So they continued, step by careful step, Mulder now gripping Krycek's hand
over his shoulder, and telling himself that the sudden spark of awareness in
his body was nervousness over the rickety stairs, not excitement over the hot
presence behind him. There would be time for games with Krycek later. Right
now, he just wanted to get his files back upstairs. And Krycek might as well
make himself useful, for a change.
Mulder wondered briefly whether he might turn out to be the one being
hustled. But as soon as they began to play, that fear was laid to rest—neither
one of them was particularly good at the game. Krycek held the edge in the
rally, but the prosthetic arm hampered his serve. They were more or less evenly
matched—or would have been, except that the closer they got to twenty-one, the
louder the crack of the paddle on the ball sounded in Mulder's ears, the more
vividly the image of paddle cracking against flesh glowed in his mind, and he
carelessly bobbled two easy returns, and suddenly the game was lost, and Krycek
was standing at the other end of the table smiling silkily across at him,
slapping the paddle against the palm of his hand. "Game," Krycek said softly, a
voice that was velvet over sharp edges. "Time to pay up."
As ready as he'd ever be. Mulder nodded. He unbuttoned his jeans with hands
that were only slightly shaky, and pushed them down, along with his briefs,
over his butt to his thighs. Then he leaned over the table, once again lying
flat on his chest, arms reaching out to grip the sides, legs spread wide. His
naked buttocks felt shamefully exposed, sticking out over the end of the table,
while his face and chest pressed into the table's rough surface.
Krycek straightened up. "All right, this is going to be hard, but I know you
can do it. I want you to relax, Mulder, as best you can. Don't hold your
breath—remember to breathe, slow, deep breaths. Remember your safe word?"
One. The paddle came down so hard it drove Mulder's pelvis into the edge of
the table. The resounding thwack echoed in his ears. Tears spilled
unnoticed from his eyes.
Then Mulder collapsed, sobbing, his muscles all turned to jelly, sinking
into the glorious fire that was sizzling at all his nerve endings. He was
hardly even aware that he had begun to slide back off the table, until he felt
Krycek's arm under his, pulling him to his feet. So he fell into Krycek's arms,
kissing his soft mouth, laughing through the tears. He held Krycek tightly,
feeling the stiff bulge of Krycek's cock through the denim of his jeans,
grinding against his own still-hard cock, and it was unimaginably good. "That
was... really amazing."
end...
Ping
Pong
by Cody Nelson
Mulder made his way slowly down the stairs in the dark, feeling his way
carefully over the creaking boards, left hand on the wall, not trusting the
rickety bannister on the other side. Krycek was right behind him, hand resting
on Mulder's right shoulder, warm breath on the back of Mulder's neck.
He paused for a moment, the board of the step below wobbling uncomfortably
under his outstretched foot. Caught unaware, Krycek continued down, his knee
clipping Mulder in the back of the thigh, and very nearly pitching them both
forward into the blackness. But Krycek shifted back at once, planting himself
solidly on the step, firm hand on Mulder's shoulder holding him upright.
"Jeez, Krycek," Mulder whispered harshly. "Watch it, will you?"
Krycek's giggle was moist in his ear. "Sorry. Everything okay?"
"Next step's a little wobbly. I think it's okay, though." He reached up to
grasp the hand on his shoulder. "Hang on while I check it out."
"Sure thing. —Are you sure there's a light at the bottom of the steps?
Should have brought your super-G Man flashlight."
"Didn't think I'd need it, just to go down to the basement of my own
building. But yeah, there's another light down here."
"If it's not burned out, too."
"If it is, we'll just go back up and get the flashlight. Or, hell, call the
super and tell him to fix the lights in the basement—we're not going to be
able to carry boxes up the stairs in the dark, anyway."
"All right, lead on."
He came up short at the bottom of the stairs, shocked when his foot
suddenly met the floor, and Krycek was once again caught by surprise, and found
himself plastered against Mulder's back. And in no hurry to back off. The
prosthetic arm came around to grip Mulder's ribcage, while his other hand still
held Mulder's, and his hard crotch ground into Mulder's buttocks.
Heat streaked through Mulder's cock, filling his groin, shivering through
his arms and legs, making his knees turn watery. He sucked in a deep breath and
leaned back, closing his eyes. He pulled Krycek's hand around to his mouth and
pressed his lips hard into the palm. Then he laughed, a little breathlessly.
"Get off, damn it. We've got work to do."
"Mm," Krycek moaned into his ear, then kissed his cheek wetly and began to
disentangle himself. "I don't know why we couldn't have fucked first, and
carried boxes after."
"Because," Mulder said firmly, stepping away and turning around, "if we
started fucking, there wouldn't be any after." He felt along the wall,
finally finding the light switch and flipping it on, only to find the sight of
Krycek's huge, thick-lashed eyes and full, soft mouth only inches from his own
sending another bright flick of need through his cock and balls. "Believe me,"
he said, his voice gone soft and achy, "I'll make it worth your while."
