Moving cautiously, quietly, I peer around the wall and see Alex Krycek, gun
raised and pointed through a smashed car window
"Get out of the car," he says in a voice that betrays... sadness.
I watch as Mulder exits the driver side door.
"Doesn't seem fair now. Doesn't seem right, coming down to this." Krycek's
voice is strained, almost apologetic.
"What would you know about fair or right, Krycek? You're a coward." Mulder's
reply is cold, ice-bound rage.
Krycek's eyes narrow, his shoulders move up slightly... protectively. "I
could've killed you so many times, Mulder. You've got to know that."
Mulder's eyes narrow as he makes his way around the back of the car, a look
of disgust crossing his face.
"I'm the one that kept you alive," Krycek continues, "praying you'd win
somehow."
"Then there really isn't a god." Contempt dripping from each word.
"You think I'm bad, that I'm a killer. We wanted the same thing, brother.
That's what you don't understand."
Mulder's momentary look of surprise is replaced by disdain. "I tried to stop
them. All you wanted was to save your own ass."
"No. I tried to stop them. Tried to kill Scully's baby to stop them. It's
too late. The tragedy is that you—you wouldn't let it go." The passion in
Krycek's voice, the pain on his face, surprises me. "That's why I have to do
this. Because you know how deep it goes, right into the FBI."
"You want to kill me, Alex, kill me." Mulder's arrogance... just daring
Krycek to fire. "Like you killed my father. Just don't insult me by trying
to make me understand." A flicker of... something in Mulder's eyes is
quickly replaced by a look of indifference.
His apparent lack of emotion shows just how deeply this is impacting him. I
didn't think he cared.
Krycek aims, his resolve wavering... just long enough.
A shot rings out, and Krycek yells in pain, his body moving with the impact
of a bullet hitting his arm. I wince in sympathy and look away. When I turn
back, I see Skinner, gun held at the ready, walking toward them.
Krycek struggles to reach his own weapon only to be shot again. Down and
groaning, gasping in obvious pain, Krycek pushes his prosthetic hand against
the gun butt.
What is he doing? Is he trying to pathetically pick it up, or is he pushing
it away? An offer in exchange for his life? Or suicide by Skinner?
Through his agony, he looks up at Skinner. "It's going to take more bullets
than you can ever fire to win this game." His breathing becomes harsher. His
words come hard. "But one bullet and I can give you a thousand lives."
Krycek turns his head to Mulder, then back to Skinner. "Shoot Mulder."
An impassive Skinner looks at Mulder. Mulder, unusually restrained, looks
back. Krycek watches them both and rises to his knees.
Skinner raises his weapon slightly, Krycek's eyes show a glimmer of hope
until the shot hits him.
With all the deaths I have seen, this is the first time I've heard what they
call a death rattle. I move back and rest my head against the wall. Closing
my eyes, I wait.
"I'm going to go to the airport, I need that location from Agent Doggett."
Mulder's voice... strained, but oddly subdued. Despite what he just
witnessed.
The sound of a car door opening, then "Skinner, you with me?"
"You just go. I'll get him." Skinner says with the barest hint of...
remorse.
I peer around when I hear a car drive off.
Skinner is halfway to the elevator when he stops and returns to Krycek's
body. He holsters his gun and runs his hand over his mouth. His eyes squeeze
shut as anguish crosses his face, replaced a moment later by resolve.
He bends over Krycek's body and rifles though the jacket pockets. Skinner
stands up, empty handed. "Damn, " he quietly mutters. He closes his eyes
again, and I watch his shoulders rise with a deep breath. He turns and
leaves the garage.
I hold my position until I hear the elevator, then walk out to the now-dead
Krycek.
It's strange... staring at your own lifeless corpse. I hope when my time
really comes, it will be more... dignified.
I'm oddly at peace, other than a sense of the macabre in witnessing my own
death. I thought I'd be vengeful, angry. But seeing the faces of the men who
killed me put me at ease.
Mulder will always be tortured. Nothing I could do to him will ever equal
what he does to himself. He's always regretted that one night in New York.
Maybe now he can feel delivered from it.
Skinner... he'll have his own demons to face. He'll rationalize that it was
needed, self defense. I reach into my pocket and pull out the nano-control
pad. I wonder if he knows he's free now. I wonder what he would give for
that knowledge.
Putting the pad back, I pull out a switchblade and flick it open. I kneel
next to my replicant and, with a grunt, flip it prone. Using the knife, I
cut the nodule from its neck.
Standing up, I watch it melt away. Soon there will be no evidence, just
another X-File. These replicants... each so unique. Some feeling, thinking,
almost sentient. Others—automatons to a specific mission. Each destroyed
differently.
Cadres of replicants. Some working to save mankind, some in opposition.
Mulder and Skinner... my valediction in blood gives them the direct
knowledge of how deep this goes. Their need for redemption will drive them
tirelessly to expose the corruption, the conspiracy.
Placing the nodule in my prosthetic hand, I use the tip of the blade to
disable it. No more extra Kryceks needed... for a while.
I walk back to my car, noticing the lightness of my own step. It worked...
all of it.
27 May 2001 My Krycek will arise, like a phoenix from the ashes...
All of It
by Loren Q
I turn my head sharply toward the sound of shattering glass followed by the
unmistakable snick of a gun being cocked.
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