Psyche collapsed in her bed, glad the day was done. She was exhausted, but she also felt a growing sense of accomplishment. The once mortal had learned to read the minds and hearts of mortals with an ease both war gods had told her was astounding. Someone knocked with a sigh she opened it with a flick of power.
"Hey! Not bad, lessons going ok?" Aphrodite asked, moving to sit on the bed's edge by her harried looking daughter-in-law.
"Yeah, Ares and Strife said I was doing ok, and I 'poofed' a lot today, even back to Olympus by myself, and Strife's helping me get my temples set up..." The glow of happy pride made 'Dite smile.
"So, d'ya loose Bliss on the way back?"
"Oh, no...he wanted to spend the night with Strife and I let him..." Psyche was worried and surprised by the shocked delight coming from her mother-in-law.
"That's great!" She squealed, hugging a surprised Psyche she flashed out. It wasn't until she was gone that Psyche realized she'd forgotten to ask about Cupid.
***
"Agin!" Bliss giggled as Ares spun in circles with him.
"Enough for right, now, time for dinner..." Pouting, Bliss none-the-less snuggled against his grandfather as they went towards the table. It was spread with various foods, along with the usual fare of ambrosia and nectar, and Bliss was settled in a seat with cushions to prop him up. Strife was working on cutting a piece of roast into microscopic pieces. Finishing he mashed it up with some gravy and potatoes and set the plate by Bliss.
"Feeding yourself yet, Bliss? Or ya need help?"
"I tan do its..." Straightening importantly, as this was in fact the first time he'd been allowed to eat by himself he picked up his spoon. By the end of the meal all the War Gods were helpless with laughter. The child had managed to get gravy and food all over himself, some of Ares, and most of Strife.
"Strife, grab Bliss, I'll get the bath filled..." Ares said, flashing out. Phobos and Deimos stopped laughing when Strife chased them around with a giggling and food covered Bliss. By the time they finally got to the bath room they were running from Phobos and Deimos. Ares glared at them from inside where he was soaking in the large bathing pool. Strife started peeling Bliss out of his diaper and let the naked godling run to his grandfather. Stripping out of his own clothes he jumped in followed quickly by the twins. Bliss was soon scrubbed and clean, yawning he settled in Strife's lap and dozed. While the other three soaked Strife slipped out and dried the sleepily protesting Bliss with a large towel. He flashed himself dry and into a pair of loose cotton pants. He carried the towel wrapped child to his room and pinned another diaper on him. He quietly started grooming the boy's wings and exerting the energy to dry them as he did. Bliss settled happily against him and was almost asleep by the time he was done. Smiling softly the Mischief god tucked him in, pulling the soft sheets around the godling.
"Stife?" Bliss murmured sleepily as the god rose to leave.
"Yeah, kid?"
"Yous seep wif me?"
"If ya want..." Settling beside the boy Strife was surprised when the child turned latched onto him, burrowing close.
"Wove you..."
"Love you too, night..."
***
"This is Anios, he'll be your temple guards' captain," Ares said present the young, muscular soldier. "He'll start recruiting others in the surrounding area."
"Thank you, Ares, but I don't even have a temple yet...let alone need a guard," Psyche smiled slightly.
"You'll need it trust me..." He dismissed Anios with a nod. "Any color schemes in mind yet?"
"No pink," Psyche said firmly. Her father-in-law laughed. "I want...I want something that goes between, not too male or too female, I want everyone to feel welcome..." She looked at the rapidly rising temple foundations. Small, but it was still hers. "Maybe...whites and blacks, with some green and red thrown in..."
"Sounds good, and you can always change it if you need later...Now, to start you on official duties. Your father has constructed a small shrine at our...insistence. You should get a few prayers any day now. So we need to work on your prayer taking and how to store power..."
***
"Mommy!" Bliss lunged into his mother's arms grinning. "Stife mades me wunch, I eats it myself...den we take another bath and..." Psyche listened to her son, juggling him to her hip she turned to shoot Strife a tired smile.
"So, he got most o' tha food in 'im this time," Strife shrugged, grinning. "Phobos and Deimos took him this morning while I did work, how's it going?"
"Ares says I'm doing fine but I feel like a slow child..." The brunette sighed and sank into a chair.
