Jealousy of
Youth
StarPlaza
Looking out the
front window of the dark blue pickup truck, Bennu marveled at the quiet
beauty of the purple-tones sunset. While Earth's sunsets could not rival
the fiery ones of his home world, they did, indeed, transcend the boundaries
of one's imagination. That is, when you could see them. When they were
not shrouded by smog or obscured from view by monstrous landscapes built
by man.
Leaning back with
a forlorn sigh, he closed his eyes, remembering. The world from which he
came, to which he longed to return... was it still as he remembered? Or
had it been ravaged by time and the forces of Yago? Realizing that it was
futile to dwell on the subject, he pushed the thoughts and memories aside.
Time lost essence
in his ponderings as night enveloped the land. Instantly alert, Bennu's
eyes canvassed the dark woods along side the road. "Let me off here, please,"
he requested of the startled driver.
The truck came
to a jerking halt. "But this is in the middle of nowhere!" exclaimed the
bewildered driver. "I thought you wanted to go at least as far as Mt. Cheviot."
Bennu tore his
gaze from the unseen sight. "I did." Thanking the driver he gathered his
belongings, then headed toward that which called him.
For several hours
he traveled, never wavering in direction. Then, as the moon came into full
view from behind ominous clouds, and the wind grew in intensity, he stopped
in a small clearing. Gathering pieces of wood he started a small fire,
then settled down to wait.
From behind him,
off to the right, he heard something. Twigs snapped and leaves crumpled
beneath the weight of the unknown intruder. Then...silence.
Bennu looked up
from the burning embers. "Why don't you come over by the fire where it's
warm?" He sensed hesitation. Rising, he turned and looked out into the
darkness. His gentle voice reassuring. "I won't hurt you."
Slowly, from out
of the brush, a little boy appeared. Wearing only a lightweight jacket
and carrying a knapsack, rosy red cheeks and breath that hung on the night
air told of how cold he was. Bennu's heart ached at the sight of the child.
"I should be
afraid," the little boy thought, staring up at the tall blond stranger.
"Mom's
always telling me to beware of strangers. But --he's different. I could
never be afraid of him."
Bennu smiled.
"You should always listen to your mother, Kristoffer. But you're right,
there's no reason to be afraid of me. My name is Bennu and I am here to
help you. Now come, warm yourself by the fire."
No further urging
was necessary. Laying the knapsack aside, the fire's radiating heat soon
warmed him.
Bennu glanced
sideways at the exhausted child. "You're a long way from home, aren't you?
Do you want to tell me about it?"
Kristoffer looked
away from the penetrating gaze. Bennu knew what was troubling the boy,
but did not pressure him into talking about it. Kristoffer would confide
in him when he was ready. Until then, he would wait.
"Where are you
headed?"
The boy shrugged
in response.
"Well," Bennu
said, feigning cheerfulness, "I always did hate traveling alone. How about
keeping me company?"
"Sure why not,"
came the emotionless reply. "I ain't got nothing better to do."
The smile which
had quickly faded from Bennu's finely chiseled features returned. "Great!
I think we'd better get some rest, then. Morning can come pretty early."
Taking a slightly
worn blanket from his own duffel bag, Bennu covered the already sleepingchild.
Then, without a second thought, he took off his coat and placed it beneath
Kristoffer's head. The remainder of the night was spent tending the fire
and watching over his young charge.
The next morning
did, indeed, seem to come early to Kristoffer, who was positive he had
just fallen asleep. Looking around, the fire still burned in evidence of
Bennu's nightly vigil, but there was no sign of Bennu. A surge of momentary
panic struck, then relief as he sensed where to find him.
Traversing through
the bushes he came upon a clearing into which the sun shone in all its
elegance. There, sitting cross-legged, was Bennu. Kristoffer watched in
awe as Bennu sat basking in the sun. Rubbing the night's sleep from his
brown eyes, Kristoffer looked closer, uncertainly, at the light which seemed
to surround Bennu.
Engulfed by his
meditations, Bennu had fail to notice Kristoffer's approach. But now, as
the world around him began to refocus, he sensed the boy's presence.
Rebuttoning his
shirt, he bid a silent farewell to the little clearing that had afforded
him sanctuary for his daily communion.
"Good morning,"
Bennu cheerfully called to Kristoffer. "Up early, I see. Sleep well?"
Stunned at what
he had witnessed, Kristoffer merely nodded, his eyes as big saucers.