"Oh, Mulder." Krycek grinned and shook his head. Then he stepped back and
gave himself a shake. "I think I'll hold you to that. Now, where are these
damned boxes?"
Mulder turned, indicating the tall pile of cardboard file storage boxes
lined up against the side wall.
Krycek swore softly. "Jesus, Mulder, I thought you said a few boxes.
Where do you think we're going to put all those?"
"In the bedroom. That's where they were before."
"But Mulder—there wasn't all that furniture in the bedroom before. They'll
never fit."
Mulder stared at the pile of boxes. "Sure they will. We'll just have to
stack them up against the wall."
"Mulder. Be serious. If you want the boxes upstairs, you're going to have
to get rid of the waterbed first." His mouth curled into a barely suppressed
grin.
"Shut up. I still think it was you who did that stealth redecorating in my
apartment while I was gone, anyway."
"Christ, Mulder, give me a little credit for taste. If I were going to
sneak a load of furniture into your bedroom, it wouldn't be some schlocky
retro-disco lounge lizard's gear. Besides, you know that waterbed makes me
seasick."
"Yeah, you probably would have done it all in black leather and chrome,
with a rack instead of a bed."
Krycek just grinned at him. "And you know damn well, I wouldn't have
carried all this junk down here."
"Yeah, well, there is that." Mulder sighed. "You're right, there's no room
for it all." Well, it had seemed like a good idea at the time. Damn it, he
wanted his files back! And when Krycek had turned up, it had seemed like an
ideal opportunity to get some help carrying them all back up to his apartment.
He just hadn't thought it all through, which unfortunately seemed to be a
common occurrence when Krycek was around.
"We could take some of them. Or line some of them up against the wall in
the living room, or something." Krycek was at his side now, head lowered so
that he was looking up at Mulder through those ridiculously long eyelashes, the
very picture of unsullied innocence, fresh-faced and eager to please. It was a
gorgeous picture, no doubt about that, and Mulder couldn't help responding to
it, but as always, there was a little spike of anger beneath the lust. Idly, he
wondered whether the anger would ever really go away. He wondered whether he
even really wanted it to.
"No, forget it. It was a bad idea."
Krycek shrugged and wandered away, to begin poking through the other boxes,
old suitcases, cabinets, and abandoned equipment that littered the basement,
while Mulder stood staring longingly at his files. Then he heard Krycek
sneeze—and turned to find that he was nowhere in sight. "Krycek?"
"Back here," came the voice, from behind a row of cabinets. "Hey,
Mulder—there's a goddamn ping pong table in here!"
Half smiling, Mulder went to find him—and sure enough, back in an old
forgotten corner of the basement, a dusty ping pong table stood. Krycek had
found a paddle, and experimentally slapped it against his thigh. The loud
thwack of rubber-covered wood on denim-covered flesh resounded through
the air.
Mulder caught his breath. Damn it, it wasn't fair of the man to be so
incredibly, unselfconsciously sexy. "How is it?" he asked, mentally cursing the
wobble in his voice.
Krycek grinned and tossed the paddle to him. "Not bad. Try it." Then he was
digging in a box under the table, coming up with another paddle, and then a
couple of ping pong balls. "Hey, Mulder, how about a game?"
Mulder could only stand there, shaking his head. Ping pong? In the middle
of the night, in the basement, with Alex Krycek?
Well, hell, why not? That was what the relationship with Krycek was all
about, wasn't it? A truce between himself and all the stresses and horrors of
his life? A time to relax, to forget everything else, to do things that had no
rhyme or reason in the light of day? Not that he would ever have thought that
ping pong might be one of those things—and that was all the more reason
to go ahead and do it.
"Sure." And while they were at it, throw caution entirely to the winds....
"How about a little bet? Just to make things more interesting?"
Krycek's tongue flicked out to lick his lips. "What did you have in mind?"
His voice smoked. Mulder remembered the smack of the paddle on Krycek's sturdy
thigh.
Mulder lifted the paddle, spun it in his hand. "Winner paddles the loser?"
Krycek's eyes went dark. His chest rose sharply, and fell. "You hustling
me, Mulder?"
Mulder laughed. "I haven't played ping pong since I was twelve. Anyway," he
felt his face go red, "I have a feeling losing might be just as good as
winning."
Krycek grinned. "There is that. Okay, you're on. Flip for serve?"
Mulder laid his paddle on the table. His throat had gone dry. "I...
where... where should we... ?"
