Laision of Consequences   

Liaison of Consequences 

By Postcard 

postcard@currantbun.com or postcard@manutd.com 

Rating: - R. Angst. Romance. Humour. 

Disclaimer: - The characters in this story (Ben, Dief, Frannie, Fraser
Senior, Meg, Ovitz, Turnbull, Ray Vecchio and Lt. Welsh) are not mine and
anything else Due South isn't mine either. I do not mean to infringe on
copyrights held by any copyright holders for Due South. The story, poem
"The Dragon and St. Bernard," Constable Bakewell and Vince the 'Vulture'
however are mine (copyright September/October 1999 by Postcard on all
original story content. The poem "The Dragon and St. Bernard" is copyright
17 September 1999 by Postcard.) Please do not reproduce for anything other
than personal reading without the written consent of author. This story is
not written for profit and the author does not give permission for this
story to be reproduced for profit. 

Author's note: - The idea for this story occurred to me quite a few months
ago and I played around with it until I finally came up with this story. I
would like to thank Margaret for her proof reading skills and for her
suggestions. BTW Margaret came up with the subtitle "Too cold or too hot"
which I thought was very appropriate! This story is set at the end of
season 2 and there is reference to "All The Queen's Horses." I hope that
you all enjoy reading this story and any constructive comments are
welcome.  

Too cold or too hot? 

"Shall we camp here Sir? It's getting dark and we should get some fires
going to deter the animals and keep us warm," Ben remarked looking around
at the surrounding landscape and then at his sullen faced companions;
Inspector Meg Thatcher, Ray Vecchio, Lt Welsh and of course his wolf Dief.
 

They had come to the Northwest Territories on a liaison exercise between
their two countries and well it was an understatement to say the least
that the exercise had hit a few snags. First of all Inspector Thatcher and
himself had been assigned to teach Ray and the Lt how to ride a horse. Not
an easy task considering Lt Welsh' physique! The horse had protested at
having Lt Welsh as its rider by bolting towards the water trough and
subsequently throwing him over its head into the ice cold water.  

The second incident occurred when later that first day they went to the
cabin, which they themselves were sharing with the local branch of the
R.C.M.P. and the exercise leader. It served as a miniature police station
and accommodation for the three officers that worked there. It turned out
that one of the constables there Constable Bakewell was even more
incompetent than Turnbull if that was at all possible! He had forgotten to
bring their luggage inside from the snowmobiles and while he had been
'otherwise engaged,' which Inspector Thatcher had weaned out of him meant
reading a comic, some inquisitive animals had rummaged through their
luggage. Probably for Lt Welsh' stash of junk food he had afterwards
admitted to having brought with him. Most of their luggage had been
destroyed or at the very least needed a damn good washing, which Inspector
Thatcher being the Superior Officer there had ordered Constable Bakewell
to do. 

Dinner was the next disaster because as further punishment Constable
Bakewell had been ordered to prepare dinner for everyone. This was a bad
idea because unlike his name Constable Bakewell could not bake well. They
had all been extremely ill for the next two days with food poisoning. 

When they had all finally recovered they received their next task from the
exercise leader Vince the 'Vulture' (as they had all nicknamed him, behind
his back of course! He had acquired the name due to his appearance, the
way he treated them and how he had devoured Constable Bakewells' meal and
then ate any leftovers.) The 'Vulture' had told them that the next stage
of the liaison exercise was for them to go along a designated route
without him and spend the night camping in the wilderness together. No
matter how much Ray, Thatcher and Welsh all protested and Thatcher also
even tried pulling rank on him, it was no use they all had to go, he had
'orders from Ottawa and his orders were their orders.' So off into the
wilderness they had trotted. 

The latest disaster had happened just as they were all walking across a
swing bridge that went over a decent sized waterfall. Ben had gone over
first with Dief; the Inspector following next; then Lt Welsh. When it came
to Rays' turn he managed to get about three-quarters of the way across
when he suddenly started veering dangerously over the edge of the bridge
towards the waterfall. It all happened within a few seconds. One second he
was struggling to remove the backpack to hopefully regain his balance by
shifting the weight towards his front. This didn't work however and the
next second the backpack went soaring over the waterfall, crashing into
the plunge pool at the bottom. Along with their tent and two of their
sleeping bags which Ray was carrying in his backpack. Ray meanwhile arms
flailing grabbed the rope that constituted as a safety rail. Some safety
rail! It was down to pure luck rather than skill that he didn't join his
backpack in the plunge pool.  

"Yes Fraser. Here's as good a place as any." The Inspectors' voice brought
Ben back to the present moment. 

"WHAT! You've got to be joking right? This has got to be some kinda
Canadian joke we can't sleep out here we've no tent and only two sleeping
bags," Ray shouted in disbelief. 

"Well you will go and drop them down the waterfall," sarcastically
retorted Meg. "What do you expect us to do now? Wave a magic wand and make
them reappear? We'll have to make do with what we've got." 

"Hey it wasn't my fault. That bridge over the top was slippy, I slipped
all right? I needed to grab hold of the rail, it was either the bags go
over or me and so the bags went over." 

"I know which I'd have liked to have gone over." And with that Meg shot
him one of her 'I can't stand you Detective' looks. 

