Disclaimer: Copyrighted property of Alliance Television and 1013
Productions. This is a PG rated (sorry) PWP written for the X-Files/Due
South crossover challenge on DSX, and takes place after the close of Due
South proper. God only knows how it fits into the X-Files universe.
Yes, PG means no sex, but it's romance between two women, and surely
*that's* not fit for family consumption.
My True Love Gave to Me
by Hth
hth29@hotmail.com
"Just one. Please?" Her girlfriend's look was stern, in that
sky-and-cream way that only the Celts could manage. "It's not fair. My
family used to open all our presents on Christmas Eve.:
"Not until tomorrow, Francesca." Scully settled on the arm of the
couch, her fingertips massaging Francesca's temples. "Look, it's still
snowing outside. Look how pretty the ice is on the trees."
She sighed with operatic feeling. "It's pretty. Don't listen to me;
I'm just bloated and fat and cranky, and I'm being a prima rosa on
Christmas."
"Donna, honey. Prima donna."
"Prima donna and child." Francesca folded her hands on top of her
round belly. "What if I had the baby on Christmas Eve? Wouldn't that
be -- weird?"
"Very weird," Scully agreed, and only the tightening of her full lips
betrayed how distasteful the idea was to her. Immaculate conceptions in
her off hours, in her own home, were bad enough; she didn't need life
with Francesca to take on any more messianic overtones than it already
had.
Scully put the headphones on Francesca's stomach, the sounds of
Handel's Messiah ringing tinny and distant through the room. She
couldn't help but fuss; it was such a -- a miracle. A baby, after all
Scully had been through. Frannie, in that loopy, scattershot, crazily
generous way she had, got pregnant out of sheer wanting to have adorable
little black-eyed Vecchio babies to share with Scully.
Every time she thought of the baby, their baby, Scully was swamped by
the urge to nest -- no, the need to make things perfect for poor,
bloated, fat, cranky, divine, beautiful Frannie Vecchio. She brought
the tray of bell-shaped sugar cookies to the coffee table where Frannie
could reach them, wrapped the quilt around Francesca's shoulders, turned
off all the lights except the tree and the runners around the window,
and settled in against her girlfriend's side, drawing her own feet up
and tucking them between the cushions of the sofa.
Francesca patted Scully's knee where her expensive white silk robe
parted to expose her leg. "Thanks for putting up with me. It's so
weird, having the whole family in Florida over Christmas."
"We could have gone, you know."
"What? And have my baby born in some tacky bowling alley and get
flamencos and mouse ears for gifts?"
"Flamingos, honey."
"Flamingos! My baby is going to be born in Chicago like a regular
American. It's just -- this is my first Christmas without Ma, you
know? And it's going to be the first Christmas with Ray married, and--"
Gently, Scully turned Frannie's head and met her lips in a moist,
lingering touch that was more the suggestion of a kiss than a kiss.
"It's different, isn't it?" She smoothed down the lace on the collar of
Frannie's red flannel nightgown, motivated by a fussy, pre-maternal need
for neatness, but a wave of sheer affection made her ache to pet
Francesca, and she gave in to the urge. She had been the most
angelicly, daintily, exuberantly feminine thing Scully had ever seen,
right from the beginning, and yet now Frannie was nothing short of a
goddess, disheveled but luminous, wide-eyed but serene and confident,
modest and homey in her flannel, but lush with childbearing curves that
overflowed Scully's capable but small hands as she felt along them. Her
eyes fluttered closed, and she kissed Frannie again, their tongues
pressing and parting until Scully couldn't have seen if she had wanted
to.
When their lips parted, Scully knew she was smiling, half giddy and
half smug, with Frannie's red lipstick on her mouth. "Maybe just one
present."
"You pick one for me and I'll pick one for you." Even at nine months
pregnant, Francesca could move with sprightly energy when she tried, and
she was on her knees rooting around under the tree before the words were
out of her mouth. "Here -- you open this."
Without even looking at the names scrawled on the black-and-silver
plaid wrapping paper ("Scully Mulder Xmas" it said, rather
inarticulately), she knew from the half-hearted wrap job whose it was.
She shook it once, listening as though for forensic evidence on a
wiretap. Sounded like videotapes, two of them, which didn't bode very
well for anyone. But when all was revealed, the gift turned out to be
not only benign, but rather charming -- the whole first season of
Blake's 7 on tape, courtesy of Mulder's English friends. "What is it?"
Frannie asked dubiously.
"It's a British science-fiction show. Hard to find in the U.S. I know
this is the one you're dying for, Frannie. Go ahead."
She took the box from Scully with exaggerated care, as if she could
clutch at a brown-paper-wrapped box that had come all the way from the
Northwest Territories and shatter it. There was a handmade card, which
Frannie read aloud while Scully went for scissors to cut the twine on
the box. "The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but
of respect and joy in each other's life. Season's greetings to our dear
sister Francesca & family, from Benton and Ray."
They bent together over the package, and with identical motions pushed
hair off their faces in concentration. Scully snipped the twine, and
Francesca tore hungrily through the paper. "Oh, my God."
Scully's first, pragmatic thought was that it was old, and probably
valuable. The doll's clay features were indistinct, but in perfect
condition, and the painted black eyes glistened cleanly. Francesca
exhaled reverently, touching its dress. "I think it's deerskin."
"The painting on it looks like it was done by hand. This is really
beautiful, Francesca. I'd love to know where it came from; there's
probably a really interesting story--"
Frannie rolled her eyes. "Trust me, there is. When Fraser finds
something, there's *always* a story." She was already cradling the doll
in one arm, just like a mother. "You know...I used to be in love with
him."
Lightly, Scully passed the heel of her hand over Frannie's cheek,
watching those snapping black eyes go soft-focus and tender. "If that's
a confession, I'm not shocked."
"You were in love with Mulder, weren't you?"
"Let's put it this way: I would have done a lot for him, but I don't
think I would have gotten out of bed at two in the morning just to drive
ten miles for bean sprouts and cranberry mustard."
She gave Scully the smile that Scully was seeing more and more out of
Frannie lately, less girlish, more grounded. "I love you, too, Dana.
What are we going to do with Fraser's doll if the baby is a boy?"
"I don't see why that makes any difference. There's nothing wrong with
boys having dolls."
"You don't think he'll have a problem with gender indemnity?"
"I think gender identity is overrated. If we have a boy who plays with
dolls, he'll just grow up to be a man who's good with babies, right?
He'll be a catch."
Frannie leaned in, pressing her forehead to Scully's. "You're a
catch."
Chuckling, Scully pulled Francesca to her feet. "Santa only visits
little girls who are in bed, Frannie."
"Ma makes Belgian waffles every Christmas morning," Frannie sighed
softly.
"Well, I'm sorry, honey. I make Pop Tarts." Long years with Mulder
had taught her to hide her amusement, and Francesca couldn't see the
humor behind Scully's grave eyes as she thought of the waffle iron under
the tree tagged with Frannie's name.
Francesca kissed her in the soft light of golden bulbs reflected off of
snow, her press-on nails caressing the back of Scully's neck. It all
ran together in Scully's mind -- the suppressed tears of happiness she'd
felt pricking her eyes earlier in the evening as she took Frannie's arm
to help her to her knees at Mass, the first snowfall starring Frannie's
impossibly soft hair with glitter, cutting the twine so Frannie could
open her gift, Frannie with that maternal glow rocking an antique doll
from the Yukon, prima rosa and child under the electric star weighing
down the top of the tree -- and became one image, richly layered but
cohesive, of love and Christmas presents.
Hth
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