Krycek came around the side of the table and walked up to Mulder, slow,
sinuous steps, the paddle held at his breast with both hands like an offering,
eyes wide and impossibly innocent. "I think right here would be just fine." He
reached out his prosthetic arm, and brushed Mulder's paddle away towards the
center of the table. "You know what to do, don't you?"
Swallowing hard, Mulder just managed to nod. Too embarrassed to wait for
Krycek to put him in position, he leaned over the table, arms spread wide to
grip at the sides. The edge of the table hit him just under his hip bones, and
was of a height that he had to spread his legs to stand steady. The rough
surface of the table rubbed at his face as he lay on the table, and at his
chest through the thin cotton of his tee shirt. He felt the sweat trickle down
beneath his armpits, and he knew it was not from the exertion of the game.
"Mulder." Krycek's voice was gentle, indulgent, but there was an
undercurrent of cold steel. Mulder stiffened, overwhelmed by the heat in his
face, in his groin, trickling up his spine, alternating in his limbs with
icicle shivers.
"What?" Mulder could feel his throat pressing against the table as he
spoke.
"You've made a mistake. What is it?"
More heat. Mulder's jeans felt suddenly many sizes too small in the crotch.
His fingers clutched desperately at the edges of the table. And this had been
his idea? God, he'd had no idea, he'd thought it would just be a silly game,
like all the others, but not like this, like... whatever it was this was....
And he was horribly sure he knew what his mistake was, but there was no way in
hell he could make himself say it. "I don't know."
"Mulder. Get up."
He forced himself to let go of the table, to push himself to his feet. His
lungs gasped for air.
Krycek's cold grin softened suddenly, relieving the tension that had been
growing unbearable. "Mulder," he said good-naturedly, "Don't tell me that, if
I'd lost, you would have been content to paddle me through my jeans."
Mulder found himself able to manage a small smile. "No, I don't suppose I
would have."
"Well, then."
Mulder nodded shortly, reaching resolutely for the buttons of his jeans.
But then he stopped, turning to look uneasily toward the stairway. "Krycek...
what if someone comes down here? I mean, I know my neighbors already think I'm
pretty weird, but...."
Krycek just shook his head. "You're stalling, Mulder. Nobody's going to
come down here, and you know it. It's nearly three in the morning, and besides,
it looks like no one's been down here in years. Now, are you going to take
what's coming to you or not?"
It was crazy. It was ridiculous. And, despite the fact that Krycek was
right and the chances of anyone coming down to the basement at this time of
night were slim and none, it was still a risk. Which was probably at least part
of the reason Mulder's cock was throbbing so hard it was making him dizzy. And
god, he wanted it. He wanted it so badly it scared him shitless. It had been
his idea, but he'd had no idea how badly he really wanted it. Or how damned
good Krycek would be at giving it to him. "Krycek, I... if it gets to be too
much... ?"
Krycek shifted the paddle into his prosthetic hand, and reached out to
stroke Mulder's cheek. "As soon as it stops being fun, we stop. I promise. Do
you want a safe word?"
"A safe word?" Somehow, the thought of needing a special word to make
things stop just scared him more. "How about, you know, 'Stop'?"
Krycek chuckled. "Fair enough. Now, are you ready?"
Krycek's hand rested on Mulder's shoulder. "All right. I was going to give
you twenty-one swats—one for each point in the game—but since you misbehaved,
I'm going to punish you and add five more swats. Twenty-six altogether. I'm not
fooling around, Mulder—I'm going to hit you hard, and I want you to hold still
and take it as best you can. If you need to ask me to slow down or ease up, you
may, but I want you to try not to do it unless you really need to. Okay?"
Mulder nodded, feeling the table's surface rub against his cheek. His cock
and balls hung heavily in the air between his legs. He felt horribly naked,
even with his tee shirt and jeans on, more naked than he'd ever felt, bent over
this table with his pants down, waiting to have his bare butt paddled, like a
naughty little boy.
"Say it out loud," Krycek instructed.
He had to swallow twice before he could get his throat to work. "Okay."
"Good." Krycek lifted his hand from Mulder's shoulder and moved down to the
end of the table. Mulder stiffened, steeling himself against the expected
blows—but the first thing he felt was paddle placed gently on one buttock, and
then the other, then stroking him in easy circles, beginning over his anus and
slowly widening to cover his entire bottom. The surface of the paddle was rough
and scratchy, and it felt good, rubbing his butt, like a loofah sponge
or something, and it was still embarrassing to be laid out like this, but
pleasant, almost soothing.
"Just getting you warmed up," Krycek murmured softly. Then he lifted the
paddle and tapped it against Mulder's butt, just the barest suggestion of a
slap, and continued in that way, covering Mulder's bottom with light, prickly
little taps, warm and teasing, still far too gentle to be anything that could
be called pain. Mulder shifted a little under the soft rain of blows, sighing,
almost moaning, relaxing into it. Whatever else happened, this was delicious,
unequivocally enjoyable.
