The Gales Of November Contains m/f sex Caveats, TYKs, etc.: 1) This story is rated R -- 'nuff said 2) If you don't like the idea of Thatcher and Fraser together -- abandon ship now! 3) This story takes place this coming October. 4) The characters herein (with the obvious exceptions) are not mine, and no copyright infringement of any sort is intended. Please don't sue me. 5) Having lived on the east coast my entire life, my knowledge of the Great Lakes falls into the category of "A little knowledge is a dangerous thing." If any of the facts about the lakes, boats, or anything else of this genre is off, therefore, please just work with me and suspend your disbelief. 6) Mild "We Are the Eggmen" and "All the Queen's Horses" spoilers. 7) My gratitude goes out to my sister, Armida, for helping me work out some of the details of this story and for, as always (in her infinite patience), acting as my sounding board and eternally-supportive friend. 8) Comments, as always, welcomed at GILBERTK@MTC.MID.TEC.SC.US ***************************************************************** The Gales of November by Katherine Gilbert There was no question about it; Henri Clouthier had it in for her. The call that morning had proven it. "But Meg," he had argued over the phone, "we need a good, experienced officer to help out on this project. Besides, you've worked with these people before." "Yes, in *Toronto*," Inspector Margaret Thatcher had argued back to him, "but I'm in Chicago now -- at the consulate. Surely, there's someone who can handle this better, who is more appropriately posted?" "We're sending out some of our people from Alberta," Clouthier continued, "but the S.O.S. people trust you. They'd like to see your input on this." "Let me get this straight, sir," Thatcher tried to keep her cool. "You want me to go out on Lake Superior in the middle of October?" She paused before saying, "First, it's the height of stupidity. Second, we have no access to boats to get there. Third . . . doesn't S.O.S. stand for Save Ontario's Shipwrecks? What are they doing in Lake Superior?" "They're branching out. Look," Clouthier replied, "these salvagers are severely damaging the wreck sites in the Canadian parts of Superior. You're fairly close. You're experienced. . . You're going." He paused. "You can take Constable Fraser along with you if you'd like," he added finally. Thatcher winced. "I'll never live down that fake dinner invitation," she had thought. ********************************************************************** Margaret sighed. Confronting Fraser to ask him hadn't been easy. She hadn't wanted him to take the invitation the wrong way, but she had known that she was going to need some help on this one, and she didn't even want to think about the possibility of being stuck on a boat, possibly for several days, with Constable Turnbull, so she had gone to Fraser's office. "Inspector!" he had said, slightly startled when she knocked on his office door. "Constable, I have just received orders from Ottawa. I'm to rent a boat and go to the Canadian side of Lake Superior to help capture some wreck salvagers who are damaging dive sites. Apparently, the head office believes that some of our fellow officers are involved, and, in trying to keep this story quiet, they are using only the RCMP to investigate, with the help of S.O.S." "Aren't they only in Lake Ontario, sir?" Fraser had interrupted her but became silent quickly when he caught her warning look. Thatcher began pacing and staring at the floor. "The reason I am telling you this," she pressed on, "is because . . ." Thatcher stopped walking and looked at Fraser. "Constable, what I have been asked to do could be dangerous at this time of year. I cannot . . . I will not order you to accompany me, but I am asking for your assistance." Fraser had met her eyes with understanding. "When do we leave, sir?" he had asked. ****************************************************************** The next step that day had been to acquire a boat. They had soon found that renting a boat to go out on Lake Superior to an undisclosed location for an unspecified amount of time, especially as winter was pressing in on the Great Lakes, was not an easy task. Clouthier had specified that they could not involve the Coast Guard in this effort, since they might wish to become involved. Fraser's best inspiration, after the rentals had failed, therefore, was to ask Ray. Thatcher groaned and put her head in her hands thinking about it. "Let me see if I've got this straight," Ray had said, when they had interrupted him, as he was trying to avoid working. "You need a boat to go out on the lake in the middle of winter. You won't tell me where you're going or when you're coming back." Thatcher and Fraser nodded their heads. "Pleasure trip?" Ray asked with a slightly lascivious grin. Thatcher had groaned quietly and rolled her eyes. "Detective," she had said coldly, "I have official orders I need to carry out." Ray seemed about to interrupt. "I cannot explain the details or answer any specific questions about this trip. Now, as a long-time