TITLE: EZEKIEL

AUTHOR: Inquisitive One

EMAIL: Inquisitive1@angelfire.com

DISTRIBUTION: Eventually my site http://www.angelfire.com/tv/inqstive1sfanfiction

DISCLAIMER: I own only the characters not on a show.

RATING: NC17

SUMMARY: AUish for Season 2. Sara leaves New York.

COUPLES: Ian/Sara

NOTES: *Images from Witchblade* //Flashback// < Ian communicating to Sara > << Dreams >>

PROLOGUE

2001: NEW YORK

"Did you get them?" Sara Pezzini demands as she meets her dark haired friend Gabriel Bowman in an alley.

"Yeah, are you sure about this Pez? He'll look for you." Gabe remarks as he hands his friend a manila envelope with cash and contacts.

Sara nods "I know. Don't tell him you saw me."

"I'll try but you know how he gets." Gabe reminds

Sara gives her friend a small, sad smile "I know. Thank you Gabe."

"If you need anything call me... email me."

Sara hugs the young man "Give these to Danny." she hands Gabe a couple envelopes

"Pez, why won't you tell me what is going on?" Gabe asks

Sara winces at his question. "Gabe, if I tell you he will try to get it out of you."

"Alright, be careful Sara."

Sara smiles "I will. Be careful yourself Bowman. If you need anything, go to Danny... or Ian... I'm sure Ian will help you if you need something."

"I'll email you any new information" Gabe assures

"Thank you Gabe... for everything." Sara hugs him again before walking away.

SAME TIME: 1111 FAUST

"Sara" Ian Nottingham awakens with a gasp his body covered in sweat. He rubs his hands over his face then frowns. < Sara? > He tilts his head as though searching for connection to the Wielder. Concerned by the lack of emotions or reactions, Ian throws off the covers getting out of bed he quickly dresses.

HOUR LATER: BUS STOP

Sara takes the ticket nodding at the woman behind the counter. 'I'm sure he's realized I'm gone' she runs her fingers through her hair.

"Bus leaves in five minutes Ma'am." The teller announces

"Thanks" Sara picks up her duffle bag hurrying towards the buses.

WHILE LATER: SARA'S LOFT

Ian looks around quickly as he slides the window up, climbing in he looks around with a frown, "Sara?" he calls. Not getting an answer, Ian walks through the darkened loft towards the kitchen stopping in his tracks when he something catches his eye on the counter. Dread fills his body and soul when he sees his name written on the front, slowly he picks up the envelope opening it he takes a deep breath then reads almost hearing Sara's voice.

'Hey Nottingham,

Had a feeling you would stop by. I would have said goodbye, but its better this way, you won't be able try to talk me out of this. With everything that has happened; I need to get away, I'll be fine. Please just leave me alone for a while huh.

Keep an eye on Gabriel for me; make sure he doesn't get into any trouble.

I'm sorry for everything. Good luck Ian. ~Sara Pezzini'

Ian stares at the note in his hand < SARA?! > He closes his eyes leaning against the wall

SAME TIME: BUS DEPOT

Sara glances at her wrist seeing the colors swirl angrily, she pulls her sleeve down. She winces as she hears the angry, pained scream echo through her mind. 'This is for the best... for all of us.' She closes her eyes at the feel of tears burning 'Goodbye Ian, I'm sorry... for everything.'

CHAPTER 1

NEW YORK: 14 MONTHS LATER

In the bunker of the mansion, Ian leans against the wall next to the fireplace staring into space. He runs his fingers through his now shoulder length hair. < Where are you my Lady? Why are you not answering? > He looks over at the crystal flower vase where the hand of his former Master rests. "I do not understand Father... why is she not allowing me to help her."

"She will call you when she needs you son."

At the familiar sound of Irons voice, Ian goes over to the large chair before the fireplace "What if she never needs me? If I do not have her to protect any longer than what am I to do?"

"Find her"

Ian stares up at the painting on the overhang of the ceiling of Sara wearing the Witchblade and holding her gun. < Do you no longer need me my Lady? > After a few moments he sighs standing, he walks out of the study. As he makes his way towards the foyer, he hears a pounding at the front door.

"I have got it Master Ian." Fredrick the Butler states walking to the door.

Ian nods continuing to walk as he hears a familiar voice at the door. "Sara?" he goes to the front door to find Sara standing there with a baby carrier in her hands and a bag over her shoulder. He looks at her surprised "Sara?" His eyes go to the carrier then back at Sara

Sara swallows nervously seeing the confusion in his brown eyes. "Ian" she says her own eyes going to the baby sleeping in the carrier oblivious to what is going on "His name's Ezekiel James... Zeke." she looks back at Ian waiting for him to say something

"Daniel's?" Ian asks wincing at the thought.

Sara shakes her head "He's your son."

At those words Ian stares at Sara stunned, "Mine?" he says surprised as she sets the carrier down before him and the baby wakes up whimpering. "Sara... what's going on?" he asks scared and confused at the look on her face.

Sara sets the bag down "His diapers, clothes, birth certificate, and everything else he needs is in here." she looks at Ian and Zeke sadly "Take care of him." she crouches down touching Zeke's head as he whimpers "Be good." she whispers then straightening up she walks towards the waiting cab.

"Sara" Ian calls causing the infant to cry "Fredrick take him back to Mrs. Ellis." he instructs handing the baby carrier to the Butler he runs out to the cab, grabbing Sara's arm just as she reaches the cab. "Sara what is going on?" he demands

Sara stares at Ian blinking back tears "Just take care of him."

"Talk to me Sara." He requests

Sara takes a deep breath "I can't protect him... you can. I tried but he almost got hurt yesterday."

"What are you talking about?"

"Someone tried to kill me yesterday and Zeke got caught in the middle." She wipes at her tears "Just take care of him." she pleads

Ian takes her hand "Stay Sara. I can protect both of you." He cups her cheek "We are stronger together than apart." he says seriously

At his tone, she shakes her head, "I can't risk it Ian." She looks at the mansion sadly, "Just take care of him... please."

"Sara he needs you."

Sara shakes her head "He's safer without me around." She touches the Witchblade then glances at it then looks back at Ian, "I'm sorry for not telling you about him before now. I thought it would be better considering everything that was going on."

Ian winces "I know."

Sara looks at the mansion "I do love him... tell him that every so often."

Ian nods "Will you return?" He looks down "Soon I mean."

"I'll try." She gets into the cab "Thank you." She mouths

Ian watches as the cab pulls away from the curb then after a moment he heads back to the mansion as he enters he hears the baby cry. He follows the sound to the kitchen where he finds the housekeeper Mrs. Ellis trying to calm the screaming baby.

"Where is his mother?" Mrs. Ellis asks

"Sara's gone."

"Gone? She took off and left him here?" Mrs. Ellis demands over the baby's sobs "What about the boy?"

Ian stares at the baby in the housekeeper's arms "He's my son. I'll be in the study." Ian starts to move towards the kitchen door when the housekeeper's voice stops him in his tracks.

"Ian Christian Nottingham stop right there." Mrs. Ellis says sternly

Ian stops in his tracks looking at the woman who has known him since childhood to find her looking at him sternly.

"Ian, are you sure that the boy is yours?" she asks softly yet stunned at the knowledge.

"Sara said he is... and I know her well enough to know she wouldn't lie to me." Ian states his eyes on the whimpering baby in her arms "The night Father died. I said some thing's I didn't mean and I went to apologize... it just happened" he shrugs. "Then I did some other things that made things even worse. Then she took off. I was unable to find her... I tried but she always knew when I was close and she would take off."

"You did act odd after his death." Mrs. Ellis agrees "You had us all worried those first few weeks." she says thoughtfully stepping up to Ian "So he's about six months old. If he is your son you are in charge of him." she hands Ian the baby. "I will help you take care of him but he is your responsibility."

"But..." Ian trails off as she glares at him

"Don't but me." Mrs. Ellis snaps, "You are a grown man and you are going to take care of your son. I've raised you and I'm too old to start raising another child."

Ian looks at Zeke in his arms to find the little boy staring up at him tears streaking his face. "Mrs. Ellis" he says looking at the housekeeper pleadingly.

"Don't give me that look Ian Nottingham." she wags her finger "The big brown puppy dog eyes are not getting you out of your responsibilities for this boy." she picks up the diaper bag opening it. "Now first we should probably get him into his pajamas." she finds an envelope on the top with Ian's name on it "Here" she hands it to Ian.

Ian glances at it seeing its Sara's handwriting he shoves it in his pocket then sits down on one of the kitchen chairs looking at Zeke who cuddles into his chest sucking on his little hand.

WHILE LATER: HOTEL ROOM

Sara sits in the corner of the room her knees up against her chest as she silently cries. "I'm sorry Zeke. So sorry." she whispers rocking from side to side. "You'll be OK though... Ian will take care of you."

1111 FAUST

"All right its time to for you to learn how to take care of him." Mrs. Ellis states. She turns back to see Ian watching the little boy in his arms. "What is his name?"

"Ezekiel James." Ian replies his eyes on Zeke.

"Ezekiel huh. I haven't heard that name in a long time." Mrs. Ellis says, "Now you are you ready to start learning something new?"

"I guess" Ian says warily "What first?"

"First we need to get this cutie out of his clothes, change his diaper, and put him into his pajamas. Then give him a bottle and find him a place to sleep." she lays out the changing pad on the table taking Zeke from Ian. "Tomorrow I will call the baby store and have everything he'll need delivered."

Ian nods watching as Mrs. Ellis undresses the boy.

"Would you like to talk about it?" Mrs. Ellis inquires seeing the look on Ian's face

Ian shrugs

"Ian do you love Miss Pezzini?" Mrs. Ellis questions softly when she receives no reply, she nods in understanding "Have you told her?"

"She knows how I feel." Ian watches as Zeke squirms

"Stay still you." Mrs. Ellis chuckles rubbing the boy's stomach "Sooner I get you into a new diaper you'll be in clean warm pajamas." she grabs a baby wipe wiping the boy clean.

Zeke squirms trying to roll away he whimpers

"Oh, no you don't." Mrs. Ellis laughs. "Fair warning babies this age always squirm. Usually helps if you give them a toy or talk to them as you change them."

Ian nods

Mrs. Ellis grabs the clean diaper quickly putting it on the baby. "Do you have it?"

"Yes" Ian nods

Fredrick enters the kitchen carrying a large wicker basket "I couldn't find it. This is all that was in the attic."

Mrs. Ellis regards the basket and nods "It should do until tomorrow. Make sure it is clean and line it with blankets." She picks up a clean undershirt snapping it then slips the flailing feet of the infant into his sleeper then guides his arms into the sleeper zipping it up. "There." She looks at Ian who nods "Here take him. I'll make his bottle." Mrs. Ellis picks up the baby meeting his intense golden gaze she chuckles, "OK this is definitely your baby." She meets Ian's confused gaze, "He has got your eyes." She hands the baby over to Ian for a moment she watches the two stare at each other. 'They'll be all right.' She smiles faintly turning her attention to making the bottle.

Fredrick watches the sight as well seeing the awe on Ian's face as he watches the child.

HOUR LATER: HOTEL ROOM

Sara curls up on the bed wiping at her tears she shifts looking at the phone. Taking a deep breath, she picks it up dialing the familiar number.

1111 FAUST

Ian tears his eyes away from Zeke as he sleeps in the makeshift crib as he hears his phone ring. Quickly he picks it up before it wakes Zeke, "Yes?"

"How is he?"

Hearing Sara's sad voice Ian looks at Zeke "Fine. He just went to sleep."

"He should sleep through the night. Sometimes he has nightmares connected to the Witchblade. I don't know if he'll have them when I'm not near him... he's never been away from me." She says sadly

"He needs you Sara." 'I need you.' he winces at his thought

"He'll be safer with you." She says sadly

"So would you." Ian says softly

"No, it would just lead to trouble. Besides, he's safer with you. If I'm there... he'll be in danger." She says sadly

"At least visit and call."

"I will. Just take care of him Ian."

"I will. Call if you need anything."

"Thanks. Give him a kiss for me." Sara says hanging up.

Ian hangs up the phone looking at Zeke as Mrs. Ellis finally speaks "Well? Is she coming back?"

"No" Ian says sadly "she said she'd visit and call." he reaches out stroking Zeke's cheek

"Do you think she will?" Mrs. Ellis asks handing Ian a cup of tea

"Yes." Ian nods gazing at Zeke "He's her only family. She'll return when she's ready."

"You sound convinced" she remarks

"She is known to be loyal to a default."

"I hope you are right." Mrs. Ellis pats his shoulder "Now why don't I take him to my room for tonight. And tomorrow afternoon when the items arrive I will show you how to give him a bath." She picks up the basket "Now get some sleep I will wake you in the morning." She starts towards her room then stops "And Ian... no sleeping in the study."

"Yes Ma'am." He nods standing Ian walks out of the kitchen heading down to the study. He sits at the desk opening the browser.

"So you were with the Wielder." Irons accuses

"You are dead Father. What I do does not concern you anymore."

"I may be physically dead but I am still here." Irons says

"You are the reason she left." Ian says coldly "Before you made her kill you I was getting her to somewhat trust me. I had enough of Sara's trust the night even after you forced her to kill you, to allow me in her bed. When you seeped into my mind and almost had her killed, I managed to get her to forgive me... for your actions. Yet I lost what chance I had to gain her trust when you forced me into killing him."

"You managed to get her to see who he was."

"And she was forced to kill him." Ian says looking up to see the apparition of Kenneth gone. He turns his attention to the computer screen then remembers the envelope Mrs. Ellis gave him. Reaching into his pocket Ian removes the envelope opening it he removes a folded piece of paper and a birth certificate.

NAME: Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham
SEX: Male
BIRTH DATE: 10-05-01 (?)
TIME OF BIRTH: 12:01AM
PLACE OF BIRTH: (city), Pennsylvania
MOTHERS NAME: Sara Grace Pezzini
FATHERS NAME: Ian Christian Nottingham

Ian scans through the birth certificate noting everything he needs to know. Setting it aside, he unfolds the piece of paper and starts to read.

'Ian,

Surprise... and sorry.

I know I should have told you about Zeke but at that time, with everything that happened, I thought it best to leave.

Zeke was born in an Amish town but not in a hospital. The man, Ezekiel Smythe, whose family I lived with, during the last month of my pregnancy and the first two months of Zeke's life, delivered him.

As you can tell, I named Zeke after the man who delivered him and my Dad. Zeke is a good baby; a little shy at times, overall he is good-natured and normally cheerful. He loves looking at new things. I guess you want to know why I brought him to you. The Witchblade got me into some trouble again this time Zeke almost got hurt. It made me realize that he would be safer with you than with me. I bet you never thought you would hear me admit that.

I love Zeke more than anything- tell him that every so often. Take care of him.

~Sara Pezzini'

Ian folds the letter up returning it to the envelope he leans back in the chair looking at the portrait of Sara. 'I will take care of him my Lady.'

CHAPTER 2

NEXT MORNING

Ian watches Zeke lay on the floor of the sitting room just off the kitchen playing with his feet and chattering happily.

Mrs. Ellis stands beside Ian "He's definitely a happy baby." she hands Ian a bottle "Why don't you take him outside to the patio and give him his bottle. Your breakfast will be ready in about ten, fifteen minutes. Your coffee is already out there."

Ian nods taking the bottle he picks Zeke up carrying him out of the kitchen through the dining room and out to the patio. He sits down offering Zeke his bottle and as the boy starts to drink, Ian watches him thoughtfully. "It looks like it's just us until your Mother returns... whenever that is. I promised her I would take care of you; I have never had to take care of someone... I have always been ordered on what to do and when. I guess I'll have to learn how to have someone else depend on me."

Zeke grins around the bottle clenching and unclenching his hand as if to say Hi.

Ian offers Zeke his finger watching as he wraps his small hand around his finger squeezing tightly. "Got a grip there Zeke." he chuckles lightly

Zeke kicks his feet happily, as he continues to drink.

"You have a great Mother... she really loves you." hearing someone behind him Ian stops talking turning his head to see who it is.

"Here's his carrier. Once he's done with his bottle put him in it so you can eat." Mrs. Ellis says setting the baby carrier on the ground next to Ian.

"OK" Ian nods turning his attention back to Zeke.

"Looks like he's almost done with his bottle" Mrs. Ellis remarks checking over Ian's shoulder "I'll bring your breakfast out in a few moments."

"Thanks." Ian says his eyes on Zeke.

BUS STATION

Sara picks up the phone putting some change in she dials the familiar number leaning against the booth wall.

1111 FAUST

Ian sets Zeke in the carrier as it rests on the table before him as his phone rings. He grabs it as Mrs. Ellis sets his food before him and takes the empty bottle. "Yes?"

"How is he?"

"He is fine, he just finished his bottle. Now he's just playing with his feet." Ian replies leaning back in the chair "How are you?" he asks watching Zeke coo happily, as he grasps his feet.

"Besides missing Zeke like crazy... fine."

"Sara my offers still there... you can stay here... you'd be safe."

"For how long? Someone could show up and Zeke might end up caught in the crossfire. I have lost all my family members... I'm not going to take the risk of losing my son."

Ian looks at Zeke seeing the infant looking around from his seat "Where are you going?"

"Not sure. Somewhere far enough away, so that Zeke will be safe."

"I'll set up an account for you."

"Ian you don't..."

Ian interrupts "You will need money Sara; it will be hard for you to get a job when your constantly on the move. Just use it when you need it."

Sara sighs "Alright. Thanks Nottingham."

"Call me tomorrow and I'll give you the information."

"Sure, thanks Ian." Sara hangs up

Ian closes the phone setting it aside he reaches out trailing his finger down Zeke's cheek getting the boy to grin.

"Ian who is this child?" Dr. Immo demands striding out to the patio to find a baby carrier, with a baby, sitting on the table. "Fredrick told me you had a guest... but a child!" He exclaims

Zeke whimpers at the new, unfamiliar voice

"The child is my son." Ian says glaring at the doctor as Mrs. Ellis walks out to the patio. "Can you take him inside while I talk with Immo?" he requests.

Mrs. Ellis nods unbuckling the whimpering infant from the carrier "Come on you... lets get you into a new diaper." She carries Zeke inside leaving Ian and Dr. Immo to talk.

"Your son?!" Immo says surprised sitting down.

Ian nods taking a drink of his coffee "My son, Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham."

The doctor stares at Ian stunned "Pezzini? As in Detective Pezzini?" he sits down

"Yes" Ian takes a sip of his coffee

"Is the boy yours? Or is she just saying the child is yours?" Immo demands

Ian's eyes narrow "I believe her."

"Then let me run a blood test to be sure."

"No"

"Ian if the boy is yours... it is possible that he inherited some of your enhanced genetics." Immo says hesitantly

Ian regards the doctor "You don't know if it's possible?"

"It is... we just never tested what would or could be passed on. Kenneth never thought ahead to you possibly having children. I suggested doing some genetic testing but he didn't want it done."

"You mean he never wanted me to be anything but his bodyguard, his servant." Ian says bitterly "I was never expected to evolve to being independent."

"Basically... yes." Immo nods "Look Ian if the boy is your child... he could have some of the same problems you have... seizures, migraines... I won't know until I run some tests on him."

"Sara never mentioned whether or not he had any health problems" Ian remarks

"It is possible that he has never had an episode triggered. In the long run it will be for the best if you allow me to run all the blood tests on him."

After a moment of thought, Ian nods "Fine"

"Good. Bring him down later and we'll get started."

Ian nods "Fine."

"Good" Immo stands walking back inside.

Ian returns to eating as Mrs. Ellis returns with Zeke setting the infant into the carrier. "He wants to run tests"

"What kind of tests?" Mrs. Ellis sits down

"With all Father did to me he never found out whether or not what he did to me would be genetic."

"Kenneth never did talk to me about all of that." Mrs. Ellis admits

"Neither did he discuss it with me." He says sadly gazing at Zeke who sits in the carrier sucking on his fist. "Now I find out that Zeke could be affected by what he did to me."

"You'll just have to find out then deal with it." Mrs. Ellis reaches out brushing his hair back "If there's one thing I know about you Ian it is that you can deal with whatever comes your way." she looks at Zeke "And you'll do good with the boy."

"Thank you Mrs. Ellis... for everything." Ian gives her a shy smile

Mrs. Ellis nods "Now spend some time getting to know your son." Mrs. Ellis pats Ian's cheek "Call me if you need anything." she heads inside leaving Ian to bond with his son.

MIDAFTERNOON

"WAAHH" Zeke screams tears streaming down his face

Ian winces at the high-pitched cry and glares at Immo "Immo hurry it up will you." He rests his hand on Zeke's stomach trying to calm the infant and keep him from trying to squirm away.

"I'm almost done" Immo assures. After a second, he removes the needle from the infant's foot "Done."

Ian lifts the crying baby up "Fine. I'll be upstairs." he walks out of the lab carrying the sobbing baby.

Immo shakes his head still stunned by the sight of Ian with a baby "What will happen next around here?"

Mrs. Ellis passes the living room and stops when she sees Ian holding a crying Zeke. She stands there a moment watching the sight.

"Sorry he had to do that Zeke. He just wanted to make sure your OK."

Mrs. Ellis smiles seeing the infant relax at Ian's soft tone and start to sniffle. She finally speaks up "Ian I think it's time for him to take a nap, I will keep an eye on Zeke while he sleeps. The room will be ready for him tonight; it is being worked on right now." She enters the room taking the sniffling Zeke from Ian. "The secretary called while you were downstairs. She said that there is some paperwork delivered for you to sign. An emergency board meeting has been called for tomorrow at nine. I will watch the boy while your there."

Ian nods "Thank you. I will be in the study." He brushes his hand over Zeke's head then walks out of the living room, as he crosses the foyer, the doorbell rings. He goes to the door opening it to find one of the deliverymen from Vorschlag standing there.

"Have some papers here for you to sign Mr. Nottingham." The man says handing Ian a manila envelope.

"I'll call when their ready to be picked up" Ian says taking the envelope he closes the door. He continues on his way to the study closing the door behind him he sits at the table opening the envelope he removes the contents.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Ian hears a knock at the door of his own quarters. "Its open" he calls

Mrs. Ellis enters the room with a barely awake Zeke in her arms "The delivery men finished with the room. I'm going to give Zeke a bath now."

Ian nods closing his book he stands taking the infant from her he follows her into the room across the hall to find a crib, dresser, changing table, rocking chair, a toy chest in the corner, a bookcase with some books, and a lamp beside the changing table and the rocking chair. He notices a rocking horse in the corner, a bouncing seat in the doorway of the closet. "Where did you have them move the other furniture?"

"Just to one of the other rooms, I'll have all of it moved into storage later."

Ian follows her into the bathroom

"The water needs to be warm." she instructs running the water in the sink.

"Why don't I just get him a Nanny to deal with all this stuff?" Ian grumbles

Mrs. Ellis looks at him "Ian you now have all this free time on your hands... you might as well learn these things and care for him yourself."

"I know." He looks at Zeke who just grins in return. He listens and watches memorizing the housekeeper's steps in giving Zeke a bath.

Mrs. Ellis looks at Ian as she finishes drying Zeke off with a towel "Do you think you can get him dressed?"

Ian nods taking the infant "I think so."

"His clothes are on the changing table. I'll clean this mess up."

Ian carries Zeke into the bedroom setting Zeke on the changing table. "Well Zeke lets get this done." he dries Zeke off as Zeke sticks his hand in his mouth kicking his feet. "Hey come on Zeke can we have a little cooperation here? Never done this before remember?"

At the new voice Zeke, stops kicking, yet continues to suck on his fist just cooing happily.

Mrs. Ellis watches from the bathroom door as Ian diapers the baby and nods in approval 'They'll be fine together.' she returns to the bathroom to finish cleaning up the mess

Once Ian finishes dressing Zeke, he picks the baby up "Well I think I did pretty well for doing this for the first time."

Mrs. Ellis steps into the bedroom inspecting Ian's work "That you did" she nods in approval. "Now I'll be downstairs. I'll have his bottle brought up in a couple hours and tell Cook to have your dinner ready after he goes to bed."

Ian nods "Thank you Mrs. Ellis" he and Zeke settle on the floor beside the toy chest.

"There are other toys in the closet as well. I just had them put some of the smaller toys in the chest."

"OK" Ian says opening the chest.

EARLY EVENING

Ian looks up as the training room doors open and in walks Immo. He stands "Well?"

"The boy is yours," Immo states. "His genes are slightly pumped up. As of now I don't think he'll have any problems but I'll need to monitor him."

"Fine." Ian nods

"I'll leave you to your work." Immo nods walking to the door he stops "Congratulations Ian"

"Thank you" Ian says as the doctor leaves the room. He smiles faintly 'He is my son... Sara's son.'

7:30PM

Ian looks up from reading to Zeke as the nursery door opens and Fredrick enters carrying a box. "Fredrick" he greets

"It is finished" Fredrick says handing Ian the box as Ian sets the book in his hand down.

Ian nods "Thank you Fredrick." as the butler leaves he looks at Zeke as he sits on his lap drinking his bottle.

Zeke reaches for the new item with one hand as his other holds up his bottle his feet kicking.

"Just a second" he chuckles shifting Zeke against his chest, he opens the box. He removes a silver picture frame turning it around to show Zeke.

Zeke grins around his bottle at the picture his hand grasping towards the picture

"That's your Mommy huh." Ian says staring at the black and white photo Kenneth had had taken when he first discovered Sara was the Wielder. "She's an incredible woman. She's beautiful, smart, funny, loyal, tough... and stubborn." he smiles faintly

Zeke kicks happily lifting his head to look at the man holding him then back at the picture.

A few moments later the door opens and Mrs. Ellis enters "Ian its time to get him to bed."

Ian nods setting the picture aside; he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy on his back.

Mrs. Ellis picks up the picture setting it on the dresser she watches Ian cover Zeke with a blanket. "He looks like he's about to fall asleep." she turns on the monitor on the dresser "Your dinner is on the table."

"Alright" Ian nods the two of them leaving the nursery.

"You did a good job with him Ian." Mrs. Ellis says

"Thank you" he gives her a faint smile

"I'll listen for him while you eat dinner but you are to get him if he wakes up in the middle of the night."

"I know."

AFTER MIDNIGHT

// Ian looks up from his spot on the steps leading to the roof as he hears the door open. He watches warily as Sara enters her apartment waiting for her to react to his presence.

"What are you doing here?" Sara asks her voice filled with anger and sorrow at the sight of the dark-haired assassin sitting on the stairs leading up to the roof access door his head down staring at the floor. "What do you want Nottingham? I've had enough of you and Irons for a while." She snaps.

Ian stares at the floor "Why did you kill him? If you had ignored him and walked away I could have protected you from it."

Sara allows the Glove to form "I didn't want to kill him... he was the only one who could answer my questions about this damn thing."

Ian looks at the Glove and tilts his head "It is odd but as much as the idea of Father not being around I feel free... yet not."

Allowing the Glove to recede Sara removes her jacket tossing it on the couch only to have Ian grab her arm her eyes going to his. Seeing the pain and sorrow in his eyes, she gives into the intense need growing inside her heart and soul to give him a break from those emotions. She pulls his head down kissing him.

At the feeling of her lips on his, Ian groans pulling her close.

Sara moans in pleasure at the feel of his body against hers. "I thought we're enemies now." She mutters as Ian trails his lips down her neck.

"We can start being enemies tomorrow." He mumbles laving her pulse.

"Tomorrow" Sara agrees shoving his overcoat off his shoulders then pulls off his gloves tossing them on the floor. Hands pulling at clothes tossing them aside as they kiss passionately as they walk up to the sleeping loft. As they fall onto the bed Sara lifts her hips gasping as he roughly enters her. //

Ian awakens breathing heavily at the intensity of the dream. He runs his hands over his face looking at the clock and sighs. He takes a deep breath standing he makes his way to the window staring out at the sky. 'Be careful wherever you are my Lady.'

CHAPTER 3

2 DAYS LATER

Zeke coos happily sucking on his foot waiting for someone to come pick him up.

Ian enters the nursery to find Zeke laying there sucking on his foot and shakes his head setting the bottle on the dresser he lifts Zeke out of the crib "You must really like your foot" he chucks the boy under the chin causing the boy to giggle. "Hungry?" he settles on the rocker with the bottle offering it to Zeke. "Well it has been a couple days. I think we have done pretty well so far." Ian remarks as he looks at Zeke who is staring at him. "I think she's proud of us. What do you think?"

Zeke grins around his bottle clenching and unclenching his fist.

Ian nods "Yeah she is"

Fredrick joins Mrs. Ellis, Cook, one of the maids, and caretaker in the kitchen "I take it Master Ian is upstairs with the boy"

"Yes" Mrs. Ellis nods not looking up from her writing

"He seems to have relaxed some since Zeke came." Fredrick remarks as he pours himself a cup of coffee. "He is spending less time in the study."

"I know." Mrs. Ellis smiles looking up "He seems happier than I've seen him in years."

"Mmm." Fredrick nods sitting at the table he takes a drink.

"Ezekiel is such a sweetie." Smiles the blond-haired house cleaner Naomi from the counter. "He is going to be one heartbreaker when he's older. Especially with that smile of his."

Mrs. Ellis nods "I know. I remember when I first met Ian... he had that same smile as a boy" she smiles faintly

"I still don't see him as a child." Naomi states

"You've only known him for a few years... I've known him for almost 30 years." Mrs. Ellis muses, "He's a lot different now. Perhaps Ezekiel will bring that side of him out again."

"Let's hope so." Fredrick nods

Ian sets Zeke on the floor watching as the infant crawls a few feet then stops sitting up he grabs a set of plastic keys shaking it happily and laughing. "Like those huh" he watches as Zeke plays happily with the keys then drops them going onto another toy. His phone rings reaching into his pocket Ian removes it "Hello?"

On the other room, Sara leans against the phone booth "Hey."

"Are you all right?" Ian asks

"Things have been better." Sara says sadly "How is Zeke?" she asks

"Playing with his toys right now. He just finished his bottle." Ian leans back against the dresser watching Zeke play. "He misses you."

Sara reaches into her jacket pocket removing a picture of her and Zeke taken at one of the mall photo booths. She smiles at the sight of Zeke's face "I miss him too." blinking back tears she shoves the picture back into her pocket.

"Have you called you friends to check in?" Ian inquires

"Yeah. They're all taking it pretty well." she sighs rubbing her forehead.

"Sara did you ever tell your friends about Zeke?"

"Gabe and Danny know. Danny probably told Vicki." Sara says

"Do they know that he's here?"

"I told Gabe the other day so if he shows up..."

"It's fine. What of your partner?"

"He knows... but he doesn't know he's yours. I just told him you were the closest to where I was. I will tell him eventually. Why?"

"I was just wondering. After all it seems like every time something in this city goes wrong they show up here asking questions."

"I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him." She requests before hanging up.

Ian closes the phone to see Zeke staring at a toy thoughtfully. He reaches over grabbing Zeke he tickles the boy's stomach causing Zeke to laugh. "Momma says she loves you."

Zeke grins squirming and laughing

"Now its time for someone to get dressed." Ian stands carrying Zeke to the changing table.

HALF HOUR LATER

Ian sits on the back patio reading the newspaper and drinking his coffee as Zeke sits in his playpen playing happily with his toys. Ian glances in to see Zeke chattering to himself and then returns to his newspaper.

"Good morning Ian." Immo greets stepping out to the patio

"Immo" Ian returns looking up briefly

Immo glances in the playpen to see Zeke playing and talking to himself "He's happy this morning."

"He's always happy in the morning. God knows who he got that from." Ian says dryly

"Have you been sleeping Ian?" Immo inquires concerned

"More or less" Ian shrugs folding up the newspaper

"Ezekiel isn't keeping you up is he?"

"No. He's only woken up at night once since he got here." Ian replies, "I'm just not used to being able to sleep."

"Yes well Kenneth did keep you on call at all hours." Immo pours himself a cup of coffee "Have you had any headaches?"

"A few." Ian admits "But they weren't bad... and they didn't last long."

"How long did they last?"

"An hour or so" Ian answers taking a sip of his coffee.

"Dr. Immo would you like some breakfast?" Naomi asks stepping out onto the patio

"No thank you Naomi." Dr. Immo smiles

"Mr. Nottingham?"

"I'm fine." Ian assures

Naomi nods heading back inside.

"It's almost time for your check up Ian." Immo says sternly

"I know."

"And not just blood tests... the full nine yards"

"Fine." Ian nods

EARLY AFTERNOON

Ian opens the front door with Zeke on his hip to find Jake McCartey and Danny Woo standing there. "Detectives" he says coolly

"Nottingham." Jake nods

"What can I do for you?" Ian asks gesturing for them to enter as he sees the house cleaner, Naomi, move about the living room. "Naomi can you take Zeke up to his room and put him down?" he requests

"Yes sir" she sets her rag down taking the sleepy boy from her employer she heads up the stairs.

Jake lifts his brow "Your kid?"

"I am his guardian until his mother returns." Ian answers. "How can I help you gentlemen?"

"We're looking for one of your old... associates." Jake says handing Ian a photo, "Carl Vandenric."

Ian glances at the picture briefly and nods "He was briefly assigned to my unit." He says handing the photo back to Jake.

"Have you seen him?" Danny inquires

"I have not seen him since he left our squad. I never monitored the short-term members of my unit, Fa... Mr. Irons did not want me to have any contact with them."

"Why was Vandenric short term?" Danny asks

"Mr. Irons considered Vandenric a threat to the unit. He had the skills but he was not one who would take orders. Mr. Irons had him returned to his former unit... yet I heard he went AWOL not long after."

"Do you have any idea where we can find him?" Danny asks

"Sorry. Why are you looking for him anyway?"

"His fingerprints came up at a crime scene." Jake informs him

"I will let you know if he contacts me but I doubt he will."

Danny nods "Thanks."

Ian nods in return closing the door behind the two Detectives.

EVENING: WOO HOUSEHOLD

Danny stands out on the back porch his phone at his hand "I saw your son today."

"How'd he look?" Sara asks curiously

"He was half asleep. It looked like Zeke is in good hands with Nottingham."

"I knew he would. Otherwise you'd be taking care of him" Sara chuckles

"Thanks but no thanks. Two little kids and a teenager is enough for this house." Danny says dryly "But your kid looks fine."

"Danny I know you don't agree with me leaving Zeke with Ian... but trust me he's safer with Ian than anywhere else."

"Sara... I have to ask you something"

"What?"

"Is Nottingham Zeke's father?"

Sara's silent for a moment then answers "Yes."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Danny asks hurt

Sara takes a deep breath "The night Irons died he showed up at my apartment. We were mad at each other and it just happened."

"And you regret it" Danny says

"Somewhat... though I don't regret having Zeke." Sara takes a deep breath blinking back tears. "I have to go. I'll call you in a few days." she hangs up.

1111 FAUST

Ian looks at the sleeping baby in his arms, he gently he brushes his finger down Zeke's cheek. After a few moments, he stands carrying Zeke over to the crib laying the baby down and covers him with a blanket. "Sleep well" he says softly then leaves the nursery heading to his own room. He grabs his book settling on his bed he begins to read.

AFTER MIDNIGHT

At the same exact moment, three people awaken from their sleep with a start.

Ian gasps startled by the dream he rubs his hands over his sweaty face then groans hearing Zeke cry over the baby monitor. Throwing off his covers Ian gets out of bed trudging to out of his room across the hall to Zeke's room. He goes over to the crib lifting the crying Zeke up against his shoulder. "It was just a dream." he soothes rubbing Zeke's back as he sobs

Sara runs her hands over her sweaty face breathing heavily at the intense dream. She stares at her wrist seeing the stone swirling she sighs running her fingers through her hair.

Ian walks the floor rubbing Zeke's back as the boy cries against his shoulder, "Shh." As Zeke's sobs quiet down to sniffles, he sits on the rocking chair. Holding Zeke against his shoulder Ian slowly rocks rubbing his back gently.

CHAPTER 4

DAWN

Ian opens his eyes wincing at the stiffness in his neck, craning his head he looks at Zeke asleep against his shoulder. He smiles faintly at the peaceful look on the boy's face as he sleeps. Slowly Ian stands carrying Zeke over to the crib he lays the boy down covering him with the blanket then silently he heads out of the nursery returning to his room. Falling on his bed Ian goes back to sleep.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Ian steps out of the shower hearing the happy morning chatter of Zeke over the baby monitor. He smiles faintly listening to the unintelligible noises as he quickly dries off, he heads into his bedroom, quickly dressing he walks across the hall to the nursery. He enters to find Zeke cooing happily to himself as he sucks on his foot. "Morning Zeke" Ian greets lifting the baby out of the crib as he hears a knock at the nursery door. "Yes" he calls

The door opens and Naomi enters carrying a bottle "Good morning Mr. Nottingham. Your guests are here sir; they are waiting in the dining room for you. Mrs. Ellis sent me up to take care of Ezekiel this morning."

"Oh yes, the meeting with the lawyers." Ian nods "I must have slept longer than normal." he kisses Zeke's head then hands the boy to the maid. "He still needs to be changed."

"Good morning Ezekiel. You are such a cutie." Naomi coos sitting on the rocker offering Zeke his morning bottle.

Ian exits the nursery making his way down to the dining room entering he finds the two head lawyers sitting at the dining room table, "Good morning gentlemen." He greets.

"Good Morning Ian." Irons former personal head lawyer Mr. Rockford greets

"Good morning Ian" greets the second head lawyer for Vorschlag, Mr. Gregory.

Ian sits down "So what did you want to discuss with me on such short notice?"

"A few items" Mr. Rockford says opening his briefcase he removes a folder "This was brought to my attention... by a reporter from the New York Times. They called to verify this" he hands Ian the folder

Ian opens the folder to find a few black and white photos of he and Zeke in the yard. "How did they get these?" he demands looking through the pictures some taken through the front gate as Ian stands on the front steps with Zeke on his hip. "He's only been here a few days. These look they were taken on the grounds." He says angrily.

"Some source. They don't know who." Rockford shrugs

"The newspaper called me as well." Gregory states. "They want to know who Ezekiel is, who his mother is, all of that."

"When are they running the story?" Ian inquires

"They haven't decided yet. Right now all they want is verification on who Ezekiel is." Rockford answers

"If they get that then they will dig for more and that will lead to more questions." Ian muses

"Yes" Rockford nods "We'll see what we can do to keep the picture out of the newspaper but that might be hard."

"Zeke has nothing to do with any of this!" Ian says.

"Yes and you are Kenneth's heir making Ezekiel part of the public eye." Gregory remarks. "We can try and convince them to keep his face hidden but if not..." He trails off.

Ian nods

"We will try to keep the press from invading your privacy but the best way to do that is to give the press some information... just enough to keep them from digging."

Ian nods "I'll discuss it with Sara next time she calls. What else did you want to discuss?" he asks taking a sip of his coffee. He listens as the lawyers talk about all the legal dealings he needs to know about.

AFTERNOON

Ian glances at Zeke as the boy sits in his swinger happily chewing on a plastic ring then turns his attention back to his book when his phone rings. Setting his book aside he flips open his phone "Yes" he greets

"How is Zeke?"

At Sara's voice Ian looks over at Zeke sitting in the swinger chattering away "Chewing on one of his plastic rings" Ian says amused

"I miss him." Sara sighs

"The lawyers came to see me this morning. They informed me that somehow the Times managed to get a picture of Zeke."

"How?" Sara demands

"I'm not entirely sure, but it looks as though the pictures were taken by someone who was on the grounds. I'm looking into it and I'll make sure it doesn't happen again."

Sara sighs, "The press was bound to find out that he's there."

"The lawyers suggested that I give them just enough information to keep them from digging for more. The lawyers are going to try and convince the press to leave it alone or at least keep his picture out of the newspaper."

"Why would the press care about Zeke?" Sara wonders

"The lawyers said that Zeke might become an interest to the press since I inherited Fa... Kenneth's Estate, Vorschlag, and his other business interests."

"Which you are now one of the richest men in the country." Sara remarks

"Technically" Ian admits reluctantly

Zeke shrieks unhappily waving his hands

"What's wrong with Zeke?" Sara demands

Ian looks over to see that the plastic ring Zeke had been playing with is on the floor "He just dropped his toy." Ian answers getting off his bed he goes over picking up the plastic ring handing it back to Zeke receiving a big grin in return.

Zeke sticks the plastic ring in his mouth cooing happily.

Ian sits on the floor in front of the swing "How are you Sara?"

"I miss Zeke. I miss home. I miss my friends. Hell I even miss my job." She says sadly

"Sara... you can return. You'd be safe here."

"Not for long."

"If not here you'd be safe at any of the Estates." Ian says

"Until they find me and someone gets caught in the middle." Sara replies

"No one but the caretakers, security guards, and animals are on any of the Estates."

"I'll be fine." Sara assures "I have to go. Tell Zeke I love him"

"I will" Ian promises as she hangs up. Ian looks at the infant who just sits in his swinger chewing happily on the plastic ring. Ian stands unbuckling Zeke from the seat lifting him up "Mommy told me to tell you she loves you and misses you a lot. I'm sure we'll see her sometime soon."

Zeke grins clapping happily

"How about we go see the dogs." Ian carries Zeke downstairs to the side yard where his Rottweilers are. At the dogs enthusiastic barks Ian looks at Zeke who stares at the dogs wide-eyed. "Boys heel" he orders causing the dogs to stop barking and sit. He kneels down before the dogs with Zeke on his leg.

Zeke reaches for the dogs

"Zeke" Ian says warningly "careful." He takes the small hand reaching out he gently brushes the tiny hand over the large head of the oldest of the dogs. "See. They won't hurt you as long as you don't scare them."

Zeke grins around the pacifier patting the dog's head.

"Careful."

CHAPTER 5

2 DAYS LATER

Ian awakens started at the sound of his phone ringing. He blindly reaches for the offending object flipping it open he puts it to his ear. "Yes" he says half asleep.

"Sorry for waking you."

At Sara's voice, Ian looks at the bedside clock seeing its 1:30 he sighs, "I haven't been asleep long." He muses rubbing his hand over his face. "How are you?"

"I miss Zeke." Sara sniffles

At her pained tone Ian reaches over turning on his lamp "Where are you?" he asks

"Baltimore. Why?"

"I was thinking of bringing Zeke to see you. He misses you." 'I miss you.'

"I don't know. I really want to see him."

"Then I'll bring him to you. It'll be fine Sara."

Sara slowly smiles "Alright."

Ian smiles faintly "I'll call the pilot and have him ready to fly out in the morning. We can be in Baltimore by early afternoon. Why don't you call back at eight...? I'll have a better idea of what time we'd be in then."

"Ian... thanks." Sara says hanging up

Ian closes his phone picking up the bedside phone hitting the speed dial for the pilot.

"Yes Mr. Nottingham?" a man asks groggily

"Have the plane ready to leave by 9."

"Where to sir?"

"Baltimore."

"Yes sir."

Ian hangs up hitting Fredrick's extension

"Yes, Master Ian?"

"I need you to make arrangements for Zeke and me to head to Baltimore for a few days. I already informed the pilot."

"Why are you heading to Baltimore sir?" Fredrick inquires

"To see Sara." Ian answers

After a moment, the Butler speaks "What time are you planning to leave?"

"I told the pilot to have the plane ready by 9."

"I'll take care of the rest of the car and hotel arrangements. Do you want a driver?"

"No. Make sure to inform the hotel that Zeke will be with me. See if they can provide a crib and playpen."

"Yes sir."

Ian hangs up the phone turning off the lamp he goes back to the sleep for a few hours.

8AM

Ian groans as Zeke squirms on the changing table "Zeke come on stay still." He pleads as he hears his phone ring with one hand on his squirming son; Ian digs his phone out of his pocket "Yes?"

"Hey"

Ian smiles faintly at her voice, "Did you get some sleep?"

"A little. What about you?"

"Couple hours." Ian answers looking at Zeke he rests his phone on his shoulder turning his attention to trying to diaper and dress the boy. "We should be in around noon. Fredrick made reservations at the Four Seasons in downtown for a suite for two nights. Thought you would like to spend as much time as possible with him. Suite 411. We should land by 11... and be at the hotel by 11:45 give or take."

"Thanks Nottingham."

"Anytime. I have to go; Zeke is trying to crawl away while I'm trying to dress him."

Sara laughs "Enjoy."

"Hey you get to deal with him later" Ian retorts

"Good. I can't wait." Sara hangs up

Ian closes his phone returning his full attention to Zeke "If you don't stay still it will take us longer to get out of here and longer to go see your Mommy." Ian watches Zeke's eyes seem to widen in recognition at the word Mommy. "You miss your Mommy huh. I miss her too. She's a very special person." Ian finishes dressing the boy in snappy jeans and a gray T-shirt with Cookie Monster on the front. He sits Zeke up slipping the socks onto the boy's feet. "Done." he announces then sets Zeke on the floor and starts cleaning up the dirty diaper mess.

HOUR LATER

Ian sighs, "Mrs. Ellis we will be fine. The flight is only an hour and a half and Immo gave him a minor sedative for the flight there and back."

