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     This story was first published in 1980. Thanks go to SHaron
    for scanning and proofing, and to Myha for not eating the entire last page
    of the zine when it was accidentally left within range of her inquisitive
    teeth . 
    PART
    ONE 
    MY HEROES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN COWBOYS 
by 
TERI WHITE 
    PART TWO 
                                   IV 
                                   It was nearly
                                   three A.M. when the phone rang. 
                                   Hutch, who had
                                   finally managed to fall asleep despite the
                                   comings and goings of his fellow motel
                                   guests, none of whom seemed to stay longer
                                   than an hour, rolled over and swung an arm
                                   into the darkness. "'Lo?" 
                                   "Ken?" 
                                   "Yeah? Who's
                                   this?" 
                                   "It's me.
                                   Tyler." 
                                   "Oh,
                                   yeah." Hutch shook his head, trying to
                                   wake up. "What's wrong?" 
                                   "Nothing. I
                                   mean, everything is okay. Everything is
                                   great. You can stop looking for Andy."
                                   Tyler sounded a little drunk. 
                                   "What? You
                                   mean he came back?" So much for my
                                   gut feelings, Hutch thought. 
                                   "Yeah. Well,
                                   no, not exactly, but...." 
                                   Hutch sat up,
                                   reaching for the lamp and then blinking
                                   against the sudden flood of brightness.
                                   "What the hell are you talking
                                   about?" 
                                   "I got a
                                   message from him." 
                                   "A
                                   message." Hutch bit his lower lip for a
                                   moment. "What kind of a message,
                                   Tyler?" 
                                   The man took a
                                   couple of deep breaths, obviously trying to
                                   control the building excitement in his voice.
                                   "This guy just called. Andy asked him
                                   to. He said Andy was in some kind of trouble,
                                   but that it was all gonna work out. I'm
                                   supposed to pick him up in an hour." 
                                   Hutch didn't like
                                   this; he didn't like it more than he hadn't
                                   liked anything in a very long time.
                                   "Where are you supposed to meet
                                   him?" he asked. 
                                   "There's an
                                   abandoned gas station a few miles west of
                                   town." 
                                   "I'm going
                                   with you," Hutch said flatly. 
                                   "Hey, thanks,
                                   but no. The guy said Andy wants me to come
                                   alone." Tyler's voice sobered a little.
                                   "I think the poor kid is really scared
                                   about something." 
                                   Hutch pulled a
                                   hand through his tangled hair, trying to
                                   think how best to say what had to be said.
                                   "Tyler," he began quietly, "I
                                   think I better come." 
                                   "But Andy
                                   wants—" 
                                   "What if the
                                   message isn't from Andy?" The words,
                                   clipped and hard, seemed to lie between them,
                                   even over the phone. 
                                   "But..."
                                   The protest died and Tyler was quiet.
                                   "All right," he said finally. 
                                   There was
                                   something in his voice that made Hutch ache
                                   to offer a word of hope, just an anchor that
                                   the man could hold on to. He sounded like he
                                   was drowning from the weight of his pain; it
                                   was a feeling that Hutch knew too well.
                                   "If it turns out to be like the guy
                                   said, Tyler, I can at least meet Andy. Maybe
                                   I can even help him with his trouble,
                                   whatever it is. " 
                                   "Sure,
                                   Ken." All the earlier ebullience was
                                   gone from his voice and now he only sounded
                                   tired again. ''I'll pick you up in a few
                                   minutes." 
                                   "'Kay."
                                   Hutch hung up, then immediately lifted the
                                   receiver again, and dialed Los Angeles 
                                   Starsky sounded
                                   like a man more than half-asleep. "Hunh?" 
                                                                      "Starsk? It's
                                   me." 
                                   "Whassa
                                   matter?" 
                                   "You awake
                                   enough to listen?" 
                                   Starsky cleared
                                   his throat loudly. "Yeah, buddy. What's
                                   up?" 
                                   "Our client
                                   just got a message that was supposed to come
                                   from Jones." 
                                   "Uh-huh. You
                                   sound like a non-believer." 
                                   "Yeah, you
                                   could say that." Hutch began pulling his
                                   clothes on as he talked. "I just don't
                                   have a lot of faith in meets that are
                                   supposed to come down at abandoned gas
                                   stations at four in the morning." 
                                   "You
                                   cynic." Starsky took a noisy drink of
                                   something. "I guess you're probably
                                   going with him?" 
                                   "Yeah. He was
                                   against it, but I convinced him." 
                                   "Terrific.
                                   You and your silver tongue." 
                                   Hutch snorted. He
                                   slipped his shoes on. "I think you
                                   better get out here. First thing in the
                                   morning." 
                                   "No problem.
                                   I've already got some feelers out on the
                                   Brustein character you told me about
                                   before." 
                                   "That was
                                   fast." 
                                   "Yeah, well,
                                   Huggy's got his ear to the very pulse of the
                                   music world. I'm quoting him." 
                                   "Okay."
                                   He shoved the shirttail in and zipped his
                                   fly. "Look, don't come in here as
                                   yourself." 
                                   "I need a
                                   cover?" 
                                   "Yeah. For a
                                   little while anyway. I've got nothing so far,
                                   but everybody knows I'm snooping around
                                   looking for Andy, so nothing's gonna drop in
                                   my lap. When I'm not around, they might open
                                   up a little. We don't know each other,
                                   okay?" 
                                   "Who the hell
                                   are you anyway?" 
                                   Hutch grinned.
                                   "That's the idea." He was trying to
                                   hold the receiver and slip into his shoulder
                                   holster at the same time. "I gotta
                                   go." 
                                   "Yeah,
                                   okay." He paused. "Hey." 
                                   "What?" 
                                   "Be careful
                                   what you step in, partner," Starsky said
                                   briskly. 
                                   Hutch understood
                                   the concern behind the almost light-hearted
                                   words. "Sure. Always. See you." 
                                   Starsky sighed.