resident of this city, do you know of any way to gain access to a boat? If not, we'll be on our way." When Ray had still seemed disinclined to answer, Fraser had taken him aside to talk to him privately, although they had still been within Thatcher's earshot. "So, what's with you and the dragon lady going out on a cruise?" Ray had asked. Thatcher began to grind her teeth. "Ray, please, her name is Inspector Thatcher," Fraser had responded, "and it is not a cruise. There is official business we must attend to." "`Official business,' right," Ray continued. "C'mon, Benny -- you going to do a little necking with your lady officer?" Fraser looked confused. "I don't see how our necks will be particularly involved," he answered. Thatcher was glad she wasn't wearing her red serge; she hated matching the color of her clothes. Ray was laughing slightly. "Alright, Ben. I've got this cousin who got a yacht in one of those government auctions where they buy things the used to belong to drug dealers. I'll give him a call." ******************************************************************** Quite a few hours later, after giving some man, who stared at her in an even less appealing manner than Detective Vecchio, much more money than the boat was probably worth to rent and listening to Fraser give Diefenbaker a long speech about how to behave with the Vecchios ("Why would you lecture a deaf wolf?" she had thought), Thatcher had been on her way, with Fraser accompanying. The yacht was mid-sized, with a couple of bedrooms and a small kitchen. Fortunately, it had been mostly enclosed, so the cold hadn't seemed particularly bad. They were out a fair way onto Lake Superior when night fell, and they had decided to stop rather than risk going on and possibly hitting something. "I'm sure there will be clear weather tomorrow to help us reach our destination," Fraser had said, before they both retired to their quarters. Meg hadn't been so sure; the temperature seemed to be dropping fast. ********************************************************************** Meg sighed and sat down on her bed. She had been pacing about in her bedroom on the yacht, pondering the events which had brought her here. She was wearing her long silken nightgown, but she had her robe on over it. She couldn't believe she was here, with Fraser just a few feet away in his room. He was so close; they were alone; no one would know if . . . "Stop it, Meg," she said aloud to herself. "You can't very well just go offer yourself to him. You're on duty here -- both of you. Act like a professional." She pulled her robe around her more tightly; she felt the need to keep it on, just in case she should have to go into the hall, and he saw her. She sat with her arms folded and began to take in her surroundings for the first time; she had only noticed that they were ugly before. Everything seemed to be done in a pink the shade of Pepto Bismol. She shook her head. It was a room it was hard not to clash with. "Meg, what on earth are you doing here?" she heard from behind her. She spun around. "God, mother. Would you stop doing that?" she asked. "Just trying to keep you on your toes," Mrs. Thatcher responded. "Mother," Thatcher replied, annoyed, "you've been `keeping me on my toes' for 35 years, . . . and five of those were after you were dead." "It hardly matters," her mother's ghost responded. "You hardly ever listen to me, anyway, dear. If you did, you would have married that nice Reagan boy instead of going into the police." Meg sighed. "Mother, Robert was a heroin dealer." "But he was such a nice boy," her mother replied. "He could have provided such nice things for you." "Drug dealers frequently can, mother," Thatcher responded. "Oh, those were just rumors, dear," her mother pressed on. "Five arrests and four convictions were rumors, mother?" Thatcher insisted. "Police persecution!" her mother cried. "Why did you want to join them anyway?" "I wonder," Thatcher muttered. Mrs. Thatcher sighed, looking slightly vexed. "You really should try to be more like your sister Elizabeth, Margaret. Now there's a girl who knows how to live properly." "Mother," Thatcher said, trying to keep her patience, "four rugrats, a dimwitted husband, and a bunch of small dogs running at my heels isn't the life I want. Besides, her entire house seems to have plastic coverings on it. She won't even let me sit down, when I'm there." "She's probably just afraid you'd make a mess," her mother responded. Meg closed her eyes and counted to twenty. "If I scream," she thought, "Fraser will come running, and he'll think I've lost my mind, when I seem to be sitting here talking to myself." "Don't close your eyes on me, little girl," her mother continued on, as Thatcher reluctantly opened them and looked at her. "Now, since you've missed your best chance, why not take that nice young man across the hall? He seems to like you." "Mother," Thatcher tried to say in measured tones, "I'm his superior officer. I *cannot* get personal with him." "I'm not telling you to get personal," her mother responded. "I'm telling you to marry him!" Thatcher