"Do you have everything?" Mrs. Ellis inquires worried

"Relax... whatever else he needs I'll pick up there." Ian assures strapping the car seat into to the back as the driver puts the bags in the trunk.

"Are you sure about not taking the stroller?" Mrs. Ellis asks looking at Zeke on her hip looking around curiously.

"Sara will probably want to stay inside with him." Ian says. "I will call you when we land." He promises

Mrs. Ellis looks at Zeke who is wearing a gray hooded jacket his pacifier in his mouth. "Good." She nods. "Now you behave Ezekiel." She says tapping the boy on the nose, "No running your parents ragged."

Zeke grins around his pacifier then shifts holding his arms out to his father

Ian takes his son from Mrs. Ellis and sets Zeke in his car seat. "See you in a few days" Ian says getting in beside Zeke.

"Have a good time." Mrs. Ellis calls as Ian pulls the door shut. She watches as the limo pulls away.

"They'll be fine Mrs. Ellis" Fredrick assures "Master Ian has proven he is quite capable of caring for the boy on his own."

"That's not what worries me... its boy's mother." Mrs. Ellis says sadly "She has broken Ian's heart already... and that little boy's. I'd hate to see that happen again."

45 MINS LATER

Ian sighs relieved as the plane levels out. He looks at Zeke seeing the boy look around wildly Ian brushes his hand over Zeke's head reassuring the infant. He sticks the pacifier back in Zeke's mouth and reaches across to the other seat opening the diaper bag he takes out Zeke's favorite stuffed dog. He hands it to Zeke watching the baby squeeze the dog giggling. "At least you didn't start screaming" Ian says relieved.

Zeke grins around the pacifier in his mouth.

NOON: HOTEL

Ian enters the suite with Zeke on his hip looking at the bellboy "Just leave the bags here." he requests

"Yes sir. The concierge wanted me to inform you that a crib was set up in one of the rooms and a playpen and a swing chair in the living room. Also like requested there are some diapers in one of the rooms."

"Thank you." Ian nods handing the bellhop a few bills.

"Thank you sir." The bellhop nods closing the door behind him.

Ian carries Zeke over to the playpen setting the wide-awake boy down. He grabs the diaper bag taking out a couple toys putting them in with Zeke. Ian gathers the bags carrying them to the rooms. In the room with the crib, he puts the diaper bag and the duffle bag with Zeke's clothes down. 'Sara can sleep in here with Zeke.' he drops his duffle bag in the second room. He removes his overcoat tossing it on the chair in the corner he returns to the living room where he finds Zeke still playing. Ian picks Zeke up sitting on the couch with Zeke on his lap he removes the boy's jacket draping it over the couch. "You ready to see Mommy."

Zeke grins in response

"Me too." he kisses Zeke's head then lifts the boy over his head causing Zeke to shriek with laughter. He leans back against the couch with Zeke on his chest allowing the boy to grab and pat at his face. Hearing a knock at the door, Ian looks at Zeke "That could be your Mommy." He stands with Zeke in his arms walking to the door he opens it to find Sara there.

Zeke grins seeing the familiar face. He bounces happily holding his arms out talking animatedly.

Sara laughs "Hey you" she takes Zeke from Ian as she enters the suite "Hey sweetie" she kisses Zeke's cheek "Oh I've missed you." she hugs him tight

Ian takes her backpack carrying it to the room where the crib is then returns to find Sara on the couch with Zeke standing on her legs. He watches the two for a moment

Sara sets Zeke on her lap facing her "If I didn't know better I'd say you've grown in a week" she tickles his stomach causing the boy to laugh. Sara looks at Ian "You've done well."

"He makes it easy." Ian says sitting on the other end of the couch watching as Sara hugs and kisses Zeke. 'She looks so beautiful holding Zeke.'

As Zeke starts to squirm on her lap, Sara stands carrying him over to his toys on the floor. Sitting on the floor with Zeke, she watches as he picks up a toy inspecting it then sets it aside moving to his hands and knees he crawls to the couch pulling himself up on his feet grinning at his parents. "He's standing?" she looks at Ian surprised

Ian nods "He started pulling himself up yesterday" he stops talking watching as Zeke falls on his butt.

"Good thing diapers are padded" Sara chuckles when Zeke starts laughing rather than crying.

"As you can tell he's still a little wobbly and not yet standing on his own though."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't think about it" he shrugs

"Well considering you were half asleep, I guess I can let it go." Sara remarks as she grabs the grinning baby. "You are getting to be so big. Soon you'll be walking huh baby." She kisses Zeke's nose causing the boy to giggle and pat at her face. She smiles at Ian then looks at Zeke.

Ian watches as Sara cuddles and laughs with Zeke as she plays with him on the floor.

HOUR LATER

Sara gazes at her son as he lies in her arms drinking his bottle trying to keep his eyes open. She smiles brushing her fingers over his dark hair sensing Ian watching her she glances up meeting his gaze briefly then back at Zeke 'He looks so much like Ian.' she muses thoughtfully as she watches Zeke's eyes droop shut. She sets the bottle aside stroking her son's cheek as he sleeps peacefully in her arms.

Ian sits there watching Sara hold Zeke "Want me to put him down?"

Sara shakes her head "I will." she stands carrying Zeke to the room setting him in the crib she watches for a few moments as Zeke sleeps. She heads out to the living room where she finds Ian out on the balcony taking a deep breath she joins him.

Ian stares out at the city below well aware that Sara is next to him. "We have a lot to discuss."

Sara stiffens "We already have" she says turning to head inside. Just as she steps inside Ian grabs her arm, she turns to say something she inhales sharply seeing the same look in his eyes as the night they had sex. "Ian" she says softly

Ian releases her arm reaching out he gently brushes her hair off her face. His thumb brushes across her lower lip he then leans in kissing her lightly. He pulls back slightly remaining close waiting for her to react in some way.

Sara reaches up cupping his cheek kissing him in return. The kiss begins light and sweet but soon the two are clinging to each other the kiss becoming desperate and devouring. Sara breaks the kiss stepping back. "We shouldn't start this up again"

"Why not?" Ian inquires. "You know it feels right."

"You don't know what I feel" Sara snaps "or what I think."

"Yes I do." Ian grabs her hand pressing it against his heart "We are meant to be together... always have been."

Sara stares at her hand wanting to pull away yet not being able to. "That night shouldn't have happened." She whispers

"Maybe... maybe not." Ian shrugs "But it did and in there is proof." he gestures towards the open door where Zeke is sleeping. "Do you regret that night Sara?" He demands. "Do you regret every touch, every movement, and every kiss? Do you regret that, that night resulted in a child... our child?"

At his last question Sara glares at him "I don't regret Zeke... he's my son!" she says angrily

"What do you regret then Sara?" he demands, "That he's my child as well? Do you regret allowing me, a killer, in your bed?" he asks his voice filled with pained anger.

"NO!" She says angrily pulling away. She walks towards the bedroom pausing at the door she looks at him "I regret letting you leave." She walks into the room closing the door she leans against it closing her eyes. "I regret not knowing how I feel about you." She goes over to the crib picking Zeke up she sets him on the bed then lays down next to the still sleeping baby. "I wish I knew how I feel about your father... I know I'm attracted to him but I don't know what else I feel about him." She sighs brushing her lips over Zeke's cheek "Why am I thinking about this? Day after tomorrow I won't see you or him for a while."

Ian sits on the couch running his hands over his face sighing, "I regret leaving as well."

OVER AN HOUR LATER

Sara feels a tug on her hair slowly she opens her eyes to find Zeke sitting up a fistful of her hair in his hand. "Hey sweetie. Let go of Mommy's hair Zeke." She says softly as she carefully removes her hair from Zeke's clutches. Sara sits up lifting Zeke onto her lap, "Ohh, I missed you baby." She hugs Zeke then stands walking out of the room to find Ian reading on the couch.

"Did you have a good sleep?" Ian asks looking up from his book.

Sara nods hugging Zeke "Best one in a month." she kisses Zeke's head sitting on the floor

Ian closes his book watching as Zeke rolls around on the floor giggling

Sara laughs at the sight amused by Zeke's antics as he stops rolling around and grabs his foot sticking it in his mouth. "I see you still like the feet."

Zeke giggles happily as he chews on his sock covered foot.

EVENING

Zeke giggles kicking as his mother tickles him.

"That's my boy!" Sara laughs pressing kisses over Zeke's face causing him to laugh even more. She stands moving over to the couch she offers Zeke his pacifier as he opens his mouth then grabs his blanket wrapping it around him. As Zeke snuggles into her arms Sara brushes her fingers over his face "You must be tired huh sweetie." she kisses Zeke's forehead glancing at Ian briefly then back at Zeke "Had a long day huh little guy."

She sits the softly talking to Zeke watching as he slowly drifts off to sleep in her arms. Sara glances over at Ian "I'm going to go put him down then get cleaned up."

Ian nods

Sara stands carrying Zeke back to the bedroom she lays him in the crib brushing her fingers over his cheek "Sleep well my baby." she walks into the bathroom closing the door she turns on the shower stripping off her clothes she steps under the warm water.

'How do I feel about Ian?' she asks herself. 'When he touches me I feel lust... and familiarity... and things I don't understand. I know I want to be with him again... can I risk the emotions the will be brought up between us?'

"Enough" she growls at herself. "No more thoughts about him... relax." she mutters standing under the warm water.

CHAPTER 6

WHILE LATER

Ian looks up as Sara steps out of the bedroom wearing a bathrobe "Zeke still sleeping?"

"Yes." Sara nods brushing her damp hair behind her ear, "He is out like a light." She chuckles sitting on the couch.

"Do you want dinner?" Ian asks tearing his eyes away from her.

"Sure" Sara sits on the couch listening to Ian order up dinner.

Ian hangs up the phone looking at Sara, "It'll be up in half an hour." He tells her his eyes going to the floor his hands clasped behind his back. "Sara... I'm sorry for earlier."

At his tone and posture, Sara winces "Don't be." she stands walking up to him she reaches up hesitantly brushing a curl behind his ear. "We needed to talk about that night."

Ian lifts his hand to her face "Do you regret that night Sara? For even a few minutes?"

Sara flinches but meets his gaze with a sad smile "My only regrets were agreeing with it only being a truce and not talking you into walking away from his life." She shrugs "Maybe none of this would have happened."

Ian brushes his fingers over her face "I wouldn't have been able to walk away." he says sadly "He was my Father. My whole life he trained me to not just protect both of you but to take over for him when he died."

"You still miss him." Sara states

"He was the only Father I ever knew." he shrugs "As much as I hated him I couldn't go back on my promise... or my training."

"I know." She nods, then tilts her head, "Do you regret that night?" she asks softly

"No." He smoothes a strand of hair off her face, "There are few things in my life I regret and that night wasn't one of them. I do regret leaving that morning." He leans in kissing her gently, "I regret everything I've ever done to hurt you Sara."

Sara presses her finger to his lips "Shut up Nottingham" she slides her arms around his shoulders "I don't think you ever meant to hurt me."

"I didn't want to." He says softly

Sara nods guiding his lips to hers urging him into a passionate kiss bodies pressed together. She moans feeling his arousal pressed against her leg only to feel her own arousal intensify. She slides her hands under his sweater caressing his warm skin. She breaks the kiss and helps him pull off his sweater.

Ian sits there immobile as Sara runs her hands over his chest, uncertain of how she will react to the scars covering his body. He flinches seeing the look on her face as she gently runs her fingers over one of the more prominent scars on his upper chest.

Noticing his slightly ashamed expression Sara brushes her lips over the scar then moves up kissing him sweetly. Gently, Sara brushes her lips over his jaw as she pushes him backwards onto the couch. She pulls the bathrobe up slightly straddling his legs.

Ian inhales sharply his eyes going to hers as he notices she is naked under the robe. He swallows a wave of lust trying to control his body's reaction.

Sara smirks, "Guess I forgot to mention..." She brushes her lips over his, "I don't have anything on under the robe."

Ian groans at her seductive tone and the knowledge, "Sara" he pulls her head down kissing her deeply. Slowly he slides his hand under the robe caressing her bare leg.

Sara gasps at the gentle touch as Ian trails his lips down her neck "Ian" she sighs tangling her fingers in his hair as he kisses and nips at her collarbone. Feeling his fingers caress her inner thigh she moans.

"Sara" Ian says huskily

Sara meets his lust filled gaze rubbing her lower body against his tilting her head. "Want me Nottingham?" she lifts her brow with a faint smirk as she feels his arousal brush her leg.

Ian holds her hips against his "I have wanted you and only you in all our lifetimes." he brushes the back of his fingers over her face.

Sara kisses his fingers then moves off his lap pulling Ian to his feet she brushes his hair back kissing him urgently.

Ian lifts Sara into his arms without breaking the kiss he carries her into his room. He sets her on her feet their mouths still fused.

Realizing where they are, Sara breaks the kiss breathing heavily she meets his gaze gently shoving him onto the bed. She straddles his hips leaning down Sara kisses him lazily then slowly her lips trailing down his chest and stomach. Once at his waist Sara lifts her head, her eyes locked on his she slowly undoes his belt and unbuttons his pants carefully unzipping his pants. She pulls his pants and underwear down his hips swallowing a whimper at the sight of his erection. 'Damn I forgot how big he is.' she mentally shakes herself out of her arousing thoughts pulling his pants and underwear off. Slowly she moves up his legs stopping at his pulsing erection, her eyes go to his as she gently caresses him. Seeing his eyes darken with passion she lightly swirls her tongue around his tip moaning at his salty taste.

"Sara" Ian groans

Sara lifts her eyes to his slowly she moves up his body she kisses him reaching between them she caresses him gently. Hearing his low growl she speaks her voice husky, filled with need "I do want to play but I need to feel you inside me."

At Sara's admission, Ian shifts rolling her under him he loosens the belt of the robe quickly with her help he pulls it off her tossing it aside. He settles between her legs his erection at her entrance he stares at her quickly thrusting inside her groaning at the feeling.

Sara whimpers in pleasurable pain closing her eyes

"Sara?" Ian questions concerned at her tone

Sara opens her eyes meeting his concerned gaze. She brushes her fingers down his cheek guiding his lips to hers, "I'm OK." She assures against his lips. "It's just been so long since you've been inside me." She lifts her hips moaning, "Forgot how good you feel."

Leveling himself over her Ian slowly moves enjoying the feeling of being inside his beloved Wielder. "Sara" he says huskily as he trails his lips over her cheek before kissing her deeply.

Sara moans wrapping her legs around his hips urging him on. She breaks the kiss meeting Ian's intense gaze. "Ian" she whimpers feeling her release build she tightens her legs around his hips urging him on. Sara gasps feeling the beginning of her release she pulls his head down kissing him roughly as her release hits. "Ian"

As he hears her muffled cry and feels her walls tighten around him, Ian groans feeling his own release build he thrusts a few more times then tensing he moans her name low as he fills her. "Sara"

Sara whimpers at the sound of her name on his lips as he fills her she gasps his name her world spinning.

After a moment, Ian moves off Sara resting beside her he caresses her cheek watching as she slowly opens her eyes. "Sara?"

Sara kisses his hand a slow smile gracing her face. "Mmm." She purrs stretching her body.

Ian props himself up on his arm his other hand caressing Sara's cheek and jaw. He presses a light kiss to her temple.

Sara turns her head brushing her lips across his "What's on your mind?" she asks trailing her fingers down his cheek.

Ian rests his hand on her hip, "That you are beautiful." He says softly

Suddenly a loud cry fills the suite

Sara sighs hearing the cry "I'll go see what he wants." She kisses him "Finish this later?" as he tilts his head in response she gets off the bed pulling on the discarded robe she walks out of the bedroom. Once out of the room she takes a deep breath then continues on her way to the bedroom where Zeke is crying, as she reaches the door she hears a knock at the door.

"Room service"

"Ian can you get that?" Sara calls as she enters the second bedroom where she finds Zeke sitting up crying rubbing at his eyes.

Hearing Sara's request Ian gets out of bed pulling on his pants he walks out of the room wincing at the sound of Zeke sobbing. Ian goes to the door opening it to find the waiter there with the cart he gestures for the man to enter

Sara picks Zeke up "Hey sweetie did you have a bad dream?" she questions holding the sobbing baby close. "Shh, Momma's here" she soothes rubbing Zeke's back. She senses Ian watching her, turning she finds him standing in the doorway arms crossed over his chest.

Ian steps into the room standing beside Sara, he rests his hand on Zeke's back. "Dinner's here. Why don't I take him so you can eat?" Ian offers

Sara shakes her head "I'm fine." she kisses Zeke's head.

Zeke whimpers reaching one hand out towards his father as his other hand clings to his mother's robe.

Ian brushes the tears from Zeke's cheek. Leaning down he kisses Zeke's cheek wincing as the boy grabs his hair. "Zeke no" he says sternly untangling the small fingers from his hair.

Sara smiles at Ian the looks at Zeke "No pulling on hair, baby."

Zeke yawns

Sara turns to set Zeke back down in the crib sighing when he whimpers. "OK, OK" she cradles him to her chest. "Ian can you grab his blanket?" she requests

Ian removes the blanket from the crib wrapping it around Zeke. He smoothes his finger down Zeke's nose "You just want Momma to hold you huh" he looks at Sara leaning in he kisses her sweetly. "Once he's asleep I get you the rest of the night."

"Of course." she smiles looking as Zeke who rubs his cheek against her breast. She chuckles "You're hungry again huh?" When she meets Ian's questioning gaze she explains, "He used to do the same thing when he was nursing."

"I will go heat up the remainder of his bottle."

"Thanks" Sara nods following Ian out the room. As Zeke rubs his cheek insistently against her breast, she sighs. "Just a minute baby." She soothes

Ian watches Sara comfort Zeke "Are you OK?"

Sara nods tearing her eyes away from Zeke "I guess part of him still wants to nurse."

Ian removes the bottle from the microwave then walks over to Sara, handing her the bottle. He watches as she offers it to Zeke then gently he caresses Sara's cheek as Zeke starts to drink heartily.

"Sometimes I still have a hard time believing how old he is." She glances at Ian briefly then back at the baby, "It seems like it wasn't so long ago that he was inside me."

Ian guides her to the couch pulling her down beside him. "I wish I had been there." he presses a light kiss to her jaw.

"Ian..." she trails off biting her lower lip "I am sorry for not telling you about him."

Cupping her cheek, Ian speaks softly "Don't be." he kisses her forehead

Giving Ian a faint smile, she speaks "Why don't you go ahead and eat dinner."

"I can wait" Ian assures

"He might not go back to sleep for a while."

Ian shrugs "I like watching you hold him."

HOUR LATER

Returning to the living room Sara meets Ian's gaze. "He's asleep. Hopefully he'll last the night."

"Do you still want dinner?" Ian asks

"I am a little hungry." She admits following Ian to the kitchen table where their dinner is waiting. She sits down as Ian lifts the lids off the plates of chicken, rice, and vegetables.

"Do you want me to heat it up?" Ian asks

Sara shakes her head "Its fine." She picks up a fork and digs into her food, "Better than greasy diners."

"Wouldn't know" Ian shrugs pausing in his eating.

"Never?"

Ian shakes his head "Father didn't trust anyone but Cook with his food. So if we ever ate anywhere other than home he would have Cook brought in to make his meals." Giving her a sheepish smile "Before you I never knew anyone who ate what I always would find in your kitchen."

"You're kidding?! You never knew anyone who ate Cocoa Puffs."

"No."

"Not even when you were a kid?"

"No. I was the only child on the estates. Mrs. Ellis was married but she never had any children... her husband, James, was the caretaker, until he died when I was twelve."

"How old is Mrs. Ellis?"

"63. Fredrick's 57. Mrs. Ellis used to be my Nanny, but when the housekeeper, Ms. Jenkins died, Father kept Mrs. Ellis on as housekeeper. He thought I was too old for a Nanny and he did not want to find someone else to hire and gain his trust, so he kept her around. Fredrick's Father was the butler when I was a boy, when he died Fredrick took over. Cook has been around for over 20 years. Pretty much everyone who works on the estates whenever we stayed there were the ones who have been around for a long time."

"So they are somewhat your family."

Ian shrugs "I guess so."

Sara reaches out smoothing Ian's hair back "Good. I'm glad you have them... they're your family."

"Part of my family" Ian turns her hand pressing his lips to her palm "but I am missing one person for my family to be what it should be."

"Oh" she swallows "who?" she asks hoarsely almost knowing his answer

"You" he replies gazing into the green eyes of his love "You my Lady."

Sara takes a deep breath "Ian"

Ian moves his chair closer to her his hand resting on her cheek "You know how I feel about you. You have been the one person in my life to ever treat me like a person... not a servant."

"I treated you like dirt" Sara protests saddened by the memories of hurting the man sitting before her. "I was mean to you. Then not telling you about Zeke."

Ian shrugs "I gave you reasons for doing all of that. I didn't exactly make things easy for you." he lifts her wrist glancing at the bracelet then back at Sara "After all I did to you, you didn't walk away that day."

Sara winces remembering the day, when he took the bolt for her and how she felt when she realized he was dead. "I couldn't walk away... something wouldn't let me. Whether it was the Witchblade, my own conscious," she looks over at the slightly open door where their son is sleeping "or Zeke, I couldn't just leave you there." She stands takes Ian's hand pulling him to his feet giving him a light kiss leading him to the bedroom.

Ian takes her face between his hands "Thank you Sara"

"For what?"

"For not leaving me there that day." he kisses her sweetly then gently urges her backwards on the bed. As she lies on the bed, he undoes the belt of the robe his eyes taking in her body. He trails his fingers over her face as he leans down kissing her lightly.

Sara tugs him close deepening the kiss her fingers tangling in his curly locks, "I'm glad I didn't." She murmurs against his lips.

"Why?" He asks his eyes searching hers as their faces are inches apart.

"Because you wouldn't be here. Zeke wouldn't have his father." 'I wouldn't be with you right now.' She brushes his hair back sighing in pleasure as he slowly slides into her.

WHILE LATER

Sara gasps feeling Ian's fingers trail over her nipples "Ian" she sighs meeting his gaze.

Ian caresses her breasts his hand moving down her body resting on her stomach. He tilts his head thoughtfully gazing at Sara.

"Got thoughtful look" Sara smiles running her finger down his nose "What are you thinking about?"

"You are so beautiful" he says awed

Sara sighs, "I still haven't lost all the weight I gained with Zeke." She trails her fingers over his hand resting on her stomach. Sara chuckles "When I was pregnant it seemed like I was always eating. I felt huge by the time he was born and I only gained 20 pounds. Only 8 and a half of that was Zeke." She brushes a strand of Ian's hair back "The first thing I noticed about Zeke was that he has your eyes... and within the first few weeks I realized he has your smile." Sara smiles faintly brushing her fingers over Ian's lips. "Though I've only seen you smile a few times, he definitely has your smile."

Ian looks away

"Something wrong?"

Ian shakes his head

Sara scratches at his cheek "We should get some sleep."

Ian nods reaching over he turns off the lamp as Sara shifts to her side he spoons his body around hers. He wraps his arms around her.

Sara snuggles back into him enjoying the feel of his hard, muscular body pressed against her own.

"Goodnight sweet Sara." he says huskily as he brushes his lips over her ear.

Sara smiles "Night." Slowly the two drift off to sleep.

CHAPTER 7

MORNING

"How's my boy" Sara coos rubbing Zeke's stomach as she finishes changing his diaper.

Zeke yawns rubbing at his eyes

"Still sleepy huh baby?" Sara kisses Zeke's forehead lifting the boy to her shoulder. She picks up the dirty diaper dropping it into the garbage can.

Ian stands in the doorway watching as Sara talks softly to Zeke. 'She's so beautiful.'

Feeling the familiar presence Sara turns her head looking at Ian giving him a faint smile.

Ian enters the room stopping behind her he runs his hand over Zeke's head "How are you feeling?" he asks softly

"A little sore." she gives him a faint smile amused by his shy expression at her words.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you."

Sara lifts her hand to his face "You didn't." she assures giving him a gentle kiss as Zeke squirms in her arms.

Zeke grunts reaching for his father

"You want Daddy huh baby." Sara laughs handing Zeke to Ian she watches as Zeke chatters at Ian. She rests her hand on Zeke's back as the boy pats at his father's face.

Ian smiles at Zeke amused by the boy's unintelligible words as the boy pats at his face. He meets Sara's gaze "Breakfast should be up soon. His bottle is on the table."

Sara nods "Now come 'ere you." she takes Zeke from Ian carrying the boy out of the room.

LATE MORNING

Sara lies on the floor watching as Zeke sits next to her, happily playing with his toys. She turns her head watching as Ian settles down behind her. She looks back at Zeke smiling faintly as Ian rests his hand on her hip. "I'm going to miss him."

"You could come back."

"Can we not talk about this?" Sara says looking pointedly at Zeke as he crawls over to her. She shifts to her back lifting Zeke into the air laughing as the boy giggles happily, "How's my Zeke?" she laughs

'My family' Ian muses watching the two laugh as Sara gently tosses Zeke in the air. He runs his fingers through his hair then stands heading into the bedroom.

Seeing Ian head into the room Sara sighs then turns her attention back on Zeke. She sits up with Zeke on her lap "What's this?" she asks picking up one of the stuffed toys.

Zeke reaches out grabbing at the toy.

"You like that one huh." She glances at the half-closed bedroom door then back at Zeke on her lap. She presses her lips to Zeke's head watching as the boy plays with the toy.

Ian quickly chances into his running clothes then walks out of the room watching the sight of Sara and Zeke playing on the floor. "Sara"

Sara looks up noting his change in clothes

"I'm going to the park for a run."

Sara nods

"I should be back in an hour." He says pulling on his cap

"OK" Sara nods watching as he walks out the door. She looks at Zeke who is watching her thoughtfully "He's not happy with me right now. He wants me to come back to New York." She runs her hand over his head "I want to come home, be with you my baby, but I can't. I miss seeing you. I even miss your Daddy." she watches as Zeke sticks his toy in his mouth "Enough of those thoughts, I want to play with my baby boy." she kisses his head

HOUR LATER

Sara walks out of the room where she just put Zeke down for his nap to find Ian in the kitchenette having a drink of water. "Have a good run?" she asks going to the sink

"Yes. Is Zeke down?" Ian inquires

Sara nods "Yes. I just put him down." She turns on the water washing her hands

Ian sets the bottle of water on the counter he steps up behind her. He rests his hands on either side of her "Sara"

At his close presence, Sara swallows heavily at the feeling of his body so close to hers. "Ian" she whispers feeling her body respond.

Ian slides one arm around her waist holding her close. He presses his lips to her neck inhaling her scent. He presses light kisses to her neck and shoulder. Slowly he slides his hand up her shirt gently caressing her stomach hearing her inhale sharply, he speaks "Being near you is the only time I do not think of what I am, of what I have done."

"Ian." She whispers then gasps as he unbuttons her jeans and slowly slides her zipper down. She bucks her hips feeling him slip his hand into her jeans cupping her mound. "Ian" she shudders then moans feeling her arousal intensifies at the feel of his hand.

As she bucks into his touch Ian speaks, "Do you like this my Sara?" as he slides his fingers through her curls to her soaking center.

"Yes." She moans bucking against his hand, "Ohh Ian." She whimpers. "More!" She pleads then swallows a shriek as he roughly rubs her aroused clit. "Please Ian... so close" she groans in frustration as Ian removes his hand from her pants. "Don't stop." She whimpers pleadingly.

"I'm not." He says huskily as he turns her around. His eyes on hers he slowly moves to his knees slowly pulling her jeans and panties down her legs tossing them aside.

Sara shivers watching the look of lust and love cross his face as he trails his fingers down her inner thigh. She whimpers as he gently caresses her wet folds with she gasps as he leans in licking her clit. "Ian" she moans lifting her hips urging him on she mewls as she feels two of his fingers enter her "oh yes."

"Do you like that my Sara?" he asks huskily looking at her he sees her nod wordlessly. "More Sara?"

Sara nods tangling her fingers she guides him back to her aching mound gasping as he starts to suck furiously on her clit. Huskily she moans his name her hips moving in time with his mouth and his fingers fucking her.

Ian pulls back his eyes going to Sara's face awed by the look of pleasure on her face. He groans feeling her inner walls tighten almost painfully around his fingers as she whimpers. With his eyes on her face, he gives her glistening, aroused clit a final lick.

"IAN" she cries out her eyes flying open she looks at Ian kneeling between her legs a faint smile on his face. She closes her eyes moaning at the small aftershocks wrack her body.

With a final kiss to her inner thigh, Ian gracefully stands placing his leg between hers. He watches as she opens her eyes.

Sara stares at Ian "Wow" she says awed trailing her fingers down his cheek leaning in she kisses him lightly. She suddenly finds herself in Ian's arms as he carries her to the bedroom, laying her on the middle of the bed. She watches breathlessly as he removes her shirt reaching up she pulls him down kissing him passionately. She shifts Ian under her kissing his neck as she pulls at his shirt with his help she pulls his shirt off tossing it aside pressing light kisses down his chest. She moves down untying his running shoes pulling them off along with his socks.

Ian watches as Sara moves up his legs stopping at his waist.

Sara smiles at him as she slowly pulls his track pants and underwear down his legs tossing them aside. Her eyes are drawn to his erection gently she caresses him. Hearing him hiss in pleasure, she licks his tip.

"Sara" Ian groans.

Sara slowly takes him deeper moaning at the feeling.

"Sara" Ian growls watching her head bob as she sucks and licks at his erection.

Hearing him growl her name, Sara lifts her eyes to his she continues her movements. After a few seconds he stops her, his eyes boring into hers he flips her under him roughly entering her. Sara gasps startled by the force.

Hearing her gasp he caresses her face "I'm sorry if I hurt you, my love."

Sara shakes her head, "You didn't." She assures. "Feel good." She pulls his head down kissing him roughly, as she lifts her hips tightening her walls around him causing him to hiss her name. She moans against his mouth "Ian." She whimpers rocking her hips against his, "Fuck me like you did before you left that morning." she demands staring into his eyes as he starts to move with long, hard strokes. "Yes!" She arches into him.

Ian grasps her hips his movements measured he listens as she whimpers and gasps in pleasure. He leans down his lips capturing hers in a searing kiss as he starts pounding into her.

Soon the room echoes with the sounds of moans, grunts, and smacking flesh.

"IAN" Sara cries out her climax hitting violently and painfully.

Feeling her contract around him Ian growls her name his body tensing.

Sara whimpers feeling Ian's release as she wraps her arms around his neck she pulling him down on top her.

Ian nuzzles Sara's cheek as he lays on top of her their bodies trembling at the force of their release. "Sara" he lifts his head his eyes locked on hers he gently caresses her cheek.

Sara turns her head pressing her lips to his palm.

"I didn't hurt you did I?"

Sara shakes her head running her hands over his back "No. It felt good."

Ian kisses her lightly then shifts off her settling beside her. He cups her cheek.

Sara gives him a faint smile.

"I wish you would come back with us."

"Ian can we please not talk about it." She sits up pulling her knees to her chest.

Ian sits up pressing a light kiss to her neck wrapping his arms around her.

Sara leans into him turning her head she brushes her lips over his. She turns taking his face between her hands as the kiss intensifies.

As her tongue caresses his Ian lies back down with Sara partially a top him. "Sara" he whispers stroking her cheek with his thumb their lips millimeters apart. He groans as he feels her tongue lick his lower lip. He captures her lips in a searing kiss their tongues dueling.

Sara sighs in pleasure then breaks the kiss resting her forehead against his cheek.

Ian wraps his arms around Sara holding her close as he pulls the covers over them.

EARLY AFTERNOON

As she sits on the couch, Sara smiles at the sight of Ian on the floor playing with Zeke. She absently touches the stone 'He is so good with Zeke.' She smiles faintly 'I guess part of me always knew he'd be a good Dad.'

As Zeke grins, Ian finds himself unable to keep from smiling back. He watches as Zeke crawls over to the coffee table and slowly pulls himself onto his feet.

Zeke grins around his pacifier pounding the coffee table laughing. Suddenly he finds himself off balance and falling backwards on the floor.

Sara watches concerned and sighs in relief when Zeke suddenly laughs and starts clapping his hands while bouncing happily. "Well he's in a good mood."

"He definitely didn't get that from you." Ian leans back against the couch.

At Ian's teasing tone, Sara shifts so her head is over close to Ian's, "Did you just tease me?"

Ian turns his head his lips inches from Sara's "Stated a fact."

"I don't see you as a cheerful person first thing in the morning." She brushes her lips against his, "So are you a cheerful person in the morning? Or ever?"

"He always wanted silence when I was growing up so emotional reactions were not allowed."

"Unless it was from him." She says bitterly.

Ian nods caressing her cheek "As for anyone to know what I'm like first thing in the morning," he rubs his thumb across her lower lip "you are the only person who has ever been in the position to know." He admits then leans in kissing her lightly he pulls back when he hears a muffled thump. He looks over to see Zeke sitting next to a table a large pile of magazines scattered around him. He gives Sara a slight smile then stands going over he picks up Zeke.

Sara lies on the couch watching as Ian sets Zeke back down with his toys as he picks up the fallen magazines. She stands picking Zeke up she kisses the boy's cheek "Are you trying to annoy your Daddy?" she laughs as Zeke waves his hands.

Ian is about to retort when his phone rings. Giving her an apologetic look, he grabs the phone off the table "Yes? Mrs. Ellis."

Sara notices Zeke looking at the sliding glass door leading to the balcony. She opens it stepping out chuckling at the wide-eyed look on Zeke's face. "You like this huh baby."

"Everything here is going OK." Ian says watching Sara stand on the balcony with Zeke in her arms.

"How is Ezekiel?" Mrs. Ellis inquires.

"He's good."

"Good. Now there was an incident at Vorschlag."

"What kind of incident?"

"Well the security secretary, Bethany Snyder, was killed sometime last night."

Ian sighs rubbing the back of his neck "How?" he asks.

"From what I was told she was shot and her body was found this morning. The police stopped by to speak with you."

"Which ones?"

"Detectives Woo and McCartey. I told them that you would be home tomorrow."

"Call them and tell them that I will stop by their office tomorrow. Have my car brought to the airport as well. The driver can bring Zeke home and I can head over to the Precinct and the office and deal with this."

"Anything else?"

"No."

"How are you doing Ian?" Mrs. Ellis asks concerned.

Ian sighs staring at Sara "I'm fine."

"You know I'm here when you want to talk."

"I know." Ian hangs up the phone walking out to the balcony.

Sara turns her head "Everything OK?"

Ian shakes his head standing behind her he runs his hand down Zeke's back. "One of the secretaries was killed last night. Your partner wants to speak with me when we return."

"What happened?" Sara asks.

"Mrs. Ellis didn't say much. All she said was that one of the secretaries died sometime last night and they found her this morning. I won't know anymore until I return."

Sara tilts her head in agreement looking at Zeke who wiggles in her arms "You want down huh?" She walks into the room setting Zeke in the playpen with his toys. She rejoins Ian on the balcony "What are you thinking it is?"

"The woman who was killed, Bethany Snyder, came to Father for help... three years ago. Her former lover was stalking her and considering her high position in the company her superior, the head of security, brought it to Father's attention."

"Irons helped her." Sara says surprised.

Ian looks at Sara, "He did at times have a conscience my love."

"Now that's a surprise." Sara shakes her head.

Ignoring her words Ian continues, "First, Father had the lawyers take care of the legal side. But the man broke the restraining order and he was sent to jail."

"So he could be out." Sara muses.

"I suppose." He shakes his head.

Sara rests her arms on his shoulders.

Ian pulls her close "Now is not the time to think about that."

"Why not?"

Ian brushes the backs of his fingers down her cheek "Because I'm here not there." he lowers his head his lips grazing hers.

Sara smiles smoothing one of his curls back as Zeke cries from inside. Reluctantly Sara pulls away "I better go see what he wants." she kisses Ian quickly then heads inside where she finds Zeke rubbing his eyes. "Hey sweetie" she picks Zeke up hugging him "Were you lonely?"

Zeke sticks his fingers in his mouth resting his head on his mother's shoulder.

Sara looks at Ian as she presses her lips to Zeke's head and rubbing his back.

LATE NIGHT

After a round of intense sex Sara sits astride Ian's lap slowly, she lifts her head from his shoulder looking at him. She brushes his hair off his face as he kisses her palm. 'He's so beautiful.'

Ian lays back pulling Sara down on his chest gently he runs his fingers through her hair as she shifts around on his chest. "I love you Sara." He whispers as he hears her breathing even out signaling she is asleep. "More than anything." He adds pressing his lips to her hair.

CHAPTER 8

EARLY MORNING

Looking at Sara asleep beside him Ian smiles faintly. 'I wish she would come back. Yet I know she feels like she's doing what is for the best.' He brushes his fingers over her cheek watching as she stirs under his touch.

At the light touch, Sara slowly opens her eyes smiling sleepily at Ian. "Hi"

"Hi."

Sara stretches her arms over her head "What time is it?"

"Seven" he answers.

Sara nods shifting to her side facing Ian "When are you expected back?"

"Mrs. Ellis is going to meet us at the airport and she's going to take Zeke back to the house while I have to go meet with your Partner and take care of some things at Vorschlag."

"You have a lot going on for one day."

Ian shrugs his knuckles grazing her cheek "I would give up that whole life to be with you and Zeke."

Sara swallows heavily "I know." She runs her fingers over his bearded cheek.

"I wish we could just disappear." Ian muses.

"Like we could, someone would find us eventually. We would just end up on the run with Zeke. That's why I brought him to you, he needs a stable life, and he wouldn't get that on the run." She looks at the ceiling blinking back tears.

"Sara" Ian props himself up on his arm looking at her. He cups her cheek turning her head so she looks at him "We are stronger together than we are apart." he reminds stroking her cheek with his thumb. "Sara, we belong together, one day you'll believe that."

Sara lifts her hand to his cheek "Why are you so sure about that?"

"We have lived, loved, fought, and died side-by-side for many centuries, Sara. I know part of you remembers."

Sara shrugs "I remember seeing you briefly."

"Do you have memories of before you turned time back?"

At his question Sara flinches, "He told you."

Ian nods "He said you killed me."

Sara glances at her wrist.

*Ian standing in the middle of a warehouse his arms out as bullets hit him. 'If you see me again run.'

Standing in Irons study as a clean-shaven, Ian walks into the room with a rolled up carpet dropping it on the floor and Jake's body uncovered.

Sara running Ian through with the sword watching as he falls to the floor.*

Her eyes fly to Ian's confusion evident on her face. "He was wrong Ian, I didn't kill you. The one I did kill looked like you, but I had watched you die earlier, someone shot you. I killed the other one but he tried to kill me."

"Two of me?"

Sara shrugs "I guess."

"How do you know it wasn't me?" Ian asks curiously.

Sara stares into his eyes thinking back to what she saw in the flash. "The look in his eyes" she says after a few seconds of thought "there was nothing there but anger and hate. You have never looked at me like that; sure annoyance, disbelief, but never hate and anger."

He smoothes her hair back "I could never be angry at you or hate you." leaning down he kisses her sweetly "You and Zeke mean more to me than anything in my life." He says against her lips, "Before we met I didn't know what it was like to live, all I did was survive."

Sara leans up the last inch kissing him in return sighing happily, as he settles between her legs.

Ian settles his weight on his arms as he swiftly enters her. "Sara" he whispers.

"Ian" she breathes her eyes locked on his as she meets his slow movements. She wraps her legs around his hips her nails digging in his arms.

EARLY AFTERNOON

Blinking back tears Sara hugs Zeke pressing a kiss to his head "I love you Zeke. Be good for your Daddy huh. And don't grow up too fast huh" she swallows heavily. She hands Zeke over to Ian, when he starts squirming in Ian's arms reaching for her; Sara brushes her knuckle down Zeke's cheek. "I'll see you later sweetie." She looks at Ian, "Take care of him."

"I will. Take care of yourself as well."

"Always do." She gives him a sad smile.

Ian reaches out wiping away a single tear as it slides down her cheek. "Be careful Sara."

Sara leans in kissing him lightly "I will" she steps back picking up her backpack. "Bye."

"Good luck." Ian wishes watching as Sara walks out of the suite. He looks at Zeke seeing the little boy staring at the closed door he presses his lips to Zeke's head "We'll see her again... soon."

Sara stares at the closed door "Bye" she whispers pulling her sunglasses down.

Zeke whimpers holding his arms out at the closed door.

"I know. I miss her too."

EARLY AFTERNOON: NEW YORK

Ian steps off the plane with a dozing Zeke in his arms to find Mrs. Ellis waiting on the tarmac with the driver and Fredrick.

"How was your flight?" Mrs. Ellis asks as Ian joins them by the limo.

"Good."

"I informed the Detectives you were going to stop by." Mrs. Ellis informs him.

Ian nods handing Zeke to Mrs. Ellis "He had a small nap on the plane but he's ready to go down."

Mrs. Ellis nods looking at the boy who just blinks rubbing at his eye sleepily. "Well then its nap time."

Ian nods "I should be home in a couple hours." He brushes his hand over Zeke's head as it rests on Mrs. Ellis's shoulder. He turns striding to his car with a final glance at his son he gets into his car starting it he pulls away.

WHILE LATER: 11TH PRECINCT

"What do you know about Bethany Snyder's death?" Jake questions as he, Danny and Ian sit in one of the empty interrogation rooms.

"Nothing but what Mrs. Ellis told me when I called yesterday." Ian answers regarding the two detectives. "All she told me was that Ms. Snyder was shot."

"How well did you know Ms. Snyder?" Danny inquires.

"Only what I have read in her employee files and the few times I met her while her former boyfriend was stalking her."

"Well the former boyfriend is still in jail." Jake states.

"Good." Ian nods "He terrorized her up until Mr. Irons stepped in and offered the company lawyers to help her."

Jake leans back in his chair "Where were you this weekend?"

Ian looks at the blond Detective "I took Ezekiel to visit with his mother in Boston."

"Can you verify that?"

"You can call the Four Seasons they can tell you I was there the whole weekend and only left the hotel twice to go for a run."

Danny lifts his brow "Do you know of any reason why Ms. Snyder would have been killed?"

"Other than her former boyfriend I do not recall any other incidents that involve her. You can check the company records if you like."

Jake nods "What exactly did Ms. Snyder do?"

"She worked as the secretary for the security department. I had little interaction with her unless something was brought to my attention by Mr. Irons."

"So you no idea if she had any enemies?" Danny asks.

"As I recall she was well liked by everyone in the office. Even Mr. Irons liked her." Ian shakes his head at the mention of Irons. "I have no idea why anyone would want her dead. You have full access to Vorschlag files and personnel."

"Thanks for coming in" Jake nods.

Ian stands "If you need anything else you know where to find me." He nods walking out of the room. As he walks a few feet, he hears Woo call his name, turning to find Danny walking towards him "Yes Detective?"

Danny stops before Ian "How is she?"

Knowing Danny is referring to Sara, Ian tilts his head slightly "She is well."

"Couldn't talk her into coming back" Danny remarks.

"I tried. But you know how stubborn she can be."

"Yeah she is that." Danny agrees "If you hear from her tell her to call me."

Ian nods "I will."

LATE NIGHT: 1111 FAUST

"I better go." Sara says.

"Be careful Sara."

"I will. Tell Zeke I love him."

"I will."

"Ian..."

"Yes"

"Thanks... for everything." Sara says quickly before hanging up.

Ian hangs up his phone turning he looks at Zeke asleep in the crib. He brushes his fingers over Zeke's cheek "Your Mom loves you." He smiles as Zeke smacks his lips in his sleep reaching for the fallen pacifier offering it to Zeke, as the baby starts to suck on the pacifier Ian pulls the blanket up "Sleep well." He makes his way out of the bedroom across the hall to his own room. Once in his room Ian kicks off his boots and pulls off his sweater as he walks into the bathroom turning on the shower. Quickly he showers drying off he pulls on a pair of boxers crawling into bed. His eyes drift to the spot beside him; 'She should be here with me.' He rests his hand on the empty spot imagining Sara beside him a slow faint smile appears. 'One day she will be.' "One day" Ian mutters aloud before drifting off to sleep.

CHAPTER 9

NEXT DAY

"How was your visit?" Mrs. Ellis inquires sitting at the table watching Ian bounce Zeke on his knee.

Ian tears his eyes away from his son looking at Mrs. Ellis "Fine. It did them both good to see each other."

"And you?"

Ian shrugs looking back at Zeke "She's part of me, who I am."

Zeke grunts reaching for his father.

Ian lifts the boy against his chest smiling faintly as Zeke pats at his face.

"When are you taking Zeke to see her next?"

"We haven't discussed it." Ian admits "Hopefully soon. They need each other and it's not fair that they have to be apart for long periods of time."

"He should be with his mother full-time." Mrs. Ellis states.

"I know." Ian says sadly, "I know." He hugs Zeke kissing the top of the boy's head. "Hopefully one day that will happen."

AFTERNOON

Looking down Ian smiles finding Zeke asleep in his arms, he stands carrying Zeke out of the study and down the hall to the nursery. He sets Zeke in the crib and resting his chin on his hands, standing there he watches as Zeke sleeps. 'She'll be with us one day. I wish it were now. I wish there was a way for us to see her more often in a safe place.' Ian straightens up 'I could find a way to make sure we have a safe place to see her.' With a final glance at Zeke, he makes his way out of the nursery heading to his bedroom. Closing the bedroom door Ian sits at the desk with his laptop.