                                   "Yeah, see you." 
                                   Hutch finished
                                   quickly and was waiting in front of the motel
                                   when a battered green van with Wyoming plates
                                   pulled to a stop. Tyler leaned over to unlock
                                   the passenger door. "You sure that you
                                   oughta be coming along?" he asked as
                                   Hutch climbed in. 
                                   "Yes,"
                                   Hutch replied, settling himself not on the
                                   seat, but on the floor behind Tyler, out of
                                   sight. "Whatever's coming down, I need
                                   to be there." The other man still looked
                                   doubtful. "Look, Tyler, maybe I'm wrong
                                   about this and the message really was from
                                   Andy. I hope so." 
                                   The van pulled out
                                   onto the highway. "It must be from
                                   Andy," he said stubbornly. "Why
                                   would somebody say that if it wasn't?" 
                                   Hutch settled back
                                   against a saddle. "Tell me about
                                   Andy," he said suddenly, expecting Tyler
                                   to reply with "What about him?" or
                                   something equally uninformative. 
                                   But the big man
                                   surprised him. He leaned over the wheel,
                                   tensely watching the empty road. "I can
                                   tell you how we come to be together, if
                                   that's what you want," he said softly. 
                                   "Tell
                                   me." 
                                   "The rodeo
                                   was in Carson City. This was in 1965."
                                   He shook his head. "Seems like a long
                                   time ago, don't it?" 
                                   Hutch tried to
                                   remember 1965. "A long time," he
                                   agreed. 
                                   "There was
                                   this kid that kept hanging around. Scrawny
                                   little blond. Kept trying to talk to all the
                                   rodeo people, but he had such a hard time
                                   with the words that...well, most folks
                                   wouldn't waste too much time on him." 
                                   "But you
                                   did?" 
                                   "Hell, he was
                                   a nice kid. Fifteen, he was then." Tyler
                                   pulled to a stop at a railroad crossing, then
                                   moved on again. "He stuck close to me
                                   the last couple days of the show, toting me
                                   coffee, whatever, you know? Then, on the last
                                   night before we left Carson City, he just
                                   upped and disappeared. I sort of missed him.
                                   Anyway, when everything was done for the
                                   night, I went back to my pick-up, and damned
                                   if he wasn't sitting there waiting for
                                   me." He shook his head, smiling a
                                   little. "I was so glad to see him."
                                   He frowned. "He was running away from
                                   the folks that raised him, back in Baker.
                                   They weren't his real parents; he never knew
                                   his own ma or pa." 
                                   "You helped
                                   him run away?" 
                                   Tyler glanced back
                                   again. "When he first told me what he
                                   was doing, I said that he shouldn't. Know
                                   what? He just turned around and pulled up his
                                   shirt. His back was all tore up, like he'd
                                   been horsewhipped. Must've hurt like hell.
                                   That was how those people treated him."
                                   There was an under-current of cold anger in
                                   the quiet words. "I cleaned him up and
                                   tried to make him feel better. Just made me
                                   sick to think about the kid running around
                                   all that time, so friendly and smiling, and
                                   all the while he was hurting." 
                                   "Life is
                                   rough for kids sometimes." 
                                   "Yeah. You
                                   know, I always figured that's why he has so
                                   much trouble talking, 'Cause of the mean way
                                   they treated him." 
                                   "Probably,"
                                   Hutch said, thinking back over the many cases
                                   of child abuse he'd encountered during his
                                   years on the force. "So after you
                                   treated his wounds, you decided to let him
                                   stay?" 
                                   "Well, sure.
                                   I had to, didn't I? What was I supposed to
                                   do? Send him back to those people? Or turn
                                   him over to the cops? Hell, he needed
                                   somebody to look out for him." He paused
                                   "And I guess maybe I needed somebody,
                                   too. I was always sort of a loner, you know?
                                   Even though I was fifteen years older, Andy
                                   and I hit it off real good." He was
                                   quiet again, seemingly lost in thought—or
                                   memories. "I put him to work right away.
                                   We used to do the team-roping event. Then he
                                   sort of took to clowning, and he's real good
                                   at it." There was pride in his voice.
                                   "Plus, like I said, he does pick-up on
                                   the bronc riding." Tyler turned off the
                                   main highway and headed down a dirt road.
                                   "We set to saving our money, so we could
                                   buy us a ranch. Just got it. Well, a start,
                                   anyway. Eight hundred acres in Wyoming." 
                                   "Congratulations." 
                                   "Yeah, we've
                                   worked real hard." The van jerked to a
                                   stop. Tyler took out a cigarette and lit it.
                                   "The guy said to wait here." He
                                   coughed. "Damn cigarettes. Andy don't
                                   smoke. He's been trying to get me to
                                   quit." 
                                   Hutch shifted
                                   slightly, pulling the Magnum from its
                                   holster. "Did you recognize the voice on
                                   the phone at all, Tyler?" 
                                   ''No." 
                                   There didn't seem
                                   to be much more to say right then, so they
                                   sat in silence as Tyler finished the first
                                   cigarette and promptly lit another.
                                   "Hell," he mumbled, "I been
                                   smoking since I was eleven. Can't quit
                                   now." Suddenly, he stiffened.
                                   "Somebody's coming," he said in a
                                   low voice. "Around the right side of the
                                   building." 
                                   "Does it look
                                   like Andy?" 
                                   "Too dark for
                                   me to tell. Maybe. Please, let it be,"
                                   he added softly as he opened the van door and
                                   stepped out. "Andy? That you, kid?" 
                                   It was then that
                                   Hutch heard the faint, too-familiar sound of
                                   a gun being awkwardly cocked, readied.
                                   "Tyler!" he yelled, lurching
                                   forward between the seats to grab the lanky
                                   man and pull him down. At that same moment,
                                   the windshield of the van shattered beneath
                                   the impact of the shotgun blast. 