"I heard that." 

"Good you were meant to." 

"Please Sir, Ray, there's no point arguing amongst ourselves. If we're
going to get through tonight we need to pull together." 

"What do you mean by 'if we're going to get through tonight?' " 

"What he means Detective is that since we have no tent, lamps e.t.c. if
the bears don't get to us then the cold probably will," Meg explained. 

"Bears?" It was Welsh' turn to show his concern. 

"Erm yes. This is the natural habitat of quite a number of black bears." 

Before Fraser could continue with his spiel on bears Welsh interrupted.
"Right in that case lets get those fires built."  

  

Once the fires were burning brightly they all sat around the main one and
stared into it. Similar thoughts went through each of their heads, all
regarding the fact that they only had two sleeping bags between them. 

What about the sleeping arrangements? I hope I get to share a sleeping bag
with Meg. Stop that. I shouldn't be thinking those thoughts she's my
Superior Officer nothing more, she made that perfectly clear when she said
the 'contact' could never happen again.' 

'Oh God! I would be the only woman here with three men and two sleeping
bags. There is NO way I am sharing a sleeping bag with Detective Vecchio.
I'd sooner freeze to death. As for Lt Welsh I don't quite fancy the idea
of that either. He seems a decent enough man but I don't know him well
enough. Well that just leaves Fraser. Why do I feel excited all of a
sudden at the prospect of spending the night in a sleeping bag with him?' 

'Great. Just great. I'm in the middle of nowhere probably about to die and
I have to spend which could be my last night on earth sharing a sleeping
bag with either Welsh, Fraser or EVEN WORSE 'The Dragon Lady'. Why
couldn't I at least have somebody I'd like to spend the night with? A
supermodel maybe! Is that too much to ask?' 

'I should be sat behind my nice desk now back in Chicago eating a
hamburger or better still at home in a nice warm bed. Not here. I've been
in the force too long to have to be traipsing around like this all day and
then sitting here now freezing my ass off, wondering if a bears going to
get me or not. I shouldn't be here I'm not used to bears. I'm used to
sorting out drug dealers and mob hits. And I bet I end up having to share
a sleeping bag with Vecchio!' 

"So who's gonna sleep with who?" Ray asked. 

Ben blushed to the colour of a juicy ripe strawberry. 

"You do have a way with words detective." Meg said feeling herself begin
to match the shade Fraser had already turned. 

"We could pick straws or something." Welsh helpfully suggested. 

"Yes that's a good idea Lt, it will have to be sticks though as I can't
find any straws." And with that Ben picked up some nearby sticks, breaking
one of them so that it was a good deal smaller than the others. 

"Whoever pulls the shortest stick gets Thatcher." Ray stated shooting her
a nasty smile. 

"Thank you Detective," Meg responded sarcastically. 

Fraser gave the sticks to Meg and she held them while Lt Welsh picked the
first one, as it was his idea. He picked a long stick. "After you Ray,"
Ben indicated to the two sticks Meg was holding. Ray picked a long stick
and Fraser picked the last one, which turned out to be a lot smaller than
the others. 

"Ha ha. Nice one Benny," chided Ray. 

"If it makes you uncomfortable Sir I could sleep without a sleeping bag?" 

"Don't be stupid Fraser you'd freeze to death. I'm your Superior Officer
and it's my responsibility to look after you. We'll manage I'm sure."
That's it Meg keep remembering that you're his Superior Officer and don't
do anything foolish. 

They set their sleeping bags out; Meg and Ben laying theirs in between the
central fire and the smaller far fire to the left and Lt Welsh and Ray
placing theirs in between the other outer fire on the right and the
central fire.  

"I'm having the zipper side of the sleeping bag, I ain't gonna keep having
to climb over you every time nature calls. Plus if a bear comes I wanna be
able to get out fast enough to outrun it." 

"No chance Detective. I'm having the zipper side. I outrank you remember?"


"Not in Canada you don't." 

"That may be so but look at it this way Vecchio, think of all the fun I
can have with you when we get back to Chicago if you insist on being
awkward here!" 

"Ok. Since ya put it like that it's your call you can have the zipper
side." Ray didn't want to piss the Lt off too much because he knew that
back in Chicago the Lt would make his life hell for months. And any nice
warm exotic assignments that arose would certainly not come his way then,
nope only the cold tundra Canada ones would.  

Meg and Ben took off their boots, removed their hats and stood looking at
one another indecisively. 

"I hope you don't mind sharing with me too much Fraser?" 

"Not at all ma am. Do you mind sharing with me?" 

"No…I'd rather share with you than with Detective Vecchio or Lt Welsh." 

"Understood." 

Meg and Ben climbed into the single small green sleeping bag and lay down
beside each other. 

"There's not much room Fraser so forgive me if I'm squashing you at all." 

"It's quite alright Sir. I'm not squashing you am I?" Ben was actually
enjoying the feel of her so close to him. 

"No Fraser you're not." She didn't want him to move she liked the
reassuring feel of his strong muscles against her. She was a little scared
of being out in the middle of the dark wilderness, with bears around and
the fact that it was so chillingly cold wasn't helping. But she didn't
dare show it; after all she was the Superior Officer and had to appear as
solid as the rock of Gibraltar. 

