This is the fourth in the WHEEL OF THE YEAR
series. The first two
are on the DUE SOUTH Archive, and the third still has to be posted.
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters
(more's the pity),
Alliance does, but I let them have fun!
Rated NC-17 for m/m sex (the best kind).
(c) January 30, 1998
*Ray watched as his lover dug in the ground.
Only Benny could
make rooting around in dirt look sexy! He smiled as Benny's
obvious
delight made itself known in the look on his face.
Dief was gamboling
around somewhere, and he was just content to gaze
upon the man that he
loved.
"If we get the right herbs, Ray, we
can use them in our Imbolc
ceremony tonight."
"Yes, love."
Benny looked up at the amused tone
of his partner's voice. He
smiled and continued digging, pulling a green thing from the earth.
Ray
had no idea what it was, but he was sure he was going to get a lecture
from Benny about it, from its history all the way back to ancient
times
and down through its genus and scientific name, most likely.
Ray smiled
with affection.
"There. That ought to do it."
Benny put the herb into the
bucket he carried. "We should head back now, Ray, so that we can
start
the ceremony as the moon comes up."
"Sure. Where is Dief?"
"He'll come. Just call him."
"How come we're always calling a deaf wolf?"
"He just knows, Ray."
Rolling his eyes, Ray did as he was
bid and Dief came running
up, wolfie tail wagging. Ray just shook his head and fell into
step
beside Benny as they headed for the Riv.
The ride back was comfortably quiet,
and Ray drove into his
driveway with a smooth motion. Benny carried the bucket into
the house,
and Dief followed Ray inside. Ray noticed that the moon was
just coming
up.
For some miraculous reason, he and
Benny were alone in the
Vecchio house. They had big plans for this night, and it didn't
all
include casting circles and chanting. Ray grinned evilly, watching
as
Benny bent down to deposit the bucket on the kitchen floor.
"Benny."
"Yes, Ray?"
"Let's get started."
Benny nodded, and they set up the altar in Ray's
bedroom. It
consisted of a crystal ball mounted on a pewter dragon base, the
dragon's ruby eyes glittering in the moonlight, and a red and an
orange
candle in silver candlesticks flanked the ball. A statue
of the Goddess
was directly behind the ball, and there was a single white rose set
in a
green vase beside her. A statue of the God flanked her other
side, and
the cloth that covered the altar was a snowy-white. Benny laid
some of the greens as an offering and carefully lit the candles.
He
lifted his wand to cast the circle.
The ceremony was simple but heartfelt,
thanking the Goddess and
God for the coming spring, and ended with "This is the time of the
feast
of torches/When every lamp blazes and shines/To welcome the rebirth
of
the God./We celebrate the Goddess,/We celebrate the God;/All the
earth
celebrates/Beneath its mantle of sleep."
When the circle was released, they
went about the house and lit
every candle and lamp, as was customary on Imbolc. The blaze
lasted for
a short time while they ate dairy foods and full-bodied, spicy dishes
made with curries or peppers or leeks. Ray eyed the greens
from the
woods with uncertainty, but Benny ate them and despite Ray's
assertion that "Anything *you* taste, I don't wanna know if I wanna
try!", he ate them. They were surprisingly good. Then
they
extinguished the lights and went upstairs to the bedroom, the
strawberry/orange scent of the candles still faint upon the air.
Other
candles were softly lit around the room, the flames flickering off
the
crystal ball on the altar. The dragon's ruby eyes glittered
in the
light.
Benny and Ray stood before the bed, gazing
into each other's eyes,
then Benny removed Ray's robe, the silk whispering on the carpet
as it
fell. Ray smiled and returned the favor until they both stood
nude
before each other.
Benny laid his hands on Ray's shoulders and
then leaned forward to
kiss him. Ray parted his lips and Benny's tongue slid in, tasting
him
with great zeal. Ray pressed their bodies closer, their cocks
touching.