                                   Hutch raised his
                                   gun and fired blindly into the night, giving
                                   cover until Tyler had scrambled to safety
                                   next to him. "Stay here," he
                                   ordered hoarsely. 
                                   He opened the rear
                                   door just enough so that he could slip out.
                                   It was quiet now, the figure in the shadows
                                   seeming to have melted away. Hutch made his
                                   way slowly all around the empty building,
                                   hearing in the distance the sound of a car
                                   engine start, die, start again, then vanish.
                                   All he found was a single expended shell,
                                   which he picked up carefully with his
                                   handkerchief and tucked into his jacket
                                   pocket. 
                                   Swinging the rear
                                   door open, he turned on the over-head light.
                                   "You okay?" 
                                   Tyler sat very
                                   still, staring at Hutch. "Why is this
                                   happening?" His voice was soft and
                                   bewildered. "Why is somebody doing this
                                   to us? We're nobodies, Andy and me." He
                                   shook his head. "I don't
                                   understand." 
                                   Hutch crawled in
                                   and sat beside him, beginning to reload the
                                   Magnum. "You okay?" he asked again,
                                   and after a moment, Tyler nodded. "Is
                                   there something you haven't told me? I can't
                                   operate without all the facts, man. You must
                                   have some idea of what's going on, and
                                   why." 
                                   "I don't. I
                                   swear to god, Ken, I don't." Tyler
                                   pounded his fist against the saddle.
                                   "Why? I'm nothing but a second-rate
                                   cowboy. I've never once won top money, not in
                                   twenty-five years. All I want to do is go to
                                   Wyoming with Andy and raise cattle." He
                                   shuddered a little, like a man with a sudden
                                   chill. "I'm forty-five years old, Ken,
                                   and I don't know why everything is starting
                                   to fall apart." 
                                   Hutch put his gun
                                   away. "Take it easy, Tyler," he
                                   said. "We'll find out what's going
                                   on." 
                                   Two tanned,
                                   calloused hands rubbed the saddle absently,
                                   almost tenderly. "Where's Andy?" 
                                   "I don't know
                                   yet. I'm trying to find him." 
                                   After a minute,
                                   Tyler crawled forward and began to pick up
                                   the pieces of glass that covered the seats.
                                   "I reckon you figured out that Andy and
                                   me are more than just friends," he said
                                   in a low voice, not looking at Hutch. 
                                   Hutch was helping
                                   him to clear away the glass. "That's
                                   your business, Tyler, not mine. Unless it has
                                   some bearing on the case." 
                                   "It couldn't.
                                   Could it?" 
                                   "I don't see
                                   how." 
                                   Tyler pulled an
                                   empty paper bag from under the seat and
                                   shoved glass into it. "I just wanted you
                                   to know," he said. "And something
                                   else...." 
                                   "What?" 
                                   Tyler looked up
                                   then, meeting Hutch's gaze evenly. "I
                                   never touched him that way when he was a
                                   kid." 
                                   "I believe
                                   that, Tyler." 
                                   The bag of glass
                                   was dropped outside, and they climbed into
                                   the seats. Tyler put both hands on the wheel.
                                   "I never would have touched him at all,
                                   but he...he wanted it. He came to me one
                                   night just after he turned twenty...ten years
                                   ago...and...." He shook his head.
                                   "He was so scared. Scared of asking me
                                   to love him." 
                                   Hutch was staring
                                   out into the darkness as he listened, knowing
                                   that Tyler was not really talking to him at
                                   all, but to the night itself, trying in some
                                   hopeless way to fight off the demons that
                                   suddenly seemed to be attacking his life. 
                                   "Hell,"
                                   the cowboy said gratingly, "I'd have
                                   given him the moon if he'da asked for
                                   it." His fingers moved convulsively
                                   around the steering wheel. 
                                   "Let's go,
                                   Tyler," Hutch said wearily. "No
                                   sense hanging around here." 
                                   Tyler started the
                                   van. "I guess some folks think what Andy
                                   and I do is wrong." He glanced sidewise
                                   at Hutch. 
                                   Hutch sighed,
                                   rubbing at the dirty window with the back of
                                   one hand. "I was a cop for a long
                                   time," he said finally, "and I saw
                                   a lot of what people do to one another. Most
                                   of it isn't very pretty. If once in a while
                                   two people can manage to love each other in
                                   the middle of the whole screwed up mess, I
                                   can't see a damned thing wrong with it." 
                                   "Andy and me
                                   belonged together, that's all. We belong
                                   together," he amended quickly. "We
                                   were friends first and we still are." 
                                   Neither man spoke
                                   during the rest of the ride back to Hutch's
                                   motel. The van pulled to a stop in front of
                                   the door to his room. "You be
                                   careful," he said, getting out. 
                                   Tyler shrugged. 
                                   Hutch slammed the
                                   door closed, the sound echoing in the early
                                   morning quiet. 
                                   "Ken?" 
                                   "Yeah?" 
                                   "You think
                                   Andy is okay?" 
                                   Hutch didn't want
                                   to answer that. 
                                   Apparently Tyler
                                   decided that he didn't really want to have
                                   the question answered either. "What I
                                   mean is," he said quickly, "do you
                                   think whoever's got him is treating him all
                                   right?" His hand worked the gears again.
                                   "I promised him, you know, back when he
                                   was fifteen, that nobody would ever hurt him
                                   that way again. I hope nobody is." 
                                   The battered van
                                   pulled away with a roar. 
                                   Hutch stood there
                                   a moment, watching as the van disappeared,
                                   then he turned sharply and went into the
                                   room. The goddamned power of the human animal
                                   for self-delusion, he thought as he pulled
                                   off his clothes angrily. It was a huge joke;
                                   except that it wasn't funny at all. Poor
                                   Tyler Monroe, worrying that somebody might be
                                   horsewhipping Andy Jones again, like they had
                                   once beaten a scared kid. Hutch knew deep in
                                   his gut that Jones was beyond being hurt
                                   anymore, at least in this life. But Tyler
                                   wouldn't face that. Couldn't face it. 