"Do you think it's safe for us to sleep Fraser? What I mean is with it
being so cold?" 

"I see your point Sir but I believe that with the fires we should have
sufficient heat to sleep and not catch our death while we did so." 

Meg tried to sleep but she just couldn't it was too cold and she was far
too nervous. If anything happens to us it will be my entire fault, Ottawa
will no doubt blame me and I can kiss good bye to further promotion. Even
if Detective Vecchio is mostly to blame Ottawa won't see it that way and I
should have anticipated the incident on the bridge. A loud snore caught
her attention. Well at least Lt Welsh appears to be sleeping soundly. 

Leaning over Meg put her arms around Fraser. "Fraser I'm cold," was her
only explanation. 

"Understood Sir." Wrapping his arms around her Ben gently rubbed her back
and arms in an effort to warm her up. "Do you feel warmer now Sir?" 

"Yes…thank you Fraser." Meg couldn't help it she just had to look into his
eyes, those beautiful blue eyes that had the hypnotic effect as to pull
her into their deep beckoning depths. "Fraser I know a way to make us both
warm." The words were out before she could stop herself. 

"You do?" Is she suggesting what I hope she is suggesting and what I have
dreamt her suggesting to me?  

"Yes." Oh what the hell, there's a chance that we won't make it through
the night, what with the bears… my careers probably in shreds anyway. I
might as well enjoy myself and do what I've wanted to for months. "I know
that I said the 'contact' couldn't happen again unless the exact same
circumstances were to repeat themselves, but…I think that these
circumstances could be classed as similar. As they are both extreme
circumstances and it will keep us warm." 

"I agree." Ben kissed Meg passionately like he had wanted to do since the
first time they had had 'contact.' As their tongues did a ballroom dance
together they undid one another's red serge to get a better feel of one
another. Looking at Megs' bra Ben said, "Red suits you Meg." She smiled at
him and covered his mouth with hers as she ran her long nails over his
chest. He in turn gripped her breasts in his hands and gently massaged
them. 

"Our hearts are racing," Ben whispered in Megs' ear as he started to kiss
her slender neck. 

"Out of control." 

"Their runaways."  

They started to take off one another's tunics and pants kissing each area
of flesh that became revealed. Jokingly Ben said to Meg, "What was it that
could make us both warm?" 

"Sex Ben," Meg said directly into his ear. 

As each finger in turn slid into her glove Meg moaned in pleasure. Her
glove now wet through by the rain she moved down his body and sucked his
lollypop. It was now Bens' turn to cry out in gratification. Their mouths
met once more and while their tongues acted like toothbrushes Bens' CD
entered Megs' CD player. Meg and Ben made music of their own using their
bodies as instruments to elicit melodies from each other's vocal cords. 

"Ahhh oh Fraser…yes, Ben yes." 

"Meg…ohhh…I love you Meg." 

"Ben oh my…ahhh." 

"Oh my sweet…yes oh love…ohhh…ahhhhhh."      

* * * * *	

Meg lay in Bens' arms on top of him; finally for the first time in months
at peace with the world because they had taken their 'contact' to the
ultimate level. Dief had drowned out their cries of passion by howling at
the moon. Meg was falling into a slumber when a rustling nearby caught her
attention. It didn't take long for her to realise what was making the
rustling. Hunched at the foot of the sleeping bag on all fours was an
enormous black bear. 'Oh shit! I'm in the most compromising position
possible with a massive bear looming over me.' 

"Whatever you do don't move, " Ben whispered directly into her ear. 

The bear circled the camp, stood up on two legs in front of Detective
Vecchio and Lt Welsh and growled at them. The sight of the towering bear
luckily terrified the two policemen into silence and they didn't utter a
word. Frustrated at the lack of response and deterred by the fires the
bear pottered off into the woods. The two tough Chicago policemen let out
a long sigh of relief. 

"Did you see that? Did you bloody see that? I don't believe it I've nearly
been eaten by a bear all ready and the night has only just begun. How can
hell be so bloody freezing is what I want to know? A bear could have eaten
me just then and what have I got to show for my life? A wife? No.
Children? Not as far as I know. Am I in the history books? Not bloody
likely. Just this poxy job that has got me into this mess in the first
place. I tell you I don't know how anyone can live in this Godforsaken
country, it's not only…" 

"SHUT UP Ray and GO to sleep," Ben, Meg and the Lt shouted in chorus. 

"Oh well that's just bloody charming. It's nice to know you all care." And
with that Ray sulkily rolled over onto his side turning his back to the
Lt.  

"Do you think it will come back?" Meg asked Ben, unable to hide the worry
from her voice. 

"I shouldn't think so. But don't worry Meg…" Ben kissed the top of her
head. "I won't let anything hurt you." 

During the night Ben grew concerned that Meg would get cold without any
clothes on and he started to move slightly to get her tunic in order to
cover her so that she would be warmer. She gripped him in an iron hold. 

"Don't go anywhere. I like being in your arms it's comfortable," Meg said
sleepily. 

"Don't worry I'm not going anywhere I'm just reaching for your tunic to
keep you warm." 