COUPLE OF DAYS LATER

Ian watches Zeke crawl around on the study floor when his phone rings. He grabs it off his desk "Yes?"

"Hey"

Ian smiles "I was wondering when you would call. Everything OK?"

"Yeah. I fine. How's Zeke?"

"Good."

"Is he walking yet?"

"No but he's getting there. Where are you?"

"Philadelphia. Why?"

"There's something I want to show you."

"What?" Sara asks suspiciously.

"I'm not going to tell." He says almost teasingly

"Give me a hint."

"Only if you agree to meet us at the airport."

"Why?"

"Because what I what I have to tell you requires us to go somewhere."

"Where?" Sara asks curiously.

"It's a surprise."

"Nottingham I hate surprises." Sara protests.

"Perhaps but you will like this one. After you get mad at me for a few seconds."

"What are you up to Nottingham?" She asks suspiciously

"You'll see. What do you say?"

"All right" Sara sighs "When?"

"Call me back in twenty minutes."

"Sure."

20 MINS LATER

"So what's the deal?" Sara asks as Ian picks up.

"Can you meet us at the airport tomorrow?"

"What time?"

"1 P.M.?"

"Sure."

Ian turns his head to see Zeke reaching for a heavy book on the bookcase. He rests his phone on his shoulder "Zeke no" he grabs the baby before he can pull the book down.

"What did he do?"

"He almost pulled a book off the bookcase." Ian answers sitting on the chair with Zeke on his lap. "Yesterday he hit his head when he tried to get out from under my desk."

"How bad?"

"Not bad, he didn't get a bruise. He cried for a few minutes though." He runs his hand over Zeke's head.

"Poor baby." Sara says sympathetically. "So how is everything going?"

"He misses you."

"I miss him too." She whispers.

Ian stands carrying Zeke over to the playpen setting the boy down. He leans back against the wall looking out the window. "Sometimes when I put him to bed he waves at your picture."

"My picture?"

"One of the pictures Fat... Kenneth had taken of you. I had it framed and put it by his bed so he can see his Mom whenever he wants. I would have put the painting of you there but I figured he'd get a little upset."

"What painting?"

"He had paintings done on all the Wielders and put them in a room where he keeps all of the Witchblade collection. Yours isn't in that room though."

"Where is it then?"

"In the study. Father put it on the wall before..." he shakes his head "I haven't been able to move it."

"You don't let Zeke in that room, do you?"

"No." Ian assures "I moved most of the every day things I need upstairs. He has never been in the study. I try not to go in there too often. When I'm in there it's like I can still feel him."

"Why don't you just leave that house if it has all those memories?"

"I grew up here. Not all of my memories of this house are bad Sara. He taught me how to read in this house. I learned about the Wielders and you in this house."

"I guess we'll have to agree to disagree when it comes to him."

"I guess so."

"I have to go. Give Zeke a hug and kiss. I'll see you tomorrow." she hangs up.

Ian closes the phone setting it on his desk he crouches beside the playpen watching Zeke play with his plastic rings. "Tomorrow we see your Mommy."

Hearing that familiar word Zeke grins at his father then looks around curiously.

Ian chuckles standing he reaches in lifting Zeke out of the playpen. "Sorry Zeke but she's not here." he carries Zeke out of the study and down the hall to the nursery grabbing the picture of Sara off the dresser drawer sitting in the rocker with Zeke on his lap.

Zeke looks at the picture grabbing at it shrieking happily. He turns his head looking at his father grinning widely.

"That's your Mommy huh." He smiles watching the little boy stare at the picture. "Tomorrow we'll see your Mommy." He kisses Zeke's head "We'll show her our surprise. She'll be a little upset but she'll get over it." He stands carrying Zeke over to the crib "Time for you to take a nap." he sets Zeke down only to have the boy whimper and hold his arms out Ian shakes his head. "Nap time." he says setting the picture of Sara on the dresser then walks out of the nursery ignoring Zeke's cries. He makes his way downstairs to search for Mrs. Ellis finding her on the patio directing the landscapers on what to do. "Mrs. Ellis?"

"Yes Ian?" Mrs. Ellis turns.

"Tomorrow I am taking Zeke to see his mother." He says well aware the landscaper is there.

"Are you taking them up there?"

"Yes."

Mrs. Ellis tilts her head thoughtfully "He'll need warm clothes." she looks at Ian "How long are you going to be there?"

"At least a week."

Mrs. Ellis nods "I will check his winter clothing and see if he has enough for a week. Will he need anything else?"

Ian goes through his mental list of what he has "Not that I know of. If he does I'll pick it up while there."

"Do you need anything?"

Ian shakes his head.

"All right I'll take care of packing him up."

Ian nods "I'll be upstairs."

CHAPTER 10

MORNING

Ian rubs at his eyes as he hears Zeke cry over the baby monitor. He glances at the clock and frowns "6? He's up early." he mutters throwing off the covers he makes his way down the hall where he finds Zeke sitting up tears falling as he cries. "Zeke what's wrong?" he lifts the crying baby out of the crib wiping at his tears.

Once in the familiar arms Zeke's cries turn to whimpers and sniffles. He sticks his fingers in his mouth resting his head on his father's shoulder.

Ian sits on the rocking chair slowly rocking the whimpering infant rubbing his back. He rests his cheek on Zeke's head.

8:30 AM

"All right time for someone to get a bath." Ian announces standing he settles Zeke in his arms. As he starts out of the dining area, he runs into Mrs. Ellis.

"Ian did you eat breakfast?" She asks in her motherly tone

"I had a piece of toast." he answers "I'm going to go get Zeke cleaned up."

"I will go get Zeke cleaned up." Mrs. Ellis says taking the baby, "You eat breakfast."

"But..."

"You didn't eat dinner last night so go eat." Mrs. Ellis orders.

"Yes Ma'am." Ian nods returning to the dining room.

Mrs. Ellis looks at the infant and chuckles.

Zeke grins clapping his hands happily blowing raspberries.

"Come on you let's get you cleaned up and looking all handsome to see your Mommy."

At his favorite word, Zeke looks around hopefully.

HALF HOUR LATER

Ian enters the nursery as Mrs. Ellis carries Zeke wrapped up in a towel out of the bathroom.

Mrs. Ellis smiles at Ian "He is all clean."

Ian takes Zeke from her "Thank you." He sets Zeke on the changing table drying the boy off. He diapers the baby well aware that Mrs. Ellis is moving about picking up the mess in the bathroom.

Mrs. Ellis steps out of the bathroom watching as Ian dresses the baby. "He's all packed up. Are you?"

"Yes Ma'am." Ian answers as he pulls the undershirt over Zeke's head.

"Did you pack cold weather clothes?"

"Yes Ma'am."

"What about Miss Pezzini? Did you tell her where you're taking her?"

"No but I had her clothes and a few of her things taken to the house."

"Where did you get her things?" Mrs. Ellis asks curiously.

"Her Partner put them in storage. I told him what I was doing and he agreed to allow me to move her things to the house." Ian replies as he buttons Zeke's pants sitting the boy up pulling the shirt over Zeke's head.

"How do you think she's going to react?"

Ian shrugs "Sara is very unpredictable." He picks up a pair of socks trying to put them on Zeke's feet when the boy starts kicking and laughing happily. "Zeke come on we need to finish getting you ready so we can get going." He picks up the baby carrying him over to the rocking chair Ian sits down with Zeke leaning against him he puts the socks on the baby's feet.

"In his diaper bag I packed a pair of warm pajamas, a change of clothes, his blanket, his favorite pacifier, a couple toys, and stuffed animals, a couple bottles with some formula, one of the bottles has already been prepared and is in the bottle warmer it should still be warm for his lunch bottle." She pauses "I also packed some diapers and wipes in the diaper bag. I put clothes in the blue suitcase, his toys in the black duffle bag, and there are some boxes filled with formula, diapers, wipes, bottles, and some of his favorite snacks. Did you remember your pills?"

"Yes Ma'am. Immo gave me some more yesterday."

"Good. I had Zeke's things taken to the plane already so his stroller is with his clothes and things. All that needs to be loaded in the car are your things, his diaper bag, and his car seat. I also packed you and Miss Pezzini some food in case you get hungry."

"Thank you."

"Now I will take him downstairs and get him in his jacket. You go get your things." Mrs. Ellis says taking Zeke from Ian.

Ian nods walking out of the nursery to his own room.

HOUR LATER: PLANE

"Sir we're ready to take off." Pilot announces.

"Fine" He looks at Zeke seeing the baby look around as though inspecting his surroundings. 'Hope you take this flight as well as you took the other.' As the planes engines start up he sees Zeke start in surprise at the sound. "Its OK" he assures running his hand over Zeke's head soothingly then leans down kissing Zeke's head as the plane taxies down the runway. As the plane starts to ascend, Zeke begins to rub at his ear whimpering unhappily. Within a few minutes the plane levels out and Zeke stops whimpering. "Hey see its over." Ian reaches over grabbing the diaper bag he takes out one of Zeke's favorite toys handing it to the baby.

Zeke takes the toy his attention on something else.

Ian watches Zeke with interest and amusement 'I still can't believe that he is my son... Sara's son.' He smiles faintly, 'Zeke's incredible. I only wish Sara were here, I miss her as does Zeke. At least they will be able to spend some time together this week.'

SAME TIME: PHILADELPHIA

Sara stares at her reflection in the mirror "Well Pezzini you get to see your baby." She smiles faintly, 'Wonder what it is Ian wants to show me.' She wonders then shakes her head, "Who knows its Nottingham."

1PM: AIRPORT

Ian watches as Sara hugs and kisses Zeke.

"Oh I've missed you." Sara smiles at Zeke who grins back patting at her face. "I swear you are getting bigger every day." She looks at Ian and smiles then looks back at Zeke who is chattering away. "So Nottingham what's the deal? Where are we going?"

"Somewhere safe" Ian replies reaching out he brushes a loose strand of hair off her cheek "Ready to get going?" He asks picking up her backpack.

Sara nods following Ian to the plane. "Come on Nottingham spill."

Ian looks at her giving Sara a faint smirk "It's a surprise." he nods at the co-pilot as they head to the seats.

Sara sets Zeke in his car seat strapping the baby in. She sits next to Zeke as the co-pilot closes the door. "Come on Nottingham you know I hate surprises."

Ian tilts his head "I'm not telling."

Sara glares at him then looks at Zeke "You'd tell me if you could talk huh baby?" smiling as the baby gives her a toothless grin. "That's my Zeke." She laughs "So what's been going on?" she asks as the plane taxis.

"Not much. Zeke wanted to play during breakfast so it took extra time to get him to finish up his bottle and getting him cleaned up was a challenge."

As the plane takes off Sara looks at Zeke only to see the boy whimper and rub his ear. "A flight with a baby who doesn't cry during take off." she chuckles.

Ian shrugs "Immo gave him a slight sedative so he's calm."

"You gave my baby a sedative!" Sara exclaims.

"He's not screaming and crying." Ian points out "Besides it's just a minor one and it only lasts a few hours."

Sara shakes her head about to retort as the phone beside Ian rings.

Ian picks up the phone "Yes? Thank you." he hangs up setting the phone down he unbuckles his seatbelt "He's probably ready for lunch." he reaches into the diaper bag beside him taking out the prepared and still warm bottle handing it to Sara. "Are you hungry? Mrs. Ellis packed some food."

"Not yet." Sara replies unbuckling Zeke from the car seat she lifts him onto her lap taking off the cap of the bottle offering it to Zeke. She smiles as Zeke takes the bottle in his hands and starts drinking.

Ian watches the sight before him of Sara holding Zeke as the baby lies in her arms holding his bottle watching his mother as she watches him. "How are you Sara?"

Sara glances at Ian then back at Zeke, "Better." She replies kissing Zeke's forehead.

"He misses you." Ian states.

"I miss him too." Sara says stroking Zeke's cheek smiling at the baby.

Zeke grins around the bottle as he reaches out clenching and unclenching his little hand.

Sara offers Zeke her finger chuckling as the baby squeezes her finger. "He's getting big."

"Immo checked him out yesterday said he's gained two pounds since he first checked Zeke out."

"Zeke you are getting chunkier by the month." Sara tweaks the baby's nose causing him to laugh around the bottle. "What else is going on?"

"Gabriel was in some trouble the other night."

Sara sighs, "What kind?"

"Bar fight. He was arrested but Detective Woo bailed him out and I dealt with the charge of assault that was going to come his way."

"Dealt with?" Sara lifts her brow.

"Paid the damages to the bar owner and the man he, supposedly, hit... anonymously of course."

"Why did you do that Ian?"

"Because he is your friend and I know you wouldn't want him to get into any trouble." Ian says almost shyly

"Thank you."

Ian nods "I know that Gabriel is your friend."

"Has he been over to see Zeke?"

"A few times. Your partner comes over occasionally to check-up on him. Zeke seems to like when they visit."

20 MINS LATER

Seeing Zeke asleep in her arms, she smiles running her finger down his cheek. She carefully sets Zeke in his car seat buckling him in she turns looking at Ian. "How are you Ian?"

Ian lifts his shoulders "Besides missing you... I'm fine."

Sara lifts her brow "You miss me?" she moves onto his lap her arm sliding around his shoulders her fingers twirling the curls on the nape of his neck.

"More than anything." He gently caresses her cheek.

Sara leans in her lips brushing his ever so lightly then rests her head on his shoulder her eyes on Zeke. "I kind of missed you too." Sara admits softly.

"Kind of?"

Sara looks at him "OK I not kind of... do, did, whatever. You kind of grew on me."

Ian rests his hand on her cheek gently caressing her cheek with his thumb he leans in kissing her lightly at first then slowly he deepens the kiss.

Sara moans softly at the feeling of his tongue caressing hers. She reluctantly breaks the kiss so they can breath. She rests her forehead against his both of them breathing heavily.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Sara holds the dozing Zeke as Ian and the pilots move everything to the waiting car. She presses a kiss to Zeke's head. 'New York? What is he up too?' she asks herself as Ian walks over to them.

"The car is loaded up."

Sara nods "Are you now going to tell me what you're up too? And why New York?"

"You'll see." Ian kisses her forehead "Come on lets get him into his car seat." He leads them over to the car opening the back passenger door as Sara sets Zeke in the car seat strapping the baby in.

Sara straightens up meeting Ian's gaze she leans up brushing her lips over his. She smiles against his lips, "So how long until I see this surprise?"

"About two hours."

"Not going to give me a tiny hint?" she asks hopefully.

"No."

"No hint, no sex."

Ian lifts his brow "Oh really?"

"Really." Sara crosses her arms over her chest.

Ian shrugs "All right." He opens the front passenger door for Sara.

"Nottingham!" She says exasperated.

"Come on Sara just get in the car."

Seeing the faint amusement in his eyes Sara groans in annoyance, "You're turning down sex?!"

Ian shrugs "Sex has never been a big thing in my life." Once Sara is in the car, he closes the door going around to the driver's side he gets in.

Sara looks at Ian as he gets in the car "You are one strange guy Ian." She says as he starts the car. "Never met a guy who turned down sex, except this guy I went to high school with... he ended up becoming a priest." she shakes her head "I never understood that one."

"It was never a big part of my life because I was either too involved in my studies, training, or my duties to Father."

"What about in school?"

"I went to an all boys' school in Switzerland when Father didn't want me around. When the other boys went to spy on the girls a few miles away I stayed in and studied."

"Why?"

"I didn't get along with most of the boys at the school."

"Why not?"

"I didn't join in when they did their pranks; I would have been punished if Father found out. School was the only time I had any amount of freedom even though he monitored me."

"How did he monitor you?"

"The Headmaster would call him every few days and give him a report of what I was doing, if he was unhappy about something, he would come and get me in the end I would end up out of school for a while. I tried my best to do whatever I could to keep out of any trouble or Father's way, even if that meant I had no friends. It didn't bother me though."

"Why not?"

"I'm not sure. I think it's because I was raised knowing there was more to what I was to be than there was to what the others would be."

"They tried getting me under some amount of control after Dad died." Sara says staring out the window "But it never happened. I did what I wanted when I wanted. Even if it meant I'd get detention, grounded, or hell even arrested I did it." She glances in the backseat to see Zeke looking around his fist in his mouth. She reaches back stroking Zeke's head.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Ian looks at Sara asleep next to him. He reaches over gently shaking her "Sara" he says softly

Sara slowly opens her eyes stretching "Where are we?" she asks rubbing her eyes

"We're here."

Sara looks around seeing a house among a bunch of trees. "What is this place?"

"A place where you can hide out... when you want too of course."

Sara looks at him startled "You bought this place?"

Ian shrugs, "You want to be safe this place is. No one but Mrs. Ellis knows that I bought it and she doesn't know exactly where it is, I bought it anonymously. Mrs. Ellis dealt with the realtor and the realtor dealt with the decorator and deliveries." He turns off the car opening the door he goes to the back passenger door opening it he reaches in unbuckling a dozing Zeke. He looks at Sara as she gets out of the car. He straightens up with Zeke against his shoulder rubbing the baby's back as he joins Sara "The nearest neighbor is two miles. The town is five miles away." He leads her up to the door unlocking it they enter.

Sara enters the house looking around the foyer.

"There are four bedrooms and three bathrooms upstairs. There is a half bath off the laundry room. The kitchen is connected to both the dining room and the breakfast area." He watches as Sara walks through the furnished rooms.

"This is amazing Ian." Sara says looking at him with a grin.

"There's something else I think you'll like. It's in the garage" he leads her through the laundry room to the door leading to the garage.

Sara follows him into the garage to find her beloved Buell in the middle of the garage. She looks at him and grins, "My bike?! How?"

"From your Partner."

"You told him and not me that you were buying this house?"

"Yes."

Sara leans up kissing him "Thank you"

Ian nods "Why don't you take him and look around while I unload the car."

Sara takes Zeke hugging him "My baby and my bike. Two of my favorite things in the world."

"The rest of your things are upstairs." Ian adds making his way inside.

HOUR LATER

"Zeke you are a mess." Sara laughs at the sight of the graham cracker crumbs on Zeke's face. She goes over to the sink grabbing a paper towel wetting it she returns to the table wiping Zeke's face and hands clean of crumbs. She smiles at Ian then turns her attention back to the chattering Zeke.

'My family.' Ian watches as Sara lifts Zeke out of the highchair, hugging and kissing the baby causing him to laugh.

LATE EVENING

Sara enters the living room to find Ian sitting on the couch looking out the window. She sits next to him "Hey."

"Is he sleeping?" Ian asks

Sara nods "He's out."

Ian reaches out gently cupping Sara's cheek. "We miss you Sara."

Sara turns her head into his touch "I miss you too." She leans in kissing him lightly then slowly deepens the kiss as Ian pulls her onto his lap. She tangles her fingers in his hair.

Ian reluctantly breaks the kiss his lips moving down Sara's neck.

"Ian" Sara gasps feeling his lips on her neck.

"Sara" he murmurs nuzzling her neck. He tilts his head his eyes seeking out Sara's he takes her face between his hands.

Seeing the love, lust, devotion, and need in his golden eyes Sara leans down her lips meeting his in a heated kiss. As she feels his hands slide to her hips Sara shifts reluctantly breaking the kiss she reaches down quickly stripping her shirt off she tosses it aside. Her eyes on his as she moves her hands to his shirt, with his help she removes his shirt off tossing it on the floor along with hers.

His eyes roaming over her half-naked body Ian swallows a growl of lust. He watches as Sara stands removing her jeans leaving her clad in only her panties. He yanks her back down to his lap kissing her thoroughly.

"Floor?" Sara asks her breathing heavy at the intensity of the kiss.

Ian nods in agreement and they shift to the floor beside the couch. They settle on the floor with Sara still sitting astride him as he sits back against the couch.

Sara runs her hands over his chest intrigued by the muscles and scars.

Ian tilts Sara's chin up brushing his lips over hers then lightly brushes his fingertips over her breasts watching her face as she moans softly.

Sara gasps feeling Ian gently brush his fingers over her breasts she watches as Ian's eyes roam over her body. She reaches up caressing his cheek as he lowers his head kissing her gently. Sara runs her hands down his chest to his belt buckle.

Feeling her hands at his belt buckle Ian breaks the kiss helping Sara remove his pants.

Her eyes on his Sara pulls off her own panties then straddles his legs, "Ian" she lowers herself onto him moaning at the feeling.

Once inside his love, Ian pulls her close burying his face in her neck.

Sara rests her hands on Ian's shoulders. As he lifts his head from her shoulder, Sara slowly lifts her hips. Her eyes on Ian's, she slowly moves.

AFTER MIDNIGHT

"No. Stop."

Sara awakens to the feeling of Ian tossing and turning next to her as he mumbles. She frowns as his mumbling turns to whimpers. She looks at him lying next to her in the dimly lit bedroom to see him in the throes of a nightmare.

"No. Please. No more."

Sara gently shaking him, "Wake up Ian." She says softly

"No. I can't." Ian whimpers

Sara shakes him harder "Ian" she says "Ian."

Ian wakens with a start he meets Sara's gaze then sits up running his hands over his face.

Seeing Ian tremble slightly Sara sits up touching his shoulder gently, "Are you OK?"

Ian nods not looking at her.

Sara gently strokes his hair "Want to tell me about it?"

Ian shakes his head

Sara rests her chin on his shoulder her arms around his chest.

Ian turns his head meeting Sara's concerned green eyes

"Come on." Sara gently pulls him down next to her wrapping her arms around his shoulders as he rests his head on her chest. She presses her lips to his hair as she runs her hand down his arm as it lies across her middle. She listens to his breathing even out and presses her lips to his hair drifting off to sleep with Ian half sprawled on top of her his head on her chest.

CHAPTER 11

MORNING

Sara stirs hearing a familiar cry. She opens her eyes to find Ian fast asleep next to her. Remembering what happened the night before Sara presses a light kiss to his hair then slips out of bed pulling on her pajamas. She silently makes her way out of the bedroom closing the door behind her she heads to Zeke's room. She enters the room to find Zeke sitting up crying. "Hey baby." Sara smiles slightly as she lifts Zeke out of the crib. She cradles the baby close rubbing his back, "Hey buddy." She kisses his head carrying him over to the changing table she sets him on his back. At Zeke's whimper, Sara kisses his forehead "Shhh baby." She hushes soothingly. "Let's get you changed then we'll go get your breakfast." She quickly unsnaps the sleeper removing it she quickly removes his dirty diaper wiping him off she grabs a clean diaper slipping it under him she fastens it. She! puts Zeke back into his sleeper keeping an eye on the baby she rolls up the dirty diaper dumping it in the garbage can she lifts Zeke off the changing table setting him on her hip.

Carrying the baby out of his bedroom Sara heads to the kitchen setting Zeke in the playpen she quickly washes her hands going in search of Zeke's bottles and formula. Finding the items, she quickly makes up his bottle. She goes over to the playpen picking Zeke up she settles on the couch she remembers something "Oh yeah your bib." She sets Zeke back in the playpen setting the bottle on the coffee table she goes into the kitchen grabbing a bib off the table she returns to the living room. She picks Zeke up fastening the bib around his neck she offers the bottle to him as he starts to drink Sara smiles.

HOUR LATER

Sara looks up as Ian ambles into the living room rubbing his eyes sleepily. She looks him over quickly then back at Zeke who is holding onto her fingers. "Come on Zeke buddy"

Zeke lifts his head grinning around his pacifier at his mother then noticing his father he shrieks happily.

Sara lifts Zeke into her arms kissing his nose "Come on you lets go say morning to Daddy." She carries Zeke into the kitchen joining Ian. "Did you have a good sleep?"

Ian shrugs taking Zeke from her giving the baby a weary smile as he jabbers away. "Did he have breakfast?"

"He finished it all." Sara smiles kissing Zeke's cheek "He is going to be a chunk." She tickles Zeke's belly causing him to laugh.

Zeke pats at his father's face laughing happily

"Come 'ere you let's let Daddy have breakfast and wake up." Sara chuckles taking the infant from Ian.

"Have you had breakfast?" Ian asks

Sara nods carrying Zeke into the living room "Yes." She sits on the floor setting Zeke on his feet between her legs as she holds onto him.

Ian moves about the kitchen glancing over at Sara and Zeke as he pours himself a glass of milk.

Zeke grins waving his hands at his mother before he falls backwards on his butt. He sits there stunned for a moment then giggles clapping.

Sara laughs with him laying back she lifts Zeke over her head. She lowers Zeke kissing his nose then lifts him higher causing Zeke to laugh hysterically.

MID-AFTERNOON

Sara looks at Ian over Zeke's head as the baby sleeps between him. She reaches out cupping Ian's cheek "You OK?"

Ian nods turning his head he presses a soft kiss to her palm. "It was only a nightmare."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

Ian shakes his head his eyes on Zeke "I'm going to go put him down." He picks up the sleeping baby standing he walks out of the bedroom.

Sara shifts to her back staring up at the ceiling her fingers absently touching the Witchblade stone.

Ian sets Zeke in the crib stroking the baby's cheek "Sleep well." he covers Zeke with a blanket returning to the bedroom. He enters the bedroom to find Sara staring up at the ceiling.

Sensing Ian watching her Sara sits up meeting his gaze, she moves off the bed walking over to Ian. She leans up kissing him lightly then pulls back. After a few seconds of staring at each other, Ian pulls her close kissing her hungrily causing Sara to moan in surprise and pleasure.

At the passion and need behind the kiss the two struggle to remove clothing. Hands roam over exposed skin. They fall onto the bed a tangle of arms and legs seeking to be as close as possible.

Sara gasps startled as Ian suddenly without his normal gentleness slams into her with barely restrained force.

Hearing her startled gasp Ian looks at her "Sara..." he trails off as he realizes what he did.

"It's OK" she assures seeing the look in his eyes. She brushes her lips over his lifting her hips.

WHILE LATER

Sara brushes Ian's hair back as his head rests on the pillow next to hers. "What's wrong?"

Ian shrugs trailing his fingers over her stomach

Sara chuckles lightly "When I found out I was pregnant it did more then stun me... it pretty much floored me." She meets his gaze briefly then continues talking. "One of the first things that I wondered was would I have ended up pregnant even if I had been on birth control at the time."

"What did you determine?" Ian inquires softly

Sara shrugs "Nothing. I realized I couldn't wonder about the 'what ifs', it happened." She absently touches the glowing stone her mind flashing back to the day.

//"You're pregnant" the doctor announces

At those two words, Sara pales her hand dropping to her middle 'Ian.' She realizes almost instinctively. "Oh shi..." she runs her fingers through her hair

"I take it this is unexpected."

"To say the least." Sara snaps glancing at the slightly glowing stone covering it with her hand before the doctor can see it.

"You have choices Miss Pezzini."

At those words, Sara feels the familiar pull of a vision.

*A baby with a sweet, shy smile and golden brown eyes.*

She pulls herself out of the vision and looks at the doctor "I'm going to keep it."//

"What made you decide to have him?" Ian asks curiously

Sara shrugs "A lot of things." she sits up "I'm going to go check on Zeke." she gets out of bed throwing on her bathrobe as she walks out of the bedroom. Sara walks into Zeke's room standing over the crib brushing her fingers over Zeke's plump cheek.

Ian gets out of bed pulling on his pants he walks out of the bedroom to Zeke's room. He stands in the doorway watching Sara stand over the crib. He steps up behind Sara wrapping his arms around her waist.

"Even now while I look at him I still find it amazing we made him." Sara says her voice so soft he barely hears it.

Ian kisses her temple as he rests his hand over her middle. "What if we did it again?" he asks his lips inches from her ear. As she inhales sharply he continues, "We proved with one night that we are quite capable of the amazing."

At the feeling of his mouth so close to her ear Sara shivers "We'd beat the odds then... after Zeke was born I went back on birth control."

"What if we do someday, manage to beat the odds?"

Sara shrugs turning she kisses his jaw "Come on let's let him sleep."

HOUR LATER

Ian steps out onto the back patio holding Zeke "Who's that?" he asks the baby

Zeke grins bouncing in his father's arms

Sara turns her head and smiles to find Ian standing in the just outside the door holding Zeke. She watches Ian talk softly to Zeke then a big grin appears on the baby's face his arms reaching for his mother. "Give me my baby." She demands

Ian walks over to her handing Zeke to her "Gladly."

Sara kisses Zeke's cheek "Did you have a good sleep?" she smiles lifting the boy into the air causing him to laugh. "I take it you did."

Ian sits across from Sara watching her cuddle and talk with Zeke.

As Zeke starts to grab at the Witchblade, Sara smiles removing it from her wrist, she hands it to the baby.

"Sara" Ian says worried

"He likes to play with it." Sara shrugs as Zeke sticks the bracelet in his mouth. "Besides it likes him and he likes it."

Ian nods seeing the almost calm look pass over Zeke's face as he sucks on the bracelet. "How are you doing with it?" he asks nodding at the bracelet.

"Visions are getting easier." She shrugs "But still annoying." She presses her lips to Zeke's head. "I think it's starting to make even more sense."

"You have had it for almost two and a half years." Ian reminds. "You should be used to it."

"I am. I'm starting to understand sometimes even predict its moods."

"Good. You've done sometime most Wielders have been unable to do."

"What?"

"You seem to have melded to it... you work together as one."

"When needed."

EVENING

"Eeehhh" Zeke shrieks splashing happily in the bathtub.

"Zeke!" Sara protests laughing as the baby splashes her and Ian with water. "Come on you I think Daddy and I are done getting soaked. You're clean enough." She lifts Zeke out of the tub setting him on a towel.

Ian pulls the stop up letting the water drain out of the bathtub watching as Sara dries Zeke off and puts him in a diaper. "I will go get his bottle."

Sara nods lifts Zeke up kissing him "All clean" she announces smiling at the laughing baby. She stands carrying Zeke into the bedroom setting him on the bed. She grabs the pair of pajamas Ian had set quickly zipping Zeke into them. She lifts Zeke up "Clean and in nice warm pajamas huh?"

Zeke grins wiggling

Sara kisses his nose causing him to laugh "It's almost bedtime for you." She carries Zeke out of her and Ian's bedroom to the boy's bedroom. She sits down on the rocking chair slowly rocking the baby.

Ian enters with the warmed up bottle handing it to Sara.

Sara offers it to Zeke as he starts to drink heartily he holds the bottle looking around.

Ian watches as Sara talks softly to Zeke and slowly rocks him as he drinks. He leans down kissing her forehead then walks out of the room.

AFTER MIDNIGHT

Rubbing her eyes sleepily Sara enters the living room where she finds Ian doing push ups on the floor of the living room. In the dimly lit room, her eyes roam over his form as she walks to where he is she steps over his form crouching down she kisses his cheek. "Ian what are you doing up?" she asks

"Couldn't sleep" Ian answers continuing his push-ups.

"Another dream?" she asks concerned

"No, I'm still not used to being able to sleep all night." He stops his push-ups flipping over to his back looking up at Sara "Why are you up?"

"I woke up to an empty bed." Sara leans down kissing him "Come back to bed." She stands moving off Ian watching as he moves to his feet. She brushes her lips over his jaw leading Ian out of the living room and up the stairs to their bedroom.

CHAPTER 12

MORNING

Ian awakens his enhanced hearing picking up the sounds of Zeke's morning chatter. He looks at Sara asleep curled up beside him. He smiles faintly kissing her forehead he carefully gets out of bed trying not to wake his beloved Wielder.

"Where you going?" Sara asks sleepily awakening when she feels him move.

"Zeke is awake. Go back to sleep." Ian kisses her quickly then gets out of bed grabbing his pajama bottoms off the floor he pulls them on.

Sara watches as Ian makes his way out of the bedroom. After a moment, she sighs throwing off the covers, she gets out of bed grabbing her own discarded pajamas she pulls them on. She makes her way out of the bedroom going to Zeke's room she smiles at the sight of Ian holding Zeke.

"Morning Zeke." Ian lifts the baby out of the crib "Did you have a good sleep?"

Zeke looks at his father and grins patting at his face.

"I take that as a yes." Ian says amused. "Let's get you changed then we'll go have breakfast."

"Why don't I change him you make breakfast?" Sara suggests entering the bedroom.

"You sure?"

"Do you really want me cooking breakfast?" Sara asks lifting her brow.

"Good point." Ian hands Zeke over to her kissing her "You can't cook."

"Hey I resent that." Sara protests. "I can cook... just not breakfast foods." She sets Zeke on the changing table as Ian walks out the door. She leans down kissing Zeke's forehead "How's my Zeke this morning?"

Zeke grins

"I take it your good." She laughs unbuttoning the sleeper "God knows who you go that cheerful morning behavior from." She quickly changes Zeke's diaper then re-buttons his pajamas then tosses the dirty diaper in the garbage can. She picks Zeke up kissing his cheek "There all clean. That feels better huh." She settles the baby on her hip "Let's go get you some breakfast." She walks down the stairs to the kitchen where Ian is at the stove.

Sensing Sara's entrance Ian speaks "His bottle is on the table."

Sara sits down at the kitchen table looking around "Where's his bib?"

Ian looks around then finds it beside the sink. He hands it to Sara "Here"

Sara puts it around the baby's neck she snapping it. "There." She offers Zeke his bottle.

"What do you want to do today?" Ian inquires glancing at Sara

Sara looks at the window then back at Zeke "Why don't we take Zeke outside?" She suggests

"Sounds like a good idea." He sets a plate before Sara "Want me to finish feeding him?"

"No I got it." She grabs a piece of toast taking a bite she turns her attention back to Zeke. "So what's going on with Vorschlag? Is it still an evil company?"

Ian pours Sara a cup of coffee "Sara it was never evil." he sets the mug before her "It's just a company. Besides I never do the day to day stuff like Father did, I just sign papers." He sits next to her with his own plate.

"If he wanted you to take over one day then why don't you do the day to day stuff?"

Ian shrugs "Father had expected to control you enough so that he could live longer."

Sara winces at the meaning "He started it."

"I know."

Realizing his mother's attention is on something else, Zeke starts waving his hands wildly. "AHHH" He shrieks unhappily

"OK, OK calm down." Sara laughs returns the bottle to his mouth. With one hand supporting the bottle, she picks up her mug with her free hand taking a sip of coffee as Zeke drinks. "What do you do with all your free time now?"

"Whatever I feel like doing." Ian answers taking a sip of his coffee

"You're bored huh?"

"Before Zeke yes I was somewhat bored." He agrees. "Now I'm not. Zeke keeps things interesting."

"I bet." Sara smiles at Zeke. Sara takes a bite of her own breakfast with her free hand.

2 HOURS LATER

Sara jumps in surprise when she feels Ian wrap his arms around her waist "Nottingham stop sneaking up on me!" She elbows him in the stomach

Ian winces kissing her cheek "You should pay more attention Lady Sara."

"Where is Zeke's jacket?" Sara asks lifting the baby off the changing table.

"In the front hall closet" Ian answers stepping back

"Well then lets go finish getting him all bundled up and then we can go explore the woods for a while. He's been changed and fed so he should be fine for a couple hours." She kisses Zeke's cheek "Won't you kiddo?" then follows Ian downstairs to the front door. She sets Zeke on the carpet in the entryway. After she and Ian get their coats on Sara picks Zeke up and with Ian's help, they get Zeke into his jacket and hood. "There." She grins at Ian as he pulls on his wool cap "Now we're ready."

They walk out the front door and Ian locks the front door "Want me to take him?"

Sara shakes her head. "I got him." She follows Ian to the backyard. "It's been a long time since I've been in the woods." She pauses looking around

"How long has it been?"

"Almost fifteen years." Sara shifts Zeke "I got into some trouble and Marie made him take me and their oldest two Joe Jr. and Elena camping. She thought if I got out of the city for a while, that I would calm down and she wanted the older two out of the house for a while. We spent a week out in the woods, climbed trees, rocks, and went swimming. It was hell for Elena, but Joe Jr. and I had fun. We drove Joe nuts between pulling pranks and scaring Elena." She smiles

"You miss that."

Sara shrugs "It was a long time ago." She looks at Zeke who is craning his head to look around. "What do you see Zeke?"

Zeke points at the trees

"You like the trees huh buddy." Sara smiles at Ian then looks back at Zeke. "When you're big enough you'll be able to climb trees." They continue walking as Zeke cranes his head looking around.

"Have you spoken to Siri since you left?"

"I called him the day after I left, told Joe I needed to take some time off... he said he'd call in some favors and get me an official leave of absence. I'm supposedly able to return whenever I want."

"Your not sure you want to."

"I want to if I ever return but I doubt Dante will allow me to without causing some trouble. I like doing my job... always have." She looks at Zeke "But right now I think it's a good thing I left. With all the trouble I was getting into I don't think he would have been born if I had stayed."

Zeke points and jabbers excitedly

"What do you see?" Sara follows his pointing to see a squirrel sitting on a rock "Ahh the squirrel. He's kind of cute."

"Sara it's a rodent." Ian argues

"Hey be nice. He is a cute rodent. Haven't you ever seen a cute mouse or rat?"

"No."

Sara shakes her head looking back at the squirrel. When the squirrel scrambles away Zeke whimpers unhappily, "Hey you'll see another squirrel." Sara assures

HOUR LATER

Sara takes Zeke from Ian after removing her jacket "You have red nose." She kisses Zeke's nose then removes the boy's hood and unzips his coat. She sits on the stairs removing Zeke's shoes then sets the baby on the floor removing her boots. She leans back watching as Zeke sits on the floor then crawls to the bottom step reaching up.

Zeke grunts reaching for his mother.

Sara picks Zeke up standing she walks up to Ian kissing his cheek about to step away when Ian pulls her close. She lifts her brow "Yes?"

Ian brushes his lips over hers "That"

"Mmm" Sara sighs "You know we'll have to take this further when he goes down for his nap."

Ian nods watching as Sara walks to the living room with Zeke.

LATE AFTERNOON

Sara looks up from eating her yogurt and smiles as Ian enters the kitchen "I take it he went down without a fight."

"He was too tired to try and stay awake."

She sets the container down tugging Ian between her legs. "I'm not surprised. He found everything interesting out in the woods."

Ian nods in agreement leaning forward he kisses her lightly "When he's able to talk something tells me he'll ask a lot of interesting questions."

Sara laughs "I'll refer him to you on all questions." She scratches at his beard

"Do you ever wonder what goes on in his mind?"

Sara nods "All the time, especially when he gets that almost thoughtful look."

"Like he gets when he looks at something he's never seen."

"That's the one. Then the cute look he gets when he's trying to figure out what he wants to do next or what he's supposed to do." She chuckles

"He is amazing." Ian cups her cheek he leans in kissing her sweetly.

Sara pulls him close wrapping her legs around his hips as she deepens the kiss her tongue caressing his. She moans feeling his arousal press into her. As Ian trails his lips down her neck, she groans his name.

"Yes, my love?" He murmurs against her pulse

Sara tugs his head up her eyes boring into his "I need you." She pleads

WHILE LATER

Sara laughs as Ian nuzzles her neck while they lay on the living room floor.

"What?" Ian asks curious to why she is laughing

Sara turns her head looking at Ian spooned around her "I have never seen you this relaxed."

Ian shrugs

At the shy look on his face Sara kisses his nose, "I like seeing you like this." She shifts to her back turning her head looking at him.

Ian brushes his fingers over Sara's face "I was always taught to be on guard at all times but here... I don't need to be."

"Considering no one knows your here."

"I know this sounds odd but" Ian pauses "I thinks its partially because Father was never here in this place I don't feel like he's here watching me that I can relax."

"Makes sense. You did spend a good part of your life at his side." She runs her hand down his arm lacing their fingers.

"Some mornings I wake up and expect him to start yelling at me over something then I realize that I'm no longer taking orders and it feels... I don't know."

"Odd? Weird? Freaky?"

"To say the least" Ian says warily "I spent my whole life taking orders and even after a year I still don't know how to completely function without the orders."

Sara squeezes his hand "Think of it this way... eventually Zeke will be talking. One thing I have learned from Danny's kids... little kids can be bossier than adults can. Before you know it he'll be telling you what he wants, when he wants it and how he wants it." She teases lightly leaning up she kisses him lightly then lays back she absently traces his tattoo.

Ian leans down kissing Sara's temple.

Sara gives him a small smile.

CHAPTER 13

TWO DAYS LATER

Sara steps out onto the back patio smiling at the sight of Ian staring out at the woods. She walks over to him wrapping her arms around his upper chest. "Hey"

"Hello" Ian brings her hand to his lips "Is Zeke up yet?"

"No." Sara kisses his neck "What's wrong?"

"I wish we could stay here."

"I know. Tomorrow we go back to our lives"

"We don't have to go back to what our lives were." Ian says softly

"What do you mean?"

"You can come back with us."

"Ian," Sara sighs, "we've had this conversation before."

Ian turns around "Sara I know you want to come back."

"Yes of course I do. I would love to come back and be with Zeke." 'With you.'

< Then come back. >

At the words echoing through her mind, Sara runs her fingers through her hair looking away.

< Sara, look at me. >

At the request Sara looks at him scowling "Don't do that Nottingham!" she snaps

"Sara we can keep Zeke safe if we are together." He cups her cheek "No one would risk trying anything as long as we are together."

"How do you know that Ian?"

"Like you pointed out... I'm now one of the richest men in the world." He says with slight disgust. "But not only because of that but because it has been written numerous times that together we are stronger. Don't let your fear of possibilities keep Zeke from having his mother... from giving us a chance to be a family." He brushes her cheek with his thumb "You know we belong together... the three of us."

< I know that you feel it Sara. >

"I don't know what I feel." Sara says softly as she brushes her fingers over his jaw.

Ian is about to reply when his sensitive hearing picks up the sound of Zeke crying inside. He glances at the house then back at Sara, "You know how I feel about you Sara." After a moment he tilts his head towards the door "Zeke's awake." He kisses her forehead

Sara watches as Ian walks inside 'How do I feel about him?' she sighs shaking her head walking inside. She goes into the kitchen to prepare Zeke's bottle. She smiles as Ian enters carrying a sniffling Zeke. "Hey baby" as Zeke holds his arms out to her she takes him "Oh morning baby." she kisses Zeke's cheek moving to put Zeke in the playpen when the boy protests. "OK, OK" Sara cradles him against her chest rubbing his back "You just want Mommy to hold you for a while huh?" she smiles faintly at Ian then presses her lips to Zeke's head. "OK we'll wait on breakfast until you wake up some more."

HOUR LATER

Sara sets Zeke in the playpen then returns to the kitchen where Ian is putting away dishes.

Ian glances at Sara sitting on the counter top. He closes the drawer walking over to Sara he cups her cheek. "What is on your mind?"

"Lots of things." Sara shrugs, "Zeke, the world, this" she glances at her wrist "Mostly this whole thing between us." She meets Ian's eyes "I know its there but is it me or is it this?" She glances at the Witchblade watching as Ian's fingers brush over the back of her hand.

She lifts her eyes watching him, "Is it me who has feelings for you? Or is it the Witchblade?"

"It is part of you Sara. You might not have always worn it but it is in your blood."

"What if it no longer saw me as the Wielder?" she asks hesitantly

"You are the rightful Wielder Sara."

"Is that why you want to be with me?" She asks her eyes narrowing

"If you weren't the Wielder I'd still love you. The fact that you are the Wielder just increases everything I feel for you." He brings her hand to his lips "I love you Sara Pezzini regardless of this." He touches the Witchblade stone.

Sara takes a deep breath just as Zeke starts to cry. "I better go see what he wants." she kisses Ian gently then hops off the counter.

Ian watches as Sara picks Zeke up comforting the boy. 'These last five days are just what all of us needed especially Zeke. He has missed Sara so much. So have I.'

"What's wrong baby?" Sara asks. As Ian joins them, the baby squirms reaching for his father. "You want Daddy huh?"

Ian takes the boy then settles on the floor with some of Zeke's toys. "What should we play with first?"

Sara lies on the couch watching as Ian sits beside the couch playing with Zeke. 'He's such a good Dad. Zeke adores him.' She smiles at the sight of the grinning and laughing baby. When Ian looks at her Sara sees the intense love in his brown eyes causing her heart to skip a beat. She gives him a faint smile watching as he turns his attention back Zeke. 'I wish I could understand how I feel about him. He loves me. Do I love him or does the Witchblade that loves him? I admit I am physically attracted to him and sexual attraction is intense to say the least. But do I love him? Ugh, I don't want to think about that. It's my last day with my baby.' She moves to the floor joining Ian and Zeke "Hey you two"

Zeke grins waving his hands

Sara pulls Zeke into her lap kissing him "Oohh how's my Zeke?" she grins rubbing her nose against his causing Zeke to laugh.

AFTERNOON

Ian enters the bathroom standing in the doorway he watches Sara sitting in the bathtub.

Sara opens her eyes looking at Ian "I take it he's asleep."

Ian nods walking over to the tub he crouches down reaching out he touches her cheek.

