Author's disclaimer: All characters and story threads from the television show
"dueSOUTH" are property of Alliance productions. The Inuit Midsummer Rites
are stricly a fiment of my imagination and are by no means meant to offend
the native peoples. "Weakness in me." Is the property of Joan Armatradang
& company, and "Fare thee well" was a little song I saw on "Fly away home."
I have no idea who it belongs too but again, it's not mine and I don't mean
to make anything off of it but feedback.
Author's notes: Set a year before and a year after Fraser's stay in Chicago
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April 25, 1993
"MUSH! Hey...hey hey hey, come on girls MUSH!!!" Hailey called urging
the dogs on
with all her might. Her lungs ached miserably from the biting cold and
she couldn't
remember when she'd lost the feeling in her hands, feet, and nose. She
teetered on the
verge of collapse, but the peristant barking from the sleds behind her
kept her going with
a primal instinct to survive. They were heading towards a
recently opened rift in the ice field. *Not far now Hail don't loose
your nerve.* Suddenly
the dark figure of a boulder appeared in the distance, and a smile worked
it's way across
her face as she eased up on the sled. "Easy now girls easy!!!" The sled
started to bank to
the right when all at once the lead dog fell.
"MINEKA!!!" She called, desperately trying to keep things under control.
The harsh rasp
of the sled runners sent a chill through Hailey as she realized what
was happening. *It's
iced over.* In an instant she forgot about anything but trying to stop,
until a gunshot
sounded behind her. Firey pain ripped through her leg, the force causing
her to loose her
footing and fall back onto the ice. The
sound of wicked laughter filled the air and gripped Hailey with terror
until the world
went black.
He stopped and looked her direction. "Yes? Is there something I can help
you with?"
"Yes....I....just wanted to......to thank you. For.....saving my life."
Though she couldn't see it, Fitz was smiling behind her.
"There's no need to thank me. I was merely doing my job." She was making
him uneasy,
but he attempted to take it in stride.
"Doesn't matter I just want you to know that someday I'll repay you,
that's a promise." She
turned and almost smacked into Fitzgerald who still had a grin on his
face. "Whoa there careful."
Hailey nodded his way with a smile before returning to the main building.
"She's a pretty one." Fitz said with a smile in his voice.
Fraser looked up at him. "Hmm?"
"That Hailey, she's quite...attractive."
"If you say so, sir."
Fitz shook his head and the two Mounties headed off.
* * *
The men in red didn't return for a good three days. In the meantime Hailey
found out in
depth how the RCMP works and the details of the case. The two Mounties
pulled up in
late afternoon on the 29th, and the detachment immediately prepared for
proper
preparation of the bodies, evidence processing, and note taking.
"Anything groundbreaking?" Bonnie, the quizzical one of the group, asked
as soon as the
two men walked in the door.
"Nothing we haven't seen before, except this." Fitz pulled out an old
Inuit necklace which
was only created in tribute to someone who had done a great favor to
the village. Hailey
froze, and made a small sound as the blood drained from her face. "Daddy...."
"Nothing we haven't seen before, except this." Fitz pulled out an old
Inuit necklace which
was only created in tribute to someone who had done a great favor to
the village. Hailey
froze, and made a small sound as the blood drained from her face. "Daddy...."
No one spoke, but every eye turned to Hailey in a silent unspoken question.
"I'm sorry it's just...my father had something almost exactly like that.
But it's impossible.
Was there anything else?"
"Not that we could find, but there was quite a bit of snowfall."
The detachment quickly buckled down to work, leaving Hailey to her thoughts.
Suddenly
she grabbed her coat and hobbled out the door without a word.
"Follow her." Fitz told Fraser in a non-open-for-argument tone.
"Yes sir." Fraser set down the box he was carrying and followed her footsteps
to where she was sitting just below the detachment, staring blankly at
the
expanse of snow as her shoulders moved with silent sobs.
He approached slowly, almost silently causing her not to turn around
until he was very
close. "Are you allright, Ms. Winters?"
She jumped at the sound of his voice. "Yes."
He moved around her so that he stood just in her periphrial vison. "Are
you sure?"
"Just...reliving a lot of bad memories."
He spoke very softly. "I understand."
"Have you ever had a secret you've buried for years and almost forgot
about yourself until
all of a sudden something sparks it alive and you can't stop yourself
from re-living what
you fought so desperately to forget?" Her words ran together and where
phrased badly but
she didn't care.
"Of course. Most everyone does. I remember one time..." He quickly stopped
himself
from going off on a tangent.
She sank into the snow and hugged her knees.
"Well, Ms. Winters, would you like to talk about what's wrong? Sometimes
a heartache
hurts more if you hide it."
"I don't suppose I have much of a choice."
He came closer, and put his hand on her shoulder. "It's going to have
to, sooner or later."
She took a deep breath before starting her story. "My father worked up
here as a doctor
specializing in the Glaucoma amoung the inuits. As I got older I started
going with him
on his trips to learn about where I lived, and to get out of my mother's
hair. He was a
great teacher and I was a quick learner, so by twelve I could easily
take care of myself."
Fraser sat down beside her and listened intently as she delved into the
tale.
"In January of that year we were coming back home after a visit to Iniuektuck.
We where getting bunked in by an ice storm when we heard a baby wolf
crying. We investigated, naturally, my dad was as fanatical when it came
to the
humanities as I. It was caught in a trap that was set in almost the exact
same way as the
ones we are investigating now. The difference was this time a man was
allready
there." She paused, her brow furrowed in concentration. "Then daddy went
into a rage
and stooped to draw his gun, but the other man fired before he could
get it." Pools of
water glistened along her eyelid and her voice began to quiet. "I guess
he didn't see me
since I was wrapped in the sled. Dad slumped down and fell into the snow.
I was frozen
with fear at first, but then I remembered the bear knife I carried with
me at all times. I
unsheathed it with as little movement as possible as the man walked towards
the sled. He
kicked dad and then laughed."
The tears won the battle, and glistened off her cheeks in the moonlight.
Fraser, unsure of
what to do, set his hand on hers as she finished her narrative.
"It was such an evil laugh. It broke something in me and I lashed out,
striking him across
the face with the knife. In a quick movement I kicked him between the
legs and pushed
him backward, jumping on the sled and making the dogs move. The man made
no move
to follow me but I didn't take any chances and raced home. Not far before
I got to our
cabin I stopped, realizing he wasn't going to
follow. I was still in shock so all I could think about what what I'd
tell mother. She loved
my dad dearly, and it would have killed her if she knew he died protecting
a wolf cub.
The understanding that my father would never come back didn't even register.
I stayed
out the rest of the night. Walking to keep myself warm, and finally decided
to tell her that
he fell through thin ice over the river. I
followed through with that story to this day, never hinting to anyone
what really
happened, even when my mom died two years ago.
For an instant the mountie thought of possible charges of witholding
evidence, but her age saved her from the law.
"The necklace Fitz had was one my Father was wearing the night he died.
I can't deny
the similiarities anymore. The man who killed my father is the one we
are after now."
Fraser thought frantically for something to say but the proximity of
her body to his and
her quiet sobs kept his mind occupied with controlling himself. Three
times he opened
his mouth to speak but shut it before anything came out. Finally as he
realized her story's
implications on the case he commented, "Well, I can certainly see why
you shot to kill..."
By this point Hailey had herself under control and could speak in a normal
voice again.
"I'm sorry for losing control like that...just a lot of backed up emotion
I guess." She
looked up into his understanding blue eyes and was caught like a deer
in the headlights.
Ben was very much in the same predicament. *Not again Ben don't, you
hardly know
her.....* he thought of what it was like to put Victoria in prison, he
recited the RCMP
rules on fraternization to himself, but it was no use. The way her hair
fell forward across
her face had him hipnotized.
*No Hailey don't...stop...* Her mind screamed as her body moved forward....
*Stop stop
STOP STOP STOP!!! Your just asking for trouble he's a mountie HE"S A
MOUNTIE DON"T DO IT AGAIN!* But her heart was well separated from her
mind. Her eyes drifted closed and their lips brushed just barely across
each other. As their lips touched he smelled her perfume, spicy yet uniquely
feminine, he couldn't
place what exactly it was but it rose something within him. His hands
wrapped about her
waist and he pressed closer, deepening the kiss.
Hailey caught her breath but didn't pull away, it was too late for that.
She'd jumped the
cliff and now she'd have to suffer the landing. Her lips parted unbidden
as her arms slid
about his neck.
Fraser gripped her small frame tighter as he turned his head to the side.
All sense of
reality far far away.
A cold blast of arctic wind froze them back to their senses. Hailey shivered
and they
broke apart, blushing and apologizing at the same time. "No really Ben,i'm
sorry." She
said holding his arm. "I don't know what came over me but it was totally
unappropriate."
An uncomfortable silence settled between them, and Fraser sighed as he
looked into the darkening horizon. "I think it's best we get back. You'll
need to give a
full deposition on what happened."
She interrupted her mental curses to agree and they covered the space
back the
detachment in silence.
Ben opened the door for her and they stepped into the warmth of the outpost.
"I'll be
right back." He said as he realized the Inspector was probably in his
office processing
evidence.
Fraser dissapeared into a corner when the two men returned, and Fitz
said gently. "Start
wherever you'd like."
With a deep breath Hailey began, "Ever heard of Marshall Winters?" Fitz
thought for a moment. "I think he was a doctor around here back in the
seventies."
"Yes, he was my father. And if you look up the file on him you'll find
that he died in
seventy nine..." She proceeded to tell her story, minus the tears this
time and little up on
the details. The Inspector listened transfixed as he catalogued the evidence
in his mind.
After she finished he sighed and rubbed his eyes.
"Sir, perhaps we should contact the courthouse in Whitehorse. We'll need
formal charges
of murder." Fraser suggested after she'd finished her narrative.
"I'll send Rickman in the morning. Is there any way you can draw up some
sort of sketch
or did you notice any distinguishing physical features we can run through
the database in
Dawson?" He said in Hailey's direction.
"He'll have a rather nasty scar along the right side of his face, I might
have taken out the
eye too. But i'll take my shot at the sketch. It should save time and
elinimate the
probablility for mistakes."
"Allright get on it, Bonnie I want all the evidence and the murder charge
packed up by
morning. Send him with a supplies list too, we're low on ammunition after
the fiasco last
week. I want him out before the sun is up tomorrow. I've got a feeling
we're running out
of time."
While the ever efficient and obedient mounted police buckled down to
their work. Hailey
found a quiet place in the shed where her team was being housed and immersed
herself
in the past.
* * *
It was well into the night before she returned to the main building.
All was quiet save the
soft thump of her crutches. *Thank heaven i'm getting rid of these tomorrow."
A soft
light eminated from one of the rooms. Curious, she peeked through the
slightly open
door. Fraser was listening intently to the old radio on the desk. She
sighed and leaned
against the doorframe watching him. She didn't know how long she'd been
standing there
staring when he turned and spoke.
"Is something wrong?"
"Oh....Oh no nothing at all." She stuttered backing back into the hallway
and scurrying to
her room.
Fraser had to restrain his instinct to follow her seeing as he was, for
all intents and
purposes, tied to his work.
* * *
As always the detachment was up and running at dawn keeping Hailey up
with it.
She headed straight for the coffee in that she hadn't slept well. Her
dreams had been haunted by sea blue eyes and images of her father. Andy,
who was back
after his local checkup rounds, met her there.
"You ready to get rid of those crutches?"
"Am I ever. I've never been one to wallow in a sickbed."
He laughed. 'I'm sure your not. If you would care to come back to my
room i'll take a look
at it."
"Sure." She said allready heading in that direction, and plopped down
on the bed with a
thump.
He gently rolled up the leg of her woolies exposing a trim ankle and
muscular calf. "I heard aobut your dad. That must have been hard keeping
something that
tramatizing to yourself for so long."
"Aw, well it's really not that hard when your doing it to protect someone
you love."
He removed the last bandage and touched around it tenderly. "Looks like
it's healing
perfectly. It's going to be sore as all get out for awhile, but I think
you can safely put your
weight on it. It will just feel like the worst charlie horse you've ever
had times a
hundred."
"Fantastic, that means I can still save my lab tests."
He showed her how to wrap it to relieve a little of the pressure, and
she set off to find the
inspector. He was in his office immursed in a report causing Hailey to
tenatively knock at
the door. "Inspector; may I have a word with you?"
Fitz nodded and gestured for her to sit.
She did, gratefully. Andy had been right when he compared it to a charlie
horse times a
hundred. But she was a woman, she could handle it, she could handle anything
if she
didn't have to walk with crutches.
"What can I help you with?"
"I left quite a few tests running back home when this whole thing blew
up. They can go
for a week on backup power and without supervision, but after that I
will loose a month
or more worth of time and maybe even the cure to the plague of the twentieth
century. Is
there any way you can spare a mountie to escort me back? I don't feel
safe going alone."
"No you certainly are not going to leave this place alone." He scratched
his beard as he
thought. "Rickman shouldn't be back for three days minimum. Nothing should
be
happening before then. I'll send you with Fraser."
Hailey's eyes widened. "Fraser?......"
"Is there something wrong with that?"
"No, but doesn't he have anything....better to do?"
"Yes he does, but you must realize that most of these men haven't seen
a a white female
in months. It's not that I don't have faith in my men, but you never
know what the
influence of raging male hormones can do to a mind. Fraser
is..well...different."
"Different or just missing a few screws?"
The inspector laughed. "Whatever it is, it makes him a heck of a good
mountie and one of the most trustworthy men i've ever served with." "I
understand, can we leave as soon as possible?" There was a rap at the
door at the same
time.
"Yes, who is it?"
"Constable Fraser, sir."
"Well speak of the devil, come in!"
Hailey was allready in her feet and passed him quickly with a muttered
"Morning."
"Good morning, Ms. Winters." Fraser stopped in front of the Inspector,
and came to
attention.
"Well, Fraser, anything to report?"
"No sir. Nothing new at least. The bodies have been flown to Whitehorse
for autopsy and
storage. The crime scenes have all been photographed, and the developed
photographs
are being inspected for further clues. Beyond that there are no new developments,
sir."
"Good, then you won't mind escorting Mrs. Winters to her cabin and back."
Fraser nearly choked. "Uhh...uhh....yes sir. I can do that. When do we
leave?"
"Now, I'm sure she'll have things ready before we are done here." "Well.....in
that case....uhh....I'm ready to leave right away. Is there anything
else, sir?"
"Just take care of her for me, Fraser."
This seemed an odd request to Ben, but he responded the only way he could.
"Yes sir, I
will."
"Dismissed."
* * *
It didn't take long for Hailey to get her sled ready, and she was working
on hitching up
Fraser's team when he came out of the outpost. She smiled trying to ease
her nerves. "I'm
sorry about the bother but I just don't see an alternative."
"It's no bother, really."
"I also think things will be a little easier if we pretend what.....happened
yesterday didn't
happen."
"Agreed."
""Very Well." She said jumping behind her sled and whistling, Fraser
followed, suit and
they where underway.
* * *
The first day passed in silence beyond the necessary trivialities. They
were both perfectly
content immersed in their own worlds. As they set up camp for the night
Hailey breached
the gap and they began talking. Telling stories and finding common ground
in their love
for the wilderness and views on life. It wasn't long before they found
that they had more
similarities than differences. As the night wore on the conversation
got deeper. Hailey
found herself telling him about
her mountie fiance who decided to tell her he was gay four days before
the wedding. Ben
also cracked the combination to his safe and told her about Victoria
and his Mother.
The next day passed without incident. The Winters cabin was boarded up
and prepared
for public use and the experiements where either terminated or moved
to secure boxes in
the sleds.
At approximately noon the third day Hailey spotted smoke in the distance,
it was in the
same direction of the detachment and far too large to be a simple campfire.
Fraser noticed it too and they urged their dogs on a little faster and
reached the clearing a little after dark. They eased to a stop sensing
something was
wrong. The lights from the detachment where usually visible from that
distance but
tonight there where none.
"Odd..." Fraser looked over at Hailey. "Something's amiss here."
She gave him a look as if to say 'thanks for the obvious,' and both stepped
off their sleds,
moving slowly towards the lonley group of buildings.
They cleared the trees and stepped out into the clearing, Hailey gasped
as she took in the
scene before her. "Oh my god."