She allowed him to move to retrieve the tunic but still kept hold of him.
She didn't want to let him go for one second because after tonight things
would have to revert back to how they had been. Her the Superior Office
and him the subordinate. And so she was making the most of him while she
could. He wrapped her tunic around her and pulled her on top of him again
and she resumed her comfortable position, resting her head on his chest. 

Ben looked down at Meg and watched her eyes slowly open, adjusting to the
rays of the morning light and then focusing on his body.  

Meg slowly realised that she was lying on top of her naked subordinate and
that she was naked herself except for her tunic, which was wrapped around
her. Oh my God! What have I done? The images of what they had done
together last night flooded into her mind like a tidal wave. Oh no! Fraser
and I…we…I let him make love to me. He even said that he loved me. I
nearly slipped up even more and said that I loved him but thank goodness I
managed to stop myself from saying it.	

Meg slid off Ben, moving from the position she had so much enjoying
staying in last night, to lie at the side off him. He reached out to
stroke her hair and she gently moved his hand away. 

"Meg what's wrong?" 

She turned to face him and tears glistened in her eyes. "Ben…Fraser what
happened between us last night can never repeat itself. I'm sorry…" 

She had said those dreaded words to him again. How he hated those words.
Why does she keep hurting me like this when I love her? Didn't last night
mean anything? Looking at her with tears and sadness in her eyes he
realised that last night meant just as much to her as it did to him. He
reached out and wiped her tears.  

"Why? Why can't it happen again? I love you Meg…do you not love me?" 

"Fraser it can't happen again because it wouldn't work out, it can't
possibly work out. I can't possibly be with you because of my rank and I'm
not willing to leave the force. You've got to understand it from my point
of view…" 

"I'm trying to Meg and I would never ask you to leave the force but there
must be some way that we can be together?" 

"There's one way…would you leave the force?" 

"No…I…I couldn't," Ben said quietly. 

"I didn't think so. It's quite simple Fraser; you won't, I won't, so we
can't." 

"You've still not answered my other question about whether you love me or
not!" 

"I…I can't answer that question." 

"Why not? It's a simple enough question." 

"I enjoyed last night more than I've ever enjoyed sex before Ben.
But…that's all it was Ben…sex. Nothing more and nothing less. You were
wonderful and I loved what you did but I…I don't love you Ben." There I
got it out. The problem is that I do love him, I love him with all of my
heart, and soul and body but I can't tell him. It wouldn't work out.
There's nothing that I would like more than to make love to him for the
rest of my life but I can't. I don't want to hurt him but I have to.  

"How can you say that after what we did and meant to each other. I can
tell that I meant something to you Meg, I must have? There must be another
way? I love you Meg. Please don't leave me like Victoria did!" Ben broke
down into tears and Meg reached out and hugged him tightly.  

"I'm sorry Ben. I didn't mean to hurt you." Meg stroked his hair in an
effort to comfort him. "But there is no other way…please don't hate me!" 

"I don't hate you. I could never hate you…I love you." 

Meg pulled away from Ben as his sobbing subsided and started to get
dressed. Standing up, fully dressed, Meg looked over towards their other
two human companions on the exercise and to her complete and utter horror
she realised that Lt Welsh was awake and that he had heard every word they
had just said. He looked at her and smiled weakly while he shook Vecchio
to wake him up.      

* * * * *      

They all trudged back to the small police station; none of them saying
anything except Ray who kept asking why they were all so quiet, no one
answered him though. Once inside the station the 'Vulture' asked them how
they had all got along. Ben, Meg and Lt Welsh exchanged glances and said
in unison, "fine." 

Ray proceeded to tell the 'Vulture' about the close shave with the bear
and then the 'Vulture' wanted a report about what happened to the missing
equipment. He was far from impressed but said he'd let the matter drop
because it helped with the 'team building' with them all having to work
together and find a way to safely spend the night. Plus they were all
alive. 

That evening they all sat around the log fire in the police station
listening to Constable Bakewell play the flute and then sing his own
version of 'I Will Survive.' He was about to open his mouth to start
singing again when Inspector Thatcher glared at him. 

"If you even attempt to sing one more song or play the flute again you
won't survive long because I will take your flute and ram it down your
throat and then I will use you for target practice. In other words I will
willingly shoot you. Do I make myself clear Constable Bakewell?" 

"Y..y..yes," stammered Constable Bakewell petrified. 

Ray and Lt Welsh exchanged glances and raised their eyebrows. Ben looked
at Meg enquiringly and she averted his gaze.  

"That wasn't very nice Inspector," swooped the 'Vulture.' 

"Yes, well I've had a hard day and it's got nothing to do with you anyway
because Constable Bakewell is under my command not yours. And seeing as
we've finished the liaison exercises what I do has got nothing to do with
you," snapped Meg. She stood up, grabbed her coat and stormed out of the
police station. 

Meg stood outside letting the cool night air calm her down. She heard
footsteps approaching and turning around she saw Lt Welsh. 

"I…erm…hope you don't mind me coming out? But I thought that somebody
should thank you for shutting Constable Bakewell up. "	

Meg smiled at him. "I'm glad it's not just me who thinks that he's got a
voice that resembles someone scratching their nails down a blackboard."  