"Ma says she'll take the Bliss off yer hands this afternoon, I'll keep up practice with ya..." Strife offered shrugging. "Till then, eat...Unk forgets to but his body's used ta being god, you still need food..." Psyche gratefully took the apple tossed at her and watched Strife make a plate of roast chicken and potatoes appear. She listened as Bliss, with Strife's help, told her about learning to fight with a play sword. Bliss had won, which he was immensely proud of. Discord arrived a little later and took Bliss on extended tour of the armory, promising to let him wear a helmet.
"Strife?" Psyche asked after a few moments of Bliss-free silence were enjoyed.
"Hmmm?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Yah can ask, not promising anything..." Strife grinned.
"Cupid...Cupid was with you before, wasn't he?" The War God tensed, turning away slightly. His pain was a physical ache to Psyche. "Strife...it's not anything bad, I think he was stupid to leave you if it helps I just...I just needed to know. People keep shutting up when you and I appear, or if we talk outside of the War House. I just don't want to be between us anymore..."
"Yeah...yeah, me and Cupe were together for...for a long time..." Strife said finally, turning to face the newly made Goddess of the Soul and Mind. Her eyes held no malice, only worry, worry for him.
"What happened?" And before he knew it he was speaking, letting the words that he dammed up so long rush out.
"We fought a lot, ya know? 'Cause Cupe's been turned against War by Zeus and...and this is my House, my...family. But that day he came in late, I asked 'bout his day. He...he kinda sighed and said I wouldn't undastand, it was Love stuff. I kinda laughed it off, told him I told him about War stuff. He said it was different, said War gods didn't...He said War gods didn't get Love, cause they couldn't feel it..." Psyche moved to sit on the arm of his chair, resting her hand lightly on his shoulder. Her godhood extended unconsciously and tried to sooth the tears and breaks it found. "I loved him, fer years. And all that time I was just an easy lay..." He didn't think anything about laying his head on Psyche's shoulder as his heart broke and his eyes bled tears, and Psyche said nothing, just held him.
***
"Mom?"
"Cupid..." Aphrodite barely glanced up from her potion mixing.
"Where's Psyche?" He asked voice hesitant.
"She's your wife, shouldn't you know?"
"All her stuff is...gone, Bliss' too..."
"Really?" 'Dite feigned surprise.
"Mom..."
"CUPID, your WIFE has been living with me for over a week, you'll get no sympathy from me because you had yet to notice it..." His mother's voice was firm and unyielding. "Now, some of us actually DO have work to do..."
***
"Cupid..." Psyche greeted coolly when she walked into her room. Bliss was asleep in her arms. Laying their son down in his rapidly shrinking crib she tucked him carefully in. "Can I help you with something?"
"You were gone...when I got in..." He said softly. Psyche began dressing for bed.
"I've been gone for about a week now," She acknowledged slipping into a long cotton tunic she'd thought up. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to sleep. My shrine will need an early visit before I go to my lessons and I've been up since Apollo has. When you're ready to talk about what's bothering you, you'll know where I am."
"Psyche...I..." He paused, eyes confused by the woman before him. "I don't...know you anymore."
"This is me, Cupid, the person that I can be without my father and my sisters dogging my every move..." She sighed and settled on the edge of the bed to brush her hair out. "You should really spend more time with Bliss, he misses you..."
"I've been...busy with work," He faltered.
"Cupid, I am the Goddess of Mind and Soul. If nothing else respect that, you're lying, I can see it in your soul and heart. Please think about that and come back when you don't feel you need to lie..." The Love god found himself ushered out and looking at the other side of a closed door.
***
"Psyche, I want you to help with something..." Ares said suddenly, watching the girl make short work of her lunch. She had just finished lessons with Strife and the young goddess was eating the meal with a will. Aphrodite had Bliss today and the House of War seemed just a little dull without him.
"Sure, what can I do?"
"One of my best warlords has suddenly...lost his mind, I'm not sure what happened, one day he was fine, I checked in with him a week later and he's a wreck...I even had Apollo look at him, but there's nothing physically wrong with him...You can delve deeper with less injury to a mortal mind. I'd like you to try..."
"Of course," The young goddess already seemed to be thinking the problem over, and Strife had to remind her to finish her meal.
Meal finished they flashed out to one of Ares' temples. The warlord in question was large brutish looking man who was at the moment curled up in a cot. Priests bowed as Ares appeared. He waved them off after a brief introduction to Psyche. The man, Darius, began to hum a soft lullaby.