The detachment was now reduced to smoldering ruins. An eerie pallor had
settled over
the area, along with an evil vibe that shook Hailey to the core. Out
of habit she went to
draw her gun, and of course found it not there. With a backwards glance
at Ben she
started forward. They split up, circling the buildings. She moved slowly
over the ice
surrounding the main building, guided by the dim light that radiated
from the still
smoking embers. As she moved to the
back a putrid smell filled the air and she gagged momentarily before
realizing what it was. "Fraser, you might want to come look at this."
He was at her side in an instant and followed her gaze to a pile of roundish
rubble that
extended a little above the rest of the charred remains. "Oh dear..."
"How many people are regularly assigned here?"
"Sixteen."
"Sweet mother in heaven..." At the same moment they heard a stick snap
in the forest.
Fraser drew his gun and Hailey again went for her safety net, with a
curse she stepped
behind him for some sort of protection as he yelled, "RCMP Identify yourself!"
"Don't shoot Frase it's us, O'Toole and Ferrer." The two Mounties came
out of the brush
and made their way across the ice towards them.
"What happened?" Hailey asked as she eased from behind her human shield.
"We were ambushed from all sides. Toolie and I were already in the woods
here talking
when we heard snowmobiles. Before a minute had passed the clearing was
crawling with
men. They stormed the main building and there were gunshots. They searched
it I
suppose, and then proceeded to torch the place as you can see. While
this was happening
we saw someone we thought we recognized hanging out back behind the crowd.
Toolie
thought he looked familiar so we launched a small sortie to recover him,
sure enough it
was Rickman. He gave us some story saying he was ambushed by Oshlavic,
the poacher
we are
after, and forced to give up the information since he's got his wife.
We didn't know
whether or not to believe it so we tied him up to a tree back there."
"So you two are the only survivors?" Fraser asked.
"Yes, us and you."
Fraser looked back at the ruins of the detachment. Twelve Mounties, twelve
dead
Mounties. Fraser couldn't recall any time in RCMP history, dating back
to 1874, when 12
Mounties had died in one day.
"I'm not sure if they got out an SOS before the radio room was taken
over, I suppose we'll
know by tonight or tomorrow." Ferrer followed Fraser's gaze. "It's a
day for the record
books, that's for sure, and a morbid one at that."
"Quite, has there been any sign of the poachers since they attacked?"
The 2 men shook
their heads. "In that case, we wait."
So they did, though none got much in the way of sleep. Guilt weighed
heavily on each of
the five minds and Hailey was no exception. Had she kept her mouth shut
and her rage to
herself she wouldn't have twelve souls on her conscience. But her father's
advice kept her
from sinking in her guilt. "You're human and you make mistakes. But the
difference
between a good man and a bad man is the good one
will look at what he did wrong and not make that mistake again." The
next thing she
remembered were dogs barking and an unfamiliar man's voice.
Fraser looked up, then stood up, and walked to greet the rescue party.
"Hello dad."
"Hello son."
The younger Fraser turned to Hailey. "Ms. Winters, this is Sergeant Robert
Fraser,
RCMP."
"Dad? *THE* Robert Fraser? Oh I am truly and idiot." She rolled out of
her blankets and
stood up shaking the older man's hand. "It's an honor to meet you sir."
"And you, Ms...?"
"Hailey Winters, Wildlife Artist, Biologist, and fierce humanitarian."
"Well, Ms. Winters, it seems you've found your way into quite a pickle
haven't you?" He
looked over to Cst. Fraser, and shortly thereafter, began listening to
the story told in
Hailey's typical rapid-fire way.
"...and so here we are. Witness to the worst RCMP disaster in it's history."
"Yes, I can see, and no sign of the bad guys...anywhere."
"There is him." Hailey said kicking Rickman.
Sgt. Fraser looked down at the man in contempt. "Doesn't count as human;
selling out his
fellow Mounties."
The accused wouldn't look at them and for some reason Hailey felt a streak
of sympathy.
*Where did that come from?* "Here." She said undoing the handkerchief
serving as a gag. "Let's see what he has to say."
"Oshlavic's got my wife. I had to cooperate or he'd kill her." He said
with something
bordering on panic in his voice.
"Explain yourself, now." It wasn't clear who said it, but the tone of
voice suggested
authority and demanded cooperation.
"They ambushed me before I got to Dawson, said they had my wife. If I
didn't talk they where going to kill both of us."
"Then why didn't you try to double-cross them?"
"If I was in cahoots with them then why did I have to kill my captors
so I could warn the
detachment? Why was I wandering back here in the forest and not in the
midst of the
takeover? Besides they ransacked the sled so they knew a good part of
what was going
on."
By now nobody was willing to talk to him, though his point did not fail
to rest heavily on
the brains of all assembled.
"I now know enough to sufficiently clean out their operation....." While
unsure if he could be trusted, everyone turned back to face him. "I know
where they are."
"If you would care to share that information with the rest of us..."
"What? Is it just to hell with procedure here?"
"He's right." One of the Mounties who had survived the attack spoke up.
"We have proper
procedures to follow, and we should follow them."
"Oh BS." Hailey piped up. "He can say it twice for heavens sake." "She's
right you know, Rickman. Now buck up and tell us where they are." He
looked at them in solemn silence, thinking. Hailey grabbed his arm and
twisted it
behind him "Out with it!" The four Mounties looked at the pained expression
on his face
but not one made a move to help him.
"In the ice field, there is a cavern that was fitted out to serve as
the hideaway." He
squeaked
"Be more specific."
"It's a place where rock carved out the ice. You can't see it from the
surface."
Hailey pulled harder. "It was reinforced so the movements of the glacier
wouldn't make it
collapse. I don't know how long it's been there, but it looked pretty
old." "A location. Give it to us."
"163 by 67 degrees, about 30 kilometers northwest from here. For god's
sake lady let me go!" She did, but by no means nicely. "Please, don't
treat me like a
prisoner. The people who died were my friends too, and their death is
on my shoulders.
Isn't that punishment enough?"
The four Mounties found it hard to believe that one of their own would
betray them in such cold blood. After a long silence Bob spoke up. "All
right, you don't
have to be trussed up, but we're watching you. One funny move and your
a dead man.
Well let the judge in Dawson decide your fate."
"Thank you sir!" Rickman stated with honest gratitude.
"Well the 67 is a bit of a trip." The sergeant looked around, four Mounties
and a
biologist, not exactly an adequate force in stopping a major black market
poaching ring.
He mentioned this to the rest of the group and they agreed to head back
to Dawson to
regroup.
Hailey looked around, three sleds, six people. "So who goes with who?"
The Mounties mulled over this rather simple question and it was decided
that Rickman
would go with Sgt. Fraser, O'Toole and Ferrer would work together, and
Fraser would
stay with Hailey.
Hailey didn't put up much of an argument when Fraser insisted he lead
her sled. The
events of the week was catching up with her, and it didn't look very
good for a lady to be
driving a man. The group moved in silence and before long she was sound
asleep, not to
wake until they stopped for the night.
* * *
She woke slowly; and as the various Mounties noticed, they all greeted
her with a "Have
a good sleep?" or some similar triviality. With a yawn she crawled out
of the sled and
winced as the various kinks in her body stretched themselves out. "Fantastic."
was the
sarcastic reply. "Time for bed again right?"
"Yes. Hope you can sleep, it's a long day tomorrow."
"Thanks, but I think I'm going to take a walk first." She turned so she
was facing only the
two Fraser's and mouthed, "One of you come with me."
Neither moved at first to follow. The elder Fraser looked at the younger,
and pointed to
Hailey. "Well, go. Go get your woman."
He caught up with her quickly as they circled the camp and she started
talking as if she didn't notice he was there. "I'm in no mood for sleep
now, and I still
don't trust Rickman's story. If he's lying I'm sure he'll try to get
away tonight. Especially
if the rest of you are sound asleep, what's a woman gonna do to stop
him right?"
"She could wake everyone up."
She chuckled. "Or just take care of the problem herself, you forget easily
what kind of an
aim I have. It's not every girl that can survive up here alone. What
I'm getting at is I'm
going to fake sleep and if he tries to pull anything I'll be ready."
"Understood."
She turned to look at him in the soft moonlight and sighed. Why where
all the good ones
impossible to reach? "Very well then."
He headed back towards camp, then suddenly turned and kissed her on the
cheek while
slipping her his pistol. "Be Careful." he whispered before finishing
his way back.
The night passed quietly and Hailey found an odd serenity in watching
Ben sleep. The
silence became deafening and Hailey amused herself with watching the
changing shapes
of the northern lights and counting the hours as the north star moved
across the sky.
Around three a lone wolf howled in the distance, sending shivers up her
spine; wolves
had always given her the creeps. Suddenly there was a rustling of covers.
Careful to not
move, she watched as Rickman
rolled out of his bag, and moving with catlike stealth he shouldered
his pack while
backing out of the camp. Hailey drew the concealed pistol under her parka
and hissed to
Fraser. Suddenly Rickman turned and made to run, but she was up in a
second after him
yelling "STOP RIGHT THERE!"
This only succeeded in making him run faster. With a deep breath and
a split second aim
she shot him in the leg causing him to fall in much the same fashion
she had a week
earlier.
The scream and the gunshot woke everyone, and in less than a minute the
moaning man
was surrounded by four freshly awoken Mounties with guns drawn. Hailey
walked up to
him, her jaw set hard. "Here let me put you out of your misery." She
spat as she pistol
whipped him in the temple, knocking him unconscious. "What absolute scum."
Murmurs of agreement followed from the assembled Mounties. Rickman was
tied up and
handcuffed into a sleeping bag well away from the fire, complete with
O' Toole standing
guard over him.
* * *
They started again at six and the day passed much as it had before. Rickman
stayed
unconscious, and in fact would until much later that night. They arrived
in the RCMP
headquarters for the northern Yukon around dinner time and once again,
Hailey was
sound asleep. In that night was rapidly approaching the teams where first
priority, and
after they were settled in for the night the convoy of people headed
into the RCMP
building. The story spread like wildfire and before
an hour had passed the mood at headquarters was as dismal as fall rain.
All evidence was
processed, and accounts taken, but it wasn't until the next day before
everything was
sorted out. A meeting was then called including all senior staff and
important witnesses.
This included Hailey.
"We've dug out of Rickman the exact entrances into the hideout, and in
correspondence with a map of the Katanooska glacier overhead you can
see what we are
dealing with." Superintendent Thronson, the superior officer of the post
announced. The
picture was displayed in the front of the room, and when overlaid it
looked like a slice of
Swiss cheese. The room sighed in unison, but before a minute had passed
the discussion
started.
"I'm thinking we'll get them out like gophers."
"You mean smoke 'em out?"
"Sort of yes, two to five Mounties at each entrance depending on the
size and importance
of each particular hole, and in sequence we fire tear gas into the compound.
Catch and
arrest those who run out and those who don't will be blind, upon which
we go in and
finish the job."
"I think we should get helos from Whitehorse. That's awfully tough terrain
to sneak in."
"My thinking exactly Sergeant, we'll parachute down."
"Or they could land the helos."
"It would give them too much warning." Hailey countered, digesting the
plan and liking it
more all the time. "The place would be empty before we started."
"Not if they landed right at the entrances."
"That's a thought." Thronson voiced bringing the conversation back under
control.
"We could do both, there are approximately 16 entrances, I don't think
we can spare that
kind of aircraft. But if we landed one at these eight spots and parachuted
the rest at these
less used entrances I think that might just work."
There where a few more suggestions and arguments, and after everyone
had their say it
appeared they had a plan. "Now on to less enjoyable topics. A party was
sent out this
morning to pick out what evidence they can from the former detachment
and bring back
any human remains. In the meantime we'll be working out the details of
the operation,
which includes analyzing each Mountie's particular skills in correspondence
to which
position they will man. Any further questions comments or suggestions?"
Again, the table broke up into small discussions, but there where no
qualms of any sort.
"Very well then, dismissed." The meeting broke up and slowly people drifted
out of the
conference room. Though Hailey did the opposite, twisting her way through
the sea of
brown uniforms to the Super's desk.
"Can I help you?" He asked as he noticed her.
"Yes, I've lived on and around the glacier for a good part of my life
therefore I know it pretty well. I can help describe the terrain around
each particular
entrance." She spouted, aggression hiding her nervousness as she pointed
at the map.
"For instance here." Her finger rested at one of the lesser entrances
towards the back side
of the ice field. "Just about twenty meters off that is a hidden crevasse,
if you get over
that it leads into a gorge in the side of
the mountain here that's treacherous." She studied it a little more.
"Hummm, almost
every spot has some major obstacle around or near it, Oshlavic planned
his compound
well."
"I see." Thronson replied, a little taken aback by the woman's abrupt
nature, but her argument held weight. "Could you provide a sketch or
description of the
terrain surrounding each entrance? It is not a well documented area."
"Certainly Sir, I'll get right on it." And so she did, working well into
the night. It was
painstaking work, pulling things from her mind she didn't know she had.
A grandfather
clock in the corner of the office struck two as she finished her last
report. With a yawn
and a stretch she left the neat stack of paper on the desk before heading
to her bunk to
make best of the rest of the night.
"We've called up reserves, pulled out every man we possibly can, and
we are still two
short. Two that we cannot work without." Thronson raved.
"What about pulling two off uniform patrol?" Fraser replied; the two
were conversing
after a long study of Hailey's report.
"I've exhausted that supply, as is we're praying the citizens play nice
for a few days."
"What about members from another detachment?"
"Either taken or too far away."
"What about Ms. Winters?"
Hailey just happened to be walking down that hall at this point, and
froze dead in her
tracks.
"The biologist?"
"Yes sir."
"What are you suggesting constable?"
"Well, sir, we do need another person. And she is a highly-qualified
guide." "She's also a female civilian."
"Sir, civilian guides have been used in the service of the RCMP since
1874." "Not forthright foolhardy little young ladies with no previous
training of any sort."
Hailey made a face at the door. *Chauvinist pig.*
"Well, sir, women have served the RCMP with distinction since 1976, with
a great
number coming into harm's way while serving. There should be no problem
with Ms.
Winters serving as a guide."
"Great Scott! This is an extremely dangerous operation, and we are dealing
with a
conflict of interest considering her relations with the suspect." "Sir,
these men are responsible for the deaths of 12 Mounties. Every member
has a
similar "relation to the suspect". She may be a little more forward than
we are
accustomed to, but she's handled herself in a commendable manner through
numerous
dangerous situations."
As much as it grated against his better judgment, Ben's argument began
to make sense.
"And if she doesn't?"
At this point Hailey couldn't stand it anymore and flew into the room
in a huff. "Oh for
god's sake you pompous old ass. We are in a desperate situation and you're
willing to let
your prejudices jeopardize an operation. I know people in Ottawa and
I can spread this
though the force like a red wind."
"You are out of line Miss. Winters!"
"No more than you! With all do respect *sir* I do not have to answer
to you until you
make me a part of this operation." Her words echoed through a good part
of the building;
causing gasps, snickers, and to the poor man caught in the middle of
the mess, a
prominent blush.
The two challengers stared each other down as if playing the child's
game of "don't
blink." "What'll it be Thronson, a burr forever in your saddle or the
respect of a
subordinate?"
The super's expression matched that of a raging bull, clashing strangely
with his tone of
voice. "Very well, But you will be treated no different than the rest
of the men, and tested
accordingly."
"Understood, I apologize for the name calling. Don't challenge my ability
and I promise
it won't happen again." Hailey replied, a smile spreading across her
face. "Dismissed, both of you."
Fraser made a hasty getaway, traversing the hall as fast as he could
move without looking
like he was trying to move fast.
"I remember when your mother told my superior what she thought about
him." "Dad, I really don't want to hear about it."
"Nearly lost my job. Oh well I suppose you really wouldn't be interested.
So she's going
with us?"
"Yes."
"Ben...Ben wait...." The two men stopped and turned to face the subject
in question.
"Thank you, that meant a lot."
"Not a problem." Ben replied with a smile.
"Right, well I better go.....get ready....for....the tests....yes....bye!"
she turned and
skedaddled out of the hall as fast as she could move.
"Goodbye, Hailey."
"Hummmmm. Good birthing hips, nice chest, pretty face too. When's the
wedding?"
Fraser turned to face the other man. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me son, she's a perfect specimen, when are you two going to
tie the knot?"
"I wasn't planning to marry Ms. Winters at this time. Unless you know
something I don't, dad."
"What? Is it that vamp you met at Fortitude Pass?"
"She's in prison dad."
"Exactly, and you put her there. Now you've got to stop licking your
wounds and get on
with life. I want to see a grandchild before I go."
