Warning this is a relatively tame m/m story. Hope you enjoy it.
At the knock on his door, Benton Fraser answered it eagerly, knowing that his good friend Ray Vecchio would be on the other side. Before moving here to Chicago, he hadn't really had anyone he truly considered a close friend. He hadn't had anyone at all. All the members of his family were dead. And even when they were alive they were distant from him either physically or emotionally or both. He'd been on his own for so long - he used to think that he preferred it that way. People couldn't hurt you as much when they left, if they weren't there to begin with. Besides back then he didn't realize quite what he was missing anyway. Now this man, who once had the solitude and wide open spaces of the Northwest Territories as his backyard, didn't ever want to leave the overcrowded tumultuous big city that was his new home. The main reason for this was standing on the other side of his door. Ray was smiling as he opened the door. He really liked his friend's smile. He was beginning to be quite good at interpreting the different variations of it. This particular one was one of his favorites. He'd seen it a couple of times before. This was the one that said I-did-something- you're- not-gonna-believe-but-you're-gonna-love-me-for- it... trust-me. Whatever it was Ray had planned for them on their day off, he knew he'd be rewarded in the end. He was willing to go along for the ride, whatever it was, in order to get that reward. "Hello Ray. As you can see I've dressed warmly as you suggested. I'm rather curious to know where it is we're going?" "Its a surprise. But I will tell you that where we're going; you're gonna get paid back." "Can I bring Diefenbaker?" He knew despite Ray's comments to the contrary he liked Dief, but he also knew that the wolf could annoy him as well and maybe where they were going the wolf may not be allowed. "Sure. Why not. You'll need all the help you can get." At this last part Ray looked about to burst, especially when he saw the wheels spinning in his friend's mind, from his adding this piece to the puzzle. When he felt he was out of view of any prying eyes in the hallway, he placed a quick kiss on his friend's lips as he said "Trust me." "You know I do." was the reply, as the trio headed out of the apartment complex and drove off in Ray's Riv. It had been a very cold week in Chicago. A couple of snowstorms had come through and settled in the city and the areas surrounding it with a thick coat of white. Ben noticed they were headed outside of the city, towards the suburbs and countryside. Houses were getting farther apart from each other and fields and trees were becoming more abundant. The ride was quite pleasant and the company even more so. In his lifetime before, he couldn't recall ever laughing or joking around as much or just enjoying life as much as when Ray was around. A shadow crossed his face as his secret insecure fear of abandonment started to creep forward. He didn't ever want to go back to a life without Ray in it. Ray noticed the momentary change in his friend's mood and reached over to grab one hand in his. "Hey Benny, you ok?" "Yes Ray. Just thinking about the past." Ray spared an affectionate glance at the one person he never could have imagined himself romantically involved with just a few months earlier. "Well the past is a good place to start. That's part of the reason we're out here. We're almost there." Ray pulled off of the main route and onto a side road and eventually turned onto a little used road that led to an isolated frozen pond. "Here we are." Puzzled by this turn of events, "Ray, this is the middle of nowhere." "Yup. Ain't it nice?" Ray was already out of the car and opening the trunk of the Riv as Fraser and Dief got out. He pulled out a box and handed it to Fraser and then took out a large gym equipment bag for himself to carry. Ray began walking towards a large fallen log near the edge of the frozen pond. He looked over his shoulder and called out to his perplexed friend, "Well come on. You're not gonna deny me my grudge match are you?", he said with a mischievous playful look in his eyes. Fraser started to follow, still not entirely sure what was going on yet, "Grudge match? I didn't know you were harboring a grudge against me?" Ray placed the large bag he was carrying next to the log, then brushed away snow, before sitting down. He patted the spot right next to him as an invitation to his friend to join him. As Ben put the box down and sat, Ray reached over to open it. There were a number of items inside, but the first thing to come out were a pair of skates which he handed over to his now beaming partner. The look of pure joy on Fraser's face when Ray handed them over was something he'd always treasure. All his planning was worth it just for that alone. Ray mirrored his smile and said with a mock provoking tone to his voice "Well are you gonna sit there smiling like the Cheshire Cat all day or are you gonna play some hockey? I'm not kiddin'. I want a rematch. Its a matter of National pride with me buddy." Fraser looked him straight in the eyes, "You're on." Then leaned over and kissed his thoughtful friend thoroughly. When they pulled away and Ray caught his breath "I'm beginning to like this 'contact' sport already. But don't start thinking that's gonna make me go easy on you." Fraser was quickly laced up and raring to go. He was like a kid in his eagerness to play on the ice, but he tried to wait patiently as Ray finished lacing up his skates. Fraser knew from the last time they skated together, that Ray wasn't a confident experienced skater. But that didn't matter. It was seemingly simple gestures like this one that showed him yet again, just how good- hearted Ray truly was and how much he cared for him. Besides, he figured it would be fun to teach Ray some moves. And not just the kind you do skating. As they got on the ice, "I think we should warm up first." Fraser placed his arm around an unprotesting Ray's waist and pulled him close, to help steady him and get him used to the ice. "Yeah, I'm feeling warmer already." Ray suggestively replied. When Ben felt Ray was safely ready he released his waist and