what
would you have done if I had come to you and told you what I had given
up in order to be with you?"
Fox lowered his head, knowing where Alexei was going with this.
"You would not have wanted me to make such a sacrifice." He slipped
a hand under Fox's chin and lifted. "Your unselfishness is one of the hundreds
of things that make me love you." He bestowed a single, tender kiss on
the other's lips. "It would have disturbed you greatly to know that I had
given up my birthright. That is why I would not have told you. I would
not have wanted you to go through life feeling any guilt over my decision."
"But now your father brought us back together, and you still don't want
anything to do with him or the crown."
"After what he did to you... I want nothing from him."
Fox sighed softly. "He's not giving you a gift, love. You said it yourself.
It's your birthright."
"I don't care... Amed can have it."
"Amed?"
"My brother. He is second in line."
"You have a brother..."
"Three brothers." Alexei glanced apologetically up at Fox. "And five
sisters."
Fox closed his eyes for a moment, then reopened them. "Is there anything
else I should know? Any other surprises?"
"I... do not think so." Alexei thought for a moment. "No, I think that
might be all. Are you sure you are not angry?"
Fox kissed his lover's lips, then the tip of his nose. "How can I be?"
Alexei gave him a beautiful, heart-melting smile, then snuggled into
his arms. A tiny flash of green caught his eye, and he turned to get a
better look at the string of glass beads that Fox wore around his wrist.
He linked their fingers together and lifted Fox's hand before his face.
"What is this?"
Fox smiled and kissed Alexei's hand. "It's yours."
"Mine?"
"Well... it's Jade's. A gift from Amir." He removed the adornment from
his wrist and fastened it on Alexei's.
"That was very kind of him."
"He's a good boy."
Alexei grinned. "I assume, since you said this was for Jade, that it
is a collar?"
Fox nodded. "He actually thought it would make me smile. I hadn't exactly
been myself, and he was concerned. He thought a gift for my cat would cheer
me. Poor child. He didn't know that it would affect me the way it did."
He stroked Alexei's back, lulled by the soft purr that rumbled against
his hand. "Dana explained to him that Jade ran away from home, and he wouldn't
accept it. He kept saying that something must have happened to keep him
away. Looking back, he had a lot more faith than I did. I should have believed
in you."
Alexei pulled away, taking Fox's face in his hands. "Stop. I will not
allow you to take any guilt upon yourself. It is not yours to bear. Malik
is to blame." He searched the beautiful ocean of blue and green for some
sign of capitulation and found only love and profound exhaustion. "It is
very late," he whispered, brushing his fingers over the magnificently pouty
lips that he loved so much. "Sleep now. We have all the time in the world
to talk."
Fox smiled, turning onto his back and pulling Alexei into his arms.
"So we do," he replied softly, and in no time at all, both men were soundly,
peacefully asleep.
Fox blinked sluggishly, only vaguely aware of his surroundings. He grunted
softly, attempting to rouse himself from slumber, but before he could lift
his head from the pillows, a warm, hard weight settled itself over his
back. A voice, smoother than fine silk, stroked his auditory nerves.
"Good morning."
He smiled and snuggled deeper into the pillows. "It wasn't a dream."
"No, lord," the voice moaned into his ear, then a soft, moist presence
made itself known, gently probing and tickling.
Fox shuddered at the sensation and felt himself go hard immediately.
The tongue continued to tease as Alexei's hands now also took an active
part in this early morning seduction. One threaded through his hair, gently
tousling the silken strands, and the other stroked up and down his arm
and the side of his torso and hip.
"I adore making love to you in the morning," Alexei purred, "when you
are so sleepy and easily taken advantage of..."
Fox chuckled into the pillow. "I'm easy in the morning?"
"Mmm hmm. So sweet..." Alexei pressed his erection against his lover's
rear. "... and submissive."
Fox gasped and wiggled against the hardness that pushed against him.
"What is it, my love?" Alexei's voice sent a twinge of fresh desire
rushing through him. "Tell me what you need."
"You," Fox grated, never ceasing to be amazed at the desire this man
could stir up in him so quickly, "I need you..."
"I am here..."
Fox whimpered and shook his head. "I need you inside me. Please."
"Ohhh," the amused voice tickled the spot just behind his ear.
"Please."
"Soon, my treasure. Very soon. Just relax and let me love you."
Fox's arms closed around the pillow that his head rested on and he moaned
into it as his lover's mouth wandered the span of his shoulders, his tongue
flowing over the flexing muscles then down, kissing and licking... tickling
the downy hairs that trailed down to the base of his spine.
The lower Alexei moved, the more frantic Fox's whimpers became. Gentle
hands glided over his lover's firm buttocks as Alexei's tongue stroked
over his lower back. His fingers pressed into the twin mounds of muscled
flesh and separated them, allowing his tongue to dance into the crevice
and over the small, tight ring hidden within.
Fox clawed at the sheets, groaning into the pillows as his body reacted
to this new stimulation. Gentle hands held his clutching hips steady while
Alexei's tongue continued to flick over the puckered muscle, and Fox found
himself teetering closer to the brink of orgasm than he ever had. He begged.
He sobbed for Alexei take him over the edge, but the other man ignored
his pleas, and when he felt that fleshy instrument of sensual torture breach
his entrance, he screamed, attempting to drag himself away from the unbearable
pleasure.
Alexei held Fox securely, pulling his hips back and up so that his lower
body had no contact with the mattress. His tongue plunged deeper, fluttering
within, and his overwhelmed lover's shrieks faded until only tiny choked
gasps fell from his open mouth.
The room spun around Fox at breakneck speed, this thing Alexei was doing
to him, robbing him of the ability to sob or scream. All he could do was
clutch at the sheets by his head and hold on. Violent tremors ran through
him as the presence inside him withdrew and pushed back in slowly, again
and again. To increase the torment, gentle fingers reached beneath him
to stroke over the fragile surface of the sac that had begun to pull up
close to his body. Fox sobbed inaudibly, his weak attempts to free himself
easily kept under control by his tormentor.
Very well aware that Fox was at his limit, Alexei withdrew, smoothing
his tongue over the opening once more before licking and nibbling his way
back up. Once he reached the small of Fox's back, he deviated from his
course for a moment, moving back down to one quivering cheek and sucking
at the flesh. Leaving his mark, he then moved on.
Too wrung out to do much more, Fox lay trembling and softly whining
into the pillow as his lover played his body with masterful precision.
Slowly, Alexei moved up the length of his spine, leaving a tingling
trail of gooseflesh. By the time he reached the back of Fox's neck, he
was draped over his back, and his erection was again pressed up against
the place his tongue had just been.
A gentle hand swept the hair from Fox's neck and over his shoulder,
and he felt the warm, sweet breath fanning the sensitive spot just at the
hairline.
"Now," Alexei growled against his skin, making him flinch at the sensation,
"I will have you."
Fox's cries pierced the morning air as Alexei sank into him with one
stroke. His muscles failed him, and his lower body began to drop to the
mattress, but a strong arm came up under him, lifting him again to his
knees and holding him there while his lover established a steady, driving
rhythm. A small sob was forced from him with every thrust, and when Alexei
shifted slightly and drove into him from a different angle, a wild scream
tore from his throat.
Alexei answered Fox with a low snarl, and grasping his lover's long-ignored
erection, he began to pump it in exact time to his thrusts. Loud, angry
grunts made their way past his gritted teeth as he moved faster and harder,
taking Fox with him into the sweet madness that they only knew together.
Wave upon wave of excruciating pleasure washed over Fox, and his cries
joined Alexei's as both men weakened and fell to the mattress. They lay
twitching together, both too drained to move. The weight of Alexei's relaxed
body crushed Fox to the bed, but he had neither the strength nor the inclination
to push him off.
Alexei lay stretched along the length of Fox's back, purring softly
with every breath. His tongue inched out to lap at the droplets of perspiration
that dotted his lover's shoulder, and he smiled weakly at the soft moan.
"Did my love enjoy that?"
"Mmmm. You're wicked. Wicked, wicked... wicked..."
"I shall just take that as a yes."
"Please do."
"Ready to go again?" he asked, gently nipping at the slick skin.
"Are you insane?" came the muffled answer. Fox lifted his head just
far enough to speak clearly. "I'll be lucky if I can walk after that."
"Ah, my beautiful jewel," Alexei whispered softly against his skin,
"there is so much I want to do to you."
"Will I survive it?"
"Of course." Alexei gave him an evil little chuckle. "But just barely."
"Well, that's comforting."
The smile that Fox could feel against his shoulder faded, and Alexei
looked down at him. "I love you, my precious Fox. More than you will ever
know."
Fox called up the energy he needed and rolled Alexei off of his back.
He turned onto his side and snuggled into the other man's arms. "I know.
After yesterday, I know."
They fell silent for long moments, then the sound of Alexei's voice
brought Fox back from the edges of sleep.
"Do you really believe that I should see my father?"
They shifted again, and now Alexei was on his back, Fox pressed to his
side, golden-brown head resting in the cradle of his arm. He lightly traced
the faint scars on his lover's chest. "Yes. He's your father, Jade. What
he did may be reprehensible, but he regrets it now. Don't you want to know
why? Not to take any credit from Daniel, but there's got to be more to
it than what he told you tonight."
Alexei heaved a long sigh. "I..I am really having a very difficult time
getting past the fact that he almost killed you. I could have lost you
for all eternity. I could not have lived knowing that you were not on this
earth. How can I forgive that?"
"But it didn't happen..."
"Because I agreed to never lay eyes on you again... which was a death
sentence in its own right."
"He's remorseful, Alexei. He listened to Daniel and sent him after me.
He didn't have to do that."
Alexei's eyes rolled up into his head, and his lids closed over them.
He lay quietly for a few minutes, then opened his eyes, turning them to
the man who watched him intently. "You are a truly remarkable man." He
bent his head to capture Fox's mouth in a tender kiss, then released him.
"All right. I will go to see Malik... will you accompany me?"
"Do you want me to?"
"Yes." Alexei brushed the hair back from Fox's face. "From here on out,
whatever happens, happens to both of us."
Hazel eyes sparkled up at him. "I'm glad you feel that way. We need
to see Dana."
"But... does she not wish to murder me?"
Fox laughed softly. "Oh, yes she does."
Alexei drew back, eyes wide. "And you would just throw me to the lions?"
"Aww, my love. I promise I'll be standing right behind you."
Alexei sank down amongst the pillows. "Why do I not find that particularly
comforting?"
Part Four
"Fox?"
Dana moved from room to room looking for her friend, growing more frightened
with each step.
"Fox? Oh God, please. Where did he go?"
"Dana."
The petite woman whirled around and practically fell into Fox's arms.
"Thank God! Where have you been? I..." She cut herself off in mid-rattle
and set an icy stare upon the man standing a few feet away. "What are you
doing here?" She stepped between Fox and Alexei. "Why are you here?"
"Dana..."
She turned to face Fox, saw the look in his eyes, and shook her head.
"No... oh, no. Don't tell me..."
Fox smiled reassuringly. "Dana, there's so much to explain."
"And who's going to do the explaining." She turned back on Alexei. "Him?"
Alexei's gaze lowered to the floor.
"Dana, listen to me." Fox touched her arm, drawing her attention back.
"There were very good reasons for him to stay away."
Dana sighed sadly. "Oh, Fox. I know how much you wanted him back. But
you can't do this. You're setting yourself up to be hurt again."
Alexei spoke for the first time. "No, Dana. I love Fox. I would never
do anything to hurt him."
"Oh, no? What do you call what you've done for the last several weeks?
That wasn't hurt? I was afraid every single day that he would go and do
something stupid because of you! And now you're back. Why? You haven't
tormented him enough? Maybe you can do a proper job and really kill him
this time!"
Alexei flinched at her words and looked away. Fox was at his side instantly,
pulling him into his arms.
"Dana... you don't understand. If he hadn't left me, I would have died."
"What?"
"Please..." Fox waved her toward a chair. "Let's sit down. Let us explain
it to you."
At the end of their story, both men fell into silence, watching the
woman who sat across from them, waiting for some reaction.
Dana looked from Fox to Alexei then back again. "That is one fantastic
tale."
"Any more fantastic than Alexei being a genie?" Fox challenged.
"N-no, that was quite unbelievable."
"Yet, you believed it."
"The proof was in front of my eyes. I couldn't dispute it. All I have
here is this... story."
"A story that I've told you. It's true, Dana. Every word."
Dana looked back to Alexei, studying the expression in his eyes. "I
can't believe I'm going to trust you again."
"I do not know how to prove to you that I live for this man, Dana. Every
breath I take... every beat of my heart is for him, and I was every bit
as devastated as he was while we were apart."
Dana sighed heavily, then nodded. "All right. You've got another chance.
But I'll not take my eye off you, and I will not hesitate to advise Fox
if I feel that something is not right."
"I am very glad he has a friend as devoted as you."
Fox rose and drew Dana up and into his arms. "I'm happy again, Dana,"
he whispered. "Please don't worry. He does love me."
Dana pulled back and gave him a soft smile. "It's so good to see you
back to yourself. But I mean what I say. If I see something I don't like,
you will hear about it."
"I'd expect no less." Fox kissed her cheek, then turned to his lover
who had come to stand a few feet behind them. "We must go now. Alexei has
to prepare for the meeting with his father."
"All right."
