Notes: I've been thinking about this for
a while, probably since the third
or fourth time I watched Mountie
& Soul (and yes, I have watched M&S more
than four times
- your point?). I've always felt like Fraser was holding
back in
the sparring scene, that the only reason he doesn't cut loose is
because he doesn't want to do anything that might embarrass Ray on Ray's
turf. In boxing, as in everything else with these two, I think things
are
completely different when they're alone.
Pairing: Fraser/Kowalski
Disclaimers, et al.: Alliance allegedly owns them. What-the-fuck-ever.
If
they were mine, I'd let them go at each other until they both
fell down.
Rated NC-17 for boy/boy smut, boxing kink and some dirty
words. As this story
involves boxing, it also involves some bloodletting.
If none of
these things turn your crank, walk on. Minor spoilers
for Mountie & Soul, but
really, blink and you'll miss them.
If you find a plot in this, you're
reading a different story with
the same title.
Thanks to the wondrous and Most Excellent Kasha for smart, warm and helpful
beta.
Feedback deeply wanted and hungrily slurped at LaToot@aol.com.
For Anagi, and for Erica and Te, both of whom share my abiding love for
the
sweet science that is Mountie & Soul ...
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"Punch"
by LaT
As he steps into the gym, it immediately occurs to Fraser that he recognizes
the song playing on the portable stereo sitting ringside as the
one from
Ray's birthday party. It is not difficult to find Ray.
They are, after all,
the only two people here and it is after-hours.
Weaving and bobbing in time to the infectious and guitar-driven beat
of the
music, Ray attacks the speed-bag with relish. His focus is
so sharp he
doesn't hear Fraser enter the gym. After locking the
door, Fraser takes full
advantage of Ray's concentration, and for
several minutes just ... observes.
Ray moves in a circle around the speed-bag, his fists a blur as he keeps
the
hanging pouch in perpetual motion. He is not wearing gloves;
instead, he
bare-knuckles leather Fraser knows is worn but still
stiff and unforgiving to
the touch. The fact that Ray's hands are
unprotected pleases Fraser, and his
tongue rhythmically strokes
the roof of his mouth as he imagines licking his
partner's reddened,
aching knuckles to soothe them. The strangely sensuous
hunger Ray
evokes in him only increases as he takes in the layer of sweat
covering
Ray's skin.
"Ray. Ray. Ray. Ray. RAY." Fraser is certain that when he does this,
Ray
hears his name the first time it is spoken, and only refrains
from answering
because he wants Fraser to yell. For his part, Fraser
is only happy to
oblige.
"Fraser!" Ray is "up" tonight, Fraser can see this in the ready flash
of
smile, in the quickness of step as the other man crosses the
distance between
them in long, graceful strides.
//I could eat you alive//, Fraser thinks when Ray stops right in front
of
him. He reaches out, slides his fingers over Ray's upper arm
and across his
tattoo. With his thumb, he traces the outline of
the design, wonders, as he
occasionally does, whether or not Ray
enjoyed the sting of getting it.
He pulls his hand away slowly, brings fingers moist with Ray's sweat
to his
lips and sucks each one clean before speaking.
"So, we're sparring, I take it?" Fraser is not unmindful of the way Ray's
eyes track the movement of his fingers.
"Yes, Fraser, we are sparring. And I mean *sparring*. None of that standin'
around like a Mountie the way you did last time."
"But, I *am* a ..."
"Fraser, don't make me haveta kill you. You know what I mean. It's not
exercise, it's not *boxing*, if all we do is dance around each other
in
circles. If I wanted to dance with you, I'd ask you to dance.
I want you to
hit me whenever you can. 'Cause I'm sure as hell gonna
be tryin' to hit you."
Ray leans in for a kiss after this little speech, but Fraser ducks back
and
away at the last minute, throwing Ray off-balance. He makes
no effort to
steady his partner, and simply chuckles to himself
when he hears Ray's
mumbled "bastard."