"Now you're just being melodramatic. You have at least 30 good years
left in you."
Fraser Sr. shook his head in exasperation. "Sometimes you behoove me
son." "And sometimes you just confuse me, dad."
"I'll see you tonight."
"Tonight." The two Mounties parted ways.
* * *
The next few days passed in a blur to most everyone at the Dawson Police
Station. Hailey
was taken through a maze of basic tests, all of which she passed with
good or exceptional
ratings. After much deliberation among the big wigs, it was decided that
she and Fraser
would man the entrance on the far north side of the hideout. In that
Hailey knew the
terrain the best, and Fraser had the best tracking skills they made a
logical pair. That is,
to those who didn't know
what was happening behind closed doors.
It was evening, and the two were feeding their teams together. "You ready
to go?" Hailey
asked.
"Not quite, this one's got a thorn in it's paw."
"Okay, I'm going to head back then."
Fraser followed her a few minutes later and as he closed the barn door
he met a small
ball of white which plastered itself smack between his eyes. He wiped
the snow from his
eyes to see Hailey doubled over with laughter.
"Oh <tee hee hee> you should see <hee hee hee> the look <hee> on your
face! <ha ha ha
haaaa>!"
"Oh yea?" He scooped up a quantity of snow, and formed it into a
medium-sized sphere. He had to duck a few more snowballs coming at him,
but he was
finally able to volley one back. It hit her square in the chest, and
sent her falling
backwards.
She flopped into the bank like a dead otter and stayed that way, not
so much as batting an
eye.
Fraser walked Towards her slowly, cautious of a deception of some sort.
His manner was
deliberate and precise, as if her were approaching a suspect.
She moaned "Jeeeeeez Fraser you've got an arm."
He took another step forward. "Thank you kindly."
She tried to sit up then fell back into the snow. "Ahhhh I think I pulled
something."
He came close enough to offer his hand to help her up.
She took it, quickly yanking him onto his back in the snow with her,
then flipped on top
of him, holding back his shoulders. "Pinned ya."
He didn't throw her off, but made a comment of how she had been rather
sneaky and underhanded. Then grabbed a little snow with his free hand
flipping it in her
face and making his escape in the process.
She jumped back wiping the wet from her eyes with a huge smile. It disappeared
as she realized where the game would end. With a sigh she stood and headed
back to the station. Tears pricked dangerously close to the surface,
and as she sensed him
following her she started to speed up. The walk became a run as they
broke through her
mental barrier, and didn't stop until she was in her bunk.
Fraser overheard her muffled sobs, but didn't understand where they where
coming from.
Assuming their squabble brought up a bad memory, he decided to let her
be and
continued on past to his room.
* * *
The funeral was a solemn affair. After the bodies where properly honored
and the final
rights had been administered, the remains where sent to their respective
homes for burial.
The nerve gas had arrived from Whitehorse, and the helos' would be there
in the
morning. Every detail of the operation had been run through and rehearsed
by the force,
much to the subordinate's complaint in that they'd allready
gone over it so many times they where blue in the face. All together
the operation would
include 65 RCMP, one guide, and 16 pilots. The tear gas was packaged
in the form of a
timed bomb so the Mounties wouldn't have to manually detonate them, and
the parachute teams where fitted accordingly.
* * *
"Have you ever done this before?" Ferrer asked Hailey, shouting to be
heard over the
drone of the chopper.
"Are you kidding me? No one lives up here that hasn't bounced out of
a bush plane!"
"Okay now remember, legs bent, arms straight, drop your seat a little,
and OUT YOU
GO!" He gave her a little push and she somersaulted out of the chopper.
In a second she'd adjusted to the vertigo of weightlessness and started
counting.
"Five...four...three...two...now!" With a quick jerk she pulled the jump
cord which caused
her to wince as the harness pressed against more tender parts of her
anatomy. A brief
brownout caused her to shudder as the blood shot to her legs.
The white snow appeared close by now and she brought up her legs for
landing, though flat on her back with a muffled "umph." It was now spring
and the snow
had lost it's powdery feel, which was a good thing in the long run, but
not so good a thing
for Hailey at that moment. She sat up trying to catch her breath as she
released her chute,
turning to ball it up so it couldn't be seen from the
air.
"You allright?"
The air slowly re-filled her lungs and she croaked. "Fine friggen tastic.
Too far back,
always too far back. I've never made a landing I haven't ended up that
way." "Tuck and roll, Hailey. Tuck, roll, and you'll land just fine."
They scanned the terrain of black rock and white snow. "Look for the
peak that's shaped
like a pine, angle 180 degrees." she spoke as she moved. "...and one,
two, there she is!"
Her eyes pointed at a depression in the snow that glittered a little
more than the rest.
"Countdown to detonation in T minus 5 minutes." The voice in their radio
whispered.
Fraser removed his pack and pulled out a bottle that looked like a fire
extinguisher, he set
it in front of him and crouched, signaling for Hailey to do the same.
Then they waited
tediously as the little radio transmitter in their ears counted down
the time. At T minus 16
seconds every member of the 66 man team
ran to their entrance. One or two men opened the heavy doors while another
hurtled the
little bombs deep within the tunnel beneath. Then everyone ran for cover
as a series of
small explosions ripped through the hideout and the numbing chemical
began to work its
magic.
Fraser and Hailey moved back a safe distance away and settled into a
ready but
comfortable position to wait. They listened through their transmitters
at an occasional
command or exclamation of victory. So far no defeats, after the first
five minutes
everything had calmed down as the tear gas started to infiltrate the
main chambers. The
remote couple's nerves ran taught as the silence began to scream when
all of a sudden a
cry shot through the transmitter, and through
their soul.
"Officer down! Repeat: officer down off entrance 15, sudden ambush by
single heavily armed man. It's Oshlavic. Repeat: it's Oshlavic, requesting
immediate
backup."
It was Ferrer, and he wasn't through before Hailey and Fraser answered
together "Roger 15, this is 16 where on our way."
"Injury not mortal, suspect due north northeast on foot and armed. Proceed
with caution
16. Good luck."
"Understood, over and out." The pair turned accordingly and followed
the tell-tale
footprints in the snow. It seemed too easy for the first three or four
minutes until they
entered the mountains and the snow turned to ice. Fraser was now forced
to track almost
invisible scratches in the whitish glass. The uphill going was slow but
unlike Oshlavic their boots where fashioned with cleets and they where
gaining on the suspect.
"Where is he going?" Hailey asked herself, forehead ridged in concentration,
she paused
for a moment. "Oh dear....he's heading straight for a ridge of cliffs
and ravines." She
paused for a moment thinking. "He's expecting us to come up behind him
following his
trail, but there is a way over the edge of that bend. It drops a little
then comes back up
right where I'm positive Oshlavic is
waiting for us. If we catch him by surprise in that direction I think
we'll manage to
overtake him."
"Agreed, lead the way."
Hailey did, with determined purpose. Sure enough as they scaled the hill
leading to the
ridge they heard him shuffling. In an instant the two were over the hill,
guns drawn and
ready to make an arrest.
"Give it up Oshlavic, you've got no where to go." Fraser voiced.
"No but you do." The madman replied.
Out of the corner of her eye Hailey saw him reach for something black
and shiny.
"NOOOOO!" She screamed as she dove in front of Fraser, firing a volley
of shots as she
moved. The first bullet hit her in the middle of the chest and the second
tore through her
abdomen. She twisted mid-air and landed flat on her back with a sickening
thud.
Fraser was on his rather unreliable RCMP-issue portable radio quickly.
"Officer down, officer down." He called firmly but calmly. He heard her
croak as she
tried to gain her breath and quickly turned her around, pulling her up
on her knees to let
natural air pressure help the lungs re-inflate. After what seemed like
an eternity Hailey
could make a sound, though all she managed was a short whimpering moan.
An overwhelming tide of rage swept through Ben, but he stifled it before
it hampered his
thought, and he gently pulled her into a sitting position. A small red
stain was starting to
show in the left lower section of her coat around three inches in from
the side. Deftly
working through the layers of clothing he found the wound.
It was not larger than a centimeter in diameter, nor bleeding at an excessive
or dangerous rate, but he couldn't see what was happening inside. He
tore a
section from one of his pockets and pressed it to the wound to staunch
what he could of
the bleeding. Then he picked her up.
Hailey remained conscious and gritting her teeth to the pain, spoke.
"You ate your
wheaties this morning."
The Mountie hardly heard her as he surveyed the surrounding terrain.
"I'm going to have
to set you down for a minute." She nodded her head in response. Fraser
then proceeded to
tear apart their packs, fashioning a sort of sled/stretcher out of the
stabilizing bars and
nylon.
"All right Hailey your going to have to help me with this." He picked
her up and settled
her into the contraption. "Hold on to the bars here so you don't slide
out." She did as he commanded with wide eyes. He took a deep breath,
grabbed hold of the
two bars at the top, and eased out onto the ice. Once safely in the middle,
he carefully
removed his cleets, calling for Hailey to hold on as they started sliding
down the hill.
The next ten minutes were the worst ten of Hailey's life. They careened
at breakneck
speed down the small ice flow. Each imperfection in the ground felt like
she was rolling
over a boulder, and the cold air and pressure in her chest made breathing
almost
impossible. She started to think she wasn't going to make it
when the sled thunked as it hit soft snow. Fraser dug his heels in so
they wouldn't flip
forward, easing the makeshift sled to a stop. With painstaking care he
picked her up and
started walking.
"It's hurts Ben." She muttered frozen with fear cold and pain.
"Just a little further, don't let go on me."
She clutched his coat with a death grip as they trudged those fateful
last meters. Ben
never stopped talking, though his words started to run together in her
ears and she could
no longer make out his face. Her eyelids felt heavy...so very heavy...then
there where
more voices and she was being put down. She could feel hands on her and
just make out
the drone of a helicopter as her mind shut down.
* * *
Hailey woke to bright lights, beeping machines, and a steady drone of
voices she couldn't
understand. Within seconds a wave of pain gripped her midsection and
she felt an
uncontrollable urge to hurl. It passed none too soon and the voices started
to come
through, at first a deep female tone: "The first bullet lodged in the
upper part of her
breastbone and we had to remove a little of the surrounding cartilage
to efficiently
dislodge it. The second tore through her left side, damaging the kidney
beyond repair.
Pending any unforeseen complications she'll make a full recovery and
may be released in
five to six weeks. Full recovery besides a missing kidney that is." Then
that of a young man she recognized: "I see, when is she expected to come
out of the
anesthesia?" It was Benton.
"Actually right about now, would you like to see her?"
"Yes, if it is possible."
"Certainly, right this way."
Hailey tried to pull herself up into a little more presentable position,
but as she moved
excrutiating bands of pain shot through her stomach and chest causing
her to quickly
abandon the effort. The door to her room slowly swung open and two figures
stepped
inside. Hailey focused her bleary eyes on the taller figure and smiled
as his features came
into focus.
"How are you doing, Ms. Winters?"
"Well besides the fact that I feel like I've been hit by a train, I'm
perfectly well, thank you." Her voice was hoarse and raspy.
He smiled. "Don't worry, that will pass in a day or two."
"I remember you taking me on that sorry excuse for a thrill ride...voices
I couldn't
understand...but...that's it...what happened?"
"You passed out, most likely from pain, shock, and blood loss. A team
was already
working on O'Toole so they immediately moved to you. After they stabilized
the injuries,
you where loaded onto one of the helicopters and taken to the Main Hospital
here in
Dawson. You were hit..."
"I know I know I heard you talking in the hall. How successful was the
operation?"
"Besides the loss of an extra kidney, very."
She tried to chuckle but winced instead. "No I mean the takedown, did
we get them all?"
"Yes....Yes, we got them all." He saw no need to bring up the fact the
ringleader Had neither been captured nor accounted for.
"Good."
"It is. You did a good job out there, Hailey."
She smiled. "Thank you, Benton. You didn't do so bad yourself, when I
felt that thing tear
though me I was sure I was a dead man...er...woman."
He smiled a bit. "Well, you shouldn't have. I wasn't about ready to loose
you."
"O'Toolle was the only other casualty?"
"Yes."
"That's good."
An awkward silence settled between them. The all too familiar ache started
to build
within her again and she looked toward the window.
"Yes. It's very good. Cst. O'Toolle is making great progress. He should
be back on duty in
a few weeks. He was lucky."
"Yeah."
He was quiet for a minute, nervously handling his Stetson. "I'm going
to have to go to the
North Butterfield Detachment for the time being. It will be a while before
my old
detachment is ready to be back in business."
She looked at him like she'd been shot, again. It took a minute to find
her voice and when
she did it was quiet and dis-attached. "How long?"
"I'm not sure, but it's not far. A day's travel, no more."
"Oh...when do you leave?"
"Tonight."
She swallowed. *Never a happy ending.* "Good luck then, Fraser."
"Oh, I don't need luck."
As if on cue a Mountie Hailey didn't know knocked gingerly on the door.
"Constable, it's
time to go."
"Very well, Corporal. Well, I will see you when I get some time to come
back down this
way."
"Goodbye Ben. I'll be here."
"Goodbye Hailey."
* * *
The weeks passed agonizingly slow. Hailey fell into a destructive bout
of depression
which ate at her heart like an infection. It didn't effect her recovery,
though, her body had
always been stronger than her mind. The snow melted slowly turning the
small city as
gray and dingy as her spirits. Day melded into day until she'd lost rack
of time, until her
doctor announced she would be ready for release in a week.
Fraser had finally been relieved at North Butterfield, and as his first
matter of business he
returned to Dawson and the hospital. He entered what had been Hailey's
rather sterile
prison for the past few weeks and watched her for a minute as she packed
her belongings.
"Hello Hailey."
She whirled around with a soft gasp. "Fraser...."
"Hello." He walked into the room, and stood near the door. "Feeling better?"
She quickly recuperated herself, a professional cool taking the edge
off her voice and
tender emotions. "Oh yes, quite."
"That's good. You're being released today." It was phrased as a question,
but sounded
more like a statement.
"Mhumm, I'm getting out of prison!"
He couldn't help laughing. "So it seems, so it seems. Do you know where
you are going to
go, or for that matter, what you are going to do now?"
She'd given the subject extensive thought but wasn't quite ready to tell
him her plans.
"Not really, no I was just going to regroup at my cabin for awhile."
"That's a good plan. As good as any, in any case."
"I take it the detachment is running again?"
"Not just yet, but they are almost done, or so I've been told. Since
I'm no longer needed
in North Butterfield I've been given something of a short leave to spend
doing whatever I
see fit to spend my time doing."
"And that would be?"
"Well, I haven't really decided." He paused a moment. "The Inuit Midsummer
Rites are
coming up."
"It's that time of year."
"It is. And there's going to be quite a party, so I hear."
"Always is." *what is he getting at?*
"Perhaps you'd like to accompany me? A little 'get-out-of-prison' celebration?"
She nearly fainted right there. "W...with...you?"
"Yes, with me."
"To a celebration of fertility and renewal?"
"Yes. Unless you have something else to do."
She debated with herself for a moment before making her decision. "Why
not? We are
two adults perfectly capable of keeping ourselves in check. I'd love
to." "Well...good. It's settled then."
"I've just got some paperwork to handle and I'll be out of here. I'll
meet you at
headquarters okay?"
"Very well then."
* * *
In that the thaw of summer had turned the countryside to marsh, it was
decided that horseback would be the most sensible means of travel. The
pair left at
daybreak the next day and arrived at Iniuektuck with an open armed greeting.
"Wow, they've really gone all out this year." Hailey commented as they
walked through the village.
"Indeed, they have." Ben replied, a little surprised at her change of
attitude. She had been virtually silent during the five day trip. "Shall
we." He said taking
her hand as they walked into the ceremony ring.
* * *
Hailey giggled as they watched another couple disappear into a shack.
"Benyyyyyyy we're going to be the *only* ones not getting any act-TION,
tonight."
"Mhumm." He replied rather distractedly.
An occasional sound coming from the various scattered buildings didn't
help Hailey keep
herself under control. She leaned against his shoulder as the tribal
music started up again.
He turned and looked at her, their eyes locked, searching for what they
couldn't say
aloud. Suddenly Hailey whispered, "Ben...kiss me."
The presence of her warm body against his, the effect of the vodka on
his mind, and the
general mood that had settled over the village was too much for the strongest
of men and,
again, he gave in. Sliding his hand along her side and cupping her jaw
gently he placed
his lips to hers, noting for a second time how well they fit together.
