FALLOUT    FALLOUT by Ana Lady

  

 NC-17 for male/female sex. In this universe of mine, Ben and Ray are good
friends with a young lady by the name of Ana. She appears in my other
stories as well. Bondage and discipline. (the yummy stuff) You've been
warned! 

 FALLOUT 

 By L.A.K. 

 fallout - n. 1.a. the settling to the ground of air-borne radioactive
particles that result from a nuclear explosion. 

 It was the third time that week. It wasn't that Ben minded how passionate
his partner could be, it just reinforced the need to have a frank talk
with him. These days, there was an insistence to Ray's asking for sex. It
wasn't just that, of course. There were other things which had Ben
concerned in the last few months regarding his lovers behavior. In all
honesty, he knew what was wrong. Talking about it, however, was going to
be difficult. Now, Ben was looking at Ray, who was laying beside him.
"Ray, you seem to be very. . .eager as of late." "Well, I want you. It's
good to know I want you, right?" Ray's concentration had been shaky
lately. He had been tense and cranky as well. It wasn't just restricted to
home, either. Ben was starting to worry it would cause him to make a
dangerous mistake while at work. No, they had to get this out in the open.
He let some time pass before he spoke again. "Do you think about women,
Ray?" "What. . .?" Ray asked, quite surprised. "Well, we got into this
relationship so fast that it wouldn't be a shock to discover feelings from
the past might make themselves known." "Do you. . .think about women,
Benny?"
 "I barely did before we got together, Ray." Ray could hear his smile in
the dark.
 "Well? Do you, Ray? Think of women, I mean." "Sometimes, Benny."
 Another pause.
 "Just sometimes?"
 "Yeah."
 Ben knew his lover was reluctant to talk about this. But it was apparent
there was a small portion of Ray which did want to broach the subject, or
he would've told Benny to be quiet by now. "How about Ana, Ray?" "Ana. .
.?" was the second startled reply. "I mean, have you and she ever. . .?"
 "No, Benny! Of course not. She's our friend." "Not even before you and
I?"
 "No." There was a pause, then, "There was a time before you and I, that I
thought about it, but that's all in the past, Benny." "So, you don't think
about her now?"
 "Geez, Benny! Why would I? I have you." "Well, like I said, Ray, we got
together with the notion we'd be enough for each other. It would be
perfectly understandable to find out that's not the case. It's not like it
could be helped." Silence. "I wouldn't mind if you did think about her,
Ray. But. . .I wish you'd tell me." More silence, then, "Yeah, Benny, I
think about her sometimes." "Really? For how long?"
 "A few months maybe."
 Ben moved closer and ran a finger up and down his lover's chest. He could
detect shame in Ray's voice. That meant this went very, very deep.
"Anything in particular start this line of thinking?" Ray sighed. 
 "Before you and I, there was this one night when she invited me over. She
started talking about what she liked. . .in bed and, well, I. . .liked
what I heard." "What did she tell you?" Ben's hand drifted to Ray's
erection, which was already stirring despite the fact he had come not long
ago. By now, Ben had snuggled up close and was kissing Ray's neck. He
turned his head to allow Ben better access as he spoke. "Tell me what she
likes, Ray." "Well, she did say she enjoyed being on her knees." he
breathed. Ben gently encircled it and started stroking. "Tell me." His
voice was sexy and low. "Benny, no, I-"
 "Shhhh. Just tell me. I want to know. What does she do on her knees,
Ray?" "She. . .oh, god. . ." 
 Ben noticed his grip was obviously having it's 'desired' effect. "She
loves to. . .deepthroat. . .says she an expert." Now Ray was whispering.
"Uh-huh. What else, Ray?" His voice had also dropped to just a murmur. "I
think of her doing that, ya' know. . .going down on me. . .oh, hell." Ray
gasped, panting at his own words. Ray had been hesitant about Ben
performing this particular act on him. Ben began to understand Ray felt he
was betraying Ben just by wanting it from Ana. Ray probably considered it
too much of a deception to think of her while it was Ben intimately
tasting him. It was all the more reason Ben wanted to do this for him now.
"Can you feel that, Ray? It's her touching you. . .with her mouth." Ben
was speaking softly into his ear at this point. He rubbed his thumb over
the leaking head in moist circles. His lover was breathing hard, his mouth
open. "She's watching you with those dark eyes, as she performs, Ray."
 "Yes! Oh, god, yes!"
 "Keep going, Ray. What else would you do to her?" "She likes to submit,
to have them be rough with her. Oh, GOD, I'd love to...to..." Ray's eye's
were tightly shut, his breathing rapid and he was turning his head from
side to side. It was exciting Ben just watching how aroused his lover was,
despite Ray's hesitation. "What, Ray? It's okay. You can tell me."
 Ben increased the speed of his stroking. He heard his lover seethe his
words. "I'd love to make her mine, Benny. I'd love to make her. . .undress
and. . .I'd cuff her hands behind her back. . .and have her get on her
knees and . . . God, man, she calls it an honor! Do you believe that?! An
honor! Sucking a guy off, she. . .loves it so much! I'd love to order her
do that, ya' know? Just make her lick and suck me until I explode." Ben
smiled. Ray was enjoying this 'forbidden' indulgence. Not only was he
getting a female, but he was being dominate, a sexual side he'd never seen
in Ray before. Plus, he was confessing to Ben, another taboo. It made Ben
feel so good to give him this pleasure. "How would you control her, Ray?"
 A sinister smile could be heard in the detective's voice. "I'd grab that
long black hair in my fist. I'd pull on it to remind her who owned her. .
.and listen to that whimper, that pleading, she does when she gets so hot.
I'd take my belt and slip it around her neck, using it as a leash. I'd tug
on it hard. . .if I felt she was getting out of line." Ben had a hard time
suppressing his astonishment at the viciousness of Ray's words. Obviously,
Ray had thought about this for a long time and very vividly, as well.
Still, he liked what he heard and continued to envision this exchange with
increasing excitement. "And. . .when I'd feel it, that tingle just below
my navel, I'd shove my dick down her throat over and over again until I'd
shot every drop inside her. She has these lips. . .so sexy. . .oh, man!"