"That all he does, if you put food in front of him he eats, but other then that he just.lays there. I've tried threats, bribes, and the like but he just looks right past me. He's put up a wall around his mind, but I'm afraid to break past it," Ares looked genially concerned for his warrior.
Psyche moved to sit on the edge of the cot and touched the man's forehead. The wall Ares had seen was easy to slip through, it was crude and the chinks left more then enough room for her. Behind it she found the ruins of another such block. Stepping lightly she encountered the memory he had tried to damn inside himself. A young woman sat with her child, the child was six or seven, and almost too big to be in his mother's lap as he was. She sang to him softly, the lullaby he had been humming, and just as he was drifting off a door burst open. A large man, very much like Darius, stepped in, drunk and angry. The woman hushed him, or tried to, but he just kept yelling. The boy huddled against his mother, fear radiating from him.
Then the man struck out. Psyche watched in horror as the woman fell and her head hit the stone fireplace. Her son sobbed, holding the still body as he desperately called for his mother. The boy's father beat him then. Ignoring the boys sobs and cries he beat the boy, telling him all the while what a waste he was. After it was over the boy healed and forgot. Forgot the one thing that had made living worthwhile. Because it was easier then trying to remember in the torturous place he called home.
Then the memory was swept away by a more recent one. One of his soldiers holding a boy, no more then five. The soldier raised his hand and delivered a harsh blow. And Darius killed the soldier. He left the boy with a kind farmer, then went back to his men. He held up through the battle. It was his duty to hold up through battle. Afterwards he went to his tent and lay down. It was how his men found him.
Pulling back Psyche hesitated unsure. How could she make this better? What he needed was his mother...But short of going to Hades, how...? She stopped, replaying the scene in her mind. Her godhood reacted to harsh, soul-deep pain again. Without quite being aware of exactly how she was doing it she gathered the mother's image in her mind, whispering through the man's brain to find other traces of her. Armed with these she carefully made the illusion.
Darius, the man, woke with his head in his mother's lap. She stroked his hair as she sang to him.
"Mama?" He husked.
"Shhh...it's ok, I'm here..." He hugged her fiercely when she spoke, sobbing into her shoulder. "Hush, Darius, tell Mama what's wrong..."
"I didn't stop him, I wasn't strong enough..."
"You were a child..." Gentle fingers stroked his hair again. "You could have done nothing..."
"I forgot you..." He whispered.
"My poor Darius, such a cruel fate...but you know me now, my son, and you have done so much! War lord to Ares, free finally of your father...it is nice to know you remember me my Darius. The dead hear your thoughts of them and I have missed yours..."
"Mama...how...?"
"Hush, Darius, just know that I am here for the moment...to comfort you as I can..." And Darius lay his head in her lap again, drifting into exhausted sleep as she sung to him.
***
Psyche blinked wearily up at Ares but smiled as she stepped away from the cot.
"He'll be fine, his mind was trapped in it's own protection...He needed to resolve a few things..." Ares caught the young woman as she passed. He was too busy to notice one of his soldiers watching the scene. But, by the next week it would be known far and wide that Psyche was a favored daughter of War, and that she could ease the soul. Soldiers began to frequent her temples, and some crude shrines went up near the harshest battles.
***
"Daddy!" Cupid smiled and hugged his son. The boy excitedly began telling him about things and Cupid frowned at how often War Gods were mentioned. He was just about to ask his mother about it when Ares and Strife flashed in, Psyche supported between them.
"I can walk..." She protested and the War Gods exchanged glances.
"Psych, Apollo suggested we carry ya out, you need ta rest..." Strife said, tensing subtly when he noticed Cupid.
"Ares, what happened?" Aphrodite made a lounge appear behind Psyche. Strife lowered her gently onto it as Ares explained the day's events. Bliss snuggled his mother and worried about her a moment before joyfully flinging himself into Strife's arms.
"Stife!" He giggled when the Mischief God tickled his wings lightly, then settled against his shoulder. "Mommy be k?"
"She'll be fine, kid, she's just kinda sleepy now..." Strife murmured. Bliss nodded, complete faith in Strife's judgment.
"Stife! This Daddy! You know Daddy?" The godling motioned proudly to Cupid.
