Part Two
See part one for disclaimers.
In his quarters Chakotay didn't see Harry in
the out room and worried for a moment he might have been wrong then he hear the
muffled sound from his bedroom. Slowly he crossed the room and stopped in the
doorway. Harry was curled at the far side of the bed against the bulkhead under
the view port his face buried in the pillow.
Slowly the older man crossed the small
distance to the bed and sat on the edge of the mattress. For a moment he was
unsure of what to do then he reached out laying a hand on Harry's shoulder. "Harry?"
Nothing. Except another muffled sob. "Shhhh."
Chakotay soothed so instinct kicking in and he began rubbing a hand up and down
the distraught man's back in the universal 'there there' movement. "Shhh...
Everything will be alright." He soothed moving to lean back against the
headboard so he could more comfortably reach the young man.
Gradually Harry quieted but kept his face
buried in the pillow. Chakotay wasn't sure what to do next until he noticed the
tips of Harry's ears where blushing. "There's nothing to be ashamed of
Harry. You're under a lot of stress. You've completely changed the course of
your life in the last twenty four hours and now we're declaring you dead."
That finally got a response a slight watery
chuckle emerged and Harry turned his head to one side on the pillow and looked
up at Chakotay he's eyes red and puffy and looking utterly adorable.
'Spirits help me.' The Captain thought. 'This
is not the time for this.' He held out is arms. "It can do wonders."
He offered.
Harry hesitated then moved up the bed in to
his arms. Resting his head cautiously against the big man's shoulder. "I
don't understand." The young man mumbled quietly.
"Understand what?"
Harry jumped as though he had realized he'd
spoken aloud. "Tom was so upset about Voyager being lost. His records say
he's killed more then that before... the rumors have even higher numbers. Destroying
Cardassian war ships."
"We don't take death lightly."
Chakotay growled stiffening.
The young man seemed to panic pulling away
his head dropping back down to the pillow. "No no.... I didn't mean that.
I just..." He stopped his eyes wide reflecting confusion, sorrow, fear. "It's
just if he reacts like this every time how has he lasted so long."
"He doesn't always react like that. But
Voyager wasn't an enemy, it was more of an unwilling ally. Besides he was
raised Starfleet, he's never been able to totally break the tie. He's only gone
after Starfleet once before this."
"When he was trying to rescue Julian."
Harry guessed.
"Yeah." Chakotay said with an
almost smile. "That tie is much stronger."
"Yeah it is." The former ensign
agreed. "I've never seen anything like it."
"I don't think there is anything like
it."
There was a long pause then Harry spoke up
again. "Will Tom be okay?"
"Yeah in a day or so he'll settle in
again, then he'll be able to process it." The Captain said as he found
himself admiring the young man. "What about you?"
"Huh?"
"Well first of all if you haven't
already eventually 'the maybe it was my fault thought' will occur to you."
Harry's eyes went wide. "It wasn't, just like we told Tom you left Voyager
with everything she could possibly need to get out of there."
"How did you know I was thinking that?"
"I was 'Fleet too once you know. I left
it too. Which is the second point. I know it wasn't an easy choice. How are
handling it?"
"It seemed easy at the time." Harry
mumbled avoiding Chakotay's eyes.
"But now..." The big man slid down
until his head lay on the pillow only inches from Harry's. "Your brain is
working over time." He said with a gentle tap on the silky black hair. "The
thoughts keep running around in circles. And it hurts here." He lay a
gentle hand over the young man's stomach. "And here." The other hand
came to rest over the steadily beating heart. Then he slid both arms around the
smaller man drawing him back against him.
"Yeah." Harry managed his voice cracking
as he buried his face against the older man's chest and began to weep again.
Chakotay sighed he was relieved that he could
help the young man. The quilt and what if questions had eaten at him for months
after he'd the 'Fleet. He didn't want to see Harry go through that. "Shh...
I know." He murmered retunring to the soothing movments he'd used before.
"I think I did the right thing. But I'm
scared. I could die, I could become a killer."
"Either of those could have happened it
the 'Fleet."
"I know.... but it just seems so much
more of a risk here.
"Harry you know you don't have to stay."
Chakotay told him as he gently moved Harry back enough to look him in the eyes.
You could go back, say we took you hostage or something. There's no one to
claim other wise." The captain finished feeling his own words wrapping
around his heart in a tight strangle hold.