Sara turns her cheek into his hand her lips brushing over his palm. "Waters getting cold" she says

Ian stands helping Sara out of the tub he grabs a towel wrapping it around her. "Are you OK?"

Sara shrugs "Just feeling a little tired. I think I'm going to take a nap." she walks into the bedroom "Join me?"

"Sure." Ian follows her removing his shirt and pants as Sara pulls on a tank top and shorts as she crawls into bed he joins her. He curls his body around hers pressing his lips to her hair knowing she doesn't want to talk.

Sara closes her eyes enjoying the feeling of being in Ian's arms.

Ian listens as she slowly drifts off to sleep. "I love you Sara." He says softly.

EVENING

Sara smiles watching Zeke crawl over Ian as he sits on the floor, "Zeke, are you using Daddy as a jungle gym?" She laughs picking up the baby who squirms to be let down. She kisses Zeke's cheek then sets him down.

Ian grabs Sara's hand pulling her down on his lap.

Sara laughs and stops when she sees the faint smile on Ian's face.

Seeing the amused look on Sara's face, he tilts his head "What?"

"Nothing, its just I rarely see you smile."

"I never had much of a reason to smile before I met you." Ian admits shyly

Sara presses her lips against his "I like seeing you smile." She says against his lips. She laughs when she feels Zeke trying to crawl onto her lap. She looks at Zeke, "Want to sit with Mommy huh?" She lifts Zeke onto her lap as she remains on Ian's lap. "Done using Daddy as a jungle gym huh buddy." she runs her hand down Zeke's head as he rests his head on her chest.

Ian presses his lips to Sara's hair watching as Zeke snuggles into Sara's chest.

Sara wraps her arms around the cuddling baby. "Oh you are just in a cuddly mood." She presses her lips to Zeke's head. She watches as Zeke sticks his fingers in his mouth his other hand going to the Witchblade stone. "What's wrong Zeke?" She wonders concerned at the baby's uncharacteristic silence.

"I think he knows." Ian says softly running his hand over Zeke's head.

"He's just a baby Ian."

"Sara, Zeke is more than just a baby. He is a combination of us... and this." Ian touches Sara's wrist careful not to move Zeke's fingers off the Witchblade. "We don't know how advanced he is because of this. He might not fully understand words but I think it is possible that he is connected to this."

"And it is connected to us."

Ian nods

"So you think it's possible he knows that after tomorrow he won't see me for a while."

"It is possible. We won't know until he's able to understand and explain."

Sara brushes her hand over Zeke's head saddened by the thought that her baby might be able to see what she sees. "I know he sometimes almost senses when I'm having a nightmare connected to the Witchblade but I wasn't sure whether he was connected to it to this extent."

"To some extent the Witchblade allowed you to conceive. Therefore in a way he is also a child of the Witchblade."

"I guess." She says reluctantly

"Sara everything will work out. For all we know he might not be as connected to it as we are. We won't know until Zeke is able to tell us what he sees or feels."

Sara gazes at her son and nods. When Zeke looks at her, as he sucks on his fingers Sara smiles, "Like those fingers huh."

Ian brushes his finger down Zeke's cheek < This is right Sara. This is how we should be. >

At the words drifting through her mind, Sara rests her head on Ian's shoulder, her eyes on Zeke. "Maybe... one day." She murmurs

CHAPTER 14

NEXT AFTERNOON

"Bye" Sara says hugging Ian

Ian presses his lips to her head "I do love you Sara."

Sara closes her eyes taking a deep breath "I know." She tilts her head kissing him lightly before pulling away. She opens the back passenger door getting in she looks at Zeke who is sitting there
chewing on one of his plastic toys, "You be good for Daddy, OK baby? I'll see you soon." She leans down kissing Zeke's forehead, "I love you Zeke." She brushes her fingers down his cheek.

Sensing the extreme sadness Zeke whimpers reaching for his mother.

Sara sighs straightening up she steps out of the car looking at Ian.

Ian brushes her hair back "Be careful my Lady."

Sara nods "I will. Take care of him." She presses her lips against his then steps away "Bye" She says softly as she goes to her bike straddling it she puts on her helmet.

< You know where to find us when you are ready to return. >

With a final look at Ian Sara starts the bike revving it she peels away.

Ian lifts Zeke out of the car seat brushing away the tears falling down the baby's cheek. "We'll see her soon."

Zeke whimpers

"Its time to head home though home isn't complete without her." Ian says sadly. He looks at Zeke "Well its time to hit the road." He sets Zeke back in the car seat handing the baby his forgotten toy buckling Zeke into the car seat he closes the door getting back into the driver seat. He starts the car glancing at Zeke in the backseat sniffling unhappily. "It will be OK Zeke. She'll be back."

LATE EVENING: 1111 FAUST

"How was your visit?" Mrs. Ellis inquires watching as Ian sets the sleeping Zeke in the crib.

"Good. We took Zeke out to explore the woods." Ian answers softly as he covers Zeke with a blanket. "How did it go here?"

"The same as it always is. How is his mother?" Mrs. Ellis asks as Ian stands over the crib watching Zeke sleep.

"She is well. I think she is getting weary of travel."

"Do you think she will return?"

Ian shrugs "I do not know. It all depends on Sara." 'And the Witchblade.'

"I will go have Cook heat up your dinner."

"Thank you." Ian says softly his eyes on Zeke as he sleeps.

LATE NIGHT: HOTEL ROOM

Sara tosses her backpack into the corner of the room flopping on the bed with a sigh. 'I miss my baby.' She looks at the glowing stone "Any chance you can help me figure out what I feel about Ian?"

*Different versions of Ian in different times and places.*

At the quick succession of flashes she scowls, "That's a lot of help. What about this Ian? Is what I'm feeling for him what you invoke? Or am I" she swallows "actually in love with him?" She sighs
rubbing her forehead "I really want to figure this out, especially if I'm ever going to return to my baby. It wouldn't be fair to Ian if I don't know how I feel for him.

I know the past Wielders have loved him, but is it me who has feelings for him you or me? Or is he right that you have always been part of me regardless of my becoming the Wielder?" She groans "No more thinking. I need a shower."

WHILE LATER

"Where are you Sara?" Ian inquires as he stands at the window beside the crib.

"A town about sixty miles away from the house." Sara answers

"Are you OK?"

"It's just hard to see him and say goodbye." She sighs, "How is he?"

"Asleep." Ian glances in the crib "He cried for a while on the way to the airport. He was unhappy in the plane."

"Poor baby."

"He misses you."

Sara closes her eyes "I miss him too." 'And you.' They talk for a while then reluctantly they hang up. Sara lies in the bed staring up at the ceiling her fingers absently touching the stone as she
drifts off the sleep.

With a final look at Zeke, fast sleep in the crib Ian makes his way out of the nursery to his own bedroom. Setting his phone on the nightstand taking a deep breath he lays on the bed staring up at the ceiling. < I love you Sara. >

Two MORNINGS LATER

"Is something wrong with Zeke?" Mrs. Ellis inquires entering the nursery where Ian is walking the floor with a silent Zeke. "Is he sick?"

"I don't think so; I think he just misses Sara." Ian answers

"Why don't I take him?" Mrs. Ellis suggests, "Your breakfast is getting cold." She moves in to take Zeke from Ian. As Ian hands Zeke over to her Zeke starts crying and squirming reaching for his father.

"He did the same thing when I put him in the crib to clean up after changing his diaper." Ian says taking the crying Zeke from Mrs. Ellis once in his arms the boy stops crying.

"I guess he's just clingy today." Mrs. Ellis muses.

"I guess" Ian shrugs

"I'll have Cook put your breakfast in the oven and I will bring his bottle up." Mrs. Ellis walks out of the nursery leaving Ian with Zeke.

Zeke grabs a fistful of his father's shirt he rests his head on his father's shoulder sticking his fingers in his mouth.

MIDAFTERNOON

Sara sits in the Denny's Restaurant staring out at the rain as she takes a sip of her coffee. Hearing laughter, she looks over at a table to see a woman sitting with a toddler and a man. She smiles faintly at the laughter of the child 'They look like a happy family.'

"You could have that," a voice says

Sara winces at the voice knowing who it is. She brings the mug up to her mouth covering her talking "With whom? Nottingham? Not the most functional relationship in the world."

"Nor is it the most dysfunctional." Elizabeth Bronte points out "You have the love of the man we all wait for and belong with. You have the chance to be with him."

"I don't know if I can."

"He won't leave you if that is what you are worried about. He is loyal to us Sara, always has been. All you need to do is trust your heart and his. It may be hard for you to love him but think
about how it is for Ian. He still does not fully understand how much he loves you but he is not afraid too. You are his heart and soul... as he is yours if you would allow him in."

"Are you telling me that I can return to New York and be near my son?"

Elizabeth nods

"Will he still be in danger because of this?" Sara nods at the Witchblade

"He will always be in danger. Not just because of the Witchblade but because of the world."

"Then why did it want me to leave New York in the first place?"

"At the time Ian was not ready to be the Father or lover that he is now capable of being."

"If I had stayed against its wishes..."

"Your son never would have been born." Elizabeth acknowledges.

Sara winces at the knowledge looking away she turns to speak to Elizabeth only to find her gone. Suddenly feeling exhausted Sara stands digging a couple bills out of her pocket she tosses them on
the table and walks out of the restaurant. She runs through the rain to her hotel room digging her key out she enters the room. She removes her wet jacket kicking off her boots she crawls into the bed. She picks up the phone dialing a familiar number.

"Woo" Danny greets after the second ring

"Hey Partner."

At his friend's voice, Danny smiles. "Hey, long time no hear. Where are you?"

"Around. You busy?"

"Not for you. Why?"

"Danny, can I ask you something?" She says hesitantly

"Ask me anything."

"How did you know that you were in love with Lee?"

"Uh wow that's a question. Why are you asking me?"

"Who else would I ask?" Sara returns

"OK." Danny drawls, "I'm not sure. It was a combination of events why?"

"I'm just confused."

"About your feelings for who I think?"

"Nottingham?"

"Who else would it be?"

Sara chuckles "Yeah."

"Why are you thinking about this?" Danny inquires, "Are you...?"

Sara sighs, "I'm trying to figure out my feelings for him. My whole life my intense feelings of love never last... the guys leave me... or die. But with him... it's different."

"How so?"

"He puts up with everything mean I've ever said to him. He forgave me for not telling him about Zeke. He's different."

"True." Danny agrees

"Sorry for throwing this all on you. I just needed to vent."

"It's OK. I understand. How are you?"

"Besides confused?" Sara groans, "I'm fine. I miss Zeke. I miss New York. I miss you guys. Hell, I even miss work. How are you?"

"Good. Work isn't as... interesting without you."

"How are Lee and the kids?"

"Great!" Danny smiles "Their growing like weeds. Mikey got an A on his recent book report. Una made the basketball team."

"Good. How's Lee?"

"She's good. Una asked when you were going to visit again."

"Tell her I will eventually." Sara and Danny talk for a while then she hangs up. She sits on the bed staring at the phone then dials the memorized number.

1111 FAUST

Ian watches as the rain falls outside his bedroom window while Zeke naps next to him on his bed. Carefully he brushes his hand over Zeke's head. As he hears his phone ring Ian silently groans moving off the bed hurrying over to his desk grabbing the phone before it can ring a third time. "Yes?"

"Hi."

Ian smiles faintly returning to the bed. "Hello Sara."

At the almost purr Sara involuntarily shivers "How's Zeke?"

"He is sleeping." Ian looks at Zeke "He had a bad night."

"Is he OK?" Sara asks concerned.

"He's fine" Ian assures "just a little clingy. He woke up in the middle of the night and since he cries whenever I try to put him in the crib or leave the room without him. He even became upset when Mrs. Ellis was going to keep an eye on him."

"So where is he?"

"He's asleep next to me." Ian answers, "I tried putting him in the crib when he fell asleep but he woke up. He finally fell asleep again about twenty minutes ago. I decided to do some ready while he's asleep."

"Is it raining there?"

"It is pouring. I had to bring the dogs in its so wet."

"I thought Irons dogs didn't go outside."

"His rarely go outside. They live in the bunker. Mine are the outside dogs and they only come inside when it rains."

"I thought you had only the one Rottweiler after the hounds."

"The one you saw me with was Branchus. I didn't want to take both of them out."

"So how many dogs do you have?"

"Two Branchus and Ares. Then there are the two hounds, Artemus and Hades."

Sara chuckles "Interesting names."

"Why name a dog Phil when you can name it after a Greek myth or one of the best characters in literary history."

"Did you forget that you're talking to the person who named a child Ezekiel?" Sara reminds

"Good point." Ian looks at Zeke "Though it fits him."

"I know but still my poor baby could be tormented by the mean nicknames when he gets to school."

"He can just hit whoever teases him."

"IAN!" Sara exclaims

"I'm kidding my Sara." Ian chuckles

Sara smiles at the sound

"What?"

"What, what?"

"I can practically feel you smile." He says slightly puzzled

"You can?" Sara asks also feeling puzzled

"Yes. I don't know how to explain it though. What are you smiling about my Sara?"

"I was just thinking that I like hearing you laugh."

"Oh really?" Ian says amusement evident in his voice.

"Yep, guess it's because I rarely hear it."

"Before you I never had much of a reason to laugh." Ian admits

"Well I like hearing it." Sara says, "So what else has been going on there?" she asks changing the subject.

"Not much. Gabriel stopped by yesterday to deliver something I had him look for and played with Zeke for a while."

"What did you ask him to look for?" Sara asks curiously

"A certain knife I have been looking for to add to my collection."

"You have a collection of knives?"

"Swords, axes, knives" Ian says dismissively.

Sara shakes her head "Why can't I summon up any disbelief with you?"

"You know me better than anyone."

"Oh come on I still don't know much about you. You know everything about me."

"True I do." Ian agrees

"That's not fair." Sara grumbles

"Ask what you want." Ian offers

Sara smiles "Maybe later."

"Anytime."

Sara cradles the phone against her shoulder.

"Is something wrong?"

"No. I'm just getting tired."

"Have you been sleeping?"

"Yeah; as much as I can with this thing."

"Get some sleep then."

"I should. Tell Zeke I love him. I'll talk to you later."

"Sleep well my love."

"Bye" Sara says hanging up the phone.

Ian closes his phone setting it on the nightstand. Shifting to his side, he looks at Zeke who is still sleeping beside him. He rests his head on his arm drifting off to sleep as he watches his son sleep.

HOUR LATER

Zeke opens his eyes looking around he grins rolling over he pats at his father's face cooing.

Feeling the small hands patting at his face Ian opens his eyes "Hello Zeke." He sits up lifting Zeke onto his lap "Looks like we both got some sleep." He looks at the clock "What should we do now?"

Zeke pats at his father's face tugging at his hair

"Zeke no." Ian gently untangles Zeke's fingers from his hair. "Don't pull." He kisses Zeke's fingers "I talked to your Mommy. She told me to tell you that she loves you."

Zeke looks around hopefully

Ian smiles sadly "Sorry but Mommy's not here right now." At the look on Zeke's face he leans forward kissing the boy's forehead. "Why don't we go get you a bottle" Ian stands with Zeke on his hip "You must be hungry."

CHAPTER 15

DAWN: HOTEL

Sara tosses and turns in her sleep lost in the clutches of the vision.

*Sara stands before Elizabeth Bronte "We've already talked today? Why again?"

"You are still unsure about everything."

"Of course I am."

"Why?"

"It's not fair to Ian for me to return when I don't know how I feel about him."

"Why are you not sure?"

Sara shrugs "Lots of reasons."

"Like what?"

"He tried to kill me."

"He has also died to protect you." Elizabeth says

"I know. It's not that easy for me to know how I feel about him. Part of me is falling for him but another part of me knows what he was raised to be. What Irons forced him to be."

"Does it matter? He has given up his old life."

"I know." Sara says twisting the Witchblade absently

"Sara the question is not about his past but do you love him for him? You need to answer that question. Do you Sara Pezzini, Wielder or not, love Ian Nottingham regardless of his past?"

Sara looks at the Witchblade then back at Elizabeth giving a hesitant nod "I think I really do."

Elizabeth smiles nodding "Return to them. They need you."*

Sara awakens with a gasp her eyes going to the Witchblade seeing its glow she smiles "I love him." She throws off the covers quickly pulling on her clothes. Sara moves about the rooms gathering her things shoving them into the backpack. She pulls on her boots and jacket shouldering her backpack she grabs her helmet opening the door she wheels the Buell outside closing the door behind her. She leaves the Buell on the walkway running to the front office. She enters to find the office empty going to the desk she hits the bell.

"Oh good morning Ma'am" the desk clerk greets "Checking out?"

"Going home" Sara says

The desk clerk types on the keyboard "OK I see you made a couple calls."

Sara nods "Total?"

"Total of hotel room and phone is 55."

Sara hands the clerk the credit card Ian had set up for her. As the clerk hands her the receipt she signs it. "Thanks."

The desk clerk watches as the woman hurries out of the office and shakes his head. He watches as the woman peels out of the parking lot on a motorcycle.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER: 1111 FAUST

"Good morning Zeke" Ian greets entering the nursery after his morning exercise and shower to find Zeke sucking on his fist.

Zeke just stares up at his father kicking his legs.

Ian sighs lifting the baby out of the crib "I take it you're still unhappy." He kisses Zeke's cheek allowing the boy to pat at his face then lays Zeke on the changing table. "What should we do today? Its still raining so there is no playing outside with the dogs today. We have all morning to figure out what to do today but first let's get you changed and fed." He rubs Zeke's stomach getting the baby to squirm "Some time today you need a bath." As he changes the baby, he hears a knock at the door. "Yes" he calls

The door opens and Naomi enters "Mrs. Ellis sent me up with Ezekiel's bottle."

Ian tilts his head at the table next to the rocking chair "Just put it on the table."

Naomi sets the bottle on the table "How is he this morning?"

"Still waking up but it looks like he's still not his usual self." Ian answers

"Poor little guy. Probably doesn't like this nasty weather." Naomi says walking out of the room.

After snapping the sleeper up Ian lifts Zeke off the changing table, "Do you want your bottle?" Ian sits in the rocking chair offering the bottle to Zeke. When Zeke finishes his bottle, Ian settles on the floor with the infant to play with the toys.

Leaning back, Ian watches as Zeke crawls around going from toy to toy. "Can't make up your mind huh?" He says amused at the look on Zeke's face.

Zeke tosses his toy aside crawling back towards his father. He stops looking at his father then looks back at his toys. After a few seconds, Zeke crawls over to the open toy box pulling himself to his feet looking inside at his toys.

Ian reaches out holding the top of the toy box open so it doesn't hit Zeke on the head. "Still looking for what to play with?"

Zeke glances at his father then standing on his tiptoes, he peers inside the box then grabs a toy a brightly stuffed pig with a rattle. He sticks the ear of the pig in his mouth balancing himself with one hand on the toy box he reaches with his other hand for his father grunting.

Ian moves the baby onto his lap "Is this what you wanted?" He shakes the pig rattle eliciting a small smile from Zeke. "You like this toy huh?"

Zeke sticks the ear back in his mouth leaning back into his father's chest.

Ian brushes his fingers through the dark brown hair covering Zeke's head. "I know you miss her. I miss her too." After trying to get Zeke to play for half an hour Ian sighs, "Alright lets go downstairs."

Early afternoon, Ian is downstairs in the med lab buttoning his shirt as Immo reads his chart.

"How are your headaches?" Immo inquires glancing at his employer/patient.

"Same as always." Ian shrugs

"Have you been sleeping?"

"Yes"

"You are in perfect health." Immo says "Like always." He gives Ian an encouraging nod.

Ian nods in return then walks out of the room. He makes his way upstairs going to the kitchen where he finds Zeke sitting in his playpen silently playing with his toys as Cook sits at the kitchen table looking through cookbooks.

Cook looks up "Hello Master Ian."

Ian inwardly flinches at the name that Irons had ordered the household to refer to him as since childhood. Ian nods in greeting

"Would you like lunch now?"

"Not right now. I have errands to run can you keep an eye on Zeke for a while longer?"

Cook nods "Go ahead."

"I should be back in time to put him down for his afternoon nap." Ian reaches into the playpen stroking Zeke's head for a few seconds. He nods at Cook then makes his way out of the kitchen to the garage.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER:

As the rain continues to pour outside Ian tosses his pen aside looking out the window. He glances over to see Zeke asleep in the swing chair. He stands going over to the window he leans against the wall watching the rain. < I miss you sweet Sara. >

< I miss you too. > Sara smiles faintly hearing those words echo through her mind.

In his bedroom Ian starts in surprise when he hears Sara respond. 'She did it. She never does that.' He closes his eyes concentrating on his love. < Where are you sweet Sara? > After a few minutes of waiting for a response, Ian opens his eyes with a sigh. He runs his hands over his face then he moves to the floor to meditate.

Around 8 that night Sara drives through the city in the rain and crowded streets, her mind on one thing... her family. She glances at her wrist seeing the excited colors she smiles 'You miss them as well.' In response, she feels the familiar purr thrum through her body. "Soon" she murmurs.

Sara feels her excitement and apprehension rise as she nears Faust Street just outside the city. She stops down the street from the mansion taking a deep breath she closes her eyes concentrating. < Ian >

Inside the mansion, Ian tilts his head feeling a familiar presence. "Sara?" He whispers as the familiar voice fill his mind, he looks at Zeke who is asleep in his arms then stands carrying the boy over to the crib lying him inside. He sits back in the rocking chair closing his eyes he concentrates < Sara? >

< Who else would it be Stalkerguy? >

At the teasing tone of the nickname Sara gave him Ian smiles faintly < Where are you? >

< Open the front gate Nottingham it's pouring out here and I've been driving since dawn. >

Jolted by the knowledge Ian bolts out of the rocking chair hurrying out of the nursery he runs down the hall to the stairs hitting the button for the security gate.

Mrs. Ellis hears the pounding of footsteps out of the sitting room to see Ian rushing down the last flight of stairs "Ian what is going on?" she demands

Ian stops in his tracks looking at his former Nanny "Sara's back." he announces bounding out the front door.

"Ian don't..." Mrs. Ellis trails off as the young man runs out of the house into the rain. She shakes her head "That boy."

Just as Ian makes it down the front stairs as Sara turns the Buell off and removes her helmet and backpack. In the rain the two stare at each other for a second then they find themselves in a passionate embrace kissing. Ian pulls back staring down at Sara in the rain "Sara what are you doing here?" He asks taking her face between his hands.

Sara smiles at Ian brushing his hair back "I missed you and Zeke."

Ian looks away briefly, "Are you staying for good?" he asks hesitantly

Sara kisses him lightly "Yes. I'm back... for good."

Hearing that Ian smiles faintly, "I love you Sara." He says searching her eyes

Sara brushes her lips over his palm "I love you Ian." She says softly.

"You do?"

"Yes." Seeing the light flash in his eyes she smiles leaning up she kisses him sweetly as she runs her hands down his bare arms. "Finish this conversation inside?" she tilts her head towards the open door "We're soaked and I want to see my baby."

Ian pulls Sara close capturing her lips in a searing kiss. "I love you"

Sara smiles against his lips "I love you." She whispers slipping her hand into his she picks up her backpack and walks with him inside. "You changed this place." She remarks as they walk into the foyer.

Ian shrugs "It was time for a change. His quarters upstairs and downstairs are still the same. Just took out some of the more... gaudy items."

"Ian how many times do I have to tell you when you go outside in the rain wear a coat?" Mrs. Ellis chastises.

Ian looks down, "Yes Ma'am." He says sheepishly

Sara snickers at the look on Ian's face only to get a glare from him.

"Now you two go get cleaned up. I will bring up some coffee." Mrs. Ellis says walking out of the foyer.

As Mrs. Ellis leaves Sara looks at Ian, "I like her." Sara smiles following Ian up the stairs.

"Sara you like anyone who makes you coffee." Ian teases bringing her hand to his lips.

"Do not" Sara grumbles. Once they reach Ian's floor Sara finds herself in Ian's arms pressed back against the wall his lips on hers in a demanding yet loving kiss. She drops her backpack her arms going into his shoulders.

Ian pulls back lips inches from Sara's he brushes her wet hair back "I missed you."

"I missed you too." She brushes her lips over his "Where's Zeke?"

"He is sleeping. First let's get you warmed up and in some dry clothes."

"Good idea." Sara laughs, "Though I'm going to need help getting out of these jeans." She looks down at her soaked jeans.

Ian follows her gaze and chuckles picking up her backpack "Come on." He leads Sara to his room.

Sara smiles at the decor plus the added baby toys with a swing chair. "Minus the baby stuff this room definitely fits your personality Nottingham."

"I haven't cleaned up Zeke's toys today." Ian says almost apologetically, "You should see what he did to the room up here I use as a study. There are toys all over the place." He drops the backpack on the tile floor just outside the bathroom. He walks into the bathroom turning on the shower. He returns to the bedroom to see Sara remove her jacket. "The shower is ready."

Sara nods removing her jacket handing it to Ian then removes her gun and holster putting it on the dresser along with her wallet. She rubs her hands together

"Cold?" Ian asks after dropping Sara's jacket down the laundry chute.

"Yeah." She nods rubbing her hands together she laughs in surprise as Ian picks her up carrying her into the bathroom and sets her on the counter. Sara shivers as Ian unties her boots pulling them and her socks off.

Ian drops the boots outside the bathroom then closes the door turning his attention to getting his love out of her wet and cold clothing. He leans in brushing his lips over hers as he unbuttons her jeans sliding the zipper down.

Sara lifts her hips bracing herself as Ian pulls her wet jeans down her legs with little effort. She hops off the counter stripping off her sweater and underwear she leans up kissing Ian "Thanks. It would have taken me forever to get my jeans off on my own."

Ian quickly looks her naked body trying to keep his own body from responding. He tilts his head towards the shower "Get into the shower and get warmed up."

"Join me?"

Ian nods "Just going to go put the clothes in the laundry chute."

Sara kisses him "Don't take too long." She steps into the shower sighing at the feeling of the warm water falling over her. She opens her eyes as she hears the shower door open and turns to see Ian step into the shower.

Ian runs his hands down her arms "Warmed up?"

Sara nods wrapping her arms around his shoulders brushing her lips over his. "Getting there." She murmurs against his lips. She shivers feeling his hands caress her back and shoulders. She gasps feeling his lips trailing over her jaw "Ian" she sighs pressing closer to him.

Ian groans lifting his head he looks at Sara shifting he presses her against the shower wall kissing her as he runs his hands down her wet body. He gently caresses her breasts watching as she inhales sharply.

Sara moans arching her body against his whimpering in need. She slides her hands over his chest and sides as she feels Ian's hand caress her thigh. She wraps one arm around his shoulders as she lifts her leg over his hip sighing in pleasure as she feels him slowly, achingly enter her.

Inside the shower, the slow joining quickly turns into a furiously passionate needful coupling. At their intense mind-blowing release, the two cling to each other their bodies trembling.

Sara brushes her lips over Ian's as he sets her on her feet. She leans against the shower wall trying to keep from collapsing.

Seeing the look on her face Ian wraps his arms around her, he turns off the shower opening the door he reaches out to the towel hook grabbing the clean towel he wraps it around her. "Warm?"

Sara nods kissing him lightly as she steps out of the shower.

Ian steps out behind her grabbing another towel he quickly dries his hair then wraps it around his waist. He reaches out pulling Sara back against his chest lightly kissing her shoulder.

Sara smiles feeling him nuzzle her shoulder. She reaches up cupping his cheek she looks in the mirror watching the sight of Ian hugging her.

Ian releases Sara as she grabs another towel to dry her hair "I'll go see what I can find for you to wear until your clothes are dry." He walks out of the bathroom to his bedroom to find a tray of coffee sitting on the table by the window and Sara's backpack gone with her toothbrush, make-up bag, brush and other assorted items on the table as well. He opens one of his dresser drawers removing a pair of pajamas bottoms he pulls them on then searches for a pair of sweats and a T-shirt for Sara. He looks up to see Sara standing in the doorway of the bathroom drying her hair with the towel. "These should work. Mrs. Ellis brought some coffee up and took your backpack downstairs."

Sara takes the offered clothes returning to the bathroom she removes the towels hanging them up she pulls on the clothes. She looks at Ian leaning against the doorframe watching her. She smiles at him

Ian holds out his hand "Come on."

"Where?"

"You said you wanted to see Zeke."

Sara takes his hand kissing his cheek "Yeah I do."

Ian leads Sara out of the bedroom across the hall to Zeke's room. He opens the bedroom door entering the dimly lit room.

Sara smiles at the room furnished with a crib, dresser, changing table, bookcase, and a rocking chair with a toy chest nearby. She walks over to the crib to find Zeke fast asleep. She reaches in brushing her finger over Zeke's cheek smiling as he turns into her touch. She glances at Ian then looks back at Zeke. "How has he been?" She asks softly

"He's been acting different. He hasn't been interested in his toys or playing. He hasn't been his normal cheerful morning self the last two days. He wasn't quite as clingy today as he was yesterday. Last night it was two in the morning before I was able to put him down without him screaming and crying."

"Poor baby." Sara whispers blinking back tears.

"He's going to be happy to see you in the morning." Ian says reaching out he brushes a loose strand of her hair behind her ear. "He is going to be really happy to see you every day."

"So am I." Sara turns towards Ian "I never wanted to leave him... it was just something that had to be done."

Ian nods "I know. We can talk in the bedroom."

With a final look at Zeke, she follows Ian back to his room. "He has a lot of toys." She remarks

Ian shrugs "Mrs. Ellis pretty much bought everything in the store for a child his age." He smiles faintly "I think she sees Zeke as the closest she will have to a grandchild so she likes to spoil him. I had Fredrick donate some of the toys to a local shelter." He gives Sara a mischievous smile "Mrs. Ellis doesn't know though."

Sara shakes her head "Something tells me she might know."

"If she does she hasn't said a word."

"He has everything a little boy could want."

"No, now he does." Ian takes her face between his hands "He now has his Mother back." He leans in kissing her lightly. "I love you." He murmurs

"I love you too." She laughs as Ian sweeps up into his arms. She threads her fingers in his hair kissing him passionately as he lays her on the bed.

Ian brushes his lips over Sara's face and down her neck listening to Sara's sighs. He lifts his head looking at his beloved as he slips his fingers under the sweats sliding them down her legs.

Sara gasps as Ian presses a kiss to her navel before slowly pushing the shirt up as his lips move over her exposed skin. She removes the shirt tossing it aside her hands going to his hair as his lips brush over her breast. Sara inhales sharply as Ian's lips trail down her body nuzzling and pressing light kisses to her middle. "Ian" she squirms

MIDNIGHT

"No." Ian murmurs

Sara gasps startled awake as she feels herself thrown into a vision of Irons and Ian.

*Sara stands in the library watching as Irons slaps a young Ian so hard the child falls to the floor. She winces wanting to comfort the child.

"I have told you Ian to stay out of that room!" Kenneth yells angrily, while he hauls Ian to his feet by his arm wrenching it hard.

Young Ian yelps in pain

Sara gasps as though feeling his arm being dislocated. "Ian" she whispers watching as Irons pulls the boy out of the room.*

Sara pulls herself out of the vision looking at Ian muttering and whimpering in his sleep. She brushes her hand down Ian's cheek "Ian" she says softly knowing how he reacts to being woken from his nightmares. She smoothes his hair back wanting him to open his eyes but sensing how involved he is in the nightmare she kisses his forehead wrapping her arms around him. She looks at her wrist "Please let this work!" She pleads closing her eyes she concentrates trying to get Ian to open his eyes. < Ian it's OK. It's just a dream. Open your eyes. >

Through his dream, Ian hears Sara call for him to wake up. He struggles then finally pulls himself out of the nightmare he opens his eyes "Sara" he whimpers turning he wraps his arms around her waist burying his face in her neck.

Sara presses her lips to his hair blinking back tears as she feels his tears. She rubs his back "Shh baby it's OK." She whispers slowly rocking him listening as he drifts back to sleep in her arms. She presses a kiss to his head as she shifts lying back down with her arms wrapped around him.

CHAPTER 16

Early the next morning, Ian moves closer to the body next to him as the happy chattering of Zeke invades his sleep. He breathes in the familiar scent and smiles remembering the events of the night. He opens his eyes to find half his body on top of Sara as she sleeps next to him. He starts to move away when Sara opens her eyes tightening her arms around him. Ian looks at Sara and smiles "Good morning my love."

Sara smiles sleepily "Morning. Where are you going?"

"Zeke is awake." He looks at the monitor, "And it sounds like he has returned to his normal morning self."

Sara follows Ian's gaze chuckling at the sound of Zeke cheerfully babbling. "He sounds like he's amusing himself for now." She runs her hand over Ian's chest

Ian grins, "I think he can wait" He shifts covering Sara's body with his own.

Sara giggles as Ian nuzzles her neck.

*

After their passionate yet quick coupling, Sara watches as Ian pulls on his pajama bottoms "Uh where did the sweats and T-shirt I was wearing land?" She asks sitting up stretching.

Ian looks around finding the T-shirt on the floor on his side of his bed he tosses it to her. He goes to the end of the bed finding the sweatpants tossing them to Sara. He goes over to the dresser opening the drawer he grabs another T-shirt pulling it on.

Sara gets out of the bed pulling on the clothes she kisses Ian's cheek as she passes him going into the bathroom.

Ian smiles walking out of the bedroom he walks across the hallway entering to find Zeke laying on his back sucking on his foot. "Good morning Zeke. You seem back to your normal self." He lifts Zeke out of the crib kissing the boy's cheek. "There is someone who wants to see you but first let's get you changed." He sets Zeke on the changing table

After brushing her teeth and going to the bathroom, Sara returns to the bed snuggling into the covers. She smiles remembering the rounds of passionate love making throughout the night. Hearing the bedroom door open she sits up smiling as she sees Ian enter carrying Zeke.

"Who's that?" Ian shifts Zeke so the baby can see Sara.

Seeing his mother Zeke shrieks happily holding his arms out towards her.

Sara hops off the bed taking the baby from Ian she kisses Zeke's cheek. "I've missed you too." She hugs Zeke.

Ian goes over to the bedside phone pressing the extension for kitchen. "Please bring breakfast and Zeke's bottle up to my room. Thank you Cook." He hangs up the phone and looks at Sara who is cuddling Zeke.

Sara smiles as Zeke pats at her face jabbering happily. She settles on the bed with Zeke on her lap. She bounces Zeke on the bed getting him to laugh.

Ian sits beside Sara brushing a strand of hair off her cheek he leans in brushing his lips over her cheek. "I love you sweet Sara." He says softly

Sara turns her head giving him a smile as she lifts her hand to his cheek "I love you" She looks back at Zeke she taps his nose "and you too."

Ian lifts Zeke up tossing him lightly in the air getting the boy to shriek with laughter.

"You drop him and you are never getting sex again." Sara warns

"I'm not going to drop him Sara." Ian assures

"Just a fair warning" Sara says wagging her finger "Now give me my baby." She holds her hands out.

"You get him for a kiss." Ian bargains mischievously

Sara moves up to her knees lifting her brow, "I think that can work." She leans forward kissing Ian before scooping Zeke out of his arms. "There you got your kiss." As Zeke pats at her face, she grasps his hand kissing it.

Ian smiles at the sight.

Later that morning, Sara and Ian sit on the floor of the bedroom watching as Zeke plays with his toys. "You OK?" Sara asks wrapping her arms around Ian's shoulders as he sits in front of her.

Ian kisses Sara's arm "I am fine."

"What about your nightmare?" She asks concerned

Ian pauses then shrugs "Nothing to it."

"It was the first time he hit you wasn't it."

Ian nods hesitantly "That bad yes."

"How old were you?"

"Ten I guess."

Sara rests her cheek against his "What happened?"

Ian takes a deep breath unsure of what to tell her. "I was never allowed in the Witchblade room alone. One night I couldn't sleep... I kept seeing the paintings in my mind and I couldn't get them out of my mind. All I wanted was some peace and I thought the best way to get it was to see them." He runs his hand down her thigh "I snuck out of my bedroom and went down to the room. That was before he put a security system on the room." He swallows "Anyway I went to the room and just sat in the middle of the room looking at each painting trying to memorize them, but I fell asleep." He closes his eyes "Father found me in the room and he was angry. Before that day, he would just slap me, send me to my room, or give me more studies as a punishment. This time he ordered me to go get dressed and then return to the library." He takes a deep breath trying to keep his mind from drifting back into the memories.

Sara hugs him kissing his shoulder "And?" she prompts

Ian swallows "I came back after getting dressed. He started yelling at me then hauled off and slapped me so hard that I ended up with the first of many bruises." He winces absently rubbing his cheek as though remembering the blow. "Before that day Father never hit me that hard." His eyes go to the floor as he continues "When I fell to the floor he yanked me up so hard that my arm was dislocated."

"You must have been scared." Sara remarks

Ian shrugs "I knew he was dangerous but I never thought he would hurt me."

Sara hugs him "I'm sorry."

"He wasn't always like that. He taught me how to read. He even taught me how to ride a bike." He smiles faintly at the good memories

*Irons sitting on the floor with Ian, both of them looking at a globe. Irons telling Ian about all of the places he has been.

The two walking through a museum looking at artwork.

"The Wielder is always female. Tell me why" Irons looks at a twelve-year-old Ian who is staring at the portraits of the Wielders.

"The Witchblade is part of life. Wielders bring life because they are female." Ian answers*

"Ian, why didn't you leave when you were old enough?" Sara asks curiously

"This life is all I know then and now." Ian shrugs "Because something told me that to find you I needed to stay."

"How long did you know who I was before we actually met?"

"A few years." Ian admits "Father had you watched on and off over the years. I never saw you in person until about a year before."

"Why didn't you come to me then?" Sara asks

Ian turns his head meeting Sara's eyes "Would you have believed me if I came to you saying 'Oh by the way you are the next Wielder. And it is my duty to protect you. Oh and we were lovers on and off throughout our lifetimes.'"

Sara chuckles "Good point." She rests her hand over his heart "Too bad it took us so long to find each other."

"This is the oldest we've ever been. Well except for Elizabeth."

"You died though before there was a chance." Sara whispers "Maybe this time around we had to wait." Sara muses

"Why?"

"Think about it... Joan was how old when she died... 19, 20? Cleopatra was what in her 20s?"

"About."

"Maybe this time it wanted to wait until I was old enough to handle the duties of being the Wielder." Sara looks at her wrist

"Perhaps." Ian agrees

"It would have been interesting if we had met as kids or teenagers. Can you imagine the trouble we could have caused? My totally rebellious nature and your brains" Sara muses with a laugh

Ian chuckles bringing her hand to his lips he presses a soft kiss to her knuckles. He shifts pulling Sara onto his lap. "True." He kisses her lightly.

Sara wraps her arms around him resting her head on his shoulder watching as Zeke sits on the floor playing with his toys.

"I'm glad you are here." Ian presses his lips to Sara's hair

"So am I."

"This is where you belong... here with us."

Sara smiles watching as Zeke crawls over to them. She sits up lifting him onto her lap. "I know." She kisses Zeke's cheek hugging him. "I know."

A few hours later, the couple find themselves curled up on the bed quietly talking while Zeke sleeps. Sara rests her head on Ian's shoulder watching as Zeke sleeps on his chest. She lightly brushes her finger down the sleeping baby's cheek watching as he snuggles closer to his father. She looks at Ian giving him a small smile.

"I'm going to go put him down."

Sara watches as Ian stands carrying Zeke out of the room. She stands stretching her arms over her head walking over to the bookcase she smiles at the titles of the books. She tilts her head noticing a photo album on the top shelf. She takes it off the shelf opening it smiling at the first picture. Hearing the door open she looks up to see Ian enter the room "This you?"

Ian nods joining her "I found it among some of Father's things. I never knew he had any pictures of me as a child... other than the security photos."

"How old were you?"

"That must have been taken not long after I was brought here. So I was probably five or six." Ian shrugs "That was the first gift I remember he gave me." He smiles faintly at the picture of himself wearing a cowboy hat and boots, with a sheriffs badge and toy guns. "I had hours of fun with those."

"You were a cute even then."

Ian wraps his arms around her waist nuzzling her neck as Sara looks at the pictures. "Sara put it away" he slides his hands under her shirt caressing her stomach.

Sara squirms at the feeling of his warm hands on her stomach "Come on Nottingham I want to see these pictures." She tries to keep herself from groaning at his touch.

Ian grabs the photo album dropping it on the table turning Sara to face him. "Later." He leans in kissing her.

Sara moans leaning into him her arms going around him. As Ian lifts her, she wraps her legs around his hips as he walks towards the bed. Sara laughs as they fall on the bed with Ian taking the brunt of the fall. Her hands go to the hem of the shirt Ian is wearing stripping it off she tosses it aside. She leans down kissing him as she runs her hands over Ian's chest. 'God I love touching him.' She brushes her lips over his neck and collarbone lightly nipping chuckling lightly as he growls. Slowly she moves down his body pressing light kisses to his chest as her hands caress his chest and stomach causing him to hiss. Sara meets Ian's gaze lifting her brow.

< My turn. > Ian tugs Sara back up his body pulling her head down kissing her roughly, as he flips her under him. He quickly strips her shirt off and pulls the sweats off. Gently he runs his hands down Sara's sides smiling faintly as she squirms. He moves up capturing her lips in a sweet yet demanding kiss.

Sara shivers feeling the emotions behind the kiss as she runs her hands over his back. She lifts her hips invitingly and gasps as he slowly enters her.

"Mine." Ian says softly his eyes boring into Sara's green eyes.

Sara nods wordlessly meeting his movements

*

A while later Ian gently caresses Sara's cheek as they lie facing each other.

"What are you thinking about?" Sara asks seeing the look on his face.

"You." He kisses her lightly

"Oh really?" She smiles "Just what are you thinking?" She asks

"Different things." Ian shrugs "I take it you are going to see about getting your job back."

"Somehow." Sara sighs

Ian trails his fingers down Sara's arm "You don't have to work my love."

"I'm not going to live off his money. Besides, I like my work. I just hope I can find a way to get my job back. Dante has taken over fulltime and that man hates me." She shakes her head "No more talk about work." She cuddles into Ian tucking her head under his chin.

Ian presses his lips to Sara's hair.

Sara smiles enjoying the feeling of being curled up in Ian's arms. Suddenly remembering the photo album, she reluctantly moves out of Ian's arms.

"Where are you going?" Ian asks

Sara kisses his nose "I have to see those pictures." She grins crawling out of bed she hurries over to the table picking up the photo album then returns to the bed. She opens the photo album to the first picture she had been looking at. "You were adorable." She smiles looking at Ian who looks slightly embarrassed. "You were." She strokes his cheek then turns back to the pictures. She turns to the next picture of Ian sitting on the floor with a puzzle as Irons sits in the chair watching young Ian work.

Late that afternoon Sara watches from the doorway of the nursery as Ian and Zeke play on the floor. "Hey you two."

Ian turns his head looking at Sara smiling "Feel better my love?" He asks referring to her shower.

"Much." Sara nods sitting on the floor she kisses Ian's cheek then lifts Zeke onto her lap kissing his head. When Zeke squirms, she laughs "You just want to play huh." She sets Zeke back on the floor watching as he returns to playing with his toys.

"Did you call your partner?"

"Yes. I also called Joe, Gabe, and Vicki. I'm going to go see Joe and Marie tomorrow."

"Are you going to take Zeke?"

Sara nods "Joe and Marie haven't met him so if he's awake I'll take him with me."

"Good idea."

"I have lots of good ideas." Sara smirks

"Oh I bet you do." Ian chuckles reaching out he caresses her cheek with his thumb.

Sara leans in kissing him lightly then turns her attention to Zeke she begins to play with the baby.

MIDNIGHT

Sara shifts to curl up next to Ian only to find him not in bed. She opens her eyes sitting up she finds Ian sitting on the recliner before the window staring out at the night sky obviously deep in thought. She gets out of bed walking over to the chair she wraps her arms around his shoulders pressing a kiss to his head. "You OK?"

Ian tilts his head looking at Sara in the darkened room. "You should be sleeping my love."

Sara shrugs "So should you."

Ian pulls Sara onto his lap wrapping his arms around her well aware she's naked.

"What's wrong?" She asks

"Just too many thoughts." He murmurs pressing his lips to her hair.

"About?"

"Many different things. Sometimes when I start thinking too much it's hard to sleep."

"Know the feeling." Sara says dryly "Do you want to talk about it?"

Ian shakes his head

Sara kisses his temple "OK"

"I love you Sara." He whispers

Sara shifts so she's facing Ian "I love you too." She kisses him "Come back to bed." She stands pulling Ian to his feet. The two curl up in bed and drift off to sleep.

CHAPTER 17

The next afternoon Sara enters the library carrying Zeke where she finds Ian thoughtfully examining the titles of the books. "We're leaving." She announces

Ian turns towards the door "The car is out front the keys are in the ignition. His diaper bag is in the backseat. There's a newly activated cell phone for you in the glove compartment all programmed." He turns his attention back to the bookcase.

"What are you looking for?" Sara asks "You've been in here since lunch."