This spurred the tiniest of moans from Hailey who turned as she slid
her hands around his
shoulders bringing their bodies together. She clutched the firm muscle
under her fingers
and turned her head to the side, tentatively caressing his lips with
her tongue.
He slid his hands along her waist pressing her firmly against him as
his tongue invaded
her mouth. He continued to kiss her with lonely passion until she pulled
away, which
didn't deter him, but rather directed him to move to her neck.
"Ben." She whimpered....
"Yes?"
"Ben...take me inside..."
He didn't break his rhythm as he picked her up and carried her into their
cabin. He set her
back on her feet gently, and returned his interest to her lips.
She was in absolute bliss but her body craved to go further...to make
it real....complete. "I
want you...to...to...make love to me Benton...."
He held back, looking at her. Even in his drunken warped state of mind
something said "No".
Hailey sensed his hesitation and undid the first few buttons to his shirt,
kissing the hollow
there tenderly. "Please...." she said again in a breathy voice, brushing
her fingers along
the back of his neck with a feathers touch.
It sent him over the edge and with an indescribable sound he encompassed
her body and
soul, pressing her back on the bed.
* * *
Hailey snuggled against the warm body beside her as she slowly came back
from the
dream world. The fuzz in her mind slowly lifted, but only to be replaced
by the telltale
throb of a hangover. *Oh my god what happened?* She gingerly opened her
eyes to see
Ben sleeping soundly, and very nude beside her. She sat up abruptly as
the truth made
itself known in her head, she slept with Constable Fraser. *How? Why?
What???* Her
mind spun with questions as she picked her clothes off the floor. *That's
right, our drinks
where spiked.* Suddenly it
was perfectly clear. Two very lonely people, drunk and slightly attracted
to each other,
*Slightly, maybe just on his end.* Together at a glorified sex fest,
what did she think was
going to happen?
She stepped out into the bracing summer air and took a deep breath. No
it wasn't because
he loved her, it was because of circumstances. A sob worked it's way
from her heart and
she covered her face with her hands. She couldn't stay, she couldn't
face him when he
woke. It was time to carry out her plan, no matter how painful it would
be. It didn't take long to saddle her horse, and when she re-entered
the cabin Fraser was still
sleeping peacefully. With a shaky hand she picked up his log book and
a pencil, and
began writing.
Dearest Ben,
I'm so very sorry about what happened last night. I lost control of myself
and took
advantage of you, and I'll never forgive myself for it. On account of
the circumstances, I
thought it best that I leave this to words so I can get it all out straight.
I love you Benton,
and I suppose I always will. But in the same respect I know that we cannot
be together.
There would eventually be children, and either
they would have to deal with a constantly absent father, or I would have
to tear you from
the life you love. I cannot do either, so I know it is time for us to
part ways.
I'll always carry a part of you with me, no matter what happens, you'll
always be in my
heart.
Goodbye, good luck, and take care of yourself my love.
Hailey Winters
With a shuddering breath she tore the sheet from it's binding and folded
it in half
stepping back towards the bed. Tears slid unhindered down her cheeks
as she pulled an
ivory trinket from her neck and set it on the note. Slowly, tenderly,
she kissed the
sleeping man's forehead and whispered "Goodbye Benton." With a
deep breath she turned and left the cabin feeling very much like a shell
devoid of sprit,
will, and the energy of life. With a set jaw she spurred her horse to
the South, and into a
new life of lonliness, desolation, and solitude.
It's Present Day, approximately seven years later. After Fraser's botched
expedition to
find The Hand of Franklin he was transferred to Vancouver, British Columbia.
Upon
arrival his first order of business was to check in with the Police Station...
Hailey stepped into an office marked with Inspector Jenkins' name. "Here's
the result of
those vacuumings we found on the abandoned Buick."
"Anything worth reading?"
"Not much, but there were some metal shavings that might prove interesting
when the
ballistics report comes in."
"Thank you, Constable."
"Your welcome sir." She spoke over her shoulder as she continued down
the hallway. Her watch started beeping and she sighed as she turned it
off. *So much to
do, so little time.*
Changing her course, she headed to the front office and abruptly froze.
"Thank you kindly ma'am."
*No it can't be, you're playing tricks on yourself again.* She started
forward again,
rounding the corner cautiously, afraid of what
she'd see. "Ben!" She cried as her fears where confirmed.
Fraser was taken far aback. "Hailey...?....Constable Winters...." The
inflection of his
voice made his statement come out as a question.
They stood stone still, staring at each other as if in shock. Time had
taken it's toll but age
suited him. There were occasional gray flecks in his midnight black hair,
and a few
wrinkles that hadn't been there before. Neither knew just how long they
stood gawking
until the receptionist spoke:
"Um, excuse me Sir but you need to sign this..."
"Oh, I'm sorry." Fraser said, snapping back to reality.
"Just here, it's gives us access to your file."
As he briefly scanned the document and signed it Hailey again found her
tongue. "What
brought you here?"
In as few words as possible Fraser told her of his Father's death and
subsequent transfer to the Consulate in Chicago, his reasons for leaving,
and second
transfer to Vancouver.
"Oh my, the Sergeant's dead? I'm sorry."
Fraser didn't respond before the doors to the station burst open and
a small child ran into
the room on a path straight for Hailey.
"Mom! Mom! Jason want's me to sleep over tonight. Can I pleaaaaasssseeeee!"
"Whoa whoa cool it little man. Is he waiting?"
"Yes!"
"Well first I want you to meet Constable Benton Fraser." The child turned
and stuck out
his hand in a very adult like manner, Fraser shook it with wide eyes.
"Pleased to meet you sir." He turned back to Hailey. "Now can I go?"
"Yes Ashton, I'll call you later okay?"
"Okay thanks!" and the head of sandy brown hair bobbed back out of sight.
"Well what do you think Constable?"
"A fine young man. When did you get married?"
"I didn't, he's yours."
Fraser just looked at her for a second. He opened his mouth as if to
say something, but
nothing came out. Another moment of silence, and he fell straight back,
hitting the
linoleum floor with a dull 'thump'.
Hailey waited with her arms folded a minute. When Fraser didn't wake
she disappeared
into the mess room just off the waiting area. Returning with a cup of
water she proceeded
to splash it on his face.
Fraser came to very slowly. When he was more or less fully awake, he
lifted his head off
the floor. "He....he's....."
"Yes, he's yours."
His head simply fell back to the floor. His eyes fixed, staring at the
ceiling.
Unbeknownst to the others, Inspector Jenkins had been watching the whole
thing. "Well
Hailey looks like you've got your hands full. Go ahead and take the rest
of the day off, I
think you two need some time to talk."
She looked at him in horror.
"That's an order, Constable."
"Understood." She answered quietly, standing again. The implications
of everything
started to sink in causing her frustration to build, this was not helped
by Fraser's shock
scene on the floor. "Oh for heavens sake get up and act like a man."
She snapped, kicking
him
gently.
He woke slowly, and this time was able to maintain his consciousness.
Neither Mountie moved, until the stillness began to make Hailey think
she'd go crazy. In
a snit she started to leave, bidding him to follow.
He did as if in a stupor, and remained that way until Hailey finished
driving to a point
overlooking the bay.
Fraser didn't speak, and nervously rubbed the edges of his Stetson as
she put the car into
park and killed the engine. She sighed deeply and pressed her forehead
to the steering
wheel.
"A child..." This he said more to himself then anyone. "Why didn't you
tell me...?"
At this, Hailey snapped. Seven years of pent up rage, pain, and anger
came forth like a
spewing volcano. "For the same goddamn reason I left you in the first
place. The only
thing you see, feel, think, or hear is your job. I can't do this, I can't.
I can't face this again.
Do you have any idea what I've been through these past seven
years? The sheer and unadulterated hell you've put me through?
No I suppose you wouldn't, your heart's so caged up in ice you wouldn't
feel it if god
himself touched you." Her voice started to crack. "I loved you so much
Ben, it consumed
me like a monster. It took every ounce of grit I had to face each day
as it came. But
I was strong, oh I could do it, I could pull through. You know Hailey,
she can do
anything." Tears now streamed down her cheeks. "I don't know if I can
do it again, no I
know I can't do it again. I just
can't...I can't." She whispered hitting the steering wheel to emphasize
her point.
For almost ten minutes they both sat, the only sound being Hailey's quiet
sobs. Finally,
Fraser spoke without thinking, still in a great deal of shock.
"Can you drop me off at the hotel?"
She started the car in silence, drove to his hotel in silence, and they
parted in silence. Fraser watched the red tail-lights disappear into
the rain and
stepped into the lobby of his hotel. In the background he could hear
the strains from a
piano and a deep voice. Sighing in frustration he turned and walked back
into the rain.
"I'm not the sort of person who falls, in and quickly out of love. But
to you I gave my attention right from the start.
I had a lover, who loved me, how could I break such a heart?
Yet still you gained my attention...
Why do you come here? When you know I've got troubles enough.
Why do you call me? When you know I can't answer the phone.
Make me lie and I don't want to.
Make me feel like some kind of love-stricken fool.
You make me stay when I shouldn't of; I was so strong your all the weakness
in me."
* * *
Trying to keep her mind in check Hailey flipped on her radio as she drove
home. Simple
piano chords and a deep female voice filled the cab of her car, and her
eyes with tears.
The words hit her heart and they played over and over again in her mind
as she tried to
keep tears at bay and get a little sleep.
"Feeling guilty, worried, waking from tormented sleep.
This old love has me down, and the new love comes deep.
If I choose not, I'll loose all. One of you has to fall.
But I need you, and you....
Why do you come here? When you know I've got troubles enough.
Why do you call me? When you know I can't answer the phone.
Make me lie and I don't want to.
Make someone fell like a love-stricken fool.
You make me stay when I shouldn't of; I was so strong your all the weakness
in me."
Hailey threw off the covers with a sob. Walking to the window and watching
the rain
pour down the lone pane of glass. So much pain, why was there always
so much pain?
"Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by.
Well I need to see you. And I need to hold you. I need...."
"You ben." Her mind finished the thought, interrupted suddenly by a knock
at the door.
She looked through blurry eyes at the red numbers on her alarm clock.
11:45 *what on
earth?*
The knock sounded again.
"I'm coming!" Composing herself quickly she opened the door to see a
dripping wet and haunted Fraser. "Leave me alone!" She cried as she slammed
the door
back shut.
He stopped it with his foot and stepped inside.
"No. No, please go away....go away." She whispered stepping back from
him. "Hailey...Hailey I'm sorry." He said in a voice that trembled with
emotion. The constriction in her heart wouldn't let her speak but she
continued to shake her head
in protest.
"Hailey..." he whispered taking hold of her hands and pulling them from
her face,
replacing them with his own as he turned it up to him. "I never said
I didn't love you."
She stared at him and they began to drift together as if moving by magnetic
attraction. He
turned his head to the side and their lips found their place together
again. If it was a dream she didn't...couldn't let it end; and proceeded
to play it out for all it was
worth. The two Mounties remained locked in the passionate kiss until
Hailey, who was
now feeling water soak through her own clothing, broke away from his
grip. "You're
soaked."
"It's raining." Rather obvious, but it was the first thing that came
to his mind.
"Let me help you dry off..."
"Yes, that would be best. I wouldn't want to catch my death from cold
wet clothes now
would I?"
She grinned and hit him with a violent kiss as she expertly began to
undress him...
* * *
Hailey woke a couple hours later, nestled in the crook of his arm. *Oh
my it's not a
dream.* She thought as she watched the slow rise and fall of his chest
She d idn't drool for
long before the cold wet nose of her geriatric malamute nuzzled her arm.
"Min, You
thirsty sweetie?" Careful not to wake him, she untangled herself from
the sheets and
grabbed her robe. With a smile of utter contentment she proceeded to
clean up the
aftermath of their tryst, which included throwing his uniform into the
washer. The dog
whined again and she
disappeared into the kitchen for a midnight snack.
An hour later her dryer buzzed, and Hailey proceeded to press the wrinkles
out of his and
her uniform at the ironing board. She hummed a nameless tune to herself
as she worked
and refused to think of what would happen when he woke.
But Ben was awake, and watching her in the doorway. He spent a few minutes
watching
what was tantamount to a scene of perfect domestic tranquillity. He wanted
to say
something, or do something, but didn't want to disrupt the quiet. The
humming stopped as she the hair on her neck began to raise. Slowly, she
turned and
laughed. "OH, Ben, don't do that you scared me!"
He smiled at her. "Sorry, didn't mean to."
"Did Min wake you up?"
"No... not at all."
"Well...your uniform was a mess and I knew you had to work tomorrow so
I thought..."
"Don't worry about the uniform. It'll be fine..." He spoke as he walked
towards her and
kissed her tenderly.
"Mmmmm." She mumbled, relaxing a little causing the table to rock and
the Iron to fall
face-down onto the carpet. "Ahhh!" She cried, quickly picking it up.
He pulled her back from the iron-shaped burn. "Careful, don't touch it.
It's incredibly hot,
and you won't be able to get the plastic off your skin."
She giggled. "Oh Ben I've missed you so."
"I've missed you too, Hailey. He brought up the sheet he was covering
himself with and wrapped them both in it, resting his chin on her hair.
Hailey was quiet for a minute before quietly saying. "I'm sorry, I should
have told you as
soon as I knew but I just didn't have
the courage. It was my fault, I practically seduced you that night, and
you didn't need to
be held down by a wife and child, and I knew you would feel obligated
to stay with me..."
He placed his index finger vertically across her lips, holding them closed.
"Shh....you
don't need to apologize to me." Suddenly he stooped and picked her up,
carrying them
back towards the bedroom.
* * *
They were perfectly content in their silent worlds as Hailey expertly
maneuvered the morning traffic. "Ahhhhh stupid me. I've got to check
on old Annie." She
cried suddenly as she dodged out of traffic.
Fraser grabbed onto the dashboard and the door handle as she turned suddenly.
"You do realize that U turns are illegal inside city limits." "U turn?
What U turn? I didn't do a U turn." She said with a mischievous grin.
He couldn't help smiling though he tried to stay serious. "That, that
just now, a U-turn.
Highly illegal in city limits."
"What, you going to write me a ticket Constable?"
"Well, if you do it again, I just might."
She was tempted, oh so tempted....But her Good Samaritan project called
and she was
going to be late picking up Ashton.
Fraser's eyebrows raised as they pulled into a dingy back street ally
and stopped. "I'll be
right back." She told him as she pulled some stuff from the back seat
and disappeared
into a broken down brick
building.
Fraser waited quietly until he heard the distinctive ring of gunshots.
He looked around for
a phone, CB, or radio but found none and was out of the car in a second.
He entered the
building cautiously, sidearm drawn. The inside was stripped down to the
metal framing
and a rickety wood staircase lead to the dimly lit upper level. He heard
a bump up above
and Hailey scream "Ben!!!"
He took the stairs two at a time and as he passed through a number of
small rooms, he kept his gun low and ready, following the last sound
of her voice. He
found her in large barren windowless room, struggling in vain against
a large man with a
scar along the side of his face. He held a knife to her throat and his
hand over her mouth.
As she saw him she made a final valiant attempt to save her love's life.
Wrenching the
hand from her mouth she called, "Don't, Ben it's a..." the door closed
behind him
enclosing the room in darkness. Her voice, small with defeat finished
her sentence.
"Trap."
"Oh dear..."
He found her in large barren windowless room, struggling in vain against
a large man with a scar along the side of his face. He held a knife to
her throat and his hand over her mouth. As she saw him she made a final
valiant
attempt to save her love's life. Wrenching the hand from her mouth she
called, "Don't, Ben it's a..." the door closed behind him enclosing the
room in darkness. Her voice, small with defeat finished her sentence.
"Trap."
"Oh dear..."
Hailey woke slowly, the thrum a plane engine working in harmony with
the throb in her head. She hurt, that was the only way to describe it.
Everything
about her hurt. Snippets of what happened flipped through her mind, and
for a moment she considered ending it there. *No, don't let them win.
You are stronger...it was just a show of dominance.....Ben...* Her eyes
flew open searching the hull of the plane for a familiar face. It was
there, etched with such a look of guilt and pain it nearly caused Hailey
to cry out.
She stifled it before it gave her away and instead hissed "Ben."
He looked her direction, "Hi Hailey," and forced a smile. He knew they
both needed some sort of reassurance, and a smile, no matter
how forced, would have to suffice.