Alexei kissed the side of Fox's head and gave Dana a wary smile. "May
we have your company one day soon for dinner? Daniel will be so pleased
to see you."
"I'll let you know."
Alexei nodded and bowed. "Goodbye, Dana. Thank you."
They vanished before her eyes, and Dana raised her hands to her face,
covering her eyes, and groaned softly. She stood quietly for a moment,
then walked slowly from the house.
After a long, leisurely bath together, the two men returned to their
bed chamber where Fox dropped naked across the bed and watched Alexei choose
his clothing.
"I'm glad you decided to speak to your father."
Alexei grunted. "I am only doing it because you asked me to. I could
very easily go the rest of my life without..." He turned to face Fox, and
his words left him.
"Go the rest of your life without..."
"Hmm?"
One gold-flecked eye opened and focused on the standing man. "You said
that you could easily go the rest of your life without... then you stopped.
"Go the rest of your life without what?"
"I do not remember... have you any idea how incredibly delicious you
look lying there?"
Fox turned his head, chuckling to himself. "Something tells me that
I had better get up and get dressed or we'll never get out of here..."
Before he had a chance to rise from the bed, Alexei was kneeling over
him, nuzzling his face and throat. "But I would much rather stay here."
"I know," Fox cooed, "but the sooner we go, the sooner it will be done."
"All right, all right." Pouting, Alexei rose and helped Fox to his feet.
Unable to help himself, he allowed his hands to skim over his lover's body
as he walked past.
"Behave," Fox warned, smiling as he continued on his way. A few minutes
later, he was dressed and ready to go, and Alexei was still fussing with
his clothing. He approached his lover and wrapped his arms around his chest.
"You're stalling," he whispered into one gold hoop-adorned ear.
"No..."
"Oh, yes, you are." Fox finished helping Alexei dress, then led him
to a chair, and pushed him down into it. He retrieved his own hairbrush
from the nearby table and began to run it in long strokes over his lover's
head, and down the length of his hair.
Alexei's eyes drifted shut, and a soft rumble sounded in his chest.
Fox smiled as he watched the other man writhe in sensual bliss. "You
behave as though no one has ever brushed your hair before."
"No one ever has," Alexei sighed, eyes still closed. "I simply just..."
His hand fluttered through the air as he spoke.
"Not even when you were a child? Your mother? A servant?"
"I do not recall. That was a very long time ago."
Fox continued drawing the brush through the silky strands, following
each stroke with the palm of his other hand. "Odd that a man who has introduced
me to such extreme pleasures would know nothing of ones as simple as this."
The brush left the surface of Alexei's hair and came up from underneath,
starting at the nape of his neck and grazed upward. Again, his other hand
followed, gathering the sable tresses together and holding them for another
pass of the brush.
Alexei groaned audibly and arched his neck, prompting an amused laugh
from Fox.
"It's not supposed to be arousing, you know."
"No?"
"No. It's supposed to be relaxing."
"Sorry. It is simply that your every touch sets my blood to boiling."
Fox put the brush down and combed his fingers through Alexei's hair,
letting the heavy strands fall into place against his back. He leaned in,
wrapping his arms around the other's shoulders, and strung a trail of kisses
along his jaw. "Well, turn that boil down to a simmer, because we really
must get going."
Alexei sounded a frustated growl, then wound an arm around Fox's neck
and brought their lips together before releasing him. Fox assisted with
his turban, Alexei made one last check of his appearance, and finally,
they were off to see Malik.
Malik paced the room, stopping only long enough to throw an occasional
glance at the door or the man who sat watching him.
"Sire," Daniel began, "you must remain calm..."
"How can I, Daniel? My son is coming here to confront me with the terrible
things I have done to him and his mate. He may leave here today and never
see me again. He may walk away from the throne and everything that is rightfully
his because his father was a blind fool."
"You will not know that until he tells you. Getting upset about it now
before you speak to him is not going to help..."
The doors opened, drawing the attention of both men. Alexei stalked
in, the stark white silks he was attired in billowing out behind him. He
looked more like himself than he had in several weeks, and the defiant
set of his jaw and arrogant gleam in his eye were a welcome sight for Malik.
Gray eyes flicked from Alexei to the one who walked beside him. He was
beautiful, this Fox. Graceful and regal in his flowing robes of blue and
gold, he and Alexei struck an exquisite picture.
Glittering emerald eyes flashed from Malik to Daniel, and Alexei walked
over to him. He stood in front of his friend, speaking softly despite the
combative gleam in his eye.
"I did not get to thank you last night."
Daniel grinned. "The look on your face as we left was thank you enough."
"No. I do not know that I will ever be able to thank you properly
for the risk you took for me. And I also must apologize and beg your forgiveness
for the threat I made to you."
"It is all right, Alexei. You had no idea. As far as you could see,
Fox was in danger, and I was the one who put him there. There was no other
way for you to react."
Alexei stepped forward and wrapped his arms around his friend, hugging
him tightly. "Thank you," he whispered. "Thank you for giving me my life
back."
"My pleasure, my friend." The two men separated, then Daniel leaned
in again, murmuring in a confidential tone. "Might we uh... discuss what
I am to do about the lovely Dana later on?"
Alexei grinned and nodded. Then, taking Fox's hand, he turned toward
Malik. The humor vanished, and his tone turned business-like.
"Well, Father. I am here. Say what you wanted to say."
Malik drew a deep breath and motioned to a pair of tufted chairs. "Please.
Sit. This may take a while."
Alexei led Fox to one of the chairs and, once he was comfortably seated,
took up position behind him.
Malik looked from one man to the other. "You do not wish to sit,
son?"
"I prefer to stand," came the acid reply.
The older man sighed then lowered himself into a facing chair. "As you
wish." He watched his son catch his lover's hand in his and bring it to
his lips. The two exchanged a tender glance, then their attention focused
back on him.
"Now. What do you wish to say?"
Malik paused a moment, then began. "Alexei... Fox... allow me to say
again how terribly, terribly sorry I am for what I have done to you. But
if I may try to explain my actions... Alexei, I know all you saw was a cruel
deed committed by a man who, for his own selfish reasons, wanted to keep
you from your human lover. This is not true. In my own way, I was trying
to protect you..."
"From what?
Malik ran his hands over his face and through his hair. "Alexei,
I know of no other way to say this except to just say it. You know that
I never spoke much of your... your mother."
"Yes, but what has she..."
Malik held up a hand. "She has much to do with it. After she was gone,
I never found reason to tell you or your brothers and sisters that she
was..." He took a long, deep breath and released it. "...human."
Alexei's fingers tightened around Fox's. "What?"
"You are half human, Alexei."
Alexei stared, for a moment too shocked to respond, then the room shook
with his anger. "And you did not think it important enough to tell us?"
"No. All of you seemed to have inherited much of my genes. The others
all took only minor characteristics from your mother as far as I could
see. Except for you. You look so much like her. But... there still seemed
to be no glaring discrepancies... there was nothing that you would question..."
"I do not understand! Why was it such a secret?"
"I was not ashamed of your mother, Alexei, before that idea comes into
your head. I loved her with all of my heart and soul. The simple matter
of it is, it hurt to discuss her. She was human, son. I know that you
have not given consideration, as I did not, to the fact that we outlive
humans by many years. Far too many, when you are deeply in love with
one." He looked from Alexei's distressed face to Fox's. "I knew how much
you loved him. I knew it immediately that day you came to me. And it frightened
me more than I had ever been. You are my son, Alexei. The closest connection
I have to your mother, and it tore at my heart to think of you in years
to come, as devastated at the loss of your love as I. I thought if I could
stop it now, if I could..." His eyes continued to jump from one to the
other. "...but it is too late for that now, and all I can do is apologize."
Alexei fixed an unfocused gaze on a spot on the floor just beyond the
chair in which Fox sat. Thoughts of himself in years to come, spending
decade upon decade without his precious Fox, sent tremors through his body.
Fox pulled himself out of his chair and came to stand before his
stricken lover. "Alexei? It... it is inevitable in every relationship that
one partner will die first. The difference here is that we can be fairly
sure it will be me. If... if you feel that you can't, or... or you don't
want to... to deal with that for as long as you will obviously have to... if
you want to..." Fox paused, looking for the strength to say it, "...to
end this..."
Alexei's head snapped up. "No." He practically fell into Fox's arms.
"No. How can you even ask me that?"
Fox wrapped his arms around his lover's back and held him close. "I
don't know. I just... I just don't know what else to say to you. I just
want you to know that I would understand if you felt you wanted to..."
"Never, Fox. I love you and I will not walk away from you. If we
had just two more days together, they would be worth the agony I would
suffer for the rest of my life."
"That is exactly the way I felt about my Katarina," Malik offered
softly. "It was wrong of me to try to take that decision out of your hands..."
Alexei did not hear a word that his father had just said to him. He
was too wrapped up in his present pain to process anything more. Eyes closed,
he clung tightly to Fox, needing the warmth only his love could provide.
Fox rocked Alexei gently, drawing a hand up and down his back. "Jade... my
love, listen to me. You've had quite a shock today. You need time to absorb
it all. Come. Let's go home." Fox looked to Malik. "Unless there are any
other disturbing bits of news you'd like to share."
"No," Malik sighed. "No, you are right. He needs time to accept what
he has learned." He reached out to touch his son's shoulder. "He has never
had to face death, Fox. I did all I could to shelter him when his mother
passed. And everyone else he knows is of our own kind. I can see that it
was wrong of me to keep it from him... and his brothers and sisters.
They are all adults now and incapable of dealing with a natural fact of
life. Forgive me, but as I am sure that he will not allow me, I believe
it is now up to you to make him understand."
Fox gave the old man a chilly stare. "I'll take care of him," he said,
an air of authority in his posture.
"I know you will. I will see that you both get home now."
At this, the other man who had been observing silently from a far corner
of the room now stepped forward. "I will take them home," Daniel offered.
"Fox, would you mind if I accompanied you? I will remain unobtrusive, but
I will be there if you need me."
"No, Daniel, I don't mind. Thank you."
"If I might," Malik broke in just as they were ready to leave, "I would
very much like to visit you tomorrow... to see that he is all right."
Fox paused to see if Alexei would answer for himself. The other man
remained silent.
"I will speak with him tonight about it, and Daniel..." he looked
to the man who had come to stand beside them. "will let you know?"
Daniel nodded his agreement.
"Very well." Malik ran a hand lightly down his son's arm. "Alexei, I
am so very sorry. All the pain you have suffered these past weeks is my
fault. If there is anything at all that I can do..."
No response.
Malik turned his focus on Fox. "You are indeed as special as he
said. I do not know if I could be so generous as to speak civilly to the
man who had done what I did to you."
Fox gave no answer, only tightened his hold on the man in his arms and
looked over at Daniel and nodded. Seconds later, the three were standing
in Fox and Alexei's bed chamber.
"We're home now," Fox murmured against Alexei's cheek. "Come. Why don't
you lie down for a while?"
Alexei released his grip on Fox just long enough for the other
man to help him out of his clothing. When only his pants remained, Fox
settled him into bed. Before he could straighten up, Alexei clutched at
him, holding him where he was.
"Do not leave me."
"I'm not going to leave you," Fox reassured him, happy to hear
him finally speak. "I'm only going to step out of the room with Daniel
for a minute, and then I will be right back, I promise."
Reluctantly, Alexei loosened his hold and allowed Fox to move away.
He watched as his lover retreated to the door and with a soft smile, disappeared
with Daniel from the room. Once Fox was out of sight, he propped himself
up against the pillows, waiting less than patiently as he tried to rid
his mind of thoughts of a time when Fox would never walk back through that
door. But the images grew stronger and more vivid, and soon his attempts
at normal breathing fell to a series of panicked gasps.
Unable to stay put any longer, he leapt out of bed and began to pace,
raking a hand through his hair. Movement seemed to be doing no good, and
he turned to the open doors that led to the veranda. He stepped out onto
the cool marble and gulped in the fresh air as he tried yet again to stop
his mind from working. As he battled to shut it down, another thought pushed
its way in, and he found that the more he considered this new notion, the
calmer he grew. His breathing slowly returned to normal, and the frantic
pounding of his heart quieted. Alexei looked out over the land and nodded.
"I thought all the pain was behind us," Fox said, looking down at the
patch of floor between him and Daniel.
"There is much for him to absorb," Daniel reasoned. "Fox, Alexei will
be all right. With you by his side, he will snap out of this state that
he is in."
"Yes, and what about when I am no longer by his side?"
"He will be shattered, there is no doubt of that. But he is a stronger
man than his father, and if Malik can survive such a loss, then so shall
he. He only needs time for it to sink in. When it does, he will find a
way to put it into perspective."
"I hope so," Fox said softly. "Usually, this is a subject confronted
when most people are children. The older one gets, the more... Daniel?"
"Yes"
"How old is he?"
"In human years?" Daniel closed one eye and counted silently.
"Ninety-eight."
"And you?"
"In your years, I am considerably older than he. I am... one hundred
and eighty-two."
Fox cocked his head. "When you were his age, how mature were you?"
Daniel shook his head. "Not very, now that you mention it. Alexei is
far more mature at this age than I was. What are you thinking?"
"He's half-human, Daniel. His aging process is not like mine, but it's
not like yours either. It would seem that it may be somewhere in between."