"We met once or twice," Strife grinned, giving Cupid a half smile of amusement. Cupid looked away, an unreadable expression in his eyes. Bliss frowned wrapping his arms around Strife more tightly, his still forming godhood felt unhappiness, a tearing hurting emotion.
"Stife, I wove you..." He said suddenly hugging him tight and kissing his cheek. The pain eased somewhat as Strife's heart filled with love and happiness for the child in his arms.
"Love you too, kid," The warm glow of love coming from the War God made 'Dite smile softly at the two of them.
"Bliss just adores him," She murmured, so that only Cupid and Ares could hear.
"Strife's great with kids...his temples are always packed with them..." The God of War shrugged, smiling. "He keeps 'temple children' feeds them, has them taught, etc., they're really orphans he's found...often from wars."
"But..." The confusion in Cupid's voice was painful. "But he's a War God..."
Ares sighed, pain flickering across his eyes before he buried it deeply again. He stepped suddenly away from the Love Gods.
"Come on, Strife, Psyche needs her rest..."
"Ganpa!" Bliss flung himself into Ares' arms for a hug, trying to erase his pain as well. "Wove you," His blonde head tucked itself beneath Ares' chin and his grandfather smiled.
"Love you, too, Bliss...Keep an eye on Mommy, she's not feeling well..." Psyche was in fact sound asleep now. "I'll see you later..." He settled the boy beside his mother and nodded to Strife. They flashed out.
"Bliss, honey, watch Mommy for us ok? We'll be right back..." Aphrodite grabbed Cupid at the base of his right wing and yanked him towards another room. Bliss took his responsibility very seriously. He pulled one of his own blankets over Mommy and settling beside her. He was asleep moments later, exhausted by the first real use of his godhood.
**********
"Ow...ow...Mom!" His mother hadn't dragged him by his wings since...well...the last time he'd done something she deemed childish.
"Cupid! I have been VERY patient with you!" She snapped releases his wing. "But I am tired of seeing you hurt your brothers, your father, and especially your lovers over this nonsense! Zeus be damned, that 'War God' is your father, not the old goat!" Aphrodite was flushed, fists clinched at her sides.
"Mom! Zeus did what he thought was..."
"That's a load of centaur crap! Zeus has never liked Ares because he was jealous of him. He would do anything in his power to hurt him!"
"Why would the King of the Gods be jealous of the God of War?"
"Ares' FATHER is jealous of him because Hera loves him. Zeus has always hated him because of that, Hera never loved Zeus, how could she? She was forced to marry him out of shame after he raped her! But despite that she loved the children born from that rape..."
"But Zeus says..." Cupid started.
"Fuck Zeus! Not even Hercules believes anything he says! And Herc is one of the kids he actually LIKES!"
"I..."
"The reason Zeus had you taken away, and every child of War after that, was because he saw it would hurt Ares. The other gods are usually against War because they don't always understand it...Damn it Cupid! Do know you're the only one of his sons who still doesn't speak to him? Don't you remember how much Strife cried when they took him away? Do you think an unhappy kid would cry that much, for weeks afterwards?"
"I don't know, ok?" Cupid snapped. "Zeus has always been...great to me, but...but he told me War couldn't love. I thought he was right until...until Strife. Strife...really seemed to love me...but he never actually said it..."
"Of course he didn't, he's a War God." His mother sighed and looked away. "Bliss' little display of affection is the only time I've heard Ares say those words in centuries. Zeus showed the House of War what happens if they love something openly, he destroys it or takes it away. The only reason Ares said it a few minutes ago was because Bliss said it directly..."
"I..."
"And, Fates, Cupid, Psyche and Strife...they both love you, and Strife let you get by with things BECAUSE he loved you. We all love you, but you've been under Z's thumb so long..." She looked away again. "I used to sneak Strife over to see Eris. It was after you were older and your brothers would distract you. We never trusted you. We knew we couldn't..."
Cupid sat. In a chair that formed barely in time.
"You...didn't think I'd help..." He whispered.
"We didn't even consider it," Aphrodite responded softly. "You're still young Cupid, you haven't seen Zeus the way I have. When he's with you he's sympathy and gifts. Not a bad plan really, I mean you've shot a few people for him right?"
"No! I'd never do that!" It hurt more then real arrow through his heart when his mother looked surprised.
"Oh, well he keeps hinting at crap like that Cupe," She shrugged, settling on the arm of his chair. "Sometimes...it hurts...You grew up knowing I hated you being taken from your father, but you still fall back on Zeus..."