"A book, I can't remember what it was called. Father read it to me when I was little and for some reason last night I started thinking about it. Maybe once I find it I'll get it out of my mind." He tears his attention away from the bookcase walking over to Sara "I see he's awake."

Sara looks at Zeke who rubs his eyes sleepily "He just woke up." Sara kisses Zeke's cheek then looks at Ian frowning at his tired expression. "Ian did you get any sleep last night?"

"A few hours." Ian shrugs "I'll be fine."

Sara nods unconvinced "Alright. We'll be back in a couple hours." She kisses Ian lightly, "And Ian try and get some sleep once you find this book."

Ian nods brushes his knuckle down Zeke's cheek. "Have a good time."

Sara gives him a small smile before walking out of the library. Once in the foyer she notices Mrs. Ellis walk out of the sitting room.

"Is he still in there?" Mrs. Ellis inquires nodding at the closed door

Sara nods pulling the hood up on Zeke "He's looking for some book."

"Will you two be here for dinner?" Mrs. Ellis asks

"We should be. If we aren't I'll call."

Mrs. Ellis nods watching as Sara carries the baby out of the house.

Sara sets Zeke in the car seat and buckles him in kissing his forehead. She closes the back passenger door and gets into the drivers side starting the car.

Mrs. Ellis enters the library to find the same thing Sara found, Ian inspecting the books. "Ian what are you looking for?"

"A book Father read to me when I was a child."

"What was it called?" Mrs. Ellis asks

"I don't remember." Ian admits "I don't really remember much about the book I just remember liking it." He turns his attention back to the bookcase.

"Well you might try the attic. Kenneth moved many of your childhood possessions up there a few years back."

"I'll check up there after I finish looking here."

Twenty minutes later, Sara knocks on the door of the Siri's apartment and smiles as Marie Siri opens the door. "Marie"

"Sara" Marie smiles "Oh it is so good to see you."

Sara hugs the woman well aware of Zeke on her hip.

"Come in come in." Marie insists

Sara enters the apartment just as Joe joins them in the foyer "Joe."

"Sara it's been a while" Joe smiles hugging his goddaughter.

Sara steps back regarding her godparents "Its good to see you both."

"Now who is this cutie?" Marie chucks the baby under the chin getting a grin.

Sara smiles "This is Ezekiel James Pezzini Nottingham."

"Danny told me he was adorable." Marie smiles

"Nottingham?" Joe lifts his brow

Sara swallows "His father is Ian Nottingham, Irons former bodyguard."

From his position in his mother's arms Zeke looks at the new people then around searching for his Father whimpering when he doesn't see him.

Hearing the whimper Sara offers Zeke his pacifier.

"Where have you been?" Marie asks as they walk into the living room. "I have been worried young lady." She says sternly

"I'm sorry Marie. With everything that was going on, I thought it best to leave New York while I was pregnant. I kept meaning to call and check in but when I thought of it things would come up." Sara removes Zeke's jacket then sets him on the floor.

"I made some calls and I've managed to get the Brass to talk Dante into meeting with you." Joe says

"Thanks." Sara gives him a smile

"I told the Brass that you were going on maternity leave but considering how long it's taken you to return..."

"It's going to be harder for me to convince them to allow me back." Sara finishes her eyes on Zeke as he inspects his surroundings.

"Sara is his father involved in raising him?" Marie asks

Sara smiles remembering the times she watched Ian and Zeke interact "Very much so. They adore each other."

"Good" Marie nods relieved. She looks at Zeke and smiles "He looks so much like you."

Sara chuckles "I always thought he looks just like Ian... well he has my nose but otherwise he looks like Ian."

"Danny told me little about Nottingham. He told me that Nottingham has been involved in some... dubious actions." Joe remarks

Sara swallows "Was. Ian hasn't done any of those things since Irons died. He's been trying to get over everything since his childhood. I think being around Zeke has helped him some."

"Well I want to meet this young man." Marie says sternly "I want you to bring him and Ezekiel over for dinner one night."

"Yes Ma'am. I'll see what I can do."

"We should have a big family dinner." Marie muses

"Marie, that's not the best idea." Sara says hesitantly

"Why not?" Marie inquires

Sara glances at Zeke trying to gather her words "Ian's... well not really used to being around big groups of people like that. It might be better to do small increments of the family before going into the whole rowdy family thing."

"He's shy?" Marie asks

"Not exactly shy... he just wasn't raised around large groups of loud people."

"All right" Marie nods "but I want you to bring him over for dinner one night so we can meet him."

Sara smiles "I will."

An hour later at the mansion, Mrs. Ellis peeks into the library to find Ian absorbed in a book. She smiles 'Good.' She closes the door leaving Ian to his peace.

A couple of hours later, Sara hugs and kisses her godparents, "I'll see you later." Sara says.

"Good. Now don't forget I want you to bring him for dinner." Marie says sternly

Sara smiles "I won't forget. I'll talk to him about it tonight."

"And you better bring this cutie to see me every so often." Marie says patting Zeke's cheek

"I will." Sara promises walking out of the apartment

"Don't forget to let me know what happens with Dante."

"I won't." Sara assures waving to them as she reaches the top of the stairs.

Sara enters the mansion, twenty minutes later just as Fredrick walks into the foyer. "Is he still looking for his book?" Sara asks as she sets the car keys on the foyer table.

"Mrs. Ellis checked on him a few moments ago... he fell asleep on the library couch. I was just about to go and wake him and inform him that dinner will be ready in fifteen minutes."

"I'll wake him."

"Would you like me to take Ezekiel and put him in the playpen in the dining room?"

Sara shakes her head "No thank you." She heads into the library smiling at the sight of Ian asleep on the couch with a book on his chest. Feeling Zeke bounce on her hip excitedly, she presses her finger against his lips, "Shh." She says softly. She walks over to the couch setting Zeke on the floor she sits on the edge of the couch reaching out she brushes the lock of hair off Ian's forehead watching as he slowly opens his eyes.

"Sara" Ian says sleepily

"Hey you." Sara smiles "Looks like you got some sleep."

Ian sits up setting his book on the coffee table he stretches "I must have fallen asleep while I was reading." He runs his fingers through his hair. "How was your visit?"

"Good. Did you find your book?"

Ian nods "I found it up in the attic."

"Well I'm glad, maybe tonight you'll get some sleep." She leans in kissing Ian lightly "Fredrick said dinner will be ready in fifteen minutes."

Ian nods "What happened with your visit?"

"Did a lot of talking, they were both a little mad that I didn't check in."

"What did you tell them?"

"That I needed a break from everything that happened."

"And what about Zeke?" Ian inquires looking at his son who is crawling on the floor.

"I told them pretty much everything." Sara answers "Oh before I forget, Marie wants us to come over for dinner sometime."

"When?"

"Anytime." Sara answers "They want to meet you soon."

Ian is about to respond when they hear a loud THUD then Zeke crying. They notice Zeke sitting under the coffee table by their feet crying.

Sara scoops the crying baby up "Hit your head huh." She says hugging Zeke; she presses a light kiss to his head. She stands gently rocking the crying baby, "Shh." She soothes as her eyes meet Ian's over Zeke's head. "It's OK baby."

Ian stands joining his family he wraps one arm around Sara's waist as he rests his hand on Zeke's back. He brushes his lips over Sara's cheek "I love you."

Sara smiles at his soft words "Love you too." She looks at Zeke who rests his head on her shoulder sniffling and hiccupping.

Late that evening, the couple find themselves on the floor of the training room both sweating and breathing heavily. Slowly Sara opens her eyes and looks at Ian lifting her brow "As much fun as that was, us and exercise should never be combined."

"Why not?"

"Because something tells me we'll always end up having sex."

"Good point." Ian chuckles moving in he kisses her "But we did manage to get some exercise in." He murmurs

"True." Sara smiles faintly

Ian traces the entwined circles on Sara's chest "How did they take the news about Zeke?"

"Pretty good. They both were a little upset that I didn't tell them sooner, especially Joe."

"You and he are close." Ian states

Sara nods "Between the whole working together thing and the fact he's my godfather. Marie and I are close but it's not exactly the same."

"You and Joe spent more time together."

"Yeah."

Ian looks away as he asks his next question "Does he know about everything?"

Sara winces at the look on Ian's face "Danny told him after Jake brought us your file."

"Oh."

She scratches lightly at his beard "He knows it's the past." She slides her fingers under his chin gently urging him to look at her. "It's the past Ian."

Ian reluctantly nods "The past."

"Good." She brushes her lips over his.

"I love you Sara" Ian says softly "more than anything."

"I love you too." She gasps as Ian kisses her passionately.
*
After midnight, Ian sits in the bunker staring into the fireplace as he hears the door open. "You're late."

"Why in the world did you of all people want to talk with me?"

Ian stands turning to see Bruno Dante standing in the doorway glaring at him. "Let's just say you owe me big time."

"I owe you nothing Nottingham."

Ian moves around the table his fingers trailing over the tabletop. "When I inherited my Father's positions... I inherited everything, including your still outstanding debts." He looks at the man.

"Why did you want to see me then?" Dante demands

"Tomorrow you will be having a visitor. Someone you despise yes but someone who is very valuable to both your life and job... as she is to me. You will ignore your personal feelings and rehire her because both of us know she's good at her job."

Dante's eyes narrow "You're talking about Pezzini."

"You are going to give Sara back her job... the same job she had before she left."

"She's been gone for almost two years." Dante argues

"And your point is?"

"She doesn't deserve..." he chokes off as strong hands encircle his neck. He stares into furious brown eyes.

Ian leans in speaking low his voice holding no argument "You will give her back her job. You will say nothing about our conversation. Understand?"

Dante nods unable to speak

Ian releases the man "Good. If you say one word to her about our conversation I will go back to my old ways... and that won't be pleasant for you." He glares at the man "Leave." He watches as Dante hurries out of the room. He smiles faintly at the picture hanging on the wall. Wanting to be with his love, he hurries out of the room.

Sara awakens slightly as she feels the bed shift and Ian spoon his body around hers. She smiles snuggling back into him "Where were you?" She asks sleepily

"Just needed to finish up with something." Ian replies kissing her shoulder "Go back to sleep." He hugs her tight. "I love you my Sara."

"Love you" Sara mumbles drifting off to sleep feeling safe in her love's arms.

CHAPTER 18

Late the next morning, as she dresses Zeke, Sara senses Ian watching her. She turns to find him standing in the doorway and smiles briefly before looking back at Zeke "Finish your workout?"

"Yes." Ian answers stepping up behind her he wraps his arms around her, "But it's more fun with you." He says softly

Sara rolls her eyes elbowing him in the stomach "Good thing to know but I had something more important to do." She lifts Zeke up kissing his cheek.

Zeke grins around his pacifier

"Don't you have a meeting with Dante?" Ian inquires

Sara nods "In an hour."

"Are you ready?"

Sara shrugs "Ready as I'll ever be." She laughs as Zeke pulls on her hair. She looks at him "You want attention huh." She rubs his stomach getting him to shriek happily. "After I meet with Dante I'm going out to lunch with Vicki, Danny and Jake."

Ian nods "I was thinking..."

"That's dangerous for you." Sara teases

Ian chuckles lightly "I was thinking that if you're not working this weekend we could go to the house."

Sara grins "I'd love too. Spend time with my two favorite guys."

"Gabriel will be joining us for dinner tonight."

"Really?"

"He is delivering an item I asked him to search for and I invited him to dinner."

"When did you talk to him?"

"Last night while you were sleeping." Ian replies

"Good. I can't wait to see him."

Ian takes Zeke from Sara "Go finish getting ready." He nods at her bare feet.

Sara follows his gaze "I knew I forgot something." She mutters walking out of the room, aware Ian is right behind her. She enters the room going in search of her socks and boots. "So what are you going to do today?"

"Not sure." Ian shrugs setting Zeke on the bed he lightly bounces the baby.

Sara smiles hearing Zeke laugh. She sits on the bed pulling on her socks and boots. "Are we going to return to the old stalking days?"

"I don't consider it stalking." Ian argues

"You broke into my apartment how many times?" Sara asks

"Well now I can't break in." Ian returns

"OK good point. But please behave when following me."

"I don't consider it stalking. I just did what I was born to do... keep you safe when it's needed." He grabs Zeke before he can crawl off the bed.

Sara looks up from tying her boots and smiles seeing Zeke patting at Ian's face. 'I love seeing them together. They are so cute together.' She reaches out smoothing her hand over Zeke's hair. She shifts closer to Ian resting her head on his shoulder as she watches Zeke converse to himself. After a few minutes she reluctantly lifts her head from Ian's shoulder she kisses his cheek "I should go."

"I had the bike brought out from the garage."

"Thanks" Sara kisses Zeke's head as she stands "Bye" She says hurrying out of the room

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara leans against the doorframe of the office watching as the two men work in silence. "Wow I leave and you two learn how to shut up." She says amused

Jake and Danny look up to find the dark-haired woman standing in the doorway.

"Pez" Jake grins "Good to see you."

"Same." Danny smiles "So where's the kid?"

"With Ian." Sara answers hugging the two

"I still can't believe you have a kid." Jake shakes his head

"Sometimes I can't believe it either." Sara laughs leaning against the desk.

"Beware Sara he's in a mood" Danny tilts his head at the window

Sara glances towards Dante's office absently rubbing her wrist. She looks back at her friends "He always is." She says dryly

"How's Zeke?" Danny asks

"He's good. Last night he decided he wanted to try to sit up while he was under one of the heavy tables in the library. Good thing he's hard headed."

Danny chuckles "That's kids for you. Mikey hit his head so many times at that age I'm surprised he didn't end up brain damaged."

Sara's about to reply when Dante's secretary, Linda sticks her head in the door. "Sara he's ready to see you."

Sara looks at Linda "Thanks. Finish this at lunch?" She asks the two

Danny nods "Sure."

Sara makes her way to Dante's office sitting down

Dante glances at the woman he despises "Brass wants you back. I have no choice in the matter." He tosses her badge on the desk "As much as I'd love for you to stay gone they want you back tomorrow. Same job, same pay. You'll partner up with Woo and McCartey since you've already corrupted them."

Sara nods "Fine with me." She picks up the new badge putting it in her pocket.

"Get out of my office." Dante orders

"My pleasure." Sara returns barely hiding her own disgust. As she nears the door, Sara hears Dante call her name. She looks at him "Yeah?"

"Screw up and I will find a way to get your badge... for good!"

"Sure Captain." She says her voice dripping sarcasm. She walks out of Dante's office returning to her former office where the two men are waiting impatiently.

"Well?" Danny demands

"Dante looked pissed while you were talking." Jake remarks

Sara shrugs "I'm back. He said Brass ordered it. You two are stuck with me again. In his words you've already been corrupted by me." She says rolling her eyes

"When do you start?" Danny asks with a grin

"Tomorrow."

"Good. Things around here have been... slow without you." Jake grins

Sara laughs "I doubt that."

"Things haven't been as interesting either." Danny adds

Sara rolls her eyes "I'm sure."

"Let's go get Vick and head to lunch." Danny suggests

HALF HOUR LATER: RESTAURANT

"Where are you living?" Vicki inquires as they eat.

"With Ian." Sara answers

"Doesn't that place creep you out?" Jake asks

Sara nods "It does but Ian's more comfortable there then anywhere else. Maybe one day I'll be able to convince him to move out."

"That place is huge" Danny says

"Yeah it also doesn't have the best of memories for him." Sara says sadly

"So you're just going to live there without a protest?" Vicki lifts her brow

"I have no other choice. I'm not going to separate the two it wouldn't be fair to either of them."

"And you're in love with him." Danny says

Sara shrugs "He grows on you after a while."

"Well Lee is going to want you to bring him over for dinner." Danny warns

"I know. Marie and Joe want to meet him too."

"He doesn't seem like a fatherly type of guy" Jake remarks

Sara takes a sip of her coffee then speaks, "He's actually pretty good with Zeke. I think having Zeke around has helped him." She laughs "The two pretty much inseparable."

1111 FAUST

Hearing Zeke coo Ian looks over to see the boy sitting in his swinger sucking on his fist. He smiles faintly setting his pen aside he stands going over he unbuckles Zeke from his swinger. "You must be getting bored huh." He kisses Zeke's cheek "How about we go outside and see the dogs." He carries Zeke out of study.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Ian smiles as Sara wraps her arms around his shoulders. He tilts his head "Hello my love." He pulls her head down kissing her sweetly "How was your day?"

"Mmm" Sara sighs licking her lips she gives him a smile "Good. What did you do today?"

Ian pulls Sara onto his lap "The normal things." He shrugs "How was your meeting?"

"Dante let me back. But not without warning me if I screw up or step on his toes I'm gone." She rolls her eyes "The same threats he gave me before."

"When do you start?" Ian inquires

"Tomorrow." Sara answers shivering as Ian's warm hand slides under her shirt gently caressing her skin. She gently trails her nails down his cheek awed at the look of pleasure crosses his face. Sara shifts so she's facing Ian fully she leans in kissing him.

LATER

Feeling a light kiss pressed to her shoulder Sara lifts her head from Ian's shoulder giving him a slight smile. She lightly runs her fingernails down his neck as she sits astride him her legs wrapped around him as they sit there still joined.

"Are you OK?" Ian asks brushing her hair back

"Perfect." She says softly

Ian kisses Sara's forehead then glances at the bedside clock. "We should go get cleaned up... Zeke will be up from his nap soon."

Sara nuzzles into his neck pressing a kiss to his neck. After a few minutes of feeling Ian runs his fingers down her back she lifts her head meeting his brown eyes "Shower?" She asks hopefully.

At her tone, Ian brings her wrist up to his lips pressing a light kiss just below the bracelet "As you wish my Lady." Ian lifts Sara off him standing he makes his way to the bathroom

Sara watches as Ian walks to the bathroom then lays back staring up at the ceiling as she hears the shower turn on. She looks at the Witchblade 'You have been awfully quiet today.' She yelps as Ian suddenly scoops her up into his arms. She laughs wrapping her arms around his neck.

Ian sets Sara on her feet just inside the shower then steps in behind her hugging her as she turns her head their lips meet in a deep kiss their tongues dueling fiercely.

Needing to breath Sara reluctantly breaks the kiss leaning back against his chest she closes her eyes taking a deep breath. She tries to settle her emotions and body's reaction to being so close to Ian. 'Concentrate on shower not wanting to jump him.' She presses a light kiss to his jaw "Come on we need to finish getting cleaned up before he gets up."

EVENING

"It took me weeks to get hold of the guy who owned that." Gabe nods at the knife Ian's inspecting as he plays with Zeke on the floor of the library. "He didn't want to sell it at first but his wife hates it so he finally decided he had enough of her complaining and sold it."

"The money will be in your account by morning." Ian sets the knife on the desk and sits next to Sara on the couch.

Zeke crawls over to the coffee table pulling himself up he reaches for the book left on the table.

Seeing Zeke is reaching for a very valuable book Ian takes it off the table standing he takes it over to the bookcase.

"Dinner is on the table." Mrs. Ellis announces entering the library.

LATE NIGHT

Sara smiles watching as Ian swims laps. She walks over to the poolside sitting down she watches him swim.

Ian surfaces to find Sara sitting on the edge of the pool wearing her pajamas of shorts and a tank top, "Hello my love. Gabriel gone?"

Sara nods "He said goodbye. Why didn't you come back downstairs?"

"I had some things I had to take care of and it took a while to get Zeke to go to bed." He rests his forearms against the pool edge. "And I thought you two could use some time to talk." He grabs her around the waist pulling her into the pool.

"IAN!" Sara yelps in surprise. "Damn it Nottingham." She splashes him

Ian pulls her close "Mad my love?" He asks with a slight smirk

As they tread water, Sara rests her forehead against his "I can't stay mad at you long... annoyed yes but mad." She shakes her head kissing him lightly.

"I love you." Ian says softly

Sara smiles "I love you too."

NEXT MORNING

Sara burrows into the covers as she hears the alarm go off. "Shuddup!" She mutters pulling the pillow over her head.

Ian opens his eyes with a groan glancing at the clock he looks at Sara and chuckles lightly "Come on my love its time for you to get up." He props himself up looking at Sara next to him the pillow over her head. He reaches over her turning off the alarm clock.

"Go way" Sara mutters "sleeping."

Ian leans down pressing a light kiss to her shoulder blade "As much as I would love to keep you here all day you have work."

Sara sighs rolling over to her back she looks at Ian "Why did I decide to go back to work?" she asks then sighs "Don't answer." She warns

Ian runs his finger over the scar on Sara's chest "You know you never have to work again if you don't want to."

"I want to work I just hate getting up in the morning." She looks at the clock and grimaces "Why the hell did I set the alarm to go off this early?"

"You don't want to be late for your first day back at work." Ian pulls the covers off Sara "Now get you up and get dressed. Breakfast should be ready soon." He looks at the baby monitor as they hear Zeke's familiar morning chatter. "I will deal with him."

Sara leans in kissing Ian then crawls out of bed heading to the bathroom.

Ian runs his hands over his face then throws off the covers going to the closet he grabs a clean pair of pants and a sweater. Quickly he dresses then makes his way to the nursery. "Good morning Zeke." Ian greets finding the boy sitting up in the crib rubbing at his eyes.

Zeke yawns reaching for his father

Ian lifts Zeke out of the crib "I take it you had a good sleep."

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara sighs "I have to go or I'll be late." She finishes off her cup of coffee standing she kisses Ian's cheek then stops kissing Zeke's head as he sits in the highchair chewing on a piece of toast. "Bye."

"Bye." Ian calls as Sara walks out of the dining room.

LATER: 11TH PRECINCT

"So how did dinner go?" Danny asks once he and Sara are alone.

Sara shrugs flipping through a file Jake had set before her. "Good. It was good to see Gabe." She says with a faint smile "Thanks for keeping an eye on him."

Danny nods as Jake enters the office

"Morning Pez." Jake greets

"What first?" Sara settles back to begin her first day back. 'This feels good.' She absently rubs her wrist.

LATE EVENING

Sara laughs as Zeke splashes in the bathtub. "I think its time for you to get out of the tub." Sara grabs a towel pulling up the stop as the water goes down the drain she lifts Zeke out of the bathtub wrapping him in the towel. "Mama missed you today." She kisses his nose as she dries him off. "I bet you had fun with Daddy huh." She stands carrying the baby into the nursery setting him on the changing table. "I'm glad I was able to see you before bedtime." Sara says as she puts a clean diaper on the baby. She laughs as Zeke flails his arms and legs blowing bubbles "You have something to say huh baby?"

Zeke coos happily

"Soon you'll be talking huh." Sara brushes her fingers down Zeke's face

Zeke yawns

"Well let's get you ready for bed." Sara carefully dresses Zeke in his pajamas then lifts him up "Let's go say night to Daddy." She carries Zeke out of the nursery to the training room where Ian is doing push-ups.

Zeke kicks happily seeing his Daddy

Ian looks over to see Sara standing in the doorway holding a freshly clean Zeke ready for bed. He flips to his feet grabbing a towel

"He's clean and ready for bed." Sara says as Ian wipes the sweat off his face "Just came to say goodnight." She smiles as Ian kisses the baby's forehead

"Sleep well little one."

Zeke yawns rubbing at his eyes

Sara chuckles "Bed time for you huh kiddo?" She kisses Ian's cheek before walking out of the room. She returns to the nursery sitting in the rocking chair she slowly rocks her eyes on her son.

WHILE LATER

"How was work?" Ian asks hugging Sara from behind as they stand on the patio off the living room.

Sara rubs her cheek against Ian's arm "Paperwork all day. Catch up with open cases. But I'm glad to be back at work."

"People asking a lot of questions?"

"Somewhat. Mostly they leave me alone. Just like the old days"

"You really have missed your work."

"Yeah I guess I have." She tilts her head "It_s all I ever thought of doing."

"As long as you enjoy it." Ian presses his lips to Sara's temple. "I love you Sara."

Sara smiles "Love you too."

CHAPTER 19

2 MONTHS LATER

"How's Zeke?" Jake asks from the backseat of the stakeout car.

Sara smiles at the question of her beloved ten-month-old son. "He's getting closer to walking on his own."

"Is he talking yet? I mean considering Nottingham's enhanced genetics I wouldn't be surprised he'd be talking your ear off." Danny muses

Sara laughs taking a sip of her coffee "He started saying Mama the other day. He's up to Dada, Mama, and hi. So far if he has any of Ian's enhanced genetics they haven't really showed up yet." She looks out the car window. "Ian hopes he doesn't have any."

"Why not?" Jake questions "I mean I'd think he'd be happy to have a kid with his enhanced abilities."

Sara shrugs "With those abilities Ian's had trouble his whole life. He just wants Zeke to be a normal child... something neither of us were."

"So how was your trip?" Danny asks changing the subject.

"Good." Jake shrugs "Mom fussed over me like always."

"What are you doing this weekend Sara?" Danny asks

"We're leaving town spending some time with Zeke without interruption." Sara answers taking a drink of her coffee.

"When are you leaving?" Jake asks

"Early tomorrow morning. I can't wait." Sara grins

"Out of reach?" Danny inquires

"I'm taking my phone but if it_s not an emergency and one of you calls I will smack the daylights out of both of you." She warns

"So warned partner." Danny laughs

"Got it." Jake nods

8PM: HOUSE

"Hey honey." Sara stands over Ian as he does push-ups. She sits on his back "What number are you on now?"

"52." Ian answers without stopping his workout.

Sara runs her hands over Ian's back enjoying the feel of his muscled body. "Is the baby asleep?"

"I put him down an hour ago." Ian replies without losing count.

"What time do we need to leave tomorrow?"

"Plane will be ready to leave at nine."

Sara leans down pressing a light kiss to his shoulder "How was your day?"

"I had to meet with the lawyers and the head of the PR department this afternoon."

"You were watching me while we were on the stakeout." Sara remarks

"Checked up on you." Ian corrects shifting to his back he looks up at Sara "I missed you. I needed to see you."

"Needed to?" Sara lifts her brow

Ian laces their fingers "It's like I'm drawn to find you. Once I see you it stops."

"Has it always been like that?" Sara asks after a few seconds of silence

"Yes." Ian brushes his fingers over the stone of the Witchblade "Since you returned it has become more intense."

Sara's eyes are drawn to Ian's fingers as they brushing over the stone. "Oh." She pulls her eyes away from the stone meeting Ian's eyes she smiles at the love in his eyes "What should we do this weekend?"

"Anything, I just want to spend time just the three of us." He sits up wrapping his arms around Sara. "I love you Sara." He says almost shyly

Sara runs her finger down his nose "I love you too. Now come on you need a shower and I need to see my baby." She kisses him lightly before standing

Ian watches Sara walk out of the room and shakes his head 'God I love her.'

Sara enters the nursery going over to the crib she looks in to see her son asleep on his back his pacifier laying next to him. Carefully she pulls the blanket up to Zeke's chin brushing her fingers down his cheek. 'Do you know how important you are to me? To your Daddy? We love you more than anything sweetie.' She smiles as Zeke scrunches up his nose and smacks his lips in his sleep. Reaching in she picks up the pacifier offering it to the baby who without waking starts sucking on the pacifier. "Goodnight Zeke."

Ian stands under the warm water when he hears the shower door open he speaks "Is he still asleep?"

Sara wraps her arms around Ian's waist resting her cheek against Ian's back. "Mmm." She nods "He did that cute little nose thing."

Ian turns around looking down at Sara as she rests her head against his chest. "Tired love?"

"A little."

"Long day?"

"The stakeout was a bust." Sara grumbles "I hate stakeouts. They make me tired."

"Sorry. Tired?"

Sara nods

OVER A MONTH LATER

"I can't believe he's finally one." Sara says watching as Zeke walks a few steps then sits down and starts crawling on the carpet.

"It has been quite a few months." Ian says dryly

"That it has." Sara kisses Ian's cheek then pulls away making her way over to Zeke who is playing with some of his new toys.

Ian watches them play then joins them on the floor.

"Daddy" Zeke grins holding up one of his new toys

"It's very nice." Ian says amused watching Zeke turn his attention back to his toys.

"I swear Ian you spoil him." Sara laughs

Ian shrugs "Gives me something to do."

Sara yawns

"Tired?" Ian cups Sara's cheek

"A little." Sara admits nuzzling his hand

"We've had a long day. I'll put him to bed why don't you go relax."

Sara smiles "Thanks." She kisses Ian lightly then kisses Zeke's head "Good night sweetie." She stands walking out of the room.

Ian picks Zeke up "Bed time."

"No Daddy." Zeke squirms

"Bed time." Ian says sternly as he carries the one year old out of the room.

After she showers Sara settles on the bed turning on the TV she flips to the news. When Ian enters the bedroom, Sara smiles "I take it he went down with a fight."

"Of course." Ian joins Sara on the bed. "Feel better?"

Sara nods as she absently clenches and unclenches her hand.

"What's wrong?"

"Huh? Why do you think something's wrong?"

Ian tilts his head at her hands "You only do that when it hasn't activated in a while. How long has it been silent?"

"A few days." Sara shrugs "Why?"

"Its getting to you isn't it?"

"A little" Sara admits "I'm so use to it just messing with me at the worst times." She glances at her wrist "Maybe it's giving me a vacation. I can hope." She gives Ian a tired smile

"We've had a big day."

Sara chuckles "Did you see the look on his face when he saw the pile of gifts?"

Ian smiles slightly "It was amusing."

"He went at those gifts like no tomorrow. He certainly loved opening them."

"I think he loved opening the gifts more than the gifts themselves."

"He did enjoy the wrapping paper. Maybe next time we should give him wrapping paper instead."

"Defeats the purpose of wrapping paper my love." He leans in pressing a light kiss to Sara's neck

"Mmm so you like unwrapping presents?"

Ian chuckles shifting Sara to her back "Yes... especially when you're the gift."

< Oh shut up and kiss me. > Sara pulls Ian's head down.

AFTER MIDNIGHT

*Sara watches horrified as Ian is shot and he falls to the floor. "IAN" she cries*

Ian awakens with a start when he hears Sara cry out in her sleep. He looks at her to see her tossing and turning the Witchblade blazing on her wrist.

"NO" Sara cries out her heart pounding she bolts upright.

"Sara? What's wrong love?"

Hearing his concerned voice Sara throws herself into his arms burrowing close.

"Shh" Ian soothes feeling tears on his shoulder "it's OK."

"Someone shot you. You died." Sara whimpers clinging to him

"It'll be OK."

"You died." Sara whimpers pain filling her voice and heart. "You can't die."

"I won't." Ian assures hugging Sara tight as her body shakes. He holds Sara close occasionally murmuring comforting words as Sara cries herself back to sleep.

EARLY MORNING

Sara awakens to find herself half on top of Ian. Feeling Ian run his hand down her hair Sara remembers her vision and burrows as close as possible.

"Feel better?" Ian asks feeling her stir

"No" Sara mumbles blinking back tears. "You can't die."

"It showed you so that you know how to avoid it from happening. What did you see?"

"Nothing but you going down." She tightens her arms around Ian

Ian drops a kiss to Sara's head "It'll be OK sweet Sara."

"I can't lose you. I can't lose anyone else."

"You won't lose me or anyone." Ian gently rubs her back

After a few minutes, Sara pulls out of Ian's embrace "I have to get going." She murmurs getting out of bed.

"Sara..."

"I don't want to talk about it Ian." Sara bites out

"Sara we need to talk about it"

"No we don't" Sara slams the bathroom door behind her. She leans against the closed door closing her eyes 'I can't lose him.' She wipes at the tears as they escape her eyes and she steels herself walking over to the shower she opens the door turning it on warm.

20 MINS LATER

Sara walks out of the bathroom wearing her bathrobe to find Ian sitting on the bed with Zeke looking through a picture book.

Ian watches Sara move about the bedroom as Zeke looks at the pictures in the book. < Sara? Are we going to talk about this? >

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want to." Sara snaps

Hearing the anger in his mother's voice Zeke looks up startled "Mama?"

"Its OK sweetie." Sara assures going over to the bed, she leans down kissing Zeke's head. "I can't talk about it... not now." She pleads softly

Ian nods reaching out he brushes his fingers down Sara's cheek "I'm here."

Sara gives him a sad smile "I know."

"I love you Sara."

"I love you." Sara echoes moving to Ian's side resting her head on his shoulder her eyes on Zeke as he looks at his book.

Ian wraps one arm around Sara's shoulders < Everything will work out. >

Sara swallows heavily taking a deep breath "I'm scared."

"I know." Ian kisses her head

After a few minutes, Sara groans "I have to go to work." She kisses Ian sweetly then lifts Zeke onto her lap "I love you Zeke."

Zeke grins, "Mama" he holds his arms up

Sara hugs him kissing his cheek "Bye baby."

"Bye-bye." Zeke chirps

EARLY AFTERNOON

"What's wrong Pez?" Danny asks

"Nothing." Sara mutters

"Something's wrong. You've been staring at the same page for ten minutes." Danny leans back in his chair regarding his friend. "Now spill."

Sara sighs seeing the look on his face. "I had a dream last night."

"So?"

"Ian died in it." Sara says

"Dreams are just dreams. They don't always come true."

"I know. It just kind of freaked me out."

"And?"

"I snapped at him over it this morning."

"You snap at everyone Pez. He knows this."

"I know he does."

"Just suck it up and say you're sorry for being an ass."

"Fine." Sara grumbles

"Good. Now finish up. I don't want to be here all night."

"All right all right." Sara turns back to her paperwork.

CHAPTER 20

MONTH LATER

"Sara you need to sleep." Ian prods when he finds Sara on the couch of the recreation room. "You've barely slept the last month."

"I can't." Sara whispers hugging her knees

"You need to sleep Sara. You can't last long without it."

"It won't let me sleep." Sara looks at her wrist "Every time I go to sleep it shows me something new."

"What is it showing you Sara?"

Sara runs her fingers through her hair "You dead. Zeke is dead. Its like it can't decide who I lose next." She swallows heavily

Ian wipes at the tears as they silently fall "Its OK Sara." He pulls her into his arms "Come on let's go upstairs and get some sleep."

"No. I can't."

Ian kisses her forehead "Sara..." he begins as the security alarm beeps.

Seeing the look on Ian's face Sara frowns "What?"

"No one should be here. I gave the staff the weekend off. Fredrick and Cook went to the country for the weekend for some peace and quiet. Mrs. Ellis went to visit family. The gardener will be back tomorrow."

"Danny and Jake are working tonight. Gabe is in Boston." Sara says watching Ian go over to the laptop pulling up the security cameras.

"It looks like three coming in through the front, three coming in through the back." He goes over to the bookcase he pulls it away from the wall revealing a large array of weapons. "Go get Zeke and take him to the bunker. They won't be able to get in there; I changed the security system to the bunker last week. We're the only ones who can get in or out."

"This can't be happening." Sara mutters

"Sara" Ian goes over tilting her head so their eyes meet. "It'll be OK... I promise. Go get Zeke; I'll be upstairs in a minute."

Sara nods standing she hurries to the doorway of the living room just as the front doors slam open and dark figures burst inside. "Ian"

Hearing Sara call his name Ian grabs the final weapons running out of the living room where he finds Sara punching one of the men heading towards the stairs. "Sara" he calls "they're also coming up the back. Go"

Sara slams her Gloved fist into the man's chest before running up the stairs as she hears shots ring out from below. She glances over her shoulder to see Ian taking on the men who try to head up the stairs. < IAN >

< Sara go! Get Zeke. Take him to the bunker. >

Hearing that Sara runs up the remainder of the stairs, her mind on one thing... getting to her child. She skids to a stop when she finds a man outside Zeke's room. Angered at the fact someone who could possibly harm her son is so close to him, Sara feels the Blade form, "Hey" when he looks at her she slams the sword into his stomach. When they are inches apart Sara speaks, "Stay the hell away from my kid!" As the Blade retracts, Sara hurries into the room to find a figure standing beside the bed. Her eyes widen as the man turns "Lazar?"

"Hello Wielder."

"What are you doing here?" Sara demands going to the crib, she finds Zeke laying there looking up at them. She is about to lift Zeke out of the crib when the door slams open and a man enters. "Sh..." Sara trails off throwing a punch she sends the man flying out the door into the hallway. She follows to fight to keep the men from getting into Zeke's bedroom. As she steps out into the hall, she sees Ian fighting two men at once.

< Sara you need to get Zeke out of here. >

< I can't, we're trapped. > She ducks a blow about to hit the man in black when Lazar grabs the man throwing him off her. She glances at Lazar then continues to fight sending men to the ground with punches and kicks occasionally looking at Ian. Over the sounds of fighting, she hears Zeke start to cry in his room.

Ian grabs the man closest to him quickly snapping his neck allowing the body to drop he turns to the next man. As he turns he brings his gun around about to shoot the man charging him when a shot rings out.

Sara turns to check on Ian only to see him fall to the floor. "IAN" she slams her fist into the stomach of the man she's fighting then grabs his gun shooting the man who stands over Ian. The hall becomes silent the only sounds heard are the sounds of Zeke crying in his room. "IAN" Sara runs over to Ian falling to her knees beside him. "Ian" she notes the bleeding hole in his middle "Oh god... Ian?" She touches his cheek watching him open his eyes.

"Sara" Ian mutters

Sara brushes his hair back hearing the sirens wail as he starts to close his eyes "Ian" she rests her Gloved hand against the wound "Baby look at me." She pleads trying to will the Witchblade to heal him.

"Sara" Ian slurs

"Lazar, why won't it heal him?" Sara turns to look at the man only to find him gone. She looks back at Ian. "Ian you promised you wouldn't leave me." She whimpers as she hears footsteps come up the stairs.

"Sara" Danny calls

"Pez" Jake yells

Sara blinks back tears "Ian"

Danny skids to a stop when he sees bodies littering the hallway and Sara on the floor beside Ian as Zeke screams in the bedroom. "Get an ambulance and coroner." He calls going to Sara's side "What happened?" when Sara doesn't respond he looks at Jake "Go get Zeke." He kneels beside Sara his hand on her shoulder "He's OK Sara."

"He can't leave me." Sara whispers brushing her fingers over Ian's face

"Sara what happened?"

"They overrode security."

"Why?" When she doesn't answer, Danny looks up to see the paramedics hurrying up the stairs with the stretcher. "Sara, come on. They need to take Ian to the hospital." Danny gently pulls Sara away from Ian.

"No" Sara whimpers, "He hates doctors."

"Sara he needs to go to the hospital. You need to go clean up and comfort Zeke. Then we'll go to the hospital."

Sara watches as the paramedics move Ian onto the stretcher. She leans down kissing Ian's forehead < I love you. > She reluctantly pulls away as they take Ian down the stairs.

"MAMA" Zeke screams

Sara hurries to the bedroom where she finds Jake trying to calm Zeke down. "Zeke" she takes the crying baby from Jake. "Its OK baby." she soothes rubbing his back

"Sara what happened?" Jake demands

"Not now. I have to get to the hospital."

"I'll drive you." Danny says "Jake stay here."

"Sure" Jake nods watching the two hurry out of the room.

Forty-five minutes later Sara and Danny hurry into the emergency room "The gunshot victim where is he?"

"They took him into one of the ER rooms. You a relative?" the receptionist

"I am." Sara says

"Are you his wife?"

"No. I'm the only family he has though."

"I need you to fill out this paperwork."

"You need to call his doctor." Sara says, "Ian needs someone familiar with him."

"Doctor's name?"

"Immo." Sara answers shifting the crying boy in her arms.

"Fill out the paperwork and a nurse will be with you as soon as possible." The receptionist says

Sara sits down with Zeke on her lap staring at the paperwork "Danny I can't fill this out."

"I will."

Sara nods rubbing Zeke's back as he cries "Its OK Zeke."

"Daddy?"

"Shh" Sara soothes choking back tears

HOUR LATER

Sara sits with Danny, Jake, Lee, Joe, and Vicki in the waiting room.

"He'll be fine Sara." Joe assures his arm around Sara's shoulder

"He has to be." Sara whispers, "Excuse me." She jumps up bolting towards the women's restroom. She enters the empty bathroom heading to one of the stalls she reaches the toilet seconds before she throws up. Once her stomach is empty Sara leans against the toilet sobs wracking her body as she remembers the events of the night. "Ian"

A few minutes later Lee becomes concerned when her friend doesn't return. "I'm going to go check on Sara." She informs Danny who nods. Standing she walks into the women's restroom to hear sobs coming from one of the stalls. "Sara? You OK?" She reaches the stall to find Sara sitting on the floor leaning against the stall. When she sees the look on Sara's face she sighs "Oh Sara" She crouches beside Sara "It'll be OK sweetie."

"I can't lose him." Sara whispers

"Sara he'll be fine. Like you always say, Ian is stubborn. Now come on wet your face and come on. I know waiting is hard..."

"Ian hates doctors." Sara mutters and slowly she stands flushing the toilet she walks to the sink. She leans against the counter her eyes on the floor

"He'll be fine Sara." Lee assures hugging her friend

Sara nods rinsing her mouth out then splashes some water on her face. "He'll be fine." Sara mutters.

CHAPTER 21

DAWN

Sara looks up as Immo walks towards them "How is he?"

"He's still out. I had to give him more than the normal drugs. The bullet did some damage but not as bad as it could have been." Immo sees Sara sigh in relief

"So he's OK?"

"I won't know for sure until he wakes up. He lost a lot of blood but his reserves were up to date." Immo says watching the look of relief pass her face. "He's sleeping but I told the nurses and doctors that it would be best for all if you stay with him."

Sara nods "Thanks." With a look at her extended family, she follows Immo back to the ICU. She winces seeing Ian on the bed IVs in his arms his middle wrapped up tight. She walks up to the bed brushing Ian's hair back leaning down she kisses his forehead. Straightening up she pulls a chair up to the bed taking Ian's hand 'He's so still.'

NOON

"Sara"

Hearing Ian's voice Sara moves over to the bed sitting beside him she watches as Ian stirs slowly opening his eyes. "Ian."

Ian smiles sleepily

"How are you feeling?"

"Tired. How is Zeke?"

"Upset. He's at Joe and Marie's."

"What did they want?"

"I'm not sure. Only one is left alive and he's not talking."

"Lazar?"

"Haven't seen him." She brushes his hair back "I'm glad that you're OK."

"I promised I wouldn't leave you." Ian mumbles

Sara smiles "Yeah you did." she strokes his cheek "Ian..." She trails off as the door opens and a nurse enters.

"Oh hi. You're awake." The nurse smiles "I just came to check on you." She walks over to the monitors checking them.

< How are you my love? >

< Fine. I was worried about you. It wouldn't heal you. >

Ian brushes his fingers down Sara's cheek < I'm fine >

< I know. >

"Get some rest Mr. Nottingham." The nurse says walking out of the room.

"She's right." Sara remarks. "You need to get some sleep." Sara brushes his hair back

"Can't I just go home and sleep." Ian grumbles

Sara shakes her head

Ian sighs, "Stay?"

"I'm not going anywhere." Sara kisses him lightly "I love you." She whispers against his lips.

"I love you my Sara." Ian murmurs sleepily

Sara watches as Ian drifts off to sleep and pulls the covers up. She settles on the chair beside the bed taking Ian's hand. 'He'll be fine. I won't lose him.' Her eyes go to the Witchblade then back at Ian.

EVENING

"Sara"

Hearing Ian's voice Sara closes her magazine looking at Ian. "Hey honey." She moves over to the bed "You've been sleeping all day. How do you feel?"

Ian shrugs rubbing at his eyes "What time is it?"

"7."

"Where's Zeke?"

"He's staying with Joe and Marie. He'll be fine."

"We have to go get him." Ian starts to sit up then winces

"Ian he'll be fine. Joe asked a few favors of Brass and they have some officers keeping an eye on the apartment."

"They weren't after us Sara. They were after Zeke."

"What do you mean? Why?"

"When you were upstairs one of them mentioned Zeke." Ian tries to sit up again only to have Sara stop him.

Sara rests her hands on Ian's shoulders "What do they want with Zeke?"

"They didn't say anything about that. We need to go get him."

"We need to know why they want him." Sara states

"Because he was born."

Hearing that Sara and Ian look towards the door to see Lazar standing there "What...?" Sara shakes her head "Who wants Zeke? Why?"

Lazar walks to the end of the bed "It has been many centuries since a male child has been born to a Wielder and her Protector."

"Who want's Zeke?" Sara demands

"A fraction of the group within the Vatican wants Ezekiel for power."

"Power?" Ian asks. "He's just a child."

"This group believes that with the first male child would be able to wield and communicate with the Witchblade." Lazar explains, "As would his sisters" He looks directly at Sara. "No one knows if that is true."

"So the ones we killed... are Vatican soldiers?" Ian asks

"Yes." Lazar looks at the Wielder "There are many who would love to control your child's destiny... all of your children's destinies."

"What destiny? Zeke is just a baby." Sara protests griping Ian's hand.

"Everyone has a destiny."

"What would they do to him?"

"Train him in their beliefs. If he is unable to wield the Blade the way they want or believe... they will kill him."

Sara swallows heavily "He can communicate with the Witchblade... in an odd way."

"Yes I've sensed his presence."

Sara looks at Ian then at Lazar "Will they keep coming for him?"

"Yes."

"How can we keep them from coming from him?" Ian asks putting his arm around Sara's shoulders sensing her fear.