"So... so you are saying that he will not outlive you by as
many years as Malik says."
"It's possible that he may be even more human than his father thinks."
"How could Malik not realize?"
"I don't know. In all walks of life, there are those who mature faster
than others, but there may be more to this than Alexei just being an early
bloomer." He looked toward the door. "I should go back in. He wasn't especially
thrilled that I left him in the first place."
Daniel nodded and backed up a step. "All right. I will be here in the
house should he decide he wants to talk to me."
"Thank you, Daniel. You are a very good friend."
"He is the closest thing I have to a brother. I will do anything I can
for him." Daniel gave Fox a warm smile, then turned and disappeared from
sight.
Fox re-entered the room, and his heart immediately leapt into
his throat as he viewed the empty bed.
Where is he? Where would he have...
The panic seeped away as he caught sight of his lover just outside the
doors, looking out over the trees. He walked over toward Alexei, stopping
just inside the room and called softly.
"Alexei? Are you all right?"
Serene green eyes turned to him. "Yes."
Fox smiled. "You look better."
"I feel better."
"What brought the change?"
"I have been thinking. There is nothing I can do to hold you to this
life when it is time for you to leave, but there is something I can do
about staying behind."
Fox's eyebrows lowered into a frown. "What are you saying?"
"It is very simple, my love. The day you leave this world, I will leave
with you."
"No..." Fox shook his head. "..you can't do that."
"The thing that I cannot do, Fox, is live without you. And I will not."
"No..."
Alexei tilted his head. "How can you love me, yet ask me to stay behind
and suffer your loss for the considerable number of my remaining years?"
"Alexei, listen to me. You've received two very large shocks today.
You've found out that your mother was human, and you've only just been
confronted head on with the idea of the death of a loved one. Everything
your father has done or in this case has not done was to protect you. I'm
just coming to realize how very much he loves you. He's just gone about
it in the wrong way. He thought he was protecting you, but all his protection
did was leave you totally unprepared for a perfectly natural progression
of life." Fox reached out to cup his lover's chin. "It happens all over
the world, every day. People lose their mothers, their fathers, husbands
and wives. They hurt, they grieve, and then they go on. If they didn't,
there would be no world."
Alexei blinked, unable to understand how Fox could speak so matter-of-factly
about something so horrendous. "If..." He stopped then started again. "If
it were reversed and it was you who would have to spend years and years
alone... could you still be so objective?"
Fox stepped forward and wound his arms around Alexei's waist. "I'm not
trivializing your pain, love. I'm simply asking that you don't dwell on
it. It won't make the years we do have together very pleasant if you're
brooding every day about something you can do nothing about."
Deepest green eyes burned into his. "You did not answer my question."
Fox stared for a moment, then let his gaze drop away. "No. I could not
be so objective. From my experience, no one can be. Not at the time of
loss. But with time, it gets better. And then the things that used to bring
unimaginable pain become a comfort. And you can remember and smile instead
of cry. I have lovely memories of my mother and father, and though I'm
still greatly saddened that they are no longer with me, I am comforted
in the knowledge that they loved me and someday I will see them again... you
and I will be together again..."
Alexei nodded. "Yes. We will be. Only I will not wait a few hundred
years for it."
Fox stroked his lover's face. "You must stay until it is your
time to go. There is much you have to accomplish. You've got a kingdom
to rule. People to care for..."
Alexei shook his head. "I have yet to agree to assume the throne.
Now I have even less reason to want to."
Fox released him and took a few steps away. "I'm turning your
life upside down..."
"No. Not you."
"If I were not in your life, Alexei, half of the things you learned
today would be of no consequence to you. You would fulfill your destiny
and live your life the way you were meant to. I hate thinking that this
is what loving me has done to you.. If I had known, I..." Fox bit off his
words, but Alexei finished them for him.
"What? You never would have come back to me?"
Fox shook his head and said nothing.
"That is what you were going to say."
"Yes. But what is the point? Whether I returned or not, either way,
you would be suffering."
There was anger mixed with the hurt in Alexei's tone, and for
the first time, it was directed at Fox. "And so it would have been better
if we had never met at all."
Fox closed his eyes and lowered his head. "No," he said just above a
whisper. "I didn't say that."
"You did not have to. It is what is in your mind."
"It's not the way you think..."
"You wish we had never met. How many different ways can I understand
that?"
Fox whirled around to face his irrational lover. "How can you know what's
in my head but not my heart? I love you. Why do you think I hurt so much
when we were apart? Why do you think I buried all my doubts and fears and
came back?"
Alexei shrugged. "You did not expect more problems. You think that the
decisions I am making are your responsibility, and you do not want to carry
that." He moved around Fox and came to stand before him. "Do not concern
yourself with it. All decisions I make are my own. If you cannot live
with them, I will not ask you to stay!"
Fox looked up into glittering dark pools. He wondered if Alexei realized
how easily his eyes gave him away. The words were cold, the tone angry,
but the fear in his eyes negated all that he said. Fox could have called
his bluff and asked to be sent back, but he would not heap that trauma
on top of all that Alexei had to deal with already. In the heat of the
moment, he might very well send Fox back, then spend who knew how long
hating himself.
Fox took a deep breath and walked to the door. With a slight hesitation,
he swung it open and walked out of the room. Alexei watched silently, biting
down on his lip to keep it from quivering as the one he loved disappeared
from his sight.
Daniel raised his head from the book he'd been reading just in time
to see Fox walk past him and head out of the house. "Fox?" He rose from
his chair, tossing the book down onto it, and began to follow the other
man. "Fox, where are you going?"
The answer was vague and went almost unheard. "For a walk."
Sensing something was not right, Daniel stayed on Fox's trail, their
journey ending at the stream where Alex and Fox spent so much of their
time.
"Something is wrong," Daniel observed softly as Fox sat on a large
rock and stared down into the water.
"He's very upset."
"Well, we know this..."
"With me."
"But... not more than a few minutes ago, he was clinging to you like
a burr. I do not understand."
"Neither does he. Alexei is feeling very helpless right now, and he
doesn't know how to handle it. He's not thinking clearly, and he sees my
attempts at reason as indifference to his feelings." He shook his head.
"I didn't help. I was so upset at the things he was saying that I started
thinking that he would have been better off if he'd never known me. That
truly upset him. He suggested that if that's the way I felt, I might want
to just leave."
Red eyebrows drew down into a confused frown. "Fox... he did not mean
that."
"I know."
"And I cannot believe that you really think he would have been
better off without you."
"I was thinking that, yes. But that isn't the way things worked out.
We did meet. We are together, and I would never give him up now. He's
my life, Daniel. Those weeks without him almost killed me. Alexei can't
see this, but perhaps you can. I love him, but I've hurt him. Not purposely
and not knowingly. If I had walked away from him the day he spoke to me
in the village... if I had taken my book and left, his life would have gone
on. He might have been a little disappointed that I wouldn't speak to him,
but his life would not have been turned inside out."
Daniel stared at the other man. "Do you not know that Alexei has
loved you from the first time he laid eyes on you? You were all I heard
about from sunup to sundown. He pursued you. It was his sworn mission
to win your heart, and in case you have not yet noticed, Prince Alexei
is one very persuasive individual."
"He told me that he loved me from the beginning."
"Did you not believe him?"
Fox opened his mouth as if to speak but fell silent.
"Fox, what I am saying to you is no matter what you said or did not
say... not matter what you did or did not do, it would have made no difference.
He has loved you since he first set eyes on you, and from that moment,
he became susceptible to hurt. So if you think that if you had never talked
to him, he would have been all right, you are wrong."
"But the hurt wouldn't have been as deep."
"I am not so sure about that. Alexei is a deeply passionate man... not
that I really need to tell you any of this... the day he fell in love with
you, he did not only fall part of the way. He plunged headlong. And so,
what I am trying to say is I believe that if you had rejected him that
day in the village, he would have been quite heartbroken. I am sorry,
Fox, but it seems as though in laying eyes on you, Alexei was destined
for pain."
"Well, thank you," Fox said in his soft monotone. "I feel so much better."
Daniel clenched his hands in his hair. "I am sorry. I knew it would
not come out right. I am simply saying that it is not your fault that he
is hurting."
Fox closed his eyes and drew a deep breath as he turned away. "The day
that I leave this earth, he wishes to follow."
"What?"
"He wants to end his life. He says he refuses to stay without
me." Daniel rested his head in folded hands. "He means it."
"I know he means it. I can't let him."
"What choice will you have?"
"I have to talk him out of it now."
"That is where all this trouble began, is it not?"
"Yes. He doesn't understand why I would want him to stay behind and
suffer."
"Why do you?"
Fox directed a stunned stare at the other man. "You too?"
Daniel said nothing.
"Of course I don't want him to suffer, Daniel. But he would have
an entire kingdom to rule... though he is more determined than ever that
he will not... how could he just throw aside such a tremendous responsibility?"
"We would not be without a ruler. Amed would assume the throne."
"How... how can you say this so easily? Life is precious, Daniel. You
would just stand by and watch your best friend end his?"
"If my choice was between that and watching him live in agony for the
rest of his days? I would miss him terribly, but yes. Yes, I would. Fox,
you and he are obviously at opposite ends of this issue. I suggest you
find some middle ground, and I suggest you do it soon. I went through weeks
of watching him brood. I will not do it with two of you."
Fox sighed softly and turned his attention back to the water.
The sun began to set, casting long shadows on the ground, and still
Fox sat quietly by the stream. He had moved from the rock to the soft grass,
leaning against a tree and listened to the drone of Daniel's voice. He
appreciated the other man's attempts to keep his mind occupied, but soon,
his voice and the babble of the stream blended to the point where Fox could
no longer distinguish between the two.
The approach of a third presence drew him out of his thoughts. His eyes
rose and did a quick search, revealing the form of his lover drifting into
the shadow of a nearby tree.
Alexei stood quietly, head tilted downward. He risked a brief glance
at Fox through downswept lashes, then turned his gaze back to the ground.
"Well," Daniel broke the thick silence. "You two have much to discuss... or
at least you should have. I will just leave you to it." He laid an understanding
hand on Alexei's shoulder, then he was gone, leaving the two men to each
other.
Each man remained motionless, eyeing the other warily. Finally,
Alexei spoke.
"I... the way I behaved was inexcusable. You tried to help me understand
a thing I know nothing of, and I turned on you. I do not know why I would
do such a thing. You are every beat of my heart, and I would sooner die
than hurt you."
Fox rose from his perch and closed the distance between them. He slid
his fingers under the other man's chin and lifted. Once he had Alexei's
attention, his fingers caressed the underside of his jaw, then moved to
cup his cheek. "You were very upset." His thumb rasped against the lightly-stubbled
surface. "Understandably so. I should have been more sensitive to what
you were feeling."
Alexei shook his head and started to speak, but Fox stopped him.
He leaned forward until their faces were mere inches from each other. "We'll
work it through. Right now I think we need to back away from it, though... concentrate
on something else for a while."
The question in Alexei's eyes was answered as Fox's lips covered
his in a soft whisper of a kiss. He stood trembling as Fox pulled away,
tilted his head in the opposite direction, and kissed him again. He felt
the warm pinprick of rushing blood through every part of his body as his
lover's mouth slid across his then away. His eyes fluttered then focused
on the sea of glittering blue-green before him.
"Come lie down with me by the water," Fox whispered. "Let me love you."
He backed up slowly, and Alexei followed, hypnotized by his voice and the
look of desire dancing in his eyes. Once he reached his destination, he
stopped, raising both hands to his lover's chest. Slowly his fingertips
teased the warm flesh, pulling breathy moans from the other. He slid the
already open robe from Alexei's shoulder's and kissed a gentle trail along
his collarbone, winning a long, soft gasp. When he reached the curve of
Alexei's shoulder, his arms slipped around the lean waist, pulling his
lover close. Their mouths met once more, as tenderly as with their previous
kiss, and Fox's hands wandered the length of Alexei's back, stroking over
bone and quivering muscle.
Alexei whimpered softly, the vibration tickling Fox's lips as he felt
his lover's hands move lower and lower until they slipped beneath the white
silk of his pants. He writhed and ground his hips against Fox's, and the
hands that covered his rear gently squeezed and caressed the muscle, encouraging
his responses.
Fox's hands glided up and down over the rounded flesh, alternating
between firm and gentle strokes and driving the recipient of his attentions
to the edge of madness.
"Fox," Alexei panted, breaking from his kiss. "Please..."
"Shhh..."
Alexei sucked his lower lip into his mouth in an attempt to remain silent
as Fox slipped the silk down his legs, kneeling in the grass before him,
and pulled the material away. He forced his eyes to open and looked down
into his lover's aroused face. He emitted a soft grunt as Fox's eyes closed
and he leaned forward, brushing his full lips over the trembling flesh
of his abdomen. Gentle fingers slid up his thighs to his buttocks, holding
him in their light grip as that mouth continued to work its magic, moving
lower and lower until he could feel Fox's warm breath playing over the
glistening tip of his erection.
Fox nudged the head of the engorged shaft with the tip of his
nose, the scent of his lover's arousal feeding his own. His fingers flexed
involuntarily in the taught muscle they held, and his tongue inched out,
stroking along the large vein on the underside of Alexei's erection. As
he reached the head, his tongue flicked around the surface, lapping off
every last bit of moisture there. The man standing before him let out a
strangled sob, and restless fingers raked through his hair. He could feel
Alexei's impatience and his struggle to hold himself together, and Fox
decided to torment him no more. He pulled his lover down into the grass,
laying him on his back, then removed his own clothing. That done, he kneeled
over Alexei's prone body, straddling his hips.