Harry was quiet for a long moment
considering. "I couldn't." He said finally. "I'd know and it
would drive me nuts. And..."
"And what?" The older man prompted.
"I'd always wonder..." He trailed
off again.
"What?"
"I'd always wonder what we could have
had." Harry said quickly then shyly ducking his head against the broad
chest again.
Chakotay tightened his arms around the young
man. "So would I." He murmmered. "But if you're staying we can
find out. Right?" The last word was suppose to come out as a question, but
it faltered and sounded patheticly desperate. Nice going old man he berated
himself like he really is going to want a desperate old man.
"I'm not going anywhere." Harry
said snuggling closer to him. "In fact if I don't think I want to even
move an inch from this spot. Unless you do of course."
"If your happy I'm happy, but Tom and
Julian might take exception to our failing to show our faces again and they
will come get us."
"Well fine we will move eventually."
The young man said. "But not just yet."
"Oh I don't know" Chakotay
speculated. "I mean moving can be fun too." He said as he neatly
rolled Harry under him, looking down in to slightly surprised black eyes. "Don't
you think?"
"Oh yes." Harry breathed the
surprise in his eyes being replaced by a steadily growing look of lust. He
brought his arms up around his soon to be lovers neck and issued a soft order. "Kiss
me."
Chakotay was only too happy to oblige,
threading his fingers in to the silky black hair he lifted the other man's head
as he lowered his own pressing their lips together starting slowly some part of
his brain remembering that this was in fact their fist kiss. He moved slowly
exploring the full lips benith his own for a long moment before gently urging
them to part. Harry seemed to hesitate for a moment and Chakotay worried for a
moment was he asking too much, not enough? What was he doing wrong. Then the
full lips moved apart allowing him access to the warm sweet mouth they guarded.
Harry gave a low moan as the big man explored
his mouth in detail his tongue sliding over each tooth then with drawing only
to return to tangle with Harry's own a moment later. When their lips finally
parted long moments later Harry gazed up at Chakotay his eyes all but glowing
with desire.
"Want you." He growled in a tone
that made the older mans eyes widen in the second he hesitated Harry pounced
flattening him on the mattress capturing Chakotay's mouth in another deep kiss
as his hands went to work on the task of removing his new lovers clothes.
Chakotay was lost in the kiss Harry's mouth
on his owns was absolutely intoxicating. His mind was forced to notice that
there was more to the universe then they soft lips and tongue that were
plundering his mouth when he felt his tunic yanked off and a pair of warm
calloused hands caressing his chest and stomach then landing on the fastening s
of his trousers.
"Easy." He finally gasped out it's
not like we're running out of time or anything."
"I was looking around on the bridge. You
have a rather cranky klingon in command of your ship. I don't think Tom and
Julian are going to be emerging from their quarters anytime soon. So we don't
have a lot of time here." Harry said calmly as he worked at tugging
Chakotay's pants down his legs.
"Point taken." The older man said
raising his hips to aid the young man who was still doing his best to get him
naked. Chakotay decided that it was time Harry lost some of his clothing. With
their combined efforts they were both naked in a matter of moments.
"Have you ever?" Chakotay questions
as he allowed his fingers to trail down that lovely cleft again.
Harry mumbled something against the other man's
throat as he continued to nibble here and there.
"What was that?"
"It's been awhile." He admitted.
"I could…" The captain started to
offer but Harry cut him off.
"It'll be fine. I appreciate the offer
big guy but I want this." He said reinforcing the statement by stroking
Chakotay's cock roughly a few times bringing a ragged groan from the other man.
"You'll just have to work a little to get me ready."
Chakotay clenched his fists briefly digging
his fingernails in to the palms of his hands willing the surge of lust that the
younger man's words and actions had triggered to ease off before he came on the
spot. When he felt that he'd adverted that disaster he reached out an arm side
ways fumbling to open the small storage compartment in the wall beside the bed.
Harry slowly exploring his chest with his tongue made the task all the more
difficult. He'd just gotten the lube out of the compartment when Harry nipped
at one of his nipples. The jolt of sensation was so intense the tube fell from
his fingers as he brought his hand up to sink in to the black hair and keep
Harry's mouth just where it was.