"But...he just made it all sound so...logical. Like I should have come to the conclusions myself...I...I don't know what to think anymore, Mom. Psyche...Psyche and Bliss, they really like Dad..." He absently traced a thread in the chair's padded arms. "What if I was wrong? And Psyche...she's so different now...I feel like I don't even know her..."
"Maybe you don't, I mean, there's a whole slew of things you gotta consider after marriage, hun, in our case it doubles...Psyche is turning out to be tons better here then I expected. All of us in Love adore her, and Eris just the other day beat some guy up for trying to knock over her shrine. With War Gods you got to go with actions, ya know? The way Hera raised Ares and Eris was that you showed love, but didn't always say it aloud...Ares gave her a temple guard, Strife is giving her some of his older kids for priests and priestesses, and Phobos and Deimos helped her do godly things around the temple..."
"Strife used to show up when I had a bad day and give me back rubs," Cupid's tone was sad and wistful. "I miss him, Tarterus, I miss Psyche too..."
"Then maybe it's time you told them..."
***
"Hey," Cupid smiled at Psyche as she woke. In the next instant he had a goblet of nectar for her. "Here, it'll help the power drain..." Psyche gratefully drank and sat slowly up.
"Thanks," She whispered, realizing it was the first time in weeks she and Cupid had been this close. Someone had moved her to the bed while she slept. "How long was I asleep...?"
"All night and most of today..." Her husband answered. He settled beside her, not speaking for a moment. "I'm ready to tell you the truth now..."
"I'm glad..." She whispered, fingers linking through his.
"I was...a little afraid of your changes...You went from being this unsure mortal to confident, in-charge goddess ya know? I was afraid you'd figure me out and just leave if I stayed near you..."
"Figure what out, Cupid?"
"That...I was a bad husband, I'm a Love God...When I was little Zeus used to take me with him, we'd do things together...we'd have talks then. Mostly he just told me how much War Gods sucked...but one day we were watching a couple, I was like thirteen, and getting tons of happy vibes from them. They had a kid and looked happy. I told Zeus I wanted a family like that, that I wanted kids and a wife and at the end of the day I'd come home like that guy and play with the kids and kiss my wife. I wasn't totally sure about all the kissing stuff then you know? But it sounded good." Cupid took a deep breath looking at something on 'Dite's pink drapes. "He told me I didn't need such fanciful dreams, that all I had to worry about was looking good, giving a good roll in the hay, and maybe fathering a child or two. He said he envied me and kind of ruffled my hair..."
"Cupid...you didn't believe him..." Psyche was aghast. Not only had the king of gods been cruel to the War Gods, he was unconsciously cruel to the children of Love as well.
"But I did...Zeus always seemed right about things...and he was the King ...In fact, until Mom knocked some sense into me about Zeus...I still half expected you to realize you weren't supposed to be here...and I was pushing you away the whole while..." His wife hugged him almost viciously.
"I love you, Cupid, insecurities and all...I wouldn't be much of a wife if I decided to leave just because you had a few issues..." Cupid's arms tightened around her. Psyche was reluctant to go to the next part of what they needed to discuss, wanting nothing more then sink into her husband's arms and stay there a while. "Cupid...Strife..."
She felt the muscles beneath her tense and she read only pain and shame in his soul.
"Why did you do it?" She whispered.
"He...told you?" Cupid husked, not meeting her eyes.
"I asked...He loved you...a lot."
"Loved?" The despair in his tone cut Psyche with it's force and tears pricked her eyes.
"He thinks you were just using him for sex..." She murmured, stroking his hair softly. "You told him War Gods couldn't love..." She held her tears until Cupid started crying, then she let them fall, holding him close. His pain was just as bad as Strife's.
"You love him?" She whispered.
"Yes, by the Fates, yes..."
"Then you'll talk to him, apologize..."
"But Psyche..." He hesitated. "Do understand that...?"
"Cupid..." She covered his lips with a fingertip. "I know you are a loyal husband, you will not leave me. I will not leave you. It would not be breaking our vows for you to be with Strife. You would still be loyal to me, you'd just also be loyal to Strife..."
"You'd...be ok with that?"