Alexei looked up into eyes that had turned almost black with passion.
His hands skimmed Fox's thighs again and again, each time coming closer
to the twitching muscle that strained toward him. Finally he reached the
base, sliding his thumb up and down along the shaft, his tongue slithering
out to moisten dry lips. He watched Fox's eyes close as his other fingers
curled around the hard warmth and squeezed gently.
Fox's hips shifted, and he pushed himself into Alexei's hand, pulled
back, then moved forward again, encouraging his lover to slowly pump him.
His neck arched, and a deep moan rumbled in his chest as his body began
to throb in time to Alexei's lazy caresses. He kneeled there above the
man that he adored, accepting his loving attention until he felt that all
too familiar coiling in his lower body. He knew it must stop, or there
was no way that he would be able to do what he asked Alexei to let him
do. Gently, his hand covered the other man's and stopped his movement.
He pulled the hand away and laid a kiss in the palm before shifting position
and coming to kneel between his lover's parted legs.
"Are you ready for me?"
Alexei nodded and moved closer, lifting his hips toward Fox. The other
man grasped and pulled him forward onto his thighs, and Alexei's legs immediately
clamped around his back. He felt the thick presence pressing toward its
goal, and he lay trembling as it burrowed into him, stretching him to accommodate
its width. Once completely embedded in his heat, Fox stopped moving, provoking
a groan of protest.
"Easy," the soft monotone whispered. Fox caressed his chest, tracing
the barely-visible scars that ran across it. "Easy, my love."
Alexei breathed deeply, trying for all he was worth to keep himself
from bucking against his lover. He shook with the effort, and a stream
of restless whimpers fell from his lips.
"My beautiful Jade..." Fox pushed forward, wedging himself even more
tightly inside of his lover, watching a grimace cross his face. "Feel me
inside you." He withdrew a fraction, then pushed back in, attempting to
reach deeper. "We are..." he paused for a shaky breath, then continued,
"..are part of each other forever."
Alexei sobbed at Fox's words, which were punctuated by another
deep thrust. "Fox," he cried, "please... it is such... such torture... please..."
Fox grasped the hard column of flesh that lay between them and slid
his hand along its length. Alexei thrashed beneath him, wailing his name,
and he began a series of long thrusts, accompanied by the matching rhythm
of his hand.
Alexei arched, lifting the whole of his back off the ground as
he growled through clenched teeth. The action tightened his muscles, squeezing
Fox and shredding the other man's control to bits.
Fox barely heard his own choked moans above the roar in his head. Working
on blind instinct, he held Alexei's hip in the bruising grip of one hand
while the other jerked his erection in time to increasingly harder and
faster thrusts. His body began to shake uncontrollably, then all his muscles
suddenly seized as his orgasm blasted through him, releasing an endless
gush of hot fluid into his lover.
Alexei felt the warmth flood his insides and heard Fox's harsh cries
of completion, and then he found his own release as his lover froze for
an instant, then started to thrust again, erratically. He clutched at the
grass beneath him, and a long, feral scream gurgled past his constricting
throat. A warm, slick geyser shot endlessly over Fox's hand and his own
belly, and when it was finally done, his legs slipped from around Fox's
back, sliding down to rest on the cool green ground, and the other man
fell onto his chest. They lay together panting and gasping for breath for
a long while before Fox lifted his head and looked down into damp emerald
eyes.
"This is the way I want to spend our lives. Just like this."
The eyes crinkled and a smile curved the other's mouth. "I think we
would have to eat and sleep sometime."
Fox returned the smile. "You know what I mean. No anxiety. We've
had enough of that. And no worrying about things we cannot change." Before
Alexei could respond, he went on. "I know that's so much easier said than
done, but can we try? Can we just love each other and let the rest take
care of itself?"
Alexei raised a hand to his lover's face and slid his thumb across
the exquisitely full lower lip. "I promise you, my sweet Fox, I will try."
Fox kissed the thumb as it made another pass. "Thank you." He looked
over Alexei's head and in the direction of the house. "Now, perhaps we
should go and find Daniel? I'm sure he'd like to know that you're all right.
He was very concerned."
Alexei nodded his agreement. "All right." He thought for a moment,
then grinned up at Fox. "We should do something for him to show our appreciation
for all he's done for us. Do you think Dana might be open to having dinner
with us?"
Fox squinted. "Well, she's still a bit worried... but on the other hand
it might be a good opportunity for her to see that everything is fine.
I suppose we could ask her and see."
"In that case, would you be averse to a little detour before we
go back to the house?"
Fox leaned down for a brief but thorough kiss. "Not at all. Let's go
pay Dana a visit."
Dinner went well. Better than they had hoped, actually. Dana agreed
to come to dinner, and though not immediately thrilled with the idea, she
soon warmed up to Daniel again, and the evening ended on a definite high
note.
That night, after Dana and Daniel had left, the two men lay in
bed, Alexei propped against the pillows with Fox lying back against his
chest. His arms encircled his lover gently, and he pressed a number of
soft kisses into his hair.
"Malik would like to speak further with you."
Alexei opened his eyes upon hearing the soft voice. "I thought
you may have been asleep."
The silky glide of Fox's hair against his skin as the other man
slowly shook his head gave him a delightful shiver. "He has not tormented
us enough?"
"I believe he's genuinely sorry, Jade. His eyes... they were so very
sad. All he truly wanted was to protect you..."
"I thought you wanted us to love each other and let the rest take care
of itself?"
"I was talking about things we could do nothing about. You can repair
your relationship with your father... if you want to."
"He almost killed you."
"To protect you."
"There is no excuse. Killing you would have killed me. I do not view
that as protection."
"He was desperate, Alexei. He is your father, and he is king, but he
has a heart. And when you believe that someone you love very much is in
danger of any kind, the heart often overrules the head."
Silence met his statement.
"Please? See him... for me?" Fox wiggled back against him, smiling as
he felt the organ between them begin to grow.
Alexei groaned. "You are playing dirty..."
"I know. But it's for a good cause. Will you see him again?"
"All right, all right. I will see him. For you. Now." Alexei tightened
his arms around the other man and pushed against him. "What are you going
to do for me?"
Fox laughed softly, sliding onto his back between his lover's legs,
then turned over, nuzzling the now full-blown erection. "Oh, I don't know.
What would you like for me to do?'
The next afternoon, Daniel entered the house followed by Malik.
The masters of the house stood side by side, offering a courteous but cool
greeting.
Alexei bowed only slightly, and motioned his father to a comfortable
chair. "Please be seated."
Malik looked from one man to other. "Thank you." He took his seat and
again looked upon his son. "You look well. I trust you are feeling better
than you did yesterday?"
"Yes, I am." Alexei turned an adoring eye to Fox and brushed his
lover's cheek with his knuckles. "Now what else would you like to speak
to me about?"
"There are no more surprises, Alexei, I simply wanted to know if you
were accepting what I have told you."
"What choice have I? It is a shock, to say the least, to find out that
I am indeed half human, but it is not an unpleasant one. I am only angry
because for all these years you saw fit to keep it a secret from the others
and myself. You had no right."
"I know that. I am heartily sorry, my son."
"Have you told them?"
"Last night I gathered them together, and yes, I told them. They
are unhappy for the same reasons that you are, but they are all still speaking
to me."
"And why should they not? You have not tried to assassinate any
of their mates..."
"I know you will never forgive me for that."
"You are so right. I never will. There is nothing you will ever be able
to do to rectify that wrong."
Fox touched his arm. "Alexei..."
"I cannot help the way I feel, Fox. He almost took you away from
me forever."
"I have already told you, my son, that this is not an excuse,
but I was only trying to protect you from a broken heart..."
"By breaking it first yourself? It makes no sense!"
A thick silence fell on the room, then Fox spoke. "Your majesty?"
Alexei cut in. "Do not call him that. He deserves no respect from you."
Malik heaved a great sigh. "My son is correct. Call me Malik."
Fox rubbed his temples for a moment. "All right. Malik... may I ask
you a question?"
"Yes, of course."
Fox looked to his lover first. "I thought of this yesterday, and I just
want to satisfy my curiosity." He turned back to Malik. "The djinn live
a very long life."
Malik nodded.
"But your children are half human. Would that not change their life
expectancy?"
Alexei's head snapped from his mate to his father, awaiting the old
man's answer.
"I... do not know for certain. I do not believe so."
"But Alexei is considerably younger than Daniel, yet he matured at a
rate which made him equal to Daniel, physically."
"Well... yes... I suppose all of the children had matured rather quickly,
but..."
"Then is it not possible that they are different from full-blood
djinn in that respect?"
"It... it may be so."
Alexei broke in to the conversation. "Do you know of any other
half-bloods?"
"No, I do not."
"You must know of one."
Fox noted the rise in Alexei's tone and laid a calming hand on his shoulder.
"Easy, love."
Alexei closed his eyes and took a steadying breath. "Is there someone
who might know?"
"There is only one I can think of. Selima is the oldest of our kind.
She lives alone at the very edge of our realm. She knows all there is to
know about us. If anyone can give you the answers you seek, it is she."
Alexei spun to face Fox. "I must see her."
"Yes, but... Alexei, keep in mind she may not tell you what you want
to hear. This was just a curiosity. It may mean absolutely nothing. After
all, being half human has not diminished your djinn power any."
"I know, but..." The desperation began to show in his voice. "...there
is at least a chance that I may not spend as many years without you as
we thought..."
"Alexei."
Both men turned their attention to Malik.
"Even if it is true and you will not live for hundreds of years, you
will still live far longer than Fox."
Alexei knew this. He knew it, but somehow the words coming from Malik's
lips angered him all over again. "No. I will not."
Fox closed his eyes and bowed his head. Suddenly, he was sorry he'd
ever brought this up. "Alexei," he called softly. "Please..."
Alexei heard his lover's plea. He kissed the side of Fox's head and
murmured against it, "I need an answer. Even if it is not the answer I
want." He turned to Daniel. "Will you stay while I go to see this Selima?"
Worried at what his friend's state of mind might be after his meeting
with the old woman, Daniel stepped forward. "I wish to accompany you."
"No. I will be fine. Please stay with Fox until my return."
"No, Alexei," Fox spoke up. "Let Daniel go with you. Please, my love.
I would feel much better if he did."
Malik watched with mild surprise as his son gave in so easily to Fox.
"All right. Might I at least bring Dana to you? She can keep you company
until we return."
"I will stay if it is company you wish for him," Malik offered.
"No. I do not want you near him while I am not here."
"My son, I would not harm him in any way; you have my word."
"Your word means little." Alexei lifted Fox's hand to his lips and bestowed
a soft kiss upon it. "I shall fetch Dana to you, my lord. We shall be back
in an instant." He turned a cold eye to Malik. "Please take your leave."
Utterly dejected, Malik nodded and was gone, leaving only the
three men. Alexei stepped away from Fox and also disappeared, returning
five minutes later with Dana. She and Daniel exchanged greetings, and then
the two men set out in search of the old woman named Selima.
"Explain this to me again if you would be so kind, Fox," Dana demanded
once the other two were gone. "Alexei really didn't want to waste time
on it, and he said you would tell me."
Fox summoned a servant and asked that some refreshments be brought in
for him and his friend, and then he sat Dana down and, step by step, explained
the events of past days.
Alexei and Daniel approached the small house that Malik had described,
and Daniel knocked at the door. Long seconds later, the door swung open,
and sharp brown eyes set in an ancient face peered out at them.
"Bless me, Allah. It is the crown prince himself come to visit me in
my humble house." The old woman began to bow, but Alexei stopped her.
"No. Please. There is no need for that."
The tiny woman blinked up at him. "What is it my prince wishes of me?''
"To come in for a moment if you do not mind. There is a question you
might be able to answer for me."
"Of course, sire. T'would be my honor to be of assistance to you." She
stepped aside, allowing the two men to enter and beckoned them to sit.
"Now, sire. What is this question you wish to ask of me?"
"Madame... my father the king says that you are the oldest and wisest
of all genies. You know our entire history. You know of everything that
makes us what we are."
"T'is true, I have been alive for many more years than any. I have seen
much, and I keep our history."
"Selima... have you ever known of any of our kind who were only half-bloods?
Those who may have been half human?"
"I see the king has finally decided to tell his son what he should have
known many years ago."
Alexei hesitated, momentarily surprised by the old woman's perception.
"Yes. And now I need to know if there have been any others."
"Yes, sire. There certainly have been."
Alexei closed his eyes, willing his heart to beat normally. "Then this
is my question to you. Were these half-bloods different? Were their powers
diminished at all? Did they live shorter lives as a result of the mixing
of human blood with djinn?"
The old woman cackled softly. "The djinn blood is very strong. There
is never a decrease in power. And the only change occurs when the children
are young. There is a period of rapid development, then it stops and reverts
back to that which is normal for us. You will live a normal existence,
my prince. Does that ease your mind?"
Alexei covered his face with his hands and sat quietly for a moment.
He then lifted his head and breathed a long sigh. "Thank... thank you for
your time, Selima. I will not trouble you any longer."