"It's…none of my business but if you want to talk about anything…" He let
the statement trail off. 

"I take it that you heard the conversation this morning?" 

"Yes…I didn't deliberately eavesdrop." 

"I…I don't know what to do Lt…I hurt him badly and I didn't mean what I
said. I do love him but I don't want to ruin my career or his. Have you
ever been in this situation?" 

"Yes." 

"You have?" 

"I…well it was…it ended in death. Nobody killed her, what I mean is she
took her own life." Realising that he wasn't making much sense he took a
deep breath and started again.	

"I was in my thirties and I fell in love with a woman, her name was Sally,
she was under my command. I wasn't a Lt then mind you but I was of a
higher rank than Sally. We…both fell in love and it got out, I…did
something that I have always regretted…I chose my career over her. I told
her that I didn't love her anymore in the hope that she would give up on
me and find someone else. It was torture seeing the look of hurt on her
face because I really did love her. She took it badly…she found out that
she was pregnant with our child, I…I didn't know and because she thought
that I didn't love her she…she killed herself. I've always blamed myself
for her death. Inspector I'm not telling you what to do but think very
carefully about what is most important in your life. Don't make the
mistake I did."       

* * * * *      

Meg sat in the box sized room that constituted as her bedroom in the
station and pondered what Lt Welsh had said to her. What is the most
important thing in my life? My career or Benton Fraser? I love Ben but do
I love him more than my career? I know that I can't give up my career but
God damn it I can't give up Ben either. Is it possible to have both?  

She knew that Detective Vecchio called her 'The Dragon Lady' but she
didn't want Ben to think that was true. She knew she acted like a dragon
at times but that was just a defence mechanism on her part, a way of
telling people 'don't mess with me or you'll regret it.' Meg thought that
maybe it was too late and that Ben probably thought that she was 'The
Dragon Lady' anyway. He had acted as though nothing had happened between
them all evening. He more than likely thought that that was what she
wanted. When she had caught him looking at her his face had resembled a
blank white computer screen, there was just nothing on it; no hate, love,
hurt, nothing.	

She had been so infuriated by the way he was acting, she had wanted to
know what he was thinking and so she had collared him in the kitchen.  

"Why are you acting so strange Fraser? I know that you hide your emotions
a lot but this is just ridiculous, you're definitely breaking a record for
hiding your emotions this time." 

"I don't know what you mean Sir." His blank expression still not wavering.


"Ben I know that I've hurt you badly…I…I didn't man to make you cry.
You've got to believe me that if I could do anything other than leave the
R.C.M.P. to stop you hurting I would. But please don't block me out like
you are doing now, I can't tell if you hate me; love me or if you want to
shoot me and it's driving me crazy. You actually showed me how you felt
last night and this morning, please don't go back into your shell." 

"It's safer there."  

That's all she could get out of him, the only expression that came onto
his face was the enquiring look he shot her way later that evening when
she had shouted at Constable Bakewell. 

Meg came to a decision. Ben was far too important to her for Meg to just
let him slip through the net and she owed him the truth. While she plucked
up the courage to face Ben and reveal her heart to him she put pen to
paper. After half an hour she looked at the poem she had just written.
Good. That should explain some of my behaviour to him and hopefully have
the effect as to get him to open up to me again.  

Meg walked down the dimly lit hall towards Frasers' bedroom, knocking
lightly on the door she entered before anyone noticed her there.  

"Sir!" Said a surprised Ben. 

"I hope that you don't mind me coming in but I have to speak with you."
Meg tried not to stare at Frasers' bare chest but it wasn't easy. She
needed to concentrate on what she was going to say and it didn't help that
he was only wearing his white boxer shorts. 

"Sir is it important because I would like to get a good nights sleep
tonight before we travel to Chicago tomorrow?" What is she doing here in
my room at this time of night? She is the last person that I want to see
at the moment. I see her in my dreams as it is, the last thing I need is
her in my bedroom before I go to sleep saying that I can't have her
because it will only torment my dreams even more. 

"Yes it is important. I came to tell you that I've…I've changed my mind. I
didn't mean what I said this morning." 

"Oh you've changed your mind again? How long will it last this time?" It
was not part of Bens' characteristic but he couldn't help being sarcastic
as he said this because he was tired of her messing him around, because it
hurt him. After what happened last night and what she said this morning I
don't think that I can take much more of this roller coaster ride. 

"You have every right to be sarcastic Ben but this wasn't easy for me to
do this. If your going to carry on being sarcastic I won't bother telling
you what I came to say." 

"I'm sorry Meg, I won't be sarcastic, go on, what do you want to say?" 

"That I love you. I lied to you this morning when I said that I didn't and
that it was just sex. It wasn't Ben it was more than that. I said it
because I know that it won't work out and I wanted you to get on with your
life. I still mean that we can't be together until we work something out
which will show Ottawa that we can work together at the same time, but I
just thought that you should know the truth."  

"Here I wrote this for you," Meg said shyly as she handed him the poem. I
hope he likes it! 

The Dragon and St. Bernard 

I don't want my love to be shrouded 

in the mist of time 

like the mythical fire-breathing monster. 

Beneath my cold, hard exterior 

lies a warm, soft heart. 

