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| Little by little, as time allows, I'm hoping to convert the text file links on this page to MOBI files. These are files for the Kindle e-reader. You can download the free Calibre conversion program if you need to convert these files to ePUB or PDF for reading on other brands of e-readers. Thank you for your patience. First up—the Soul Quest series. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| If I Can't Hear Your Heartbeat | 30 | G | MOBI | html | October 2012 A bad thing happens on the way to a seminar. (Gen, but can be read as pre-slash.)  |
| Letting Go | 145 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2004 Blair is kidnapped by white slavers and taken to South America to be sold. The owner of a small plantation, Jim Ellison, sees the young slave at the market and purchases him. |
| Holding On | 134 | NC-17 | text | html | November 2011 Sequel to "Letting Go." Blair returns to South America to bring Jim back to Cascade. At home in Cascade, both men have demons to wrestle: Blair with PTSD flashbacks and an unexpected medical condition, and Jim with extreme prejudice on the part of his fellow police department peers. |
| The Godiva Proposition | 35 | NC-17 | text | html | February 2011 Blair participates in a stunt to earn money for the local food bank. |
| Dust Motes, Sunbeams, and Sandburg | 5 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2011 Jim finds inspiration for a little-known talent. |
| Winds of Change | 90 | NC-17 | text | html | November 2010 Written for The Sentinel Big Bang. Needing some space, Blair leaves Cascade behind for the excitement of chasing storms with a friend in Oklahoma. |
| Recycled Love | 9 | NC-17 | text | html | February 2010 Jim helps Blair through a rough patch in his adjustment to being Jim's Guide. Sequel to "The Reluctant Guide" |
| The Reluctant Guide | 50 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2010 Upon the death of his Guide, Jim must make the decision to quit the police force or choose a new watch-mate. (This is not a death story!) |
| Commitment | 7 | PG | text | html | December 2009 Jim and Blair's first Christmas together. |
| Wishful Thinking | 7 | NC-17 | text | html | August 2009 Jim fantasizes about spending some quality time with Blair. |
| Waterproof | 67 | NC-17 | text | html | June 2009 Blair has been keeping a secret from Jim; a secret that comes out when both men least expect it, and that changes the dynamics of the team forever. |
| Whispers of the Heart | 70 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2009 Post TSbyBS -- Jim finally hears the whispers of his heart. |
| Damaged Goods | 79 | NC-17 | text | html | August 2008 In a world where Sentinels and Guides are commonplace, Jim Ellison searches for a Guide and finds one - broken and abused by his former Sentinel. Jim works to gain the trust of the damaged Guide and eventually gains his love, as well. |
| The Blue Feather | 131 | NC-17 | text | html | September 2007 Revised June 2010 When Blair is raped and left for dead, Jim arrives to breathe new life into the young man's shattered world. |
| The Greatest Gift | 9 | G | text | html | December 2005 Some say that giving of oneself is "The Greatest Gift". (Christmas story) |
| Vigil | 16.4 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2005 On Christmas Eve, Blair sits vigil at Jim's hospital bedside, recalling how the two first became lovers. |
| We Give Thanks | 9 | G | text | html | November 2005 Jim and Blair reflect on their friendship after the loss of a colleague. |
| Chaste | 12 | NC-17 | text | html | May 2005 During their first sexual encounter, Blair confesses that he is a virgin to m/m intercourse. PWP |
| Jim and the Not So Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day |
7 | PG | text | html | February 14, 2005 Jim learns the true meaning of Valentine's Day. |
| Resolutions | 145 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2004 Jim and Blair discover a new layer to their partnership at the annual New Year's Eve party. |
| Nova | 21 | PG | text | html | November 2004 After a weekend camping, an accident on the drive home leaves Jim grieving. |
| Stolen Moments | 34.5 | NC-17 | text | html | October 2004 A story of secret love, and an unintentional outing. Jim and Blair go camping; what will they do when Simon decides to invite himself along? |
| Shrapnel Potatoes | 5 | PG | text | html | April 2004 Blair has a crisis in the kitchen. Based on a true story. HUMOR. |
| Secret Valentine | 39 | NC-17 | text | html | February 2001 Jim begins receiving mysterious gifts at work the week prior to Valentine's Day. |
| Daring Deeds | 72 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2000 / revised January 2002 A few too many drinks, Blair in drag, a wedding chapel and compromising positions. |
| Rite of Passage | 28 | NC-17 | text | html | February 2004 Will Blair's discovery of Jim's unusual tattoo put a damper on their budding relationship? NOTE: The HTML version has a graphic nude illustration. Please read the text version if this offends you. |
| Cabin Fever | 9 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2004 Things heat up between Jim and Blair during a weekend retreat in the woods. -- A challenge story. |
| Unforgettable | 25 | R | text | html | June 2003 Jim forgets the unforgettable after receiving a blow to the head, and in the aftermath, forges a new relationship with Blair. |