grabbed his hands into his own. They faced each other now, with Fraser skating backwards slowly and Ray forward. Periodically Fraser would let Ray glide into him for a quick kiss then would pull away backwards, hands still clasped, to regain their pace around the pond. They floated, well Ben floated and Ray kind of spluttered, around the pond for a little while. At times Ray would stumble threatening to wipe out totally, but due to the heroic efforts of his skating companion somehow managed to stay on his own 2 skated feet. They had been on the ice now for about 15 minutes. Fraser could be heard giving out skating advice and support to his not as skilled skating companion. "That's good. You're doing much better than the last time Ray." "Yeah, well to this day I'm still haunted by the bruises I got all over from that so- called "friendly" game of Americans versus Canadians. I think I've warmed up enough for now. Its time to go solo for a while and play some hockey." "Ray, are you sure about this?". Fraser was concerned that his friend could get hurt. The last game they played, Ray had spent more time literally 'on the ice' than skating on it. And Ray had been the goalie then. This time he would have to skate much more. He decided he'd go real easy on him. With a playful voice, "You probably thought I was going to forget about the grudge match, didn't you? But I'm onto you. You're one tricky Cannuck. Tried to sweet talk and seduce me to give up. Do they teach you that in the Canadian hockey handbook?" With that said he skated away from his friend and went to get the hockey sticks and puck. While he did that, Fraser set up the goal posts. Ray skated over to him with hockey stick outstretched and handed it to his hockey 'foe'. And they faced off to start the game. Fraser didn't know what shocked him most - his having lost the puck so fast to Ray or Ray's skating skill as he whizzed by him to score a goal. "He shoots. He scores!" was all he could hear ringing in his ears and then Ray was back in front of him with a huge grin on his face. Fraser was still gape-jawed, spluttering "Ray, either you've been holding out on me or you're just very lucky." "Well, let's just say I've been practicing since the last time. You and your buddy Smithbauer shamed me into it. I've been wanting to get even ever since. When you thought I was working out at the gym, I was actually at the rink a couple o' times a week. Smithbauer recommended a hockey instructor friend of his. But his warm up moves are alot different than your's", at that last remark he laughed and skated expertly away... with the puck. Fraser skated after in hot pursuit, "Hey, wait a minute, is this someone I should be worried about?" "No. Just be worried about my next move" as he slapped the puck and it went again through Fraser's goalposts. "Come on Benny, are you letting me win? This is much too easy." The puck was retrieved by a frollicking wolf and plunked down in front of Fraser. "Thanks Dief. Ok, Ray. You asked for it... as a representative of the Canadian government... this is officially war. No one beats us at our own game." he jokingly stated. They faced off again. Fraser all serious and stern looking that Ray couldn't help but make a face of his own. He licked his cold lips seductively and mouthed a suggestive comment at his friend. It had the effect he desired, "No fair distracting the opposition, Ray." "Nice to see you're wolf isn't the only one who can read lips. Haven't you heard...all's fair in love and war Benny." They continued to play for quite a while longer. Fraser caught up with the goals Ray had scored earlier and they were hardpressed to score any others off of each other after that. Neither minded the cold, because they weren't feeling it. At one point they crashed into each other and wiped out on the ice. Landing in a tangled heap. Fraser with his back to the ice and Ray partly lying on top of him. They didn't get up right away. Because as Ray made motions to do so, 2 hands reached out to pull him back down. Ray's gloved hands gently moved up along Fraser's entire body finally ending up cupping his face. "I didn't feel anything broken. But I think this calls for mouth to mouth resuscitation. I'm certified ya know." As Ray lay on top of him as they kissed, Fraser's hands were fondling his thighs and buttocks, at one point, "I can definitely tell you've been working out Ray. You did this for me?" he asked slyly. With that they were consumed with a passion that couldn't be fully realized then, but later they promised themselves they'd take up where they left off. Before they finally reluctantly got up from the ice, Fraser whispered seductively in Ray's ear a multi-layered "Thank-you kindly Ray." as he pressed a gentle kiss against his ear. A pleasurable shiver went through him and he knew that all his efforts to make this day special for Ben - and in return himself too - was the smartest thing he'd done in a long time. Noticing the shiver, Fraser suggested they consider the game a tie, get off the ice and out of the cold. Dief was waiting for them at the fallen log. Ray had thought of everything. From the box which had originally held their skates, he pulled out a thermos of hot chocolate, some snacks - which he eventually shared with the wolf too - and a warm wool blanket. He handed a still warm cup of the brew to his friend and wrapped the blanket around both of their shoulders, forcing his companion to move closer to him; to share body heat as well. The sun was starting to set and they watched it in companionable silence. A little while later, with the light from the moon, which was almost but not quite full, shedding a light glow on the pond and the snow and ice on the trees, the skaters reluctantly packed up their gear and left. As the Riv headed for home and their unspoken promised pleasures from earlier, Fraser finally voiced what he'd been afraid to say for so long. He feared that if he said it out loud, it would result in another person he loved jinxed into leaving him. He faced that fear and banished it with the words, "I love you Ray." "I know. I love you too Benny. But now you're stuck with me. I don't ever leave those I love without a fight." THE END