Before he could rise to leave, the old woman began to speak again. "The
king adored his wife," she rambled. "Amazingly, you resemble her quite
a bit. That you do not look like the rest of your sisters and brothers
is indeed a mystery." She shrugged, smiling indulgently. "Some mystery
is a good thing. It shattered his heart when she passed." She shook her
head sadly. "Such a tragedy. He kept her illness a secret, you know. Not
a soul in the kingdom knew until she was gone..."
Sable eyebrows drew down into a frown, and Alexei cocked his head. "No
one?"
"No one."
"But why?"
"Only your father can answer that. It is so terrible. Had I known. Had
I only known..."
Alexei and Daniel exchanged curious glances, then Alexei asked, "Had
you only known what?"
"I never told your father, because after your mother was gone, there
was no point in increasing his torment..."
"Never told him what?"
"She could have been saved."
Alexei's heart felt as though it would leap out of his chest. "How?"
"He never told anyone. He never said a word. Had I known... had I known
that she was human, he could have had her with him still."
Alexei rose from his seat, no longer able to sit still. "Selima... please... how?"
"You recall what I just told you about djinn blood and the fact that
it is strong enough to counteract human blood so that half-breeds such
as yourself still live normally."
"Yes."
"If djinn blood is mingled with human blood... that is if the djinn blood,
even a very small amount, is introduced into the human body, it fortifies
the blood of its host, effectively making the human resistant to all that
we are resistant to. It strengthens the human and prolongs their life as
it does ours. It does not bestow on them any of our magical abilities,
but..."
Alexei paced frantically, raking his hands through his hair. "Are you
sure? Are you absolutely sure about this?"
"Of course, my prince," Selima smiled indulgently. "I am only sorry
that the king did not let someone know. You... you will not tell him?
T'would only add to the torment he still suffers..."
Alexei's only answer was to twirl the twig of a woman off her feet and
plant a noisy kiss on her withered face. "Thank you, Selima. You have no
idea what you have just done for me."
The old woman cackled, holding her hand to her cheek. "Goodness, sire.
You are right. I do not know what it is I have done, but if it makes you
this happy, that is all the thank you I want. I saw a very sad young man
enter my house, and now someone new stands in his place."
"And I have you to thank." Alexei kissed the woman again, drawing another
giggle from her. "I will see you again, Madame. Thank you!"
The two men fled the house, and Alexei grabbed Daniel, hugging him fiercely.
"Daniel! My friend, do you know what this means?"
Daniel laughed maniacally. "Yes! All you have to do is introduce some
of your own blood to his system..."
Alexei burst into laughter. "Though I would certainly welcome another
opportunity, it is not actually necessary."
"What?"
Alexei displayed a knowing grin. "It is already done. Come. I
must get home immediately."
Fox paced slowly, his every movement tracked by a pair of bright
blue eyes.
"Fox, you're going to wear a hole in the floor if you do not stop that!"
"Hmm? Oh. I'm sorry. I just think they're taking rather long. Don't
you think so?"
"No, I do not."
Fox sighed. "It's true, Dana, what Malik said. Even if the human blood
does affect Alexei's life span, it won't be enough to make any real difference
to him. He's got to be able to cope with it, or I'm afraid that it will
eventually destroy us."
"He'll be all right, Fox. He won't allow that to happen. He's not going
to do anything that will take you from him any sooner than you have to
go."
"He wouldn't mean to, but I'm afraid he won't be able to help
himself. We found our way back together, I'm afraid only to be ripped apart
again. Maybe next time for good."
"Fox," Dana scolded. "Stop thinking that way. Everything will work out
for the best. Alexei adores you, and he will not allow anything to come
between you again."
Hazel eyes flicked up to meet blue. "I see you are firmly planted
on his side again."
Dana smiled. "Yes, I suppose I am. I am not blind, Fox. It is very clear
that he loves you and what happened before was not his doing."
"I'm glad you believe it."
"I do. I am also glad to see Daniel again."
A smile twitched at Fox's lips. "Are you now?"
"Yeees, I am."
"Good. I know he's glad to see you."
Suddenly sensing that they were not alone, Fox turned to find
Alexei and Daniel standing behind him. He searched the solemn eyes of his
lover, and before he could put a question to him, Alexei turned to Dana.
"Dana, would you mind going for a walk with Daniel? Fox and I must talk."
Dana cast a wary eye from one man to the other. "N-no. Of course
not." She gave Fox's arm an encouraging squeeze, then preceded Daniel out
of the room.
When their friends were gone, both men stood a few feet from each other,
staring. Fox was first to speak.
"Well... did you get your answers?"
"Yes," Alexei whispered. "And then some."
The golden-brown head cocked to one side. "I don't understand."
Alexei slowly approached. "I had a very interesting visit with Selima.
It was quite illuminating."
"How is that?"
"She told me something that no one else knows. Not even Malik."
"Will you share it with me?"
He barely heard Alexei's 'yes'.
Alexei began to undo his robes, letting the garments fall to the
floor. He stepped closer to his very confused lover, then turned his back
to him. His hand came up, lightly fingering the scars on his shoulder.
"Do you remember when I called this a gift from you?"
"Yes."
"Well, what neither of us knew was it was a gift to you as well."
Fox placed a hand on Alexei's shoulder and turned him back so that they
were again facing each other. "What do you mean?"
"I mean..." Alexei's eyes began to shine, and a smile graced his beautiful
lips. "...that on the night you tasted my blood, it did so much more than
simply free the animal inside you. It sealed our fate. Yours and mine."
Fox shook his head. "Alexei... I don't..."
"I knew life could not be that cruel. I knew we were meant to be together
for all of our lives... our equal lives."
"Wh... what?"
"You will live a long, healthy life, my Fox. As long as mine."
"But... how?"
"My blood strengthens yours. It makes it like mine. Your aging
process has slowed. You are now resistant to illness." A wide grin spread
across his face. "In short, my love, I do hope that you will be able to
stand me for the next few hundred years."
Fox blinked as the room began to spin. "Alexei... are you sure about
this?"
"My question exactly to the old woman. She was emphatic in her
response. You will live as long as I will."
Fox stared, dumbfounded.
"Now," Alexei continued, "I reiterate my question. Will you be able
to stand me for the next few hundred years?"
Fox nodded, suddenly blinded by tears. "Absolutely."
Alexei threw his arms around his mate, wrapping him in a fierce embrace.
"It is as you said, love. We are part of each other forever."
They stood clinging to each other, letting the tears flow silently.
When a long while had passed, they separated, attempting to dry each other's
eyes. They laughed together as the drops refused to cease and finally gave
up.
"Is Daniel telling Dana?"
"No," Alexei sniffed. "I wanted us to be able to tell her together.
Do you think she will be happy?"
Fox lowered his head and smiled. "I think she will."
"Then let us tell her so that we may celebrate."
Alexei retrieved Dana and Daniel from their walk, and he and Fox shared
their news. After her shock, Dana threw her arms around both men, tearfully
wishing them every happiness, and then they celebrated.
A fine feast was laid out, the wine flowed, and Alexei brought in entertainment
for the occasion. Music filled the room, and colorfully garbed dancers
whirled about them for hours, eventually making the more than slightly
inebriated revelers a touch dizzy. At Dana's request, they were sent away.
Then deciding she needed some air, she tottered off onto the terrace, tripping
over a potted palm and landing square into Alexei's arms. Fox went out
to help, and the three wobbled back into the house, the men supporting
Dana between them and letting her drop against Daniel, who promptly lost
his balance, and the two tumbled to the mass of pillows on the floor.
Daniel groaned as Dana sprawled across his chest, giggling hysterically.
This was the first intimate contact they'd ever truly had, and even though
it was quite accidental, it was no less arousing. Still left with enough
good sense to know that he could not take advantage of this situation,
he looked up to the other two men for help.
"Please," he squeaked, "get her off me, or I will surely die."
Laughing continuously, Fox bent to assist, rolling Dana onto her back
and away from Daniel.
"Thank you," Daniel panted as Dana reached over, tickling the inside
of his ear with one finger. He flinched and shuddered, trying to elude
her, but for a drunk woman, she was astoundingly accurate, and she continued
to tease him.
"Come on, Danny," she cooed. "Hold still. I'm trying to seduce you..."
Alexei broke into fits of laughter, and Fox immediately took advantage
of his enhanced discomposure. He grasped the other man by the front of
his robes and swept one leg under his, knocking him off balance and sending
them falling together onto the pillows. Immediately, Fox was on him, draping
a leg over his thighs and writhing against him as he began to slowly lick
a wet trail up the stubbled face.
Alexei half-giggled, half-moaned. "Fox... What are you... what... what
are you doing?"
"If you must ask, I can't be doing it right."
"Oh no, my lovely... loooovely sweet, lovely... what was I saying?"
Fox's tongue slithered into his ear, and any rational thought that he
may have still possessed fled.
"I believe," Fox snickered into his ear, "that you were going to say
that we have guests."
"Right," Alexei breathed, "Yes. Yessss. Guests. We must... we must
beheave... behave ourselves..."
Fox's hand wandered over Alexei's chest, teasing his hardening nipples
through the gauzy material. "But my love... how can I? When you are laid
out so... temptingly before me?" The leg over Alexei's thighs inched higher,
and now Fox's knee was pushing against the very visible bulge. "You know
I can't resist you."
Alexei arched, making his throat vulnerable to attack, and attack Fox
did. A low growl sounded, then a soft female gasp as his teeth clamped
down at the base of his lover's neck.
Dana had long since stopped teasing Daniel and watched entranced as
her best friend seduced his lover right in front of her. Alexei's pained
groan startled her, yet she knew with certainty that he did not want to
be rescued. She watched him curl his fingers in Fox's hair and arch further
into his mouth, and she was fascinated. She saw the muscles in Fox's face
and neck working as he sucked voraciously at the fragile skin, and she
marveled at the cruel red marks he left when he had finally finished.
Completely overcome, Alexei fell into Fox's trap, pushing him onto his
back and ripping at his clothing. Fox squirmed beneath him, now completely
submissive and begging for attention.
Dana's mouth hung open as she viewed her friend half-naked and shamelessly
writhing against his lover. She looked to Daniel, who could not decide
whether to be more aroused or embarrassed. Blue eyes met blue eyes and
suddenly the room had become far too crowded. Daniel shook his head and
looked away.
"I believe," Dana began, hesitated, then began again, "I believe that
I am not as drunk now as I was a while ago." Daniel looked at her, and
she nodded at the two writhing together not more than five feet from them.
"Our friends have seen to that."
"What... what are you saying?" Daniel's eyes squeezed shut at the sound
of tearing material followed by a sharp yelp.
Dana's eyes traveled from the sight of Alexei pulling at Fox's nipple
with his teeth, back to the shaken man beside her. "As entertaining as
they are, let's leave them alone and seek our own... entertainment."
After picking his jaw up off the floor, Daniel cleared the gravel from
his throat and asked, "Are you sure?"
Dana inched closer and let a hand trail up his leg. "Yes, I do believe
I am."
Neither man noticed that their friends had left. Alexei tugged at the
remaining scraps of Fox's clothing, leaving the other man naked and wiggling
beneath his searing gaze. His hands and his mouth increased the heat, stroking
and sucking every inch of flesh they could reach, and when he ran out of
fresh territory, he slid lower, teasing the flesh around Fox's throbbing
erection, nipping at the insides of his thighs and licking the heavy sac
that hung beneath.
Fox gritted his teeth, whimpering his need. His back arched, and he
groaned as he felt his lover's tongue flicking its way up his long shaft,
then circling the head. Ignoring the pearly fluid at the tip, Alexei pulled
away and lifted himself so that they were again face to face. His mouth
covered Fox's as he attempted to devour his lover whole, sucking hungrily
at his lip and tongue. When he finally released Fox's swollen mouth, he
mumbled against it.
"I want to be deep within your mouth, my love. And I want you deep inside
mine. I want you to drink from me as I drink from you."
Fox shuddered at his words.
"May we?"
Fox nodded. "Yes... yes... Alexei... sh... show me..."
The other man licked at the dip just below Fox's lower lip. "Are you
comfortable?"
"Yes..."
"Then remain where you are and turn onto your side."
Alexei shifted, removing the scant bit of clothing that still clung
to him, and settled himself beside his lover. He twitched as he felt Fox's
warmth breath flow over the moist tip of his erection, and he nuzzled the
shaft that bobbed before him. The soft groan coming from the vicinity of
his groin prompted him to open his mouth and let the head slide in. He
closed his lips around the flared tip and sucked away the bitter fluid.
Fox cried out and acted in kind, sucking Alexei into his mouth and wincing
at the groan that vibrated against his own organ. His hips began to move,
thrusting of their own accord, deeper and deeper until he was immersed
to the root in his lover's hot mouth. The pleasure of being steadily sucked
and the excitement of having his lover gently begin to pump in and out
of his own mouth drove Fox to complete insanity. He gripped Alexei's buttocks
and rolled, forcing the other man to lie on top of him. Now in a more helpless
position, he encouraged his lover to thrust deeper.
Alexei resisted Fox's wordless request at first, afraid to hurt him,
but Fox's excitement had built to a fever pitch, and he would not be put
off. He twisted, he writhed, he moaned around the shaft that filled his
mouth, at the same time pushing one finger past the ring of muscle hidden
between the taut cheeks of Alexei's rear. Alexei sobbed his name, hips
bearing down to push himself as deeply down Fox's throat as he could go.