| Delirious | 54 | NC-17 | text | html | October 2002 A fever delirium brings forth an unexpected confession from Blair. |
| No Limits (posted version) |
57 | PG | text | html | June 2002 Jim and Blair plan a simple commitment ceremony. But is anything simple when Naomi Sandburg gets involved? |
| No Limits (original version) |
67 | PG | text | html | June 2002 Jim and Blair plan a simple commitment ceremony. But is anything simple when Naomi Sandburg gets involved? (This is the original "campy" version I had written before deciding, on the suggestion of new beta readers, to take the story in another direction.) |
| High Voltage | 11 | NC-17 | text | html | August 2001 Blair finds comfort with Jim during a thunderstorm. NOTE: The HTML version has a graphic nude illustration, so if that's not your cup of tea, please read the text version. |
| Minding His Ps and Qs | 39 | PG | text | html | March 2001 Jim discovers that Blair has been keeping a secret. |
| Coming Home | 119 | PG | text | html | September 2000 When an accident puts Blair in a coma, Jim takes on the challenge of home care for his Guide. Updated slash version. |
| The Well | 21.5 | PG | text | html | May 2000 / May 2006 Blair takes a misstep and ends up in deep trouble. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Chosen | 28 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2006 In a world where Guides outnumber Sentinels 100-to-1, Blair applies to be one of the Chosen. |
| Chosen 2: Flight |
61 | NC-17 | text | html | January 2006 Jim and Blair go on their first mission together: a rescue attempt in the jungles of Peru. Note: newly revised scene added on 03/18/2006. |
| Chosen 3: Second Chance |
53 | NC-17 | text | html | April 2006 Maya comes back into Blair's life and threatens to take him from Jim. When Blair is injured, Jim realizes what he almost lost and takes steps to make sure that everyone knows his feelings for his Guide. |
| Chosen 4: Survival |
58.8 | NC-17 | text | html | April 2006 As Jim and Blair prepare for their wedding, a case comes along that threatens to set things back. |
| Chosen 5: Siege |
65 | NC-17 | text | html | April 2006 As Jim and Blair make plans for their honeymoon, the Sunrise Patriots and Kincaid show up to throw a monkey wrench into the preparations. |
| Chosen 6: Rogue |
47.3 | NC-17 | text | html | July 2006 There is a rogue Guide in town, and he has his sights set on Jim. |
| Chosen 7: The Waiting Room |
65 | NC-17 | text | html | October 2007 As Jim and Blair prepare for a Major Crimes Halloween party at the loft, Jim encounters a real ghost! |
| Chosen 8: A Reason for Thanksgiving |
58 | NC-17 | text | html | November 2007 Lee Brackett returns to claim his Sentinel and won't let a little thing like another Guide stand in his way. Jim and Blair's primal bond (to the death) is tested. |
| Chosen 9: Night Shift |
63 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2007 Jim's temper is frayed from a month of celibacy, and sneaking a peek at Blair's journal only fuels the flames. The Sentinel is approached by an angel to examine the 'whispers of his heart'. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Let's Make Love | 12 | R | text | html | May 2005 Jim and Blair reflect on each other, and on making love. (Songfic) |
| Never a Doubt | 8 | NC-17 | text | html | May 2005 Blair assures Jim that he never doubted they would find each other. (Songfic) |
| Two Different Directions | 11 | PG | text | html | May 2005 Simon reflects on two friends who have become lovers. (Songfic) |
| You Fill Up My Senses | 6 | NC-17 | text | html | May 2005 Jim gets uncharacteristically sentimental as he watches Blair sleep. (Songfic) |
| Falling in Love Again | 6 | PG | text | html | August 2004 Jim reflects on the train wreck of his love life. (Songfic) |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| MIGA 0: Everything Wrong |
6 | PG-13 | text | html | January 2002 Prologue to the Make It Go Away series. |
| MIGA 1: Make It Go Away |
15 | PG | text | html | Blair's migraine headaches return, along with a more serious complication. |
| MIGA 2: Angel on My Shoulder |
34 | NC-17 | text | html | Blair's seizures intensify. |
| MIGA 3: Mark of the Shaman |
18 | NC-17 | text | html | A new explanation for Blair's seizures emerges. |
| MIGA 4: Lessons |
9.5 | PG | text | html | In a surprising role reversal, Blair learns an important lesson. |
| MIGA 5: Spirit Walk |
36 | PG | text | html | Blair induces a vison-seizure to rescue Jim from a dangerous situation. |
| MIGA 6: Where I Belong |
21 | NC-17 | text | html | Blair learns an important lesson about his newfound abilities and Jim comes to the reluctant conclusion that Blair's visions make him Jim's equal. |
| MIGA 7: Blessed Protector |
45 | PG | text | html | Blair needs a vacation. Jim needs to ski. Trouble follows our dynamic duo to Mt. Rainier. |
| MIGA 8: Buried Alive |
40 | R | text | html | April 2002 When the mayor's daughter is buried alive, it falls to the Shaman of the Great City to find her before it's too late. |
| MIGA 9: Prophecy |
60 | PG | text | html | July 2006 Visions of a major disaster to hit Cascade haunt Blair. Can he get anyone to listen? |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Without Words | 115 | NC-17 | text | html | 2001 A permanent disability does not necessarily mean permanently disabled. |