Fraser deposits his leather jacket on a nearby chair and strips out of
his
sweats. He likes the way Ray watches him, likes the unmistakable
leer even
more. Ray fiddles with the stereo as he watches Fraser
and the song starts
again. He tosses gloves to Fraser, then asks,
"Do you need to warm up?"
"Ah, no. I walked here, so ... I'm fairly limber."
"Yeah, you are," Ray says as he fastens his gloves, and Fraser doesn't
miss
the hint of suggestiveness in Ray's tone.
Once they are both properly equipped, they begin circling each other
in the
ring, bouncing and two-stepping as they each do their own
mental preparation.
Fraser notices the music has changed. There
is still quickness to the beat,
but this song is more bass-heavy
and throbbing than the first. It makes him
smile to think that Ray
prepared a soundtrack for them.
"Okay, Fraser. It's all aboard for funtime. Let's get ready to *rumble*."
"Right you are, Ray." He starts to say something else, but the words
are cut
off by the sudden and unexpected uppercut that forces him
back a few steps.
He wasn't ready, didn't think Ray was really ready,
and his partner took
advantage.
//He's been ... practicing//, Fraser thinks as he regains his composure.
The
last time they ever tried this, he discombobulated Ray with
one punch.
Fraser feels his blood start to hum when he realizes
Ray has been practicing
for *this*. For a rematch. For *him*.
"Ha! Weren't expectin' that, were ya?" Ray looks pleased, but Fraser
thinks
it's not possible that Ray knows or understands how good
he just made Fraser
feel.
He takes his own advantage, uses Ray's gleeful smugness against him to
strike
the other man's jaw. It knocks Ray back into the ropes. This
time, unlike
the last, Fraser doesn't move to steady Ray or to ascertain
that he is all
right. Ray actually snarls before using the ropes
to propel himself forward,
then spins and ducks to avoid Fraser's
advance. Oh yes, *now* they are both
fully ready.
The music is faster now, and Fraser and Ray come together in the center
of
the ring in a flurry of ducks, twists and punches. Ray has definitely
been
practicing. He uses his lithe, agile form beautifully, landing
blows by
stretching in ways that Fraser, for all his natural grace,
cannot quite match.
Fraser, however, has and uses the benefit of weight. He is heavier than
Ray,
his punches land with more force than Ray's, and he gets in
twice as many
because his have a tendency to throw Ray off-balance.
But Ray hits often and well, each blow reverberating through Fraser to
his
bones. He knows that the rush he feels each time Ray strikes
him has nothing
to do with adrenaline and everything to do with
arousal. They are both
soaked with sweat, he can smell himself mingled
with the scent of Ray and oh
God, he just wants more.
They break, briefly, for water. There is something Fraser wants, but
he is
hesitant to ask for it, worried it might be too much.
"Uh, Fraser?" Ray's eyes are wide, his breath comes in pants, and his
hair
is damp enough that some of the spikes have fallen. He shifts
from one foot
to the other and it occurs to Fraser that he has a
request of his own.
"What is it, Ray?"
"Uh ... I was ... wonderin' if we could, um, lose the gloves."
The humming in his blood gets louder and Fraser is genuinely stunned
to
realize that they both want the same thing - the undiluted force
of bare
knuckles colliding with skin. He answers by using his teeth
to undo the
Velcro fastenings of first one, then the other of his
gloves, keeps his eyes
on Ray the whole time. He reaches for Ray's
gloves, undoes them the same way,
pulls them off and tosses them
out of the ring.
Ray responds by pulling his tank top off with one fluid tug, then dispenses
with Fraser's in similar fashion. Fraser is unable to stop himself
and leans
in to Ray, slicks his tongue over one sweat-soaked shoulder,
up the side of
Ray's neck, then over those pretty, pretty lips before
slipping it inside.
Ray kisses back hard, their tongues wrestling
with each other, jockeying for
position. Soon, too soon, Ray's hands
are pushing him away.