got up, exasperated, took off her robe, and turned out the light. "I'm going to bed now, mother," she said, climbing into the badly-colored bed. "You can keep talking, but I'm not going to be listening." "No sense of respect," her mother's ghost sighed, before she disappeared. Margaret lay in bed, shaking her head. "At least she got me into bed," she thought, "but sleep is unlikely." After all, Fraser was *so* close. ********************************************************************** Across the hall, Benton was pacing. He knew that Thatcher had asked him along, because he was reliable. He knew, or he told himself, that he needed to stay professional, but her sheer proximity was driving him crazy. To have her just across the hall, to feel her so close -- the tension of it was working on him. "Why don't you go see her, son? Her room's got to be better decorated than yours." Fraser stopped pacing. His father had appeared behind him again. "Dad, do you think you could manage to appear in front of me for once?" he asked. "Takes all the fun out of it," his father's ghost responded. "Now, why would anyone decorate a room in zebra stripes?" "Maybe he needed it for camouflage," Fraser answered. Fraser, Sr. looked at the walls and bedspread of the room and then back to his son. "Do they take zebras on yachts much these days?" he asked him. Fraser sighed and leaned against an unfortunately-colored wall with his arms crossed. "C'mon, son," his father's ghost encouraged, "go see her. You know she likes you. You should have heard her on that train when she thought you were dead, . . . and Frobisher told me what happened later." Fraser looked annoyed. "Those were very different circumstances, Dad . . . she . . . we . . . never mind. Look," he said, when his father seemed about to interrupt, "we've had this conversation before. Anything romantic between myself and Inspector Thatcher would be improper. . .Now, I'm going to bed," he continued, as he made his way to the tragically-stripped resting place, "so I suggest you leave." "No appreciation," Fraser, Sr. muttered, as he disappeared. ************************************************************************ The next morning, Fraser and Thatcher met on the deck dressed in the jeans and sweaters Thatcher had insisted on (uniforms and dresses were of little use on the water) and discovered a bright, beautiful day, which helped reveal the lake to them. A sudden cold snap had iced it over as far as they could see. "Oh dear," Fraser murmered. Thatcher looked at the horizon of ice. "Well, I suppose they won't be doing much salvaging in this," she said. "No, I suppose not," Fraser returned. They continued to stare out at the ice, until Fraser recited: Day after day, day after day; We stuck, nor breath nor motion; As idle as a painted ship Upon a painted ocean. Thatcher finally looked at him. "Coleridge," she said, "`The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.' Does that mean we'll have to stop wedding guests to tell them about this in the future?" She looked away quickly, realizing this was the wrong thing to say, just as Fraser looked at her. "I was thinking more of the beginning of *Frankenstein* myself," she went on to cover up her gaffe, "the novel, not the movie," she specified. As she thought about how long the characters in *Frankenstein* had sat trapped in the ice, a thought dawned on her, "I think we need to call for help," she said, as she turned to go find the ship's radio. ********************************************************************** Most of the next few hours were spent calling both the other RCMP officers involved in the assignment and the U.S. Coast Guard, as they had yet to reach Canadian waters, trying not to alert the latter to their plans. Their Canadian companions, however, were just as stuck as they were, and the U.S. Coast Guard simply laughed and said, "So, wait a few days. It'll thaw." Thatcher decided that they should stay on watch for the rest of the daylight hours, in case the temperature should go up enough to cause a thaw. They sat in silence and watched, both of them unable to think of polite conversation and knowing that it was an inappropriate time for anything deeper. Their uncomfortable situation, however, wasn't made any more pleasant by the fact that Fraser apparently had "The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald" stuck in his head and was humming it repeatedly. He seemed especially stuck on the line "When the gales of November blow early," and he kept singing it softly to himself. Thatcher's patience wore thin about noon, and she sent him to make them both lunch. ********************************************************************** The ice never broke that day, either literally or figuratively. Except for Fraser's incessant humming, all was disturbingly quiet. When night fell, Fraser made them both dinner. To Thatcher's delight, all his cooking proved excellent. After the meal was over and the dishes were cleared, they sat quietly at the small table, which functioned as a dining room, for some time. Finally, Meg