  

Don't hunt me down, 

for I shall only conceal my emotions. 

Don't slay me 

when I approach you, 

like St. George with his lance. 

Don't hide your feelings behind a shield, 

be brave towards me. 

I don't want to breathe fire on you. 

  

You're a loyal dog 

dutifully obeying each and every command. 

You trudge through wind and snow 

O'er mountain, glen and glacier, 

with no thought for yourself. 

You patter gallantly on 

when people send you out in the cold 

in search of those held dear. 

  

I'll keep you warm with my fire 

I don't want to be alone in my cave. 

The world may think we cannot 

possibly be together. 

Our structures to them 

are not compatible. 

We can show the world 

that we can. 

Working together it can be. 

When you save people  

I'll heat them and thaw the cold. 

"Meg come here," Ben said holding open his arms to her. She sank into his
arms and he held her in a warm, loving embrace. 

"Meg. If we love one another we should be together, I'm sure that we can
think of something!" 

"I hope so Ben. I really hope so. But until then we'll just have to go on
as if nothing ever happened. It doesn't mean I don't love you, but until
we can figure out a way to be together and stay in the force we'll have to
pretend nothing happened." 

"Alright but we have one more night together until we have to go back to
Chicago, will you please spend the night with me Meg?" 

"I thought that you wanted a good nights sleep?" Meg said teasingly. 

"Ha ha very funny Meg." 

"Yes I'll stay Ben but we can't make love because everyone will hear us.
However we can do some of the things we did last night for instance…" Meg
whispered her suggestions into Bens' ear. 

"You are even more sexy when you get saucy Meg." And with that he picked
her up and lay her on his bed.	    

* * * * *	

Something She Ate? 

Meg sat in her office at the Consulate hoping to God that she was wrong.
Her instincts told her that she wasn't though. I can't believe that this
has happened. How could I have been so careless? I must be trying my
damned hardest to wreck my career. There was a knock on the door and Ovitz
her personal secretary entered as per usual with her breakfast, which
consisted of coffee and a croissant. 

"Here's your breakfast Sir," he stated as he placed it down in front of
her on her desk. 

"Erm excuse me for a moment!" Meg said scrambling out of her leather chair
and dashing out of he office towards the toilet, colliding with Constable
Fraser in the sprint to get there in time. 

"Are you alright Sir?" 

He was answered by the bathroom door slamming in his face. 

"Is she throwing up again?" Asked an inquisitive Ovitz. 

"Why has she been ill lately? I didn't know that she was ill."	

"Nah I don't think she's ill but she has turned a nice shade of green
every morning this week when I have brought her breakfast in to her. And
then got in practice for the annual Consulate sprint race as she legged it
to the bathroom."  

"I don't understand, if she's not ill then why is she being sick?" 

Ovitz rolled his eyes at Fraser. "Jeez you Mounties can be so dense
sometimes." Before Ovitz could say anymore Meg came out of the bathroom. 

"Sir are you all right?"  

"Yes Fraser I'm fine it must have been something I have eaten." That's a
good one Meg 'something you've eaten' yes him. 

"You might be ill because of Constable Bakewells' cooking ma'am. I mean
it's quite a while ago but all the same, maybe you should make an
appointment with the doctors Sir just to be on the safe side?" 

"I all ready have Fraser, I go this afternoon."  

Walking back into her office Meg thought, It's a bit late to be thinking
about the 'safe side' now, we should have thought about that at the time.
Does he realise what I suspect is wrong with me? 

"It's something I've eaten my ass," commented Ovitz. "Yeah right! What I
want to know is who's the unlucky bloke that's got Thatcher up the duff?" 

"I beg your pardon? Are you insinuating that Inspector Thatcher is
pregnant?" 

"Duh! Of course she is. For a police officer you're not exactly observant
are you?" 

"She…how?" Bens' brain whirled as he thought if what Ovitz had said was
true. It was possible, the 'how?' was easy enough to explain, he didn't
even know why he had said it, it was such a stupid thing to say but it had
just slipped out. If she is pregnant then why hasn't she told me? She did
say she was going to the doctors, maybe she's going there to find out if
she really is and will tell me after she's been? Oh I do hope that she is
pregnant, I would be over the moon if she were.  

"How? If you don't know that already then I'm certainly not telling you.
Hey why don't you go and ask Thatcher, especially given her present
condition?" Ovitz burst into hysterics at his poor attempt at humour.	  


* * * * *      

Later that afternoon Meg attempted to weave her way through the hectic
Chicago police station towards Lt Welsh' office. When she had nearly
reached his office door she heard a familiar voice call out her name.
Turning around she stood face to face with Fraser.  

Oh why did he have to be here? Of all the people in the world he is the
last person I want to see right now. I thought he might be here, I mean he
usually is, he spends more time here than at the consulate, but I had to
take the chance because I need to speak with Lt Welsh. 

"Hello Sir. I didn't expect to see you here it's a nice surprise. What are
you doing here? Did you come to see me for something?" Ben thought he knew
why she had come here. She must be pregnant and has come to tell me. Oh
this is wonderful, I'm going to be a father, I can't wait. 

"Erm no Fraser. I've come to speak with Lt Welsh." Meg couldn't help but
notice the look of disappointment on his face. 