Quickly, Fox relaxed as much as he could, and took all that his lover had
to give him. As he adjusted to the intrusion, he pushed up against Alexei's
hips, then pulled him back down until the other man began to move on his
own, driving in and out of his mouth.
Fox whimpered wildly, sucking his lover for all he was worth and repeatedly
pushed his own hips up, loving the warm friction of Alexei's mouth sealed
around him. His muscles began to convulse in that familiar rhythm that
heralded the onset of orgasm, and Alexei pushed faster into his mouth,
sobbing incoherently. Suddenly the explosion hit, and he jerked upward
once, emptying himself down his lover's throat even as he gulped and swallowed
the fluid that was being poured into him.
When it was over, Alexei rolled away and sprawled weakly over the pillows,
panting heavily. Fox turned himself around and crawled into his lover's
arms, resting his head on the heaving chest. Alexei's fingers wandered
over his upper back, then threaded through the golden-brown hair and rested
there. A heavy lethargy washed over both men, and before either could speak,
they were asleep, their soft snores the only audible sound in the great
room.
Bloodshot hazel eyes blinked slowly open, then closed again as the blinding
light of day hit. Fox moaned softly and made another attempt. Even more
slowly this time, he opened his eyes, and movement caught his attention.
He squinted and shifted his gaze, watching the staff move quietly and efficiently
about, cleaning up the remnants of last night's celebration. The fact that
he and his still unconscious lover were lying naked and tangled together
amidst the rubble apparently did not faze the servants in the least.
A faint stirring beneath his cheek drew his attention up to his lover's
face. He smiled then winced at the pain the action brought.
The soft groan opened Alexei's eyes, and he looked down at the man in
his arms. "Good morning, my treasure," he rasped. "You look terrible."
"Well, thank you," Fox muttered. "You don't look exactly wonderful
either."
Alexei laughed softly and kissed the top of his lover's head. "Why is
it so bright?"
"I don't know, but I do wish it would go away."
Before Fox could say another word, they were in the comfort of their
own bed, and the curtains over the large windows were drawn, filtering
out a good portion of the daylight.
Fox sighed deeply, snuggling against Alexei's chest. "Much better,
but oh, my head aches so."
"Mmm," Alexei rumbled softly. "I should have told you. We are not immune
to getting drunk."
"Now he tells me." Fox went quiet for a moment, then continued on. "I
have never been drunk before. If this is what one feels like the morning
after, I don't believe I should like to do it again."
Soft chuckle. "Do you remember any of last night?"
"Bits and pieces." Fox's arm suddenly tightened around his lover's bicep.
"Alexei?"
"Yes?"
"Where did Dana and Daniel go?"
"I... I do not know. I am trying to remember the last time I saw them..."
"The last I recall of them was pulling Dana off of Daniel, and..." Fox
groaned.
"What is it, love?"
"Then I remember throwing you to the floor and..." He groaned again.
"How much of that do you think they witnessed?"
"I could not say. How much of it do you remember?"
"Fragmented bits, but enough to know that if they had lingered, they
got quite a show."
Alexei skimmed Fox's back with one hand. "Perhaps we gave them ideas."
"No. Oh... no... not Dana." Fox paused, then looked up as far as his
now-throbbing head would allow. "Do you think so?"
"My love, your friend Dana is no fragile flower. If they did spend
the night together, I will wager that she initiated it."
"She is like no other woman I know," Fox mused.
"I am sure we will see them soon. Now. How would my lord like to spend
the first day of the rest of our very lengthy lives together?"
Fox thought for a moment, debating whether or not he should bring up
the subject, then decided that he would.
"There are still some matters that must be settled."
"Such as?"
"This morning, things are very different for us than they were
yesterday. You must speak again with your father..."
"Why?"
"Because he is the one who directed you to Selima. If he had not
done so, you would have gone on in a perpetual state of depression and
sooner or later, it would have ruined us."
Alexei closed his eyes and grunted.
"And," Fox continued, "he will be back to find out what you discovered.
If you turn him away, he will simply go directly to the source. In one
way or another, he will find out what you know, and he will begin to
grieve all over again. Wouldn't you rather tell him yourself and be there
for him? He will need you."
"I will tell him, fine. But he has many other children to comfort
him."
Fox slid up to face his lover, wincing with the effort. "Jade... it's
you that he needs. Though they are all her children, you are the closest
link he has to your mother. I know how angry you are with him, but can't
you please put that aside and see for a moment how much he loves you and
how hurt he is?"
Alexei searched his lover's eyes for a short while, then pulled him
down for a soft kiss. "You have the gentlest heart I have ever known."
He brushed a finger down the bridge of Fox's nose. "My precious jewel.
I love you so."
Fox said nothing. He merely gazed down into Alexei's eyes, a tiny hint
of a smile twitching at the corners of his lips. The other man released
a soft rush of breath.
"All right. For you, I will do my best to be kind, but I make no promises."
"It is not for me you should do this, Alexei. It is for your father.
And it is for yourself."
Alexei watched Fox as he spoke. His ragged state showed in the half-mast,
glassy depths of his eyes and his sluggish, slightly garbled speech. Gently,
he pushed his lover down to the pillows and caressed his forehead.
"Rest a while longer, my love. When next you awake, you will feel
much better."
The thought of more sleep sounded like heaven to Fox, but he would
not sleep until a few things were settled.
"What about you?"
"I do not believe I feel nearly as bad as you do." He smiled down at
Fox. "I am able to function."
"Dana and Daniel..."
"I will find out where they went and make sure that she is all
right. Anything else?"
"Your father."
"I will see him later when you are feeling better."
"No. Don't wait for me, Alexei. I think you should see him alone. This
is a very private matter."
"Nothing is too private that I cannot share it with you."
"I know that. But I mean private to Malik. I just think that this should
be between the two of you."
Alexei thought a moment, then agreed. "Very well."
"But please... please behave."
"I will."
"Promise?"
"Yes, love. I promise. Now close your eyes and go back to sleep. No
one will disturb you."
Alexei lay beside Fox and watched his eyelids drift downward. When his
respiration became deep and even, Alexei planted a light kiss on his cheek
and dragged himself out of bed.
The old man rose from his chair as Alexei was announced, and the younger
man strode in. Executing a shallow bow, he got right down to business.
"I am here because Fox thought I should give you the courtesy of hearing
what I had learned, since it was you who suggested I see Selima."
"Fox is a very kind, thoughtful man."
Green ice stared into weary gray eyes. "Yes. And to think you almost
wiped that kindness from the earth."
Malik closed his eyes and said nothing.
"But that is not why I am here. I am here to tell you that Selima gave
me some very interesting information. Information that has altered our
lives, mine and Fox's."
Malik waited in silence.
"We will live out our lives together. He will not leave me alone and
in misery for decades on end."
Malik shook his head in confusion. "I do not know if I understand what
you are saying, Alexei."
"I am saying that Fox will live as many years as I do."
"How... how is this possible?"
"All he needed to do was ingest some of my blood." Alexei could see
understanding dawn on his father's face... and then despair. He continued
in a softer, gentler tone. "The djinn blood transforms human blood..."
Malik began to tremble, and for an instant, it looked as though he might
collapse. Alexei was at his side instantly, helping him into his chair.
"Katarina," the old man whispered, grief stricken. "My Katarina." Eyes
glazed with tears looked up at the younger man. "You children could have
had your mother if only I had known..."
"Yes, Father."
"I told no one. No one knew that she was human. I never thought
it to be anyone's business, and when she began to fail, I kept her away
from the public eye. Not because I was ashamed, I was never ashamed of
your mother, I swear to you. I only wanted to protect her from gossip.
She never left the palace, but perhaps if someone had known... if Selima
had known, she would have been able to tell me what to do and..." Malik
broke down, sobbing. "..and she would be with us still."
Alexei stood over his father, shocked by the man's tears. In all his
years he had never seen him cry. In fact, he thought Malik was incapable
of such extreme emotion until this moment and the revelation shook him.
He kneeled before the weeping man and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Father..."
Malik continued to cry, unaware that his son had called his name.
Slowly, Alexei's arm circled the man's shoulders, and he placed his
other hand at the back of the silver head. Without much coaxing, Malik
leaned forward into Alexei's arms, allowing his son to comfort him. When
his sobbing finally ceased, he leaned back and cast a red-rimmed stare
at the younger man.
"I loved her with all of my heart and soul. Just as you love Fox.
I know the joy you must feel knowing that he will be by your side for the
whole of your life. I wish you every happiness, and if that means that
I must lose you as a son and heir, then that is how it must be." He straightened
his back and dried the dampness on his face. "Thank you for being generous
enough to stay and offer me comfort."
Alexei's gaze lowered, and he covered the old man's hand with his own.
"Perhaps..." he looked up into his father's face. "..perhaps we can try
again."
Shock and hope filled the king's eyes. "I would be so very grateful
for another chance to be your father. And though he has no reason to, if
Fox will allow it, I will treat him as though he were one of my own."
Alexei nodded, treating the old man to a tiny smile. "Father, Fox is
the easy one..."
Fox stood at the window, inhaling the sweet, mid-afternoon air. As Alexei
had suggested, the extra sleep did him a world of good. The headache was
practically gone, and he could actually keep his eyes open for more than
five minutes without the room whirling around him. Now he waited, anxious
for his lover's return.
It had been hours since Alexei left, and Fox was eaten up with curiosity,
wondering what could possibly be taking him so long. He thought of calling
to him but changed his mind. Alexei would come home when he was through
with his business, and besides, Fox did not want him thinking that anything
might be wrong.
He drifted from the window, sank into a comfortable chair, and closed
his eyes. Not long after, a pair of lips softly brushed his own. He smiled
and without opening his eyes, reached for his lover, bringing him in for
a deeper kiss. After a thorough probing of the interior of Alexei's mouth,
Fox released him, and the other man growled against his lips.
"Feeling better, I see."
"Yes, I am." Fox opened his eyes. "Much better. Did you find Dana or
Daniel?"
A wide grin spread across Alexei's face. "Yes, I did. I found
them both... together and in not much better condition than either of us
this morning." He began to laugh. They were quite embarrassed, but neither
was the least bit repentant."
Fox covered his face with one hand and laughed. "Oh, no. Well, as long
as they're happy."
Dark eyebrows arched and Alexei nodded. "Oh, I would say that they are
happy."
"Good. Now what about your father?"
Alexei grasped Fox's hands, pulling him out of the chair, then sat in
his place and hauled his lover down onto his lap. Fox curled himself around
Alexei, head nestled against his shoulder and waited to hear what he had
to say.
"Remind me to always listen to everything you say."
"I'll do that. What happened?"
"It was as you said." Alexei stroked his mate's back quietly for a moment,
then went on. "I have never seen my father cry before. The sorrow... he
was so heartbroken. I could not walk away from him. I had to stay and comfort
him."
Fox smiled and kissed the side of Alexei's neck. "Of course you did."
"Afterward, he wished us the best and backed away."
"Backed away?"
"Yes. He released me from my obligations as his son and future
king."
"Oh?"
"Yes. But I could not erase him from my life. And... I told him
that I wanted to discuss it with you, but I would consider claiming my
birthright."
Fox lifted his head and stared down at him. "Why would you discuss it
with me before giving him your decision?"
"Because it is our life, Fox. And when Malik steps down at the end
of this year, our lives would change dramatically. I just need to know
that you are very sure about this before I accept. Please..take some time
and think about it. As long as you let me know sometime before the coronation..."
Fox laughed and turned Alexei's face up to his. He kissed the other
squarely on the mouth, then on the tip of his nose. "How many times have
I told you to take what is yours? The only thing I ask is that I am still
able to teach my children. That's very important to me."
"Of course, my lord. Anything you wish... are you sure you need no more
time to consider this?"
Fox shook his head. "Tell your father that at the end of this year,
you will assume the throne."
"Very well." Alexei gently massaged Fox's back. "I shall tell
him tomorrow. And now, there is one more thing."
"Yes?"
An odd expression crossed Alexei's face, and he fumbled for the
words he wished to speak.
"There... there is a... a ceremony performed amongst our people... for
same-sex couples who wish to pledge their lives to each other. It is not
exactly a... a marriage ceremony, but rather simply a joining of hearts
before friends and family. A declaration of the couple's love and commitment."
Fox's eyes sparkled. "But isn't that what a marriage ceremony is?"
Alexei's mouth opened and closed. He thought a minute, then answered
softly. "I suppose it is, yes."
Fox nodded. "So what are you saying to me?"
"I just... I thought that possibly..."
"Yes?"
"Would... would you go through the ceremony with me?"
Fox began to laugh. "Are you asking me to marry you?"
Alexei frowned, confused and a bit hurt at his lover's reaction. "N-no,"
he stammered, "I only thought that since we were already committed to each
other, that..."
"So you do not want to marry me?"
"Yes, of course I do..."
"So you are asking me to marry you."
"Fox, you are making this very difficult!"
Fox burst into laughter. "I'm sorry, love. I couldn't resist. You were
so adorable as you were trying to explain it. Of course I'll go through
the ceremony with you, whatever you call it."
Alexei grinned up at him, relieved. "You are going to pay for tormenting
me that way."
Fox leaned down, nuzzling Alexei's cheek. "You promise?"
