by Andrea
Disclaimer: no money being made.just the ramblings.
Author's Notes: I would like to thank Islay for hearing the story, she has listened to most of my ramblings, and to my cat(Mr. Meowigi) for giving me the idea.
Story Notes: some bad words, not too bad.
You know I know he loves me. He just dosent want to admit it. He wants to pretend he dosent, fine by me. You know I would listen more if he would just say it. Just so I know my mind isnt fooling me.
You know I would do whatever he tells me, I would go over to hell and back, just as long as he said those three words, "I love You." Hell knowing me I will probably go to hell and back even if he didn't say it.
He is my best friend and the ONLY person that I know I will spend the rest of my life with. I know its hard for him to show emotion, and I know he trys to show his emotions in simpler ways, he dose treat me better than he dose the others.
I do remember that one time he carried me knowing that I was well enough and could walk by myself, he did it anyway. He complained sure, but thats just how he distances himself so he wont get attached.
I also remember that time that.....slut came back into his life, the way she treated him, I could have killed her right there. I almost did, if she hadent pulled that gun on me. I just wish he would say it for once and for all.....since he wont I'll just act up as much as possible. I know the stuff he hates. Its not like I enjoy acting this way.........you know I dont even like dounuts.