"How would you get her off, Ray? Or would you allow it?" A slight,
sadistic laugh came from the Italian. Ben's eyebrow went up a notch. "Oh,
yeah, I'd allow it. There's nothing like seeing my little slut come for
me." "Tell me." 
 Ben licked the curve of Ray's ear, suckling the lobe. Ray's entire body
flushed hotly, his words coming out in ragged gasps. "Oh, god, Benny. I'd.
. .cuff her hands in the front, but I'd make her touch herself. I'd slip
my fingers inside her, sliding them in and out until she came. Benny, I
know I could feel her come so good like that!" Even Ben's erection
twitched at that, eliciting a moan from the Mountie. Ray was becoming
excessively wet by the second, causing a wonderful slickness. "I know
you've tasted her, Ray." 
 His tone was at normal level now, but was still silky. "OH! Oh. . .yes!"
 Ben knew exactly what he was doing to his partner. Ana had told him this
very encounter had taken place outside her apartment door. Things had
gotten pretty hot, but Ana said no and, of course, Ray agreed, but not
before feasting on her for a bit. "You've done that, haven't you, Ray?
You've tasted her. What does she taste like?" His voice was at a whisper
now, as if engaging in some 'prohibited' exchange of information. His
lover bucked and threw his head back. His breathing uneven, he whispered
his reply. "Like. . .like honey. Sweet and. . .they're full, ya' know, and
she has these small nipples which get so tight and ridged when. . . oh,
god." The mental image of Ray swirling his tongue around Ana's pale pink
nipples and reining little kisses and licks all over her breasts, neck and
face and her responding in like kind, caused Ben to shift his hips,
feeling his hardness pulsate. He was liking this little fantasy of Ray's a
lot! "Then what, Ray?" 
 "Then, I'd fuck her, Benny. I'd take her, on her knees, from behind, like
the bitch she is." His whole body tensed. His head thrown back, he panted
in even gasps, letting his partner know he was oh-so-close. "How would she
feel, Ray? All that wetness sliding back onto this." He punctuated his
words by running a lone finger up and down the aching shaft. "Oh, yes. .
.I'd fuck. . .her so. . .hard." "Grab her hips, Ray."
 Ray twisted the sheets into his fists. Ben grabbed his partners cock and
began working it over. "Slam into her. Again. AGAIN!" Ray obeyed and began
pumping Ben's fist. He felt the wave overtake him and he got lost in it.
"I'd fuck that bitch for everything she's worth." he ground out between
clenched teeth. Erupting in a hot wet gush over Ben's hand, small suns
clouded his vision, sheer bliss invading his brain. He floated; content. .
.spent. After a bit, he felt a towel cleaning him up. Guilt, two-fold,
washed over him. He turned away. "I'm sorry, Benny."
 "For what, Ray? I enjoyed that almost as much as you did." His throbbing
stiffness was prove.
 "It's not very pretty when I'm like that, is it?" "Ray," Ben said,
turning him back over, "submission and dominance is one of the most
addictive and intoxicating forms of sex. I know that doesn't mean you want
me any less. I also know I don't have to worry. You and Ana don't love
each other, I can see that." "Benny. . .how did you know about. . .?"
 "About you and her? Ana has been concerned about you, too, Ray. She knows
you've been avoiding her. She talked to me a few days ago. Then, there was
the dream." "The dream?"
 "Yes, Ray. The. . . fantasy you had while still asleep." Ben wasn't sure,
but he could've sworn Ray was blushing so bright, he was glowing in the
dark. "Oh. Um. . .what did. . .I say?" "Her name a couple of times, right
before you-" "I know how it ended, Benny!"
 This was getting worse by the second. Ray decided he might as well tell
him everything. "Ana didn't tell you all of it, though, did she?" "From
what I gathered, yes, she did."
 "No, she didn't, Benny. I. . .we did do that outside her apartment, but
when she said no, I. . .got angry. I shoved her against the door. . ." He
trailed off, unable to continue. Ben knew they hadn't slept together, but
he did have an idea of what did occur. Still, for Ray's sake, he asked.
"What happened, Ray?"
 "I snapped at her I didn't care and. . .oh, Benny, do you realize what I
said? The reason we didn't was because of you, but in that second, I
wanted her so badly, I didn't care, I just. . . That's when I knew I had
to leave." "Well, Ray, now I am angry." "Benny, please, I never meant to
hurt-" Ben interrupted. "Not about that, but because you didn't tell me
about this before. Ray, if it got to that level of desperation, then I
know you must've been suffering. I won't have that, do you understand? I
won't tolerate you in pain if I can help it. Promise me you'll never keep
something like this from me again." Silence filled the room. Ray couldn't
believe his ears. Ben not only understood about how severely this had
taken it's toll on him, but was willing to offer a listening ear. "You're
serious?"
 "Completely."
 "All...right, Benny. I won't keep something like this from you again." It
felt so odd making such a promise.
 "She. . .asked me, Ray."
 "Who? Ana?"
 "Yes."
 "Asked you what?"
 "For permission, Ray. To sleep with you." "WHAT!? Oh, God, Benny, I am so
sorry! I had no idea." "Ray, will you stop apologizing?! Look, would you
rather have her not say anything and someday have that incident outside
her apartment escalate to where you two eventually go inside? All without
my knowledge? Then, how would the both of you feel?" Ray didn't speak. He
couldn't deny the possibility.
 "This way, you sate those desires, so does she and we all remain friends.
I'm not saying I'm going to agree with every idea you bring to me, Ray.
But, I'm willing to try." He cupped Ray's face in his hands. "Go to her,
Ray."
 Ray was flabbergasted. This was more than a listening ear and a Hell of a
lot for Benny to offer. More than Ray ever expected. He was extremely
moved by his lover's leniency. "Benny. . ." he managed to squeak out, "are
you sure? Do you know what you're letting me do?" "Yes. I know you need
this. I won't deny you what will make you happy." Ray seized him and held
him close. He declined to point out he thought Ray might be crying.
Considering the night's events, he'd save him from any more embarrassment.
"Now, let's take care of how much you've excited me with your. . .need. Is
that all right, Ray?" A small laugh was muffled against Ben's chest.
 "Of course, Benny-love. Anything you want." 

