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Choices
by The Spike



Choices? sure
so choose from this:

on the one hand,
Alex,
on the one hand you got your holy trinity:
survival,
power,
and revenge
enough for any man

but wait, there's more
count it off on blood-stained fingers:
you got your war in heaven
your kill or be killed
your resist and your serve this one last curve

on the one hand, yeah, the same one hand
you got your five fingers
four and thumb
clenched and unclenched around
one pale scored palm

the future of the human race

one hand that wants to curl instead
cup love
around the tender jawbone
of an ass
(looking up at you now and this is as far as it goes, Mulder, far as it goes)

one hand:
that holds a gun
cocked
and
uncocked
dangling
from one tired trigger finger
pointing
at a dead man's head

one hand
five fingers
strong enough to hold on to the razor's edge
when all else falls away
well,
that's the question
isn't it?

one hand
open
empty now
blank slate unmarked by future plans

one hand
your choice
on the one hand, all of this
and on the other...

on the other hand

yeah
right...


6/98

xx

spike21@home.com


Spoilers: not likely but references to RaTB & Terma
Summary: Krycek musings, prelude to a kiss
Disclaimer: not mine, no copyright infringement intended, not written for finan-pffft financ-snerk hee hee—financ... bwahahaha—sorry. urm-hm— not written for financial gain.

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