"Hi." She replied in a shaky voice as she took in her surroundings. "Are
you allright?"
"Yes." She said as she moved into a sitting position with a grimace.
"Just...sore."
"That's understandable. Other then that, you're allright, right?" "Yes
I'll be okay." There was a pause. "I learned long ago how
to separate body from mind, besides women have a built in
mechanism for coping with rape."
"Do you have any idea how to get out of this?"
"Well, jumping out of the plane is an option. There are two parachutes
by the aft hatch. According to my timing, someone comes back about
every five minutes to check on us. We'd have to move fast."
"Right..." She looked throughout the compartment. "How long until he
comes back this time?"
"About 16 seconds."
She flopped down instantly. Fraser did the same, and true to his word
a few seconds later the door to the compartment opened, followed by heavy
footsteps.. He kicked Hailey, then Fraser, satisfied that they were still
asleep, he turned and walked back to the cockpit. Hailey peeked while
he had his back turned and stifled a gasp as he shut the door. "My god
it's Rickman!"
"Yes, I know. He's been back here four times. Seeing as they work on
a rotating basis, I'd say there are about 5 men up there who are doing
nothing but checking on us."
"Let's go then!" She said standing up and thanking heaven they had the
decency to re-dress her after they where done. As quietly as possible
they donned the parachutes. "Let's strip the place, who knows what's
here but I'm sure we'll be able to use it."
Fraser nodded and they pushed the bags and boxes they could towards the
hatch. Fraser carefully undid it, and with a quick push they emptied
the compartment. Then, as the door to the cockpit opened, they looked
at each other and jumped.
Hailey followed the typical routine for skydiving and remembered to tuck
towards the end. She landed securely on her feet, and with a sigh, sank
down and covered her face with her hands.
Fraser landed not too far away, and after gathering his parachute made
his way toward her. "Tuck, roll, and land, just like I said." He smiled.
"Yeah. Fraser may I ask you a question?"
"Shoot."
"Why didn't you try and find me seven years ago? Why did you just let
me go?"
He was silent for a minute or two. "I'm not really sure. I was younger
then,
more naive...and I suppose, like you, I just didn't have the courage.
" "I thought it was just because you didn't love me."
"No....no, of course not..." They stood in silence for a moment, a moment
of looking deep into each other's eyes, as if trying to understand each
other.
Suddenly Fraser snapped back to common sense. "We need to get under cover.
They are likely to circle back to find out where we landed, then they
will mark down the exact location and send people after us." The two
quickly rolled
Hailey's red parachute, which would have acted as a beacon to the plane,
and scurried away from the field where they landed. The contents of the
plane compartment where scattered at random through the forest. It took
a better part of two hours to gather it together and make some sort of
a survival kit.
"Do you have any idea where we are?" She asked after they'd sorted through
the things.
He looked over a small map they'd recovered. "Well, judging from
our approximate direction, estimated speed, and the duration of
our flight I'd say we're about here." They were on the northern edge
of a small mountain range hugging the Columbia coast. The nearest marked
town was approximately 60 miles Southeast, as the crow flies. "And in
all
likeliness we will come across some sort of homestead before we actually
get there." His optimism behooved Hailey but she just nodded her head
thinking of
just how comforting a deep hot bath would be at that moment.
"God have mercy."
"Now, I recall seeing a group of small buildings approximately 10 minutes
before we jumped." He thought for a second. "That would put it approximately
30 miles that way." He gestured in the opposite direction.
Her eyes lit up. "Let's go then." The two packed everything they needed
into
the two small backpacks they'd located, then buried or hid the rest.
Once there
was no sign of their time there, they began moving quickly over the mountain
before them, towards the homestead that lay only 30 miles from where
they stood.
The going was slow and exhausting and as they began to pull way from
the denser pines it was dark, and Hailey simply could go no further.
"Well, if you're too tired, we'll have to stop and rest a while." She
sat with a thud. "I've been in the city too long."
He gave a small laugh. "We did cover almost 20 miles. That's quite respectable
on foot."
"Thanks." She replied, yawning as she pulled various hard items from
her bag. She took a deep breath and laid down, using it as a sort of
pillow. She winced as she put pressure on the bruises that covered her
body, closed her eyes though a vivid flashback and curled up against
the cold. Fraser sat down next to her, and after a moment, she reached
out
to pull herself closer to the only warmth she could find. He watched
her shiver for a few minutes, then slipped off his Service Order uniform
jacket and covered her with it.
"We are stopping for the night right?"
"Yes, we're stopping for the night."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome." It had been a rather difficult choice to stop. It would
allow their kidnappers time to close the distance. The smarter thing
would have been to carry her, but she needed rest that could only be
attained
through a good night's sleep.
"You should get some sleep too. I don't think we need to worry about
Oshlavic following us, it's too much work and this forest is too dense
for him to see us from above."
His mind raced with reasons why he should stay awake, but it boiled down
to the fact that she was right. "You're right. We should both get some
sleep. We have a long walk to finish tomorrow."
She instinctively snuggled against him, and as memories of that morning
began to fill his now idle mind, he slid his arm protectively around
her and kissed her gently on the cheek.
Through most of the night Fraser sat awake, holding Hailey. He dozed
off occasionally, but when he woke he'd scold himself for letting his
guard down.
* * *
The first nightmare hit around midnight, Hailey started screaming and
pushing away from Fraser viciously "Stop...please." She begged the monster
in her dream.
Fraser wasn't sure what to do, so following his instincts he held her
tightly
and tried his best to wake her up. Suddenly remembering something his
grandmother did he pulled a hair from the back of her neck, causing her
to jerk suddenly awake.
"Ben, Ben is that you?"
"Yes, Hailey, It's me, and just me. You're safe."
She clung to him for dear life. "They had me again.... they where using
me again."
"And for the last time." He knew he was right in his earlier suspicions.
It would have been in the best interests of both for them if they had
continued moving, instead of stopping for the night.
She squeezed her eyes shut and pressed her forehead into his shoulder
as if trying to block out the world. A shuddering sob escaped her lips
as her will to not acknowledge what had happened broke.
He held her tightly, not letting her escape. "It's OK, you're safe with
me." She couldn't speak as her body released it's stress in tears. No
words were exchanged, and the sounds of her tears blotted out the sounds
of nature.
Stealing occasional glimpses at his watch, he watched time go by. Five
minutes, ten minutes, twenty, a half hour. The sobs eventually quieted
to an occasional sniffle as she cried herself to sleep.
He released his grip on her and settled her back into a natural sleeping
position.
* * *
"Humm, mmm, what? what did you say?"
"It's morning. Time to get back on the trail."
"Oh...oh right." She yawned and shook. "Gee golly what a wonderful night!"
"Did you...uh, sleep well?"
"Oh yes, wonderfully." The statement oozed sarcasm. She stood up stiffly
and pulled her hopelessly tangled hair out of her face into something
that would
stay out of the way. "To put it frankly, being a girl sucks."
"I wouldn't know about that." As she got ready, he packed the few things
they had back into the bags.
"No you wouldn't." She said with a smile. "Let's go Paul Bunyan." He
chuckled, and they set off in the general direction of the homestead
that was their final goal.
The downhill stretch was treacherous, and both lost their footing more
than once. Towards noon they saw a thin trail of smoke in the distance.
It buoyed their spirits and the last mile went in a breeze, they came
out at the edge of a large fenced in field with a man expertly guiding
a horse through
it's various exercises. The Mounties climbed the fence, and approached
the man.
"Hello there. My name is Constable Fraser, RCMP, and this is Constable
Winters. Could we get some assistance from you?" The man looked at the
two with a high raised eyebrow.
"You two look like you've been through the wash cycle. How can I help
you?" "Do you have some sort of communication to the nearest RCMP detachment?
Phone, short-wave radio?" At this time, the homesteader's wife came out
into the field, and approached Hailey.
"Oh, my poor girl. You're filthy. Come, let's get you cleaned up." The
thought of warm water overrode Hailey's sense of independence and she
let the
lady lead her upstairs without complaint or correction.
As Hailey was led upstairs, Fraser found the phone. Thankful, there was
a large map next to the phone, and Fraser spent a few minutes figuring
their exact location. When he had, he picked up the phone, and called
the nearest RCMP detachment(the number was thankfully among the list
of numbers by the phone). After working it out with the senior NCO on
the other end of the line, Fraser thanked them kindly, and hung up. After
Hailey had gotten cleaned up, Fraser replaced her in the bathroom, while
the homesteader wife washed their Service Order uniforms, which by now
had gotten rather dirty. It wasn't until late that evening that a 4-wheel
drive 'Buffalo Cab' made its
way to the homestead. Neither Mountie had ever been quite so happy to
see the RCMP vehicle, whose door carried the heraldic emblem of the RCMP,
with its
prominent buffalo head. Fraser and Hailey left whatever was of value
with the homesteaders, and left the small clearing. Over the next 30
hours, they slowly, but surely, made their way back to Vancouver.
As they reached the city limits Hailey finally spoke.
"You know Ash knows he has a father. I always told him that he had a
very important and demanding job and when he was the right age you would
come for him."
"And then you left it up to chance that I'd arrive when the time was
right?" "No I planned to find you. No matter how I feel, Ashton deserves
to know who his father is."
"Well, I agree. But when were you going to try and find me?"
"When he was self contained and not as much work, I was thinking around
eight."
"Ah, I see."
"I've recorded and kept a lot of his babyhood too so you didn't totally
miss that."
"Well...that was very thoughtful of you." They pulled into the parking
lot for the station at just that moment and were almost instantly swamped
with people. They quickly parted though, letting the Mounties out of
the car. Flashing lights and swarms of questions made it impossible to
hear each other
speak. lead by a few Mounties from the station they were escorted into
the building.
"Good grief what's going on?"
"I haven't a clue."
Suddenly Hailey rocked back as a little figure attacked her from the
side. "Mom!"
"Ash!" She called, recouping quickly and stooping to hug him back. They
stayed that way for a good five minutes, neither finding the right words
to say. Finally she pulled back.
"Ash remember what I told you about your dad coming back
someday when you're older?"
Fraser didn't know what to say, or even if he should say anything just
yet. This was a mother/son moment.
"Yeah"
"Well he's here. Constable Fraser is your father."
"Oh...." He was silent, totally stunned.
"Maybe you should rest a bit with Sarah." Hailey looked to her aunt with
pleading eyes.
"Yes I'll take care of him." The elderly woman who in all reality was
Hailey's saint cooed. From there Hailey, Fraser, and Inspector Jenkins
made their way to a prepared interrogation room.
"From what we can tell, Oshlavic and Rickman planned the takeover six
years ago. The fur business was starting to lag and their operation was
leaking. So they figured how to clean it out..."
"That makes sense. That's why he lead us to that ridge, he must have
had someone waiting for him down below." Hailey interjected.
"A get-away vehicle...Sound planning on his part. This man is
nobody's fool." Fraser agreed.
"Which is why we are now in a very sticky situation. It's not like we
don't have the evidence to convict him, it's a matter of finding him,
which is virtually impossible. This leaves our only option..."
"We need to find a way to lure him into our hands." again, Hailey interjected.
"Therein lies the question. Now you two are in very real danger so protection
officers have been arranged..."
"Very well, sir. The other officers will have to keep a very low profile,
of course."
"Of course, and you'll also need to give your separate statements. And
we'll have to do it tonight as you know..."
"Yes we know." The two replied in unison.
Though both dreaded the task they knew it had to be done. They where
placed in separate rooms and the questioning began. Hailey told her story
slowly, and in immaculate detail. More than once she had to stop to keep
control of herself, but she got through it in good time.
Fraser sat in the opposite interrogation room, and proceeded to give
his statement. Their accounts matched up perfectly, with no deviations
whatsoever.
"Raped....man...some people are evil." The constable who questioned Fraser
commented as they left the room. Though Fraser didn't show it on
the outside, a slight tremor in his voice and something in his stance
showed that he wasn't taking it with a grain of salt.
"Yes....quite. And the sooner he goes to prison, the safer everyone is."
Hailey came out about ten minutes later. Looking white as a sheet and
shaking ever so slightly.
"How are you holding up, Hailey?"
"As long as I never have to reiterate that story again I'll be perfectly
fine, thank you."
"Ah, I see." On the outside he looked perfectly normal, but his eyes
burrowed
into Hailey's with as much comfort as he could send.
They were then greeted by their bodyguards, two tall serious looking
men who
gave Hailey an urge to run. They where guided to a decoy car behind the
building where she found Ash sound asleep.
"Poor guy." She cooed as she took her place next to him.
Two rooms had been arranged in a little known hotel in the very heart
of the city. It had been laced with alarms and security fit for a diplomat.
Throughout
a silent meal Hailey fought and dreaded the thought of sleeping alone,
but her
sensitive nature wouldn't allow her personal interests to override Ben's
sense
of honor. After they finished eating they were lead to their separate
rooms.
There was an awkward silence, broken by Hailey as always.
"Well I guess it's goodnight."
"Good night Hailey." Fraser opened his door, and turned back to her.
"If you need anything, you know where I am." He gave her the same 'It's
going to be okay.' Look before closing the door.
from me." She moved to scream but the metal pressed harder, she could
feel it just starting to nick her skin. With tears of panic in her eyes
she relaxed and started praying as she looked in the mirror before her.
The long
scar and white hair tipped her off to her captor. She didn't fight him
as he
led her to the window and somehow made it slide open. With a less than
gentle shove he pushed her out into an alley and pulled away for a fraction
of a second to shove her into a waiting car.
In that moment she screamed at the top of her lungs. The door slammed
shut, shutting out her scream. And rubber lay to pavement as the nameless
driver hit the gas....
* * *
Fraser heard both the scream and the car speeding away. He ran out theside
door, and caught a brief glimpse of the car and license plate. Since
the car was too far away to pursue on foot, he turned instead to the
parking lot of the police station. A Constable on Uniform Patrol was
getting ready to pull out just as Fraser hit the blacktop. He practically
flew into the passenger side door, and ordered the Constable to proceed
in the direction that Hailey's kidnapper had driven.
As the marked car sped through the streets of Vancouver, Fraser used
the radio to give a description of the car, the license plate, and the
general direction of the chase. Within minutes the entire Vancouver police
unit was aware of the situation, and every Buffalo Cab in the city was
watching for the car, knowing that one of their own was in it.
Before a few minutes had passed everyone realized the trail was cold.
Fraser let a rare curse along with most the staff back at the station.
Suddenly a man stationed at one of the many tracking computers yelled,
"The tracking device! She's still got her tracking device on!" He flipped
up the computer screen and sure enough, a small red blip was flashing
along Interstate Five. The news ripped through the airwaves, causing
Fraser's nameless chauffeur to gun the gas in that direction.
* * *
Hailey heard and smelled the ocean as the car finally came to a stop.
She was now blindfolded, gagged, and trussed up very much like a
thanksgiving
turkey. The door opened and rough hands pulled her from the car, again
she felt a cold blade of steel against her throat. Robbed of her sense
of sight she strained her ears to make out her location.
A funny hoot much like that of a whale sounded almost in unison with
the break of the surf. It took her a minute for the memory it sparked
to fully take shape, but when it did a terror consumed her. *The blowholes.*
"So tell me Miss Hailey, how good of a swimmer are you?"
She felt herself being picked up, turned over, and a hard shoulder settle
in
her very bruised stomach. Her captor started moving as Hailey frantically
thought of a way to save herself. Something cold clamped about her ankles
and a wet mist start to stick to her skin.
"You know, you've given me quite a struggle the past few days."
Suddenly she heard the all too familiar drone of a helicopter, and a
large hand start to fondle her body again.
"So pretty, such a waste. It really is a pity you had to go all good
on me Hailey." The chopper got louder as he let her off his shoulder.
She thought she heard another car but couldn't be sure.
Tears now streamed down her face as she begged him silently to spare
her.
Suddenly he tore off her blindfold and undid the binds to her hands as
he violently pushed her backwards. "Have a good sleep!"
She fell at a free fall into the blackness below, taking the deepest
breath she could as her body slid into the freezing water.
The sirens of the police car alerted Oshlavic, and he turned to run.
Before he could reach the waiting ladder of his escape craft the car
skidded to a stop between the Russian and the chopper.
Fraser was out of the car in a second and roughly grabbed him by the
collar. "Where is she?" The enraged Mountie slammed him against the back
of
the car. "What did you do with her you son of a bitch!!!" The man pointed
off the cliff and was promptly thrown to the ground. As Fraser ran, he
yelled to the Constable in the carto arrest the man.