"All right," Krycek's voice was still soft, gentle, "I'm going to start out
easy with the first five swats, and work up to it slowly." Then the paddle
lifted, and struck sharply, and Mulder jumped—but only because the stinging
blow felt so good, and filled his already-throbbing cock with even more heat.
Then the second blow fell, just a little harder, and Mulder felt himself
laughing softly with the pleasure of it, and drawing in his legs to lift his
butt higher, to reach into it. The third, fourth, and fifth swats were likewise
dizzily sweet, hot and good on his ass.
"Harder now," Krycek said. "But not too hard." The sixth swat came down
with more force, making him jump again, and whimper. Pain was mixed with the
pleasure now, and his fingers tightened on the edges of the table, and his
breath came in short gasps. Twenty more to go, and it would get worse; tingles
of fear trickled through him. Seven, eight, nine, and ten came in rapid
succession, each blow a little harder than the last, each one eliciting a small
whimper, and a jump, making his cock and balls bob between his legs, swollen
like ripe fruit hanging from a tree.
Then there was a pause. He could hear Krycek's harsh breathing. Mulder felt
his buttocks inflame, felt them grow tender, felt the pain intensify as he lay
there. Sixteen still to go. He took deep breaths and tried to prepare himself
for the rest.
Krycek squeezed his shoulder, quickly—so quickly Mulder couldn't tell if
the hand was plastic or flesh. Then, Krycek's voice, cool and smooth as flowing
water: "It's time."
Mulder stopped counting somewhere after fifteen. The pain of the paddle
striking his sore buttocks was astonishing; and yet somehow it had become
wonderful, and so sweet he never wanted it to end. He didn't want to know how
many more swats he had to receive; he only wanted to float within the sticky
hot throbbing sensation for as long as it lasted.
The blows stopped. Mulder felt himself turn to jelly, fairly melting onto
the table. Was it over? He was almost sad, even though his buttocks burned like
liquid fire.
"That's twenty-one," Krycek said.
Mulder sucked in air. No, it wasn't over. He couldn't help the little
whimper that escaped his throat.
"I know," Krycek said calmly. "These last five are your punishment, and
they're going to be the hardest of all. I think you're ready for them now. But
before I give them to you, I want you to tell me why you're being punished."
Mulder felt his guts twist with shame. Hot tears flooded his eyes. The pain
in his butt was suddenly shocking. He didn't think he could speak. Stop,
he thought. He could tell Krycek to stop, and it would be all over. He didn't
have to say the humiliating words.
Five more. The hardest blows of all. He could stop now... but then he would
never know where they would take him. He cleared his throat, swallowed, and
forced the words out between sobbing breaths. "Because... I didn't... take...
my pants down."
Krycek stroked his shoulder. "That's right, Mulder. That's right. Now, tell
me, why am I really punishing you?"
It hit him as suddenly as one of the blows. He almost laughed. "Because—I
want you to."
Krycek bent down and kissed Mulder's cheek. "Yes."
" 'Stop.' " Mulder said softly.
"Good. Don't be afraid to use it if you need to. Are you ready?"
"Yes. I'm ready."
Two. Slightly higher on his ass, where the padding was thinner, the paddle
slammed into him even more painfully. Mulder forced himself to breathe, forced
his shoulders to relax, and raised his butt proudly to take his punishment.
Three. The paddle struck solidly on his right buttock. Mulder squeezed his
buttocks together, relaxed, felt the harsh pain of new blows spreading through
old, felt the impossible heat fill his body.
Four. A matching blow on his left buttock, raising even more heat, more
pain, more tears, more desperate whimpers.
Five. Low and centered, right on the sweet spot, and Mulder cried out, as
much with triumph as with pain.
"Mm. Glad you liked it." Krycek breathed into his ear. "I really want to
fuck you now."
That sounded like an absolutely wonderful idea. "Go ahead."
Krycek chuckled. "I don't suppose you've got lube and condoms on you, do
you?"
Oh well. "No. We'll have to go upstairs. I don't think I can walk."
"Well, there's no place to sit. Not that you want to sit down right now. So
you'll just have to hang onto me for a bit, till you get your legs back."
"Okay." Mulder felt quite thoroughly agreeable. Endorphins, he thought.
Kind of like after a really good, hard run. Only more so. Way more so.
"Think we could sort of start to head for the stairs?"
"Okay."
They turned, and slowly, with Mulder still hanging onto Krycek's shoulder,
they began to walk towards the stairs. "I'm still going to make you help me
carry those boxes back upstairs. One of these days."
"No problem," Krycek grinned at him. "And we'll have to play ping pong
again, too."
"I'm going to practice," Mulder said. "Next time I'll beat you."
Krycek didn't seem the least bit worried.