 "Ray! I'm glad you could make it! Where's Ben?" Ana surveyed her friend
as he causally leaned against the wall opposite from her door, smiling
from ear to ear. "He's not coming. This time." "Well...don't we just
looked like the panther that swallowed the canary?! What's with the
Cheshire Cat grin?" she asked, happily. He pushed away from the wall.
 "I do have a note from Benny for you though." He handed her a small note.

 In Ben's perfect handwriting it said, "My answer is 'yes'. You can have
him. For now. And maybe, someday, I just might join you two." Her eyes
widened, her jaw dropping at the same time. "Do you. . ."she said, before
clearing her throat, "know what this note says?" "Oh, yeah." 
 Emerald gems danced with champagne flecks, blessing her with a smile as
radiant as any sun. She opened the door wider. "Then, why don't you come
inside, Ray? Or do you want to make out in front of my door again?" Her
voice was sweet and sexy. "No, thanks. I'll come in this time."
 "Good. And I'm glad Ben decided to stay home. I'd like just you for now."
"Really? You want me over the Mountie?" "Haven't you ever heard of the
concept of 'Fallout', Ray? "No, can't say that I have."
 "'Fallout' is when an attractive man hangs around a very gorgeous man.
All of us who don't go for the gorgeous one, for whatever reason, go for
the attractive guy. Before he knows what hit him, many women, and a few
men, are clamoring for his affections." "Is that a fact?" "Oh, yeah! You
see, it's not as spectacular as the initial nuclear blast, but it's just
as deadly, a hell of a lot more insidious and ultimately more. . .feared."
"I like this concept." he stated, a slight growl aiding his words. He took
her in his arms and kissed her, simultaneously reaching for his handcuffs.
He broke the kiss, but not the embrace. She just about passed out at the
sight of them, fueling his desire. "Oh, god, Ray!" 
 His voice was lustful, husky.
 "Get undressed, Ana. I'm going to allow you a great honor tonight." 

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