                                   He climbed into
                                   bed. Cut the shit, Hutchinson, he told
                                   himself. You've pulled that same dumb
                                   routine in your life. He could remember
                                   spending night after night locked in that
                                   jail cell, waiting for Starsky to come back
                                   from wherever he was, and make everything all
                                   right again. He'd made up stories, too, not
                                   so very different from the lies Tyler was
                                   telling himself now. Amnesia. Kidnapping. Any
                                   kind of shit that would get him through the
                                   night. 
                                   And it happened,
                                   dammit. Starsky came back. 
                                   Hutch closed his
                                   eyes and buried his head in the pillow. He
                                   wondered how Tyler Monroe would get through
                                   the rest of this night. And all the nights to
                                   come. 
                                   ** 
                                   V 
                                   It was sunny and
                                   warm the next morning. There was a large and
                                   noisy group gathered around the pool at the
                                   Traveler's Inn. The rodeo opened that night,
                                   but apparently everyone involved was taking
                                   it easy until then. A portable eight-track
                                   blasted the sound of Don Williams across the
                                   water. 
                                   Tyler Monroe
                                   wasn't part of the crowd at the pool. Hutch
                                   skirted the group quickly, looking without
                                   much interest at a big-mouthed man with a
                                   movie camera slung over one shoulder. The
                                   blond went directly to the second floor and
                                   knocked at the door of room 216. As he waited
                                   for a response, Hutch leaned over the
                                   railing, watching the scene below. The
                                   bush-league Fellini was busily directing two
                                   girls, both clad in wet teeshirts promoting
                                   the rodeo. 
                                   After several
                                   moments, the door swung open. Monroe, wearing
                                   the same battered Levis and a wrinkled green
                                   T-shirt, stood there, a beer in his hand.
                                   From the bleary way his eyes focused on
                                   Hutch, it wasn't the first beer he'd had
                                   since their early morning meeting. 
                                   Well, Hutch
                                   thought, that's one way to make it through
                                   the night. A can of beer was better than
                                   no company at all. Monroe stepped aside so
                                   that Hutch could come in, then closed the
                                   door firmly again, shutting out the light and
                                   noise. 
                                   "Morning,"
                                   Hutch said. 
                                   Tyler nodded. 
                                   "You all
                                   right?" 
                                   "I'm fine,
                                   Ken." He sat down. 
                                   Hutch tried to see
                                   the room in the gloomy half-light. Typical
                                   motel stuff, for the most part. Two double
                                   beds, one neatly made up, the other a jumbled
                                   mess of blankets and sheets. A dresser
                                   heavily littered with empty beer cans and
                                   flattened cigarette packs. A couple of
                                   well-used suitcases were in one corner of the
                                   room. He walked over to the dresser and
                                   picked up the gold-framed photo sitting
                                   there. This was a better picture of Andy
                                   Jones. Clad in cut-offs, shirtless and
                                   barefooted, he sat perched on the front of a
                                   shiny red Volkswagen. He was grinning at the
                                   camera. Hutch looked at the face in the photo
                                   for a long time, thinking for some reason of
                                   Huckleberry Finn. "Nice picture,"
                                   he said. 
                                   Tyler nodded and
                                   drank more beer. 
                                   "I need to
                                   take it with me." 
                                   "Will I get
                                   it back?" 
                                   "Sure. I'll
                                   take good care of it." 
                                   Tyler nodded
                                   again. 
                                   Hutch put the
                                   picture carefully between the pages of his
                                   notebook. Then he leaned against the dresser,
                                   crossing his arms. "Tyler, do you
                                   understand what last night means?" 
                                   The big man turned
                                   the beer can around in his fingers several
                                   times before answering. "I guess
                                   so," he said finally. "It means
                                   that Andy being missing ain't
                                   just...something that happened " 
                                   "Right. It
                                   wasn't, in other words, an act of random
                                   violence." Damn. He hated it when he
                                   still talked like a cop; sometimes he thought
                                   it was deliberate, an attempt to keep himself
                                   separate from other people and other people's
                                   problems. "What I mean, Tyler, is that
                                   nobody just mugged Andy or anything, and left
                                   him lying in an alley." 
                                   One leathery cheek
                                   twitched, but Tyler kept quiet. 
                                   "Whoever did
                                   this was after Andy, just like they were
                                   after you last night." 
                                   Tyler got up from
                                   the chair suddenly and began to walk
                                   aimlessly around the room. "You don't
                                   mean...." He stopped, cleared his throat
                                   and tried again. "You don't mean they
                                   blasted him with a shotgun. That ain't what
                                   you're saying, is it, Ken?" 
                                   Hutch shrugged.
                                   "I'm saying that I don't know,
                                   Tyler." 
                                   Tyler stared at
                                   him for a moment, then turned and strode into
                                   the bathroom, slamming the door. Hutch sighed
                                   and went over to the window. He opened the
                                   curtain a little, letting a shaft of sunlight
                                   into the gloom. Someone down by the pool
                                   shrieked, and there was scattered laughter
                                   and applause. 
                                   He turned around
                                   when Tyler came out, watching as he took
                                   another beer from a brown paper bag.
                                   "Did you have breakfast?" 
                                   "Not
                                   hungry." 
                                   "You still
                                   planning on riding tonight?" 
                                   "Yes,"
                                   Tyler said with sudden savageness. "I
                                   told you that we need the money. We have to
                                   buy stock for our ranch." 
                                   "Then you
                                   better stop drinking and have some
                                   breakfast." Hutch walked to the phone
                                   and dialed room service. He ordered a pot of
                                   coffee and some eggs. 
                                   Tyler watched
                                   sullenly. "You charge extra for playing
                                   nursemaid?" he muttered. 
                                   "Nope,"
                                   Hutch replied, sitting on the unrumpled bed. 
                                   "You should
                                   be out looking for Andy. That's what I'm
                                   paying you for, not to hang around here
                                   babysitting me." 