"I am sure that after this event they will be wiser in their approach."

Sara swallows heavily her heart aching for her son. She moves off the bed "I'm going to go see Zeke."

"Sara"

"I'll be back soon." She kisses Ian's cheek hurrying out of the hospital room.

"Damn it" Ian mutters

"You have not healed enough." Lazar states. "She will be fine."

"I hope so."

30 MINS LATER: SIRI'S APARTMENT

As Joe Siri opens the door, Sara frowns at the sound of her son crying. "How long has he been crying?" She asks entering the apartment to find Marie walking the floor.

"Not long." Marie answers

"Mama" Zeke whimpers squirming he holds his arms out

Sara takes Zeke from Marie "Shh baby." She soothes as Zeke snuggles into her shoulder. "You've been driving Joe and Marie nuts huh baby."

"Daddy?" Zeke looks around

"He's not here right now."

"How is he?" Joe asks

"He's awake. He slept most of the day. The doctor said the bullet didn't hit anything. He should be fine." Sara answers. "I just needed to see Zeke. Sounds like I came at a good time."

"Poor little guy misses him Mommy and Daddy." Marie pats Zeke's back, "All day he's been either silent or crying."

"Sorry about that." Sara says. "Normally he's happy."

"Whatever happened has upset him." Joe remarks

Sara nods rubbing Zeke's back "The noise really upset him."

"Mama, Daddy?" Zeke sniffles

"I know you want to see Daddy."

"How long will he be in the hospital?" Marie asks

"A few days."

"I just made dinner." Marie informs Sara. "Come into the kitchen and have something to eat."

Sara nods following her godmother into the kitchen sitting at the table with Zeke on her lap. "Did he have dinner?"

"A few bites. I couldn't get him to eat much... or finish a full bottle." Marie answers opening the refrigerator she removes some Tupperware. Carrying them over to the counter as Joe sits at the table.

"What exactly happened Sara?" Joe asks. "Danny told me little." He explains

"They came for Zeke." Sara whispers

"Who did? Why?" Marie asks worried

"I don't know" Sara lies "After Ian realized someone broke security I went upstairs and there was a man outside Zeke's door. I don't remember much until I realized they shot Ian." Sara says as Marie puts a plate into the microwave.

"I'm glad he's OK." Marie says as she pours Sara a glass of milk.

"So am I." Sara presses her lips to Zeke's head

Marie removes the plate from the microwave setting it before Sara. "Here you go."

"Thanks" Sara picks up the fork cutting into the chicken.

Zeke lifts his head from his mother's chest "Mama?"

"Do you want a bite Zeke?" Sara offers Zeke a piece of chicken.

Zeke opens his mouth taking the offered piece of chicken chewing thoughtfully.

Sara takes a bite herself.

HOUR LATER

Sara strokes Zeke's hair as he sleeps in the crib in the guest room of Joe and Marie's apartment. "Good night baby." She straightens up quietly walking out of the room closing the door behind her. She enters the living room where Marie and Joe are sitting on the couch watching TV. "I better get back to the hospital. Thanks for keeping him."

"It's not a problem." Marie stands hugging her goddaughter "You go back and stay with Ian. Zeke will be fine."

"I know." Sara steps back "Thanks."

Marie nods "Tell Ian I said hello."

"I will." Sara hugs Joe then walks out of the apartment.

30 MINS LATER: HOSPITAL

Sara enters the hospital room to find Ian awake yet deep in thought. "Hi"

Ian looks at Sara standing in the doorway "How is Zeke?"

"He's been crying on and off all day." Sara sits on the edge of the bed "He finally went to sleep about half an hour ago."

"Come here."

Sara shifts resting her head on Ian's shoulder "What are we going to do Ian? Its one thing them going after me but Zeke is just a baby."

Ian runs his hand over Sara's hair "It'll be OK Sara. I promise."

"What if they're theory about Zeke is right? I know he can communicate with it... in an odd way."

"We'll know for sure once he's able to talk. Then we'll deal with it."

Sara sighs, "Ian..."

"Yes"

"Never mind." She lifts her head kissing his cheek "You need to get some sleep."

"Stay?"

"Not going anywhere." She assures "We'll talk in the morning."

"I love you Sara."

"I love you too." Sara smiles relieved to hear her favorite words. "Just get some sleep huh? The sooner your better the sooner you can get out of here."

"Sounds good to me." Ian murmurs

CHAPTER 22

MORNING

Sara opens her eyes as she feels Ian stroke her hair. She lifts her head smiling sleepily "Hi."

"Morning my love."

"How are you feeling?"

"Better."

Sara trails her fingers over his jaw "Good."

"Good morning" the nurse greets cheerfully as she enters the room.

Sara sits up "Morning."

"How are you feeling Mr. Nottingham?"

"Fine." Ian brings Sara's hand up to his lips.

"Danny told me that some Detectives from another precinct have been assigned to investigate. He told me he'd put them off for a while but I'm betting they know your awake so they'll show up sometime today."

Ian nods < What do you want to tell them? >

< Somewhat the truth. Some guys tried to take Zeke. >

< It is the truth... in the short version. >

As the nurse leaves the room, Sara laces their fingers, "Just do what I normally do."

"I know you don't like lying to your friends. It's for the best that they don't know too much."

"I know."

EARLY AFTERNOON

Sara inwardly as she senses Ian's anger simmering below his calm exterior, as the younger detective looks her over. "So what do you want to know?" She squeezes Ian's hand. < Ian calm down. >

< I don't like the way he's looking at you. >

"What happened last night?" Detective Brandon Larsen, the younger Detective, inquires tearing his eyes away from the dark-haired Detective.

"We were about to go to bed when the gate alarm went off. I went to check the monitor and saw six men, three coming through the front gate and three coming through the back." Ian answers

"You two took out six heavily armed men." Remarks Detective Michael Rasmussen.

"There were two bodies found downstairs, one found on the stairs and three outside your son's bedroom." Larsen states

Sara nods "After Ian mentioned them I went upstairs to check on Zeke and found one of them outside his door. I don't remember much until they were all down. The rest of the night is kind of a blur until the hospital."

"All right" Detective Rasmussen nods "We'll need the security tapes. Forensics tried but they haven't been able to get into the security feed."

"It's on a secure line with back-up passwords. My employer had it designed to be tamper proof. When I get out of the hospital I will get it for you."

"Why don't you just give us the passwords?" Larsen suggests

"It doesn't work that way." Ian replies, "It takes more than passwords to access the security feed."

Detective Rasmussen nods "When you get the chance."

"It'll be a couple days." Sara informs them

"You're being released tomorrow Mr. Nottingham?" asks Larsen

"Supposed to be." Ian answers

"Mr. Nottingham why wasn't your staff at home?" inquires Rasmussen "You had no security or house staff that night."

"I gave the staff and security the weekend off. Sara and I were going to be home all weekend so we saw no reason for a full-time staff or security."

"Do you do that often?" Larsen asks

"A few times since Zeke and I moved in. Never on a set schedule." Sara says running her thumb over Ian's knuckles.

"Detective what time did you get off work?" Rasmussen asks

"It was around six. I try to be home to put Zeke to bed whether or not I'm working. We put Zeke to bed at seven."

"What time did you realize the men where on the grounds?" asks Larsen

"About 10." Ian answers "We were about to go up to bed when the alarm went off."

"Where were you?" questions Larsen

"I was in the recreation room and Ian joined me after calling the dogs in."

"Dogs?"

Ian nods. "I had let the hounds and Rotweillers out to run around for a while after calling the guard dogs in."

"Why call the guard dogs in?" Rasmussen asks

"I call them in every night for dinner and to get warmed up and let the others out. The guard dogs and mine don't get along too well and the hounds are... skittish."

"And the guard dogs didn't bark?"

"Not that we heard." Sara answers. "I had Jake check and they found the guard dogs on the edge of the property unconscious."

"You didn't tell me that." Ian says surprised his voice filled with worry.

"You were asleep all day yesterday. I wasn't exactly thinking about it." Seeing the look on Ian's face she gives him a faint smile "Their fine, the vet checked them out."

Ian nods relieved to hear that. "There's not much I can tell you. It was over within a matter of moments."

"All right. Well I think that's all the questions for now." Rasmussen says standing he closes his notebook.

"You know how to find us if you have anything else to ask." Sara says as the two Detectives leave the room she looks at Ian "Glad that's over with."

"As am I."

"Ian what are we going to do about them?"

"We'll figure it out." Ian presses a kiss to Sara's forehead.

Sara rests her head on Ian's shoulder her hand resting over his heart. "If you ever get yourself shot again I swear I will never forgive you."

"Not like I meant to get shot my love. Getting shot hurts like hell." Ian gently strokes Sara's hair.

Sara chuckles "Yeah it does." She presses a kiss to Ian's neck "Tomorrow you get out of here."

"I'm glad. I hate hospitals."

"I think everyone does." Sara states. "I avoid them as much as possible."

"So why are you here now? You could be doing something more interesting."

"What's more interesting then trying to keep you from ditching the hospital before the doctor says?"

"Going to work. Keeping our very unhappy son from crying all day and driving the Siri's nuts. That could be more interesting then staying in the hospital with me all day."

"Yes well if I didn't stay with you you'd probably be bombarded with nurses coming in to check you out." She smiles hearing Ian chuckle. 'I love that sound.'

WHILE LATER

Dr. Immo looks over the file ignoring Ian's barely concealed impatience. "You'll need to take it easy for a few days."

"I know." Ian says with a slight grumble in his voice. "We've been through this how many times over the years?"

"Half a dozen at least." Immo says dryly. He glances at Sara "At least I now know there is someone who will make sure you take it easy." He smiles at the dark-haired Detective.

"He'll take it easy."

< What'll you do if I don't? >

< No sex. >

< You know that won't work. >

< Oh, I'll make it work somehow. >

< I don't doubt you'll try. >

"Tomorrow morning you can leave." Immo states "Mrs. Ellis informed me the house has been cleaned up and repaired."

"Good." Ian nods runs his thumb over Sara's knuckles.

"I will see you tomorrow to sign you out of here." Immo closes the file walking out the door.

MIDNIGHT

Sara awakens feeling of panic and concern. She looks over at the hospital bed where Ian is sleeping to see in the dimly light room that he's clenching his fists and mumbling.

"No" Ian whimpers "stop."

Feeling Ian's rising anxiety Sara moves off the second bed going over to Ian's bed she sits on the edge of the bed. "Ian" Sara says softly as she gently strokes his cheek "Ian baby wake up." < Ian baby it's just a dream. Open your eyes. >

Hearing the gentle prod in his mind Ian pulls himself out of his dream. "Sara" he says pained. He sits up wrapping his arms around Sara's waist resting his head in the crook of his shoulder. "Sara" he whispers

Sara frowns concerned as she feels his body shakes. She wraps her arm around his shoulders gently stroking his hair and neck. "You OK?"

"I hate the dreams." Ian murmurs

"I know you do."

"I wish they'd stop."

"I know."

Ian pulls back "Stay with me?"

"Sure." As Ian lies back down Sara joins him. Her head resting beside his on the pillow her back to the door. "Feel better?"

"I always feel better when you're near." Ian whispers sleepily. "I love you Sara."

Sara kisses Ian's cheek "I love you too. Go back to sleep." She brushes her fingers down his beard watching Ian drift back to sleep. Once Ian's asleep Sara closes her eyes and drifts back to sleep.

LATE MORNING

Sara sits on the bed watching as Ian ties his boots. "Marie said Zeke is up and bouncing around the apartment."

Ian gives Sara a slight smile

"You OK?" Sara asks concerned

"I am fine." Ian assures pulling Sara to her feet he kisses her sweetly "Let's go get Zeke."

Sara nods "Sounds good to me." She kisses him lightly.

HOUR LATER: SIRI'S APARTMENT

Sara and Ian enter the Siri's apartment as Marie opens the door. "Oh hello. Come in." She invites "Joe is trying to get Zeke to stay still long enough to get his shoes on."

Sara laughs, "That's Zeke for you." She hugs Marie "So how hyper is he?"

"Calming down somewhat." Marie answers then looks at Ian. "How are you feeling Ian?"

"Good." Ian replies giving Marie a small smile. "A little sore but I'll be fine."

"Mama. Daddy" Zeke shrieks happily as Joe carries him to the foyer "DADDY" He says squirming he holds his arms out to his Daddy.

"Zeke stop with the shrieking there kiddo." Sara laughs

Ian takes Zeke from Joe "Hello Zeke."

Sara smiles as Zeke throws his pudgy arms around Ian's neck hugging his Daddy tight. 'That is so cute.'

"Mama" Zeke waves from his position in his Daddy's arms.

Sara leans in "Hey baby" she kisses Zeke's cheek.

"Here are his things." Joe says setting the diaper bag on the floor.

"Thanks for watching him." Sara says taking Zeke's jacket off the coat rack

"Oh its fine. It was fun." Marie smiles watching Sara and Ian work together while trying to get the jacket on the clingy child. "It has been a few years since the grandkids were this age."

Sara laughs, "Well you still have Zeke and Una."

Marie laughs "True."

"Mama" Zeke reaches out with one hand grabbing at the bracelet.

Sara follows his action "You can play with it later." She brushes her hand over Zeke's head. "We should get going."

Ian nods

Sara picks up the diaper bag "Thanks again." She hugs her godparents "I'll call you in a few." She promises as she opens the front door "Bye."

"Bye-bye." Zeke waves getting a chuckle from the adults at his childish tone.

30 MINS LATER: 1111 FAUST

Sara and Ian enter the mansion to find Fredrick walking towards them. "Fredrick" Ian greets

"How are you doing sir?" Fredrick asks

"Fine." Ian assures as he removes his overcoat while Sara sets Zeke on his feet unzipping his jacket and pulling it off. "Where are the dogs?"

"They are all well. The hounds have been staying close to the kitchen. The Rotweillers are in the study."

Ian nods wincing slightly as his stitches pull

"You are going upstairs to get some rest." Sara says sternly when she sees Ian wince

"I'm fine Sara."

"No protesting."

Fredrick hides a smile at the Detective's tone "Have you had breakfast?"

"Yes." Ian nods

"Can you bring me some coffee?" Sara asks hopefully

"Of course."

"Move." Sara orders as she picks Zeke up

"Yes Sara." Ian sighs walking up the stairs with Sara right behind him.

As she walks through the hallway, where she came within moments of losing the two most important people in her life Sara swallows heavily holding Zeke tighter. She follows Ian into their bedroom and sets Zeke in the playpen next to their bed.

"Mama" Zeke whines holding his arms up

"Just a minute sweetie." Sara says sitting on the edge of the bed, she pulls her boots off then flops back on the bed.

Ian watches Sara flop backward "What is wrong Sara?"

"I was just thinking about what Lazar said."

"About what?" Ian questions as he sits beside Sara.

"About destinies. Ours. Zeke's." She props herself up on her elbows "It made me realize that we've never discussed more kids."

"We haven't?" Ian props himself up on his good side as Sara shifts to her side. He brushes the backs of his fingers down her cheek "What do you think about it?"

Sara closes her eyes enjoying the feeling of his fingers caressing her cheek. "The idea has potential." She opens her eyes "What do you think about it?"

"I kind of like the idea. Being at your side through everything." He smoothes Sara's hair aside then leans in kissing Sara lightly.

Sara deepens the kiss shifting to her back her arms slide around his shoulders. She tangles her fingers in his hair as the passion rises.

"Mama. Daddy" Zeke yells

Sara groans breaking the kiss breathing heavily she meets Ian's eyes. "As much as I would really like to continue this he's still awake." She reminds with a heavy sigh.

Ian kisses Sara's nose "Finish this later?"

"Definitely." Sara smiles sitting up as Ian moves off her.

Ian watches as Sara lifts Zeke out of the playpen "You never answered." He tilts his head "Do you want more children?"

Sara tears her eyes away from Zeke looking at Ian. "I wouldn't mind. I kind of hated being an only child. I know I had Maria but I always wanted a little brother to pick on. I'm betting you hated being the only child growing up."

Ian shrugs "I never knew what it was like to have other kids around. I went to a boarding school but I never made any friends there."

"I wouldn't mind having another baby but I have a feeling it's not really our choice."

Ian grabs Sara's wrist bringing it to his lips he presses a soft kiss to her inner wrist. "I love you."

Sara smiles "I love you too." She sets Zeke on the bed "I'm going to go take a shower." She kisses Ian lightly

"All right. Don't take too long."

"I won't." Sara kisses Zeke's head before walking into the bathroom.

Ian looks at his son "How about we read a book?"

Zeke grins "Yeah"

Ian chuckles standing he winces as he feels his stitches pull. He walks over to the bookcase kneeling he looks at the section of children's books placed on the lower two shelves for Zeke. "How about... this one?" he pulls a book out turning it around showing Zeke the cover.

Zeke claps "Doggie."

Ian smiles "That's right that's a dog." He straightens up returning to the bed sitting down with Zeke on his uninjured side. "All right." He opens the book.

20 MINS LATER

Sara walks out of the bathroom smiling when she sees Ian reading to Zeke.

"Doggie." Zeke bounces pointing at the picture.

Ian turns the picture.

Sara steps into the bedroom "What are you reading?"

"About the animals in the zoo." Ian answers looking back at the book he continues to read while Sara changes into her pajamas. "Fredrick brought up some coffee for you." He nods at the table in the middle of the room.

"Mmm" Sara roughly dries her hair with the towel. She goes over to the table picking up the mug she takes a sip. She walks over to the bed joining Ian and Zeke on the bed. 'I love hearing him read to Zeke.' Sara leans against the headboard listening to Ian's voice as she drinks her coffee.

MIDAFTERNOON

"He is peacefully asleep." Sara announces entering the bedroom to find Ian putting away the books. "Ian you pull those stitches Immo will be pissed at me."

"I'm fine Sara." Ian assures "Besides it_s only a few books."

"Bed." Sara orders

"Sara I'm fine."

"Move it!" Sara orders.

Ian sighs "All right." He puts the final books away then gets into bed.

Sara settles beside Ian. "How are you feeling?"

"Fine." Ian answers. "I'll be completely healed by the end of the week."

Sara shifts straddling Ian's lap "What's wrong?"

"What makes you think something's wrong?"

"Because you have thoughtful look." Sara runs her finger down his nose. "Now talk."

"Just trying to figure out what I'm going to do with all this free time."

"Oh well I have an idea how we can spend some of the time." She scratches at his beard.

"Like?"

"This" Sara kisses him

Ian breaks the kiss "I like your idea." He says huskily

"Thought you would."

Ian pulls Sara's head down kissing her passionately his lips moving over her jaw. "My Sara." He murmurs

"Ian" Sara groans

LATER

Sara lifts her head giving Ian a weak smile feeling the pounding of his heart under her hand.

Ian brushes her damp hair off her face pulling the covers up around them. "I love you Sara."

Sara presses a kiss to Ian's chest "I love you too." She murmurs

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Zeke opens his mouth waiting impatiently for another bite of big people food.

Sara laughs at the sight "You sure are getting some mileage out of your new tooth."

Zeke grins at his parent showing off the bottom tooth coming in.

"Here you go" Sara offers Zeke a piece of bread watching as he chews it for a few moments then after he swallows he claps excitedly.

Ian smiles faintly as he watches Zeke chatter happily.

"Daddy" Zeke turns his head wiggling his fingers "hi"

Ian lifts Zeke onto his lap while Sara finishes off her sandwich. He runs his hand over Zeke's head. "Have you spoken with Gabriel?"

"He called when you were in the shower."

"How is he?"

"He's good. He'll be back tomorrow evening."

Ian nods "Did he say how the buy went?"

"He found whatever it is you wanted and a few other items. Why haven't you told me what it is you wanted him to find?" Sara asks curiously

"I've asked Gabriel to keep a look out on numerous items. It depends on what item he found. Did he tell you what he found?"

"No. He was in a hurry. He had a date." Sara rolls her eyes. "Said she was a major hottie." She looks at Zeke and smiles seeing the crumbs and drool on his chin. "Are you going to have to live in a bib until your teeth are all in sweetie?" She picks up the diaper cloth on the nightstand wiping the drool off his chin.

"Mama..." Zeke holds his arms out

Sara lifts Zeke off Ian's lap hugging and kissing him. "I bet you need a new diaper."

"No." Zeke shakes his head

"Yes." Sara laughs kissing his nose then kisses Ian's cheek before moving off the bed with Zeke on her hip.

Ian moves off the bed going to the desk he sits down opening the web browser.

"No." Zeke says as he looks up at his mother.

"Yes." Sara returns

"No" Zeke giggles kicking and waving his hands

"Oh you are just as stubborn as your Daddy huh." She laughs rubbing Zeke's tummy. "Let's get you changed and go play with Daddy."

LATE NIGHT

"When are you going back to work?" Ian questions running his hand down Sara's arm after putting Zeke to bed.

"Monday." She answers with a sigh

"What's wrong?"

"How often are they going to try and take Zeke? Was this a one-time thing or what? I don't like not knowing if someone is going to try and grab him again."

"Sara he'll be fine. I doubt they'll try again so soon. If we're lucky, they'll never try again. But if they do we'll stop them."

Sara nods "I know." She looks at Ian "I just... I don't see why they believe Zeke is someone they don't know for sure exists."

"No one really knows if there is any male who can wield the Blade. Whether or not there has ever been a male child born to a Wielder no one knows for sure. Its believed but no one knows for sure."

"So even if he's not what they hope he is he's still beyond what was ever expected." Sara muses. "Guess I'll just have to deal with whatever happens."

"Destiny Sara... it can't be changed... it can be avoided for a while but in the end destiny finds you." He presses his lips to Sara's head "My destiny has always been connected with you... whether or not we are together we're still part of each other."

"I know." Sara presses a kiss to his shoulder "I'm going to go check on Zeke." She sits up grabbing Ian's discarded shirt pulling it on she buttons it as she walks to the door. Walking across the hall, she enters the dimly lit nursery and goes to the crib looking in on Zeke. 'You are a special little guy. I love you so much. You and your Daddy mean so much to me. I can't believe how much he means to me after all that's happened since we first met. Daddy and I won't let anything happen to you. We won't let anyone take you from us.' She brushes her knuckle down Zeke's cheek then silently walks out of the room. She returns to the bedroom when she finds Ian walking out of the bathroom. She walks up to him pulling his head down she kisses him "Mmm" Sara sighs stepping backwards without breaking the kiss they end up the bed. She breaks the kiss "Too many clothes." She murmurs pulling Ian's shirt off she presses kisses to his exposed skin as Ian strips her own shirt off.

Within seconds the two are naked each straining to be as close as possible.

Sara whimpers then gasps tangling her fingers in Ian's hair as he as starts suckling at her breast. "Oh Ian" Her eyes widen as a vision flashes through her mind

* A small dark head at her breast. *

Sara mentally shakes the startling image away as she finds herself on her back as Ian's movements speed up. She gasps and whimpers meeting Ian's thrusts as she murmurs his name.

"Sara" Ian growls bracing himself as his movements become harsher more desperate

"IAN" Sara cries out as her release hits her

"Sara" Ian grinds out feeling her release his own hits he collapses against Sara his body shuddering.

Sara shivers running her hand over Ian's head her eyes going to the stone purring happily and almost winking at her. She closes her eyes taking a deep breath.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Sara lies sprawled on top of Ian as he sleeps she looks at the Witchblade in the dimly lit room. She carefully moves off Ian getting out of bed she makes her way into the bathroom. She pauses to grab Ian's dress shirt as she walks into the bathroom. She closes the bathroom door leaning against the door her hand moves to her middle 'Am I pregnant?' She looks at the Witchblade sighing when she gets no response. She closes her eyes then takes a deep breath walking out of the bathroom smiling slightly at the sight of Ian sprawled on his back fast asleep. 'I'll deal with that tomorrow.' She removes the dress shirt crawling back into the bed she curls up against Ian her hand resting over his heart. Slowly she drifts off to sleep feeling Ian's heart beat under her hand and a smile on her lips. 'He's still with me.'

NEXT DAY

(Note: I'm not Catholic so sorry for any screw-ups.)

"OK thanks." Sara hangs up the phone looking at Ian who is reading to Zeke. "That was Danny. The guy who survived... he made a call. Whoever he called got him extradited"

"Where was the extradition order from?" Ian questions curiously

"For some reason it's confidential."

"It was most likely from Vatican City." Ian frowns thoughtfully, "They probably pulled some strings. Did he say anything?"

"Nothing." Sara silently sighs, her eyes on Zeke. "I don't get why the US would let him leave."

"The Vatican is one of the most powerful institutions in the world. I'm not talking about just the Pope; the Catholic Church is more than the Pope."

"I know. Ian how much do you remember about the past?"

Ian shrugs "Enough."

"How often did the church cause trouble for the Wielders?"

"Whenever the Church found one; they never liked the fact that there was a woman in the world who is more powerful than the Church or the men who run it. They believe that a woman should never be allowed more power than a man."

"Joan." Sara says wincing at the brief memory

*Joan tied to a stake looking up at a balcony where a balding man dressed in silk stands looking at the bracelet on his wrist.*

"Yes." Ian nods "We've been separated many times because of the church." He says sadly

"Wonder if the past issues with the Church are why I've avoided it all these years."

"How long has it been since you went?"

"Other than cases, a couple weddings and christenings and funerals I haven't set foot in a church since..." She frowns thoughtfully "since I graduated from high school. Not long after I graduated, Marie and I got into a huge fight because I didn't want to go to Sunday Mass. As a kid they had to drag me to Mass kicking and screaming."

"You didn't kick and scream" Ian says

"I did." Sara says "Ask Marie. If my childhood priest ever found out how long it's been since I went to Confession I'd be saying Hail Mary's long after I'm dead." She laughs

"He never believed in any religion. I was taught about all of them but he never saw a reason for me to be raised believing in any specific one."

"When I was little there was this lady named Miss Varcetti. I swear she was evil. She used to tell the kids in the neighborhood that we would go to hell if we ever skipped church. When I was 16, I told her she would go to hell for being a spiteful witch. When I got home she'd called Marie and I ended up being grounded for a week for talking back."

"Even then you spoke your mind." Ian says his mouth twitching in a smile

"Of course. Never saw a reason not too."

"AHH" Zeke says banging at the book "Daddy me." He says loudly

Ian looks at Zeke "All right I'll finish the book." He continues reading the book as Sara and Zeke listen.

AFTERNOON

Sara watches as Ian crouches next to Zeke as the boy investigates something that has caught his attention in the grass. "Hey what has your attention?"

Ian looks up giving Sara a smile "It seems he's found a new friend."

Sara notices Zeke is looking at a slug and shudders. "Slugs are not friends. They're creepy."

"Ooohh" Zeke reaches for the slug.

"Ugh slugs are just nasty." Sara shudders

"He just wants to know what it feels like." Ian says

"Fine but if he decides to put that thing in his mouth"

Ian lifts his brow

"Una did that when she was his age. It was nasty."

Zeke giggles as he pokes at the slug "Daddy." He looks at his Daddy grinning then back at the slug. After a few moments of watching the slug, he notices something else and straightens up toddling away.

Ian stands beside Sara they both watch Zeke walk around "He seems more at ease with his walking."

Sara nods "I don't think he's crawled all afternoon." She takes a sip of her coffee "When do you get your stitches out?"

"Day after tomorrow."

"If they don’t end up getting pulled out before then." Sara says dryly

"If they get pulled it won’t be only my fault." Ian wraps his arm around her shoulders.

Sara rests her head on his shoulder "True." She lifts her head meeting Ian's lips in a brief kiss. She pulls her lips away giving Ian a faint smile turning to check on Zeke. She groans when she sees him on the grass his hands in the damp dirt. "He's going to need a bath when we get inside."

"Who cares if he ends up having to get a bath, as long as he's having fun." Ian lifts his shoulders

"Well I think he's having fun." Sara says dryly as Zeke laughs squishing the dirt in his hands. As Ian steps away from her side, she watches as Ian joins Zeke at the flowerbed.

Ian crouches beside Zeke "Playing in the dirt huh"

Zeke grins holding a handful of dirt out to his Daddy. "Daddy"

"I see the dirt." Ian assures

Zeke releases the dirt in his hands frowning when he sees his hands are brown. "Uh oh." He holds his hands up. He laughs running over to his Mama. "Mama"

Sara crouches before Zeke laughing when he holds up his hands "Muddy hands huh baby."

Zeke grins wiping at his face leaving streaks of dirt in his cheeks.

Sara laughs reaching out she wipes at the dirt on his cheek with her thumb. "Go finish playing."

"Bye-bye." Zeke waves as he toddles away returning to his playing.

WHILE LATER

"Zeke it's time to go inside." Sara calls

"No Mama." Zeke whines from his spot by the flowerbed and playing with dirt and rocks.

"Mama's right Zeke; it's almost time for you to take a nap but first you need a bath."

"No Daddy." Zeke shakes his head his lower lip sticking out.

"Yes." Ian picks Zeke up carrying his dirty son under his arm over to Sara.

"No" Zeke kicks and squirms the whole way into the house and up the stairs into his bathroom.

Ian sets Zeke down on the floor as Sara turns on the water for the bath.

"NO!" Zeke stomps his feet

"Zeke" Ian says sternly "you need a bath." He unties Zeke's shoes pulling them off his feet. "Arms"

Zeke holds his arms up as his Daddy pulls his shirt off.

"I'll get him out of his clothes. Why don't you go get some clean pajamas for him?" Sara suggests

Ian nods standing he walks out of the bathroom.

"Come on sweetie lets get you cleaned up." Sara pulls Zeke's socks off then unbuttons his jeans as Ian returns with a pair of pajamas and a new diaper. Within minutes, Zeke is in the bathtub splashing around and playing with his rubber ducks and boats. As Ian settles on the floor beside her, she looks at him. "Your son is way too stubborn."

"Wonder who he gets that from." Ian teases

"Funny. You are just as stubborn as me." Sara soaps up a washcloth watching as Ian and Zeke play with the bath toys while she bathes the boy. Once the water cools to room temperature, Sara lifts Zeke out of the tub wrapping a towel around him.

HOUR LATER

Sara looks at Zeke asleep between her and Ian his bottle resting beside him. "Well he finally wore himself out. Playing in the dirt and running around." She rests her hand on Zeke's stomach.

"That he did." Ian says amused.

Sara leans over kissing Ian "I'm going to go put him down."

Ian nods watching as Sara picks Zeke up carrying him out of the bedroom. He gets out of the bed walking over to the desk he sits down opening the web browser.

Sara enters the nursery laying Zeke in the crib covering him with a blanket she turns on the monitor then quietly walks out of the nursery. She enters her and Ian's bedroom shaking her head when she finds Ian at the desk. "Ian what are you doing?"

"Just checking something." Ian says after closing the browser he pushes the chair back as Sara stops at his side. He pulls her onto his lap. "What shall we do while he is sleeping?"

"I don't know." Sara tilts her head "Any ideas?"

Ian stands with Sara in his arms carrying her over to the bed. He sets her on the bed sitting beside her. He reaches out his fingers brushing her cheek "My Sara." He leans down his lips brushing over hers.

MONDAY MORNING

Sara leans down kissing Ian's cheek watching as Ian slowly stirs. "Hey baby."

"Sara." Ian smiles sleepily

"I'm leaving."

Ian glances at the clock

"You slept in." Sara smiles brushing his hair back. She leans down kissing him lightly "Zeke's still asleep. I'll see you later."

Ian nods running his hand over his face. "What time will you be back?"

"I'm not sure. It depends on if Dante decides to chew me out for taking time off."

Ian reaches up cupping her cheek "Until later my love." He kisses her sweetly

Sara smiles "I love you." She straightens up walking out of the bedroom.

HOUR LATER

Sara enters the office where she finds Danny and Jake looking through paperwork. "Hey guys."

"Hey Sara." Jake greets

"Hey Pez. How's Nottingham?" Danny asks

"He's good. His stitches are out. Immo lifted his restrictions so I'm betting he's anxious for something interesting to happen."

"So who were those guys?" Jake asks

"They were probably some old enemies of Irons looking for some trouble." Sara shrugs

"Find out where they came from?" Danny asks

"No."

"I still don't see who has enough power to pull an extradition like that." Jake remarks "Don't you want to know?"

"Yes but why bother? Whoever it is has power enough to keep this quiet and secret. The only thing I want is for them to stay away from Zeke." She sits at the desk "So what's been going on since I've been gone?"

"A few new cases," Danny tosses the files before Sara "two murders in the warehouse district. A body found in an abandoned field."

Sara listens as they brief her on the new cases while she absently rubs her wrist.

LATE NIGHT

Sara enters the gym where Ian is meditating. She watches him for moment then silently walks out of the room heading to the bedroom. Once in the bedroom, Sara drops her backpack on the floor then starts removing her clothes while walking into the bathroom. Turning on the shower, she steps in sighing in relief at the feeling of the warm water. Slowly she relaxes feeling the tension of her first day back at work slowly dissolves. A few minutes later, she steps out of the shower grabbing a towel she wraps it around herself. She dries her hair with a second towel then notices Ian leaning against the doorframe watching her.

"How was work?" Ian asks

"Same as always." Sara answers with a shrug. "What happened around here?"

"Zeke decided he wanted to take everything out of the cupboards in the kitchen. Cook wasn't too pleased with that."

Sara laughs, "Not surprised." She leans up kissing Ian sweetly "How was your day?"

"Gabriel brought over my newest acquisition and played with Zeke for a while."

"Bet Zeke liked that." Sara remarks. "He always likes to play with Gabe."

"What happened Sara?"

"What do you mean?"

"Something has been bothering you all day."

"Just one of the cases the guys got while I was gone."

"And?" Ian asks concerned

"I don't want to talk about it."

"All right." Ian hugs her

Sara buries her face in his neck "I missed you."

"I missed you too." Ian murmurs as he runs his hand over her back.

Sara squirms lifting her head she looks at him. "I love you."

Ian presses his lips to hers "I love you... I always have and always will. I would do anything for you... for Ezekiel."

"I know." She rests her hands her hands on his chest. "That's what I love about you." She deepens the kiss. Sara sighs as Ian presses her against the wall the towel falls from her body.

CHAPTER 24

OVER A MONTH LATER: 11TH PRECINCT

"We have a new victim." Jake announces entering the office

"Which kind?" Sara asks

"Ones that started to appear every so often not long after you left. Hate crimes that go bad." Danny answers, "We haven't found anything but who ever did this is a good shot."

Sara nods standing she grabs her jacket she follows the two.

CRIME SCENE

Sara frowns seeing a man on the cement of an alley "What happened?" she asks

"Found 20 minutes ago. Someone heard gunshots and called the cops." Jake answers

"Witnesses?" Sara asks

"A woman named Gracelia Sandos. She claims the man came up to her saying some things and next thing she knew he was dead." Jake says with a shrug

Sara notices a wolf tattoo in red ink on the back of his neck. "That's one I've never seen." She muses then frowns feeling the bracelet heat up. She pulls her sleeve down as memories

*A dark haired young woman sits beside a body screaming and crying.

Fire burning structures

An intense emotion of hate*

Disgusted by the emotions the vision invokes, Sara pulls herself out of the vision and looks at the body. "Something about this..." She trails off "Anything from the Witness?"

"Not yet."

"Did she see anything?" Sara asks

"Haven't talked to her." Jake replies

Sara nods "Well let's." She walks over to the small Hispanic woman standing with a uniformed office. "Ms Sandos? My name is Detective Pezzini these are Detectives Woo and McCartey. Can you tell us what happened?"

The young woman nods hugging herself "I was on my way home and all of a sudden this man grabbed me and was saying all these things, hateful things. He shoved me into the wall then suddenly he was on the ground."

"Did you see anyone?" Sara asks

Gracelia frowns "I think I saw a girl wearing a red sweater run away."

"Did you get a good look?" Jake inquires

"Not really."

"Thank you." Sara gives the woman a small smile looking at Jake and Danny they return to regard the crime scene. "Well?"

"We've had a few other complaints like that one." Danny informs her "Few of them have mentioned seeing a girl in a red sweater with guns. We haven't found anything."

"Any connection?" Sara asks

"All the witnesses say the men killed or even wounded said racist things." Jake says

"Has the tattoo been on all of the dead victims?"

"We'll have to check the files." Danny answers

A figure watches the three Detectives talk. She swallows heavily seeing the dark-haired woman 'She looks like her... but she isn't her. They're dead! Just like the others.' She pushes away from the wall hurrying away from the scene before anyone can see her.

AFTERNOON

Sara's pulled out of her thoughts as her phone rings. Sighing she picks up the phone "Pezzini."

"Is something wrong?" Ian asks concerned

"No."

"Sara." he says, "I can pretty much feel your anger."

"We're going to have to discuss that whole thing sooner or later." Sara warns

"The Witchblade showed you something." Ian states

"I'll tell you later." Sara says aware Danny and Jake are in the room.

"All right."

As he hangs up without saying goodbye Sara scowls at the phone, "I'm going to have to talk to that man about hanging up on me." She closes her phone "So did you find anything out on that mark?"

"Not yet." Danny replies

"But I just finished going through the files on similar deaths... all of the dead men had the same tattoos." Jake adds tossing the file before Sara with a smirk

"All connected." Sara mutters opening the file to find pictures of tattoos with names in the corner. "Anything on the autopsy?"

"No." Danny replies "Vick said all he died of was the gunshots."

"So what's the plan now?" Jake asks. "See if we can find the girl?"

"I know someone who might be able to help with the tattoo." Sara says thoughtfully

"Who?" Danny asks

"Gabe. He has more unknown facts in that head of his than most people." Sara laughs

"That he does." Danny agrees

NIGHT: 1111 FAUST

"Sara what are you looking at?" Ian asks as he finds Sara lying on the bed wearing shorts and a tank top staring at a folder. He walks over to the bed frowning when he sees the pictures of a crime scene and a man with a red-inked tattoo on the back of his neck.

"Crime scene photos from today." Sara answers then looks at Ian seeing the slight recognition as his eyes are on the picture of the man's tattoo. "Do you recognize this?" She asks

Ian nods "I've seen it before."

"What is it?"

"It's the sign of Lupo... the Wolf. There isn't much known about him, but Fa... he told me that Lupo is a sign of Evil. Lupo gets others to kill for him... out of hate."

"So he sent this guy and all the others out to kill... for him?"

Ian nods

"Now all I need to do is find the girl." Sara says, "Then maybe find Lupo."

"Sara you should stay away from Lupo." Ian advises

"Why?"

"What Lupo would do to you if he learns that you are the Wielder could be worse than what Father would have done to you."

"Ian I saw the girl who did this. I just don't get why she did it. The emotions behind it were so different."

"How so?"

"Its like she didn't hate the people she killed but did."

"Like hating the action not the person?"

Sara nods "But there was something different about her."

"Are you going to find this girl?"

"The only way I can think of to find her and get any answers is to also find Lupo. But how do I find him?"

"It's better to leave him alone." Ian says hesitantly. When he sees the look on her face he continues, "Hate is powerful Sara. If the Witchblade showed you then there must be a reason for showing you the girl." He gathers the papers up carrying them to the desk

"Ian" Sara whines, "You know more than you're telling."

Ian shrugs looks at Sara "You have work in the morning and you need to get some sleep."

At his stern tone, Sara moves to her knees at the end of the bed wrapping her arms around his waist. "What if I said I don't want to sleep?" she lifts her brow

"Never said sleep now." Ian says with a mischievous smile before kissing her.

"I like the idea" Sara murmurs as Ian trails his lips down her neck and slides his hands over her body. As Ian's hands move over her breasts, Sara moans then pulls back tugging Ian down with her.

MIDNIGHT: ACROSS TOWN

In a small room, a girl, no older than fifteen tosses and turns in her sleep the past replaying in her dream.

<< The smell off smoke, sweat, blood, and death fill the night air.

She sits on the dirt covered ground holding the man's head screaming tears streaming down her cheeks. "NO!!!" Tears stream down her face "Papa." She whimpers >>

She awakens with a start her heart pounding she runs her fingers through her hair. "Damn dreams." She mutters

SAME TIME: 1111 FAUST

As the Witchblade glows in the room, it pulls Ian into a past life memory of his own without Sara.

*Ian looks around seeing wood cabins burning as bodies lay about. "A battle of some kind."

"NO"

He hears a heart-wrenching scream and the sounds of laughter. Ian follows the sound to find a group of men drops a body before a dark haired girl wearing a nightgown standing there tears falling as she drops beside the body.

She cradles his head rocking as she cries.

"Help her."

Ian turns to find his past-self standing next to him. "How?"

"The Wielder can stop Lupo... end her pain." He looks at the crying girl. "She never lives long. Her instincts to find Lupo end up getting her killed. She has many answers to many questions. Help her. Help your Wielder. Her hatred for Lupo will kill her."*

Ian awakens startled. He looks at Sara asleep beside him remembering the girl, 'Who is she?' He asks himself. 'Why do I feel like I know her?' He shakes his head carefully he sits up getting out of bed he pulls on his discarded pants walking out of the bedroom.

MORNING

"Here you go." Ian hands Sara a piece of paper as she sets down her coffee cup

"What is this?" Sara asks taking it

"I made some calls. Lupo is having a meeting tonight. Maybe that girl you are looking for will show up." Ian sits down

"Why are you helping me after warning me to stay away from him last night?" Sara asks suspiciously

"If you are going after Lupo I might as well get you the information my way so he doesn't find out you know." Ian answers

"All right" Sara says still unconvinced

HOUR LATER: 11TH PRECINCT

"Well I know what this sign means." Sara says tossing the pictures on the table

"How?" Danny asks

"I was looking through the pictures and notes. Ian saw the picture of the tattoo. Irons told him about this man named Lupo." She taps at the picture "This is Lupo's mark."

"What else?" Jake prompts impatiently

"It's some sort of secret society of racists, sexists and all those types of things. According to Ian, these people have been around for a long time. They move from state to state marking up the hate crime ratio then they move on."

"Where can we find them?" Danny asks

"One of Ian's sources said that there's a hate rally in the warehouse district tonight. I'm going to see if I can get in and maybe find the girl or this guy Lupo."

"How are you getting in?" Jake asks

"Have a meeting with the art guys." Sara answers

"Pez, are you sure about this?" Danny questions, "That's a dangerous thing to do. Maybe Jake or even Nottingham should go."

Sara shakes her head "They'd see through Jake and I told Ian to stay away from these guys. With what they are; Ian being near them would be a good idea; he'd probably lose his temper and end up in trouble, besides the girl might be there."

"Still don't like this idea." Danny mutters

"Well deal. We don't have time to wait." Sara returns "Now let's see if we can figure out where this girl went."

"We checked security cameras but most of them didn't get a close up or weren't going in that direction." Jake answers

"Uniforms went door to door in the apartments and found nothing." Danny adds

"Guess we'll have to see what I can find tonight before we get very far." Sara shrugs

EVENING: CORONERS OFFICE

"I still don't think this is a good idea Pez." Jake says as he and Danny join Sara, Vicki, and the art guy to draw the fake tattoo on her neck. "It these guys are like what I've read they'll be able to see right through you."

"I've tried talking her out of going." A new yet familiar voice says

Sara grins looking towards the door "What are you doing here?"

"Stay still Detective or the ink will smear."

"The question is how he got in here." Jake scowls

Ian glares at the blond Detective about to retort when Sara speaks "Behave you two." She warns

"Fine." Jake grumbles

Ian nods "As you wish."

"So why are you here Nottingham?" Danny asks

"Are you stalking me again?" Sara asks teasingly

"No unfortunately." Ian says, "I had to pick something up from Gabriel and I thought I would check in on you."

"You won't be able to convince her to back out of this. Vicki remarks, "We’ve been trying."

Sara sighs, "Where's Zeke?"

"After his doctor's appointment, Mrs. Ellis took him to visit with her niece's family in Brooklyn. They should be back soon." Ian replies glancing at the clock

"Why else are you here?" Sara asks suspiciously

Ian shrugs

"Done." The artist announces, "Just stay away from water until this is done and you'll be fine."

Sara nods straightening up "Man I can't wait to get this washed off. It's already creeping me out."

"I still think this is a bad idea." Danny says shaking his head

"Well relax. I'm a big girl." She pats his cheek as she passes him.

"She's going to be the death of us." Danny says looking at Jake and Ian getting a slight nod from both of them.

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara walks up to the heavily guarded warehouse. 'Interesting.'

"Who are you?" A guard demands, "Never seen you around."

Sara looks around "Not from around here."

"We got a crasher then." The guard announces

'Damn' Sara watches as the guards surround her. "Come on guys. I'll walk away and this won't get dangerous and bloody." As the security guards try to grab her, Sara watches stunned as they all go down in a blur of gunshots. She looks over to see a teenage girl standing there with a smirk holding two guns. "Who are you?"

"Someone who just saved your life." the girl returns then turning she runs away

Sara follows the girl through the warehouse district watching as the girl climbs over the fence as a book falls out of her backpack. Knowing the guards are right behind her Sara grabs the book and runs.

CHAPTER 25

DAWN

"I'm fine Ian." Sara assures as she talks with Ian while she's in the empty ladies room.

"The girl?"