"Oh! Right! I'll leave you to it then. Erm Sir how did you go on at the
doctors? Is everything alright?"  

"Er yes. Everything's fine. The doctor said that it's nothing catching and
that it must be something I've ate." It's definitely nothing catching,
well not on his end anyway because he gave it to me! 

"I'm er…glad that you're all right Sir and I hope that you start to feel
better soon." She mustn't be pregnant then or she would have told me! Oh
this isn't fair, I've wanted to be a father for so long and just when I
think I might be with the woman I love, it turns out that I'm not. It's
been torture not being able to hold Meg in my arms since we made love. It
was hard enough before but now after I have made love to her and know that
she loves me its total torture.      

* * * * *      

Inside the Lt's office Meg had just finished telling Welsh that she was
pregnant and that Fraser was the father. She hadn't wanted to sit because
it was her custom to pace around when she was angry, excited, nervous or
just plain upset. 

"I…I just can't believe it. I don't know who to turn to or what to do. I
can't tell Fraser, I know I should but I just can't; not until I've
decided what I'm going to do. I'm sorry to involve you but I…I have nobody
else to turn to." Meg broke down crying. 

Welsh was totally taken aback, firstly by the news that Meg was pregnant,
secondly because she had chosen to confide in him and thirdly because he
had never dreamed in a million years that the Inspector would burst out
crying in front of him. He stood at the side of her, unsure of how to
handle her emotional state.  

Gently patting her shoulder he said, "Erm I take it that you're not
pleased by this er…news?" 

Meg turned towards him and shook her head 'no,' then she buried her head
against his chest and continued sobbing her heart out. Welsh stood there
rigid, he just didn't know what to do about the quivering mass of an
Inspector bawling her eyes out on him. He stiffly put his arms around her
and patted her back because it was the only comforting thing he could
think of doing. He wasn't really very good in these kinds of situations
and he just prayed that she would stop crying soon otherwise he feared
that he might drown because his shirt was beginning to resemble Lake
Superior. The only other course of action that he could think of was to
give her a good slap in the hope that she would snap out of it, which was
definitely not comforting to her and he really didn't want to have to
revert to that. 

Noticing that the entire station had gathered at his office window and
were watching in morbid fascination Welsh extracted himself from a weeping
Meg and pulled the blinds down on his office window. 

"Whoa 'The Dragon Lady' is human after all. Anybody got a camera?" 

"Ray it's not funny M…Inspector Thatcher is really upset so please don't
tease her about this because something must be seriously wrong."       

* * * * *      

Meg and Lt Welsh sat eating dinner in an Italian restaurant a couple of
blocks from the police station. Welsh hadn't thought that it was a good
idea discussing Megs' 'news' in the precinct and so he had suggested they
discuss it over a friendly dinner. 

"You're not thinking of…I mean it's got nothing to do with me but on your
list of options you haven't got…" 

"Abortion? No. I have thought about it but I…really want to have this
child. Having the child isn't the problem; the problem is whether I should
admit to Fraser and Ottawa that the child is his. There's nothing I would
like more than for Fraser, the child and I to be a family but I'm…scared
that Ottawa will sack me for sleeping with a subordinate. I mean Ottawa
won't mind that I'm having a child, that shouldn't affect my career and if
it does its discrimination, what they will mind is Fraser being the
father." 

"Are you not going to tell Fraser that he's the father then? I'm sure he'd
support you one hundred and one per cent, he's that kind of a man." 

"I know Fraser would support me, it's not that and I'm sure he would be
pleased at the prospect of being a father. The problem is if I tell him
he'll want us to be a family and then Ottawa will find out." 

"Tell me to mind my own business if you want but…seeing as you came to me
for advice…I think that Fraser has a right to know that he's a father. I
know that I'd want to know if it were me." 

"I know that the moral thing to do is to tell Fraser but…oh this is such a
mess. I'm glad in a way that I'm pregnant and that Frasers' the father but
at the same time it's the worst news I could have; because with one night
of indulgence I've flushed my career down the toilet.  

Meg let out a desperate sigh and her chin started to tremble. Oh no she's
not going to start crying again is she? Please not in the restaurant, it
was bad enough in my office with all of the station gawking at us. In an
attempt to prevent her from crying Welsh reached out his large right hand
and covered her petite left hand with his. 

Just at that exact moment the fates decided to play another joke on Meg
because Ray walked into the restaurant with his date. Great balls of fire!
I can't believe it. Of all the wonders in the world I would never have
dreamt in my wildest dreams that the Lt and 'The Dragon Lady' would be
dating. 

Ray stood stock-still and stared at them in astonishment, his mouth wide
open imitating a frog catching flies. He would have continued to stand
there staring at them until rigor mortis set in if it hadn't have been for
the maitre de ushering him to a table.	

From his table at the far side of the room Ray could continue to watch
them. They both appeared engrossed in one another and oblivious to any
other person in the universe. Suddenly they both stood up and the Lt put
his arm around Thatcher, leading her towards the exit. Neither of them saw
Ray and he was left to ponder his X-rated thoughts while entertaining his
date.	   