"Oh, yes," Alexei moaned as his hand slipped down to cup his lover's
linen-covered bottom. "I promise." He squeezed the firm mound of flesh,
pulling a soft groan from the other man, then abruptly pushed Fox off of
his lap. "Remove your clothing."
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me."
A lazy smirk curved Fox's mouth. "Yes, your majesty."
The soft chuckle that rose from the chair ended on a soft whimper as
Fox's clothing fell away, revealing a grand erection standing proudly from
the thatch of dark curls at his groin.
"Well," Alexei whispered. "Is that for me?"
"No," Fox purred, giving Alexei an evil little smile. "Tariq, the gardener,
and I were having a little fun a while before you got home."
The corner of Alexei's mouth twitched. "And you are still so aroused?"
"He was very good."
"You are in a terribly wicked mood this afternoon."
Hazel eyes sparkled mischievously, and the other said nothing.
Alexei rose from his seat and approached his lover, removing his own
clothing. "Let us see if we cannot put it to good use." The last of his
clothing fell to the floor beside Fox's, but the sash from his robes remained
in his hand. "Come here."
Fox obeyed, his body beginning to tremble as his mind speculated on
what new pleasure he was now to be subjected to.
Alexei raised the sash to Fox's face, covering his eyes and tying the
material into a firm knot at the back of his head. He moved away for a
moment, located another sash from his wardrobe, and pulled Fox's hands
behind his back, securing them there with the length of red silk.
The throbbing between Fox's legs increased as his lover partially restrained
and deprived him of one of his senses. He felt Alexei's hand grip his upper
arm and gently pull him forward. He heard the soft swish of material being
depressed and felt the faint whisper of fingertips over the hard shaft
that unerringly strained in his lover's direction, and he pulled in a sharp
breath..
"What is it, my love?" The silken voice slithered around his senses.
"Would you like for me to call Tariq inside to finish what he started?"
Fox released a shaky laugh. "You know that no one but you has ever touched
me."
Alexei's fingers skimmed the standing man's thighs, sending a shiver
through him. "Yes, I know that. Not that Tariq would not love to have you.
I have seen him sneak glances at you when he thought I was not looking."
"And you have not been tempted to turn him to dust?"
"No. The man has exquisite taste. I cannot fault him for that. Who would
not want you?" Alexei leaned forward and licked the viscous pearl of
fluid from the flushed tip of the organ that pointed in his direction.
"But you are mine and no one would dare challenge that."
Fox flinched and choked back a moan as his mate sucked his complete
length into the wet heat of his mouth. Alexei sucked at him greedily, bringing
him along quickly, then abruptly pulled away. Ignoring the whimpers of
protest, he instructed Fox to kneel, then placed a hand at the back of
his head, pulling it down to his lap.
Fox rubbed his face against Alexei's thighs as his hips involuntarily
jerked forward. Higher and higher he moved until Alexei's hand came down
to cover himself.
"Slowly."
Fox lifted his head, and Alexei caressed the underside of his
chin, then rubbed his fingers across his mouth.
"I think I am in the mood for a good long tease."
As he spoke, Fox's lips parted, allowing his tongue to slip past. Tentatively,
it stroked over the tips of Alexei's fingers, teasing the sensitive pads
until the other man pulled them away. He coaxed Fox into a sitting position
between his spread legs and grasping his own erection at the base, brushed
it against his lover's lips.
Fox shuddered and opened his mouth, blindly searching for the elusive
velvet-sheathed muscle.
"Would you like to taste me?" Alexei purred, only giving Fox teasing
touches. He smiled at the whimpered yes and grasped Fox by the hair and
pulled him forward as he slid into the desperate mouth. He emitted a shaky
breath and pulled Fox away as he started to suck with a bit too much enthusiasm.
"Slowly, my love. Are you so impatient?" Receiving no answer, he again
pushed his lover's head down to his groin.
Fox forced himself to move slowly, first finding and thoroughly bathing
the thinly sheathed sac that hung beneath his mate's pulsing erection.
Every stroke of his tongue brought a muffled groan from the man above him
and set off an answering throb in his own groin. Carefully, he made his
way up along the long shaft, covering every inch of skin with delicate
licks and kisses, and by the time he reached the head, he felt Alexei begin
to squirm. He swirled his tongue around the prominent ridge, occasionally
lashing at the head and feeling Alexei's harsh response. He strained against
his bonds, wishing that he could touch his lover with his hands as well,
but Alexei had secured the sash well, and there was no escape.
As lightly as Fox was touching him, Alexei could feel the tightening
in the pit of his stomach. The sensation of that wonderful tongue combined
with the sight of his lover bound and blindfolded at his feet was more
than enough to take him over the edge. He threaded a hand through Fox's
hair and gently pulled him away.
"Nooo. Please. I did as you asked..."
"Yes, my angel, you have. But I want you so much, it is still too much
stimulation." He pressed Fox's head to his lap and petted the golden brown
strands beneath his fingers. "Just allow me to rest for a moment."
Fox sat quietly, inhaling the intoxicating scent of his lover, listening
to the labored breaths... desperate to let his tongue touch the flesh beneath
his cheek. Fortunately, before he lost his internal battle, Alexei rose
from his chair, helping Fox up.
"I cannot." He spun Fox around so that they were front to back, and
he dropped back into the chair. "Sit down."
With Alexei's hands at his hips for balance, Fox lowered himself until
he was sitting on his lover's lap. Alexei pushed him up just far enough
to position his erection properly, then let him sink back down, slowly
swallowing every last inch of the thick shaft. Small whimpers pushed past
his lips as he felt himself being filled, and when their joining was complete,
Alexei's hands wandered over his chest, stroking and lightly pinching his
nipples.
"I cannot wait, Fox," Alexei panted over his lover's gasps. He bucked
and fell back to the cushion, spurring Fox to action. Quickly the other
man established a countermovement, their bodies slapping together then
separating again and again. "Yesss..." Alexei hissed, gripping Fox's hip
with one hand while the other clamped over his shoulder. On his every upstroke,
he forced Fox down, making the other cry out with the shock of each hard
thrust.
Fox's head throbbed and his teeth clenched as Alexei slammed into him.
He again fought against his restraints, but Alexei's hand left his hip
to wrap around one of his wrists, putting a stop to the struggle.
"Please... Jade... I need..."
"No," Alexei rasped. "Not... not yet."
Fox emitted a frustrated sob as he was again roughly propelled downward.
The assorted grunts and whimpers coming from beneath him became as frantic
as their pace, and soon a harsh groan rose into the air as Alexei's body
spasmed and a fast gush of fluid warmed Fox's insides.
Alexei stilled, the only movement coming from him now the labored rise
and fall of his chest. He drifted in blissful semi-consciousness until
a faint stirring roused him from his state. Fox, wriggling on his lap and
whining softly, encouraged him to move. He directed Fox to stand, both
men moaning as he slipped out of the tight warmth that surrounded him.
As he moved his lover to the bed, he began unknotting the sash, but instead
of removing it altogether, he merely laid Fox on his back and repositioned
his hands above his head and tied them to one of the bedposts.
Fox pulled on the material that restricted his hands and looked over
at his mate, who had since lain down beside him and propped his head up
in his palm. Sedate green eyes watched him thoughtfully as his agitation
grew.
"Are you just going to leave me here like this?"
Alexei smiled at the annoyed growl, then shrugged. "Perhaps." He ran
a finger down one outstretched arm, to the decidedly ticklish curve underneath,
then cut across to Fox's chest. "You are so very beautiful when frustrated."
He flicked at a nipple and watched, pleased, as Fox arched and moaned.
"So, so very beautiful," he whispered as he took the hardened nub between
his thumb and forefinger and pulled gently.
Fox twisted and emitted a loud gasp. "Please," he begged, "please.
I can't... I can't take... any more..."
Alexei's hand moved away, swept through the air, and came back with
an enormous ostrich plume. Fox's eyes narrowed on the feather, then cut
to his lover's smiling face.
"What are you going to do with..." He arched high off the bed and shrieked
as Alexei let the plume dance across his sensitized skin.
"Is this not soothing, my lord?" Alexei asked innocently. "I thought
it would be."
"Oh, you thought it would be," Fox snarled. "Let me arouse you to the
point of insanity, tie you to the bed, then tease you with that thing,
and you can tell me if it is soothing."
"Ohhh," Alexei cooed. "It is because you are so tense. Relax, love."
His hand made short, uneven movements, causing the feather to twitch over
Fox's skin as it traveled down his chest and belly. He stopped just short
of the place he knew would drive the other man completely insane, then
swept back up over the path he had just taken.
Fox's nose wrinkled as the feather whispered over his face, then down
again. His pleas for mercy were muffled by Alexei's mouth as the feather
continued to skip downward, zig zagging over his torso, curving around
his straining erection, then stroking up and down his legs. Alexei's mouth
left his and traveled south, kissing and nipping a steady path to his nipples.
As Alexei drew one brown nub into his mouth, he willed the sash to loosen
just enough to encourage Fox to continue to struggle against it. As the
feather approached and slithered over his lover's aching shaft, his teeth
closed around the nipple, incurring an infuriated growl and a barrage of
threats. He gave Fox a little more slack and switched to the other nipple,
the tip of his tongue flitting around it before he sucked it into his mouth.
Fox twisted and howled, feeling the binding give a bit more. He started
to struggle harder as Alexei raised the plume and, with a flick of his
wrist, began to lightly flog him. The sensation of hundreds of wispy fingers
tapping his flesh combined with the sting of teeth drove him over the edge.
He pulled frantically on the sash and felt it begin to release its silken
hold on his wrists.
Wild amber eyes met satisfied green as Fox yanked the sash from the
wrist it remained tied around and snatched his lover, tossing him onto
his back against the pillows. Without a moment's hesitation, he yanked
Alexei's legs up and back, positioned himself at his lover's entrance and
drove home.
Fox was now used to being automatically prepared, so it was no surprise
when there was no friction as he buried himself inside the other man. He
simply planted his hands on either side of Alexei's shoulders and established
a ferocious rhythm, half growling, half whimpering with every thrust.
Knowing that Fox was far beyond realizing anything but his own desperate
need, Alexei grasped his renewed erection and began to stoke it in time
to his lover's thrusts. In no time he reached the same level of passion,
and he grasped a handful of golden-brown hair, pulling Fox down to him.
Fox landed on top of Alexei's chest, feeling the other man's hand moving
between them. The knowledge of what Alexei was doing somehow filtered in
past the wall of lust that surrounded him, and he squeezed a hand between
them, helping his mate as he continued to pound furiously into him.
Alexei's mouth curved into an agonized smile as he felt his lover's
hand wrap around his own and fall into the rhythm he had set. He buried
his face in Fox's hair and, digging the fingers of his free hand into the
exquisitely rounded muscles of the other's buttocks, he let go of every
last bit of his control and allowed the devastating sensations to carry
him away.
The fury of Alexei's orgasm raged through one body and then the other.
Fox's roars of ecstasy joined his lover's, echoing throughout the entire
west wing of the house and reaching the ears of a few servants and the
two who had only just arrived.
Dana smiled at the sound and looked up to her new lover. "They're at
it again."
Daniel chuckled softly and kissed the top of her head. "I suppose it
would be a good idea to wait a while before we announce ourselves."
"I hope they aren't too much longer. I'm anxious to know if Alexei's
met with his father again."
Daniel directed her to a velvet-cushioned divan and sat beside her.
"I was wondering that myself. Alexei is so angry about what Malik did to
Fox, I do not know if he will ever forgive him."
"Well, I must say that I wouldn't blame Alexei in the least," Dana huffed.
"I know what his reasons were, and as far as I'm concerned, it is still
unforgivable."
"Fox thinks Alexei should forgive him," Daniel countered meekly.
"Fox is so reasonable and kind-hearted that sometimes it drives me absolutely
mad. We have a student who is such an obnoxious monster... does everything
and anything to disrupt class, and for whatever insane reason he has, he
despises Fox, yet Fox continually excuses his deplorable behavior, saying
that it is a cry for attention from an unhappy, neglected young man. And
I keep telling him that the only attention that demon needs is from the
business end of a horsewhip."
Daniel frowned and sucked in a quick breath. "You are a hard woman,
Dana. Remind me never to get on your bad side."
Dana rolled her eyes and said nothing.
"I assume this terror of which you speak is Jeffrey."
"You know of him?"
"Alexei has mentioned him. With as much distaste in his tone as you,
I might add."
"Yes, Alexei cannot stand him. In fact, one day he had all he
could take of Jeffrey attacking Fox and finally took action."
Daniel chuckled. "Yes, how is he?"
"Miserable, but all right. He will not be able to get around for some
time yet. and I pity the staff members who have to take care of him." She
thought a moment, then continued. "You know, it's a terrible thing to say,
but he got what he deserved."
Daniel nodded. "He is fortunate that is all that happened to him. Alexei
was furious. No one will hurt Fox and get away with it."
"I know," Dana breathed. "It's so romantic. You can see the adoration
in Alexei's eyes when he looks at Fox... do you see the way they can't go
for long without touching each other?" She sighed wistfully. "I almost
melted when I found out that in the beginning, Alexei would come to Fox
and make love to him in his dreams..." She smiled. "...and then he turned
himself into a cat just to be close to him... it's so very sweet."