"When I was mortal almost two years ago...no. But love doesn't always seem to go in straight lines Cupid, and you love Strife. I feel it. He loves you..." Cupid's desperately hopeful green eyes caught hers. "How can anything holding this much love be wrong? Talk to him Cupid and I'll still be here...Strife's...he's been here when you haven't while you were straightening things out..."
"I was...a little stupid about the god stuff, I figured if you didn't learn...I'd...not loose you..."
"I know, I love you anyway...Come on..." Pulling away from him she carefully stood.
"Psyche! Apollo'd have a cow if saw you up and around..." The Love God caught her as she stumbled.
"Apollo said not to use my powers, I was mortal for twenty odd years, I'll restrain myself. Help me find our son..."
"He's with Hymen, probably begging for honey cakes, why?"
"You, Strife, Bliss, and I are going to go on a picnic..." Cupid looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
**********
"Thanks again, Hymen," Psyche smiled. Cupid was holding a huge basket filled with sandwiches, a skin of milk, a skin of wine, a blanket, and various fruits.
"It's no problem, I like cooking and making things and...Bliss is no trouble..." The God of Wedding Feasts smiled shyly. He hid his eyes for a moment behind his snow-white hair, bangs kept just long enough to allow it, the rest of his hair fell loose to his shoulders. The very pale hair was unusual even for a god. His red eyes were startling and his skin was so pale it was almost transparent. Apollo said it was a lack of color, it was why the youngest of Ares and 'Dite's children was sickly as a child and thus both parents were overprotective of him. "He's welcome anytime..."
"Careful I'll hold you to that," Hugging her son she grinned. "Want to go see Strife?" The instant delight in Bliss' eyes and his bouncing answered.
"You're going to see...Strife? Together?" Hymen asked, voice surprised. He immediately blushed and stammered an apology.
"It's ok," Cupid smiled a little sadly. "I understand."
"Yes, we are, and if I have my way it won't be an uncommon occurrence from now on..." Psyche said firmly, taking Cupid's arm and leading him towards the House of War.
***
Phobos and Deimos looked torn on what to do when Psyche entered with Bliss in one arm and Cupid on the other. Cupid held a large basket in his other hand that smelled like it had come from Hymen's or Hestia's. Cupid was looking at Psyche as though she had just lost her marbles. However the smile on her face was something the twins were beginning to recognize. It meant she was planning something; it was right up there beside a Strife giggle in the worry zone. When she spotted the twins she handed Bliss to Cupid, leaving the love god looking more amusing then ever as he shifted trying to hold on to his bouncing and slippery son. Phobos snorted, Deimos bit his lip, Cupid glared an Ares-like glare at them both.
"Hi, Strife in?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. The corner of her mouth twitched up though.
"Yeah, sec, we can..." Phobos and Deimos blinked when Psyche stepped between them, taking their arms.
"Show you where he is..." Deimos finished for his twin.
"Right..." Phobos raised an eyebrow at Psyche as they stepped out of Cupid's hearing range. "So, what are you up to?"
"Cupid and I just had a heart to heart, Zeus has messed with his head till he doesn't know which way is up..." She started. The twins nodded, not looking surprised, though they did look angry. "He's really receptive right now. He wants to talk with Strife...and I think maybe if Ares showed up...." Understanding dawned slowly and Deimos nodded, vanishing.
"You know what this'll mean right Psyche?" Phobos asked walking towards Strife's room. "If Strife and Cupid...."
"Yes, I know I'd be sharing Cupid. No, I don't mind. I like Strife, Bliss adores him, and...despite being dense about some things Cupid really does love him. I won't take that away. That's why we're all going on a picnic as soon I find Strife. I want him to know he's part of something, not on the outside of mine and Cupid's marriage. If this works out he'll be just as much Bliss' dad as Cupid is."
"You really thought this out...If you didn't already have a godhood I'd suggest we give you Athena's..." Phobos grinned. He sent a mental message ahead and in Strife's room the God of Mischief kissed his daughter quickly, handing her to Discord.
"I barely have my job figured out," Psyche laughed, shaking her head. She knocked lightly on Strife's door.
"Yeah, come on in..." Strife was settled at his desk, going through battle schemes. "Hey, Psyche, what's shaking?"
****
"Bliss, hun, if you keep doing that I'm gonna drop you or the food..." Cupid warned as Bliss bounced excitedly. The Love God yelped when his son suddenly launched from his arms and flew to an amused Ares.