Harry smiled slightly at Chakotay's reaction,
then returned to torturing the tiny nub of flesh in his mouth nipping at it
again then suckling at it. Smiling again as he felt the other man's hand clutch
in his hair. He gave the nipple one last lick then pushed back against slight
pressure of Chakotay's hand. Sitting up straddling his new lovers' hips he
reached over and picked up the dropped tube of lube.
"Very clumsy Cha." He teased
letting the tube dangle from his fingers over the older man's face.
"Well you distracted me."
"Mmmhmm." Harry hummed as he opened
the tube. "Now are you with it enough to get me ready here or did I
distract you so much I'll have to do it my self?"
The mental image of Harry sliding his own
slick fingers in to his body seared a path through Chakotay's brain. He let out
a low moan as his cock jerked with the second jolt of pure lust surged through
his body.
"Oh." Harry purred interpreting the
reaction correctly. "So you like the idea of me opening myself for you.
Strechhhhing myself open wide for your cock. Well… you gonna answer me?"
"Gods yes." Chakotay gasped out.
"Mmmm well let's see what we can do for
you then." He murmured ever so slowly he turned himself around so he was
still sitting astride the older man but facing his feet instead of his face. "Now
you hold my cheeks open so you can get a good view."
Chakotay found he was helpless to do anything
but comply with Harry's gentle order and stare in awe as one hand reached
around fingers shining with the slippery lube. In a moment one finger was
sinking to in Harry's body then sliding in and out. Quickly the young man added
a second finger. And the big man found himself completely riveted watching the
former starfleet lieutenant fucking himself on his own fingers.
Then suddenly he snapped out of his stupor.
Releasing one of Harry's ass cheeks he nudged one of his fingers in next to the
other man's and the next time Harry's fingers slid in to his tight hole
Chakotay's slid in too. Harry inhaled sharply and froze. "Cha." He
gasped out after a long moment as his he started to move on their combined
fingers again.
Chakotay let him continue for a minute or so
longer then drew his hand away pulling Harry's hand with it. The younger man
gave a low moan at the loss. But Chakotay didn't pause he used one hand to
position his cock and the other to grasp Harry's hip and draw him back on to
it. He deliberately controlled his lover's movement so he could watch as the
loosened pucker stretched again over the head of his cock and as each inch of
his rock hard organ disappeared in to that tight heat. It was a challenge to
keep his eyes open as that heat slowly enveloped him but he managed it. Once he
was completely buried in Harry he released his grip on Harry's hip and gave a
thrust upwards. Harry was quick to catch on and raised up then dropped back on
to Chakotay, the motion took the seasoned maquis' breath away form him. Almost
before he could catch it again Harry was riding him at quick pace panting for
breath right along with Chakotay.
Harry continued until Chakotay was sure he
was going to come then suddenly Harry slowed his motions until he finally sat
back completely forcing Chakotay's cock even deeper. "Oh." He gasped
softly.
"What are you stopping for."
Chakotay moaned softly feeling a little disappointed.
"What's your hurry?" Harry asked as
he began to shift his weight. It took Chakotay a few seconds longer to figure
out what the younger man was doing as the young man slowly moved his body
around 180 degrees so he was facing his lover again. Delighting at the moans
and gasps the movement elicited from the older man as he twisted around on his
cock.
"Hello there." He said softly as he
ground himself down hard against Chakotay's body. Then he eased up again
leaning back slightly pulling Chakotay up so they were sitting arms wrapped
tightly around each other still intimately connected. They began rocking
together slowly then with increasing speed as they both stained towards
completion. Suddenly Harry stiffened in Chakotay's arms and the maquis felt the
younger mans teeth sink in the side of his neck as hot semen spurted again
their stomachs. The slight pain at his neck and the wet heat between them
pushed Chakotay over the limit he buried her face against Harry's shoulder as
he gritted his teeth against a deep groan as he poured himself in to Harry.
After long moments they relaxed Chakotay
sagging back against the pillows Harry sprawling out across his chest. "Wow."
Harry mumbled. "That was…"
"Yeah." Chakotay agreed gently
stroking Harry's silky hair.
"I suppose we need to move."
"Why?"
"Cranky Klingon." Harry reminded
the older man.
"Oh yeah." Then a second later. "Let
her be cranky. I'm not moving" He added tugging the blanket over them
both.