* * * * *      

The next morning when Ray picked Ben up from his apartment he was bursting
to tell him what he had seen last night. 

"Benny you're not gonna believe who I saw together at an Italian
restaurant last night. None other than Lt. Welsh and 'The Dragon Lady.'
They were holding hands and from the looks of it that's not all they
probably got up to last night if you catch my drift!" 

"WHAT?" Ben lost all of his manners for the time being; he was just
gobsmacked. "You must be mistaken, she wouldn't…" He's got to be mistaken,
please God let him be wrong. Oh no! She isn't…I mean she can't possibly be
pregnant by him can she? She wouldn't do that to me would she? She said
that she loved me. No I can't believe that she would date Lt. Welsh let
alone make love to him. There must be some mistake. 

"I know I couldn't believe it myself but I saw it with my own two eyes.
Yep they're definitely fucking one another. Errrh it paints a pretty
picture doesn't it? Give me a bucket while I throw up." 

Ben sat brooding all morning in his office at the consulate. Just before
lunch he couldn't take it any longer he had to ask her what was going on.
Dief sensed Bens' unhappiness and started whining. 

"I'm sorry Dief I'm not much company today am I?" The wolf answered him by
licking Bens' hand. "Well at least I've got you no matter what the outcome
with Meg is."  

Entering Megs' office Ben stood apprehensively in front of her desk,
fearful at what he would find out. 

"Yes what is it constable?" 

"Sir…Meg I need to speak with you regarding a personal matter." 

"Oh. Go on then Ben, what is it?" 

"Meg are you dating Lt. Welsh?" 

Meg looked at him with a look of pure surprise on her face. "What! How did
you get such a ludicrous idea? Of course I'm not dating him." 

"You're not?" 

"No I'm not." 

"I don't understand then…why were you holding hands with him in an Italian
restaurant?" 

"How did you know about that?" 

"Ray was at the same restaurant and saw the two of you." 

"I assure you Ben that Lt. Welsh and I are just friends, nothing more. I
was upset about…something and he was just comforting me that's all." 

"So you're not pregnant by him then?" 

So he does know that I'm pregnant. What should I do should I tell him that
he's the father or not? Oh God Meg make your mind up. 

"No. But I am pregnant Ben." Meg bit her bottom lip and made up her mind
to tell him the news. "Ben do you remember the extra 'contact' we had?" 

"Yes. I could never forget that." 

"Well due to the extra 'contact'…Ben you're going to be a father. I'm
pregnant with your child." 

"Oh Meg that's wonderful news. I'm…I'm over joyed." He dashed around the
desk and took her into his arms.  

Hugging her he said, "You are pleased about it aren't you Meg?" 

"Yes. I am pleased that I'm pregnant and that you're the father but
I'm…scared Ben. If Ottawa find out, which they will do, they'll sack me." 

"You have nothing to be scared about Meg I'll be there for you no matter
what happens. I won't leave your side for one moment." 

"What if they try to separate us Ben? What if they transfer one of us out
of Chicago?" 

"They can't do that not now that were having a child together, where ever
you go Meg I'm going. Meg if we got married before we told them there
would be nothing they could do about it. Margaret will you marry me?" 

"Ben they would still be able to sack us if we got married and I don't
want you to marry me because I'm pregnant." 

"That's not why I want to marry you Meg, I admit that it makes me want to
marry you all the more. I love you and that's why I want to marry you. At
least consider it Meg?" 

"I don't need to consider it Ben. Yes I'll marry you. I love you too. I've
wanted to be your wife since we made love and seeing as Ottawa will
probably fire me anyway we have nothing to lose getting married." 

Ben pressed his lips against Megs' and they kissed like they had never
kissed before, tongues doing a Salsa dance while their hands were doing
hot exotic dances of their own.  

Pulling apart Meg said, "I can't wait to see the look on Ray and Ovitz'
face when we tell them." 

"Yes it should be precious, just like this little one." Saying this Ben
gently placed his hand on Megs' stomach and affectionately kissed her
forehead.      

* * * * *      

Meg walked down the isle on Lt. Welsh' arm to the church organs tune of
'Here comes the bride.' She was dressed in a pale pink satin dress that
flowed down around her feet. It was embroidered in white lace with small
flowers and silver beads trimmed the low cut neckline. Her hair was swept
back in a French pleat and adorned with a silver and pale pink tiara.  

Behind her carrying the long train of her dress was her bridesmaid Frannie
and pageboy Turnbull. Frannie was wearing a knee length red dress and
trying her best not to cry because Fraser was marrying someone else.
Turnbull on the other hand was dressed in his red serge uniform and wasn't
even trying to hide his tears of joy. 

Ben stood at the alter dressed in his red serge uniform and at his side
stood his best man Ray in a navy blue suit and Dief, who not wanting to be
left out was Bens' best wolf. Fraser Senior was stood on the altar with
the priest and kept saying to Ben, "This is one of the proudest days of my
life. Not only are you giving me a grandchild but you're getting married
as well. Good on you son, good on you." 

Ben looked at Meg as she came to stand beside him and he thought that she
looked like a princess in a fairytale. Correction his princess. 

As the priest declared them husband and wife Ben and Meg kissed for the
first time as a married couple. 

THE END.