"Hey," Cupid said hesitantly, smiling softly as his father caught Bliss and hugged him.
"Cupid, you can put that down you know..." Ares motioned to the nearby table and cleared plans away with one hand.
"Thanks...When Hymen packs a picnic..." He shrugged, setting it down.
"So, the three of you are going on a picnic, hmmm?" The question was directed at Bliss who practically vibrated with excitement.
"And Stife! Is that thee?" Bliss blinked recalling the brief number lessons with Strife and Mommy. "Yup thee!"
"Really?" Ares looked up quickly at Cupid.
"Yeah, if he'll come..." The Love God looked away. "Listen, Dad..." Ares' shoulders straightened, Cupid hadn't really talked him for...centuries. Let alone called him 'Dad'. "I've...screwed up. A lot. I...Zeus told me a lot of crap but Mom's right, I should have remembered the other things..."
"Other things?" Ares murmured, stroking Bliss' wings. Bliss settled happily against his grandfather.
"Like when you had to stay in my room all night when I was three, remember? I made you bring the sword and you had to sleep in that huge pink chair Mom put in my room...because I trusted you to protect me from..." Cupid flushed. "The thing in my closet."
"I remember..."
"And I begged you to let me use a sword and then Zeus..." Looking away Cupid leaned against the table and watched his father's enchanted map shift. "Then Zeus came in and took me away...I told him I'd asked to be taught, I was ten...and he told me I was being punished for trying be what I wasn't." Ares tensed turning to look at the back of his son's head, outraged.
"Then he told me, while I stayed with him that week after...it happened, that it was your fault...I really didn't believe him at first, I swear...but he kept saying it. It really made sense then...In fact it made sense for a long time till Strife. I really thought he loved me...but every time Zeus saw me he talked me out of it. Then I'd be with Strife and I'd love him and..." The misery in Cupid's tone was painful. Ares extended his power, lulling Bliss to sleep, and then gently put him on a fluffy, just appeared sofa.
"Cupid, look at me..." Tearful and confused green eyes met his. "That fucking BASTARD!" For the first time since he was ten Cupid was pulled against his father's chest. The blonde gratefully tucked his head under Ares' chin, immediately his feathers were being stroked with gently familiar touches. "Psyche!"
"Ares?" Her voice was hesitant from where she stood at the edge of the room; he wondered absently how long she and Strife had stood there. Strife came forward with her, stance protective at the anger in the War God's tone.
"Don't use any of your big power, but look at Cupid..." His voice softened at the fearful look on Psyche's face and the way Strife's hand kept twitching for his dagger. "Please..." Frowning Psyche stepped forward, gathering her power, and touched her husband's forehead. She gasped and was almost immediately pulled off by Strife.
"Let go!" She sobbed as he restrained her. "I've got to stop it! Oh my gods!" She fell sobbing into Strife. "Zeus...he...he put something on Cupid, a...a compulsion. But Cupid's nature is love, so he couldn't hate War. He was fighting it so hard!"
"Shhh...Psych, you ain't doing nuthin' till Apollo says..." Strife's voice was firm. "We'll take care o' Cupe till then..."
"I don't understand..." Cupid whispered, half of him wanted to rush to his wife, the other half was afraid that if he did he'd loose this vital part of his father again. He tucked himself closer to Ares when he realized Strife had Psyche, Strife would take care of her.
"Before Psyche, who held her godhood?" His father asked gently.
"No one?" he ventured.
"Not exactly, Zeus held it and its powers, willing or not. When gods are born their godhoods choose them, or more precisely, they are born for their godhoods. We already know that Bliss will take on happiness...but when a new god is brought in, like Psyche, Zeus must let whatever godhood that she is best suited for go to her, if he doesn't the Fates will see to it the proper godhood is dispensed..."
"So Zeus tried to compel 'im to hate War..." Strife murmured. "But he's loosing control 'o the compulsion because Cupe's nature's been fightin' it and now Psyche has the godhood that really controls it..."
"So I'm not a really, really bad person?" Cupid husked, finally.
"You were never bad...We all cared about you, Cupid, we just couldn't seem to break past the hold Zeus had on you, now we why..." Ares held his son even more tightly for a moment, then released his son, pushing him towards Strife and Psyche.
"Oh, Cupid..." The Love God held her tightly, then smiled softly at Strife.
"So, are we doing this picnic of yours or what?"