                                   "Don't tell
                                   me how to do my job, Tyler." 
                                   They were quiet,
                                   listening to the sounds from the pool. Tyler
                                   lifted the beer can as if he were going to
                                   take another drink; then, instead, he threw
                                   it into the wastebasket. Hutch figured that
                                   was a step in the right direction.
                                   "Okay, buddy," he said quietly.
                                   "Can we talk?" 
                                   Tyler nodded. 
                                   "You said
                                   before that Andy didn't—" The green
                                   eyes flashed, and Hutch corrected himself
                                   quickly. "Andy doesn't have any enemies.
                                   Now, man, he's been around the rodeo for
                                   fifteen years. You can't tell me he never had
                                   a problem with anybody. Not even a saint gets
                                   along with the whole world." 
                                   It was a moment
                                   before Tyler spoke. "Ben Crane and Andy
                                   have had some problems." 
                                   "Crane?" 
                                   "He's one of
                                   the other bronc riders." 
                                   Hutch jotted the
                                   name down. "What's the trouble between
                                   them?" 
                                   Tyler leaned back
                                   in the chair, staring at the ceiling.
                                   "Ben thought Andy was a little slow on
                                   his pick-up a couple weeks ago in
                                   Denver." 
                                   "Was
                                   he?" 
                                   "No."
                                   The word was sharp. "Andy does his
                                   job." 
                                   There was a knock
                                   at the door, and Hutch got up to let room
                                   service in. They didn't talk again until the
                                   girl was gone, and Tyler was eating. "He
                                   and Crane fight, did they?" 
                                   "Yeah. They
                                   were both a little drunk. Didn't mean
                                   anything. Crane's been on Andy's back for a
                                   long time." 
                                   "Why?" 
                                   Tyler dumped
                                   catsup on his eggs. "Guess Crane just
                                   doesn't like him." There was a pause.
                                   "He called Andy a queer," Tyler
                                   said finally, softly. "Nobody ever did
                                   that before." The gaunt face hardened.
                                   "If I'da been there...." 
                                   "What?" 
                                   "Never
                                   mind." 
                                   Hutch looked at
                                   him, frowning a little. "Crane here at
                                   the motel?" 
                                   "Nope. He has
                                   a van, parked out at the fairgrounds." 
                                   "Okay.
                                   Anybody else?" 
                                   Tyler shook his
                                   head. "I told you that Andy gets along
                                   with people. He's a nice kid." 
                                   Hutch nodded.
                                   "Can I look through Andy's things?" 
                                   "Go 'head.
                                   Ain't much to see." Tyler gestured with
                                   the fork. "First and second drawers are
                                   his." 
                                   Hutch stood in
                                   front of the dresser and pulled open the top
                                   drawer. He'd always hated this part of the
                                   job, whether as a cop or now. There was
                                   something almost indecent about pawing
                                   through another person's belongings, pawing
                                   through the pieces of someone else's life. 
                                   Tyler had been
                                   right; there wasn't much to see. Hutch sighed
                                   and pushed around the contents of the drawer.
                                   Teeshirts, socks, a couple of belts. Some
                                   much-laundered handkerchiefs. 
                                   "We don't
                                   have a whole lot," Tyler said.
                                   "Never needed much." 
                                   Hutch didn't
                                   answer as he closed the top drawer and opened
                                   the next one. It was much the same. Some
                                   sweatshirts. A string tie with a gold and
                                   silver clasp in the shape of a horse.
                                   Underneath it all, he found a battered cigar
                                   box. He pulled it out. "What's in
                                   here?" 
                                   "Don't know
                                   exactly. Andy just keeps things in there.
                                   He's had that box kicking around for
                                   years." 
                                   Hutch went back to
                                   the bed and opened the box, dumping the
                                   contents onto the bedspread. The first thing
                                   he picked up was a copy of a birth
                                   certificate. One Andrew (No Middle Name)
                                   Jones had been born on July 16, 1950, in Los
                                   Angeles, California. His mother was listed as
                                   Margaret Jones. Father unknown. 
                                   Tyler was drinking
                                   coffee, watching him with shadowed green
                                   eyes. 
                                   "You said
                                   that Andy didn't know anything about his
                                   parents?" 
                                   "Right. Oh,
                                   he found out his mother's name when he sent
                                   off for his birth certificate years ago. The
                                   folks that raised him said he was born in
                                   L.A." He poured more coffee. 
                                   Hutch put down the
                                   birth certificate and picked up an old
                                   black-and-white photograph. Tyler Monroe,
                                   looking younger and a little self-conscious,
                                   was watching the camera. Next to him stood a
                                   skinny blond teenager. The boy wasn't looking
                                   at the camera; he was staring up at Tyler,
                                   the expression on his face something between
                                   awe and love. Hutch set the picture aside. 
                                   The next item was
                                   a high school diploma from some
                                   correspondence school in Utah. Tyler got to
                                   his feet and walked over to take the cheaply
                                   embossed document. "I made sure he
                                   finished high school," he said.
                                   "Did real good, too. Even got some A's.
                                   I figured it was important for him to have
                                   the damned diploma, just in case he ever
                                   wanted to be anything besides a dumb
                                   cowboy." He dropped the paper. 
                                   There was a
                                   Hallmark card, kept carefully in its
                                   envelope, exhorting the recipient to get well
                                   soon, and signed in a sprawling scrawl. Love,
                                   Ty, it said. 
                                   "From when he
                                   had his appendix out," Tyler explained,
                                   although Hutch hadn't asked. "Don't know
                                   why he still has the damn thing." 
                                   There was a
                                   red-white-and-blue campaign flyer, plugging
                                   the virtues of one Richard Kingman, a
                                   candidate for Congress in the upcoming
                                   election. "Andy into politics?" 
                                   "No."
                                   Tyler looked at the flyer and shrugged. 