spoke. "Fraser," she said, "I want to apologize for getting you into this. You didn't have to come with me. . . I just wanted you to know that I appreciate it." She stared at her hand on the loud tablecloth, as she spoke. "I don't mind, ma'am," Fraser replied. "I appreciate you asking me." Thatcher looked up at him. "Why?" she asked. "Because it shows that you appreciate my work and feel that I can be of some help," he replied. "Oh," she said looking back down. "I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea about this . . . assignment." "Ah, understood," Fraser responded, looking a little saddened. He looked down to where their hands lay inches apart on the table. Thatcher looked up enough to follow his gaze and drew back her hand slightly, looking up at him. "Fraser, I . . .," she began, then paused. "Perhaps we should speak freely," she said. "Ah . . . It would be a break from the rest of the day," Fraser said but, looking up at her, saw the slightly hurt look in her eyes. "I'm sorry, sir. That wasn't meant to sound like . . . Ma'am, Meg . . . speaking freely, today has been rather tense. That's not your fault -- or mine, but . . ." he trailed off. "I know," she replied. "I'm sorry, Fraser. I shouldn't have asked you to come; I didn't mean to make this awkward for you. I was hoping that we would be able to handle this situation quickly and return to Chicago without having time for so much . . . tension." "I know," Fraser said, looking into her eyes. "I know that you never meant to make me uncomfortable, and you haven't -- not in any sense that's your, or anyone's, fault." He reached across the table and gently touched her hand. Thatcher felt the sort of energy she had once before. She took Fraser's hand in hers, as they continued to look at each other. Then, Meg looked away and said, "Fraser, if I continue to hold your hand much longer, I'm not sure that I'll be able to continue acting like your superior officer." Fraser's grip tightened slightly, although he was still gently caressing her hand, "Meg," he said slowly, "I won't be upset if that happens." She looked back up at him. "We're alone," he continued, "in the middle of a frozen lake. There's no one around to know . . . or to question it." "Fraser," Thatcher responded, "I can't promise more than one night, more than the duration of a cold snap. At most, this could only be a frozen second of time." "I'm willing to risk that," Fraser responded. When he saw consent in her eyes, he stood up from the table slowly and helped draw her up to him. They continued to simply look at each other for a minute, their hands still entwined, until Thatcher brought her other hand up and gently stroked Fraser's cheek. Fraser then put his hand on her back and slowly drew her closer to him. As they kissed, very delicately at first, they let go of each other's hands and embraced. Their kiss deepened, still with an almost aching gentleness. They allowed their hands to roam over each other. Thatcher felt the breadth of Fraser's shoulders and gently traced down his back with one hand, while caressing the back of his neck and head with the other. Fraser, meanwhile, ran one hand down Thatcher's spine to the small of her back, while holding her head with the other, letting her silken hair play against his fingers. When he moved one hand to run it gently down her side, he felt her sigh against his lips, and his desire threatened to overwhelm him. Thatcher felt Fraser pulsating against her and was unsure whether she could continue to control her passion. She broke off their kiss and, barely managing to find her voice, said, "Maybe we should go somewhere other than the kitchen for this?" Fraser was still holding her tightly; he wasn't sure whether he would ever be able to let her go again. "My bedroom seems to have been decorated by a zebra enthusiast," he responded. "Is yours any better?" "No," she said, "but let's go there anyway." "Understood," he responded. They managed to let go of each other long enough to get to her bedroom. When Fraser saw the coloration, however, he let out a small "Oh dear," before he looked back at her again. "I think their decorator was a bit taste-impaired," Thatcher agreed, before she and Fraser resumed their embrace and deep kiss. After a few minutes, Fraser's hands began to pull up Thatcher's sweater slightly. The touch of her skin was incredible, and they quickly took off the unnecessary garment and her bra. They also took a moment to remove their shoes and socks, realizing that they would become extremely cumbersome soon. Fraser then worked his way down the side of Thatcher's neck with his lips until he had reached her breasts. He opened his mouth in order to take one in and fully taste it, playing with the stiffened nipple with his tongue, while his hands caressed her back. Thatcher groaned, as Fraser continued to work his way down her stomach with his tongue, before returning to give her other breast the same loving attention. By the time he returned up his path on the opposite side of her neck, Thatcher was pulling off Fraser's sweater, and, then, still