A moment later, a single gunshot rang out. Fraser stopped, and whirled
to see the Constable lowering his service revolver. The Russian lay flat
on the ground, bleeding from a wound to the chest.
"He tried to run." The Constable said calmly.
Fraser didn't give it another moment's thought and without
hesitationjumped
from the cliff.
The freezing water punched the air from Hailey's lungs at first until
the
next current pushed her up. The water felt like a thousand knives being
driven into her skin. She managed another breath before she was slammed
against the rock at the back of the cavern. This happened a third time
before she realized she would have to swim her way out of there. On the
next
rush she started swimming as best she could with her bound legs,
using the receding current to her advantage. She barely cleared the rocks
before the wave returned and slammed her viciously against the opening
to the
blowhole. This pattern of swim/slam continued until she moved to
calmerwater.
At this point she was teetering on the edge of physical and mental breakdown.
She contemplated giving up; she just didn't have the strength to fight
her way to shore. Then out of no where, she heard Fraser call for her.
At first she thought it was just her imagination but it sounded again.
"HAILEY!"
Like a drunkard waking from a stupor she called back to him with all
the force she could muster. She was slowly being pushed toward shore
by the current and thought she could feel something solid beneath her
feet. "This way Ben, over here."
He barely made out her voice as she called to him. He turned towards
the
direction of her voice and swam to her.
The going was far easier and by the time he reached her she was fully
on shore, just an occasional wave brushing up around her. She shivered
violently and held her eyes shut tightly. As tenderly as possible he
pulled her completely from the water and checked her pulse. It was a
little weak but most definitely there.
"Hailey, can you hear me? If you can, squeeze my hand."
He placed his hand in hers remembering First Aid training at Depot Division.
The last of the 5 senses to shut down before a person entered profound
and total unconsciousness was hearing.
She squeezed it gently. "C....c...cold..."
"Yes, it's very cold." He himself was shivering as he surveyed their
position. The cliff was on their left and shadowed them from the sun.
People swarmed at the top like insects. He couldn't see a path back up
to ground level, but the beach they were resting on continued around
a bend, and
if nothing else into the sun. With a mustering of courage and strength
he picked her up and carried her in that direction.
Within minutes after Fraser jumped from the cliff the place was swarming
with RCMP and the media. Search and Rescue had been deployed and every
proper precaution was taken to keep the crime scene pure. But that task
was becoming increasingly difficult to Constable Trevor as News Choppers
started to come their direction. With a curse he looked again into the
ocean where his childhood hero had jumped.
Something moving in the corner of his eye caught his attention. "There
they are sir!" he called to Inspector Jenkins who was conversing with
head of
Vancouver Search and Rescue. "Right out there, on the beach."
Sure enough, a figure was carrying another in the opposite direction
of the cliff. "He's heading for the lee side of the shore." The young
constable hadn't finished his sentance before Jenkins and the other man
began
shouting orders and moving a discreet operation to the other side of
thebeach.
During the short walk to the sunny side of the beach, Hailey felt the
overwhelming urge to sleep. Fraser knew better and did whatever it took
to keep her awake.
They rounded the bend where they were practically accosted by rescue
officials and RCMP officers. The attention made Hailey dizzy, and she
quickly barked: "I'm perfectly fine, just cold, tired, and very much
in need
of some private peace and quiet."
As if to prove her point Fraser set her down and let her stand by herself.
By will and a deep sense of independence she stood dead straight. She
looked at Jenkins with pleading eyes and for once it seemed that he understood.
"Very well. I'm sure Fraser is quite capable of helping you. You will
still be under surveillance though so don't get any crazy ideas." "Certainly
not sir." Fraser replied, relieved he didn't have to argue the situation.
"We'll be expecting you two to give your full statements tomorrow." "We'll
be there sir."
The inspector nodded, turned to say something to the Rescue operator
who in turn nodded his head. With a few quick orders the operation was
called off and the ambulance and two jeeps headed back to headquarters.
Deeming that she was safe to move, Fraser picked her up, and carried
her up to the public parking lot. An inconspicuous RCMP vehicle lay waiting,
and
he placed Hailey on the back seat, lying down. Climbing into the passenger
side, he ordered the Constable, who he now knew was called Trevor, to
pull away slowly, so that their departure wouldn't be noticed. After
a few miles of deceptive driving the Constable suggested a secured hotel
they'd stayed in
a week or so beforehand. Fraser agreed that it was the safest guess and
they
proceeded in that direction.
With a thank you kindly he picked up the now soundly sleeping Hailey
and carried her to her room. Their bags where already there waiting.
He mentally thanked the unknown Constable for calling in what was going
on and having one of the dispatchers send an off-duty officer to bring
them theirbags.
After placing Hailey on the bed, his first order of business was to start
the bath running at an almost unbearably hot temperature. As the water
ran, he went next door to
his room to change out of his salt-encrusted clothes. Unfortunately,
the constable who had moved the bags had, in his hurry grabbed nothing
more than the bags. Since most of his clothes where now in a closet on
the other side of town, he pulled on a Service Order uniform. More out
of habit than anything he went for the brown jacket, stopping on a second
thought to hang it in the closet, leaving him in shirtsleeves. Next,
he placed the 'Do Not Disturb' card on the handles of both doors, closed
the bolts and
took both phones off the hook. He knew Hailey needed rest without knocks
on the door or ringing phones.
He then returned to the bathroom looking through Hailey's things for
some
kind of soap. He was confronted by an impossibly large variety of small
bottles. Soaps, shampoos, conditioners, moisturizers, Fraser was completely
baffled and shoved all the bottles back into the small bag from which
they came. He found a bar of RCMP-issue soap in his room, which he knew
and understood. Placing the bar of soap on the edge of the bathtub, he
saw that he had everything he needed except something to wash. He left
the bathroom and quietly went to where Hailey lay.
By now, the liberal coating of salt she'd received had dried completely,
leaving a chalky, white film over her and her clothes. He tried to brush
some of it off her face, but the vast majority of it clung to her skin.
He knew it would be a fight to get her cleaned off. He went to remove
her jacket, but the salt had jammed the zipper making it difficult to
pull. After a bit of a struggle, the zipper cooperated. The one piece
strapless mini dress that made up the rest of her gaudy outfit came off
with relative ease. He drew in his breath as he uncovered her pale skin
which was now littered with bruises, old and new. He swallowed a knot
of rage and removed the
rest of her clothing. The oblivious mountie then picked her up, and carried
her into the bathroom, setting her into the steaming water gently. She
remained sound asleep as he picked up the bar of soap, and set to work.
By the time he'd finished scrubbing off the last vestiges of sea salt,
the bath water was saturated with salt and dirt. Fraser tried a quick
experiment by dropping his tuning fork into the water. Instead of sinking,
it
floated. After retrieving the fork, he pulled Hailey out of the water,
and dried her off; wondering how on earth women could stand messing with
so much hair. Then again not everyone had Hailey's hair. Still brooding
on the subject Fraser carried her into the bedroom, and set her down
on one of the beds. He quickly crossed to the radiator and retrieved
the bathrobe he'd draped over
it. He slid the rather warm terry cloth over her shoulders and tied the
belt, then tucked her under the blankets from both beds with a gentle
kiss on
the cheek. * * *
She woke approximately six hours later with a slight moan. Fraser, who
had only recently returned from a bout of errands, leaned over her. "Hello
Hailey. How're you feeling?" She blinked her eyes. "Sick."
"That's understandable. Hungry?"
"Not really, I think I swallowed too much sea water."
He moved a large, covered bowl on a small table so that it rested in
front of her and lifted the cover revealing a large, steaming bowl of
soup. Her mouth immediately started watering. "Check that I'm starving."
"Well, what else do you want? I can get room service to bring up
whatever you need."
"No nothing, this will do quite well." She said as she pushed herself
up then realized what he'd done. She giggled. "That must have been
enjoyable."
"Hmm?" He was concentrating on making his call, blatantly ignoring Hailey's
request to the opposite. "Cleaning me up."
"Oh...yes." He blushed a bit, quickly finished on the phone, and hung
up.
She smiled. "Oh this definitely hits the spot."
"I thought you'd enjoy something warm to eat."
"You always seem to know what I want don't you?"
"Well, I don't know about that. But I did know you'd probably want soup."
Without warning she heard a whine and the bed shook as a large white
wolf
bounced up on it and nuzzled her arm.
"Diefenbaker, get down. Hailey needs rest."
"Diefenbaker?" She rubbed the dog's neck, taking a liking to
himimmediately.
"Yes, this is Diefenbaker. He's been in Chicago for the past few
months. He
was staying with some friends there." She extended her hand and shook
the wolf's paw. "Pleasure to meet you." He whined and licked her face.
"He's duly pleased as well." "I can tell." She said between laughs. He
smiled. "Dief, get down. She's trying to eat."
The wolf grudgingly obliged and skulked into a corner.
"He's beautiful, you pick him up in the territories?"
"Yes, 336 km north of Whitehorse."
"Ah....So is Oshlavic?..." She couldn't finish the sentence, or swallow
her soup. "Dead? Quite."
She half smiled and closed her eyes, suddenly losing her appetite. "Are
you ok?" Fraser looked at her concerned
"Yes....Just...I've never felt such terror as I did yesterday."
"I understand." "Somehow I doubt that, but I know you try."
"I do. Try, that is." A knock at the door announced the arrival of room
service.
"Hold on." He stood, went to the door, and quickly returned with another
tray. She looked at the tray with eyes of a child at Christmas.
"Will this do? You said you were hungry, but you didn't tell me what
you wanted."
She removed the lid to find a steaming plate of sweet and sour chicken.
"Oh yes I think it will do." He smiled. "I thought it would."
"Is Ash all right?"
"Yes, he's fine. He's staying with your aunt." They continued talking
about seemingly insignificant things until Hailey was done.
"Dief." She called to the wolf who was looking out the window, and who
coincidentally ignored her. She called again a little louder...
"He's deaf, Hailey." "Deaf???"
"Though sometimes I'm not entirely sure." "He obeyed before...."
"He may or may not be able to read lips. It he can, he's self-taught,
though." This resulted in the characteristically Canadian. "Hmmm" "Exactly."
He responded, as though she'd spoke a coherent sentence. "On April 23,
1967. Ninety-seven Kilometers north of Distruction Bay two men stood
on a rope bridge which spanned a canyon. On the other side of that
bridge a young woman lie in the clutches of a deviant. They had two cartridges
between them and one rifle. They knew it was an impossible shot, but
they also knew whoever made that shot would secure the love of that woman.
The first man tried and failed, the second tried and won the shooting
match. The man and the woman would go on to become my parents and this."
He
fished in one of his pockets and pulled out a platinum band set at the
top with a trio of diamonds. "has been used to secure the marriages of
that and other Fraser families three generations back." He stooped to
one
knee. "I'd be honored if you would be the fourth."
He hadn't finished his sentence before she'd answered with an
enthusiastic yes.
Fraser lifted her hand and gently slid the ring on her finger. She admired
it for a moment before he stooped to gently kiss her being careful not
to jostle her in any way.
She returned the kiss, and pressed her forehead to his lips with
acontented
sigh. * * *
So it was that six weeks later the service set to join Miss Hailey Madeline
Winters and Constable Benton Fraser in marriage was scheduled in a small
church there in Vancouver. The guest list included names such as Sergeant
Buck Forbisher, Raymond Vecchio, and Elaine Besbriss.
October 14, 1999, 8:37 a.m. Pacific Time. "Benny!"
A familiar voice echoed through the crowded gate Fraser turned quickly
to
a voice he hadn't heard in what seemed like ages. "Ray!"
Sure enough, a now all but completely bald Raymond Vecchio stood before
him. "Frase you look fantastic!"
"So do you!" Fraser threw his arms around his best friend. "How've youbeen?"
"Great considering I just got thrown out on my ass. Stella is beyond
reasoning."
"I heard. I'm sorry Ray. There's no need to apologize, you're always
welcome." Both men understood the duel meaning to the Mountie's
laststatement.
"Yeah but it still wasn't the best timing. Man I still can't believe
you,
Benton Fraser, Mr. I don't know women exist, is getting married." Fraser
looked down at the boots he'd spent half the night polishing and ironing.
"Yeah, it's actually happening." Ray chuckled and slapped his friend
onthe
shoulder. "Benny got his groove back." Fraser laughed.
"You're not the first to say that, you know." The two men began walking.
"Well, it will take us approximately 40 minutes to get your bags and
clear Customs, 1 hour 30 minutes to the tuxedo shop, less any delays
due to traffic..."
Meanwhile in the first rate apartment uptown Hailey was yelling into
her phone. "What do you mean he's got chicken pox!!!!"
"I'm sorry Hailey but he's got all the right signs, a slight fever, red
itchy dots, I bet he caught it at that play land you took him to a week
ago."
Hailey cursed vehemently. "Who's going to take his place????" Dief barked
behind her. "Oh lord it never ends..." Suddenly her phone beeped. "Hang
on Sha I got another call."
She went to take the phone from where it was cradled on her neck and
realized her polish was still wet, with another curse set the phone from
her neck on the counter, pressed the "call waiting" button with her nose,
and put
her ear to the receiver. "Hello?" "Hailey?"
"Yeah Paul this is her, what's wrong?" She recognized the voice as that
of her sort of adopted uncle Paul.
"Umm...sweetie I don't know how to tell you this but I'm in the hospital
right now." "What? How?!! What happened?"
"Well, you know that little desk I keep by my chair?"
"That one I've told you your going to break your neck on?"
"Yeah that's it, I kind of tripped over it in the dark last night and
sprained my ankle..." This tore a moan from Hailey as she sank forward,
banging her forehead against the counter.
"Okay Paul I'll take care of it, take care of yourself." Sure that her
nails where now dry, she dialed the number to her cell phone which Fraser
was
carrying. The small phone began beeping, causing Fraser to shift his
Stetson
between arms and search his deep pockets for the noisy machine.
Ray raised his eyebrows, but was quickly informed that the phone was
Hailey's and it was probably her calling. "Hello?"
"I hope your morning is going better than mine." There was a loud honk
on
the other end, then a yell from a voice she didn't recognize.
"That really wasn't necessary, Ray." "Maybe not..." she countered. Fraser
climbed into the driver's seat of Hailey's car, and
carefullypulled
out of the airport loading zone.
"So far, my day has been fine, but it sounds as if yours hasn't been?"
"Yeah, first can Dief carry a pillow? And second, do you know any older
father like gentleman I can borrow for an afternoon?"
"I believe he can, and there's always Sgt. Frobisher."
"Buck?" Her mind was filled with images of her fiance's friend having
a digestive problem while they walked down the aisle.
"He'll be fine, just as long as he watches what he eats."
Ray busted out laughing.
"Lord have mercy, his room number is on the list you left me this morning
right?" "Yes, it is. Perhaps you should give him a call..."
"Yeah I'm on it. How's Ray?"
Fraser turned to the subject in question. "Hailey wants to know how youare."
"Yeah I'm just fine." He leaned out the window. "Pull the head from the
ass THEN drive!"
"He's fine. No, he's not yelling at you Hailey." He leaned over. "You
weren't yelling at her, were you?" "No." "No, he wasn't yelling at you."
"Yeah, okay I'm going to call Buck then and figure out what I can do
with
Dief, let's *pray* nothing else goes wrong."
"Yes, let's." He leaned over to Ray. "Hailey says pray for good luck."
"Oh I'll do that, we'll need it." He replied as they looked at the bumper-to-bumper
traffic in front of them. "Oh...dear."
* * *
At last, the organist belted out the wedding march only an hour late.
One
thing after another had plagued the parties involved until they where
seriously contemplating calling it off. That was until Sgt. Frobisher
suggest transporting the bride to the church via horseback. The rest
of the wedding proceeded without a glitch, even Dief maneuvering a delicate
silk pillow in his jaws to utter perfection.
* * *
Fraser stepped out of the courthouse and onto the curb hailing a cab.
As
was his custom at this time of day. The first passed without a moments
hesitation but the second stopped. With his usual courtesy he opened
the door to ask if they accepted dogs. He wasn't halfway through his
sentence before he was suddenly shoved into the car and it peeled away.
He rolled over
quickly, ready for a fight when his eyes came upon an all too familiar
face. "Hello Victoria..."
* * *
The next thing he knew Fraser was waking up to unfamiliar bird calls.