                                   There wasn't much
                                   else to see. A matchbook from someplace
                                   called the Spruce Goose in Santa Monica.
                                   Tyler said he had never heard of the place. A
                                   letter from the Bureau of Records in Los
                                   Angeles, stating that there was no death
                                   certificate on file for a Margaret Jones
                                   during the years designated. Hutch looked up
                                   from the letter. "Andy's interested in
                                   finding out about his parents, I guess?" 
                                   Tyler shook his
                                   head. "Not anymore. He gave up on that a
                                   long time ago." 
                                   "Did
                                   he?" Hutch pointed at the date on the
                                   letter; it was three months earlier. 
                                   Tyler looked at it
                                   silently; then he picked up the small picture
                                   from the bed and walked back to the chair. He
                                   stared at the picture for a long time before
                                   speaking. "I thought he gave up on
                                   it," he said, sounding puzzled. "We
                                   talked about it, you know? Almost ten years
                                   ago. I told him it was stupid to keep looking
                                   for people who didn't care nothing for him
                                   anyway, or they never would have got rid of
                                   him. He didn't need them." The tone was
                                   defensive. 
                                   "Maybe Andy
                                   thought he did." 
                                   "No,"
                                   Tyler said stubbornly. "We don't need
                                   anybody else. We're a real family, him and
                                   me." He looked at the picture again.
                                   "I wouldn't ever run out on him like his
                                   own folks did, and I wouldn't ever treat him
                                   mean like the McCanns." 
                                   Hutch gave up the
                                   argument with a shrug. He put everything but
                                   the picture back into the box, closed it, and
                                   stood. "All right, Tyler. I'm going to
                                   take off for a while. You be careful today,
                                   huh? Stay close to the room." 
                                   "No place to
                                   go," he said. "Until tonight." 
                                   "I'll be back
                                   before then." 
                                   Tyler watched him
                                   walk to the door. "Ken?" 
                                   "Yeah?" 
                                   "What's gonna
                                   happen?" 
                                   Hutch opened the
                                   door. "I'm going to find out what
                                   happened to Andy," he said. Tyler looked
                                   at him a moment longer, then nodded. Hutch
                                   left the room and went back out into the
                                   bright sunshine. 
                                   ** 
                                   VI 
                                   Hutch was sitting
                                   in the Denny's across from the motel, toying
                                   with a cup of coffee, when the obnoxious
                                   movie maker came in and sat down on the stool
                                   next to him. "You have any film in that
                                   thing?" he asked sourly, not looking at
                                   the newcomer. 
                                   Starsky shrugged.
                                   "Nobody noticed." He ordered a
                                   chocolate milkshake. "You wouldn't
                                   happen to know anything about that van with
                                   the shattered windshield that's parked over
                                   by the motel, would you?" 
                                   "That's an
                                   example of what happens when you go to four
                                   A.M. meets with mysterious phone
                                   callers." 
                                   The dark blue gaze
                                   flickered over him. "You okay?" 
                                   "Yeah. And
                                   so's our client." Hutch waited as the
                                   girl behind the counter set down Starsky's
                                   shake, then poured him more coffee.
                                   "Speaking of whom, keep an eye on him
                                   today, will you? Whoever it was last night
                                   might try again." 
                                   "Okay."
                                   Starsky slurped up some milkshake. "You
                                   have any kind of a handle on this yet?" 
                                   Hutch sighed.
                                   "Wish to hell I did. Andy Jones doesn't
                                   seem like the kind of a guy to get himself
                                   murdered, but...." 
                                   "But you
                                   think he did?" 
                                   "Hell, Starsk,
                                   I don't know." He felt mad and confused
                                   at the same time. He gulped the rest of the
                                   coffee. "I better get out of here." 
                                   "Where you
                                   off to?" 
                                   "Local cop
                                   shop, for a start. Then over to see a guy
                                   named Crane who had a fight with our boy Andy
                                   not long ago. From there—I don't know. I'll
                                   be in touch." He tossed some coins down
                                   onto the counter. 
                                   Starsky pulled the
                                   milkshake toward his mouth again. "We
                                   have to stop meeting like this, partner. I'm
                                   beginning to feel like a ship that keeps
                                   passing in the night." 
                                   "Yeah,"
                                   Hutch agreed ruefully. He started to go, then
                                   paused. "Starsk?" 
                                   "Hmm?" 
                                   "Keep an eye
                                   on Tyler, huh?" 
                                   "I already
                                   said I would, man." Starsky's face was
                                   curious. 
                                   "Okay,"
                                   Hutch still didn't leave. "I like the
                                   guy, you know, and he's in trouble." 
                                   Starsky nodded. 
                                   Hutch smiled his
                                   thanks and walked out of the restaurant. 
                                   ~~~ 
                                   The desk sergeant
                                   at the Newcombe Police Department wasn't
                                   exactly bowled over by Hutch's private
                                   investigator's license. He studied the paper
                                   carefully, then handed it back.
                                   "So?" he said. "What's the
                                   problem?" 
                                   "I'd like to
                                   see Detective Pevner." That was the name
                                   Tyler had given him, the man he'd spoken to
                                   that first night. 
                                   "He's
                                   busy." 
                                   "It won't
                                   take long." He was much too used to the
                                   petty bureaucracy that permeated all police
                                   departments to let it upset him. He smiled. 
                                   The sergeant
                                   frowned, but picked up the desk phone.
                                   "Got a private snoop out here," he
                                   said, not bothering to disguise the scorn in
                                   his voice. "Wants to see you." He
                                   listened, then hung up. "Through there.
                                   Second door on the left." 
                                   "Thanks,"
                                   Hutch said politely. The overweight cop
                                   ignored him. 
                                   Pevner was sitting
                                   behind a desk that was empty except for one
                                   thin case folder. A busy man, perhaps, but
                                   still neat. He closed the file and studied
                                   Hutch through horn-rimmed glasses.
                                   "Yes?" 