"Her name is Bola."

"How do you know that?" Ian asks

"After she saved my ass she took off but she left her journal behind. Unfortunately, I can't read it though. One of the linguistic officers said it's in Czech but he can't read it."

"Ask Gabriel."

"Why?"

"His linguistics are... interesting. He can read old Czech."

"And what about you?"

"I can't read old Czech but I can read French, German, Russian, Spanish, Latin, and a few others."

"Well you just added to the list of things I didn't know about you."

"When will you be home?"

"Not long. I'm going to stop by Gabe's then be home."

"Be careful with that book Sara. If it's what I think it is don't let anyone know you left it with Gabe."

"No one but Jake and the linguistic officer know I have it. I told him that I found it on the street. Once I find out what it is I'll tell the truth." She assures "Ian why do you want to find this girl?"

"This isn't something we should discuss on the phone."

"Ian" Sara says annoyed

"I love you Sara." Ian says hanging up

Sara scowls at the phone in her hand "I hate when he does that." She grumbles walking out of the bathroom, she returns to the office where Jake is waiting. "Are we done?"

Jake nods "Lucky Danny has the day off."

Sara laughs, "Well I'll see you tomorrow." She picks up the book and her jacket.

"Where are you going with that?"

"Taking it to Gabe, he might be able to figure out what it says." Sara answers as she puts the book in her jacket. "I'll bring it back once I find out it has anything to do with this case. Tomorrow we'll look for the girl, right now, we both need to go home and sleep. And I want to see my son; I haven't seen him since yesterday morning." She heads out the door "I'll call you once I know anything about this book."

15 MINS LATER: GABE'S PLACE

"I'm coming!" Gabe yells running his fingers through his hair he opens the door to find Sara standing there. "Pez its dawn why are you here?"

Sara enters the apartment "Ian told me you can translate old Czech."

Gabe nods "Comes in handy with my work. Why?"

Sara reaches into her pocket taking out the book "The girl we've been looking for dropped this last night. The linguistics officer told me it was in old Czech. I need to know what it's about so I can find the girl."

Gabe takes the book opening it he reads the first page. "Hmm this first word here is a place that was destroyed in the 16th century." He says thoughtfully

"Look I have to go. I told Ian that I'd be back soon plus I haven't seen Zeke since yesterday morning."

Gabe nods "I'll give you a call once I find anything of interest. First, I need a few hours of sleep. I had a late night."

"Partying?"

"No working." Gabe replies with a glare "Tell Nottingham and the kid I said hey."

"Thanks Gabe." Sara says walking out of the apartment.

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara enters the training room to find Ian doing pull-ups shirtless. 'God he's gorgeous.'

"Hello love." Ian greets seeing Sara in the doorway he drops down grabbing a towel wiping the sweat off his face as Sara walks over to him. "How'd did it go with Gabriel?"

"Dropped the book off he said he'd call when he has some answers." She wraps her arms around his neck leaning in she kisses him. "You know I could use some help getting this thing off my neck."

"Oh really?" Ian lifts Sara into his arms "Well then I guess we'll have to do something about that." He kisses her then strides out of the room with Sara in his arms. Once in their bathroom, he sets her on her feet. He reaches in turning on the shower then turns back to her, "Are you OK?" he asks concerned

Sara nods "The girl... Bola saved my ass. Girl has talent with guns."

Ian kneels before Sara untying her boots he helps her out of them setting them aside. He looks up at Sara "I wish you hadn't gone to Lupo's meeting. I was worried that something would happen to you."

Seeing the look of love and relief in his brown eyes Sara reaches down trailing her fingers over his face. "I'm fine."

"I know." He stands his hands going to the hem of her shirt pulling it off. He tosses it on the floor then moves his hands to the front of her jeans unbuttoning them he slowly unzips her pants.

Sara swallows seeing the intensity in his eyes she watches as he slides her jeans down her legs. "Ian" she says huskily as he stands her eyes locked on his she shoves his pants down as he lifts her against the bathroom door moaning as she feels him glide into her.

"Sara" Ian hisses

Sara whimpers closing her eyes; she digs her nails into his arms as he begins his long measured movements. She opens her eyes feeling his lips brush hers so gently she barely feels it yet does. Their eyes locked Sara rolls her hips into his moaning she runs her hands over his back she gasps his name.

"My Sara." He says huskily

Sara lifts her hips whimpering

HOUR LATER

Sara rests her head next to Ian's as they lay in bed her arm resting across his upper chest. "Ian; why are you so concerned about this girl Bola?" She asks after a while.

At that question, Ian reaches out brushing a strand of hair off her cheek. "The other night the Witchblade decided to show me something."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't think it was a good time."

Sara props herself up on her elbow "What did it show you?"

"One of my past selves."

"Like the past Wielders?"

Ian nods

"And?"

"It showed me the girl Bola crying over my past self."

"Why?"

"Sara," Ian takes a deep breath "Bola is genetically our daughter."

Sara sits up "What do you mean genetically?" She stares at Ian, ignoring the fact that she is naked.

Ian sits up as well "Something different happened this time but according to what the other said she's reborn every time one of us lives and for some reason she remembers their deaths. She seeks revenge from Lupo but every time she dies before she stops him. He said she has answers."

"How is it possible she's our daughter? I definitely would have remembered being pregnant." She frowns tilting her head "Is it possible Irons is behind this?"

Ian shrugs "It's possible but I've gone through all the files on both of us even the files Immo kept. There's no mention of anything like this." He frowns "Well there was mention in one file about the possibilities and scenarios if we ever had a child together but no mention of actually trying something like this."

Sara runs her fingers through her hair "How is this possible?"

"Bola and the Witchblade are the only ones who know. Once you get some sleep we'll figure this out." He soothes

"You expect me to sleep after telling me this?!" Sara glares at him

"You need to get some rest; you've been up for over 24 hours. Just get some sleep and then we will figure what to do next. Once we talk to Bola or get some answers from the Witchblade we won't know the full story." He pulls her close pressing a kiss to her forehead.

Sara wraps her arms around him burying her face in his neck. "You think she is, don't you?"

"One thing I've learned about the Witchblade is that there are reasons for everything."

Sara lifts her head from his shoulder "And if she is our daughter what are we supposed to do about the fact that she's a suspect in more than the deaths here in New York."

"Once we know more about all of this out then we'll figure out how to deal with that." Ian assures "But first get some sleep." He pulls Sara down next to him on the bed pulling the covers around them. "It'll be OK Sara." He smoothes his hand down her hair, "Just get some sleep." He presses his lips to her hair "I love you Sara. I promise everything will work out."

"I love you too." She says sleepily

"Sleep." he urges

"We have to find her Ian... even if she's not our daughter and not only because she might have some answers but because she's a kid."

"We'll find her and find out if its true and we'll help her." He listens as Sara drifts off to sleep in his arms.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

Ian looks over at the baby monitor as he hears Zeke call for him. Carefully he reaches over turning off the monitor he picks up the phone dialing the kitchen extension.

"Yes Ian?" Mrs. Ellis greets

"I need you or Naomi to keep an eye on Zeke for a while." Ian requests softly

"Is something wrong?" Mrs. Ellis inquires

Ian looks at Sara asleep next to him. "Sara and I have some things to discuss once she's awake."

"All right. Call when you want some breakfast."

"Thank you." Ian hangs up his eyes going to Sara asleep next to him. He reaches over gently brushing his knuckles down Sara's cheek. "I promise I'll make everything work out." He whispers. He leans in kissing her cheek "I promise." He pulls Sara into his arms he smiles as Sara snuggles into his arms sighing in her sleep.

10 AM

Sara awakens to find Ian watching her "Hi." She smiles sleepily

"Feel better?"

Sara nods stretching "How long was I asleep?"

"Couple of hours."

"Where's Zeke?"

"Mrs. Ellis and Naomi are keeping an eye on him. Do you want me to have them bring him up along with breakfast?"

Sara nods "I haven't seen him since yesterday morning."

Ian kisses her forehead then reaches over picking up the phone he dials the kitchen extension. He watches as Sara crawls out of bed going in search of something to wear. "Can you bring breakfast up?"

"Is Sara awake?" Mrs. Ellis inquires

"Yes. Can you bring Zeke up as well?"

"I'll have Naomi bring Ezekiel up right away. Breakfast will be up in about fifteen minutes."

Ian hangs up the phone throwing off the covers he gets out of bed walking over to the dresser he opens the drawer taking out a pair of pajama bottoms and a t-shirt he pulls them on. "Sara, are you OK?"

Sara shrugs "How am I supposed to know how I feel? This thing" she looks at her wrist "screwed with my life long before I knew about it."

"Sara after breakfast we can go through the book and see if we can find any reference to why the Witchblade might have done this."

"What if it didn't Ian? What if it wasn't the Witchblade? What if it was another of Irons 'I'm playing God' plans?"

"We won't know until we know more." Ian caresses her face with the back of his fingers "And at this moment we have only three resources the book, the Witchblade and Bola. Right now I think the only way to get the answers is from the book and Bola."

"Considering it didn't want us to know until now." Sara looks at her wrist

"There are reasons for all of this Sara." Ian says, as there is a knock at the door. He kisses her forehead then walks over to the door opening it to find Naomi there with Zeke in her arms.

Seeing his father Zeke smiles "Hi Daddy." He waves holding his arms out.

"Breakfast will be right up."

Ian nods taking Zeke "Thank you."

Naomi nods closing the door.

"Good morning Zeke." Ian chuckles turning to face Sara

"Mama." Zeke grins squirming he reaches for his mother

"Now you want Mama." Ian says with mock hurt

"Of course he wants Mama." Sara grins taking the boy "How's my Zeke?"

"Kiss Mama"

"OK" Sara laughs kissing his nose getting him to laugh. She carries Zeke over to the window shifting him so he can look outside. "How about after breakfast we go play outside?"

"Yeah" the thirteen month old grins

Ian watches the two most important people in his life stand at the window. He's about to join them when a phone rings. "Sara your phone"

Sara looks at Ian "Can you get that?"

Ian nods going over to the dresser he picks up her phone "Yes" he greets

"Hey Nottingham, what are you doing answering Pez's phone?"

Ian looks over at Sara and Zeke "She's with Zeke right now Gabriel. Can this wait?"

"No."

Ian sighs "Just a minute." He walks over to Sara handing her phone "It's Gabriel."

Sara nods taking the phone "What do you have Gabe?"

"A place. Did you see the picture on the first page?"

"Yes. Why?" She hands Zeke over to Ian.

"It's a shelter over on Lincoln."

"Thanks Gabe. Anything else?"

"No not yet. But I do know the village that's mention was destroyed."

"OK thanks." Sara hangs up meeting Ian's gaze "Gabe identified the first picture in the journal it's of a shelter over on Lincoln."

"Are you going to go there now?"

"Need to find her before Lupo does." Sara goes over to the closet changing into a pair of jeans and a clean shirt. "If I don't find her I'll come right back."

"Do you want me to come with you?" Ian asks watching as Sara pulls on her boots.

Sara leans in kissing his cheek "I'll be fine." She kisses Zeke's head "I'll be back in a couple hours."

"Mama" Zeke whines "pway."

"We'll play when I get back OK?"

Zeke nods sticking his thumb in his mouth.

Ian watches as Sara walks out of the bedroom and looks at Zeke, "Well it looks like its time I start researching."

Zeke sighs staring at the door.

"Mama will be back soon."

Zeke nods

MIDAFTERNOON: 1111 FAUST

Sara enters the Witchblade room to find Ian looking through the Witchblade book. "So find anything?" she asks

Ian looks over at Sara "Nothing really. Did you find her?"

"No. But I saw someone very familiar."

"Who?"

"Lazar."

"What did he say?" Ian asks surprised.

"Nothing." Sara shrugs "Where's Zeke?" She looks around frowning when she notices the boy isn't nearby.

"He's in the kitchen with Mrs. Ellis."

Sara kisses Ian's cheek "I'm going to take him outside for a bit."

"I'll be out in a while. I want to finish this chapter."

Sara nods "OK." She walks out of the room heading to the kitchen where she finds Zeke quietly playing.

"Hello Miss Sara." Cook greets seeing the woman enter the kitchen

"Mama." Zeke grins "Up." He demands holding his arms up

"Hi." Sara returns lifting Zeke out of the playpen "How has he been?" She kisses Zeke's nose "How's my Zeke?"

"As always he was very well behaved." Mrs. Ellis says entering the kitchen.

Sara nods kissing Zeke's head "How about we go outside buddy."

Zeke grins nodding excitedly "Yeah"

Sara chuckles "All right." She carries him out the of the kitchen

8PM

Sara sighs as she hears Zeke cry over the monitor, "I'll go get him." She kisses Ian's cheek as she passes him in the library as they look through the book for all information on the Witchblade and children.

Ian nods in silence as she walks out of the room.

Sara makes her way up to Zeke's bedroom where she finds Zeke sitting up crying "Oh hey baby what's wrong?" She lifts Zeke out of the crib wiping at his tears. "It's OK." She soothes rubbing Zeke's back. "It's OK baby."

"Mama" Zeke rests his head on his mother's shoulder whimpering

"How about we go downstairs?"

Downstairs Ian as walks through the foyer he hears a knock at the door. He frowns knowing the security gates are closed. He opens the front door to find the girl, Bola, standing there looking annoyed.

"Where's my book?" Bola demands as she enters the mansion.

"It's safe." Ian answers quickly grabbing the holstered guns under her sweatshirt.

"Hey" Bola protests

"House rules; if you're under 29 you are not allowed to have a gun on you." Ian says quickly disabling the guns as Fredrick enters the foyer. "Fredrick can you put these away."

"I need those!" Bola argues as the dark haired man hands her guns to someone else

"Not any longer." Ian returns as Fredrick leaves the foyer with the guns. Sensing Sara's approach Ian turns slightly as he keeps an eye on Bola as Sara walks down the stairs carrying Zeke.

Sara stops in her tracks seeing the teenager.

Zeke watches the newcomer curiously but remains silent.

"Where's my book?" Bola demands

"What are you doing here?" Sara asks

"Keeping on the move, you led Lupo to me." Bola snaps, "Now give me back my book."

"I don't have it." Sara continues down the stairs

"Why don't we discuss this in the library?" Ian suggests leading the three into the library

"He took my guns." Bola says angrily

"Its Ian's house his rules." Sara replies

"Why'd you take my book?" Bola demands

"It fell out of your bag." Sara answers as she sets Zeke in the playpen.

"No Mama" Zeke whimpers sniffling he holds his arms up.

"I'm not going anywhere." Sara assures touching the boy's head reassuringly. She looks at Bola "Is the book about you?"

"No it's about Lupo." Bola says

"And what exactly is Lupo? I've had rumors but I never heard the full truth." Ian states "And who are you?"

Bola looks at the man who is genetically her father, "Lupo is hate. He destroyed my village, killed my family, and every so often kills me."

"Bola you can't go around killing people." Sara says

Bola shrugs "I have no choice." She reaches out grabbing the Wielders wrist

Sara winces at the flood of images

*Bola, resting her head on her father's chest, as he lies in the middle of the street.

Bola in different lifetimes fighting and running.

Bola dying and being born time and again.*

Sara tears herself out of the images staring at the girl "How many lifetimes?"

"I'm not sure." Bola shrugs "I just seem to remember some things... not everything but some. For some reason, I even remember how you died at Lupo's hand. I remember things when needed."

Sara looks at Ian then back at Bola who is looking at the books in the bookcases "Yet this time you weren't born to either of us. Why?"

Bola shrugs glancing at the dark-haired woman who in so many lifetimes she called 'Mother' "I don't know. Perhaps something went wrong this time around. Perhaps you two didn't meet at the time in which I was to be born. Maybe the Witchblade didn't approve of whomever you were with at the time. Then again, maybe it had other plans. I don't know."

"Bola you need to stop killing these people." Ian says

"I can't." Bola replies shoving her hands in her pockets "As long as Lupo lives I'm to hunt him down in every lifetime. I'm tired of living every lifetime like this." She says sadly

"Bola we can help you with Lupo but you have to stop killing."

"Lupo has to fail. Failure is what hurts him." Bola explains. "I'm born to give him that failure. That's the only thing that can stop Lupo." She nods at the bracelet "For good."

Sara glances at her wrist

"Once he's dead maybe I can live a normal life." Bola muses aloud "Live longer."

"What about your parents?" Sara asks curiously yet feeling pain at the thought.

Bola lifts her shoulders "Not sure where they are. Don't really care." She glances at the playpen where Zeke is watching them curiously, "Who's the kid?"

"I guess technically he's your brother. His name is Ezekiel." Sara answers looking at Zeke, "Most everyone calls him Zeke."

Zeke stares at the dark-haired girl curiously

Bola looks at them startled 'I have a brother now.' "That's never happened before."

"We're still trying to figure that out." Sara says dryly.

Bola nods "Got anything to eat around here?"

Ian nods picking up the phone on the desk dialing the kitchen extension "Cook can you bring a sandwich and a glass of milk into the library."

"And a bottle for Zeke." Sara adds

"And a bottle for Zeke. Thank you." Ian hangs up "It will be here in about ten minutes."

Bola nods "Thanks." She drops on the couch "So you goin' to give me back my book?"

"I don't have it."

"Where is it?" Bola demands

"Safe." Sara assures "You'll get it back."

"Good."

"Do you know what Lupo looks like?" Sara asks

Bola nods

"Are you going to help me find him?" Sara asks

"No."

"Why?"

"Simple I don't want him alive."

Sara flinches at Bola's tone.

Ian reaches over squeezing Sara's shoulder "Where are you staying Bola?"

Bola shrugs "Don't know yet. Lupo followed you there so he probably has someone watching the place."

"I'll have Naomi fix up a room for you." Ian says

HALF HOUR LATER

Ian opens the door to the bedroom allowing Bola to enter ahead of him. "Why don't you get some sleep?" He suggests. "We'll talk more in the morning. If you want anything to eat, the extension for the kitchen is 15. Our rooms next door and Zeke's is across the hall."

Bola nods dropping her backpack on the floor she falls on the bed. "Thanks." She mumbles sleepily.

"Good night." Ian says walking out of the room. He goes to Zeke's room where he finds Sara tucking Zeke in.

"Is Bola in her room?"

Ian nods "She looks exhausted."

"I'm not surprised considering all that has gone on." She shrugs pulling away from the crib "What are we supposed to do about Lupo?"

"We'll figure it out later. First let's let her get some sleep." He leads Sara out of the nursery to their bedroom.

Once in the bedroom, Sara goes to the dresser taking out a pair of pajamas she changes in silence. "I'm going to go say goodnight to Bola." She kisses Ian's cheek as she walks out of the bedroom heading to the bedroom next to theirs and knocks lightly. When she doesn't get an answer, Sara enters the bedroom to find Bola asleep on the bed still wearing her boots. Sara goes over to the bed carefully she unties the boots setting them on the floor. She sits on the edge of the bed smoothing Bola's hair back. As Bola moves closer in her sleep, Sara smiles slightly 'Just like Ian.'

Bola whimpers softly

"Shh, it's OK." Sara soothes watching as the girl calms a faint smile appearing on her face. 'She does look like us and Zeke.'

CHAPTER 26

MIDNIGHT

Ian groans hearing a phone ring. He rolls over grabbing the offending item off the nightstand "Yes" He says sleepily

"Hey Nottingham, where's Pez?" Gabe asks

"She must have fallen asleep in Bola's room." Ian mutters "Just a second"

"Bola?! You mean the girl is there with you?"

"Yes." Ian replies rolling out of bed he makes his way out of the bedroom heading to the bedroom next door frowning when he finds the door slightly open. He enters to find Sara fast asleep on the bed. He goes over shaking Sara lightly "Sara its Gabe"

Sara opens her eyes slightly taking the phone "Yeah" She frowns noticing the beds empty

"Where is she?" Ian asks

*Bola with a wolf*

Sara gasps, "Gabe is there anything in the book about Lupo's hideout?"

"Yes. That's what I called about."

"Well what?" She listens "OK thanks. Yeah I'll call you later." She hangs up looking at Ian "He found Lupo's hang out."

"Where?"

"Octagon Building."

Ian nods "Well then let's go get Bola."

Sara nods "Good." They head into their bedroom quickly changing into their clothes. "Ian what will Lupo do to her?" She asks suddenly

"Most likely kill her or bring her to his side."

Sara closes her eyes pained at the thought "She's just a kid."

"She'll be fine." Ian assures kisses Sara's forehead then picks up the bedside phone "Mrs. Ellis, Sara and I have something to take care of."

"The girl?"

"She's not here right now."

"Are you going to find her?" Mrs. Ellis asks concerned.

"We have an idea where she'll be. Call the lawyers and Immo tell them I want to speak with them first thing in the morning." He hangs up the phone

"Lawyers and Immo?"

"She's going to need help getting out of this trouble Sara."

"Good point. But why Immo?"

"Once I mention her to the lawyers they will demand a blood test to prove who she is."

"How do you know that will prove it?"

"We'll just have to see." Ian says making his way out of the bedroom with Sara right behind him.

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara and Ian stand in the shadows "So how are we going to do this?"

"You go in through the front door I will deal with the remaining guards and then come in through the back."

Sara nods "No killing." She says sternly

"No killing" Ian agrees pulling her close he kisses her desperately "I love you."

Sara smiles "I love you." As Ian releases her, she makes her way to the front doors.

Inside Bola kneels on the floor in the middle of the meeting room her hands bound glaring at the tall man with light brown hair and blue gray eyes who she knows to be Lupo in his new form. She clenches her fists her eyes widening as she sees the guards pull Sara inside the room.

"Hello Detective Pezzini." Lupo says calmly giving the Wielder a smile, "It is good to finally meet you again."

Sara glares at the man her eyes going to Bola then back at Lupo, "Let Bola go."

"I'm sorry but I can't." Lupo says reaching he touches Bola's head "You see, she and I have a long history. For centuries she has shown up and ruined my plans."

"Good" Bola snarls

Lupo chuckles "She has always had... spunk." He looks at Sara "You're here to stop me."

"It's what I do." Sara replies with a shrug, her heart aching at the anger and fear in Bola's eyes.

"And I provide hate."

"The world has enough hate it doesn't need anyone causing more." Sara returns

Lupo shakes his head "Have you ever felt hate so intense you'd kill?"

Sara swallows remaining silent

"A Wielder filled with anger would be so powerful."

"Let Bola leave and I'll stay." Sara bargains

"Sorry but I can't do that." Lupo shrugs "But there is something I can do." When he sees the Wielder lift her brow, he continues, "I could kill her in front of you then put you in a cage and watch as your anger grows." He smiles faintly at the horrified look on Sara's face "A caged Wielder filled with hate let loose on these humans."

"Bastard." Bola mutters

Lupo crouches before the teen "Poor Bola has to relive all the times I killed her beloved parents. Do you know which one I remember most? Dmitriscjovka." He smiles dreamily "The smell of burning flesh and screams of terror, the look on your beloved Father's face as I killed him." He reaches out running his forefinger down Bola's cheek "That remains my favorite kill."

Bola pulls away from his touch feeling her skin crawl. She blinks back tears at the memory linked to her soul. She sets her jaw staring at the floor trying to keep from responding.

"Take the Wielder downstairs." Lupo orders his guards

Bola watches pained as the guards drag a struggling Sara out of the room, 'Mama.' She looks at Lupo warily then winces as he lifts her off her feet throwing her across the room she winces as she hits the floor. Quickly, Bola rolls to her feet running out of the room. 'Run.' Her mind screams.

Sara struggles against her captors as they pull her down the stairs to the basement just as a figure steps out of the shadows with a gun. "Finally, your years of stalking me have paid off." She teases knocking the two men out as the gauntlet forms.

"Where's Bola?" Ian asks as they step over the bodies

"Lupo is going to kill her." Sara says pained at the thought

"We'll find her." Ian promises

'Run. Run' Bola's mind orders as she rounds a corner slipping and falling she gets up just as Lupo rounds the corner. She ducks into a stairwell running down the stairs she skids through a doorway taking a sharp corner she stops in her tracks when she finds Sara and Ian coming up the next set of stairs. "He's right behind me." She says breathlessly

"Next floor up leads to the back exit." Ian says softly

Sara allows the gauntlet to form then looks at it then at Ian's gun.

Seeing her silent look Ian nods in agreement.

Sara steps out from the wall going to the top of the stairs she glances over to see Lupo at the top of the next set of stairs and then back at Ian.

Ian nods aiming he pulls the trigger and watches as the Witchblade deflects the bullet he hears a grunt and Sara nods. "Go ahead I'll get Bola out of here."

Sara gives him a faint smile then takes off up the set of stairs.

Ian turns his attention towards Bola "Are you OK?" he asks concerned as he takes his hunting knife out of his boot then slices through the ropes binding her wrists.

Bola nods then impulsively she throws her arms around Ian hugging him tight. 'Papa'

Surprised for a moment Ian shakes himself out of his surprise and hugs her back. "We need to get out of here." He holds out his gloved hand to the teen.

After a second, Bola slips her hand into his and follows him up the stairs. Once they reach the floor that leads to the back exit, she turns her head towards where Lupo's meeting hall is. Overcome with a sudden urge to see what she hopes are Lupo's last few moments she pulls her hand out of Ian's grasp then takes off up the stairs.

"Bola" Ian calls but when she ignores him, he follows her up the stairs entering the room right behind her where they find Sara and Lupo staring each other down.

"I underestimated you Wielder."

Sara shrugs "Everyone does."

"Until later Wielder."

Sara watches as Lupo rears up jumping over her towards where Bola and Ian are standing. She removes the Witchblade "Bola" She calls holding up the bracelet she throwing it towards Bola.

Ian steps back watching the amazing sight of the Witchblade landing on Bola's wrist automatically activating and adjusting to the girl's wrist.

Feeling the gauntlet form and the blade click into place, Bola extends her arm watching as the blade goes through Lupo. She stares Lupo in the face as his features register the situation.

With his remaining strength Lupo manages to pull the teen close he falls to the floor he keeps hold of her.

Bola struggles to get away from the man as she feels the Witchblade retract.

"Bola," Sara says worried as Lupo pulls Bola into the hug. As they fall to the floor, she and Ian hurry to the girl pulling the dead man away from Bola "You OK sweetie?"

"It's over." Bola mutters leaning into the Wielder "It's over." She removes the Witchblade from her wrist returning it to Sara's wrist. She slips her hand into Sara's squeezing "Thank you." She closes her eyes feeling tired and drained.

"Bola?"

"I'm tired, Mama." Bola mumbles

Hearing that Sara blinks back tears, 'She called me Mama... just like Zeke.' She presses her lips to Bola's head.

Ian hangs up from calling 911 and kneels beside Sara and Bola; he cups Sara's cheek smoothing his thumb down her cheek. "She'll be fine Sara. She's just tired."

Sara nods pressing her lips to Bola's hair blinking back tears. She looks at the Witchblade seeing the calm colors she becomes even more reassured. 'Thank you.' She strokes Bola's hair. She sighs in relief hearing the sirens approach the building.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER: 11TH PRECINCT

"We'd like to question the girl." The hate crimes Detective says

"Tomorrow huh?" Sara requests. "We're all too tired to deal with questions."

The other Detective nods "I take it the girl will be at your place."

Sara nods at Ian and Bola who are sitting in the hallway talking softly. "Family Services has no immediate openings and they worry if they put her in a shelter she'd run. Come by tomorrow and you can talk to her." Sara walks out of the office joining the two

"Can we get out of here?" Bola demands

"Let's go. They'll stop by tomorrow to talk to you." Sara says

Bola sighs nodding "Fine more questions." She walks with them out of the Precinct to the car. "Uh what exactly am I supposed to tell them without sounding nuts?"

"You could always do what I do." Sara offers

"What?"

"Deny it and play dumb."

"It works she pulls off getting out of answering all sorts of questions." Ian smirks

"Oh shut up!" Sara punches his forearm

"Hey." Ian protests rubbing his arm

Bola inwardly smiles at the sight 'My parents, I'm back with my parents.'

HOUR LATER

Sara lies next to Ian on their bed. "As always you were right."

"About what?"

"That everything would be OK."

Ian pulls Sara close as she snuggles against his chest he strokes her hair. "Everything is going to work out my Sara. I will do anything to make sure it does."

Sara nods "I'm scared Ian."

"Don't be."

"Once they know she's the one..."

"They don't have enough evidence." Ian interrupts

Sara sits up looking at him "But they have evidence." She argues

"Not enough. No one saw her face. She went in and came out and did quick clean kills."

Sara winces at the word 'kills' "What are you saying?"

"Even if someone could identify her and the whole case went public she'd be either considered a victim, a hero, or insane. Either way there is no clear evidence she did it."

"Her guns." Sara argues

Ian looks Sara straight in her eyes "You never saw them. She didn't have them when she came to the house and she never mentioned them."

"Ian what did you do?" She asks horrified

"Nothing." Ian replies

Sara stares at him "Ian you can't tamper with my case."

"I am protecting our daughter from what could happen if anyone found out why she did it. The crime itself we both know only happened because of what we are."

"I know that!" Sara hisses. "What if someone figures out it's her?"

"Lupo forced her to do it."

"That's a lie though Ian."

"Not really. Think about it Sara; her whole life Bola has been seeking revenge while trying to stay alive. Lupo's existence was a threat to her own life. All we have to do is keep her away from having to do a polygraph."

Sara stares at Ian knowing that he is right, "All right."

"I called Gabriel and told him what happened and to search for her parents."

Sara pulls away from him crossing her arms over her chest. "Why? They just tossed her aside."

Hearing the bitterness in her voice Ian continues, "Because if we want guardianship of her they need to either sign the papers or we go through the courts. To the world she is their child."

Sara looks at him startled "Really?"

"If that's what you want." He says hesitantly

"Do you?" she asks also hesitant.

Ian wraps his arm around her waist pulling her close he cups her cheek stroking it with his thumb. "Sara she is our daughter. She has spent every lifetime trying to stay alive and stop Lupo. Now that she has succeeded with that and all of us are still alive, we have a chance to make up for the centuries when she had one of us and not the other. Even though she's spent fifteen years knowing who she is and where she belongs, she hasn't been able to do anything about it, now maybe we can give her the chance to have a family and a normal life."

Sara smiles turning her head she presses a kiss to his palm "She needs to have people who can care for her regardless. I want her to stay with us."

"Then she will." Ian smiles

Sara kisses him lightly "That's what I love about you." She brushes her fingers down his cheek "Regardless of everything you are still a big softie." As they sit down Sara sighs, "I just hope she'll be OK."

Ian puts his arm around her shoulder "She'll be fine my love."

"Once they know she's the one..." she trails off

Ian presses his lips to Sara's hair "Everything will work out."

Sara nods and is silent then speaks "Did you speak with Mrs. Ellis?"

"Yes. She said that Zeke is still asleep and hasn't woken."

"Good." Sara sighs relieved

"What about your partners?"

"I called them and told them what happened minus who she is. I don't know what I'm going to tell them about that."

"We'll figure it out... together"

"I know." Sara smiles "I know."

"Why don't you get some rest?" Ian suggests. "We'll talk about it later."

"I can't." Sara protests

"She's fine Sara. She is sleeping." He promises gently stroking her hair. He listens as she slowly drifts off to sleep.

CHAPTER 27

FEW MORNINGS LATER

Bola looks at her parents as they play with Zeke on the floor of his bedroom "I'm going to be in a lot of trouble aren't I?" Bola asks hesitantly.

Sara tears her eyes away from Zeke looking at the teen "I don't know. There will be some questions though."

"What are you going to tell them?" Bola asks curiously. "About who I am?"

"We'll tell them that you are a friend an old acquaintance of mine who came to us for help in getting away from Lupo." Ian answers

Bola nods slightly "What's going to happen to me?"

Sara looks at Ian, who nods in agreement, "Actually that's something we wanted to talk to you about."

"Talk about what?"

"Ian and I were thinking that maybe you'd like to stay here."

Bola looks at the two adults "Really?" Bola grins slightly

Sara smiles "Really."

"What about what I did? You could both get into major trouble over this." Bola reminds

"We'll figure something out." Ian assures. "Bola there's something else I need to talk to you about."

"What?"

"For you to stay with us the lawyers are going to need your parents to sign some paperwork." Ian says

Bola winces, "Good luck finding them."

"You don't know where they are?" Sara asks softly

"I haven't spoken to them since they dropped me off at the foster home." Bola shrugs "They've never been the most... reliable people on the planet."

"I'm sure Gabe will be able to find them." Sara says "Do you want to go see them once we find out where they are?"

"Thanks but no thanks." Bola says "I have enough stuff to deal with adding them into the factor I really don't need the trouble right now. You'll probably find them in a bar or jail."

"You aren't close to them." Sara remarks

"I never have been. Past memories always wreck havoc on the present life. Maybe next time I won't have the memories... sure would make life so much easier." Bola says thoughtfully

Zeke crawls over to his sister handing her one of his stuffed animals "Hi. Pway?" He smiles

Bola smiles at her brother "Sure."

Sara and Ian watch as Zeke and Bola start to play.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

"So what do you want to know?" Bola asks as she sits on the couch regarding the two detectives from the night before.

"What's your full name?" asks Detective Anderson

Bola looks away, "Annabella Janna Rafferty... everyone calls me Bola."

Detective Anderson nods "How old are you?"

"15."

"How did you meet Lupo?" asks Detective Rodriguez.

"I heard stories of some of the things he had done. I never officially met him until last night." Bola hedges

"What happened last night?" Detective Anderson asks

Bola shrugs "I don't exactly remember a lot."

"What do you remember?" Rodriguez inquires

"Lupo; threatening to kill me." Bola leans forward resting her elbows on her knees.

"Why did he want to kill you?"

"I guess he considered me a threat."

"Why?" Anderson questions

"Few people outside his inner circle ever saw him. How do you think you'd feel after years of secrecy to have a girl break that secret?"

Rodriguez looks at the teen slightly impressed "And how exactly did you do that?"

"His goons aren't low profile so they were easy to track." Bola replies

"Do you know who killed Lupo's men?" Anderson inquires

Bola shrugs "Heard rumors that's it."

"How did he manage to stab himself?" Rodriguez questions

"Like I said I don't remember much."

Upstairs Sara sits on the bed playing with Zeke. "We should be downstairs, Ian."

Ian looks at Sara "The lawyer is there to keep everything under control."

Sara nods "I know."

"When are you going back to work?"

"Dante wants me back in the morning. He's probably pissed that I haven't been in." She laughs as Zeke smiles. "He'll get over it."

Ian reaches out brushing Sara's hair back "Bola is fine Sara. Mrs. Ellis is keeping an ear out down there."

Sara nods "Has Gabe found anything?"

"He said he found some things. He'll be finished with it this afternoon."

"Good."

"The papers have been drawn up and ready to be signed. The lawyers still want to wait until the investigation is over before we get the papers signed."

"It could be a few weeks." Sara grumbles

"Possibly."

Sara nods "All right." She kisses Zeke's cheek

HOUR LATER: GABE'S APARTMENT

Ian and Gabriel stand next to the computers "Well? What did you find?"

"Here's pretty much everything." Gabe picks up a file handing it to Ian "Her father is currently in jail in Boston for assault, he'll be out in a year. Her mother is also in Boston, currently in a rehab program for the next six months for cocaine addiction." Gabe says shaking his head. "They ran a DNA test on Bola... turns out they ran the test because he wasn't sure he was her Father. When the DNA test proved he wasn't her Father, her mother was so upset over the news that she put Bola into a foster home and took off."

"They were her parents regardless of genetics." Ian says sadly

He sits at the computer "Also I did some... creative research and found the results of the test thought you might want it." Gabe finds the printout showing the results watching as Ian reads it.

"What?"

"They did a paternal DNA test."

"And?"

"She is my daughter." Ian says

"How do you know?"

"I know my own DNA from my records, it matches. Also she has an odd strand from the Witchblade."

"What about Sara?"

"Sara has the extra strand as well but they never did a maternal DNA test."

"Are you going to have it done?"

"That is ultimately Sara and Bola's choice."

"How is it she has a Witchblade strand?"

"The Witchblade is a living object thus it has DNA." Ian explains. "Since Sara and I both have it any children we have would have it."

"Kind of freaky... you two have a kid and you weren't even together." Gabe frowns "Think Irons did this?"

"I don't know. There's only one way to find out." Ian says

"What are you going to do about Bola?"

"For now get guardianship then figure it out from there."

"Think you'll be able to?"

"Have to give it a try." Ian says "Thank you Gabriel."

Gabe nods "No problem."

EVENING

Ian enters the TV room where Bola is flipping through channels and Zeke is playing with his toys. He notices Sara sitting on the couch absently flipping through a magazine. He steps up to the couch.

"What happened?" Sara asks looking up as Ian kisses the top of her head. When Ian tilts his head at the door, Sara stands following him out of the room. "Well?"

"Gabriel found both of them."

"Where?"

"Both of them are in Boston. He's in jail and she's in rehab."

"And? I know there's more... you have more look."

"Gabriel found the DNA test when they did the paternity test."

"And?"

"It seems I am her Father. There wasn't a DNA test done on her and her mother because no one thought to do it."

Sara nods "Make's sense. What now?"

"Immo did a DNA test on Zeke so the markers are known. Do you want to know?"

Sara runs her fingers over the stone "I already know." She brushes her hair behind her ear "So what else?"

"Bola has DNA that isn't either of ours."

Sara looks at her wrist "You mean..."

"She has an odd strand like Zeke does."

Sara glances back into the room where Bola is involved in watching a cartoon "I still don't get how it managed to do that with only one of us but both of us?"

"Regardless of us being together the Witchblade is still part of both of us. It follows us through out our lives."

Sara sighs, "I'm beginning to understand that more."

"I talked to the lawyers they think it might be best to wait until after this is all taken care of. In the meantime they will write up the papers and when things are taken care of they will contact her parents and see about them signing them."

"Good." She looks at Bola "Want to tell her about them?"

"She deserves to know. They are still her parents."

"I know. I just get the feeling that there were no feelings even before the test results."

"Same." Ian nods "Do we want to do this tonight?"

"What choice do we have?" Sara asks

Ian nods leaning down he kisses her forehead. "Why don't I take Zeke up to bed then we'll talk to Bola?"

"Good." Sara walks past him returning to the library. She picks Zeke off the floor kissing his cheek before handing him to Ian. "Night kiddo."

"No." Zeke whines squirming

"Yes." Ian says walking out of the library, "You are going to bed."

She watches as Ian carries Zeke out of the library.

Bola tears her eyes away from the TV "So why aren't you two married?" She asks curiously as Ian and Zeke leave the room.

Sara sits down "We haven't discussed it. I don't think either of us is ready for that."

"Whatever." Bola looks back at the TV

Sara shakes her head slightly amused at the girl's tone. Ten minutes later Sara senses Ian's approach and looks toward the door as Ian enters. "Is he asleep?"

Ian nods stopping to kiss her head "He was asleep when I put him down." As he sits beside Sara, the library door opens and Mrs. Ellis enters. "Yes Mrs. Ellis?"

"I am making a list for tomorrows shopping I wanted to see if anyone needs anything."

"Can you get me some smokes?" Bola asks without looking over

"No" Sara and Ian say together.

Bola rolls her eyes "Whatever."

"I don't need anything Mrs. Ellis." Sara assures

Ian shakes his head in response.

"All right." Mrs. Ellis walks out of the library

"I'll just get some smokes some other way." Bola states

"Bola there's something Ian and I want to talk to you about."

"What?" Bola looks at them both.

"Gabriel found your parents." Ian says

"Which ones in jail?" She asks with a sigh

"Your father, your mother's in rehab." Sara answers wincing as she sees the flash of pain in the girl's eyes.

"Hm" Bola grunts. "I'd have thought it the other way around. Where are they?"

"They both are in Boston." Sara answers

"What's he in for this time?"

"Assault." Ian replies

"Why am I not surprised?" Bola sighs running her hands over her face. "How long are they in for?"

"He's up for parole next year and your mother will be out of the program in six months."

Bola nods after a moment she speaks "How long until this stuff is over?" She asks changing the subject.

At her change in topic Sara winces "Few weeks at least. Hopefully they have gathered enough evidence." Sara shrugs

Bola nods "Good. I'm getting sick of the questions." She rubs her forehead "Anything else?"

"Not now." Sara says seeing the exhaustion on Bola's face

"Later." Bola stands walking out of the room.

Sara leans against Ian "What now?"

"She needs to go to school Sara."

"Let's give her some time to get used to being stationary before we talk to her about that."

Ian nods stroking Sara's arm "Probably a good idea."

"Think everything will work out?"

"It will."

"I hope so."

Bola enters her room sitting on the bed she closes her eyes taking a deep breath 'I really want all of this to work out. They are my real parents... I feel safe with them. I belong here with them.'

CHAPTER 28

WEEK LATER

Sara knocks on Bola's door

"Yeah"

Sara enters the bedroom to find Bola flipping through a magazine. "Hey what are you up too?"

"Nothing. What's up?" Bola tosses the magazine aside

Sara sits on the edge of the bed "Well Ian and I have been talking about school."

"What? Why? I don't need school." Bola says

"You do. It's your choice what school you want to go to but you are going." Sara says then sighs seeing the look on Bola's face "Bola you said you want to try and live a normal life... and normal kids your age go to school."

Bola groans, "I haven't been to school in two years."

"Well once you get into things you'll do fine. Now we'll need to figure out what school you want to go to."

"What are my choices?" Bola asks after a moment

"You can go to public school, private, or alternative. It's your choice."

"Most private are religious. I don't do uniforms."

"OK." Sara nods "All we want is for you to be able to live a normal life now."

"I know."

"It won't be so bad. You'll make some friends."

"Yeah I guess."

"Now I have the next two days off but unfortunately Ian has to go to meetings all day tomorrow and part of the next. Why don't we go look at schools for part of the day tomorrow and then go do some shopping for school? And if you don't find a school you like tomorrow then we'll continue looking the next day."

"Sure I guess." Bola shrugs

"All right. Dinner should be ready soon. Oh Gabe's here for dinner."

"Cool." Bola gets off the bed walking with Sara out of her bedroom.

As they walk down the stairs just as Zeke comes bounding out of the library laughing.

"Get back here you." Gabriel walks out of the library.

"Mama." Zeke laughs ducking behind his Mama's legs.

"Chasing my son again?" Sara laughs

"Just playing, Chief." Gabriel smiles

"Where's Ian?" Sara asks

"He went to put his newest acquisition away." Gabe replies

Zeke walks over to Bola tugging on her pant leg "Up pwease." He requests holding his arms up and grinning.

Unable to resist the cute grin Bola picks him up "Hey"

"Hi" Zeke smiles

"So Bola what's up with you?"

"Not much. Catching up on my sleep and reading." Bola shrugs "Playing with Zeke."

"Zeke loves the extra attention." Sara laughs

Fredrick walks into the foyer "Dinner is on the table."

"Thank you Fredrick." Sara smiles < Ian dinner is on the table. >

< I will be right in. >

"Let's go eat." Sara suggests

"Where's Ian?" Bola asks

"He'll be there in a while." Sara answers

Ten minutes later Ian walks into the dining room smiling at the sight of Sara feeding Zeke a piece of bread while Bola laughs at something Gabriel had said. 'My family... even Gabriel is part of this family.'

Sara notices Ian in the doorway watching them with a faint smile. "Hey where have you been?"

"Sorry I got distracted by something." Ian walks over to Sara handing her a manila envelope. "Here I think you might like this."

Sara looks at the envelope "What is it?"

"Open it." Ian sits down next to her watching Sara open the envelope removing the papers inside.

Sara scans the papers < They signed them? >

< It took some convincing but yes. >

Sara looks at Bola who is talking with Gabe < She gets to stay? >

< Yes. >

Sara leans over kissing Ian's cheek "Thank you."

< Do you want to tell her now or later? >

< After dinner. >

Ian nods picking up his fork.

HOUR LATER

Seeing Zeke rub at his eyes Sara stands picking Zeke off the floor "Come on you, time for bed."

"No Mama." Zeke yawns squirming half-heartedly

"I better get going." Gabe says. "I have to call a client. Later" He calls walking out of the library.

"Bye Gabe." Sara calls while trying to get Zeke to stay still. "Bola we need to talk after I put Zeke down."

Bola nods "Not going anywhere." She goes over to the bookcase looking the titles over trying to find something to read. After finding a book, she flops on the couch and opens it.

Sara carries Zeke into his room setting him on the changing table. She removes his shoes and socks. "Have fun today sweetie?"

Zeke nods sleepily as he sucks on his fingers.

"Did you have fun playing with Bola?"

"Bowa fun." He says pulling his fingers out of his mouth.

"Yes she is." Sara smiles

HALF HOUR LATER

Sara enters the library to find Bola on the couch reading as Ian sits in his chair staring at the laptop screen. She walks over to Ian kissing his cheek.

"Zeke asleep?" Ian asks

"Yes."

"Want to tell her now?" Ian asks looking at Bola

Sara nods "Yeah."

Ian stands picking up the envelope. "Bola"

"Yeah" she glances up from her reading "Something up?"

"We wanted to talk to you." Sara says sitting beside Bola.