| Never Get an Anthropologist Talking | 110 | NC-17 | text | html | 2003 What would it take for Blair to submit to getting an artificial voice? |
| Labyrinth | 223 | NC-17 | text | html | 2003 Blair's cancer returns -- NOT a death story! |
| Gleams of Light | 159 | NC-17 | text | html | Posted December 2004 -- The final story in the series set five years after Blair's remission from throat cancer. Death is stalking a cancer support group. Blair goes undercover to expose a killer. |
This series has moved to my Dark Fic page: https://www.squidge.org/~nat1228/TSdarkfic.htm Please come visit and enjoy, but park your "squicks" at the door. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Do Not Go Gentle (Into That Good Night) |
39 | R | text | html | May 2002 This story is an alternate ending to The Long Goodbye by Kikkimax. It is recommended you read that story first. Jim is a prison guard on death row. Blair is a convicted serial killer known as the Manifesto Murderer. The night before his execution, Blair makes a final request. Will Jim be able to honor it? NOT a death story! |
| Rage, Rage (Against the Dying of the Light) |
175 | NC-17 | text | html | October 2002 Sequel to Do Not Go Gentle, co-written with Susan Foster. After Blair is pardoned, killings which copycat the Manifesto Murders begin again in Cascade. Blair falls under suspicion, and while Jim works to clear his name, memories from his days in prison begin to haunt the anthropologist. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Nine Months | 130 | NC-17 | text | html | October 2001 Jim and Blair embark on a journey to bring a child into their lives, through the only option open to them. |
| Twelve Months | 260 | NC-17 | text | html | March 2002 Sequel to Nine Months. Jim and Blair survive their first year of parenthood. |
| Another Nine Months | 245 | NC-17 | text | html | May 2002 Sequel to Twelve Months. Embarking upon a second pregnancy and a new career, Blair finds himself the target of extreme prejudice. |
| Nine Months... Again?!? | 254 | NC-17 | text | html | March 2009 Sequel to Another Nine Months. Blair's final pregnancy brings more surprises and angst to the Sandburg-Ellison household. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Soul-Quest | 160 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | A camping trip leads to startling changes in Jim's life as he encounters a wounded elf in the forests of the Cascade Mountains. |
| Ties of Blood | 59 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | 25 years later--L'anin goes in search of his father. |
| Ties of Tradition | 133 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | Jim tries to adjust to life with the elf tribe, and finds himself running headlong into the brick wall of tradition. Check warnings! |
| Ties of Love | 178 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | Jim and B'layr adjust to the changes in their lives, and in doing so, strengthen the ties of love between them. |
| Ties of Time | 54 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | Twenty-five years after Ties of Love. Jim and B'layr reflect on raising the twins and other events in their lives as they watch their daughter prepare to take her place as Chieftess of the Ten Tribes. |
| Ancestral Ties | 235 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | Jim and B'layr decide to leave the Tribe and investigate the mysterious stone tablet they uncovered twenty-five years before. Their search takes them first to Chichen Itza, where they discover ancient ties to the elven ancestry. |
| Broken Ties | 276 | NC-17 | MOBI | HTML | June 2007 The existence of the elves leaks out when B'layr's dissertation is prematurely released. |
| Reforged Ties | 238 | NC-17 | text | html | June 2007 As B'layr approaches the birth of their child, the unthinkable happens -- Jim is nearly killed in a hunting accident. M'arik's trial goes forward, reuniting the Tribes. |
| Healing Ties | 109 | R | text | html | June 2007 A terrible accident forces B'layr to return to the Ancients for additional training and Jim to deal with the aftermath -- a blind son -- on his own. |
| Soul Quest Bible | 21 | G | N/A | html | August 2008 Contains major spoilers for the series. Background information on characters and events in the series. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| All I Have to Give You | 4 | NC-17 | text | html | Blair frets because he can't afford a Christmas gift for Jim. NOTE: The HTML version has a graphic nude illustration. Please read the text version if this offends you. |
| Christmas Blues | 4.5 | NC-17 | text | html | Blair graduates the academy just before Christmas, and does a little private celebrating with Jim. |
| Don't Stand Under the Mistletoe | 4 | NC-17 | text | html | Jim is missing Blair's presence at the annual PD Christmas party. |
| Christmas Valley | 5 | NC-17 | text | html | Jim and Blair get stranded in the boondocks of Oregon on Christmas eve. |
| Title | Size in KB |
Rating | Version | Summary | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| It Happened One Christmas | 7 | R | text | html | December 2002 A drunken Jim and an unexpected outing at Simon's Christmas party. |
| The Portrait | 42 | NC-17 | text | html | December 2003 Blair wants to give Jim a special gift for Christmas, but his lover's suspicions almost spoil the surprise. |