Daniel moved closer and wrapped an arm around Dana. "You like that,
do you?"
"Oh, yes."
"Well... I can turn myself into animals also."
Dana raised an eyebrow and gave him a sideways grin.
"What would you like, m'lady? Cats have been done, so... a bird? I will
sit on your shoulder and sing to you..."
Dana giggled.
"A monkey? Your pupils would enjoy an entertaining chimpanzee
far more than a lazy cat... wait... I know... a horse."
Dana cocked her head. "A horse? Why a horse?"
A pair of red eyebrows waggled suggestively, and Daniel fixed a leering
grin on her.
Dana's eyes grew wide, and she began to laugh as Daniel backed her into
the corner of the divan.
Fox lay on top of Alexei, so completely sapped of strength that he could
not even manage a smile when the rumbling purr sounded in his ear. He merely
sighed softly then fell into contented silence.
Alexei drew his hand up and down the perspiration-drenched back, immersed
in sensual bliss. He loved this time afterward, when the fires of their
passion were reduced to softly glowing embers.
He kissed the top of the damp head that lay nestled under his chin.
And he loved this man.
So easily driven to a ferocity that was only matched by Alexei's, he
just as easily slipped back into his quiet, sweet character when satisfaction
was reached. He was amazing, this beautiful creature with the sinfully
lush lips and painted eyes, and Alexei gave thanks every day for him and
vowed that he would always feel as wanted and loved as he did at this moment.
His thoughts were interrupted by a soft utterance of his name.
"Daniel?"
The two men spoke to each other without Fox ever having heard a word.
"Yes. Are you two going to pass the entire day in bed?"
"Possibly."
"Do you not care that you have guests?"
"What guests?"
"Dana and myself."
"How long have you been here?"
"Long enough... do you both always make so much noise?"
No reply.
"He looks as though he is asleep. Can you not slip away and come visit
with us?"
"I do not wish to leave him."
"He will not even know!"
Alexei combed his fingers through his lover's hair, letting the damp
strands fall back over his shoulders. "No. I spent far too much time without
him, wishing that I could have him back with me. Now he is here and it
feels so good, Daniel. When he wakes, he will find himself right here in
my arms where he fell asleep."
"Very well," Daniel grumbled. "I shall inform Dana that we are to..."
Fox stirred, diverting Alexei's attention from his silent conversation
with his friend. His head shifted a fraction, and he moaned almost inaudibly.
"Hungry."
Alexei hugged him and placed a tender kiss on his head. "Are you
awake enough to eat?"
Fox stretched within the circle of his lover's arms and opened his eyes.
"Mmm hmm."
"Our friends are here."
Fox blinked and lifted his head. "How do you know that?"
"I was just speaking with Daniel."
"Oh. Well. We each have news to share," he whispered, his eyes glowing
softly. I suppose we should go have dinner with them."
An hour later the four were celebrating again, this time without benefit
of spirits. Daniel and Dana left early, as Fox had to be in class in the
morning, and soon after they were gone, the two men were back in bed.
"Will you come with me to class tomorrow?" Fox asked the man dozing
in his arms.
"If you wish," Alexei murmured sleepily, dropping a kiss in the
center of his lover's chest.
"Yes. Just for Amir's sake. He misses Jade, and he was so adamant in
his belief that he would return. It will thrill him to be able to tell
me that he was..."
The faint sound of snoring reached Fox's ears, and he smiled in
the muted candlelight. He kissed the top of Alexei's head and joined him
in sleep.
The children filed into the classroom, smiling when they saw Fox at
his desk, but it was Amir's sad little face that prompted him to speak.
"Good morning, Amir." Deep brown eyes remained cast toward the floor. "Good
morning." "Are you all right?" "Yes, Mr. Fox." The little boy looked up
with pleading eyes. "Have you been ill again?" "Ill? Oh. No." Fox smiled
at him. "I'm fine. I just needed a little time off." The boy scrutinized
his teacher. "I can see your smile in your eyes." "Can you?" "Yes. It has
been a very long time. Are you happy again?"
"You are a very intuitive boy, Amir. Yes, I am happy again. And I have
a surprise for you."
"For me?"
The appearance of a dark blur in the corner of his eye drew Amir's
attention to the window. There, balancing on the sill, was a big black
cat with deep, sparkling green eyes.
"Jade!"
The cat meowed softly and leapt to Fox's desk.
"You came back!" The small boy bounced up and down. "I knew you would!"
The other boys crowded around the desk, also expressing their happiness
at the cat's return. Jade stretched unruffled across the desk and allowed
himself to be petted by many small hands.
Fox sat back smiling and watched Amir break from the group and walk
over to him.
"I told Miss Dana," the boy stated in his most confident, 'I told you
so' voice, "that if he could, he would return."
"Yes, you did, Amir," Fox told him, laughing softly. "It would appear
that you were smarter than all of us."
Slowly, the other boys drifted back to their seats, leaving Amir alone
at the desk. He reached over and stroked the cat's head. "I see you are
wearing your collar," he observed, looking at the circle of green glass
around the animal's neck. "Do you like it?"
The cat stood up and butted his head against the child's chest, giving
him a small meow.
Fox covered his mouth with his hand to hide the amused grin. "I believe
that was a yes, Amir."
Swelling with happiness, the boy hugged the cat and kissed the top of
his head. Fox asked him to then take his seat, and he began class.
Hours later, the boys said goodbye to Jade and went off to enjoy the
rest of their day. As usual, Fox walked to his little house with the cat
riding on his shoulder. Seconds afterward, he and Alexei were back in their
house. They made love for hours that night, slept peacefully, and the next
day after Fox's class, they paid a visit to Malik to deliver their news
and announce Alexei's decision.
Genuinely overjoyed, Malik insisted on an elaborate ceremony, but Alexei
refused, contending that they wanted it to remain intimate. After much
haggling, they reached a compromise. On the day of the bonding ceremony,
only Alexei's family, Daniel, Dana, and the old woman Selima were in attendance,
but afterward there was a huge celebration, and Fox was formally introduced
to the prince's subjects.
That night after many hours, the party was still going strong, and Alexei
was beginning to weary of sharing his lover with everyone. He well understood
their enchantment with Fox, but possessiveness was beginning to get the
better of him, and as soon as the opportunity presented itself, he swept
his lover away to a secluded corner.
Fox's eyes sparkled in the candlelight as Alexei backed him against
the wall. His mate leaned in, pressing the lengths of their bodies together,
and rested his hands against the gilded walls on either side of Fox's head.
"I have missed you," Alexei moaned against the other man's cheek as
he gently rocked against him.
Fox laughed softly. "We've been together all day."
"Yes, us and about three thousand others. I need to be alone with you."
"We can't leave," Fox reasoned, "all these people are here for us."
"I know, I know," Alexei pouted, "but they keep pulling you away from
me. I would feel better at least if we were within touching distance."
Fox merely smiled.
"Do I sound like a jealous fool?"
"Jealous, yes. Foolish, never. I am flattered, my love."
Alexei moved in and brushed Fox's lips with his own. "What you are is
beautiful... and mine." He kissed his lover softly, then pulled back to
speak again. "I am sorry that I forgot to mention the ritual bath before
the ceremony. Did you mind being attended to by someone other than me?"
"It was strange and a bit awkward, I must admit." Fox stroked the side
of Alexei's face. "But I lived through it. Maybe I would not have been
so uncomfortable though, if it were just one man. But four?"
"I cannot tell you why four are needed, only that it is part of the
ritual." Alexei gave him a lascivious grin. "I must say that while the
thought fills me with jealousy, it also sends a twinge of excitement through
me. I think perhaps I should like to watch a group of handsome, muscular
men bathing my beautiful Fox."
One golden-brown eyebrow arched upward. "Really?"
"Possibly. They are well-trained in their duties and know exactly what
is expected... and what is not expected. I certainly would not have to
concern myself with any of them behaving in an inappropriate manner." He
tilted his head and drew his tongue along his lover's jaw. "But while I
was being bathed, I thought of them touching your wet, bare skin..."
Fox's eyes fluttered, and his respiration deepened.
"...being so close to your mesmerizing beauty and knowing that they
could never have you. How frustrating it must have been for them."
"How do you know they were frustrated?"
"They were breathing, Fox. No one who is even only half alive could
do what they had to do and not be affected. I know that I will have you
when we leave here, and yet being this close to you and not being able
to tear your clothes off right now is frustrating me beyond words."
Fox grinned and pressed his hips forward, coming in contact with the
solid evidence of his lover's desire. "That's nice," he purred. "Can you
hold that thought for a few hours more?"
Alexei groaned deeply and ground his hips against Fox's. "I honestly
do not know how I will be able to. Do you really think anyone will notice
if we slip away for a little while?"
"Yes, many will notice."
Both men turned in the direction of the amused masculine voice.
Alexei turned and glared at the fourth oldest of his siblings. "Go away,
Omar."
"People are asking for you. I promised Father I would go and look for
you."
Alexei turned his focus back on Fox, more specifically Fox's mouth,
and spoke again to his brother. "You have found us, now go away."
Fox submitted to a long, sensuous kiss, then attempted to put some distance
between them. "We will be there shortly, Omar." He observed his lover's
exasperated expression and took him by the hand. "Come on, you know we
must get back to our guests."
"Fine," Alexei muttered, "but two more hours at the most. Then you and
I are going home; I do not care how much my father protests."
Over four hours later, they were tangled together in the comfort of
their own bed, sweat-soaked and deeply satisfied.
Alexei moaned softly and rubbed his head against the shoulder it rested
on. "Perhaps you might explain to me how such a wonderfully sweet, quiet,
dignified man can turn into such a demon in bed?"
A faint growl rumbled in Fox's chest as he gently bathed the small trickle
of blood from Alexei's shoulder. "I believe..." His tongue swiped once
more at the tiny wound. "..it has everything to do with inspiration."
"Oh?"
"Yes. The right inspiration can do wonders for a person."
Alexei raised his head, and his eyes twinkled with lurid merriment.
"And I inspire you to such debauchery?"
"Yes, you do."
Alexei chuckled as he moved in to capture his lover's mouth. "Why, Fox.
I do believe that is the sweetest thing you have ever said to me..."
Five months later
Alexei sat quietly by the golden stream, looking out at the lands that
in just a few short hours would come into his possession. So deep in thought
was he that he did not hear Fox's approach until his lover crouched by
his side. He smiled up into sedate, gold-flecked eyes, then again scanned
the area.
"Are you sure you do not mind moving into the palace?"
Fox combed his fingers through the shimmering length of his mate's hair.
"No. I understand that the king must live amongst his people. Our house
is still there when we feel the need to get away once in a while."
There was a brief silence between them, then Alexei spoke. "Fox?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think I will make a good king?"
"Of course I do. And so do your brothers and sisters... and Daniel
and Dana... and your father. He is so proud of you, Jade."
Alexei looked once more into his lover's eyes. "You knew I would not
have been able to live with myself if I had cut him out of my life."
Fox nodded.
"You are so very wise. I think it is a very good thing that I
have you to rule by my side." A soft smile curled his mouth. "And with
Daniel as my premier advisor, perhaps I will not make too many terrible
mistakes."
Fox shook his head and laughed quietly. "You will be a marvelous king.
With or without Daniel and me."
"You have so much faith. I pray that I will never disappoint you."
"Never. I love you , Alexei. And your love is all I will ever need
to make me happy." Fox leaned in and planted a tender kiss on the other
man's lips. When he pulled away, Alexei gave him a more confident smile
and changed the subject.
"Is Dana settled?"
"I was with her just before I came here to find you. She is all settled
and when I left, was immersed in plans to change the whole house. Poor
Daniel. I hope he is not having second thoughts about marrying her."
Alexei laughed. "Are you serious? Daniel is so in love with her, he
almost reminds me of myself."
"Almost?"
"Yes." Alexei drew his fingertips down his lover's cheek. "He
could never love Dana as much as I love you. No one has ever loved anyone
the way that I love you."
That statement prompted another kiss, then Fox slowly stood and held
his hand out. "Come. It's time for you to get ready."
Alexei took a deep breath and reached out for Fox's hand. Fox pulled
him to his feet, and they embraced for a long moment before moving off
in the direction of the palace.
"So... what will your first official act as king be?"
Alexei glanced over at Fox as they walked, displaying that familiar
wicked grin.
"To bed the royal consort... what else?"
END
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Fandom: XF (M/K)
Rated NC-17 m/m sexual situations, more m/m sexual situations, and oh... did I mention still more m/m sexual situations? Summary: The answer... finally, to Row's June Alexian Nights challenge, and about as AU as you can get. A long time ago in a land far, far away, there lived a handsome genie prince who, much to his father's consternation had a fascination for humans. This fascination turns to obsession and then true love when one day an amazingly beautiful human catches his eye. As if you couldn't guess, the path to happiness is hardly a smooth one and the star-crossed lovers must endure much pain before they can earn the key to the land of eternal bliss. Disclaimer: Fox, Alexei, Dana, and any other XF characters belong to CC... damn him to eternal, flaming hell. The rest are mine. Props to Nic, Orithain, Sue and Tirinar and Niff for all their encouragement, bribes, threats, etc. Big thanks for Ori and Nic for righteous beta. Any remaining goofs, gaffs and blunders are my own. Feedback is a beautiful thing. You can send me some at MMCUSN@aol.com |
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