                                   "My name is
                                   Hutchinson. I'm working for a man named Tyler
                                   Monroe, trying to find a friend of his.
                                   Andrew Jones." 
                                   Pevner nodded.
                                   "The cowboy." 
                                   "Right." 
                                   Pevner pushed the
                                   glasses back up on his nose. "You're not
                                   from Newcombe, are you, Hutchinson?" 
                                   "L.A." 
                                   "Yeah. Well,
                                   look, I told Monroe when he was in that we'd
                                   keep an eye out for Jones, but I also said
                                   that the man is an adult. He can come and go
                                   as he pleases." 
                                   "The man is
                                   missing." 
                                   "Cowboys get
                                   drunk and take off all the time." 
                                   "Not Andy
                                   Jones." 
                                   Pevner was quiet
                                   for a moment. "Well, Hutchinson, maybe
                                   not, but we just don't have the manpower to
                                   spend time looking for a cowboy with itchy
                                   feet." 
                                   "I'm not
                                   asking you to. That's why I'm here. I've got
                                   lots of time and nothing to do except look
                                   for Jones." Hutch settled back in the
                                   chair. "I only wanted to ask if you'd
                                   co-operate with me, let me in on whatever you
                                   might have." 
                                   "I don't have
                                   anything." Pevner opened a drawer and
                                   after a moment, took out a paper. "This
                                   is the report Monroe filed." 
                                   "I have all
                                   that." Hutch paused, watching as the cop
                                   took off his glasses and began to clean them
                                   with a tissue. "Somebody tried to blow
                                   Tyler Monroe away last night." 
                                   Pevner looked
                                   mildly surprised. He carefully finished
                                   polishing the left lens before replacing the
                                   glasses and looking at Hutch again. "You
                                   don't say?" 
                                   Hutch told him
                                   briefly about the phone call and the shotgun
                                   blast, finishing by taking the expended shell
                                   from his pocket and setting it carefully on
                                   the desk. Pevner listened to it all without
                                   comment, then unwrapped the shell to look at
                                   it. "I suppose you want us to waste time
                                   trying to lift some prints off of this." 
                                   Hutch shrugged.
                                   "Humor me. It's all I have." 
                                   The cop studied
                                   the missing person's report again. He sighed.
                                   "I'll circulate a description of Jones
                                   and the car at all roll calls." 
                                   "Thanks." 
                                   "You will
                                   report any further incidents like what
                                   happened last night? We frown on that kind of
                                   thing out here." 
                                   Hutch stood.
                                   "We frown on it in L.A., too," he
                                   said. 
                                   They parted with
                                   mutual understanding, if not as best buddies,
                                   and Hutch left the Newcombe Police
                                   Department. 
                                   ~~~ 
    Starsky sat by the pool, still fiddling with the
    camera, although everyone seemed to have melted away, probably to get ready
    for the rodeo. Whatever the hell one did to get ready for that, he thought
    with a certain amount of foreboding. 
    He kept one eye on room 216, so he saw when the
    door opened, and a tall slender man stepped out on the balcony. Monroe
    peered over the railing and apparently decided that one stranger with a
    movie camera presented no immediate threat. He came down the steps and sat
    in a chair on the other side of the pool. He lit a cigarette, staring into
    the water. 
    Starsky sat still for a few moments, then stood,
    shouldering the camera, and walked over. "Hi, there," he said. 
    Monroe glanced at him. "Howdy," he said
    softly. 
    That seemed to be as much as the man was going to
    say, so Starsky began messing with the camera again, pretending not to know
    that Tyler was watching him. 
    "How much one of those things run
    anyway?" 
    Starsky looked up. "The camera? Oh, about
    five hundred dollars for this kind." 
      
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    "That much, huh?" He smoked in silence
    for a moment. "I looked at some a couple years ago. Thought maybe I
    could use it around the rodeo, you know? Movies of the whole thing." 
    "That'd be nice," Starsky agreed. 
    "Yeah. Never did it, though." 
    "Too bad. Still not too late." 
    Monroe's gaze shifted from the rippling water to
    Starsky, then back again. "I hope not," he said so softly that
    Starsky could hardly hear him. 
    "You been with the rodeo a long time?" 
    "Twenty-five years." 
    "That's a while," Starsky said. 
    "Yeah, long enough." Monroe took a long
    drink of beer. "This is my last year on the circuit. I'm
    retiring." 
    Starsky quit pretending to work with the camera.
    "Guess you've earned it, after twenty-five years." 
    "Gonna take up ranching out in Wyoming. We
    have a spread, small, but good land for cattle." He sighed. 
    Starsky tossed a lens cap back and forth between
    his hands. 
    "Hey," Monroe said suddenly, "you
    been around the town a little the last day or so?" 
    "A little," Starsky said cautiously.
    "Why?" 
    Monroe pulled out his wallet and flipped it open
    to a small and fuzzy black-and-white photo. "Maybe you saw this guy?
    He's about five eleven. Has this stutter when he talks, and—" 
    Starsky handed the wallet back. "I haven't
    seen Andy," he said quietly. 
    Monroe's look at him was sharp. "How'd you
    know his name?" 
    "I'm Dave Starsky." 
    "Ken's partner?" 
    He nodded. "I wasn't trying to trick you or
    anything, Tyler. Hutch just wanted me to come in with a cover, so I could
    move around and maybe hear things more easily." 
    Tyler nodded. "I guess that makes sense. Ken
    seems to know what he's doing. You find out anything?" 
    Starsky sighed. "Not much. I just don't
    think anybody knows anything. I tossed his name out a few times. Everybody
    seems to like him." 
    "Yeah." 
    He went back to tossing the lens cover from hand
    to hand as they sat in silence, watching the water. 
    Tyler stood finally. "I'm tired," he
    said. "Going upstairs." 
    "You go on. I'll be here." 
    "Ken put you to watching me?" 
    Starsky smiled. "Just in case." 
    Monroe nodded and walked out to the steps, where
    he paused. "Mighta been best," he said in a low voice, "if
    that guy last night had been a better shot." 