Electricity shot through them both as they clung to each other.
They swayed and fell to the bed, hands running
up and down smooth
skin as they moved against one another. Ray grunted as Benny
rolled
over on top of him. The Italian wound his long legs around
Benny's
sturdier ones and their groins ground together. Ecstasy
swept through
them both as their bodies moved as one.
Ray threw his head back, eager for more contact
as Benny rubbed his
body over him. Benny nipped his ear, his tongue wet and laviscious
as
it lapped Ray's neck. Wild with lust, Ray pushed his hips up.
He
opened his eyes, Benny gasping at the reflected candlelight he saw
there
as Ray growled, "*Fuck me*!"
Benny lost no time obeying that command.
He shifted around and
positioned his cock against Ray's ass, easing in while Ray spewed
forth
all the dirty talk he could think of. Benny grinned and
pulled out,
then rammed home.
Ray felt the pulsating organ fill his being,
his body achingly
vulnerable to the man piledriving into him. He would be sore
tomorrow,
but what a way to get into that condition!
Benny towered over him like some sweat-slicked
god, and he looked
positively edible. He thrust one final time and Ray felt himself
burst
into flower, Benny's semen spilling into his body like melting candle
wax.
"Mama mia!" Ray said with heartfelt passion,
and Benny laughed. He
pulled out of his partner and snuggled up close to him, holding him
so
tightly that Ray nearly gasped for air.
"Whoa!" Ray patted Benny's shoulder. "Everything okay?"
Benny's face was buried in Ray's shoulder.
Ray grew alarmed as he
felt his lover tremble. "Benny, what is it?"
Benny lifted a tear-streaked face to him.
"You trust me so
completely. Sometimes I wonder how you can after what I did
when...when
Victoria..."
*Uh, oh.*
"Benny, listen to me." Ray gripped his arm.
"I trust you
*completely*. I have no doubts."
"After what I did to you? How can you?"
Misery glittered down
Benny's face.
"I can, Benny. Just believe me."
Benny wiped away a tear and Ray was struck
at how child-like the
gesture was, even though what had just transpired was anything but
child-like. He stroked a wet cheek.
"Ray, I promise you," Benny said with a sudden
intensity that
nearly frightened Ray as the Italian clutched at him, "I will *never*
betray you again. I *vow* that I will never do such a thing
again."
"Benny, I believe you," Ray whispered, stroking a bare shoulder.
"Oh, Ray, I never told you *why* I did such
a reprehensible thing.
I...I thought you could never love me after I allowed Victoria to
do
what she did. I was on the precipice of despair by the time
I found her
at the train station. In that instant the train was pulling
away with
her on it, all I saw was bleak years stretched out in front of me.
I
thought you were lost to me. My regret at what I'd done to
her
overwhelmed me. I didn't think of what you would be facing
if I left in
that instant. I was too selfish. She knew exactly what
word to use:
regret. So I made the split-second decision to join her, knowing
that
she would kill me eventually. I felt that I deserved it."
Benny's
lashes quivered and Ray clutched him tighter. "In the hospital,
I *was*
angry at you...for not finishing the job! I wanted
to push you away
from a wretch like me and die in peace. But you stayed, no matter
*what*
I did or said to you."
"Oh, Benny." Ray's eyes shimmered with tears.
"How could I *not*
stay?" He wrapped himself completely around his lover. "You are my
everything. I couldn't leave you even if I wanted to.
You're too much
a part of me. Take you away, and I'd bleed to death from the
part of me
ripped out and gone. I *need* you, Benny. Forever."
Benny sobbed as he buried his face into Ray's
shoulder again. Ray
gently stroked the wavy hair and crooned softly to the distraught
man in
his arms. He glanced up and saw the dragon's ruby eyes wink
at him, the
candles around the room burning down.
If the Goddess willed it, their lives would
be happy now that old
wounds had finally bled clean. Ray held his lover and rocked
him to
sleep.*