kissing him, she pushed him down onto the bed. Fraser groaned, fortunately in pleasure instead of pain. Meg allowed her hands to fully feel Fraser's chest, enjoying the sculpture of it. She began to work her way down his body in much the same way he had done with her, wondering, as she went, whether he was one of the men who was able to receive much pleasure from his own nipples. When he groaned more loudly as she drew her tongue lightly across one, she realized that she had her answer. Thatcher continued to work her way down Fraser's body, taking off his clothes from the waist down, as she went. When he was finally revealed to her, she looked at him in appreciation before taking him into her mouth. Fraser let out another deep groan. After a few minutes, Thatcher worked her way slowly back up Fraser's body. When she was face to face with him again, he took her face in his hands and kissed her passionately, rolling them both back over as he did so. Fraser continued the pattern they had set up, running his hands and mouth back down along her body, stopping to glory again in the feel of her breasts in his mouth. He then continued down to remove the rest of her clothes and, parting her gently with his tongue, allowed himself to taste her depths. He heard her cry out softly, deeply, as he did. When he had worked his way back up and returned to face her, several minutes later, and had kissed her deeply again, he found his voice long enough to say, "Meg, I believe we . . . um . . ." Thatcher pulled herself into reality long enough to be able to say, "my purse, by the bed." Fraser handed it to her and, in one of the only disorganized things he'd ever seen her do, watched her toss out its contents onto the floor, until she found the condom. She stopped for a second before handing it to him and said, "Fraser, I hope you don't think that I brought these *for* you. . . I try to be prepared, well . . . I didn't bring them . . ." Fraser nodded. "Understood, sir." When she had helped him put it on, Fraser brought her up to him and kissed her again before laying her back down on the bed. He entered her gently and heard her say his first name. They continued to lose themselves in their shared rhythm for what seemed like a blissful eternity, continuing to kiss and touch each other. As they neared a climax, Benton took Meg's fingers delicately into his mouth before allowing their hands to entwine. When they came, Meg cried out, holding the back of Fraser's head tightly and pressing her cheek up against his, while Fraser whispered her name, his free arm wrapped tightly around her back holding her to him. When they faced each other once again, they kissed deeply once more and then continued to look into each other's eyes, but Thatcher felt a sudden, unbearable sadness at knowing that she could not continue to feel this love all the time from Fraser, that tonight would be an end. Fraser immediately picked up on her feelings and whispered, "No! Don't think about that -- not now. Stay with me completely tonight. We'll face tomorrow together, when it comes." "Understood," Meg replied. ********************************************************************* They awoke the next day in each other's arms, having repeated their pattern twice more in the night ("No wonder every woman he sees goes crazy over him," Thatcher had thought, at one point. "They pick up on his stamina."). They held each other gently for a half hour past the time they were supposed to be out of bed. Thatcher finally decided, however, that it could be put off no longer, and they arose reluctantly. They dressed in their separate rooms but with the doors open. When they went upstairs, they could see that the ice had melted. "Oh dear," Fraser said sadly. "I know," Thatcher responded. "I was hoping that it would have continued as well." ********************************************************************* Several hours later, after having received word that the salvagers had been caught earlier that morning, mounties and all, they had been told that they were no longer of use and were now close to Chicago again. When they could start to see the city clearly, Thatcher slowed down and stopped the boat's engines. "What is it, sir?" Fraser asked. "Fraser," Thatcher said sadly, "last night has to stay out here, . . . so I thought that we should say goodbye before we reach shore." "Understood," Fraser said, before gently taking her face in one of his hands and kissing her again. They embraced one final time, sharing a final kiss, before they reluctantly pulled themselves apart. ********************************************************************** "I'll see you at the consulate tomorrow," Thatcher said, as they pulled the yacht into its proper place. "I'll take care of returning the keys to Detective Vecchio's cousin." "No, sir," Fraser responded. "I'll see to it." He seemed determined, so she nodded. He paused before adding, "Sir, do you think it's possible that we could become, . . . well, stranded again next year?" Thatcher smiled warmly. "We'll see, Constable," she responded. "We'll see." The End