Later, when they
were eating breakfast from odds and ends that Bennu had in his duffel bag,
Kristoffer finally found his voice. With gentle prompting from Bennu, who
assured him it was okay, he found the courage to ask about what he had
seen.
Bennu smiled at
the wide-eyed youth's curiosity. Wondering how to explain, he began hesitantly.
Becoming more assured, the words began to flow more freely as he spoke
about something that was more than mere subsistence to him. "Each day I
like to take a few minutes to sit quietly and think about the good things
in my life. About the ways others have enriched my life and what I have
brought to theirs. I give thanks for all problems and try to find the solutions."
"Do you always
find the answers?"
A sad, faraway
look crossed Bennu's handsome features. "Most of the time." He shook away
the memories and smiled at the boy questioningly. "Why, do you have a problem?"
Kristoffer shrugged.
"It's all right,"
Bennu assured him. "You don't have to tell me. But if you want to talk,
I'm here. Okay? Now what do you say we get started?"
Before leaving,
Bennu made sure that their sanctuary for the night showed no evidence of
their having been there. He smiled with satisfaction at his handy work.
"Shall we?" He motioned for Kristoffer to lead the way, while mentally
guiding him in the proper direction.
Several hours
later, as they rested, Bennu sensed that Kristoffer was ready to talk.
"Why did you run away from home?" he broached the subject. "Weren't you
happy there?"
"Everything was
fine," Kristoffer replied, unconsciously kicking a dead root of the tree
stump he sat on. "Until they brought my new baby sister home."
"Don't you like
her?"
"No!" came the
emphatic reply as he began to cry. "Now they don't have time for me. All
they care about is her. I don't see why they had to get another kid. Weren't
they happy with me?"
Emphatic and moved
by the boy's pain, Bennu held the crying child. "Of course they were. What
parents wouldn't be happy with a wonderful little boy like you? I'm sure
they love you very much.
"THEN WHY...,"
Kristoffer wailed, "did they have to get her?"
"Probably because
you brought so much love and joy into their lives. They wanted to share
and increase it with another child."
"Yeah, but now
they got her they don't need me anymore."
"Oh yes, they
do," Bennu reassured him. "It only seems like they have less time for you.
I'm sure, if you really think about it, you'll realize they still give
you as much love and attention as before. But because your sister is a
baby she needs a lot of attention too. Just like you did when you were
a baby."
Kristoffer had
stopped crying and was now carefully listing as Bennu continued. "Children,
especially babies, are a lot of responsibility. Your parents must have
a lot of love to give. They should be commended for wanting to take on
such responsibility. Still...," Bennu glanced down at Kristoffer, "I bet
they could really use some help. You know, one of the greatest pleasures
in my life was looking out for my little sister. I always felt so grown
up and proud when she looked up to me." Tears clouded Bennu's eyes with
the memory. Angrily he pushed them away. "I'm sure your little sister could
use the love and guidance of an older brother too."
"You really think
so?"
"Yes, I do."
"But it's too
late. I don't even know where my home is!"
Bennu saw a fresh
flood of tears threatening to flow. "It's all right, I do. And we'll be
there soon." He stood. "Ready to go?"
"You bet! And
I'm gonna be the best big brother Emily ever had."
Bennu smiled.
"I'll just bet you will."
Twenty minutes
later they walked up the graveled lane leading to Kristoffer's house. Having
seen their son and the stranger approach, Kristoffer's parents stood waiting
outside their lovely colonial style home. Bennu noticed that the man held
the infant protectively against himself. Meanwhile, Kristoffer's mother
busily wrung her hands in the folds of her apron. Finally she could not
stand it any longer and ran to meet her son. Hugging him tightly, tears
of relief fell on pale cheeks.
"Where have you
been?" she cried. "We've been frantic. Why did you run away? Don't you
love us any more?" came the barrage of questions. By this time Kristoffer's
father had come up to stand beside his wife
"Of course I do.
I just had some thinking to do," he replied in the most grown up voice
he could muster. "I'm sorry if I worried you."
"Just as long
as you're all right and home again, son," his father assured him. "Did
you work out your problems?"
"Yeah, thanks
to my friend Bennu."
Handing the baby
to his wife, Kristoffer's father extended his hand to Bennu. "Thank you,"
he said with a firm shake. "For taking care of our son and for bringing
him home safely home."
Bennu smiled.
"You're welcome."
THE END
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