Ian hands Bola the envelope

"What is this?" Bola asks opening the envelope, she removes the papers looking at Sara and Ian "I get to stay?" she grins

Sara nods "As long as you want."

"How'd you get them to agree?" Bola asks

"They had a creative discussion." Ian answers. "The lawyers informed me that your mother would like to hear from you. She's worried."

Bola shrugs "Maybe later."

"It's your decision." Sara says

Bola returns the papers to the envelope handing them back to Ian. "Thanks for letting me stay."

"We want you to stay Bola. We like having you here." Sara says

"I like being here." Bola admits shyly. "Well, I'm going to go finish reading this book. Night."

"Night." Sara and Ian say as the girl walks out of the library. Sara looks at Ian "I'm really glad she's staying." Sara states

"As am I." Ian kisses Sara's forehead.

NEXT MORNING

Sara looks at Bola as she parks the car "What do you think?"

Bola looks at the building "I don't know."

"I know you don't want to go to school. I didn't either at your age but you need to go."

"I just never fit in with kids my age."

"Neither did I... and I really doubt Ian did either. Look it won't be so bad."

"Maybe."

"Now come on we're supposed to meet with the Principal in ten." Sara removes the car door stepping out. "This place looks nice."

"I guess." Bola shrugs closing the car door.

"Think of it this way... if Ian had his choice you'd be at an all girls school."

Bola smiles slightly

"Come on kiddo" Sara slings her arm around Bola's shoulder "Once we get this over we can go get food then head to the next school."

"How many are we going to?"

"There are four in all. Ian vetoed some of the other schools. He thinks they're too crowded and violent and lack proper security."

"I thought this was my decision Sara." Bola says

"It is... pretty much. Since the whole thing with Zeke, Ian has become a little... obsessive about security. He doesn't even like Zeke going out without one of us."

"I can take care of myself." Bola reminds

"We know... we just don't want you to be put in the situation where you need to. We want you to have the chance to live like a kid with no worries. We have two schools to look at today. If you don't find one you like today then we won't have to look tomorrow."

Bola nods "OK."

"Now come on kid." Sara guides Bola towards the doors "Let's get this done."

"Can't we just lie and say I've graduated?"

"No."

"Oh fine." Bola grumbles walking with Sara into the building.

As they enter the office, Sara greets the secretary, "Hi we're here to see Principal Mathers."

"Oh yes you are looking to enroll a new student." The secretary nods picking up the phone "Your nine o'clock is here." She hangs up "He'll be right with you." She smiles "Have a seat."

"Thank you." Sara nods sitting beside Bola.

"This bites." Bola grumbles

"You're going."

"Fine."

"Miss Pezzini, I'm Principal Mathers." A short, dark-haired man greets walking out from the office. "You must be Miss Rafferty." He smiles at the dark-haired teen.

"Everyone calls me Bola."

"Interesting nickname." Principal Mathers states

"Yeah well I've never been an Annabella." Bola shrugs

"Come into my office."

Once they sit down Sara speaks "Bola recently moved in with us and we're looking for a school that can suit her."

"Well this is a highly regarded school." Principal Mathers remarks. "Bola what kind of activities are you interested in?" he inquires looking at the teen.

"I'm not sure. It's been a while since I've been in school." Bola admits reluctantly

Principal Mathers lifts his brow "If I may ask how long has it been?"

Bola shifts uncomfortably "Two years maybe more."

"We've contacted her last school and whatever school she decides to attend they'll send her file." Sara informs the Principal. "While she was getting situated into the current situation Ian arranged for her to be tested for what grade she can be accepted into." Sara removes an envelope from her pocket handing it to the Principal.

The Principal opens the envelope removing the paper he reads it. After a second he speaks, "You tested above average on everything for someone your age." He looks at Bola

"I may not have attended school but I did still learn things." Bola shrugs

"Well what are you interested in?"

"I'm not sure. Lots of things I guess."

"Well we have an excellent honors program and with these scores you could easily get in or even skip a grade. We have sports... volleyball, basketball, soccer... tennis, and swim team. We have clubs like chess, French, Latin, Audio-Visual, Honors, and some others as well. Our academics are excellent as well as our teachers."

Sara nods "How many kids in a class?"

"The normal class size is between twenty-five and thirty students. The Honors classes are smaller. Are you interested in art?" he asks Bola

"Somewhat. I've never stayed anywhere long enough to get into anything."

"We have an excellent art program. Why don't I give you the tour and introduce you to some of the teachers you might have and some of the students who might be in your classes."

"Sure" Bola shrugs

HOUR LATER

Sara looks at Bola as they get into the car "What do you think?"

"I'm not sure. The Principal and the teachers seemed nice. There seems to be a lot of interesting kids."

"See the one with pink hair?" Sara grins

Bola smiles

"So do you like this school or do you want to go to the next one?"

"Let's just drive by first before we eat... I'm starved."

"So am I." Sara smiles starting the car as her phone rings. She groans reaching into her pocket removing it and flips it open, "Pezzini" she greets

"Hello beautiful."

Sara rests the phone on her shoulder "Hey you. What are you up too?"

"I just wanted to hear your voice. How did it go?"

"Good. How's it going with you?"

"I suddenly have a new appreciation for living in the shadows." Ian says dryly

"Come on you don't miss it."

"At least then the only person I had to listen to was you and Fa... him. Then no one noticed me so I never had to speak or listen. Now I have to listen to what is said."

"Yes but now you live your own life." Sara reminds as she backs out of the parking spot.

"I know but sometimes I wish I could still be invisible." He sighs sadly then changes the topic. "How's Bola doing?"

"Fine though she keeps trying to talk me out of the whole school issue."

"We could just get her a tutor."

"We've had that discussion Nottingham."

"I better go. I'll see you guys at home."

"Sure. Bye." Sara hangs up

"So what's he up too?"

"He's getting very annoyed with people." Sara remarks "It happens... one of the reasons I'm glad he doesn't deal with them every day."

"Why does he insist on continuing what his Father started?"

Sara shrugs "Ian has loyalty issues over Irons."

"What was he like? I mean I've asked Ian and he doesn't say much about him."

"Its not a topic Ian and I get into."

"Why?" Bola asks curiously

Sara winces "Because I killed him."

"How?"

"I ran him through after he tried to kill me." Sara answers

"Wow. How'd Ian take that?"

"He threatened to kill me. Called a one night truce and that ended the next morning. Couple days later he hired some people to kill me... he went a little... nuts after Irons death."

"Disassociative fugue?"

Sara looks at Bola

"I read a lot." Bola says sheepishly

"You definitely got his brains." Sara remarks "He returned to sanity apologized and I forgave him... he was killed when he tried to end the contract he put out on me."

"It brought him back" Bola nods at Sara's wrist

Sara nods "Yes. Irons could be charming at times but he was cruel as well. Ian put up with a lot from Irons... more than anyone else would. I would love it if Ian walked away from that life, a life that has caused him nothing but pain yet I know walking away is hard for him since that is the only life he has ever known. If he's ever ready to walk away then I'll be happy, if he's never ready..." Sara shrugs "I'll deal."

"You love him regardless."

Sara nods "He can be a pain in the ass but I love him. So where do you want to eat?"

"Anywhere's fine."

EVENING

"Hey Fredrick." Sara greets as they enter the mansion

"Hello Miss Sara, Miss Bola." Fredrick greets noticing the bags they carry "More in the car?"

"A few."

"I will have them brought in."

"Thanks. Is he back yet?" Sara asks removing her jacket

"He is upstairs with Ezekiel." Fredrick answers taking the jackets he hangs them up in the closet. "Dinner should be ready in a few minutes."

"Thanks." Sara smiles "Bola why don't you take your things up to your room."

"Sure. Thanks Sara."

"You're welcome kiddo." Sara watches Bola bound up the stairs with the bags. She shakes her head picking up the remaining bags she follows Bola up the stairs setting the bags in the hallway. She enters Zeke's room where Ian is sitting on the floor while Zeke is playing with his blocks.

Zeke looks up and grins "Mama" he scrambles to his feet running over to the doorway

Sara lifts Zeke up kissing his nose "Hey baby. Did you have fun today?"

"Bowa?"

"She's in her room." Sara smiles knowing how much the boy adores the teen.

"Bowa pway?"

"After dinner I'm sure she'll play with you." Sara assures "Are you going to give me a hug?"

Zeke throws his arms around her neck hugging her tight kissing her cheek. "Mama"

Sara smiles at Ian as she hugs Zeke.

WHILE LATER

"What did you think of the schools you looked at today?" Ian asks Bola as he offers Zeke a piece of bread.

"I liked the first one better." Bola remarks thoughtfully. "The teachers seemed nice."

"Do you want to go there?" Sara asks

Bola shrugs "It wouldn't be so bad to be there."

"Do you want to look at the other schools?" Sara asks

"Nah. Why bother putting off the inevitable ending of me being back in the hell that is school."

Ian nods "I'll have your transcripts sent there tomorrow and see if you can start the day after tomorrow."

"Sure"

"Are you going to do any extracurricular activities?" Sara asks

"Not my thing." Bola answers as she takes a bite of her chicken.

"That's your choice." Sara says

"Mama" Zeke points at her plate then opens his mouth.

Sara laughs at his tone, "Here you go." She hands him a green bean watching as he sticks it in his mouth. "Like that?"

Zeke nods as he chews.

MIDNIGHT

Sara walks into the gym rubbing her eyes when she finds Ian doing push-ups "Ian it's midnight come to bed."

"I'll be there in a minute." Ian says without stopping.

Sara walks over to him sitting on his lower back she runs her hands over his back "Come on Ian. Zeke is asleep. Bola's in her room watching TV." Sara presses a light kiss to his shoulder blade.

Ian stops his push-ups moving to his back looking up at Sara. "What do you have in mind?"

Sara leans down kissing him her lips moving down his neck.

LATER

Sara trails her fingers over the tattoo on Ian's forearm she snuggles back against Ian's chest as they lay in their bed. "Love you." She murmurs

"I love you sweet Sara."

"Night."

"Goodnight."

CHAPTER 29

2 MORNINGS LATER

"Bola you're going to be late for school." Sara prods the teen as she passes the girl's room after changing Zeke. "Be downstairs in five."

"I will" Bola assures as she stares at her reflection in the mirror.

With Zeke in her arms, her backpack on her back, Sara heads down the stairs to the library where Ian is on the phone. Sara kisses Zeke's cheek "Be good for Daddy baby."

Zeke nods

"Hug and kiss?" Sara smiles as the boy hugs her tightly and kisses her cheek. "Thank you." Sara sets him on the floor behind the safety fence where his toys are. She jumps feeling Ian hug her from behind. "Stop doing that." She slaps his arm lightly

"Sorry, beautiful." Ian kisses her cheek. "Is Bola ready for school?"

"Almost. Don't forget to pick her up at three."

"I won't." Ian assures.

Sara turns hearing the familiar sound of Bola's boots banging down the stairs. She turns and kisses Ian gently "I'll see you tonight."

Ian nods "I love you Sara."

Sara smiles "I love you too." She reluctantly steps out of his arms. "I better get going otherwise Dante's going to chew me out." Sara walks out to the foyer where Bola is sitting on the bottom step. "Ready?"

"Yeah." Bola stands grabbing her backpack she slings it over her shoulder. "Later" She nods at Ian.

"I'll be at the school to pick you up at three." Ian assures

Bola nods following Sara out of the mansion to the waiting car. "So what's up for you today?" She inquires as they get into the car.

"Looking into a new case. Nothing much." Sara says starting the car pulling away from the mansion.

WHILE LATER

Bola shifts as she and Sara enter the front office.

"Oh hello Miss Pezzini." The secretary greets

Sara nods "Here's the paperwork." She hands the secretary all the paperwork she and Ian had filled out the night before.

"Yes Annabella's previous school said they'd fax her transcript sometime today."

"Bola." Bola corrects quickly "No one calls me Annabella."

"Bola... sorry." The secretary smiles "Oh yes Jenna."

Bola notices a blond haired girl beside her. She nods in greeting

"Hi I'm Jenna Rieliegh. I've been assigned to show you around."

"Names Bola." Bola says in return

"Jenna is in all of your classes she'll show you where your locker is. Here is your schedule, the school rules, and locker combination. If you need anything else Jenna will be able to help you."

Bola nods "Yeah sure."

"Have fun kid. Ian will pick you up at three." Sara reminds

"Come on I'll show you where your locker is." Jenna says

With a slight pleading look to Sara, Bola follows the other girl out of the office.

"So where are you from Bola?" Jenna questions once they are out of the office

"Around, I move a lot." Bola answers

"That you're Mom?"

"Kind of." Bola hedges

"Ahh step-mom huh?"

"More like guardian. Sara and her boyfriend Ian took me in."

Jenna glances at the dark-haired girl curiously "What about your Mom and Dad?"

"Around." Bola shrugs "We don't speak to each other; we kind of had a falling out." Bola shifts her backpack on her shoulder as they walk through the growing crowd of students.

"Our first class is open period. Mostly we do homework and some catch up on sleep."

Bola nods

"Are you going to join Honors club?" When Bola looks at her curiously, Jenna shrugs "These classes are Honors classes." She nods at Bola's schedule.

"I'm not sure. I haven't decided." Bola admits. "I've had a lot on my mind lately."

"Well Honors club is a lot of fun. We go on field trips and things." Jenna says

Bola nods

30 MINS LATER: PRECINCT

Sara enters the office where her partners are sitting around. "Hey."

"You're on time." Danny remarks surprised

Sara shrugs dropping her backpack on the floor and hanging her jacket up "I had to drop Bola off at school. Return some papers to the schools office."

"How'd Bola take to going to school?" Jake asks leaning back in his chair

"She's pissed but she agreed to go." Sara answers sitting at her desk "It'll do her some good. She'll make some friends."

"She seems like a good kid." Jake remarks

Sara smiles faintly "She is. Now let's get to work huh."

AFTERNOON

Bola steps off school property moments after the bell rings. She fishes into her backpack removing a battered packet of cigarettes and a lighter. "Thank God." She mutters removing a cigarette from the pack sticking it in her mouth, she lights it. She takes a deep drag blowing it out she leans against the pole. She brings the cigarette to her lips about to take another drag when a hand grabs her wrist. She groans, "Come on I haven't had a smoke in over a week at least let me have one in peace."

"You're underage." Ian states removing the cigarette from her he drops it on the ground putting it out. "That and it's not good for you."

"Where's shortie?"

"Zeke is at the house sleeping. I had to go to the office and pick up some papers. The cars parked down the street. Have everything you need?"

Bola nods lifting up her backpack.

"Homework?"

"Some." Bola walks with Ian towards the car. She tosses her backpack in the back seat then gets into the front seat as Ian starts the car.

"How was your first day?" Ian asks

"Interesting." Bola answers as she buckles the seatbelt. "God I could use a drink." She runs her fingers through her hair as Ian pulls out into traffic.

"No."

"Come on... one glass of vodka won't kill me."

"Yes well Sara will kill both of us if I let you have drink."

Bola sighs "Fine." She remains silent the rest of the way to the mansion. Once at the mansion she gets out of the car heading up to the front door as Fredrick opens the door.

"Hello Miss Bola... if you are hungry Cook made some cookies."

Bola smiles slightly dropping her backpack on the chair in the foyer heading back to the kitchen. She enters the kitchen inhaling the smell of fresh chocolate chip cookies.

"Oh hello Miss Bola." Cook greets looking up from the cookbook. "Would you like some milk and cookies?"

"Sure." Bola says sitting at the kitchen table.

Ian walks into the mansion "Hello Fredrick."

"Hello sir."

"Is Zeke still asleep?"

"Yes. Mrs. Ellis checked on him a while ago."

Ian nods hanging his overcoat up in the closet noticing Bola's backpack on the chair. "Where's Bola?"

"Kitchen. Cook made some cookies."

Ian looks at Fredrick surprised. "Cook made cookies? That doesn't happen often."

"No it doesn't." Fredrick agrees

Ian makes his way back to the kitchen where Bola is at the kitchen table eating cookies. "Bola, don't forget to take your things upstairs."

"I won't forget." Bola assures taking a drink of her milk.

"Sir would you like something to eat?" Cook inquires

"No thank you. I will be in the gym." Ian walks out of the kitchen.

"How was school Miss Bola?" Cook asks

Bola shrugs "Lame. But Sara and Ian said I have to go."

"Its good for you." Cook states

"That's what they say." Bola sighs taking a sip of her milk.

EVENING

"MAMA" Zeke says happily running towards his Mama as she enters the foyer.

Sara laughs picking Zeke up "Hey you." She kisses his nose "How's my Zeke?"

"Mama home." He grins hugging his Mama tight "Pway?"

"We can play after I put my things away." Sara answers smiling at Ian as he comes out of the library in search of the child, "Did you escape from Daddy?"

Zeke lifts his shoulders

Sara taps his nose "No running from Daddy. Where's Bola?" She asks looking at Ian

"Upstairs doing her homework I assume." Ian says taking Zeke from Sara kissing her sweetly.

"Mmm. I'm going to go put my stuff away and check in on her." Sara picks up her backpack heading up the stairs. She stops in the bedroom setting her backpack down in the corner she removes her gun from the holster hooked on the back of her jeans. She walks into the closet where one of the numerous gun safes in the house is hidden. She punches in the combination and opens the safe setting her gun inside. After securing her gun, Sara walks out of the bedroom going to the closed door of Bola's bedroom she knocks.

"Its open." Bola yells

Sara enters to find the teen on the bed the TV on while her schoolbooks are open around her. "Hey kiddo. How was school?"

"Uh." Bola shrugs muting the TV as Sara sits beside her on the bed. "It was OK."

"Make any friends?"

"Met some kids. Friends... not something that happens with me."

"Oh you will make some friends."

"Maybe."

"What about your classes?"

"Honors classes, they'll be easy to pass."

"Good. Have you decided about after school activities?"

"Nah. I'm not sure if I want too."

Sara nods "If you don't you don't have too."

"Thanks."

"What about your teachers?"

"They seem nice."

"Good." Sara smiles "Now how about we go try and annoy Ian."

Bola grins, "You sure like trying to annoy him."

"It's the highlight of my day." Sara says dryly "I like seeing if I can get him to yell or lose his temper."

Bola shakes her head "Why?"

"It's fun." Sara shrugs "Ian doesn't lose his temper and I like seeing if I can get him too."

"Don't you think that's cruel?"

"Nah. He knows I only do it to annoy him." She throws her arm around Bola's shoulders "Come on kiddo."

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

"Hey" Bola sticks her head in the library door to find Ian reading a book and Sara looking through a file. "I'm going out for a while."

"Is your homework done?" Sara asks

"Yeah." Bola answers

"Where are you going?" Sara asks

"Not sure. Just need to get out for a while." Bola answers

"Fine but be back by 11." Sara says

"Sure." Bola nods "Night."

"Have fun. Stay out of trouble huh?"

"No problem" Bola says walking away from the door.

"Think it's a good idea she go out by herself at night?" Ian asks as the front door closes

Sara shrugs "Can't keep her inside her whole life, she's not used to not being able to come and go as she pleases. Besides I think she'll stay out of trouble."

"We don't know who of Lupo's people are still around." Ian points out.

"I know. But she can handle herself." Sara says looking at the pictures in her file of a body. "Ian what does this look like?" Sara shifts so Ian can look at the pictures

"It looks like a bite mark." Ian states after a moment.

"That's what I thought. This is the third one this month."

"Have you asked Gabriel?"

"No. Haven't had the time, I'll stop by and see him tomorrow on my lunch break." Sara sets the file on the coffee table. "I'll think about this later." She snuggles into Ian's side her head resting on his chest.

"How was work?" Ian asks running his hand down her hair

"Normal. Dante is being an ass."

"Well ignore him."

"I do." Sara says "But sometimes he gets to be overly annoying."

"I know."

"What did you do today?" Sara asks

"Mmm" Ian presses a kiss to Sara's hair "The same as always. You know I was thinking..."

"About what?"

"If you aren't working this weekend why don't we head up to the house? Bola hasn't been up there yet." He remarks

"I don't know if I'm working. Dante has been pulling the 'You'll work when I say you'll work' card. He's looking for any excuse to fire me."

"He won't fire you."

"I hope not." Sara sighs

"He won't."

CHAPTER 30

7AM

"Morning" Bola mutters walking into the dining room to find only Ian there.

"You came in late." Ian remarks

"Sorry." Bola says sitting down at the table. "Where's Sara?"

"She was called in early. I'll drop you off at school."

"Thanks." Bola takes a bite of her pancakes.

"Where'd you go last night?" Ian asks curiously

"Nowhere really, just walked around." She shrugs "Just needed to get out. Not used to having to stay in one place for long."

Ian nods "Its fine if you stay out but next time call and check in. Sara was worried."

"Sorry."

"What time do you need to be at school?" Ian asks

"First class is at 8."

"All right. I'm going to go get Zeke up, be ready to leave in half an hour." Ian stands walking out of the dining room. He makes his way up the stairs to Zeke's room to find the boy sitting up rubbing his eyes. Ian smiles turning off the monitor he picks Zeke up.

"Daddy." Zeke says sleepily

"Morning Zeke. Did you sleep well?"

Zeke nods rubbing his eyes "Mama?"

"Mama had to go to work early."

"Mama no hug, no kiss." Zeke grumbles

Ian sets the boy on the changing table "Let's get you changed. We need to drop Bola off at school."

"Bowa pway?"

"She has to go to school. Maybe when she returns from school she'll play with you."

"Daddy pway?"

"Later." Ian quickly changes Zeke. "Done. Feel better?"

Zeke nods holding his arms up, "Up Daddy."

Ian drops the dirty diaper in the garbage can then picks Zeke up. "Let's go get you some breakfast before we take Bola to school."

Zeke sticks his fingers in his mouth as he tugs on his Father's hair "Miss Mama."

"I know." Ian walks out of the bedroom as Bola walks up the stairs

"Bowa." Zeke wiggles his fingers

"Hey shortie."

"After he has breakfast it'll be time to go." Ian calls

"Sure." Bola replies

45 MINS LATER

"I'll pick you up at 3." Ian says as Bola opens the door.

Bola nods "Sure." She closes the door walking up the stairs when Jenna joins her. "Hey." She greets

"Hey who was that?" Jenna asks curiously

Bola tucks a strand of hair behind her ear "Ian... he's Sara's boyfriend."

"He's hot." Jenna grins

'He's my Father.' Bola mentally protests. "I guess." She shrugs

"So did you do your homework?"

Bola nods "Yes."

"It was kind of easy huh?"

"Kind of." Bola answers

"Some of us are going clubbing tonight. Wanna come with?"

"Which club?" Bola asks as they enter the school.

"Underground club. We're meeting at 9 at the Denny's down the street."

"I might be able to go. It all depends on whether or not I get my homework done."

"Well if you can..."

Bola nods "Thanks. I'll see."

WHILE LATER

Ian walks into the dining room where Mrs. Ellis is trying to get Zeke cleaned up. "Is he being stubborn?"

"When isn't he?" Mrs. Ellis says dryly

"Daddy." Zeke grins banging his hands against the highchair tray. "Daddy"

"I'll finish getting him cleaned up." Ian says

Mrs. Ellis nods standing handing Ian the damp washcloth. "Enjoy."

As Mrs. Ellis walks out of the dining room Ian looks at Zeke, "Are you trying Mrs. Ellis's patience Zeke?"

Zeke grins "Up" he holds his arms out

"Let's get the food off your face first." Ian wipes at Zeke's face and hands. "There." He sets the washcloth on the table then lifts Zeke out of the highchair. "Let's go get you dressed huh?"

"Daddy Mama?"

"Mama will be home tonight." Ian assures carrying the boy out of the dining room.

"Pway Daddy?"

"We'll play after your dressed."

NOON: HIGH SCHOOL

Bola sits in the cafeteria with Jenna and some other kids from their classes.

"So Bola what do you think of our school?" asks Rachel Turnow.

"Seems decent." Bola shrugs

"What about your last school?" Michael Jenkins asks

"It was OK." Bola hedges listening absently as the others talk.

EVENING

"How was school?" Sara asks as they sit down for dinner

"Fine. The girl Jenna invited me to join her and the others to hang out tonight."

"Are you going to go?" Sara asks

Bola shrugs "I'm not sure."

"Well if you do go be back on time tonight." Sara says

"Sorry about that. I lost track of time."

Sara nods "I figured."

"Mama" Zeke opens his mouth

"Here you go." Sara sticks a piece of bread in Zeke's mouth watching as he chews thoughtfully. "Like it?" She asks as he swallows

Zeke nods reaching for his bottle he sticks it in his mouth drinking. He grunts reaching out with one hand for his mother.

"Did he get a nap today?" Sara asks

"A short one." Ian replies with a shrug "He's probably going to go down early tonight."

Sara lifts Zeke out of the highchair settling him on her lap. "Better?"

Zeke nods resting his head against his mother's chest as he drinks from his bottle.

With one arm supporting Zeke, Sara continues eating her dinner.

WHILE LATER

Sara looks down at Zeke and smiles seeing him asleep against her chest his bottle still in his mouth. She runs her hand over his hair.

< Do you want me to take him upstairs? >

Sara shakes her head shifting Zeke she carefully takes the bottle from him setting it on the table. Removing the bottle from his grasp, Sara holds her breath as Zeke stirs sleepily. When he settles back to sleep Sara lifts him to her shoulder, "I'm going to put him to bed." She stands carrying Zeke out of the dining room.

"Bola have you finished your homework?" Ian inquires

Bola nods "Didn't have much to do."

Ian nods "If you go out take the phone that's on the hall table and be back by 11."

"I think I'm going to stay in tonight."

"All right."

"I'm going to go read ahead in my English book." Bola stands "I'll be upstairs."

Ten minutes after leaving the dining room, Sara feels Ian hug her from behind "Mmm" She turns her head kissing his jaw. "Where's Bola?"

"She's in her room. She said she was going to do some reading." Ian answers softly as he steps back to allow Sara to change Zeke. < I missed you. >

Sara smiles < Missed you too. > She removes Zeke's shirt setting it in the pile of dirty clothes in the corner of the changing table. "Damn, Ian can you get one of his sleepers?"

"Sure." Ian goes over to the dresser opening the second drawer he removes a green footie sleeper. He returns to the changing table and hands it to Sara. "Here."

"Thanks." Sara says carefully slipping Zeke into the sleeper as Ian removes the pile of dirty clothes tossing them down the laundry chute.

Zeke whimpers scrunching up his face and hands.

"Shh, it's OK baby." Sara lifts Zeke off the table holding him against her shoulder rubbing his back.

Zeke whimpers nuzzling into the familiar shoulder.

Sara walks the floor for a few moments as she gently rubs his back. After a few minutes, she walks over to the crib carefully setting Zeke on his back holding her breath waiting for him to stir. When he remains asleep, she exhales pulling the blanket up running her knuckle down his cheek. "Goodnight baby." She says softly smiling when she feels Ian wrap his arms around her shoulders. < I love watching him sleep. >

< I know if I can't find you next to me, I always know I can find you here. >

LATE NIGHT

Sara knocks then enters Bola's room to find the teen asleep on her bed with her books open. Sara smiles at the sight then walks over to the bed carefully she removes the books from the bed pulling the covers up. She brushes Bola's hair back 'Sleep well.' She turns off the bedside lamp walking to the door she turns off the lights before walking out of the room. She enters her and Ian's room just as Ian walks out of the bathroom.

"Is she asleep?" Ian asks

Sara nods "She fell asleep while reading." She settles on the bed looking at Ian thoughtfully.

"What's wrong my love?" Ian inquires

Sara runs her fingers over the stone "Just thinking..."

"About?" Ian prompts as he pulls on a pair of pajama bottoms.

"Do you ever wonder how things would have been different if it hadn't interfered in Bola's existence?" Sara muses

Ian gazes at Sara as she looks at her wrist. "At times, mostly I know there's a reason she wasn't born to us this time. One day we'll know what that reason is." Seeing the look on her face he sits next to Sara pulling her close, "She's here now Sara." He kisses her temple

Sara nods smiling slightly "I know... I'm glad she is. This is where she belongs." Sara rests her head on his shoulder.

"It is."

"Think she'll stay?"

"What do you mean?"

Sara pulls back "Come on Ian... she's lived on her own for years; she's never had to stay anywhere for very long and she's used to being on her own. God knows if her parents even paid any attention to her. I want her to stay but I just wonder if one day she'll get bored and decide to take off."

"We'll have to see. Its too early to know for sure what she'll do."

Sara nods "I know." She brushes her lips over his "I love you Ian."

"I love you too."

CHAPTER 31

OVER 2 MONTHS LATER

(6 1/2 weeks)

Sara swallows heavily as she leans against the counter in the empty women's bathroom at the precinct. She rubs her forehead and groans. After a few moments, she walks out of the bathroom heading to the office where she finds her partners working.

"Are you OK Pez?" Danny asks seeing the look on her face.

Sara shakes her head "Well I'm off."

"What are you doing the rest of the day?" Jake asks

"Get some sleep and spend some time with my family. I'll see you guys tomorrow." She grabs her jacket and helmet walking out the door.

30 MINS LATER: 1111 FAUST

Sara leans against the doorframe of the nursery watching as Ian readies Zeke for his afternoon nap. She smiles slightly 'He's such a good Daddy.'

Ian looks over at the doorway "Hello my love." He lifts Zeke off the changing the table.

Zeke grins, "Mama, kiss." He requests

Sara walks over kissing Zeke "Hey sweetie. Are you going to give Mama a hug?"

"Hug" Zeke holds his arms out

Sara takes Zeke from Ian smiling as the boy hugs her. "I missed you." Sara says tapping Zeke's nose

"Miss Mama." Zeke rubs at his eyes

"It's time for you to take a nap." Sara says kissing Zeke's forehead before handing him to Ian.

"No. Pway Mama." Zeke says sleepily

"We'll play later." Sara smiles at the sight of Zeke rubbing his eyes sleepily. She looks at Ian "We need to talk Ian."

Ian lifts his brow "I'll put him down and be right in." He watches as Sara walks out of the nursery. "Let's put you down."

Sara enters the bedroom kicking off her shoes she goes over to the window she leans against the wall looking out over the yard. She rests her head against the window. 'Wonder how he'll take this.' She rubs her forehead as Ian enters the room. "Is he asleep?"

"Almost." He leans against the wall opposite her.

"Where's Bola?"

"She's out with some people from school. She'll be back for dinner." He frowns "What's wrong?" he asks concerned.

Sara takes a deep breath looking at Ian "I'm pregnant." She watches as he goes from stunned to smiling relief washes over her.

"You're pregnant." When she nods he smiles taking her face between his hands he kisses her

sweetly.

Relieved at his reaction Sara slides her arms around his neck "So you're OK with this?" She asks softly as he breaks the kiss.

"Why wouldn't I be?" Ian asks her puzzled "We did discuss it."

"Yeah true. I guess I just hoped it would have been when Zeke was a little older and everything with Bola is settled." Sara says brushes her fingers over his beard. "But I guess it had other ideas."

"A baby." Ian says awed

Sara smiles their faces inches apart, "Yeah a baby."

Ian lifts Sara off the floor as he hugs her. "I love you Sara."

"I love you." She echoes hugging him her lips meeting his in a hungry kiss.

LATER

Ian looks at Sara napping beside him and smiles faintly 'A baby.' He reaches out brushing a strand of hair off Sara's face.

Feeling the tender touch Sara smiles opening her eyes to find Ian watching her with a slight smile, "Hi" She stretches her arms over her head.

"Hello my love." Ian says softly

"Is he up yet?"

"No. He should be awake soon."

Sara reaches up scratching at his beard. "Think Zeke will like having a little sister?"

"I think he'll enjoy having someone to play with."

"Zeke's fifteen months so he'll be two when this ones born."

"Good enough age difference." He runs his forefinger down her nose.

Sara shifts to her side her hand going to his cheek. "Think you'll be able to handle a cranky, pregnant Wielder?"

"I guess we'll have to see." Ian runs his hand down Sara's side "I think we do a pretty good job of handling each other." His eyes go to the wall "You put up with all the things that make me not the most normal person."

"We put up with each other." Sara turns around her back to Ian she snuggles back against his chest smiling when he wraps his arms around her feeling Ian's large hand cover her flat middle, she covers his hand with hers.

EVENING

Sara and Ian sit on the floor of the nursery playing with Zeke. "Are you going to tell Woo and McCartey?"

"Not yet. I'll tell them in a few weeks."

Ian nods "Just be careful."

"Always am." Sara grins, "After all he's fine." Sara lifts Zeke onto her lap kissing his face getting him to laugh and squirm.

"Mama down." Zeke whines after a few seconds of hugs and kisses from his Mama.

Sara laughs setting Zeke on the floor watching the boy return to his toys.

"What about telling Bola?"

"Let's wait on that one too."

Ian nods "Are you working tomorrow?"

"Yeah. What are you doing tomorrow?"

"I have meetings all day at Vorschlag. Mrs. Ellis said that she would watch Zeke. Jeffrey will pick Bola up from school."

Sara moves over to Ian settling on his lap.

Ian hugs Sara "How are you feeling?"

"Good. Just wondering how different this pregnancy will be." She touches her middle absently as she rests her head on his shoulder.

"Mama, Daddy book." Zeke says walking over to his parents holding up his favorite book.

Sara laughs, "You sure love that book." She pulls Zeke onto her lap opening the book she begins to read.

NEXT MORNING

Sara groans in annoyance when the alarm clock beeps disturbing her peaceful sleep. She moves to hit the snooze button but frowns when she feels the heavy weight on her stomach. Sara lifts her head and smiles when she sees Ian's head on her stomach. Carefully she reaches over hitting the snooze button. Gently she strokes Ian's hair smiling as she feels him nuzzle closer "Ian" She says softly.

Feeling the gentle touch and soft voice Ian slowly lifts his head giving Sara a sleepy smile. "Morning"

He says groggily

"Morning."

Ian moves up the bed kissing Sara sweetly, he wraps his arms around her waist, and rests his head next to hers on the pillow.

Sara smiles "You're cuddly this morning."

"I don't want to get out of bed today." Ian grumbles

"Neither do I but we have no choice."

"Yes we do. You call work say your sick and you won't be coming in today and I'll call the lawyers and change the appointment. Mrs. Ellis can watch Zeke and Jeffrey can drop Bola off at school." Ian murmurs his hand gently stroking Sara's middle.

"As much as I'd love to stay in bed all day... I can't." Sara tries to move only to have Ian tighten his arms around her. "Ian come on I have to get going." Sara starts to protest only to have her words stopped by Ian's mouth covering hers in a heated kiss. Slowly she slides her arms around his shoulders her legs around his hips gasping into the kiss as he thrusts into her.

WHILE LATER

"No" Zeke shoves the spoon away

"Wow you are one grumpy baby." Sara says surprised at the boy's refusal of food. She lifts him out of the high chair.

"Sara you're going to be late if you don't leave soon." Ian states

Sara cuddles Zeke close kissing his head "I'll head out in a minute." She glances at Bola "Do you have everything for school?"

Bola shrugs "I'll go get my books" She stands walking out of the dining room.

"We need to leave in five minutes" Sara calls

"I'll be ready." Bola replies

"Mama" Zeke points at the piece of toast on her plate

Sara looks down at Zeke seeing him pointing at her plate "You want that instead?" Sara asks

"Yes" Zeke nods

Sara rips off a chunk handing the piece of buttered toast to Zeke. "Here you go."

Zeke sticks it in his mouth gumming it happily.

Sara sets the piece of toast on her plate then returns Zeke to his high chair setting the piece of toast on the tray. She kisses Zeke's head as she straightens up. She looks at Ian who is watching her. "What?"

"Nothing."

"I'll see you later then." Sara leans down kissing Ian briefly

"I love you." < Both of you. > He rests his hand on her middle

Sara smiles "I know. Love you too." She runs her hand down his beard "See you tonight?"

"Or sooner."

Sara chuckles "Won't be surprised then." She pulls away walking out of the dining room.

LATE AFTERNOON: VORSCHLAG

Ian silently groans in relief as the lawyers leave the office for a break. He takes his phone pressing the speed dial he leans back in the chair. As he listens to the phone ring, he looks around his Father's former office.

"Pezzini"

Hearing Sara's voice Ian smiles faintly "Hello beautiful."

On the other end, Sara's hand unconsciously moves to her middle as she sits in the empty office. "Hi. Where are you?"

"Still at Vorschlag." Ian answers "What about you?"

"In the office doing paperwork. How's your meeting?"

"Taking a break and I wanted to talk to you... hear your voice."

"Miss me?"

"Always do."

Sara smiles "Good thing to know." She notices Jake walking towards the office "I have to go. See you tonight."

"I love you sweet Sara."

"Love you too." Sara says "Bye" she closes the phone as Jake enters. "So what did you find?" She asks leaning back in her chair.

"I think you'll like this..."

Sara listens with interest as Jake tells her what he found.

EVENING: 1111 FAUST

Sara sits down on the rocking chair with Zeke in her arms as he drinks from his nightly bottle. "You are getting so big." She remarks as Zeke rubs at his eye with his free hand. "Pretty soon you'll be too big to rock... or I'll be too big to rock you." She brushes her knuckle down Zeke's cheek.

Zeke yawns

Sara looks up to find Ian watching them from the doorway. "Hey honey. Is Bola home yet?"

"She went out to dinner with some friends."

Sara nods "OK."

"Dinners ready." Ian informs her

Sara nods standing she carries Zeke to the crib setting him down. "Goodnight Zeke." As Zeke's eyes start to droop shut, she joins Ian in the doorway her arms going around his waist.

"Come on. Mrs. Ellis said she'd listen for him."

"Why?"

"I have a surprise for you." Ian says mysteriously

"What kind of surprise?" Sara asks curiously

"You'll see." Ian leads her down the stairs where Mrs. Ellis is speaking with Fredrick in the foyer. "Zeke is down. You know where to find us."

Mrs. Ellis nods watching the couple walk away. 'They are so much in love with each other.'

"Close your eyes"

"Why?" Sara asks lifting her brow

"It's a surprise." Ian says

At the plea in his eyes in his brown eyes Sara sighs, "Oh all right."

"You'll like it." Ian assures taking her hand. Once she closes her eyes, Ian leads Sara to the side door leading to the pool. He opens the door leading her into the pool area. "Open your eyes."

Sara opens her eyes startled at the transformation of the poolroom into a romantic scene, candles and string lights lighting the area along with the lights from the pool. A small table is set in the corner with some food. She smiles as Ian hugs her from behind "I can't believe you did this." She says blinking back tears.

Ian rests his hand on Sara's middle "I just thought we needed to celebrate."

Sara turns looking at Ian "You are so sweet." She leans up kissing him sweetly "Thank you." She murmurs

"You're welcome." He replies huskily

Seeing the look in his eyes Sara swallows heavily "Skip food for a while?"

"Sounds good to me." Ian murmurs then deepens the kiss lifting Sara into his arms he carries her over to the lounge chair.

LATER

Sara lifts her head from Ian's chest meeting his golden gaze awed by the love in his eyes. She rests her chin on her propped up hand her fingers trailing over his beard. She chuckles lightly as she hears the Witchblade purr.

"What?"

"It's happy." Sara says with a faint smile

"Are you happy?" Ian asks running his fingers down Sara's back

Sara nods "More than I've been in a long time."

"I have something... something I think you'll really like."

"What is it?" Sara questions

"Just a second." Ian carefully moves Sara off him when she grumbles he kisses her "Just a second." He goes over to a second table picking up a plain envelope he returns to the lounge chair settling in his former position. "Here." He hands Sara the envelope

"What is it?" Sara asks curiously

"Open it." Ian watches nervously as Sara opens the envelope and removes a picture.

Sara looks at the picture of a large house then at Ian.

"Before they broke into the house I was thinking about what you said about it being time to leave this place." He pauses "During the last few weeks I got to thinking... this place is on acres of land and it has the security and privacy that other places would take years to accomplish. I spoke with the lawyers today, when I told them I wanted to leave this place, they made a suggestion." He takes a deep breath "They suggested building another house on the other side of the property. I know that it's not quite what you wanted in my leaving here but-" Ian's stopped when Sara kisses him. He breaks the kiss looking at her surprised.

"Thank you." Sara smiles against his lips.

"You can decide whatever you want the house to be. They can start building as soon as you make your decision."

Sara snuggles close "Thank you."

"I want you to be happy Sara."

"I am." She assures running her fingers over his chest

"Good." Ian presses his lips to her hair.

CHAPTER 32

FEW MORNINGS LATER

(6 1/2 weeks still)

Feeling a soft kiss to her shoulder Sara smiles sleepily and turns her head "Morning."

"Morning my love." Ian murmurs sleepily "How are you feeling?" He asks

"Fine." Sara yawns stretching her arms over her head. "What time is it?"

"6:30."

"Damn." Sara mutters throwing off the covers and stands "I'm going..." She groans her head

swimming her stomach rolling "Not today." She bolts towards the bathroom slamming the door behind her and reaches the toilet just seconds before she throws up.

Ian winces hearing her gag through the closed door. A few minutes later Sara trudges out of the bathroom crawling under the covers. "Feel better?"

Sara nods "Morning sickness just had to start today." She groans in annoyance

"Why don't you stay home today?" Ian suggests

"I can't. I have to meet with some witnesses this morning." Sara mutters

"Have you made the doctor's appointment?"

"Next week sometime, I can't remember when." She rubs her forehead "God I swear I'm getting forgetful."

"You should get up and get going if you don't want to be late." Ian says gently

"I know." Sara grumbles. "I'll get up... in a minute." She snuggles against Ian.

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER

"We got nothing new." Jake says annoyed throwing his pencil on the desk.

"We'll just have to try something else." Danny remarks

"What now?" Sara rubs her wrist as her phone rings. She flips it open "Pezzini." She greets

"Miss Pezzini this is Doctor Thompson's office."

"Oh yes."

"When you informed us you wanted to make a prenatal appointment I forgot to tell you that before your first prenatal appointment we need to do a confirmation pregnancy test."

Sara sighs "Why? I already know the answer."

"It's just the way we do things. Just to be sure. Now we had a cancellation and I was wondering if you could come in for the test in an hour."

"Uh yeah sure. How long will it take?"

"Shouldn't take more than forty five minutes."

"I'll be there. Thanks." Sara closes the phone looking at her partners who are talking over strategy. "Guys something came up. I have something I need to take care of. Can you cover for me?"

"How long?"

"Couple hours." Sara answers

"Sure" Jake nods

"Not a problem."

"Thanks guys."

"When do you need to leave?" Danny asks

"Fifteen, twenty." Sara replies looking at the file before her "How about this person... Tony Ricetti? Have we spoken to him?"

"Not yet. He's still out of town." Jake answers leaning back in his chair "I've spoken with his employer who assured me he is due to return tomorrow afternoon."

Sara nods "Is there anyone else we need to talk to?"

"We're still trying to find Mandy Halson. So far no one knows where she is exactly."

"Then we've spoken with everyone once those two." Sara muses

45 MINS LATER: DOCTOR'S OFFICE

Sara sits in the exam room impatiently waiting for the doctor. 'Don't see why I need this damn test!' she rubs her wrist 'I already know I'm pregnant.'

The door opens and the doctor walks in. "Hello Miss Pezzini."

Sara nods in greeting

"Well you are definitely pregnant. Congratulations." Doctor Thompson smiles sitting down, "Now do you know how far along you are?"

"I'm betting about six weeks." Sara answers "I'm not sure though." She absently rubs her middle.

"How about we find out for sure?" Doctor Thompson suggests

Sara smiles "Sure."

"Lie back" the doctor instructs "and pull up your shirt."

Sara lies back pulling her shirt up and unbuttoning her jeans.

"Is this your first or second child?" asks the doctor as she washes her hands

"Second. We have a 15-month-old son named Zeke and a foster daughter who's 15."

"What was that pregnancy like?"

"Stressful. His father and I weren't together at the time and we didn't speak to each other until Zeke was six-months-old." Sara watches as the doctor readies the equipment. "Hopefully this one won't be as stressful."

"All pregnancies are stressful in my experience."

Sara chuckles "I know." She watches the doctor run the wand over her flat middle her eyes going to the screen. "So how far along am I doc?"

"It looks like you are at... six and a half weeks." The doctor announces

Sara smiles at the news. 'Six and a half weeks.' "How is everything?"

"It looks good." The doctor says handing Sara a paper towel. "Now I'll need to see you in a month."

Sara nods "Sure."

"Will the father be coming in with you next time?" The doctor inquires

"I'm not sure. Ian really doesn't like doctors. He spent a lot of time with them growing up and he tries to avoid them as much as possible."

"Oh." The doctor hands Sara a couple pieces of paper "Here you go the prescriptions for prenatal vitamins."

"Thanks." Sara smiles putting the papers in her inner jacket pocket "I better get back to work before my boss figures out I'm gone." She pulls her jacket on "Thanks for fitting me in."

"You're welcome." The doctor watches as the dark-haired woman walks out of the exam room.

Once out of the doctor's office Sara's phone rings. She reaches into her jacket pocket and removes the ringing phone flipping it open. "Pezzini." She greets