As he opened his eyes he took in the room, obviously feminenly decorated.
He then realized he was completely nude and in an extremely soft bed
with another figure.
That figure rolled over about at the same time as his realization and
touched his face gently. "Welcome home Ben."
"Oh dear...hello Victoria." His first instinct was to pull away from
this woman whom he'd finally gotten out of his life. But here he was,
with her again. Wait
where was
here? "Where are we Victoria?"
"Peru, Ben."
"You brought me to Peru?"
"Yes, Ben."
"Why?"
"It's the only place we won't be followed." She touched his cheek pulling
his face toward
her and
kissed him very gently. "Oh how I've missed you.."
"Yes, you spent quite a bit of time on my mind as well." It wasn't a
lie. She
had weighed heavily on his mind, but not in a good way.
She slid her arm around his chest and pressed her forehead to his chin.
"It doesn't matter now, what's past is past now we're together that's
all that matters."
"Victoria, you do know that I'm married now, don't you?" He'd finally
put everything she'd done behind him; he didn't need her sending him
back to square one.
She snarled. "To that doormat, she didn't even have the guts to tell
you when she had your kid. It doesn't matter your gone." She snapped
her fingers. "Poof, your out of her life."
"But I was very happy with her."
Something flashed through her eyes bordering on an animal like rage and
vicious hate. "I
don't
ever want to hear her name mentioned in this place again is that
understood?"
He would have protested, but he had no idea if she had any weapons around,
and didn't want to find out the hard way. "Yes, it is." He thanked his
lucky stars once again for his ability to keep his voice more or less
free of emotion.
She curled against him. "Welcome to retirement Ben, I'm sure you'll learn
to enjoy it."
"Again, I don't want to retire. I love the RCMP." He was trying his best
to resist her without being too overt.
"You didn't leave me much of a choice, Mr. Do good."
"You could have let me live my life."
She rolled away, it was obvious she wasn't going to get anywhere just
yet. The other woman still weighed too heavily on his mind. "Yes and
you could have let
me live
mine." She said as she stood and put on her robe. "The bathroom is to
your left." She
headed to
the door, turning just before she closed it. "And don't think about leaving,
I'm watching you.....constantly."
After she left, he grabbed the robe hanging next to the bed, and put
it on while still under the sheets. He wasn't sure if she was watching
him, but he wasn't going to risk it. He got out off the bed, and began
looking around the room. With an painstaking eye he went over the large
window. Then passed his hand
about
a centimeter from the glass. The hair on the back of his hand stood on
end. *It's wired...*
He
then looked through the closet. Male clothes, but not the red serge he
last remembered
wearing.
This caused him to search the room, finding his uniform-boots and all
hidden under a
large pile
of clothes near the bed. He assumed she'd destroy
the uniform, along with his identification, as soon as possible. Bearing
this in mind he
hid the
uniform under the bed, after all he'd need it if he was to escape. Fraser
hadn't returned to a standing position before the door squeaked open
with Victoria
standing in the threshold, one hand behind her and shaking her head.
"I told you Fraser
I'm watching you. Give it to me."
"Give what to you?" He said standing well away from the bed and looking
at her with the best innocent Mountie face he could muster.
"The uniform, now."
"Sorry, don't have it."
She moved ever so slightly and something clicked behind her. "It's under
the bed, don't play stupid with me."
"There's nothing under the bed." He walked over to the bed, and lifted
the sheets, so that she could see under it. There was nothing but floor,
and dust. But no uniform. Somehow, he'd managed to outsmart her, and
she wasn't pleased.
Her jaw set in a hard line and her eyes flashed. She spoke slowly, with
forced control.
"Strip the
bed slowly, one part at a time."
He did as she said, and eventually the bed was completely bare, even
the mattress had been moved; with no sign of the uniform.
She silently cursed herself for not burning the accursed red wool with
the rest of the
evidence. "The night-stands."
He opened every drawer, and moved them away from the wall. Nothing. Victoria
was now furious and drew the gun she was concealing behind her back.
They proceeded to comb through everything in the room. Fraser getting
more and more
confident and Victoria's temper flaring. Suddenly she
froze, her eyes narrowing with rage. "The clothes you bastard."
He kept the same innocent look on his face, even
though he knew she knew, and removed the clothes one by one. Sure enough,
the now
very
wrinkled red, blue, yellow, and brown lay at the bottom.
Her eyes filled with tears as she lowered her weapon. "Why Ben why? Why
do you do
this to
us?" Her voice quavered with broken emotion.
"Because this isn't my life Victoria. My life is 7100 kilometers north
of here."
She fled the room, slamming the door behind her. She held back her tears
until she'd
found her
way to her hidden observation room where she let her pain go as she stared
at the many
monitors in front of her, Ben moving silently in one of them.
Once sure she was gone, Fraser picked up the uniform and proceeded to
search the room
for a
hiding place. An air conditioning vent lay behind one of the night-stands
and as quickly
as
possible he slid the clothing into the small opening. Sliding the furniture
back into place.
Victoria watched this as slowly something in her heart died, he'd never
give up. But what really hurt was what had made her think he would have
changed?
She watched as he went about his normal morning routine as her heart
hardened. A
knock
sounded at the door, pulling her from her destructive brood.
Fraser looked out his window and saw a young boy waiting outside the
door. Victoria
took the
basket he was carrying and disappeared back into the house, yet the boy
continued to
wait.
When the youth looked at him, Fraser gestured for the boy to come beneath
the window.
He
spoke softly in Spanish. "I need your help. It's an emergency."
"What is it?"
"I need you to get something to Lima for me. Stay right there." Fraser
hurried and found a piece of paper and a pen. He quickly penned in his
situation, and folded the paper labeling it "Canadian Embassy, Lima,
Peru". He then rolled it into a tiny tube and flipped it carefully out
the window. The boy
took it as
Fraser told him to make sure it got to Lima along with the address of
the little house.
The boy looked hesitantly at the note, but when Fraser promised
that there would be a reward, the boy pocketed it, and ran back to the
door where Victoria was impatiently calling him to collect his money.
Fraser watched the youth, his only hope, disappear around the corner.
* * *
Hailey and Ray stepped from the department store both swamped with bags
and laughing hysterically. "Scotch-guarded at birth??? Oh that is priceless!!!"
Suddenly Dief ran into her side barking like crazy. Her smile vanished
in an instant. "What? Dief what is it?" The dog whined and pulled at
her coat with his teeth. Instinctively Hailey looked for Fraser, not
finding him. "Where's Ben?" Dief whined louder and started growling a
little as he pulled at Hailey's
sleeve.
Ray was already on his cell.
"Is Fraser there? And you haven't seen him? Thank you." He quickly dialed
another
number.
"Is Fraser around? When did he leave? Thank you." The seasoned Yank turned
back to
her.
"He's not at your place or at the station, he never came back from the
courthouse.."
The wolf started growling and was now practically pulling her off her
feet. "I'm going to follow Dief, you go to the courthouse. I'll call
you in fifteen minutes."
Ray was already on his way to the Riv he'd driven clear across the continent,
complaining
all the
way about the mileage.
Hailey watched him tear from the parking lot and looked back at Dief,
only then did she
notice
something
on his nose. With a closer look she realized it was some sort of yellow
enamel paint. She fished her pockets for tape or something to remove
it with and
found a piece of gum. Careful not to get too much hair with it she wrapped
it in it's wrapper and continued following Dief.
* * *
Twenty-three blocks and a serious stitch in her side later, she found
herself in front of the
courthouse. The wolf started doing circles in an area just off the sidewalk.
Hailey bit her lip as she examined the deep tire marks in the snow...just
then
her phone buzzed. "Hailey it's Ray, no sign of him anywhere, the station's
got a crew
coming out there right now."
Hailey cried out a little as a crushing weight settled on her chest.
"I think I know where he was taken...or left from. Meet me at headquarters
as soon as you can."
"Alright I'll be there in five, and Hailey don't go all crazy on me.
Fraser's a tough guy..."
"I'm the last person you need to tell that Ray, I'll see you in a minute."
She slammed down the receiver and headed to the police station.
A party was sent out to get what they could from the scene Dief marked
out. After careful examination of the tires, measurement between wheel
base etc. it was apparent that the car was a Lincoln Continental. The
paint chips Hailey retrieved from Diefenbaker's nose were traced with
the same pigment and base as that in automotive paint, and the yellow
pretty much sealed the deal. It was a taxi, that didn't help much until
an aide came up with a stolen car report from earlier that day. A taxi
had been ripped at approximately 4:15 P.M. that afternoon about 25 blocks
north of the courthouse.
The kid was brought in for questioning and he ran a basic profile of
the prep. He said it was a middle aged lady with long curly black hair
and blue eyes, about 165 centimeters tall, thin. Ray was immediately
alerted, but didn't mention
the connection to Hailey, hoping he might be wrong. The information was
plugged into
a database and the kid started looking through mug shots, after about
an hour he gave a thumbs up. "That's her, I'm positive." Ray cursed as
he saw the face and
Hailey followed suit as she read the name under the caption: Victoria
Metcalf.
* * *
Back in Peru relations had continued to deteriorate. A week after the
kidnapping Victoria
came into the room with a new determined purpose, and smothered him with
a less than
gentle kiss.
"Hello Victoria." He didn't get up, but he rolled away from her in the
bed. He'd spent the last 7 days living with the devil, and it was beginning
to get
to him.
She stripped her clothes and settled under the covers with him, sliding
her fingers along his chest seductively and kissing him again.
He brushed her hand away. "No, Victoria."
"Yes, Ben." She replied with an edge to her voice as her hand ventured
lower.
He grabbed the intrusive hand and pushed it away forcefully. "No Victoria."
He stood,
and walked across the room.
"Why, what's holding you back?"
"Because I'm in love. With someone else. It's taken me the past four
years to get
over you, Victoria."
Something broke deep within her soul at that moment, "I've
consumed
your life?!? My *every* waking, and sleeping moment is consumed with
you and has been since I met you in that godforsaken pass. All I've tried
to do is
bring us together..." She stood and walked towards him. "But you've made
it more than clear that that will never happen." She'd stopped directly
before him, her voice now cold and wicked in a way he'd never heard before.
"Goodbye, Benton. Now and forever." A low rumble of thunder echoed through
the
jungle as she
stalked from the room, followed by the pattering of raindrops.
* * *
Before a day had passed the FBI had taken the case out of the RCMP's
hands, and Hailey along with it. She begged pleaded and borrowed for
them to let her help but as usual the hard-nosed Americans had little
sympathy. So she and Ray waited, minutes became hours which in turn became
days with no word from Quantico. Then on Wednesday of the next week,
five days after the kidnapping news ripped through the Canadian phone
lines. A mysterious message was delivered at the Canadian Consulate in
Lima, complete with the signature of one Constable Benton Fraser and
an address to a residence up around the amazon basin. "It's his way to
contact us." Hailey said with conviction. "We have to go to him." Of
course the yanks intervened but this time it was simply too much for
Hailey to be shoved at the sidelines again. She grandstanded the three
officers in Vancouver for hours until she finally broke their resolve
and let her go with them. After another three hours of grandstanding
she convinced them to buy another of her schemes. And so it was put into
action.
December 18, 1999
Hailey cursed as another bug landed on her arm. She couldn't remember
when she last felt completely dry. She carefully picked her way over
the dirt trail that lead deeper and deeper into the jungle. As it got
dark it started raining making the path muddy and slick. More than once
Hailey fell, but she couldn't..wouldn't give up. About two hours after
nightfall she came into a small clearing with a white house nestled against
the jungle in the back. With a deep breath she approached the house and
knocked on the door.
Immediately following her knock she heard a door slam behind the house.
Following her instincts she investigated and just barely caught a glimpse
of curly black hair against a white shirt, and immediately set out to
pursue. Ben laid down in bed, wondering what the night would bring. Not
long after he began to doze, he heard a door slam. He bolted out of bed,
and to the window. It didn't take him long to see what the commotion
was about. Below the precipice, he saw a familiar face run past. Hailey,
she was here for him,
and he was going to be ready. He quickly pulled on his serge and crept
down the hall.
One whole wall was compromised of windows. They where double paned and
, causing
him to kick 4 or 5 times before breaking enough glass to get through.
He landed on the
ground hard, but quickly recuperated and began chasing the place in the
dense forest of
leaves where he last saw Hailey.
And so the trio continued, the two pursuers never managing to catch up
with the one before them. The rain made the slight trail slick and dangerous
to tread, and the need for silence made maneuvering between the trees
and grass most difficult. Slowly and steadily they made the exhausting
trek up the hill. Hailey started to wonder if it was worth it when she
heard a woman's cry. Forgetting about stealth she crashed through the
brush, halting abruptly when she realized half the trail was washed away
from the rain. Her eyes followed down the wash to where Victoria lay
on her side, obviously in pain. Hailey forgot about anything but the
Mountie instinct to help, and herself slid down the muddy slope. At the
bottom she realized she couldn't exactly get to Victoria's position without
loosing her footing. "Victoria take my hand!" She called into the rain.
The subject looked at Hailey with disbelief. "Why would you want to help
me?"
"Because you're in trouble, and I know why you did what you did. Loving
Ben is like a disease that takes away all rational thought. Now take
my hand and let us bury our differences."
She did, and as Hailey pulled her up Victoria pulled something from her
side and made
a quick upwards thrust.
Hailey froze for a moment, then bent over with a scream of pain letting
Victoria go. The two women were counterbalancing each other, so when
Hailey released
the hold it sent Victoria flying back against a tree, and Hailey in the
opposite direction.
She landed on her back, not moving.
Hailey!" Fraser ran down the hill, slipping a number of times, but never
allowing it to slow him down.
She was dizzy with pain and started to black out when she
heard the voice she always seemed to hear when she faced death. "Ben?"
He finally got to her as she spoke. "Yes, Hailey, I'm here." He
looked down at her stomach, seeing the wound he dropped to his knees
and instinctively
started applying pressure to it.
"She...she....."
"Stabbed you. I can see that."
"After I tried to help her." Her voice was weakening but it
still held a strength and anger in it.
What she said sounded very familiar. "Shh...don't talk. You're
expending energy."
She'd been hurt countless times before but it had never felt
like this, the path the knife had taken ached with a screaming searing
pain and she felt oddly sick in a way she couldn't explain. The energy
loss shook her up too. Suddenly she felt as if she was falling backwards
though she was laying on the ground. Panic started to arrest her as she
realized what was happening...."I don't think it matters now."
"Of course it does. You'll need your energy once you get to the
hospital."
"I'm not going to get to the hospital." She was going to
die, it hit her like a ton of bricks and a thousand things flew through
her mind as she thought of everything she'd left unsaid. Suddenly a peace
slid over her and she smiled. "I love you Ben."
"I know you do. But be quiet. You're wasting energy and body
heat."
"Let me talk while I can."
"Why, you'll have plenty of time to talk later."
"Stop it."
"Stop what?" In the distance, sirens were heard, though in the
jungle, sounds could carry for miles.
She didn't have the energy to argue. "Don't feel alone, no
matter where you are I'll always be around you. Even if you can't see
me." "Don't talk like that..." He didn't want to admit that she was
right. "You're...you're wasting energy....and...and body heat."
"Don't lie Ben, it doesn't suit you."
"I'm not lying."
She coughed as the bitter taste of blood filled her mouth.
"Take care of Ash, and yourself."
"Listen to me. You can't give up now. Help's almost here."
She'd give anything for him to be right. Though she could
no longer make out his face the anguish in his voice tore her soul in
two. "I'm sorry." Her voice cracked even though it was barely audible.
"So......sorry...........Ben." A breeze drifted through the rain as her
body went limp and eyes closed for the last time.
"No...no...don't stop fighting now, Hailey. Help's almost
here.....keep.....keep fighting." His voice broke as a single tear escaped
his eye to be
dissolved in the rain soaking his face. He continued applying pressure,
though he knew
she was gone.
The small force of FBI, RCMP, and local law enforcement arrived to their
position on the hill about a half hour later. Fraser sat as if frozen
in time, not
willing to let a moment go. A couple agents started down the wash but
Ray stopped them. "No, let me do this." He slipped down the mud, cursing
as he ruined yet another suit. At the bottom he drew in his breath as
he took in the scene. Heart squeezing in empathy for his friend and bursting
with rage at the forces
that be. He was silent for a moment before putting his hand on his friend's
shoulder. "I'm
sorry Frase."
Fraser barely heard or noticed his friend. "Hmm."