He steps back. Ray is right, it isn't quite time for that, but any
disappointment Fraser feels is forgotten when he remembers that this
round
will be fought sans gloves. Without his shirt, Ray is even
more beautiful,
and all that smooth, pale skin makes Fraser's fingers
tingle. They haven't
discussed how long they will go, but Fraser
knows it's only a matter of time
before the erection he's kept at
bay through sheer force of will gets the
better of him.
He isn't able to duck quickly enough to avoid the fist that connects
with his
cheekbone after Ray figures out that he was just ... staring.
Without the
buffer of a glove, the pain is immediate and clarified
in its sharpness. He
*will* bruise and that thought only makes him
smile.
They circle each other again, bobbing, weaving, hitting, and hitting
*hard*.
More than once Ray's fist connects with Fraser's chest in
a way that makes
him inhale deeply to regain his bearings, and of
course, he gives as good as
he gets. He feigns //well, not entirely//
fascination with the line of Ray's
collarbone to bring his partner
in closer, then strikes out twice against
Ray's jaw. He has just
enough time to congratulate himself on the second
punch, before
Ray responds in kind, finding Fraser's jaw for the first one,
then
landing higher the second time, on the corner of the mouth. Fraser
knows, even before his tongue slides out for confirmation, that Ray has
made
him bleed.
Ray drawing blood first loosens something in Fraser. He punches lower
the
next time, to the gut, and when Ray doubles over enough that
Fraser doesn't
have to reach very far, he strikes Ray on the browbone,
opening a cut from
which blood instantly springs.
"Son-of-a-bitch," Ray growls before hitting Fraser in the chest, a blow
that
would knock a less solidly built man down. Fraser doesn't have
time to
imagine what that bruise will look like because he's too
busy knocking Ray
against the ropes. Ray bounces forward into him,
causing them both to
stumble, and they tangle in a sweaty, messy
embrace, trying to steady each
other. Sharp, stinging pain at his
shoulder and Fraser knows without looking
that Ray is biting him.
He reaches for Ray's head, grabs a handful of the damp, blond hair and
tugs
hard. Ray lets go, allows his head to be pulled back. His lips
looks redder
than usual and Fraser hopes that the kiss he knows
is coming is tinged with
blood. It is, and while it's good, so very,
very, good, it's not quite what
Fraser wants and he catches Ray's
fuller lower lip between his teeth and
nips.
//Much better//, he thinks as he laps at the salt-coppery redness rising
from
Ray's mouth, and he kisses Ray again, lets the other man taste
himself. Ray
wriggles out of Fraser's arms, flashes a lethal smile
and punches Fraser
right in the mouth. One of his knuckles collides
with a pointed and slightly
crooked incisor, and the skin over the
bone splits neatly, blood blooming
like a rose.
"*Fuck*!" Ray shakes out his fist but Fraser doesn't give him any time
to
truly register the pain before uppercutting him. Ray recovers
quickly, weaves
out of the way of the next blow, uses his other
fist to administer a punch
that results in a cut over Fraser's right
eye to match the one over Ray's
left.
Too much, it is just too much for Fraser, but desire, rather than fatigue,
brings him to the conclusion that he is done. Ray has matched him
step for
step and Fraser admits to himself his own surprise at this.
He assumed it
would be ... easy to dispatch Ray, to wear him down
quickly, but again, as he
does more often than not, Ray exceeded
and defied expectations.
They stand apart from one another now, both breathing deeply and hard.
Ray
is bleeding from the cut over his eye, another on his cheek,
and the bite to
his lip. His torso is dotted with faint splotches
that will darken into
bruises before the night is over. He is grinning
and Fraser knows the arousal
he smells is not just his own.
He looks down at himself and realizes Ray landed as may punches as he
took
this round. From the sting of his own sweat, Fraser can tell
that he has
cuts over one eye, under the other, in two places on
his mouth, plus the bite
to his shoulder. He looks back up at Ray,
and if he thought he wanted to eat
the man alive before ...
"You done, Fraser?"
"I think we should call it a draw," Fraser answers, moving in closer,
the
scents of blood, sweat and something else making him slightly
dizzy, telling
him there's something even better they could be doing.
