Title: Unseen
Author: hija_paloma
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Pairing: Johnny
Depp/Jack Davenport
Rating: PG-13 for swears and implied
adult themes, if you squint.
Warning: RPS! I know there are some
of you still pretending like you don't read RPS, so count yourselves warned.
Author's Notes: Thanks again to Fabu
for honest, thoughtful beta on this and all the other fics I've sent her way.
And I would be sorely remiss if I didn't mention webcrowmancer
here. I accidentally deleted this story when it was only half done, and she
managed to find a copy I'd sent to her, and returned it to me. Without her, this
fic quite literally would not exist.
More Author's Notes: If you haven't
seen the DVD extras, you need to know something first. I'm sorry, I couldn't
bring myself to explain it in the fic, so I put it behind a cut here.
Ok, the deal is, in the actors' commentary, someone mentions that Geoffrey Rush
was afraid of getting upstaged by Keira and a monkey. Since he knows people
read (text AND images) from left to right, he made a point of always standing
to the left of any shot he shared with the two of them. Ok? Ok. Now, some
gratuitous space to keep this away from the fic proper.
And now, without further ado, the story.
Unseen
by hija_paloma
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Johnny Depp is the superstar, the former teen idol, the eccentric genius. He's
the millionaire gentleman farmer, the Genuinely Nice Actor ™, the Recognizable
Talent.
Orlando Bloom is the rising star, the heartthrob, the window dressing. He's the
adorably geeky sex god, the non-threatening crush, the Recognizable Smile.
Jack does not envy his costars.
He doesn't envy Johnny his early success; he's glad he managed to escape the
chaos of childhood fame. He thinks it must be exhausting to keep up with the
legend of Johnny Depp, which at times seems more formidable than Jack
Sparrow's. How Johnny manages it without going mad, how he keeps that smile and
keeps his private life to himself without pissing off the press, Jack would
love to know, but he does not envy Johnny the need.
He doesn't envy Orlando his shortcut to stardom, either. At 25, he has a filmography
that many older actors would kill for and probably will never achieve. He's
never had to pay his dues in the industry, never done the embarassing
made-for-tv movies or lame sequels. But as much as Orlando protests the idea of
being typecast as a period actor, as many times as he says he'd like to get
away from horses and swords and fancy costumes, Jack has a feeling he'll be
seeing a lot more swords before Hollywood's ready to let go of their new
fantasy man.
Jack does not envy his costars, but he wouldn't mind being the Recognizable
Something.
Being on set with Johnny and Orlando is overwhelming, to say the least. It's
entirely too easy for Jack to fade into the background, acting quite the
opposite of his normal gregarious self. But it's hard to be friendly and
outgoing when nobody can see you.
Geoffrey says that he's afraid people will not look at him, being on screen
with both Keira and a monkey.
Jack finds himself standing to Johnny and Orlando's left whenever he can.
He wouldn't mind being the Recognizable Something, even if it's the class clown
or reserved British gentleman or the insufferable git, if someone would only
see him once in a while.
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Johnny notices people.
Jack doesn't know how he's managed to forget this vital fact, but he's
forcefully reminded of it one night, at a party where he's been too long to
keep smiling and not long enough to go home. He's reminded by the tangible
weight of Johnny's gaze, creeping across the room, between the mingling guests,
around corners, through walls... Johnny's gaze follows him, around the house, all
night long.
He's unsurprised, when the moment comes, to find himself cornered in the narrow
hallway between kitchen and den. A glass is pressed into his hand with that
damnably enigmatic smile, and Jack drinks gratefully. He is surprised to find
himself returning the smile without reservation.
"Better?" It's a ridiculous question, but the answer's yes anyway. "Good. You
looked like you were about ten seconds away from bugging out of your own skin."
Jack is surprised again by the laughter that spills out of him, surprised to
find it's genuine and not in the least bit hysterical. "I am. I was. Thanks,
Johnny. I didn't think—" it feels a bit self-indulgent, a bit dramatic, to say
it, but what the fuck. In for a penny... "I didn't think anyone had noticed."
Johnny steps back, just enough to make Jack realize how close he'd been
standing. "I noticed." There's an invitation, or maybe it's a promise, in his
smile, and the way he walks away without looking back, that eases the tightness
in Jack's heart.
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