"I'm sorry."
"Hmm."
"She's gone Benny." he didn't want to say the ugly truth, but if he knew
Ben as he did he would never get up from that place unless someone brought
him back
to reality.
"Can you just....just leave me alone for a little while."
"Yeah, I'll ward off the feds. Take as long as you need."
"Thank you Ray...thank you kindly."
* * *
Three days later the case was all but solved, funeral
arrangements made, and everyone was back in Vancouver. The night before
the scheduled viewing Fraser, who had been virtually silent since returning
to Vancouver, and Ray stopped at the medical examiner's office for the
results of the
autopsy.
"You ready?" Ray asked as they pulled into the dingy parking lot. Ben
straitened his lanyard. "I suppose so." He opened the door,
and stepped out.
They walking in somber silence to the front desk. The
receptionist, who knew them both faintly asked. "How can I help you two
this evening?"
"We're here to see Cst. Hailey Fraser."
"Oh, of course. She's in room two, Let me buzz you in."
She hit a button and they stepped through a back door leading to the
cold sterile autopsy chambers. The doc met them in the hall. "You don't
need to see her if you wouldn't like, I can give you the results verbally."
"The ends are the same, regardless of the means."
"I'd suggest you don't then. The knife was a six inch
serrated pocket knife of sorts that tore through her intestines severing
several major blood
vessels, namely the aorta which caused her to bleed out rapidly and eventually
the cause
of death. Otherwise she was in perfect
health." He paused. "You were her husband right?" He asked in Fraser's
direction.
"Yes sir."
"I wish I didn't have to tell you this but you have a right
to know, she was three to four weeks pregnant."
Fraser blanched to match the color of his lanyard, but didn't
say a word.
Ray closed his eyes and pinched his nose. "Good god."
"It is horrible. A beautiful woman cut down in the prime of her life
like that, and carrying a baby. With the second victim, as was suspected,
cause was a broken
neck and death instantaneous."
Fraser felt no emotion at all. Not sadness. Not anger. Not anything.
"Thank you sir." Ray replied. "Let's go Frase." He headed for the door,
turning and waiting for the Mountie.
Fraser looked down at his Stetson, and then back at the door to the exam
room. After a moment, he put the hat on, and walked out the door. "Where
you going to spend the night?"
"Home."
Ray turned the Riv in the appropriate direction and they headed off.
Most of the trip
passed in silence until Fraser suddenly spoke.
"I should have saved her. If I'd run faster, I'd have stopped Victoria."
"Don't ever say that again Fraser. There was nothing anyone could have
done, it was out of our hands."
"If I hadn't put on my uniform, I'd have had the time." Of course, he
wouldn't have been able to kick the window out without his boots, but
he was trying to rationalize what had happened.
"Stop it Fraser. Right now."
"You know I never actually told her I loved her."
"She knew."
"I never said it aloud...I'm not so sure...she always questioned
herself...and sometimes
she'd look at me..." His sentence broke off into silence, of which Ray
didn't interrupt.
The Riv rolled into the driveway in front of what used to be Hailey's
apartment and Ray killed the engine. "You know I did the same thing with
Irene. Always
thought if I'd been just a little faster, if I'd shut up....It really
screwed me up for
awhile. Don't go down the same road."
"I won't, Ray. Don't worry about me."
* * *
The sun warmed the cool sea-breeze that was coming off the waterfront
a mile or so
away. Save the occasional cry of a gull, the cemetery was deathly quiet
as the solemn
funeral procession proceeded in the early evening light.
From it's earliest days, the RCMP has been steeped in tradition, much
derived from the
military.. A hallmark of an RCMP funeral is that everything is done backwards.
The
funeral march moved slowly moved along the road to show their disdain
at having to part
with a fallen Mountie. The seven members that comprised the firing party
carried their
rifles backwards, with the barrel aiming at the ground as sign of shame
for the weapons
that cause death. Behind the firing party came the gun carriage carrying
a single,
flag-draped coffin. Normally carried head first, the casket was turned
around to give the
deceased one last look at her friends and loved ones. Next
came a horse that had been retired from the Musical Ride. The horse wore
a saddle draped in a black cloth, with a pair of RCMP-issue riding boots
reversed in the stirrups. Next came the Mounties of the Vancouver detachment.
Again, a reverse from the norm, the Constables and Corporals led the
division, with the Inspector taking up the very end of the procession.
The party lined up
around the headstone, no grave was dug since it was Hailey's wish to
be cremated and her
ashes to be spread over the glacier on which she was born. "Let me return
to the land that
bore me." As the detachment congregated a constable broke ranks from
the small throng
and took his place near the small podium beside the preacher. A hush
settled over the
crowd as he began to speak.
"Hailey Winters-Fraser was many things in her life. She was a loving
mother, a devoted
wife and friend, a Mountie in thought and action, and a caring human
being until the very end. For 6 years, she raised our young son alone,
somehow balancing in a
career as a member of the force. Every day
she'd wake up, get young Ashton ready for the day, and then she'd be
off to preserve the right. Yet she still always managed to be there for
Ash in the evening. Never
once did being a mother inhibit her job in the
RCMP, and never did the RCMP inhibit her duty as a mother. A delicate
balancing act, which she quite successfully mastered.
She was a loving and devoted wife to me, as well as a friend. In this
she did
her best to make sure that everything ran smoothly, and always around
when I needed her
help in any way. Her devotion was so strong, she managed to convince
her superiors to
go after me in South America with nothing more than a rough address on
a piece of scrap
paper. More than this she was a friend to all. There was never a person
she didn't try to
help at one point or another. Her compassion for suffering, man or animal,
was deep and
complete.
Not only was she a fervent conservationist, she was also a Constable
in the Royal Canadian Mounted Police. She was the first single parent
to work her way
through Depot Division, facing obstacles with stubborn diligence and
went on to prove
herself as a worthy wearer of the red serge. Her skills, especially in
the forensic sciences
were a major
asset to crime-fighting, and she was cited time and again for her quick
and logical thinking as for her bravery in the line of duty. She did,
in fact, always "get her man".
Finally, she was human. As has been stated, she was a number of things;
friend, lover,
mother, Mountie. But perhaps the legacy we will all remember her by was
the core of
compassion from which she lived. Her lifelong goal was to alleviate suffering
for all living things and would help anyone who needed her, regardless
of who they were,
or what they had done. In this she was truly was a humanitarian.
It was once said that 'for those who protect life, it takes on a meaning
unknown to those who are protected.' Hailey lived with passion and conviction,
therefore
she lived life to it's fullest."
His last words echoed against the stone faces of the Vancouver detachment.
The priest
took the pulpit, administering the last rites. Members of the firing
party fired their
mourning shots amist the lone trumpeter, and after the party had passed
by the casket.
Each administering a final word of goodbye, the funeral was over. * *
*
Fraser fished through the deep pockets of his trousers, and found the
key to the apartment, opened the door, and walked in. Ash following a
short but safe distance behind, still silent as he had been since he
discovered his mother would
never return.
The neighbor girl who had been working as their full time
baby-sitter/housekeeper of late
met him. "Oh Hello Constable, I was just heading out."
Fraser pulled a bill out of his hat, and handed it to the girl, who promptly
left with a "thank you kindly". He then turned to the boy but before
he could
open his mouth Ash breezed by him and disappeared into the bathroom.
Fraser put his hat down on the table, and looked around as he waited.
Hailey permeated the place, every crack and crevasse bore something that
reminded him
of her. He made a mental note to start looking for another apartment
when Ash
emerged in pajamas and sprinted to his room. Fraser made to follow but
he slammed the
door in the Mountie's face, followed by the squeak of the bed springs
as he put
himself to bed yet again.
Ben calmly opened the door, and stepped in. Ash had his back towards
him, pretending to be sleeping. With up-most care Fraser crossed the
room and sat on
the edge of the bed, causing the boy to curl his legs away. "Ashton..."
As he began
to speak, Fraser realized that he had no idea what to say "You know,
my mother
died when I was very young, too."
The boy opened his eyes and looked in Fraser's direction.
"Yes, it's true." Fraser thought of how to phrase his next sentence.
"She was
killed by a criminal my Father was trying to arrest."
Ash looked at him with seething hatred and hurled a book from his bedstead
at Ben.
Fraser moved to avoid it, but a second book glanced off his temple as
he leaned back. "Ashton!"
Hot tears spilled over his cheeks.
"Don't throw books! They're for reading, not for hurting people!" Out
of sheer defiance he threw another.
Fraser caught it, and set it down on the floor. "Now you stop that right
now!"
He graduated to the autographed baseball and it flew wide of Fraser,
crashing into a self portrait of Hailey across the room, shattering the
glass.
"If you throw one more thing, so help me!" Fraser had no idea what he
would do, but his father had always thrown similarly worded threats at
him. The crash of the glass and the picture Hailey had drawn for him
when she couldn't
be there pulled Ash from his tantrum, but not his rage. With
a whimper he curled into a fetal position with his back turned to Fraser.
Fraser stood, and walked quietly to where the carpet was covered in glass.
He picked up some of the larger pieces, and went to throw them away in
the garbage can beside Ashton's desk. Cutting his hand in the process
he let out a rare curse, and quickly left the room. Proceeding to the
bathroom in search of
a bandage. As he rummaged through the medicine cabinets he was confronted
by a forest of bottles. *Hailey's things.* He found the gauze bandage,
and wrapped it
tightly around his hand. As he tied it off a bottle of lotion fell from
the cabinet hitting
him on the shoulder. *I won't be needing any of this in the near future.*
He then
proceeded to grab handfuls of bottles from
the counter top and medicine cabinets, and shove them underneath the
sink. An unmarked bottle sat at the top and tossed it with the rest.
It fell out,
and he bent over to pick it up. As he did, he saw something taped to
the door of the
cabinet. It was a key labeled 'Ash's Closet', he peeled it off recognizing
the
handwriting as Hailey's. Taking the key in his hand, he walked though
the apartment and looked at each closet. None had locks, until he got
to the basement.
There, in the corner, was a small storage closet that was in fact, locked.
Fraser tried
the key, and the door opened.
The closet was lined with shelves, the first three were full of
videotapes, the next three photo albums, at the bottom a series of books,
and a box of diaries at the very bottom. Taped to the backside of the
door was a catalogued list of everything. It's number, name, date, and
what photo album book and diary it corresponded to.
Fraser looked over everything. Baby things of Ashton's, mainly. Except
for the diaries, those were Hailey's. He took the first tape, chronologically,
and
put it into the VCR.
The screen glowed blue at first but quickly flipped into picture. A newborn
baby lay in a bassinets, tightly bundled and smiling. Hailey's voice
filled the room and it was as if Fraser was transported back in time.
"It's April first,
1994. Ashton Winters was born approximately five hours ago at 10:45 A.M.
Pacific
Standard Time...."
Fraser watched the tape in silence. Most of it was shots of new-born
Ashton in the nursery. The tape did have the occasional shot of Hailey,
though. It was shot
before Hailey spent time at Depot Division, and it showed in
ways only another Mountie would know. She looked 6 years younger, and
tired, which made sense, seeing as what she'd just gone through.
It wasn't until the latter end of the tape when she addressed Fraser
directly. "I see so much of you in him Ben. Even though he's too young
to talk or walk he has a spirit about him, it's calming yet captivating
and enfolds you in it like a warm blanket. I knew from the moment he
was born I couldn't live without him, just as I knew I couldn't live
without you...." It was like she'd come back to haunt him. It would be
like having Fraser Sr..
come back to bother him, only many times worse. He hit 'Stop' and began
crying. Hearing her talk to him in such pain, was just too much to take
too early.
"Let it out son, it's the only way you'll heal."
His head snapped out of his hands to turn to the voice. He hadn't heard
it since that day years ago when he confronted Muldoon. "Dad?"
Sure enough, the figure of Bob Fraser stood at Ben's side, holding his
Stetson in the crook of his arm. "Yes it would so appear that the forces
that be have
sent me back."
"It would appear so, dad. After all, you're standing right next to me."
"So I am."
"And *why* exactly are you here?"
"Don't know, they don't tell you anything here. Possibly the events of
late, I was just d
discussing it over
dinner with your mother. It would appear that our family has been hit
with some kind of curse."
"You don't seriously believe in curses, do you dad?"
"No, but it's a good theory. Personally I think it's just a
chance for things to happen right."
"How so? The woman I loved is gone, and I have a son to raise on my own
who I hardly know. Not to mention the fact that he resents me for getting
his mother killed."
"You've always been a better man than me son. You've proved
that more than once. The challenge is, can you deal with the problems
and not bury them so they fester and come out at the wrong places, and
with the wrong people."
"So that they don't adversely effect another young life."
The sergeant nodded his head. "Your starting down the same path,
you have to stop yourself before it's too late."
"I know."
"Look to Ashton for support and in turn he will with you. Don't
bury the pain but let it out however you see fit. But above all don't
run from the problem....you can never escape grief."
"Dad, that may be some of the best advice you've ever given me. The most
coherent, at least."
The dead man chuckled.
"Have you...uhh, seen her?"
"No I'm afraid not."
"Oh...I...uh, I see."
Then as suddenly as he appeared he was gone; leaving Fraser
again alone with his thoughts.
*I've forgot how annoying that popping he does. He pops in, he pops out.*
His musings where interrupted by a little voice behind his chair. "Dad?"
Fraser turned suddenly to see Ashton. His first instinct was to ask why
he wasn't sleeping, but he thought better. "Yes, Ashton?"
"Your sad."
"Yes, Ashton, I am. I think we both are."
"Don't be."
"Well, it's only natural to be sad. It's an emotion."
"Mom is with us though, I saw her."
"Did you?"
"Just now, She said not to feel sad because she's watching us, and helping
us though we can't tell she is."
Fraser couldn't help smiling. "Well, Ashton, that's been known to happen
before. People coming back to visit, that is."
"So don't be sad."
"Well, like I said. It's only natural to be sad. But it passes."
"Okay.."
"You know, it's late. I think you'd better get off to bed."
"Okay, goodnight." Ash replied and started to walk out of the room, though
before he made it to the door. With a brief hesitation he turned suddenly
and
hugged Fraser. Then ran up the stairs as fast as his little legs could
move him.
Fraser just stood there. *Maybe I can do this.*
* * *
Ben spent a good part of the next day organizing his trip to the
territories. Hailey's body
would be completely cremated by the next day and he planned to spread
her ashes as
soon as possible. As a last matter of business he thumbed through the
rolodex on what
was once Hailey's desk looking for a number. A small noise escaped from
Ash, who was
busying himself with a set of ivory toys; a gift from one of Hailey's
Inuit friends many
years back. The child's face was etched in concentration and he was talking
quietly to
himself. A smile stretched across Fraser's face as he realized this perfect
scene of
childhood tranquillity and innocence was partially because of him. With
a quick change
of mind he spoke. "Ash, did your mother ever take you to the place where
she was born?"
"No." Though out of his silent grief, he still didn't talk much. But
then again he'd never
been an extremely talkative child.
"Would you like to?"
"Yes."
"Well then, you can go with me tomorrow."
Ash said merely. "Thank you." But his eyes shone with a new vitality.
* * *
*Yes Ray we're coming.* Fraser thought as his friend laid on the horn
yet again. "You
shut off the light to your room right?"
"Yes."
"And you remembered your toothbrush?"
"Yes."
"Very well then, shall we go?"
He slid through the doorway and headed down the hall before the taller
figure. The two
walked in silence down the hallway leading out of the building, as they
approached the
exit doors the younger lifted his hand to the older, who paused a moment
before turning
his Stetson clad head down, and with a smile took the small out-stretched
hand in his
own. Stepping through the doors onto the sidewalk.
Neither male heard sensed or saw the figure of a woman behind them as
she said. "Good
luck my boys, good luck."
Fare thee well, my own true love.
Farewell for awhile, I'm going away.
But I'll be back...though I'd go ten thousand miles.
Ten thousand miles or more,
The rocks may melt,
And the sea may burn,
If I should not return.
Oh don't you see, that lonesome dove.
Sitting on an Ivy tree. He's looking for
His own true love, as I may leave for awhile.
Oh come he back, that lonesome dove.
And spend awhile with me.
If I had a friend upon this earth.
You've been a friend to me.
Fare thee well, my own true love.
Farewell for awhile, I'm going away.
But I'll be back...though I'd go ten thousand miles.
Ten thousand miles or more,
The rocks may melt,
And the sea may burn,
If I should not return.
THE END