Author's Notes: What possessed me to write this?!
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N.B. The person thinking is indicated by *** and Bold Italics
***Sha’re***
I know who I am.
I am Sha’re.
But Amaunet has other ideas.
She controls me.
She hurts my Danyel.
Not me.
Not Sha’re.
I am gone.
She is dead.
But part of her- me- remains.
I miss me.
But I miss my Danyel more.
Amaunet hates him.
Soon I must leave.
Or Amaunet will kill my Danyel.
As I lift this dagger, I think.
I am saving my Danyel.
Forgive me.
***Daniel***
No.
She can’t be dead.
I still love her.
Forever.
But she’s gone.
Forever.
Sha’re.
Dead.
She killed herself to kill Amaunet.
For me.
To save me.
Why?
What did she see in me?
Why me?
Why wasn’t it Jack who got married?
We had a year.
One precious year.
I miss her.
They say to move on.
Well I can’t.
I don’t want to move on.
Not without Sha’re.
I wish I had saved her.
I wish I could kill myself to bring her back.
‘Cause I would.
***Jack***
Poor Daniel.
She’s gone.
I don’t know his pain.
I fear I never had what he had.
Sure I cried when Sara left.
But it wasn’t as bad.
Those two were something more.
He’s a good man.
Hard life.
He deserves to have her back.
Everyone he loved has gone.
Parents.
Wife.
Brother in law.
Dead or as good as dead.
He remembers the love he had.
I guess he still holds it.
Precious to him.
I wonder now.
Why was she chosen?
Why?
Going down.
Into oblivion.
Never to be the same again.
***Samantha***
I never met her.
Who was she anyway?
An enigma to me.
But an angel in his eyes.
There can be no replacement.
Never.
Priceless.
Like his artifacts.
His pain.
Like Sha’re’s dagger.
But into his heart.
I speculate, who hurt more?
Sha’re feels nothing now.
Gone.
But Daniel...
He feels still.
Only pain.
Ripping away.
His heart now dead.
Saved for Sha’re.
***Teal’c***
I regret my actions.
I do.
I picked her.
Daniel Jackson’s wife.
Dragged her away.
Shown to Apophis.
He liked what he saw.
She is a Goa’uld.
Was.
Was a Goa’uld.
Now she is no more.
She influenced her Goa’uld.
Such as Kendra did.
If I had left Apophis earlier.
If I had not been First Prime.
Daniel Jackson’s wife may be here.
I regret the past.