"Yeah, me too," Ray nods and then nothing more is said as Fraser closes
the
last few steps between them, puts his hand in the small of Ray's
back, and
roughly pulls him in for another kiss. Hot, harsh and
wild, and they sink to
their knees on the mat without breaking apart.
Their fumbling is wet and
sticky but completely effective in removing
the rest of their clothes. Fraser
lets out a small gasp when his
stiff and demanding cock is freed from the
athletic supporter that
made the last few minutes of their fight almost
unbearable for him.
He rolls them, once, pinning Ray beneath him, then searches out the cut
over
the other man's eye with his tongue. Briefly, he wonders if
it means he is
unhinged in some way because the taste of Ray's blood
on his tongue only
makes him that much harder. Whatever sickness
he may have, he realizes Ray
shares it when he feels a tongue lap
at his bleeding shoulder, hears the
softly murmured "so good".
He rocks his hips against Ray, feels the press of the other man's hard
and
weeping cock against his belly. Ray begins moving with him,
and the slippery
friction between them is heady, glorious. Ray claims
Fraser's mouth, spreads
his legs wider, pulls Fraser, incredibly,
closer. The sharp tang of blood
underlaid with the salt-sweet of
Ray's tongue makes Fraser so very, very
*hungry* and he is powerless
to hold back a growl. Ray breaks the kiss to
lick at the cut under
Fraser's eye, speeds the rocking of his hips just a
little, and
breathes once more against Fraser's skin "so good."
//You have *no* idea//, Fraser thinks and it is the last coherent thought
he
can manage because his partner is pushing him up, making him
lift so that Ray
can slide down his body, licking, sucking, *biting*
as he goes. It is bliss,
but Fraser wants even more and it takes
the final ounce of his reason to say
"wait."
He shifts above Ray until his head faces Ray's feet and vice versa, then
shifts again so they are both on their sides. He takes Ray's cock
in his
mouth and seconds later feels himself swallowed as well.
The salt of sweat,
warmth of skin and indefinable taste of Ray fills
him and he groans around
his prize, takes the thrust it earns him
with pleasure. Oh, *yesss*. The
fingers of one hand caress Ray's
ass in a rhythm that matches the roll of his
hips.
Ray sucks in time with his own thrusts against Fraser's lips and for
Fraser,
his whole existence comes down to feel of his mouth on Ray
and Ray's mouth on
him. Suck, lick, thrust. He is close, too damn
close and Ray senses it
because he slows, then completely lets go,
strokes with his hand for a while
until Fraser calms.
"You're so ... eager sometimes, " Ray says softly, the words tickling
the
sensitive head. "I *love* that."
Before Fraser can answer, Ray's mouth slides back over him, the wicked
suction stilling any possibility for a spoken reply. Fraser hums
around Ray
in response, takes another tonsil-checking thrust in
stride.
Hot and full, wet and deep, and it goes on and on, but not long enough,
it is
never long enough. Pleasure gathers at the base of Fraser's
spine, spreads
through him and thickens as surely as the swollen
flesh he strokes with his
tongue. His hips snap wildly, once, and
he is coming, then Ray is coming, and
Fraser thinks this is really
the only way to drown before he can no longer
think at all.
Later, but still too soon, Ray's clever, elegant fingers poke and prod
at
him, pull him away from the sleep to which he could so easily
surrender.
"C'mon. Let's hit the showers and go home. My bed's more comfortable
than
the mat, trust me."
Fraser is still not fully himself, but he lets Ray help him to his feet,
then
pulls him into another embrace, another kiss, tastes himself
mixed with the
taste of Ray and moans.
"Hey, Ben?" Ray says when Fraser stops sucking on his tongue long enough
to
let him speak.
"Hmm?" He fastens his mouth to the tendon along Ray's neck and starts
to
suck.
"I don't really think that was a draw."
Fraser lets go of what he holds between his tongue and teeth to look
Ray in
the eyes. "Why not?"
"You came first." Ray ... dances out of Fraser's grasp, raises both arms
in
mock victory and unleashes his sexiest smile. "I win."
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