    Starsky looked at him quickly. "Don't be
    thinking like that," he said. "Don't give up. Not on Hutch and me.
    Not on yourself. Not on Andy." 
    "You think he's coming back?" 
    They stared at one another for a moment. "I
    don't know," Starsky said honestly. "But I don't think you should
    give up." 
    Tyler rubbed a hand across the wrought iron
    railing. "I don't want to," he said. "But it's hard. You
    know, Dave, my old man put a gun to his head and blew his brains out. Now,
    he had a lot of bad breaks in his life, you know? But I never understood how
    he could do what he did. How could life be so bad that he just wanted to
    finish it?" His palm slapped against the railing. "But I guess he
    just finally decided that the whole damned fight wasn't worth the
    effort." Tyler looked up, squinting into the sun. "I understand
    the old man now," he said. He was gone up the stairs and into his room
    before Starsky could reply. 
    "Shit," Starsky said to the emptiness. 
    ~~~ 
    Hutch was beginning to get a complex. Everybody
    in the world was too busy to talk to him. Crane, a stocky, greying man was
    working on some ropes outside his trailer, and he didn't have time to talk
    to any jerky snooper. 
    Hutch leaned against Belle. "We can talk
    while you work," he said pleasantly. "Understand you had a fight
    with Andy Jones not long ago." 
    Crane snorted. "Maybe where you come from
    they call that a fight." 
    "I guess you know he's missing." 
    "I heard." Crane tested a knot.
    "Tough." 
    "My client thought that maybe you could shed
    some light on the subject." 
    "Your client?" He picked up another
    rope. "That's gotta be Tyler, right?" 
    Hutch didn't answer. 
    Crane nodded. "Gotta be. Nobody else gives a
    damn about J-J-Jones." 
    This guy would never win a popularity contest,
    Hutch decided. "Look," he said coldly, "a man is missing. I'm
    trying to find him. You had a fight with him before he got missing. I might
    add that the cops are getting interested." 
    Crane straightened. "All right, pal, listen.
    Tyler Monroe is okay. He and I have known each other for a long time, since
    we both was kids back in Oklahoma. I always liked him. Jones is another
    story. Maybe I don't like him. Is that some kind of goddamned crime? Maybe I
    think he messed up a good man's life. Far as I know, the chicken shit
    Supreme Court ain't ruled that I can't think what I want. I think Jones is a
    jerk. He makes me nervous." 
    "Because of the stutter?" 
    "Yeah. And other things." 
    "Uh-huh." Hutch pushed himself away
    from the car. "You don't know anything about where Andy Jones might
    be?" 
    "Nope." 
    "Would you tell me if you did?" 
    Crane looked at him, then back at the knot he was
    working on. "Sure. Why the hell not?" 
    Hutch figured that maybe he was telling the
    truth. As he had said, why the hell not? Some people just looked like they
    weren't on the up and up. Shifty eyes. Didn't mean a damned thing.
    "Okay," he said. "Thanks for your co-operation." 
    Crane grunted a reply. 
    Hutch opened the car door. 
    "Hey!" Crane said. 
    "What?" 
    He gave the rope a tug. "Might be the best
    thing that could happen to Tyler, you know." 
    "What's that?" 
    "Jones being gone. Wherever he is. Tyler
    used to be a good man." 
    Hutch got into the car. "Doesn't bother you
    that he's hurting?" 
    "He'll get over it." 
    Hutch started the car and left the fairgrounds,
    trying to bring some order to the chaos that cluttered his mind. It was
    disconcerting when he had a lot of facts that didn't add up to one thing.
    Andy Jones walks out of the Last Round-Up and disappears. He's a quiet, shy
    young man who stutters and who wants to find his parents. He has a red VW,
    also missing, and a middle-aged lover, not missing. A lover, though, who was
    hurting. Hutch wondered if Jones had a guitar. Wasn't that de rigueur for a
    cowboy singer? He didn't remember seeing one in the motel room. 
    The day was moving by too quickly. He drove back
    to his motel, and drank a Coke from the machine in the hallway as he placed
    a call to L.A. 
    Huggy, not surprisingly, was in a hurry. 
    "She'll wait," Hutch said. "You
    check out that name Starsk gave you?" 
    "Has the ebony Ellery Queen ever let you
    down, good buddy?" There was a pause as Huggy apparently searched for
    something. "Mr. Albert Brustein, impresario second-class of the music
    world." 
    "Second-class? What's that mean?" 
    "He handles mostly people who ain't arrived
    yet and who probably never will. Not because they don't have the talent, you
    understand, but just because most people don't make it." 
    "Brustein's on the up and up, though?" 
    "Well...for the most part." 
    Hutch waited. 
    "There have been a few rumors to the effect
    that he deals less-than-honestly with some people." 
    Hutch finished the Coke and threw the can across
    the room, almost getting it into the wastebasket. "Such as, Hug?" 
    "Some songwriter sued him a couple years
    ago, saying Brustein stole some of his golden lyrics, had another guy record
    'em, and neglected to pay for the privilege." 
    "What happened in the case?" 
    "It was thrown out for lack of evidence. My
    source was kinda fuzzy about what happened, but word has it that the star
    witness took a powder." 
    That was fairly interesting. Hutch dragged the
    phone with him as he went to the closet and pulled out a pair of jeans to
    wear to the rodeo. "Where's this guy operate? You get an address?" 
    "Yeah. On Hill Street." Again Huggy
    searched and then read an address and phone number aloud. 
    "Okay. Thanks, Hug, I appreciate this." 
    "I prefer an appreciation that I can fold up
    and put into my pocket." 
    "Sure, man, you're on my expense
    account." 
    Huggy, still in a hurry, bid him a fast good-bye,
    and hung up. 
    Hutch finished dressing, picked up the empty Coke
    can and deposited it neatly in the wastebasket, and left the room. 
    ** 
      
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